Diane Downs Movie "Small Sacrifices" (1989) Starring: Farrah Faucet — Transcript
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- 0:00foreign
- 0:01[Music]
- 0:11the following dramatization is based on
- 0:13the book's small sacrifices by Anne rule
- 0:16it contains composite characters name
- 0:19changes and the resequencing of events
- 0:21some dramatic license has been taken in
- 0:23the creation of certain scenes
- 0:27hahaha
- 0:33[Music]
- 0:43[Music]
- 0:49foreign
- 0:52[Music]
- 1:23foreign
- 1:33[Laughter]
- 1:37[Music]
- 1:55[Music]
- 2:00foreign
- 2:04[Music]
- 2:19[Music]
- 2:27[Music]
- 2:30oh
- 2:31Judy call it cold it's bad
- 2:36I was trying to get help I was leaning
- 2:38on the horn I couldn't move I just
- 2:40couldn't make my legs move
- 2:43what's going on these kids have been
- 2:45shot
- 2:47get me out there he might have followed
- 2:50us you're gonna call the police somebody
- 2:52get some help
- 2:55I'm gonna need a chest surgeon
- 2:59Sean I get Shauna
- 3:01my little girl she's fancy gentlemen
- 3:08there's blood coming out of Carousel
- 3:11I couldn't do anything she was joking I
- 3:14was just
- 3:16oh God I could still blood
- 3:18the guy's still out there he's got a gun
- 3:22I don't know where it took place
- 3:24she said it was a country road
- 3:28I need to call my parents
- 3:31the police hold on tell me again what
- 3:34happened so that I can tell them
- 3:36somebody shot my kids oh no Mohawk Road
- 3:39he was standing in the middle of the
- 3:41road it was really dark
- 3:44they stopped the car all I got left in
- 3:46the world
- 3:48foreign
- 3:57I want to be there when they wake up let
- 3:59me help you just sit down for a moment
- 4:00as soon as the doctors know something
- 4:02they'll tell you
- 4:06you shot him over and over and I keep
- 4:08hearing the gun then you shot me
- 4:11I'm not a nurse but I can put something
- 4:12on this and disinfectant
- 4:16you know Robbie was whimpering in the
- 4:18back seat and I kept saying to him oh go
- 4:20to sleep
- 4:22Shawna she would just she wasn't making
- 4:25a sound I kept saying her wake up Shauna
- 4:27Karen was choking
- 4:29trying to never make
- 4:31it sound
- 4:33come on just come with me don't touch me
- 4:39you know don't go in there I want to see
- 4:42my kids just fine just come with me the
- 4:44doctors are taking care of them
- 4:46[Music]
- 4:52come on sweetheart come on
- 4:56[Music]
- 4:58Construction
- 5:02[Music]
- 5:21I can't live without my kids mom
- 5:24I still want to go on living don't worry
- 5:27they'll be all right they have very good
- 5:29doctors I'm sorry somebody has to fill
- 5:32these I can't I'm doing
- 5:37excuse me Diane
- 5:40hi I'm detective Doug Welch and this is
- 5:42my partner detective Marty back Hi
- 5:44listen I know this is very difficult you
- 5:46have to ask you some questions we need
- 5:47the exact location the Killer is still
- 5:49out there yeah
- 5:53you gotta show us where it happened yeah
- 5:56but my hearts and I haven't even seen my
- 5:59kids I am we gotta find the person that
- 6:00did this now you're the only one that
- 6:01can help us they'll radios as soon as
- 6:03there's any word on the kids let's get
- 6:04you right back here you have my word
- 6:06there's nothing I can do they're
- 6:08fighting for their lives there's nothing
- 6:09I can do what you can do right now is to
- 6:11help us find it
- 6:13I'm Diane's father
- 6:15we'll go
- 6:33is my car okay your car yeah it's brand
- 6:37new I hope it doesn't have any Buzz
- 6:39holes in it don't worry about your car
- 6:40Diane
- 6:42I wasn't gonna just let him have it just
- 6:44got it
- 6:58there's nothing we can do for this one I
- 7:00forgot to you've got to Shelby she's
- 7:03gone she was dead when you carried her
- 7:04in I'm sorry
- 7:13[Music]
- 7:15what about the others
- 7:19really alive
- 7:21[Laughter]
- 7:27[Music]
- 7:42you know I woke up this morning it was
- 7:45just
- 7:46like any other morning
- 7:48I took
- 7:50the kids over to my mother's for
- 7:53breakfast Karen and Shawna just
- 7:56to walk on to school from there and
- 8:00my mommy
- 8:02he takes care of Robbie all day
- 8:06my daughter and I both work for the Post
- 8:08Office
- 8:09she transferred here from Idaho around
- 8:11Eastern
- 8:14I got off work yet
- 8:173 30 in
- 8:20then I went to my mom's to pick up the
- 8:22kids
- 8:25[Music]
- 8:28I got him from the backyard roses thank
- 8:32you kitty home oh
- 8:36wait he's telling them the trouble with
- 8:37kittens they grow up to be cats Diane we
- 8:40can't count on you to lock up the house
- 8:42before you leave
- 8:44yeah Daddy I think you can depend on me
- 8:46for that look she's got a little white
- 8:48catch her under eye we could take care
- 8:51of it and feed it who's gonna take care
- 8:53of it
- 8:55okay you can have the cat
- 8:59we took the kitten back to our apartment
- 9:01and then we went to see this friend of
- 9:03mine Heather she lives in Marcola and
- 9:08she has a horse
- 9:09I love horses well so do the kids okay
- 9:13they were really enjoying themselves
- 9:17four of us went together we always
- 9:20laughed and just had a great time
- 9:25after we saw other horse we just went
- 9:28cruising you know the kids like that I
- 9:31mean I love the scenery and the trees
- 9:34and watching the Rapids in the river and
- 9:36stuff like that
- 9:38then I realized that they had fallen
- 9:41asleep
- 9:45[Music]
- 9:53foreign
- 9:55[Music]
- 10:07[Applause]
- 10:15[Music]
- 10:27[Music]
- 10:35go get it
- 10:41[Music]
- 11:01don't let my kids die
- 11:10I just kept going
- 11:13I couldn't stop
- 11:15I said oh God help me just don't let him
- 11:19suffer don't let my little kid suffer
- 11:22so I just kept driving and driving
- 11:25as fast as I could
- 11:30we go now
- 11:32I want to see my kids
- 11:36[Music]
- 11:42out here soon as I could
- 11:44questions
- 11:48[Music]
- 11:52into central line let's get a chest tube
- 11:55anywhere
- 11:56losing an awful lot of blood we have to
- 11:58stop it let's get her into surgery
- 12:00[Music]
- 12:10good boy
- 12:13okay okay he's breathing easier
- 12:17[Music]
- 12:23that's it it's a good boy
- 12:25[Music]
- 12:32hey Jessica
- 12:39no no
- 12:42I'll go down tonight
- 12:48do you mind if I ask okay
- 12:51it's a woman and her children have been
- 12:53shot
- 12:55it's no ridiculous yet
- 12:58[Applause]
- 12:59one of the kids is dead
- 13:02the D.A just assigned me to the case
- 13:05going down to the hospital
- 13:07poor woman how terrible were children
- 13:14go back to sleep
- 13:16okay
- 13:19do they know who did it the father
- 13:23I'll call you
- 13:26[Music]
- 13:30it's my first homicide I'm a little
- 13:33nervous so you better get over it we'll
- 13:36be working hard we'll be working
- 13:37together we won't have time to feel a
- 13:39thing
- 13:40I guess you can handle a lot of
- 13:41homicides
- 13:42nope
- 13:43this is my first
- 13:50no
- 13:52I'm not my show
- 13:55what am I gonna do without my Shauna
- 13:58I'm sorry Diane there was nothing we
- 14:00could do
- 14:01she was gone by the time we got to the
- 14:03hospital
- 14:09are you sure like Shawna
- 14:15[Applause]
- 14:19your father identified her he said it
- 14:21was Shauna
- 14:27what about care
- 14:29Karen is critical
- 14:31she should be getting out of surgery
- 14:33anytime now
- 14:34is there going to be brain damage
- 14:38I don't want you to sustain our life I
- 14:40mean if she's going to be a vegetable
- 14:42anything no
- 14:45no there's no indication of any brain
- 14:47damage
- 14:48Robbie is stable the bullet entered a
- 14:51fraction of an inch to the right of the
- 14:53spinal column
- 14:54I missed his heart yes
- 15:03I'm gonna have a surgeon take a look at
- 15:06your arm now
- 15:23okay open
- 15:26close
- 15:29good
- 15:30well the arms broken but there's no
- 15:32nerve or tendon damage oh it hurts we're
- 15:37gonna have to operate in a few weeks to
- 15:38try to strengthen the arm your blood
- 15:40pressure and pulse is all normal
- 15:44we have here for a few days anyway
- 15:46I'm afraid I don't have police posted by
- 15:49our room it's the safest place you can
- 15:51be and don't say anything to my father
- 15:53your father
- 15:55yeah about my tattoo
- 15:57I did knew about it he'd kill me
- 16:03Dr Matthews
- 16:12Dr Craig to lab four Dr Craig to lab
- 16:15four
- 16:26you have any children
- 16:29no
- 16:32my wife's co-director of the City
- 16:34Planning Commission
- 16:36they both have demanding jobs
- 16:48how could anyone have aimed a pistol
- 16:51had three little children
- 16:53and pulled the trigger five times
- 17:13[Music]
- 17:29foreign
- 17:36truth comb last night
- 17:38they've only been here a couple of
- 17:40months they moved from Idaho
- 17:42we found a rifle in the 38 she mentioned
- 17:44anything from ballistics and I'm pretty
- 17:46certain we're looking for a
- 17:47semi-automatic 22 pistol with a clip
- 17:49style magazine
- 17:50we're checking out all reports on
- 17:52bushy-haired Strangers
- 17:54we've got divers checking out the river
- 17:55under the bridge on old Mohawk Road all
- 17:57right I want a complete investigation of
- 17:58the crime scene I want a videotape
- 18:00reenactment by Diana what happened
- 18:03videotaped that's right I want a visual
- 18:05record for the jury that memorializes
- 18:07her testimony in stone
- 18:09you got the post results yet Jim Peck's
- 18:12attended Shawna was shot twice left to
- 18:14right right to left thrown through
- 18:16wounds to the heart and lungs
- 18:18she wouldn't have moved except by reflex
- 18:20after the first shot PEX bagged the 22
- 18:22slug that doc took out and took swabs of
- 18:25gunpowder stippling and debris
- 18:27yeah
- 18:29hi folks
- 18:33what about the children
- 18:36Karen and Robbie are staying this is
- 18:38downtown by Shawna yes she does have you
- 18:41told the children no not yet
- 18:52hi Frank
- 18:59pretty Bare Bones
- 19:00looks like she never got around
- 19:01unpacking
- 19:03it's a guy
- 19:04I think his name is Lou boyfriend from
- 19:07Idaho
- 19:08surgeon said that she had a little
- 19:10tattooed on her shoulder I'm gonna try
- 19:12to get in touch with him no pictures of
- 19:14the kids
- 19:18Karen Sean and Robbie I love you Mom
- 19:22May 13 1983. a week ago
- 19:25she kept saying last night she shouldn't
- 19:27have bought the Unicorn
- 19:29better diary in here
- 19:32most of it's just these Love Letters to
- 19:34Lou
- 19:36a lot of stuff about how much she loves
- 19:37her kids a bunch of articles on
- 19:39surrogate mothers
- 19:41and the lookie what do we have in here
- 19:46had a
- 19:48check the cutouts over the breasts one
- 19:51hot mama huh you found it in the closet
- 19:53down here not up in the bedroom yeah
- 19:54maybe she's a little kinky
- 20:00nothing to eat in here look at this
- 20:03three kids no food nothing edible yeah
- 20:06maybe she eats out a lot
- 20:08I found something up here
- 20:16what you got found him in the bed
- 20:20must have missed it last night when we
- 20:21emptied out the rifle we found in the
- 20:23closet it's head stamped you just like
- 20:25some of the spent bullet casings in the
- 20:27car
- 20:27uh thousands of 22 rounded stamped you
- 20:30in the state of Oregon
- 20:31let's give it to forensics haven't
- 20:32compared with a bullet casing spam in
- 20:34the car
- 20:36and one mile adjustments from the scene
- 20:38of the murder
- 20:40my whole surrounding appeals thoroughly
- 20:41search for the gun
- 20:44to tell you we're a little short on
- 20:46Manpower now we're all short of manpower
- 20:48just give me my report
- 20:56what about the kit
- 20:59kitten yeah Diane said they just brought
- 21:02home a new kitten and where is it I
- 21:04don't know well check it out
- 21:10anything else
- 21:11nope
- 21:16remember to call my wife
- 21:20I always felt safe in the Willamette
- 21:21Valley protect
- 21:24[Music]
- 21:28special immune to ugliness
- 21:31we knew our neighbors or rather we
- 21:33thought we did violent crime horror
- 21:36tragedy could only happen someplace else
- 21:38to people who lived in big cities well
- 21:40we were wrong terribly wrong our
- 21:43innocence vanished last night with the
- 21:45Roar of a gun the brutal senseless
- 21:47shootings of three little children at
- 21:50you found him yet uh not yet
- 21:54there are some things we like to go over
- 21:59who are you
- 22:00you're always standing around watching
- 22:02everything
- 22:03I'm Frank josiak District Attorney's
- 22:06office
- 22:09can we talk about Lou Lewiston
- 22:12you've been reading my diary
- 22:16you sign a form Diane you gave us
- 22:18permission that's okay I mean I don't
- 22:20have anything to hide
- 22:22just don't bother Lou Lewiston he's
- 22:25married and he doesn't like hassles
- 22:28so uh he lives back in Greenville Idaho
- 22:30right yeah
- 22:34love my life
- 22:36we work together at the post office
- 22:39start dating him
- 22:41right after my divorce
- 22:43and uh
- 22:46he said he was going to leave his wife
- 22:47and come out
- 22:49join us but
- 22:51I never did
- 22:53my kids loved him too
- 22:55they were really crushed when he didn't
- 22:57show up
- 22:59you know about three days ago I took him
- 23:01out to this Big Field because I was
- 23:03really down
- 23:06they helped me they really helped me
- 23:09was they were so wise and grown up you
- 23:14know it was like they were the parent I
- 23:15was the child
- 23:18and
- 23:20so I said you know
- 23:22who cares about Lou Lewiston we're the
- 23:24Four Musketeers and we always will be
- 23:28see that's what I call this the Four
- 23:30Musketeers
- 23:35anybody notified my ex-husband
- 23:38yes your father called her he's on his
- 23:40way here from Idaho and be here this
- 23:42afternoon
- 23:43I'd rather see the Devil Himself
- 23:51hi Robbie how's a big fella huh
- 23:58scared you'll dance here
- 24:01have some fun when you're feeling better
- 24:14[Applause]
- 24:17Karen
- 24:20hi baby
- 24:22can you hear me
- 24:28it's me your dad
- 24:31everything's gonna be all right
- 24:34Robbie's here we
- 24:40your mom's fine
- 24:43you're gonna see her soon
- 24:50[Applause]
- 24:54that's really hard man this is really
- 24:57hard
- 25:01it's good little kids
- 25:04foreign
- 25:34could you tell us where you were last
- 25:36night
- 25:38yeah I uh I got electrical contracting
- 25:41business
- 25:42well after work my girlfriend and I went
- 25:45for a long walk and
- 25:47we went over to her apartment to watch
- 25:49some television
- 25:50and about one o'clock in the morning my
- 25:52roommate came running over and said my
- 25:53father-in-law wasn't full my kids would
- 25:55be shy did you and Diane own any guns
- 26:00oh do you know she presently owns any
- 26:02yeah she got three guns she got a
- 26:06she's got a rifle and a 38 revolver and
- 26:08uh
- 26:0922 Ruger Mark IV semi-automatic can she
- 26:13shoot the Ruger hmm
- 26:16can she shoot the Ruger
- 26:18oh yeah
- 26:19no I showed her how to chamber around
- 26:21told her about the clip
- 26:23she just used to borrow it I figured she
- 26:25still got it because it's gone
- 26:27when was the last time she borrowed it
- 26:31she had it six months ago
- 26:34that's your damn life she had it
- 26:39she uh
- 26:40she got real mad at me because I
- 26:42wouldn't fix her stereo until we were
- 26:43back together
- 26:45we're always fighting
- 26:46[Music]
- 26:56get out of the way get away from the car
- 27:02look what I got
- 27:05and I don't want you here when I get
- 27:07home now Diane don't get nuts
- 27:10just give me the gun all right give me
- 27:15the gun
- 27:21foreign
- 27:34[Music]
- 27:57that was hilarious you just rolled up
- 28:01yeah real hilarious Diane
- 28:04I gotta call the police on you you hear
- 28:06me you hear me
- 28:09so the cops came
- 28:12I didn't want to see her get in any
- 28:13trouble he sent him away
- 28:16I see uh Diane and me we fight we make
- 28:19up
- 28:22we've been together since we were 15 or
- 28:2416.
