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Diane Downs Case: Unraveling the Twisted Motives of a Cold-Blooded Killer — Transcript

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  1. 0:02thank you
  2. 0:03[Music]
  3. 0:08hi and welcome to True Crime with Emma
  4. 0:11Kenny today I'm going to talk about a
  5. 0:13particular case that is one that is
  6. 0:15always really resonated with me and it's
  7. 0:17resonated with me for lots of different
  8. 0:19reasons first of all I'm a mother
  9. 0:22and out of every single role that I've
  10. 0:24had in my entire life being a mother is
  11. 0:28the most integral part of who I am it is
  12. 0:30what gets me up in the morning it's what
  13. 0:32gets me through my hard times it's what
  14. 0:35inspires me to do better be better it's
  15. 0:39basically the foundation of who I am and
  16. 0:41the one thing that can keep me up at
  17. 0:44night is the idea that something bad
  18. 0:46could happen to either of my beautiful
  19. 0:48boys and I felt like that since the
  20. 0:51moment that I was handed my first child
  21. 0:54and I think that pretty much every
  22. 0:56parent has a very similar connection to
  23. 1:00their children this sense that within an
  24. 1:03instant of being given the child of
  25. 1:06yours the whole For the First Time In
  26. 1:08Your Arms you automatically know that
  27. 1:10you would gladly willingly and happily
  28. 1:13give your life for that child it's
  29. 1:16almost instinctual it's a program that's
  30. 1:20unavoidable
  31. 1:22and you can never change that so if
  32. 1:25you're a parent or a grandparent or even
  33. 1:27nanny or an uncle or just have
  34. 1:29connections with kids you know for most
  35. 1:31of us we'd actually die for a stranger's
  36. 1:34child I mean we see this repeated in
  37. 1:36history where children have been put in
  38. 1:37danger and adults have dived into the
  39. 1:40sea and drowned themselves protecting
  40. 1:42somebody they didn't even know because
  41. 1:43they were a child that's how we feel
  42. 1:46around children even as strangers child
  43. 1:52but the case I'm going to talk to you
  44. 1:53about today is as far away
  45. 1:58from that connection I've just talked
  46. 1:59about
  47. 2:00and also it was brought to light very
  48. 2:03very much for me recently when I saw
  49. 2:04Matt Hancock who is currently the health
  50. 2:08minister in the Tory party in the UK
  51. 2:10just to put this into context at the
  52. 2:12moment the UK is going through a
  53. 2:14pandemic a lot of the world is even
  54. 2:16though it's not actually classified as a
  55. 2:17pandemic anymore we are still locked
  56. 2:19down it seems to me that the government
  57. 2:21are coercedently controlling the nation
  58. 2:23that's something that I'm going to talk
  59. 2:24about in Future YouTube episodes the way
  60. 2:28the mean psychology and unethical
  61. 2:30psychologists have used the 2012
  62. 2:33pandemic to control and coercively
  63. 2:36Gaslight the whole of the UK and in fact
  64. 2:38the Western World in my opinion and
  65. 2:41again that's something that I'd love to
  66. 2:43have your comments on some of you will
  67. 2:44agree with me some of you will disagree
  68. 2:46with me but personally the
  69. 2:48traumatization that I've seen pumped
  70. 2:49into what Airways disgusts me and is
  71. 2:52something that will hopefully in the
  72. 2:53future be challenged certainly I will be
  73. 2:55challenging that for the rest of my life
  74. 2:57because people need to be held to
  75. 2:59account and what really triggered this
  76. 3:02particular connection with this crime is
  77. 3:05because Matt Hancock was featured on
  78. 3:08Good Morning Britain
  79. 3:10for those of you listening abroad Good
  80. 3:13Morning Britain is a show that basically
  81. 3:15has a host called Piers Morgan
  82. 3:17um Piers Morgan likes to keep everybody
  83. 3:20very afraid of pretty much anything and
  84. 3:24everything he also likes to go out of
  85. 3:27his way to often belittle people and the
  86. 3:31one thing that makes him huge in the UK
  87. 3:34is his ego so essentially one of the
  88. 3:37things that he was doing was
  89. 3:38interviewing Matt Hancock who is also
  90. 3:41preaching fear in the UK at the moment
  91. 3:43and a vaccine has been developed