- 28:25help it's level eight right
- 28:27I mean she calls me when she has trouble
- 28:28with her boyfriends
- 28:30I help her out we kind of stick together
- 28:33and what about the children
- 28:35that night
- 28:39they went to bed with their clothes on
- 28:42nobody got any supper that's for sure
- 28:45hey there's nothing new right
- 28:55you still here
- 28:57yeah
- 28:58you guarding me
- 29:01that's right
- 29:02I guess I can sleep easy then that's
- 29:05right
- 29:06nobody's gonna come into your room
- 29:08without me checking them out
- 29:10I want to go see my kids sure
- 29:13I'll go there
- 29:20are you married
- 29:22yeah hmm why I'm just gonna need someone
- 29:26to be with when this is over
- 29:30I was just wondering
- 29:40well I pressed door open the camera
- 29:42store close
- 30:01foreign
- 30:05they're doing as well as can be expected
- 30:08go on home try and get some
- 30:10yeah
- 30:33foreign
- 30:38[Music]
- 31:12I love you
- 31:20okay
- 31:23I love you
- 31:26[Music]
- 31:54[Music]
- 32:10[Applause]
- 32:11[Music]
- 32:17thank you
- 32:19[Music]
- 32:26all right what about suspects nope day
- 32:30three and no bushy-haired strangers have
- 32:31checked in now pushy-haired strangers
- 32:33are always the bad guys
- 32:35you know there are some things that
- 32:37don't add up
- 32:38she said the kids were asleep then she
- 32:39said they were laughing and singing she
- 32:41says they were shot inside the car
- 32:43evidence shows one of them was shot
- 32:44outside she was in shock things get very
- 32:46mixed up and why didn't this stranger
- 32:48shoot Diane first if he wanted the car
- 32:50she was the adult she was the one that
- 32:52could identify him
- 32:54and hey where was Diane shot right here
- 32:57where it won't kill hella won't even
- 32:59hurt much
- 33:00all right let me ask you guys a question
- 33:02that any jury is going to ask
- 33:04if Diane shot the kids why did she drive
- 33:07him to the hospital
- 33:10they could testify against her there's
- 33:12no insurance on them
- 33:13what did she have to gain
- 33:15Frank her story doesn't jive there's no
- 33:18suspect her children are shot and she
- 33:20hardly shows any emotion and she's weird
- 33:22the woman is very weird
- 33:25I don't think we can get a conviction on
- 33:26weirdness
- 33:30what happened to the kitten
- 33:33I do not know Frank what happened to the
- 33:36damn tit
- 33:41foreign
- 33:48I still think of you as my best friend
- 33:50and my only lover
- 33:52and you keep telling me to go away and
- 33:55find someone else you have got to be
- 33:57kidding sounds to me like the lady was
- 33:59dumped
- 34:09yeah well if he's such a great guy how
- 34:12come he's not up here to comfort her
- 34:14this little character he's married is
- 34:16that right that's right
- 34:17well maybe his wife shot him
- 34:19there's only one way to find out
- 34:23we have to go to Idaho
- 34:25check these people out
- 34:28see what I had lived we interviewed the
- 34:30people that she mentions here in the
- 34:31diary
- 34:33so
- 34:37Mr district attorney can you get us the
- 34:39money
- 34:41you go get on the plane
- 34:44we'll find the money somewhere
- 34:49Lou Lewiston
- 34:52I'm Lou Lewiston
- 34:55it's my wife Nora
- 34:56this is Frank joziak from the DA's
- 34:58office and I'm Doug Welsh from the Lane
- 35:01County Sheriff's Office in Oregon
- 35:04uh you want to sit down sure
- 35:19maybe uh
- 35:21Mrs Lewiston might want to wait outside
- 35:23she stays Nora knows everything
- 35:27I want her here
- 35:29I knew my husband was having an affair
- 35:30with Diane Downs
- 35:32Lou and I have no peace
- 35:34I've forgiven him
- 35:38when did you meet Diane it was November
- 35:411981. we were letter carriers together
- 35:43she was
- 35:45nice gracious
- 35:47she was pregnant with her her surrogate
- 35:50baby
- 35:51what
- 35:53Diane had a baby for another couple
- 35:56said she saw them on a talk show
- 35:58wife couldn't get pregnant and she was
- 36:00looking for somebody to be artificially
- 36:02inseminated by the husband
- 36:06Diane wrote this clinic in the East and
- 36:08volunteered
- 36:11Diane was still married to Boyd Paul
- 36:14they weren't living together
- 36:16she went back to this clinic in Kentucky
- 36:19got pregnant had the baby
- 36:23and when she came back that's what it's
- 36:28okay that was the happiest moment of my
- 36:30life to living that baby girl
- 36:32the other mother was there she had these
- 36:34big tears rolling down her face she just
- 36:36kept saying thank you thank you what
- 36:39about the guy
- 36:40the father
- 36:42oh wow he was in the Next Room see I
- 36:45knew he had to be close because they had
- 36:47to get the stuff to be fresh not Frozen
- 36:49I mean I didn't want him romanticizing
- 36:51about the mother who was carrying his
- 36:53child
- 36:54ruin his marriage or anything
- 36:57how do they uh with a syringe
- 37:01sounds kind of sad to me Diane it's not
- 37:04sad
- 37:06I hope those people I mean I did
- 37:08something good that's what I do
- 37:10I make beautiful babies
- 37:13well I wish I could help you in that
- 37:14department but
- 37:17I had a vasectomy when I was 21 years
- 37:19old I I never wanted children
- 37:22you know what I want to be someday
- 37:25a doctor
- 37:27then I could really do some good in this
- 37:28world you've been to college have you
- 37:31tough stuff no
- 37:32but I'm gonna find some shortcuts I'm
- 37:35going to work my way through pre-med and
- 37:37not school and then I'll go to medical
- 37:38school
- 37:40[Music]
- 37:48I've had my eyes on you for a long time
- 37:53I sure have
- 37:55this time I think I'm just gonna get you
- 38:01God you smell good
- 38:04okay here I wanted him for a long time
- 38:10[Music]
- 38:32all right
- 38:35I never felt like this before
- 38:38oh help me
- 38:41help me
- 38:45oh
- 38:59boo and I were on Shaky Ground when
- 39:01Diane came along
- 39:02mostly because of money it just went on
- 39:04and on I tried to break it off
- 39:08I love Nora I wanted to be with you
- 39:11I just could not get away from Diane
- 39:14when I found a way though
- 39:17way to build that huge house I have up
- 39:19here in my head
- 39:21remember the one I sketched for you the
- 39:23master suite
- 39:25sauna
- 39:26hot tub what about the kids well they're
- 39:29gonna be clear cloths on the other side
- 39:31anyway we're gonna have a nanny oh
- 39:34you're gonna rob a bank no I am not I'm
- 39:37gonna start my own surrogate parenting
- 39:39Clinic
- 39:40you know how much that couple from
- 39:41Kentucky paid the clinic for my baby
- 39:44forty thousand dollars you know how much
- 39:46I got
- 39:47ten thousand dollars
- 39:55Ryan I don't want to get into anything
- 39:57your kids might come running in here my
- 39:59kids are over to neighbors watching TV
- 40:01you don't have to worry
- 40:03[Music]
- 40:04I gotta get home
- 40:09come on give me my belt I got something
- 40:12to show you
- 40:13you want to see I told Nora I was coming
- 40:15home right I put your name right under
- 40:17the rose what
- 40:19did you do
- 40:24I'm your woman though
- 40:27belong to you
- 40:29any man tries to put his hands on me
- 40:32see your Mark
- 40:34of pure love
- 40:37I want you to get one too
- 40:39right here on your arm
- 40:41a rose tattoo
- 40:47I I love my wife
- 40:50[Music]
- 40:52laughs I don't feel like you love your
- 40:54wife to me
- 40:56Lou
- 40:58my kids adore you
- 40:59[Music]
- 41:01know
- 41:03you've been nice
- 41:06[Music]
- 41:10I don't want you to be a daddy I just
- 41:14want you to love me
- 41:17[Applause]
- 41:22hello
- 41:31[Music]
- 41:35are you familiar with weapons Lou
- 41:37I don't fool with guns I don't own one
- 41:39left all that back in Vietnam
- 41:42where were you in the night of the
- 41:43murder
- 41:46with some friends down at suds
- 41:49out
- 41:51midnight
- 41:52plenty of witnesses if that's what
- 41:54you're getting at
- 41:57look
- 41:59I'm probably closer to Diane than anyone
- 42:01in the world
- 42:02she had a gun
- 42:0422 Ruger I saw it in the trunk of her
- 42:06car the night before she left for Oregon
- 42:10she shot her kids
- 42:12I just know she did
- 42:23tell me doctor how's she doing well we
- 42:26now know that Karen suffered a stroke on
- 42:28the right side of her brain probably due
- 42:30to the massive loss of blood it affected
- 42:32her whole side her left arm is paralyzed
- 42:36she's not able to speak
- 42:47well Frank I'm hoping she'll be able to
- 42:50reprogram her ability to speak on the
- 42:51other side of the brain
- 43:01I have a feeling she does but she's
- 43:03traumatized
- 43:05I'll be honest with you I don't know how
- 43:07long it will take for her to be able to
- 43:08express anything
- 43:11that you'll be working with it
- 43:18what about Robbie
- 43:20no change
- 43:22I think he knows he'll never walk again
- 43:24Frank
- 43:26I think Robbie is three years old and
- 43:30someone shot him in the back
- 43:35poor little Robbie
- 43:39he's uh
- 43:41he's not my son I don't know if Diane
- 43:44told you
- 43:46no after Sean as she decided to get
- 43:48pregnant again
- 43:50ended up having an abortion
- 43:53she got obsessed with that aborted baby
- 43:56called it Carrie
- 43:58said she'd killed that little child and
- 43:59she was going to replace it
- 44:04oh he split up a few months
- 44:07she went out and had an affair and got
- 44:09pregnant with Robbie
- 44:13his uh
- 44:15Lou Lewiston the father
- 44:17no no
- 44:19Big Lou came along later after we were
- 44:21divorced
- 44:23oh she was working her way sexually
- 44:25through a lot of the guys at the
- 44:26Greenville Post Office
- 44:28anyway she ended up with Lou
- 44:31and boy Paul we were talking about the
- 44:33Ruger
- 44:34begun you think that Diane might have
- 44:36borrowed now the chair or fire
- 44:39oh yeah she fired it all right
- 44:42that was after we split the sheets but I
- 44:44was still around you know she needed me
- 44:47Diane decided to uh try that surrogate
- 44:50mother bin again
- 44:52they flew her to Kentucky but
- 44:57I met her airplane when she came back
- 45:00she was all fired up
- 45:03she expected Lou Lewiston to meet her
- 45:07didn't take
- 45:09I don't understand it I've always been
- 45:10so fertile it just didn't take come on
- 45:13man don't get so upset it's only money
- 45:15you think I want to do it for the ten
- 45:16thousand dollars I wanted to do it
- 45:18because I wanted to feel like I was
- 45:19doing something helping somebody so one
- 45:22thing I could always do get pregnant but
- 45:24I'm being punished God's punishing me
- 45:27boy Paulie's punishing me for having
- 45:28that abortion when we were married come
- 45:30on Diane you were young two kids in
- 45:32diapers were fighting like cats and dogs
- 45:34you were stepping out on me that's what
- 45:35was going on
- 45:38foreign
- 45:40[Music]
- 45:46I saw a picture of a six week old fetus
- 45:49you know what they have arms legs toes
- 45:51eyes it was a human being and I killed
- 45:54it oh yeah you never killed anything
- 45:55okay I hired a doctor to do it at the
- 45:57same thing
- 45:58maybe I'll just kill myself Lou Lewiston
- 46:01wouldn't give a damn that's for sure
- 46:04I don't want to talk about it
- 46:14foreign
- 46:25Diane wait a minute
- 46:29Diane wait a minute
- 46:40foreign
- 46:45Diane don't act like this it gets me all
- 46:47worried
- 46:49let me in
- 46:51you don't have to worry I'm just gonna
- 46:52kill myself
- 46:59you must football
- 47:01but I can shoot you
- 47:05that's a 22 pistol Diane you get nine
- 47:09shots in that gun
- 47:10foreign
- 47:12[Music]
- 47:24never went to medical school
- 47:26you ever went to night school after a
- 47:27couple of weeks
- 47:29I gave up everything for him
- 47:33where the hell is he now
- 47:35[Music]
- 47:42laughs
- 47:47[Music]
- 48:08so there's a bullet hole in the bathroom
- 48:09of the trailer
- 48:11that's right from the Ruger yeah the
- 48:14Ruger
- 48:16when she was always threatening to
- 48:17commit suicide when she slashed her
- 48:19wrist when she was 13.