  92. 3:45recently which for some people will be
  93. 3:48something to celebrate for people like
  94. 3:50me I don't really care I'm healthy I
  95. 3:51don't need to worry about it but
  96. 3:53obviously it's important that people who
  97. 3:55have been terrorized by the national
  98. 3:58British press that they are allowed to
  99. 4:01feel that this might be something
  100. 4:02effective for them and that's great but
  101. 4:05Matt Hancock did something that anybody
  102. 4:07with even a gcsc in psychology probably
  103. 4:11just any general qualification in
  104. 4:14reading or writing would be able to
  105. 4:15sniff out immediately he pretended to
  106. 4:18cry
  107. 4:19and the thing about when you cry is
  108. 4:21there is a very common connection one
  109. 4:24you have tears
  110. 4:26and secondly you don't smile
  111. 4:29and you'll see from this clip
  112. 4:31that what we have here is Matt Hancock
  113. 4:34doing something that we call duper's
  114. 4:37Delight
  115. 4:39I mean just simple words there reacting
  116. 4:42it you're quite emotional by that well
  117. 4:45it's just it's been you know it's been
  118. 4:48such a tough year for so many people and
  119. 4:50there's William Shakespeare putting it
  120. 4:52so simply for everybody that you know we
  121. 4:55can get on with our lives and the minute
  122. 4:58I saw that
  123. 4:59it reminded me and transported me back
  124. 5:02to the case that's always been one that
  125. 5:05I found
  126. 5:06reprehensible for so many reasons
  127. 5:09and it's not just because it was a
  128. 5:11mother because the truth is women do
  129. 5:14kill when we look at domestic abuse
  130. 5:16women of Ireland when we look at child
  131. 5:18abuse women harm their children I have
  132. 5:21to say whether this is popular or
  133. 5:23otherwise and I have absolutely nothing
  134. 5:25against men a mother to two and I'm
  135. 5:27married to one and I had a great dad the
  136. 5:30point is like it or otherwise men are
  137. 5:33more violent towards people than women
  138. 5:36that doesn't mean that women are not
  139. 5:37violent it does not mean that women are
  140. 5:39not callous it also does not mean that
  141. 5:41women not Psychopaths but it does mean
  142. 5:43that on the whole women toe the line
  143. 5:47morally a little bit more than their
  144. 5:49male counterparts and that shouldn't
  145. 5:52mean that they are any worse than their
  146. 5:55male counterparts when they commit crime
  147. 5:57but they should certainly be held
  148. 5:59accountable and responsible to the same
  149. 6:02degree
  150. 6:03Diane Downs is an individual who in my
  151. 6:08opinion
  152. 6:09broke every single moral ethical but
  153. 6:14most importantly maternal code I'm going
  154. 6:18to take you through what happened
  155. 6:21Donna dance was 28 years old
  156. 6:24she was a mother of three she wasn't in
  157. 6:27a relationship she had lots of different
  158. 6:29Liaisons with lots of different men and
  159. 6:32for that I don't judge her absolutely as
  160. 6:34a woman whether you've got children by
  161. 6:37multiple partners whether you're in a
  162. 6:39relationship or another
  163. 6:41the point is you have a right to spend
  164. 6:44your time however and with whoever you
  165. 6:47like it doesn't represent any problem
  166. 6:49personality traits it just means that
  167. 6:52you potentially have at times your
  168. 6:54direction of your head turned and
  169. 6:56particularly when you've got three
  170. 6:57children that can be a little bit
  171. 6:59problematic we've got to be honest
  172. 7:00because when you've got three little
  173. 7:01children and she had very young children
  174. 7:03just finding time for relationships
  175. 7:06having been a single mother myself let
  176. 7:08me tell you finding time to just sit and
  177. 7:12read is pretty hard work but finding
  178. 7:15time for multiple Affairs can be
  179. 7:18obviously an indication that maybe the
  180. 7:22way that her direction towards her
  181. 7:24children should maybe have been was
  182. 7:27swayed elsewhere but it's forgivable
  183. 7:30happens all the time lust makes those
  184. 7:33act in ways that don't always coordinate
  185. 7:37with the lifestyle choices that we might
  186. 7:39have made
  187. 7:40one night
  188. 7:42Diane Downs decided to take her children
  189. 7:45sightseeing
  190. 7:48now this might not be considered out of
  191. 7:51the usual
  192. 7:52you know we often want to take our kids
  193. 7:55out
  194. 7:56but on route
  195. 7:58Diane saw a hitchhiker
  196. 8:01and even though she had three sleeping
  197. 8:04children in her car
  198. 8:06she decided that she'd pull over
  199. 8:09and that she would let the hitchhiker
  200. 8:12get in
  201. 8:15I don't question that life and times
  202. 8:18have changed since when Diane Downs did
  203. 8:21that
  204. 8:22I appreciate that there were times in
  205. 8:26this world where we weren't as aware of
  206. 8:28the dangers that potentially hitchhiku
  207. 8:30could bring was in fact I used to
  208. 8:32hitchhike when I traveled New Zealand
  209. 8:34and Australia I used to relocate
  210. 8:36vehicles and I used to pick up
  211. 8:38hitchhikers all the time didn't think
  212. 8:40anything about it would I do that now no
  213. 8:42I know too much social media has taught
  214. 8:45me too much and also as an individual
  215. 8:47working with victims of crime I know how
  216. 8:49those kind of Errors of judgment even
  217. 8:52though most hitchhikers are completely
  218. 8:53safe can lead to negative consequences
  219. 8:58Diane down says that this hitchhiker
  220. 9:03basically lent into the car
  221. 9:06and said that they wanted to take the
  222. 9:10car from her to steal it
  223. 9:12and she very very clearly stated to that
  224. 9:16particular individual no you can't this
  225. 9:18is my car are you kidding me they were
  226. 9:20her words are you kidding me
  227. 9:23at which point he started to randomly
  228. 9:27shoot
  229. 9:28her three sleeping babies
  230. 9:33I want you to just imagine
  231. 9:36that scene
  232. 9:37this idea that this man
  233. 9:40with a gun
  234. 9:41threatens to take the car
  235. 9:44so first of all the car theft is what we
  236. 9:47should focus on because somebody's
  237. 9:49wanting to steal a car when you have a
  238. 9:52gun the intention is to take the vehicle
  239. 9:54yeah
  240. 9:55so we can imagine at that point that
  241. 9:57would be very scary and for most
  242. 10:00rational
  243. 10:02human beings the consequence would be
  244. 10:05that we would take our children from the
  245. 10:07car and we would sacrifice that car
  246. 10:09because obviously our priorities are
  247. 10:11parents certainly as a parent under
  248. 10:13threat is to ensure the safety of the
  249. 10:15children
  250. 10:17the fact that then he randomly starts to
  251. 10:20shoot the children
  252. 10:22obviously would have been terrifying
  253. 10:25however
  254. 10:26it seems to be that Diane decides that
  255. 10:30there is a way to get away from this
  256. 10:32situation of course she needs to protect
  257. 10:34her children right she needs to get into
  258. 10:35Hospital one of them has been fatally
  259. 10:37shot at this point and she pretends
  260. 10:41bear in mind the fact that this is a guy
  261. 10:44who's got the car stopped threatened her
  262. 10:47with her own life shot to children
  263. 10:50she's now got the sudden Clarity to
  264. 10:53pretend to throw the keys
  265. 10:56so that he with a gun leaves that gets
  266. 11:00the keys to come back to get in the car
  267. 11:03to steal it
  268. 11:04you following me
  269. 11:06probably not the police didn't find it
  270. 11:08very easy to understand either
  271. 11:10nonetheless
  272. 11:12Diane then manages In This Moment of
  273. 11:15clarity to get in the car and to drive
  274. 11:18to the hospital
  275. 11:22what I want you to think about is how
  276. 11:24you would be if you were driving to the
  277. 11:25hospital bear in mind that one of the
  278. 11:27children at this point is choking on her
  279. 11:28own blood
  280. 11:29she's been shot in a way where she's
  281. 11:30internally bleeding and she's
  282. 11:32suffocating on her own blood the other
  283. 11:34two children are conscious and groaning
  284. 11:39potentially dying
  285. 11:41but the one thing that's happened is in
  286. 11:44the altercation as she leaves the scene
  287. 11:47just before she manages to throw those
  288. 11:49keys she's shot in her arm
  289. 11:54so this man manages to fatally
  290. 11:58attack one child
  291. 12:00also severely injure the other children
  292. 12:02and yet for some reason Diane manages to