- 48:27I
- 48:29don't think Diane shot our kids to you
- 48:33I mean she's got her problems but
- 48:36she loved those kids in her own way
- 48:43this is our break
- 48:46I want you to go back to Greenville find
- 48:48the bullet she shot in the trailer so we
- 48:50can compare with the ones found in the
- 48:51car
- 48:52probably another dead end divers found a
- 48:54zip in the river we've searched every
- 48:56inch of those fields no gun not a what
- 48:58about the suspect you brought in
- 48:59yesterday I told you dead ends dead
- 49:01beats look what are we gonna do when
- 49:03Diane gets released from the hospital
- 49:04how can we keep it from the kids
- 49:07I'm taking care of that Frank don't you
- 49:10ever worry about what she might do to
- 49:11those little kids because she gets them
- 49:12alone I mean she could run off of them
- 49:14to Mexico some place where we can't even
- 49:16touch her what about the kitten oh
- 49:18didn't I tell you big break in the case
- 49:20we found Diane's kitten alive and well
- 49:22over the neighbors
- 49:24it wasn't in your report
- 49:37I've been with the kids this morning
- 49:38yeah I told them what was happening
- 49:40today he told him what
- 49:42I told him about the funeral
- 49:45oh Diana
- 49:47you have no right to tell the kids
- 49:49anything that's my department now wait a
- 49:51minute I was talking to the psychiatrist
- 49:52and she said did it wrong you were
- 49:55talking to the psychiatrist are you
- 49:56having an affair with the psychiatrist
- 49:58you might as well you've had one with
- 50:00everyone else oh that's an absolute lie
- 50:02you're just saying that to justify all
- 50:03your affairs
- 50:07they're my kids you didn't want them
- 50:09remember well maybe I can't take care of
- 50:11them but I still love them and I gotta
- 50:13right to ask a few questions like what
- 50:15the hell were you doing driving around
- 50:16tonight with three kids in the car in
- 50:19the dark me and the kids like Adventure
- 50:22for a stranger with your kids in the car
- 50:25her I thought he needed help damn it
- 50:27Diane this is all your fault touch me no
- 50:30Sean it'd still be alive if you'd stayed
- 50:32guys get out of here how's the matter
- 50:34with you
- 50:37just leave me alone I'm all right
- 50:40you know the policeman asked a lot of
- 50:41questions about you Diane yeah yeah I
- 50:44asked about that bullet you fired off in
- 50:45the trailer
- 50:58oh
- 51:02my God
- 51:23I don't know
- 51:29[Music]
- 51:32foreign
- 51:33[Music]
- 51:42[Applause]
- 51:44[Music]
- 52:01[Music]
- 52:13[Music]
- 52:20thank you
- 52:25I'm glad we chose the white dress
- 52:27so the red one like I was thinking yes
- 52:30John was such a good girl you know she
- 52:33deserved a white dress okay Diane I'm
- 52:36trying I have a photographer over here I
- 52:39wonder if you might want to talk for a
- 52:40minute
- 52:42um all right okay
- 52:49Diane do Karen and Robbie know about
- 52:52their sister
- 52:53he is
- 52:54I've never tried to keep the truth from
- 52:57my children
- 52:59you know I've never seen Shauna so still
- 53:03not even when she's sleeping
- 53:07how do you feel about the investigation
- 53:11trying
- 53:13not to be angry about it you know
- 53:16but it's hard I mean I know the police
- 53:19have
- 53:20had a week but I think the maniac should
- 53:22have been caught by now thanks
- 53:24thanks Diane I appreciate it
- 53:34because it down
- 53:37this is Downs you can't go in there
- 53:41Mrs Downs Miss Downs are gonna have to
- 53:43check with Frank joziak Mrs Downs
- 53:47Mrs Downs where's Robbie oh they've
- 53:50changed rooms
- 53:54Robbie's down the hall and you you're
- 53:56gonna be in here all the time now an
- 53:58hour in the morning an hour at night
- 54:01I brought Karen this dog it was my
- 54:03favorite when I was little girl I
- 54:04thought she didn't show up
- 54:06I just didn't need your dog she has her
- 54:08own dolls and I don't want anybody
- 54:10interfering in my life with my child you
- 54:12understand
- 54:13it's all right honey
- 54:15I'm not gonna let him turn you against
- 54:17me
- 54:17I'm gonna get Robbie back and we'll go
- 54:20home we'll all be together again
- 54:21I promise
- 54:23I'll get them
- 54:26I'll get them all
- 54:29[Music]
- 54:36I know what you guys are doing spreading
- 54:38lies I hear you Whispering nobody's
- 54:41gonna stop me from seeing my kids
- 54:42they're not gonna be in this Hospital
- 54:43forever and I'm getting stronger and
- 54:45stronger and I'm gonna beat this
- 54:47[Music]
- 54:48foreign
- 54:52[Music]
- 55:08it has been a very difficult two weeks
- 55:12they say Robbie will not walk again but
- 55:14I know he will
- 55:15and Karen will get her speech back too
- 55:17just as soon as I can get him home and
- 55:20close to me and I can give them all the
- 55:22love and care in the world are you
- 55:23frightened Diane course I am as long as
- 55:27the Killer is out there running free
- 55:29I'm terrified people are calling sending
- 55:32letters from here and all over even from
- 55:34other states they keep asking why the
- 55:36police haven't been able to come up with
- 55:37a suspect do you have any thoughts on
- 55:39that I do not know why it has taken so
- 55:42long
- 55:43I just know that I'm
- 55:45okay right here frightened what about
- 55:48your arm
- 55:49oh
- 55:51mom can you take these
- 55:53they had to operate on it they had to
- 55:56remove a blood clot and pieces of the
- 55:59slug and they had to take a piece of
- 56:02bone from my hip and I have a metal
- 56:04plate and my arm holding it all together
- 56:07is Diane going home with you no comments
- 56:11I am going to go with my parents because
- 56:14I'm truly afraid to be alone
- 56:23she's an actress
- 56:26she lights up the screen the camera
- 56:28loves her
- 56:34the moment she's been waiting for a
- 56:36moment to shine
- 56:44I cannot let this image go of my little
- 56:47girl
- 56:48Karen staring out the rear window just
- 56:51beseeching me with her little eyes
- 56:54to save her
- 57:01what'd you say oh that Karen was staring
- 57:05at her through the rear window
- 57:08it's black outside
- 57:10dome light was on on the inside I could
- 57:12currency anything but Blackness outside
- 57:14the car
- 57:16but you couldn't have seen her mother
- 57:17unless her mother was on the inside of
- 57:18the car
- 57:22her foot in her mouth it doesn't seem to
- 57:24matter
- 57:53for you
- 57:56just watch it
- 57:58thank you all thanks friends you're
- 58:01welcome you're just all so sorry and all
- 58:04these kids you know how we all love this
- 58:06kids you just help me so much we just
- 58:09don't know what to do I made you some
- 58:11potatoes
- 58:16I appreciate all this so much
- 58:19I can't believe all the flowers
- 58:22all these flowers
- 58:28oh I need to write thank you cards to
- 58:31everybody
- 58:55fixed up your own room for you
- 58:57nice
- 59:00come on honey be good if you could eat a
- 59:02little
- 59:17sit here honey
- 59:22all this food from the neighbors
- 59:28wonderful potato salad
- 59:34Mom Dad help yourself
- 59:38chicken this ham this salad from next
- 59:42door
- 59:44come on dad we've all got to eat
- 59:54you think I did it
- 59:58of course not
- 1:00:08oh come on come on let's have a nice
- 1:00:10lunch
- 1:00:16make a stop
- 1:00:19sometimes I feel like I'm dead
- 1:00:23like I'm not here
- 1:00:27like the whole world's going crazy
- 1:00:31huh
- 1:00:35whole world hadn't gone crazy
- 1:00:38the whole world just same now as it
- 1:00:41always was and always will be
- 1:00:59we've got the ballistics reports some of
- 1:01:02the bullets founded Diane's apartment
- 1:01:03have been worked through the action of
- 1:01:05the gun that fired on the children I
- 1:01:07hold it you're doing that again take a
- 1:01:09look
- 1:01:11these bullets
- 1:01:12found in Diane's bedroom
- 1:01:16were in the murder weapon at some time
- 1:01:19or another and then taken out
- 1:01:22you mean loaded and unloaded right
- 1:01:25if the gun left marks on those bullets
- 1:01:27that are identical to the marks on the
- 1:01:29bullets recovered at the scene of the
- 1:01:31crime
- 1:01:37now that's
- 1:01:39it's hard evidence for a jury to
- 1:01:40understand this definitely connects her
- 1:01:42to the murder it's time for a habeas
- 1:01:43grabius moment a jury will only be
- 1:01:45confused
- 1:01:54did you have a kitten like that
- 1:02:00[Applause]
- 1:02:02I think Karen wants you to have it
- 1:02:12let's go to my office
- 1:02:17when I was a kid I couldn't have pets so
- 1:02:22ant hill
- 1:02:24put him in a box and I hit him under my
- 1:02:26bed
- 1:02:30it's truth
- 1:02:32kind of a nerd
- 1:02:52that's a car
- 1:02:56we've been working on a puzzle
- 1:02:59we've been working on remembering how
- 1:03:02Karen got hurt
- 1:03:04she Drew this car
- 1:03:07and this
- 1:03:11a gun
- 1:03:17Karen
- 1:03:19did you see this gun in the red car here
- 1:03:23in Oregon
- 1:03:23[Music]
- 1:03:34where in the car did you see that gun
- 1:03:45the trunk
- 1:03:49Karen
- 1:03:51that night
- 1:03:54do you remember who was shooting
- 1:04:02do you think bad things happen to you
- 1:04:05because you were bad
- 1:04:11oh you're not that Karen
- 1:04:14you're not bad at all
- 1:04:16sometimes bad things just happen little
- 1:04:20kids can't help it
- 1:04:22[Music]
- 1:04:25can you draw the person
- 1:04:30who is shooting
- 1:04:31[Music]
- 1:04:53what do you think about that person
- 1:04:56that did the bad thing
- 1:04:58[Music]
- 1:05:09I'm afraid Karen
- 1:05:14[Music]
- 1:05:22foreign
- 1:05:25[Applause]
- 1:05:26[Music]
- 1:05:41call
- 1:05:45it's long distance
- 1:05:55hello
- 1:05:56how you doing
- 1:06:03I'm out of the hospital
- 1:06:06I'm ready to get back to Karen Mayo
- 1:06:10how about you
- 1:06:12police have been down here Diane
- 1:06:15asking me a lot of questions
- 1:06:16yeah
- 1:06:19don't answer them
- 1:06:28yeah
- 1:06:30you had a gun a 22 Ruger I know that
- 1:06:33a Ruger but Boyd Paul got it back
- 1:06:42oh you're wrong Lou
- 1:06:45think about it
- 1:06:46hit the microwave
- 1:06:48TV I had those Red Cups you gave me and
- 1:06:51a lot of the stuff
- 1:06:53and I had that old 38 but I didn't have
- 1:06:55the Ruger
- 1:07:01are you and Nora still together
- 1:07:06yes
- 1:07:08wow
- 1:07:10she's lucky
- 1:07:12you love her
- 1:07:17nobody's ever loved me
- 1:07:25do you
- 1:07:29I'm not gonna answer that
- 1:07:36he just did
- 1:07:41it's a long time
- 1:07:45[Music]
- 1:07:57oh
- 1:08:02you're gonna send the tape to Oregon now
- 1:08:04the police you bet I am right away I've
- 1:08:07got to hear these tapes before she gets
- 1:08:09everyone believing her lies
- 1:08:10I'm the only one who get her to tell the
- 1:08:12truth
- 1:08:14she gets away with it she's going to be
- 1:08:15down here
- 1:08:16to get me
- 1:08:17[Music]
- 1:08:21well I'm not taking any chances
- 1:08:24[Music]
- 1:08:26that woman doesn't love
- 1:08:29she devours
- 1:08:30[Music]
- 1:08:34that bullet that you're found under
- 1:08:35Diane's trailer forget it
- 1:08:38supposed to damage to give a positive
- 1:08:39reading it's badly eroded half the
- 1:08:41landing move impressions are destroyed
- 1:08:43in other words it's closed no cigar what
- 1:08:46do you want to sign confession what a
- 1:08:48gun
- 1:08:49want a case that'll fly in court get one
- 1:08:51chance cannot try Diane again if she's
- 1:08:54acquitted
- 1:08:55wait a minute I gotta tie my shoe
- 1:09:00how far do you run 16. miles miles
- 1:09:06what happens to the kids if we take this
- 1:09:08case to court before it's ready huh
- 1:09:10she packs him up she can take them
- 1:09:12wherever she wants to yeah but they're
- 1:09:15going to be released from the hospital
- 1:09:16soon how do we protect them
- 1:09:18present our evidence the juvenile court
- 1:09:20the show cause when this woman cannot be
- 1:09:22allowed to see her children are you sure
- 1:09:25we can get that foreign
- 1:09:29look
- 1:09:31Karen knows what happened
- 1:09:34short of it
- 1:09:36the doctor feels that there's a
- 1:09:37possibility that she might be able to
- 1:09:39communicate it to us
- 1:09:41you can just keep Diane away from her
- 1:09:46long before you think Karen's going to
- 1:09:47be able to do this
- 1:09:49I can't press her
- 1:09:51it's going to take some time
- 1:09:54Publix with Diane all the sympathy for
- 1:09:58gonna need an airtight case
- 1:10:02hey
- 1:10:05what if Diane put the Ruger in the super
- 1:10:07bag and she tossed it in the river
- 1:10:10I could have floated down with the
- 1:10:11current
- 1:10:14maybe she uh put the gun in a box and
- 1:10:17she mailed it to some bogus address
- 1:10:19check that out
- 1:10:21find out what happens to undeliverable
- 1:10:23packages
- 1:10:26hey I need some fuel you want to get
- 1:10:28some lunch I don't eat lunch
- 1:10:41here's a little present for everybody oh
- 1:10:43thanks
- 1:10:50for candy
- 1:10:52pass
- 1:11:00hey wait a minute
- 1:11:05I said wait a minute
- 1:11:09hi honey
- 1:11:12pretty girl
- 1:11:16they've been asking you questions
- 1:11:22put that thing down
- 1:11:24what I found when I was going through
- 1:11:25Sean and stuff
- 1:11:27his little heart she made me
- 1:11:29printed
- 1:11:31I love you Mom
- 1:11:37you know something I was thinking about
- 1:11:39that unicorn I gave you guys
- 1:11:41did I ever tell you unicorns never die
- 1:11:45so that means Sean will never die
- 1:11:47we're still the Four Musketeers
- 1:11:50you're gonna come home soon honey
- 1:11:53and Robbie too and things will be normal
- 1:11:58my lipstick
- 1:12:02we won't have these old guards why don't
- 1:12:04you
- 1:12:04don't know the time
- 1:12:18[Music]
- 1:12:21I want the guard removed from Karen's
- 1:12:24room
- 1:12:25guard stays Diane
- 1:12:29do you know how
- 1:12:32I'd have a guard standing there like I'm
- 1:12:34gonna hurt her
- 1:12:37have someone listen to everything I say
- 1:12:38to my own child my flesh and blood
- 1:12:41let me tell you something
- 1:12:43they're my kids and I love them and I
- 1:12:45did everything in my power to save them
- 1:12:48I Rush my bleeding babies to this
- 1:12:50Hospital
- 1:12:51you know what it was like in that car
- 1:12:52you have any idea Karen's sitting in the
- 1:12:55back and blood everywhere
- 1:12:58sound smell
- 1:13:01it was terrifying
- 1:13:03Robbie crying in the back you know he
- 1:13:05never stopped once
- 1:13:06he just cried the whole time real soft
- 1:13:08and quiet
- 1:13:09he never stopped
- 1:13:11I think I would have freaked out if it
- 1:13:13hadn't been for him
- 1:13:14so I picked up a town and I wrapped it
- 1:13:16around my arm as fast as I could to stop
- 1:13:18the bleeding and I rushed here I drove
- 1:13:20as fast as I could because every second
- 1:13:21counted
- 1:13:24you don't believe me do you
- 1:13:26you're just like the rest of it
- 1:13:29amen
- 1:13:41I was 12 when it started with men
- 1:13:44or a man
- 1:13:45a grown-up
- 1:13:48I think that's what I learned never to
- 1:13:50give my heart to a grown-up because they
- 1:13:51just break it
- 1:13:55he took me for a drive
- 1:13:57and the country wants
- 1:13:59it was real hot
- 1:14:01so he said take off your blouse
- 1:14:05and I was shaking all over but
- 1:14:07I didn't
- 1:14:10and then he told me to take off my bra
- 1:14:16I was a little you know self-conscious
- 1:14:18so
- 1:14:20I just started screaming
- 1:14:23screamed louder and louder and louder
- 1:14:26tried to reach for the door handle
- 1:14:28because I would just jump out of the car
- 1:14:37but he reached across and he grabbed me
- 1:14:40and
- 1:14:42then he locked the door
- 1:14:46in about that time
- 1:14:48uh highway patrolman came up
- 1:14:52pushes over the side of the road
- 1:14:55so I started buttoning up my blouse as
- 1:14:57fast as I could but the cop looked in
- 1:14:59the window
- 1:15:01he looked right at me and he started
- 1:15:02asking me questions
- 1:15:04and you know what I said
- 1:15:07I said I was crying because I'd been to
- 1:15:10the doctor and I got a shot
- 1:15:15and when my children got shot
- 1:15:17just like I did in that car trapped by a
- 1:15:21man
- 1:15:25amen
- 1:15:27I've hated men all my life
- 1:15:34foreign
- 1:15:40when I wanted to get pregnant with
- 1:15:42Robbie
- 1:15:44I just went out and
- 1:15:46I found myself a good specimen
- 1:15:49a nice guy with
- 1:15:51good bones
- 1:15:53and I seduced him
- 1:15:55I knew my cycle it only took one time
- 1:15:59because I don't think children need
- 1:16:00their fathers
- 1:16:02Karen knows that
- 1:16:05she knows what her father's like
- 1:16:07and I'll tell you something else
- 1:16:10Karen knows the truth
- 1:16:12she knows what happened
- 1:16:14she saw the Killer
- 1:16:15she's the only one who can get me out of
- 1:16:17this
- 1:16:18and she will
- 1:16:35foreign
- 1:16:36[Music]
- 1:17:00where are you going
- 1:17:05I gotta find the gun
- 1:17:07Frank it's almost three o'clock in the
- 1:17:09morning
- 1:17:12how can I save the children if I don't
- 1:17:14find the gun
- 1:17:15[Music]
- 1:17:22[Applause]
- 1:17:31[Applause]
- 1:17:32[Music]
- 1:17:42laughs
- 1:17:48[Music]
- 1:18:21hi Frank
- 1:18:26what the heck are you doing out here
- 1:18:28I'm looking for the damn gun
- 1:18:30I was lying there trying to sleep and I
- 1:18:31suddenly remembered there's a grade up
- 1:18:33here somewhere yeah well forget it
- 1:18:37and just looked
- 1:18:39[Music]
- 1:18:44look at us I spend more time thinking
- 1:18:47about Diane Downs and thinking about my
- 1:18:49own wife
- 1:18:51and downs is a mental fugitive from a
- 1:18:54puzzle Factory a lunatic yeah
- 1:18:57that lunatic could end up getting the
- 1:18:59kids back
- 1:19:07[Music]
- 1:19:24foreign
- 1:19:26[Music]
- 1:19:27[Applause]
- 1:19:32you remember Cynthia and Mark Roslin
- 1:19:35this is Mr Josie
- 1:19:38my other son Bobby hi Bobby
- 1:19:41can you remember Roslyn nice to see
- 1:19:43would you like to sit down over there
- 1:19:49I'm glad you came to see us again the
- 1:19:51slavens have taken over 200 babies and
- 1:19:54children for shelter care
- 1:19:56when we asked our kids what they thought
- 1:19:58we ought to do about Robbie and Karen
- 1:20:00and they voted that we should take them
- 1:20:03wow I don't know how to thank you enough
- 1:20:06see we just want to be sure that if the
- 1:20:08juvenile court rules in our favor that
- 1:20:10there'll be a good home for them but
- 1:20:12it's going to be a fine line
- 1:20:15because we want you to help the kids
- 1:20:17physically and emotionally but none of
- 1:20:19us must influence them about what they
- 1:20:21saw that night or what they remember
- 1:20:24right we understand completely
- 1:20:30decision this morning we understand that
- 1:20:32the Court ruled against you and you're
- 1:20:33not allowed to see your children until
- 1:20:34further deliberation I'm Mrs downs's
- 1:20:37lawyer if you have any questions please
- 1:20:38just direct them towards me
- 1:20:41I'm gonna arrest me it doesn't even make
- 1:20:44any sense we're going to appeal the
- 1:20:45juvenile court decision and it won't be
- 1:20:47long before Diane is back with her kids
- 1:20:48I can promise you that
- 1:20:50I lost Shawna last month
- 1:20:52now I lost Karen and Robbie
- 1:20:55I'm not allowed to see my children
- 1:20:56they're taking them to live with people
- 1:20:58I don't even know
- 1:21:00all right no more questions now please
- 1:21:02Diane some people are wondering why you
- 1:21:04were only hitting the arm oh thank God I
- 1:21:07was
- 1:21:08I mean if I
- 1:21:10if I'd been shot in the stomach we all
- 1:21:12would have died
- 1:21:14you know what's happening to me could
- 1:21:17happen to any of you out there
- 1:21:19I gave the police access to my house
- 1:21:22into my body
- 1:21:25I let them do tests I mean I even turned
- 1:21:27over my personal Diaries and letters
- 1:21:31they know I didn't do it
- 1:21:33they're just Too Proud to back off
- 1:21:38and it's it's your tax money that's
- 1:21:40paying for this these cruel dishonest
- 1:21:44inefficient detectives what do they want
- 1:21:46from you Diane
- 1:21:48they want me to confess to something I
- 1:21:50didn't do
- 1:21:51there's no evidence
- 1:21:53I didn't do it
- 1:21:55and there can't be evidence if you
- 1:21:56didn't do something
- 1:21:58Diane Diane
- 1:22:02no I'm sorry I can't help it I'm just a
- 1:22:06little girl
- 1:22:07just me
- 1:22:26it's all right be careful
- 1:22:32it's okay sweetheart you can trust me
- 1:22:36I'm not going to hurt you I would never
- 1:22:39ever hurt you okay you're safe now
- 1:22:44you're safe here Karen
- 1:22:47Robbie
- 1:22:52[Music]
- 1:22:57what is it honey what is it
- 1:23:01[Music]
- 1:23:09[Music]
- 1:23:12it's all right baby it's okay
- 1:23:15nobody's ever gonna hurt you again
- 1:23:23[Applause]
- 1:23:29[Music]
- 1:23:46then
- 1:23:51you want to trade places with me
- 1:23:54how up the Nine Mile route today
- 1:23:57I feel like I'm gonna die
- 1:23:59I ache all over I got big blisters on my
- 1:24:01feet how are you not bad the D.A call
- 1:24:05they want you to go down and look at mug
- 1:24:06shots
- 1:24:07but I told them you weren't available
- 1:24:09you don't have to do anything for them
- 1:24:10right now I know they're evidence and
- 1:24:12it's all circumstantial let's get one
- 1:24:14thing straight you're my lawyer right
- 1:24:16that's right I hired you
- 1:24:19so don't tell me what I can and can't do
- 1:24:21honey I make my own decisions and
- 1:24:24another thing I want my kids back you'll
- 1:24:26get them back
- 1:24:29Diane
- 1:24:31Diane
- 1:24:34damn it we gotta have some strategy yeah
- 1:24:39we got the results from the lie detector
- 1:24:41test
- 1:24:42they're not good oh no no no no no no
- 1:24:45don't go to all nuts these tests aren't
- 1:24:47foolproof
- 1:24:49the private test
- 1:24:51no one has to know
- 1:24:53just stay away from the police
- 1:24:54department okay
- 1:25:08[Applause]
- 1:25:27foreign
- 1:25:49I'm sick to be tired I didn't want to
- 1:25:52wake your daddy so I've been sitting
- 1:25:53here in the dark all this time
- 1:25:55it's my birthday I can't just go to work
- 1:25:59and come home and go to work and come
- 1:26:01home I mean I'd like to have a life
- 1:26:04it's your daddy okay
- 1:26:06you're drunk I can smell it on you
- 1:26:11has nothing to do here but think I don't
- 1:26:14want to think anymore
- 1:26:17Oh Daddy
- 1:26:18look at you
- 1:26:20practically naked where you've been
- 1:26:22outward around
- 1:26:23why
- 1:26:24you jealous dying
- 1:26:43this came for you
- 1:26:48it's from Karen
- 1:26:51she signed Robbie's name on it too
- 1:26:54you opened it
- 1:27:02oh
- 1:27:04she remembered my birthday
- 1:27:08roses
- 1:27:11she knows how I feel about red roses
- 1:27:16that proves it doesn't it
- 1:27:19how much she loves me
- 1:27:26sometimes I think
- 1:27:30the only people that love me
- 1:27:37oh my kids
- 1:27:57what if you wrote it down
- 1:28:00the name of the person that shot you and
- 1:28:02Shauna and Robbie
- 1:28:05if you wrote it down just for yourself
- 1:28:08putting it an envelope over there and
- 1:28:10seal it listen Maybe that's enough one
- 1:28:13day
- 1:28:17Karen can throw it in the fire if she
- 1:28:19feels like it
- 1:28:20your secret that nobody would have to
- 1:28:23see
- 1:28:34[Music]
- 1:28:40ah
- 1:28:44[Music]
- 1:28:50a
- 1:29:00[Applause]
- 1:29:03[Music]
- 1:29:16[Applause]
- 1:29:18foreign
- 1:29:26[Music]
- 1:29:30[Applause]
- 1:29:34[Music]
- 1:29:43[Applause]
- 1:29:44[Music]
- 1:29:48foreign
- 1:29:49[Applause]
- 1:29:52do you want me to take it
- 1:29:54[Music]
- 1:30:11do you want me to open it
- 1:30:13[Music]
- 1:30:44[Music]
- 1:30:48that was a big step
- 1:30:51[Music]
- 1:31:02[Music]
- 1:31:17thank you
- 1:31:27I like your music
- 1:31:31ah
- 1:31:33you like Vivaldi
- 1:31:34classical I like classical music
- 1:31:39um you look uh familiar
- 1:31:46sure I do you'd have to be from Siberia
- 1:31:49to not know who I am Diane Downs
- 1:31:53oh yeah
- 1:31:56I I followed the case a little
- 1:32:00[Music]
- 1:32:06I'm Matt Jensen
- 1:32:08time
- 1:32:10you live on um
- 1:32:12Collins Street 105.