  293. 12:06get away with uh arm that's been a shot
  294. 12:10now I grant you that at this point
  295. 12:12getting into a car and driving when you
  296. 12:14might be bleeding from the arm and in
  297. 12:15pain is going to be problematic I can
  298. 12:18also tell you that any mother or father
  299. 12:20watching this knows that you could have
  300. 12:22basically lost an arm and you would have
  301. 12:24made sure that you got to that hospital
  302. 12:25faster than anybody could have got you
  303. 12:28there you would have literally flawed it
  304. 12:31you would have taken your own life
  305. 12:32completely in the hands of God and just
  306. 12:36thought I will get there no matter what
  307. 12:38I will make sure
  308. 12:40that my children survive
  309. 12:44car
  310. 12:46that actually saw Diane Downs
  311. 12:49said that she was going so slow
  312. 12:52that they didn't quite know
  313. 12:54what was happening
  314. 12:56she didn't flag them down for help
  315. 12:59she didn't seem to be in a rush
  316. 13:02arguably it seems like Dan Downes knew
  317. 13:05that her children were
  318. 13:08very very badly injured
  319. 13:10and she was taking her time
  320. 13:13to get to the hospital
  321. 13:17now when she gets to the hospital
  322. 13:19again what would you imagine
  323. 13:21just think about it for a minute
  324. 13:23you've got a child who at this point is
  325. 13:26arguably dead
  326. 13:28choked to death on our own blood little
  327. 13:30baby girl
  328. 13:32you've got a son who's badly injured
  329. 13:35another daughter who's very badly
  330. 13:36injured very badly injured
  331. 13:40what would you be like
  332. 13:43I mean I'd be utterly hysterical
  333. 13:46I'd be screaming I'd be crying I'd be
  334. 13:50incoherent
  335. 13:52my distress even thinking about that
  336. 13:55makes me feel that I can empathize with
  337. 13:58the way that it would feel to see my
  338. 13:59child mortally wounded or desperately
  339. 14:02wounded
  340. 14:03but
  341. 14:04Diane Downs isn't quite a typical mother
  342. 14:10have a look at some of this footage
  343. 14:13listen to the way that she talks
  344. 14:18and really concentrate on her non-verbal
  345. 14:22cues her body language
  346. 14:24the way that she interacts with the
  347. 14:27people that she's talking to
  348. 14:31her whole life even as a child all I
  349. 14:34really thought of two years time I had
  350. 14:3710 separate lovers
  351. 14:39two years that's not very many and less
  352. 14:42than half of them were married this man
  353. 14:43shot my daughter my first reaction was
  354. 14:45to snap back to my childhood to the pain
  355. 14:49that had happened to me back then my
  356. 14:51marriage my entrapment by Society this
  357. 14:54man was bigger than me he was stronger
  358. 14:56than me he had more power because he had
  359. 14:58a gun and I stood there and I looked at
  360. 15:00Christie reaching and
  361. 15:02the blood that just kept gushing out of
  362. 15:05her mouth and and
  363. 15:07what do you do we were just out I guess
  364. 15:10sightseeing I guess you'd say and the
  365. 15:12kids got tired they fell asleep in the
  366. 15:14car so I decided just head on home
  367. 15:16but I saw a road I hadn't been on before
  368. 15:18we like to take back roads and just went
  369. 15:21down that road there was a guy standing
  370. 15:22in the road
  371. 15:24flagging me down so I stopped Christy
  372. 15:27woke up and as I say she may be the only
  373. 15:28one to get me out of this would I have
  374. 15:30brought her to the hospital wouldn't she
  375. 15:32be the one that I would make sure is
  376. 15:33that there are too many holes and now I
  377. 15:35have to watch him out I'm sure that you
  378. 15:36have a lot of questions and it makes
  379. 15:38sense because the way that Diane Down's
  380. 15:40acts is not typical we obviously can say
  381. 15:43that human beings interact subjectively
  382. 15:45with trauma of course they do you know
  383. 15:48I've certainly been in situations where
  384. 15:50I thought I'd be able to handle it and
  385. 15:51found myself hysterical equally I found
  386. 15:54myself in situations where I should be
  387. 15:56panicking and I have a cool calm
  388. 15:58management and motive to just get
  389. 16:00through the situation as best as