- 1:32:15how did you know that
- 1:32:18I'm like you know your male lady
- 1:32:22you're a teacher aren't you
- 1:32:24I look like a teacher
- 1:32:28I thought maybe it was my ears or my
- 1:32:30nose or something no don't you know you
- 1:32:32can't tell a book by its cover I mean do
- 1:32:34I look like a murderer
- 1:32:44oh the police sure think I am I mean
- 1:32:47they're just so damn sure you know
- 1:32:50I don't know why they don't arrest me
- 1:32:52well yes I do because they want to
- 1:32:53torture me you know they won't even let
- 1:32:55me see my kids
- 1:32:59I have a little boy you do
- 1:33:02yeah uh from a former marriage
- 1:33:05I really fell for you when I read about
- 1:33:08everything
- 1:33:10you did
- 1:33:14well thank you
- 1:33:19you know I had a dream last night
- 1:33:21my little girl Karen was lost and Shawna
- 1:33:24um Sean is the one
- 1:33:27who died and Shawna brought Karen to me
- 1:33:30it was so strange they just
- 1:33:32like appeared out of the shadows and
- 1:33:34Shawna was standing there with her
- 1:33:36little shirt you know with blood and
- 1:33:38stuff all over it and two little bullet
- 1:33:40holes and I looked at her and I said
- 1:33:42sure
- 1:33:44I thought you were dead
- 1:33:46you know what she said to me
- 1:33:50she said um nah I was just Faking It
- 1:33:54is so wonderful you know it was so this
- 1:33:58is all like a big joke and
- 1:34:00Shauna was alive
- 1:34:02oh
- 1:34:03I hated to wake up
- 1:34:11but God knows I didn't do it
- 1:34:14he knows
- 1:34:16I'm not lying
- 1:34:18and I really believe that God takes care
- 1:34:21of things and that um
- 1:34:23my son Robbie will walk again I know he
- 1:34:25will
- 1:34:26I do
- 1:34:35I'm gonna be late for my one o'clock
- 1:34:36class
- 1:34:39[Music]
- 1:34:40[Applause]
- 1:34:42you know maybe I could um call you
- 1:34:44sometime you know just to talk
- 1:34:47um I'd ask you to go for a drink but I
- 1:34:50don't drink
- 1:34:51well um
- 1:34:55sure
- 1:34:58I'd say we're ready to pick her up I say
- 1:35:01we're gonna wait for Karen you've been
- 1:35:03saying that for months well she's making
- 1:35:05progress just need a little more time
- 1:35:07how long that's what I'm asking how long
- 1:35:10can we wait
- 1:35:11even Diane's lawyer keeps asking why we
- 1:35:13don't arrest her he's trying to force
- 1:35:15her hand he wants us to move before the
- 1:35:17little girl can talk so we can blame it
- 1:35:19on the bushy-haired stranger oh come on
- 1:35:20we've checked everywhere Diane's gone
- 1:35:23through miles of mug shots there is no
- 1:35:25bushy-haired stranger
- 1:35:27what's the matter josiak you afraid to
- 1:35:29prosecute you afraid you're gonna fall
- 1:35:30on your sword
- 1:35:36one chance here
- 1:35:38what up that's it Diana Go free and get
- 1:35:41the kids back so you want us to sit
- 1:35:43around on our butts for four more months
- 1:35:45is that it I want you to get back in the
- 1:35:46field and dig for more evidence you're
- 1:35:48talking about a murder weapon we don't
- 1:35:50got a murder weapon then find it
- 1:35:53what about the towel the one that Diane
- 1:35:55wrapped around her arm now we know that
- 1:35:57there's a clue there
- 1:35:58shouldn't be that difficult to figure
- 1:36:00out
- 1:36:03sir
- 1:36:07you're the D.A we're gonna move or not
- 1:36:11when jojiak says we're ready that's when
- 1:36:14we'll move
- 1:36:20[Music]
- 1:36:21[Applause]
- 1:36:23[Music]
- 1:36:29foreign
- 1:36:31[Music]
- 1:36:57if you like mushrooms on your pizza yes
- 1:37:00and a chocolate mocha ice cream
- 1:37:05the best part you could ever imagine and
- 1:37:08the topper
- 1:37:10banana cream pie
- 1:37:12[Music]
- 1:37:14candles
- 1:37:16Romantica
- 1:37:19you are quite amazing oh honey you
- 1:37:23haven't seen anything yet
- 1:37:25[Music]
- 1:37:26um I just take my whiskey straight up
- 1:37:29once you've got it
- 1:37:31you said you didn't drink
- 1:37:35except for I want to feel
- 1:37:37close
- 1:37:39[Music]
- 1:37:42well have you read all these books
- 1:37:46uh well no not all of them I got a stack
- 1:37:49over there I'm trying to get two
- 1:37:51I really like people who read books
- 1:37:57[Music]
- 1:38:03[Music]
- 1:38:07foreign
- 1:38:17but I need it
- 1:38:19I can't imagine the fresh wrapping under
- 1:38:24you know I'd rather not talk about what
- 1:38:26happened that night
- 1:38:27I think it's better if I don't get
- 1:38:29involved in
- 1:38:30any of that
- 1:38:33fair enough okay
- 1:38:36because I don't want to be involved with
- 1:38:37anybody
- 1:38:39I mean
- 1:38:41my mind's still on
- 1:38:44Lou Lewiston
- 1:38:46he was the guy I was dating in Idaho
- 1:38:49I'll never be anybody like him
- 1:38:55I got a reminder of Lily that'll stay
- 1:38:58with me forever
- 1:39:00what's that
- 1:39:03Shelly
- 1:39:11um
- 1:39:12I love red roses
- 1:39:17red rose is kind of my trademark
- 1:39:23well
- 1:39:26what do you think
- 1:39:29of me
- 1:39:32I think you seem
- 1:39:35very nice
- 1:39:38um just me
- 1:39:40I'm just a little girl
- 1:39:45but I can make you feel real good
- 1:39:52practically a master then
- 1:39:56I don't buy it
- 1:39:58oh
- 1:40:01just a little
- 1:40:11you don't have to worry about birth
- 1:40:13control
- 1:40:15foreign
- 1:40:28I think you better call it paramedics
- 1:40:32you wore me out last night
- 1:40:40how about you
- 1:40:42I make you happy
- 1:40:45I'm sorry what
- 1:40:46last night
- 1:40:47hello it was it was very nice oh is it
- 1:40:51very nice
- 1:40:53I know actually trying to Perfect The
- 1:40:55Art of
- 1:40:57artists yeah you do quite a job
- 1:40:59except for the scratches on my back oh
- 1:41:03God don't tell me you're one of those
- 1:41:04guys I'm gonna cry about some scratches
- 1:41:06on your back because you know what
- 1:41:09I couldn't help it
- 1:41:10you drove me crazy I'm gonna be late
- 1:41:17ah give me Keys hey which one's your
- 1:41:22house key
- 1:41:24because I'm gonna make you dinner
- 1:41:25tonight
- 1:41:27and I don't have a hot bath waiting and
- 1:41:29um
- 1:41:30give you a massage
- 1:41:32I'm gonna start with your back
- 1:41:35my way down to your feet I'm real good
- 1:41:38with feet I have a faculty meeting today
- 1:41:41it's going to be late it's okay I'll
- 1:41:43wait
- 1:41:44I need someone to care about you now
- 1:41:49Diane
- 1:41:50I thought I made it clear
- 1:41:52I don't want to get too involved
- 1:41:54neither do I come that's the last thing
- 1:41:56I want
- 1:42:02I think you're very intelligent open
- 1:42:05some better I'm off on me
- 1:42:09hey let's go
- 1:42:26oh Diane okay
- 1:42:29okay
- 1:42:36you just remember you're with me every
- 1:42:38hour of the day up here in my head all
- 1:42:41my little gray cells they're gonna hold
- 1:42:43on to you so you never get lost
- 1:43:10think you can put the pillows where
- 1:43:11they're supposed to be
- 1:43:31Robbie wasn't back
- 1:43:35what about you
- 1:43:54and Shauna
- 1:44:01foreign
- 1:44:15do you want to tell us what happened
- 1:44:28trunk
- 1:44:32why don't you just play your mama's part
- 1:44:36you be your mom
- 1:44:58[Music]
- 1:45:04foreign
- 1:45:05[Music]
- 1:45:10[Applause]
- 1:45:14[Music]
- 1:45:23[Applause]
- 1:45:27[Music]
- 1:45:33[Applause]
- 1:45:37foreign
- 1:45:43[Music]
- 1:45:51[Applause]
- 1:45:52[Music]
- 1:45:55[Applause]
- 1:45:56[Music]
- 1:46:11foreign
- 1:46:13[Music]
- 1:46:28buddy how are you come here oh
- 1:46:33you're gonna have some fun today huh you
- 1:46:35want to go to the park yeah okay let's
- 1:46:38go
- 1:46:39hi guys thanks it's in the children's
- 1:46:42services division said it was okay as
- 1:46:43long as I brought him back by five oh
- 1:46:45great I'm sure they'll love it okay you
- 1:46:47ready to go all right here we go bye
- 1:46:50have a great day you want to help guys
- 1:46:52yeah goodbye thanks
- 1:46:57see some ducks see some geese maybe go
- 1:47:01in the swings
- 1:47:02[Music]
- 1:47:37foreign
- 1:47:51[Applause]
- 1:47:53I gotta go get something from the car
- 1:47:55all right
- 1:47:55[Music]
- 1:48:03there's a matter with you sound asleep
- 1:48:05you don't even know I'm here I just want
- 1:48:08to look at him look we can handle this
- 1:48:10right okay
- 1:48:11okay okay
- 1:48:18no he doesn't even look paralyzed him
- 1:48:20hey looks like he's gonna get up and run
- 1:48:21around the park he's not running nowhere
- 1:48:24you know what that is that's a
- 1:48:26wheelchair and he's never gonna get out
- 1:48:28of it either
- 1:48:31all he needs is love you know I could
- 1:48:33make him walk with Paul he just needs
- 1:48:36his mother that's what he needs now his
- 1:48:38mother I just want to hold him I just
- 1:48:40want to be close to him
- 1:48:42they're all I've got left in the world
- 1:48:43I'm the mother
- 1:48:53oh look okay it's all right now she's
- 1:48:55already seen me let me tell you I just
- 1:48:57want to go and hold her for one minute
- 1:48:59and then I'll get in my car I'll be out
- 1:49:01of here nobody will ever know she won't
- 1:49:04tell
- 1:49:05her you know
- 1:49:07keep it a secret okay
- 1:49:10s
- 1:49:13okay just for a minute okay but you got
- 1:49:15to promise me Diane I mean I could get
- 1:49:17really in big trouble over this
- 1:49:31here
- 1:49:34oh baby I love you
- 1:49:39I love you
- 1:49:41I missed you so much
- 1:49:46looks so pretty
- 1:49:57she'll be back in a half an hour I give
- 1:50:00you my word you just want a little girl
- 1:50:02time together while Robbie's finishing
- 1:50:04his nap don't we Karen
- 1:50:07come on baby
- 1:50:13so we're just gonna take a little ride
- 1:50:15and be back we'll be here waiting
- 1:50:19Diane
- 1:50:21don't mess up on this now okay how long
- 1:50:24Believe Me
- 1:50:25[Music]
- 1:50:42[Music]
- 1:50:49where is she Karen
- 1:50:57oh god oh man are you all right are you
- 1:50:59all right baby huh come on
- 1:51:06what's the matter with you
- 1:51:07if you're satisfied you're scared her to
- 1:51:09death where were you we're in Hendrix
- 1:51:11Park we were talking what were you
- 1:51:12talking about old times I got the good
- 1:51:15times that are going to come to the
- 1:51:16Future in about school and about reading
- 1:51:19and about Shawna and how she's still
- 1:51:21with us no matter what no matter we're
- 1:51:22the Four Musketeers and always will be
- 1:51:24you talk about the shooting no she
- 1:51:26wanted to tell me she wanted to but I
- 1:51:28told her I couldn't because I promised
- 1:51:30the police you've been gone for hours
- 1:51:31that's because I had a brainstorm I
- 1:51:33wanted to take her over to see her
- 1:51:34grandma and her Grandpa daddy showed her
- 1:51:36how to use the computer and she can only
- 1:51:38use one hand and maybe she doesn't talk
- 1:51:40so well but she's still sharpen her
- 1:51:42brain you don't believe me ask her
- 1:51:44[Music]
- 1:51:45come on stop pulling say goodbye to
- 1:51:49Rocco
- 1:51:51get the hell out of you God should have
- 1:51:54known better she knows me she was
- 1:51:57holding on to me and begging me not to
- 1:51:58come back here go just go on she didn't
- 1:52:01want to come back here she wanted to
- 1:52:02stay with me you should have seen her
- 1:52:04you should have seen my dad my dad was
- 1:52:07crying my dad forbids crying Karen and I
- 1:52:10understand each other don't we baby
- 1:52:13don't we Karen
- 1:52:16[Music]
- 1:52:18I did it I saw my kids
- 1:52:23I told them all all the police and all
- 1:52:26the detectives the Children's Service
- 1:52:28the psychiatrists all the judges a whole
- 1:52:30bunch oh you should have seen my kids
- 1:52:33they were so happy to see me they were
- 1:52:35jumping all over me
- 1:52:39Robbie was jumping
- 1:52:40jumping in his head you know that's what
- 1:52:43counts what's going on in his head he's
- 1:52:46paralyzed but you know how great Rob he
- 1:52:48is he doesn't even seem to mind
- 1:52:52I'm gonna report this
- 1:52:54I'm under you darling
- 1:52:56I know you tell him we've been talking
- 1:53:00well go ahead I know you've been telling
- 1:53:03the police every damn thing I say so go
- 1:53:04ahead stab me in the back Nothing's
- 1:53:07Gonna Stop Me
- 1:53:08I'm hanging up Diane I got nothing to
- 1:53:11say
- 1:53:12girls
- 1:53:13[Music]
- 1:53:25right
- 1:53:27right what is that
- 1:53:30Diane saw the kids
- 1:53:35what are you talking about that
- 1:53:37so Lewiston just called me Diane was
- 1:53:40with the kids
- 1:53:42possible there's a court order
- 1:53:45Harry's right in the verge of
- 1:53:46remembering everything that happened
- 1:53:49she was alone with Karen for several
- 1:53:51hours
- 1:53:52she could have threatened to frighten
- 1:53:53her
- 1:53:58yeah and we would protect two little
- 1:54:00kids
- 1:54:22foreign
- 1:54:52foreign
- 1:55:03you need some help with it
- 1:55:10do you want to talk to me about it
- 1:55:19the reason I told Karen to keep on
- 1:55:21meeting a secret was that I didn't want
- 1:55:24to hurt her foster parents feelings
- 1:55:26and there was nothing more than that
- 1:55:28anyway she told me all she remembered
- 1:55:30about the night of the shooting was
- 1:55:32seeing the horse at my girlfriends
- 1:55:34so you deliberately defied a court order
- 1:55:37forbidding you to contact your children
- 1:55:39boy Paul said if I cooperated with him I
- 1:55:41could see my kids he wanted me to give
- 1:55:43him custody he said to lie about seeing
- 1:55:46him and if I didn't he was going to take
- 1:55:47me out
- 1:55:48well if you know boy paw that means he's
- 1:55:51going to kill me
- 1:55:54he wanted custody of the kids so he
- 1:55:56could
- 1:55:57by affection for me and by time with me
- 1:56:01that way he could have me where he
- 1:56:04wanted me
- 1:56:05you realize you could face jail for
- 1:56:07violating a court order not to see your
- 1:56:09children
- 1:56:11judge foot I think a jail sentence at
- 1:56:14this time would be inadvisable for my
- 1:56:16client
- 1:56:19my client is two to three months
- 1:56:20pregnant
- 1:56:32Dan just another surrogate baby
- 1:56:37no way
- 1:56:38wild voices couldn't get me to part with
- 1:56:41this one this is a definite love child
- 1:56:47you want to tell me where the father is
- 1:56:50the Father's identity is not for public
- 1:56:52knowledge is a very private person
- 1:56:57to talk too much you're gonna dig a hole
- 1:57:00you can't get out of
- 1:57:01I planned it this way I told Lou
- 1:57:04Lewiston that boy Paul arranged for me
- 1:57:06to see my cancer I knew he'd report it
- 1:57:09I made it so no matter what happens they
- 1:57:12won't give waterfall custody of my kids
- 1:57:15I cooked his Goose completely
- 1:57:20nice I get special treatment now I'm
- 1:57:23pregnant
- 1:57:30the public hates us for pursuing a young
- 1:57:32mother now they can hate us for pursuing
- 1:57:34a pregnant young mother
- 1:57:36I don't believe it pregnant this woman
- 1:57:39is a mental
- 1:57:40I want to follow around the clock don't
- 1:57:42let her out of your sign Frank we're in
- 1:57:44the middle of a murder investigation and
- 1:57:46we're out of funds the citizens of this
- 1:57:48County have left us dry we're we're
- 1:57:49practically without police patrols we're
- 1:57:51short of men work double shifts
- 1:58:03[Applause]
- 1:58:11look
- 1:58:15you're spend the money like it's going
- 1:58:16out of style I have to have some
- 1:58:18maternity clothes
- 1:58:20I'm growing out of everything sit down
- 1:58:22eat when it's hot yeah you are chopping
- 1:58:26spending every time you make never know
- 1:58:29what you're up to let's not start that
- 1:58:31again please
- 1:58:38don't have tonight
- 1:58:41getting drunk
- 1:58:44you never know where you are when you're
- 1:58:46coming home
- 1:58:48all those Secrets yeah you got a few of
- 1:58:51those yourself
- 1:58:52good to you
- 1:58:53getting yourself pregnant
- 1:58:55smiling like a Cheshire Cat never know
- 1:58:58what's going on inside your head you
- 1:59:02haven't got any right to point a finger
- 1:59:04at me about anything I do
- 1:59:06how about the time you shot my little
- 1:59:07dog you always have to bring up ancient
- 1:59:11history I had to shoot him he was
- 1:59:13paralyzed you talked too much Diane a
- 1:59:16bunch of nonsense it wasn't nonsense it
- 1:59:19was a nightmare all the time I was
- 1:59:21growing up
- 1:59:24for you to come home from work
- 1:59:29why isn't it him why is it always me and
- 1:59:32never him
- 1:59:35[Music]
- 1:59:39get out of here stop it
- 1:59:43Daddy do you hear me
- 1:59:46[Music]
- 1:59:47you open that door I want you to open
- 1:59:50this door I want you out of here
- 1:59:55and get this one
- 1:59:57doesn't want to see anymore but again go
- 2:00:00ahead and fight fall with me don't just
- 2:00:02say anything about me or anything I do
- 2:00:04get out of here underwater see you again
- 2:00:06how much more can I take where am I
- 2:00:08supposed to go
- 2:00:11how many friends I don't have anyone
- 2:00:17[Music]
- 2:00:23oh
- 2:00:30[Music]
- 2:00:39dear Lou
- 2:00:41nobody else can feel your empty place in
- 2:00:44my bed or in my heart
- 2:00:48I guess I really have been Bewitched
- 2:00:51that's why I had to see you again
- 2:01:01I'm glad I did it
- 2:01:03flew to Idaho for just that one day
- 2:01:06I had to know if it was really over
- 2:01:09I had to know if you ached for me that
- 2:01:12way I ate for you
- 2:01:15hey Lou
- 2:01:29how you doing
- 2:01:31I'm all right
- 2:01:35what are you doing here Diane
- 2:01:39you gave me this chain
- 2:01:42doesn't mean anything without the love
- 2:01:44you had when you put it around my neck
- 2:01:48it's not mine to keep if you don't want
- 2:01:49me anymore
- 2:01:52so I came here to give it back
- 2:02:01can't get it all
- 2:02:04get it all for me please
- 2:02:18you know I'm gonna do the same thing to
- 2:02:19you you did to me you remember when you
- 2:02:22put it around my neck and you said
- 2:02:23you're my woman
- 2:02:29you're my man Lou
- 2:02:32doesn't matter what happens
- 2:02:34doesn't matter where you are
- 2:02:37you'll always be my man
- 2:02:41so I just came all the way from Oregon
- 2:02:43to say that
- 2:02:45it's over
- 2:02:46I told you before
- 2:02:52with me Lou
- 2:02:55there's nothing wrong with you I just
- 2:02:58don't want to be a daddy
- 2:03:01they're good kids I know you think
- 2:03:03they're gonna be a bird I know they're
- 2:03:05good kids but I don't want kids
- 2:03:27foreign
- 2:03:30listen to this
- 2:03:32she uh
- 2:03:35just one sec I'm just finishing up this
- 2:03:37uh environmental impact stuff
- 2:03:41listen she
- 2:03:44bought the brass unicorn for the kids
- 2:03:46six days before they were shot
- 2:03:50on Friday she had the date May 13th
- 2:03:54engraved on it
- 2:03:59maybe the Unicorn was a memorial to her
- 2:04:01three children
- 2:04:03I mean maybe the kids were supposed to
- 2:04:05die on Friday the 13th and the plan got
- 2:04:08aborted
- 2:04:09I kind of postponed
- 2:04:12How could a mother do that
- 2:04:14it's a primal instinct to guard over the
- 2:04:17life of your child it's it's your
- 2:04:18immortality
- 2:04:20I know all right but I've been reading
- 2:04:21her diary here now all the other entries
- 2:04:23they're details right I mean there's
- 2:04:27uh menstrual cycles and groceries and
- 2:04:32weather and going to work and coming
- 2:04:34home from work and
- 2:04:36there's kids and Lou and loneliness and
- 2:04:40Lou and Lou
- 2:04:42Lou
- 2:04:45on the last day
- 2:04:46[Applause]
- 2:04:49there's no entry at all
- 2:04:53she's just written the date Thursday May
- 2:04:5519 1983.
- 2:04:57at the top right
- 2:05:00press the page is blank
- 2:05:02she's a mother of those children
- 2:05:08why in God's name would she
- 2:05:12do all right you want to know what I
- 2:05:14think
- 2:05:20Diane sacrificed her children
- 2:05:23because the love of her life
- 2:05:27didn't want to be a daddy
- 2:05:34foreign
- 2:05:45[Applause]
- 2:06:05foreign
- 2:06:09[Applause]
- 2:06:13you have the right to remain silent
- 2:06:15anything you say Canon will be used
- 2:06:17against you in a court of law you have
- 2:06:18the right to talk to a lawyer and have
- 2:06:20him present with you while you're being
- 2:06:21questioned and when you were acquired to
- 2:06:23face Witnesses if you cannot afford to
- 2:06:25hire a lawyer one will be appointed to
- 2:06:27represent you if you request one
- 2:06:29you understand each of these rights I've
- 2:06:30explained to you yes
- 2:06:33having these rights in mind you wish to
- 2:06:34proceed without a lawyer yes
- 2:06:38can I have a piece of gum out of my
- 2:06:40purse
- 2:06:42[Applause]
- 2:06:43you leave anything in the car
- 2:06:46my diary be sure to get my diary
- 2:06:50[Applause]
- 2:06:52you almost seem relieved Diane you'll be
- 2:06:54arrested
- 2:06:56why not go to jail I got nobody's else
- 2:06:58to go
- 2:07:12thank you
- 2:07:31and this is the courtroom
- 2:07:34come on I'm going to show you where
- 2:07:36you're gonna be
- 2:07:37these are the benches that's where
- 2:07:39everybody's going to sit
- 2:07:41and up here is where the judge is going
- 2:07:43to sit
- 2:07:45and when jury sits over here
- 2:07:48and they all listen to what everybody
- 2:07:49has to say
- 2:07:52Frank will be sitting here
- 2:07:55right and here I'll show you when it's
- 2:07:57time they'll bring you in from the
- 2:07:58judges Chambers and the bailiff
- 2:08:01I'll show you where to sit
- 2:08:04you wanna
- 2:08:06sit there
- 2:08:08you want to try it out
- 2:08:27where
- 2:08:28is
- 2:08:31you might as you can see it right there
- 2:08:36I'll be with you Karen
- 2:08:40I'll help you all the way
- 2:08:44[Music]
- 2:08:51[Music]
- 2:08:54[Applause]
- 2:09:03foreign
- 2:09:07[Music]
- 2:09:20[Applause]
- 2:09:22[Music]
- 2:09:48[Applause]
- 2:09:53down
- 2:09:56[Music]
- 2:10:00[Applause]
- 2:10:09like this
- 2:10:14[Applause]
- 2:10:16[Music]
- 2:10:18[Applause]
- 2:10:20[Music]
- 2:10:27foreign
- 2:10:32Don's Car
- 2:10:35yes
- 2:10:37the tape Jack in Diane's car did you
- 2:10:39examine it yes I did can you tell us
- 2:10:41about that it's an auto reverse tape
- 2:10:43deck which means it will play one side
- 2:10:45and then it will play the other side it
- 2:10:48will continue until the ignition is
- 2:10:50turned off or the tape is removed
- 2:10:53these
- 2:10:54our casings or bullet shells removed
- 2:10:57from the death car
- 2:11:00he's scratches those are tool marks made
- 2:11:03by the extractor in the gun
- 2:11:06the same marks
- 2:11:08are on two bullets found in Diane's
- 2:11:10apartment at 1352 Q Street
- 2:11:13tool marks are almost as good as
- 2:11:16fingerprints I'm quite comfortable but
- 2:11:19the same extractor made the marks
- 2:11:23simply put that means that the casings
- 2:11:25found in diandon's apartment had at one
- 2:11:27time been in and out of the murder
- 2:11:28weapon yes that's what it means
- 2:11:31and one final question
- 2:11:33Diane down stated to the police that the
- 2:11:34children were all shot inside the car
- 2:11:38does the evidence substantiate that
- 2:11:39statement
- 2:11:41after studying the blood spatter pattern
- 2:11:44it is my conclusion that Shauna Downs
- 2:11:46was shot outside the car
- 2:11:51thank you
- 2:11:54detective Beck since 73 you've been with
- 2:11:56the Lane County Sheriff's Department yes
- 2:11:58sir
- 2:12:00now you've been in a situation where you
- 2:12:02investigated a homicide
- 2:12:04and you knew who did it but you couldn't
- 2:12:06arrest them isn't that correct comes
- 2:12:08with the work isn't it true you got a
- 2:12:10couple of bullets from my to someone
- 2:12:11else another detective or a police
- 2:12:13officer
- 2:12:15or you got them from the car or at the
- 2:12:17scene and you put it inside the rifle
- 2:12:19found a Diane's apartment is a lie that
- 2:12:21is not true you deny that you place two
- 2:12:23bullets within that rifle you bet I deny
- 2:12:25it
- 2:12:26emotions in Eugene and Springfield have
- 2:12:28run the gamut friendships have been torn
- 2:12:30apart over this case at first there was
- 2:12:32A Rush of public sympathy for Diane
- 2:12:34Downs but in the year just past more and
- 2:12:37more people are saying Diane Downs is
- 2:12:39guilty and should be punished for her
- 2:12:41crimes guilty or innocent the dying
- 2:12:44Downs case is making National headlines
- 2:12:46again and it's expected to be weeks
- 2:12:48before a verdict is reached by a jury of
- 2:12:50her peers
- 2:12:51I was driving with my family and we came
- 2:12:54to old Mohawk Road I came up behind a
- 2:12:56red car with Idaho plates going rather
- 2:12:58slowly can you tell us how slowly
- 2:13:00it was 10 miles or less
- 2:13:03it was to the point where my speedometer
- 2:13:04wouldn't register
- 2:13:06the car didn't stop
- 2:13:07attempt to make contact or pull over to
- 2:13:09the side of the road
- 2:13:10I was waiting for that in case they
- 2:13:12needed some assistance
- 2:13:14that didn't happen
- 2:13:15it didn't happen no sir
- 2:13:22and Joseph Inman has testified that he
- 2:13:24passed Diane's car at 10 17. Diane was
- 2:13:27only four and a half miles from the
- 2:13:29hospital
- 2:13:30and yet it took her over 22 minutes more
- 2:13:33to reach the emergency entrance
- 2:13:35may I remind the court the two of the
- 2:13:37children did reach the hospital alive
- 2:13:42boy Paul
- 2:13:45did you ever have sexual contact with
- 2:13:46Diane Downs after your divorce
- 2:13:49yeah it happened one time between us
- 2:13:53pretty cold in kallus
- 2:13:55she was involved with Lou at the time
- 2:13:59I absolutely could not bat against this
- 2:14:01guy that was it
- 2:14:02[Music]
- 2:14:08isn't it true that you were having
- 2:14:09affairs no she said that to justify her
- 2:14:12own Affairs you two have some pretty
- 2:14:15hard feelings don't you
- 2:14:17yes
- 2:14:19you ever beat her
- 2:14:21yeah
- 2:14:23you hit her hard
- 2:14:25I pounded her
- 2:14:27pounded her hard
- 2:14:29we really got into it it was blood
- 2:14:35you do this to her in front of the kids
- 2:14:40yes
- 2:14:42were they upset
- 2:14:46yeah they were crying and
- 2:14:50Sean I got pretty hysterical
- 2:14:55that's all
- 2:15:03performance
- 2:15:25this was shawna's shirt
- 2:15:42Karen's
- 2:15:50and rubbish shirt
- 2:16:04this is the shirt from Little Robbie
- 2:16:06Downs
- 2:16:17[Music]
- 2:16:32foreign
- 2:16:37calls Lou Lewiston to the stand
- 2:16:51[Music]
- 2:16:56repeat after me
- 2:16:57I swear by almighty God I swear by
- 2:17:00almighty God now the evidence I'm about
- 2:17:02to give
- 2:17:03that the evidence I'm about to give
- 2:17:06shall be the truth the whole truth and
- 2:17:08nothing but the truth shall be the truth
- 2:17:10the whole truth and nothing but the
- 2:17:11truth
- 2:17:13I was working
- 2:17:15inside the post office
- 2:17:17just being
- 2:17:19near Diane every day
- 2:17:22we kind of hit it off
- 2:17:24started having an affair
- 2:17:26and you were married at the time
- 2:17:30and you're still married
- 2:17:32yes sir
- 2:17:34do you recall a time when your wife
- 2:17:36became aware of the affair
- 2:17:38Diane was putting a lot of pressure on
- 2:17:40me
- 2:17:41she she pushed me all the time
- 2:17:43when are you going to divorce your wife
- 2:17:44when are you going to do this when are
- 2:17:46you going to do that
- 2:17:47basically I was in the middle and and
- 2:17:50couldn't make up my mind exactly what I
- 2:17:51did want to do
- 2:17:54and what was your relationship with your
- 2:17:56children
- 2:17:58I told her I was not interested in being
- 2:18:01a daddy or a father to her kids
- 2:18:04just never have been do not want to be a
- 2:18:07father
- 2:18:08tell the course some of the events that
- 2:18:10occurred before she left Idaho
- 2:18:13well she was pushing me to sell my house
- 2:18:15and get to Oregon
- 2:18:17a few days before she left she
- 2:18:21she offered me the use of a 22 Ruger
- 2:18:24pistol she told me her ex-husband Boyd
- 2:18:26Paul was threatening to beat me up
- 2:18:29did you take her up on the offer
- 2:18:31I thought about it for a few minutes
- 2:18:33but I gave the pistol back
- 2:18:35did you hear from her when she got to
- 2:18:37Oregon
- 2:18:38she called me every day she wrote me
- 2:18:40every day
- 2:18:42I began to refuse
- 2:18:44both the calls and return the letters
- 2:18:47I was back with my wife
- 2:18:49did you miss Diane
- 2:18:54basically it was a relief to have her
- 2:18:56gone
- 2:19:00did you ever see the gun again
- 2:19:05I saw it in the trunk of her car the
- 2:19:07night before she left
- 2:19:08the 22 Ruger now were you aware that
- 2:19:11Diane Downs has a rose tattoo on her
- 2:19:13left shoulder
- 2:19:16she was always begging me to get a
- 2:19:18tattoo
- 2:19:20or night after I'd had a few too many
- 2:19:22drinks I agreed
- 2:19:24but I refused to have her name tattooed
- 2:19:26under the rose
- 2:19:28and have you since had a name tattooed
- 2:19:30under the rose
- 2:19:32yes
- 2:19:34and what is it
- 2:19:38my wife's name sweet Nora
- 2:19:52foreign
- 2:19:59she's doing somersault
- 2:20:02so this baby's always keeping me going
- 2:20:04it's a big day for you you're ready to
- 2:20:07testify
- 2:20:09I can't wait
- 2:20:10I want everybody to know the truth
- 2:20:14I'm glad to finally be sitting in this
- 2:20:16chair
- 2:20:17it's been a long wait now I got a chance
- 2:20:19to tell what really happened
- 2:20:22are you aware that while I'm questioning
- 2:20:23you uh you're smiling
- 2:20:29why why are you laughing
- 2:20:32well laughing and crying or two emotions
- 2:20:35that are closely related
- 2:20:37my dad used to get really angry
- 2:20:41and you were told to pay attention
- 2:20:44don't smile and don't cry
- 2:20:47so you learn not to have any emotions of
- 2:20:49your own
- 2:20:52did your father ever show any softness
- 2:20:54tenderness or caring
- 2:21:04your mother
- 2:21:06is little
- 2:21:09boy Paul
- 2:21:11when we were dating
- 2:21:13miraculously it stopped on our wedding
- 2:21:16day
- 2:21:17I used to think my father was a terror
- 2:21:20because Santa Claus compared to Boyd
- 2:21:22Paul
- 2:21:24your children
- 2:21:25ah
- 2:21:27kids are different from other people
- 2:21:31from the time they're born they cry for
- 2:21:33you they need you
- 2:21:36they don't ask anything in return
- 2:21:39what kind of a parent were you
- 2:21:44the first year I was learning
- 2:21:49and the next few years I was a bad
- 2:21:53parent
- 2:21:55boy Paul now we're always fighting
- 2:21:59and boy Paul would walk out and Karen
- 2:22:01had come over and sit by me and I'd yell
- 2:22:03at her
- 2:22:04and Shawna was into everything
- 2:22:06so I was always screaming at her
- 2:22:10what did you do about being a bad parent
- 2:22:12I stopped it
- 2:22:15Diane did you ever care enough for any
- 2:22:18man whether it be Mr Lewiston or anybody
- 2:22:20else
- 2:22:21so much that you'd want to harm your own
- 2:22:23children
- 2:22:25that's ridiculous I mean I loved Lou
- 2:22:29but he was work he was a lot of trouble
- 2:22:33I mean I loved him
- 2:22:35but talk about a headache
- 2:22:39it's too much work to bother with
- 2:22:42I had my children
- 2:22:45who are The Four Musketeers
- 2:22:49we didn't need a father in the house to
- 2:22:50make us happy
- 2:22:56I'm going to ask you a question Diane
- 2:23:01question that I think many people in
- 2:23:03this court
- 2:23:04I want to hear the answer to
- 2:23:07the question is
- 2:23:10were you aware that you unnerved some of
- 2:23:12the spectators
- 2:23:13with your reaction to the song
- 2:23:15hungry like a wolf
- 2:23:17that tape has no bad connotations
- 2:23:20that was shawna's favorite tape
- 2:23:23it can't make me feel bad I'm sorry
- 2:23:26were you aware that you were tapping
- 2:23:27your pencil
- 2:23:29I was just being me
- 2:23:33doesn't mean I don't feel things
- 2:23:36maybe I feel things too much
- 2:23:38I'm a Twinkie inside
- 2:23:41I'm soft and
- 2:23:43I don't like people to think I'm soft or
- 2:23:45weak whatever
- 2:23:48does that help you get through the tough
- 2:23:50times
- 2:23:55what you're describing
- 2:23:58about the
- 2:24:00situations that happened
- 2:24:03when you were a very little girl
- 2:24:07and what did they involve
- 2:24:13talking
- 2:24:16touching
- 2:24:19being told not to tell anyone
- 2:24:22at the hand of my father
- 2:24:27in my house
- 2:24:30in different rooms
- 2:24:33the others were sleeping
- 2:24:36my mom was working
- 2:24:41in the car
- 2:24:45fondling
- 2:24:52and
- 2:24:53other parts of my body
- 2:24:57where children aren't to be touched
- 2:25:01when these incidents are occurring
- 2:25:04how would you cope
- 2:25:06blanket out
- 2:25:10didn't exist
- 2:25:13it just
- 2:25:15didn't exist
- 2:25:19sure I can't explain this to people
- 2:25:21because
- 2:25:22you have to be there
- 2:25:24to understand it
- 2:25:26it's like
- 2:25:29a nightmare
- 2:25:32and it isn't real
- 2:25:36and it's
- 2:25:38happening to somebody else
- 2:25:43well did you yell did you fight back
- 2:25:47he was my father
- 2:25:50the authority figure
- 2:25:53I couldn't do anything
- 2:25:55I couldn't tell
- 2:25:59you feel trapped
- 2:26:01totally
- 2:26:02trapped
- 2:26:05you can't strike out
- 2:26:08so you end up turning that anger inside
- 2:26:13and then you lash out at yourself
- 2:26:14instead of the person that deserves the
- 2:26:16punishment
- 2:26:18and later when you married Boyd Paul
- 2:26:21he dominated you did you remain quiet
- 2:26:24no
- 2:26:26we fought
- 2:26:28I'd end up getting hurt worse but
- 2:26:31he choked me one time until I blanked
- 2:26:34out
- 2:26:35did you realize
- 2:26:38whether it was a father abusing
- 2:26:40or boy Paul assaulting did you realize
- 2:26:43that some of these pressures would have
- 2:26:45an effect on you
- 2:26:50I ended up dreaming
- 2:26:53I screamed a lot at Karen
- 2:26:57that was a bad parent
- 2:27:18yeah
- 2:27:20if Muhammad won't come to the mountain
- 2:27:22the mountain will come to Muhammad
- 2:27:25okay
- 2:27:28it's Sunday
- 2:27:29it's a beautiful day
- 2:27:31you've got to get out of this office
- 2:27:37[Applause]
- 2:27:44what was that you said about Karen
- 2:27:47about her having a lot of Courage
- 2:27:51yes she does
- 2:27:54oh she's gonna need it when she takes a
- 2:27:55stand
- 2:27:59oh is she gonna need it
- 2:28:09all right let's let's talk about the
- 2:28:11night of the shooting
- 2:28:13now you left your friend's house and it
- 2:28:14was dark yes
- 2:28:17where were you
- 2:28:18the deer horn
- 2:28:20I turned off to debate where to go I was
- 2:28:22looking at my checkbook because I knew I
- 2:28:24had to buy school lunch tickets for the
- 2:28:26next week it was dark and you pulled off
- 2:28:28the road to go over your checkbook well
- 2:28:31the two kids were asleep in the back and
- 2:28:33Sean had been talking to me about her
- 2:28:34new little kitten and then she just
- 2:28:36curled up on the floor in the seat of
- 2:28:38the car okay so you're not sightseeing
- 2:28:40when you left there what you're going
- 2:28:42back to town
- 2:28:43yes
- 2:28:45it was the tape Lane
- 2:28:46it was always playing
- 2:28:48and you saw a man on the road
- 2:28:50yes
- 2:28:52now you have three kids in the car yet
- 2:28:54you decide to stop the car why is that
- 2:28:57I thought someone was hurt I couldn't
- 2:29:00just roll down the window
- 2:29:01and you took the keys from the ignition
- 2:29:04for the children's safety I turned the
- 2:29:06motor off
- 2:29:07I mean you know in case Shawna climbed
- 2:29:10up on the seat and hit the gear shift
- 2:29:11and you got out of the car yes goodness
- 2:29:14I can't remember everything happened a
- 2:29:18year ago but this is not a significant
- 2:29:20event in your life
- 2:29:21not before
- 2:29:24all right what details do you remember
- 2:29:26even though it's been a whole year
- 2:29:29the eye contact the bullet holes and you
- 2:29:32slam the door on them no Mr josiak I did
- 2:29:34not go ahead ask me another question and
- 2:29:36then he he asked for the car again yeah
- 2:29:38a car with three gunshot kids in it who
- 2:29:41can make sense out of an insane man
- 2:29:43person man person man all right tell it
- 2:29:47again Diane
- 2:29:49I faked throwing the keys over my
- 2:29:51shoulder he turned in the direction of
- 2:29:53the keys I pushed him
- 2:29:56I recall my arm being hit
- 2:29:58I know now that I was shot but I didn't
- 2:30:00know then I got in the car I put the
- 2:30:02keys in the ignition and I left and you
- 2:30:04drove away very fast I don't know how
- 2:30:06fast as fast as I could well you made
- 2:30:08statements that you drove away fast
- 2:30:09enough so that the door slammed shut
- 2:30:11that's true that's pretty fast as fast
- 2:30:14as I could Karen was choking I was
- 2:30:17trying to turn her over I recall opening
- 2:30:19shawna's window I recall looking down at
- 2:30:21my arm it had a towel wrapped around it
- 2:30:22you put it on well I probably did
- 2:30:25because Karen wasn't going to do it and
- 2:30:26Shauna didn't do it and Robbie didn't do
- 2:30:28it you took care of yourself I did
- 2:30:30everything to save my children if I had
- 2:30:32passed out they wouldn't have had a
- 2:30:33chance you don't recall a car being
- 2:30:35behind you and having difficulty passing
- 2:30:36you no I don't
- 2:30:42foreign
- 2:30:46ERS that you never owned the Ruger 22.
- 2:30:49it was Boyd Paul's gun I gave it back to
- 2:30:51him you also said I don't know who shot
- 2:30:53my kids I haven't the Vegas idea
- 2:30:57true
- 2:30:58not the time you said the killer knew
- 2:31:01your name you said you knew who he was I
- 2:31:04said that
- 2:31:07and you said that there were two killers
- 2:31:10in ski masks your people were telling me
- 2:31:13what happened could not have happened
- 2:31:14there was a lot of pressure and my
- 2:31:17dreams
- 2:31:19I didn't know if they made sense or not
- 2:31:21but I started to believe them
- 2:31:32all right now tell us about the Unicorn
- 2:31:35that you bought a few days before the
- 2:31:36murder
- 2:31:37they had it inscribed with a date
- 2:31:40and the names of your children
- 2:31:44was it a memorial
- 2:31:47oh it was
- 2:31:49it wasn't hey
- 2:31:51it started on live
- 2:31:54Eternal Wild and Free
- 2:31:56a unicorn is a type of horse and a horse
- 2:31:58is wild and free
- 2:32:05things very different by the time you
- 2:32:06got to Oregon
- 2:32:09yes
- 2:32:11what about Lou Lewis tonight you tried
- 2:32:12to get him to come with you you
- 2:32:14brought him cards and letters he
- 2:32:16wouldn't accept them he refused you
- 2:32:20well how'd that make you feel
- 2:32:22I mean were you uncomfortable pursuing a
- 2:32:24married man who was in love with his
- 2:32:25wife
- 2:32:27Mr Jose I call my boyfriends are married
- 2:32:30I dated people you don't even know that
- 2:32:32I can make a list of all my lovers
- 2:32:35would that help
- 2:32:39Wyatt
- 2:32:48in your diary
- 2:32:50you refer to heart love
- 2:32:54what's that mean
- 2:32:57it's the only love that really matters
- 2:33:01it isn't sexual
- 2:33:03it's deeper than that
- 2:33:05and this is the first time you've ever
- 2:33:06experienced that wasn't it with Lou
- 2:33:09yes
- 2:33:11so that's why I kept writing so many
- 2:33:13Love Letters to him
- 2:33:15I didn't send most of them
- 2:33:18I mean the fact is
- 2:33:20I do love him but in the letters I was
- 2:33:23over dramatizing
- 2:33:27I've done that before haven't you
- 2:33:29you're always over dramatizing you have
- 2:33:31what's known as a histrionic personality
- 2:33:34what
- 2:33:36we've never heard the results of your
- 2:33:37psychological tests
- 2:33:42deviant sociopath
- 2:33:46you know what that means
- 2:33:49no
- 2:33:59State calls rebuttal witness Karen Downs
- 2:34:02to the stand
- 2:34:33this way Cara
- 2:34:40foreign
- 2:34:53would you place your hand on the Bible
- 2:34:58repeat after me
- 2:35:01I swear by almighty God I swear by
- 2:35:04almighty God the evidence I shall give
- 2:35:09the evidence I shall give shall be the
- 2:35:12truth the whole truth and nothing but
- 2:35:14the truth
- 2:35:16shall be the truth the whole truth
- 2:35:18nothing but the truth
- 2:35:20sit down now
- 2:35:45you feel okay
- 2:35:48gonna have to talk to all these people
- 2:35:49here
- 2:35:51can you tell us your name
- 2:35:55Karen Ray
- 2:35:57Downs
- 2:36:00now
- 2:36:01if I uh
- 2:36:03if I said this card was black
- 2:36:06would that be the truth or a lie
- 2:36:11a lie
- 2:36:13and you know that when you come into the
- 2:36:15courtroom you have to tell the truth you
- 2:36:17understand that
- 2:36:19yeah
- 2:36:21you promise to do that
- 2:36:23yeah
- 2:36:26now
- 2:36:28on the day when this happened
- 2:36:31you went to school
- 2:36:34and when you came home from your
- 2:36:35grandparents did you go for a ride
- 2:36:38yeah
- 2:36:40me
- 2:36:42my mom
- 2:36:46Sean
- 2:36:47Robbie
- 2:36:49and will you tell us where you went
- 2:36:53my mom's friend
- 2:36:56and what did you do there
- 2:36:59we petted the horse
- 2:37:03and when you left the horse do you
- 2:37:04remember was it light out or dark
- 2:37:08dark
- 2:37:10you remember was there any music playing
- 2:37:12in the car
- 2:37:14yeah
- 2:37:16tape
- 2:37:18and you remember
- 2:37:20there was a time when the car stopped
- 2:37:27and when the car stopped
- 2:37:30did you see any person standing in the
- 2:37:31road
- 2:37:34no
- 2:37:35when the car stopped
- 2:37:37what did your mom do and pulled the
- 2:37:40lever that went up to the trunk
- 2:37:45and when she got out pulled the lever
- 2:37:48that went to the trunk
- 2:37:50were you able to see anything else you
- 2:37:51did
- 2:37:53I didn't look at the back
- 2:37:56was the music still playing
- 2:37:59yeah was it hungry like a wolf
- 2:38:02yeah no
- 2:38:05did you see your mom come back into the
- 2:38:07car
- 2:38:12and what did you see then
- 2:38:15she kneeled down and
- 2:38:22you want to stop Karen
- 2:38:28now you said that she leaned across the
- 2:38:30seat
- 2:38:35Anna
- 2:38:40was the music still playing
- 2:38:43yeah
- 2:38:45what happened then
- 2:38:48she leaned over to the back seat
- 2:38:53and she shot Robbie
- 2:38:56what happened after
- 2:38:59what happened after Robbie got shot
- 2:39:02she went over to the back of the seat on
- 2:39:11not Karen
- 2:39:15stay with me right here
- 2:39:17do you remember when you got shot
- 2:39:26who
- 2:39:28shot you
- 2:39:32my mom
- 2:39:38and do you love your mom
- 2:39:41yes
- 2:39:55ladies and gentlemen
- 2:39:58ever since the night of the shooting
- 2:40:01we've been looking at this towel
- 2:40:03towel that Diane Downs wrapped around
- 2:40:05her wounded arm
- 2:40:08now there's something about this towel
- 2:40:09that just didn't add up
- 2:40:11he's blood stains
- 2:40:16now
- 2:40:17pattern that they make we knew would
- 2:40:19tell us how the towel was folded
- 2:40:22look at this
- 2:40:24this blood stain matches that one
- 2:40:28and
- 2:40:29this one
- 2:40:31matches that one
- 2:40:34which leaves us with a large stain
- 2:40:37which goes closest to the wound
- 2:40:40with a little blood
- 2:40:42coming through
- 2:40:44and there it is
- 2:40:46this is how Diane Downs applied the
- 2:40:48towel to her injured arm
- 2:40:51I ask you
- 2:40:53could you have made these neat folds
- 2:40:55with one arm
- 2:40:57with a steering wheel in the way
- 2:41:00while you're driving your dying bleeding
- 2:41:02children to the hospital
- 2:41:06or if you grabbed a towel and you
- 2:41:08desperately wrapped it around your arm
- 2:41:10wouldn't it look something like that
- 2:41:15now could the towel bandage
- 2:41:17have been prepared beforehand
- 2:41:21could Diane Downs have shot herself in
- 2:41:24the arm
- 2:41:25and then laid her arm in her lap on this
- 2:41:28towel and then neatly wrapped the ends
- 2:41:31around her injured arm and done this
- 2:41:34even as her children lay gasping for air
- 2:41:43[Music]
- 2:41:45thank you
- 2:41:50let me tell you what happened that night
- 2:41:53what really happened
- 2:41:56the car stops
- 2:41:58there is no stranger
- 2:42:00the tape is playing hungry like a wolf
- 2:42:03you heard that music here in the
- 2:42:05courtroom
- 2:42:06Mrs Downs remembers that music playing
- 2:42:08throughout everything
- 2:42:11that means that the ignition key would
- 2:42:13have to be in for the tape to be playing
- 2:42:15but that means the Mrs Downs could not
- 2:42:17have the key in her hand to divert the
- 2:42:19alleged stranger
- 2:42:21that story she told
- 2:42:23that is a lie
- 2:42:29she opens the door
- 2:42:31she pulls the lever to open the trunk
- 2:42:37she opens the trunk
- 2:42:41[Music]
- 2:42:45the 22 Ruger Shauna
- 2:42:47[Music]
- 2:42:55lying on the floor
- 2:42:57Mrs Downs appears pointing a gun at her
- 2:43:02[Music]
- 2:43:06reflex action she opens the door
- 2:43:09she tries to get out
- 2:43:12she goes down
- 2:43:13[Music]
- 2:43:23s leans over to the back seat
- 2:43:28[Music]
- 2:43:33Robbie
- 2:43:36maybe you heard the shot
- 2:43:39trying to get further in the corner
- 2:43:41maybe sleeping
- 2:43:43he gets shot in the back care
- 2:43:48[Music]
- 2:43:51Karen loves her mom
- 2:43:54[Music]
- 2:44:03my sister and a brother shot and here
- 2:44:05comes mom over the seat with a gun and
- 2:44:08there's a shot
- 2:44:10and if her hand goes up stop another
- 2:44:14shot
- 2:44:21Karen looked at her mother right in the
- 2:44:23eye the expression in that child's face
- 2:44:25is one misses down so it's not likely to
- 2:44:27forget
- 2:44:35this is the last shot
- 2:44:39Shawna on the outside
- 2:44:42[Music]
- 2:44:48[Music]
- 2:45:01thank you
- 2:45:06a child
- 2:45:08Shauna
- 2:45:10was killed
- 2:45:14young girl who isn't here anymore
- 2:45:18for what
- 2:45:20for Diane Down's warped sense of values
- 2:45:25Robbie
- 2:45:26won't walk
- 2:45:29Karen
- 2:45:31won't have the
- 2:45:33use of her arm the way it was
- 2:45:36these children will never be the same
- 2:45:43and look Diane doubt
- 2:45:46for once you're not going to lie your
- 2:45:47way out of this situation it just
- 2:45:49doesn't cut it
- 2:45:52You're a murderer
- 2:45:54a cold-blooded cruel vicious murderer
- 2:46:06the hand Downs does not react in a way
- 2:46:08that we expect
- 2:46:10are familiar with
- 2:46:14and how could she
- 2:46:16this is a woman who was molested
- 2:46:22she learned to survive by concealing her
- 2:46:24emotions
- 2:46:26by covering them up
- 2:46:29the hospital personnel and the police
- 2:46:33they who are mostly males
- 2:46:37they looked at Diane
- 2:46:39and decided how a woman should react
- 2:46:42and that has colored this case right
- 2:46:45from the beginning
- 2:46:50now
- 2:46:52why did Karen say mom did it
- 2:46:55she was simply confused
- 2:46:58and maybe somebody filled in the blank
- 2:47:00spaces of the things Karen never saw
- 2:47:03that she couldn't have seen
- 2:47:06what else can we expect from a
- 2:47:07frightened little kid
- 2:47:10it's quite clear in the hospital reports
- 2:47:12that Karen had been talked to numerous
- 2:47:14times by the hospital staff
- 2:47:16strangers
- 2:47:18taken away from her mother
- 2:47:21she was under stress
- 2:47:22subjected to Leading questions
- 2:47:25an unconscious transference
- 2:47:29children
- 2:47:31are so susceptible
- 2:47:41right
- 2:47:50don't shoot I'm not Diane
- 2:47:54he knows in
- 2:47:59that's 30 hours
- 2:48:03one jar on Dan's side she goes free
- 2:48:08truth again
- 2:48:12it says there's nothing wrong with it I
- 2:48:13know what's wrong with it you've been
- 2:48:15clenching your teeth so hard at night
- 2:48:16they're probably cracking it's true
- 2:48:18Frank you've been grinding your teeth
- 2:48:19for months
- 2:48:21I'm gonna check with that dentist again
- 2:48:23it must be something you can give you to
- 2:48:24make you feel better
- 2:48:27one thing's gonna make me feel better
- 2:48:29there's nothing to do with my tooth
- 2:48:34foreign
- 2:48:56hello
- 2:49:00thank you
- 2:49:01Frank
- 2:49:03this is it
- 2:49:16okay
- 2:49:22how do you feel Diane
- 2:49:27how should I feel it
- 2:49:57[Music]
- 2:50:07[Music]
- 2:50:11the court is now in session okay
- 2:50:21laughs
- 2:50:38as the jury reached the verdict
- 2:50:42yes your honor we have
- 2:50:54thank you
- 2:50:56the defendant will rise
- 2:51:08on the charge of first-degree assault
- 2:51:11counts three and five we the jury find
- 2:51:13the defendant
- 2:51:16guilty
- 2:51:25on the charge of attempted murder counts
- 2:51:28two and four
- 2:51:30guilty
- 2:51:33on the charge of first degree murder
- 2:51:36guilty
- 2:51:38this court is adjourned
- 2:52:02[Music]
- 2:52:15she looks like Karen did
- 2:52:17little almond-shaped eyes she has real
- 2:52:21long fingers
- 2:52:23she's gonna be a Pianist her dad likes
- 2:52:26music she probably gets it from him
- 2:52:29how much time do I have with her
- 2:52:32a few hours Diane
- 2:52:34[Music]
- 2:52:36and then what
- 2:52:38it depends on the sentencing Diana it's
- 2:52:41all up to the judge
- 2:52:44[Music]
- 2:52:51as a psychiatrist it is my professional
- 2:52:54opinion that
- 2:52:55Diane Down's personality disorders
- 2:52:58qualify her as a dangerous offender
- 2:53:02she is a sociopath
- 2:53:05an anti-social personality without any
- 2:53:08concern for the rights of others
- 2:53:10there's a brilliant mind with no
- 2:53:13conscience to guide it
- 2:53:15a narcissist who
- 2:53:17sees herself as the center of everything
- 2:53:21who will get what she wants
- 2:53:24no matter what mean she has to employ no
- 2:53:26matter who or what stands in her way
- 2:53:31she's not able to have or understand
- 2:53:33love
- 2:53:38the death of a child
- 2:53:39is one of life's greatest tragedies
- 2:53:43what might have been
- 2:53:46when it comes intentionally
- 2:53:48at the hands of a parent
- 2:53:51it is just an outrage
- 2:53:55I've fought my own battles between
- 2:53:58emotion and reason
- 2:54:01to prevent some future parole board from
- 2:54:03Forgetting the enormity of the crimes
- 2:54:06I sentence you to the following
- 2:54:10for assault in the first degree counts
- 2:54:12three and five
- 2:54:15twenty years with a 10-year minimum
- 2:54:20for attempted murder
- 2:54:22counts two and four
- 2:54:25thirty years with a 15-year minimum
- 2:54:30for first degree murder
- 2:54:33life plus five years minimum
- 2:54:39the court hopes the defendant will never
- 2:54:41again be free
- 2:54:44I've come as close to that as possible
- 2:54:53standby watch it Diane is in one foul
- 2:54:57mood
- 2:54:59I've never seen her that way before
- 2:55:14foreign
- 2:55:21[Music]
- 2:55:32never seen anything like these before
- 2:55:34have you only on Batgirl
- 2:55:51foreign
- 2:56:15[Music]
- 2:56:22you scared
- 2:56:24what do you think
- 2:56:32what's your sign
- 2:56:35Cancer
- 2:56:39I don't think we're compatible
- 2:56:43I'm not talking about a lifelong
- 2:56:45relationship here just talking about
- 2:56:47having the fun
- 2:56:49I thought you hated me
- 2:56:51you've been calling me names for 15
- 2:56:53months
- 2:56:55[Music]
- 2:57:00now Diane I think I'll pass
- 2:57:04make the ride more interesting
- 2:57:08that funny
- 2:57:09I always thought you wanted to Dad got
- 2:57:12me all wrong Diane
- 2:57:21oh
- 2:57:26I'm just gonna make the best of it
- 2:57:29I'm gonna take some classes
- 2:57:31philosophy
- 2:57:33psychology
- 2:57:35who knows maybe I'll get to work with
- 2:57:36some teenagers
- 2:57:39helping through this tough cool
- 2:57:41world
- 2:57:45I'm gonna be out in six months
- 2:57:47right after my appeal
- 2:57:51[Music]
- 2:58:16foreign
- 2:58:48foreign
- 2:59:22I'll smile
- 2:59:24don't look so sad
- 2:59:27oh I'm not sad Diane
- 2:59:30I'm elated
- 2:59:32I'm thrilled
- 2:59:36hey
- 2:59:38I know you are
- 2:59:47I guess this is it Dad I guess
- 2:59:52foreign
- 2:59:54[Music]
- 3:00:16Diane Downs escaped from the Oregon
- 3:00:18women's Corrections Center after scaling
- 3:00:21an 18-foot fence
- 3:00:23she was recaptured 10 days later and is
- 3:00:26now incarcerated at the Clinton
- 3:00:27Institution for Women maximum security
- 3:00:30in New Jersey
- 3:00:35Diane's father has denied her charges of
- 3:00:37molestation and recently Diane has
- 3:00:40recanted her accusations
- 3:00:46Diane's ex-husband did not seek custody
- 3:00:49of the children feeling as a single
- 3:00:51father he could not give them the care
- 3:00:52they needed
- 3:00:54the two children were adopted by the
- 3:00:56prosecutor and his wife and are living
- 3:00:59together in their home as a family
- 3:01:02[Music]
- 3:01:15foreign
- 3:01:16[Music]
- 3:01:42foreign
- 3:01:57[Music]
- 3:02:14foreign
- 3:02:17[Music]
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