  390. 16:01possible so you can never quite know how
  391. 16:04you'll respond but I think we can all
  392. 16:06agree that the way that Diane Downs is
  393. 16:08talking doesn't resonate as somebody
  394. 16:11discussing a connection with the reality
  395. 16:15of what's gone on however it's really
  396. 16:17important like it is with any case to
  397. 16:20explore the personality of that
  398. 16:21individual and how they're formed so
  399. 16:22Diane Downs does say in testimony that
  400. 16:26she was sexually abused by her father
  401. 16:29obviously that isn't a case that's been
  402. 16:31tried and we can't testify that that is
  403. 16:34in fact true
  404. 16:35but what we can say is that people who
  405. 16:37are sexually abused rarely become
  406. 16:40murderers there is not a link between
  407. 16:42somebody who is an individual who's been
  408. 16:46sexually abused and molested and
  409. 16:47somebody who becomes a murderer that's
  410. 16:49not a link however one of the other
  411. 16:52factors about Diane that we see
  412. 16:53throughout her life is her promiscuity
  413. 16:56she goes to a Bible school where she is
  414. 16:59expelled because of promiscuity for
  415. 17:01example now we can say that people who
  416. 17:04have found themselves used by parents
  417. 17:07and caregivers and individuals that they
  418. 17:09should have been able to trust often
  419. 17:11have a very confused understanding about
  420. 17:13their bodies feel a great deal of Shame
  421. 17:15and often find themselves used and
  422. 17:17abused elsewhere or seeking validation
  423. 17:20in the wrong place and sometimes hear a
  424. 17:23worshiping individuals that they
  425. 17:25shouldn't hear and worship it's just a
  426. 17:27caveat because I'm going to come back to
  427. 17:29this in a little bit
  428. 17:31Diane Downs is not immediately charged
  429. 17:34with murder
  430. 17:36in fact she goes through a series of
  431. 17:40events that are now infamous
  432. 17:43because of the term as I say jupa's
  433. 17:46Delight
  434. 17:47and one of the videos that I'm going to
  435. 17:49put in now that I think will really sum
  436. 17:52this up is when Diana's being
  437. 17:54interviewed about how she's felt
  438. 17:58since the murder
  439. 18:01um the death of one of her children and
  440. 18:04the injury of the other two
  441. 18:06and the reason that I want you to
  442. 18:07concentrate is she's being asked a
  443. 18:10series of questions by the interviewer
  444. 18:13to elicit some kind of emotional
  445. 18:16experience
  446. 18:18watch the way that she answers the
  447. 18:21question
  448. 18:22but then watch after the question has
  449. 18:25been asked and there is a poignant
  450. 18:28pregnant pause
  451. 18:30the look on her face
  452. 18:34when I go to bed I cry at night even now
  453. 18:37I still cry I dream about Cheryl but at
  454. 18:39night when I close my eyes I can see
  455. 18:41Christy reaching her hand out to me
  456. 18:42while I'm driving
  457. 18:43and the blood just keep coming out of
  458. 18:46her mouth and that maybe it'll fade too
  459. 18:48with time but I I don't think so that
  460. 18:51haunts me the most
  461. 18:57that is jupa's Delight
  462. 19:00Jupiter's Delight is often seen in cases
  463. 19:03where Psychopaths think they've got away
  464. 19:05with something or people who are conning
  465. 19:07you believe that they've got away with
  466. 19:09something it's this brain body reaction
  467. 19:13that feels unconscious for the
  468. 19:15individual they feel that they've
  469. 19:18manipulated you and they can't help but
  470. 19:22show their glibness
  471. 19:24Psychopaths often have this idea that
  472. 19:27they are bigger brighter better and
  473. 19:30Diane Downs is actually a bright woman
  474. 19:31when you hear her speak she's incredibly
  475. 19:34eloquent she's somebody who genuinely
  476. 19:36feels that she has a part to play and
  477. 19:38she enjoys the Limelight I'm going to
  478. 19:40bring you on to another piece of the
  479. 19:42jigsaw this is when Diane is asked to
  480. 19:46reenact
  481. 19:47what happened when her car was held up
  482. 19:52and again
  483. 19:54what I want you to really concentrate on
  484. 19:56is this is a woman
  485. 19:59whose three children have been
  486. 20:02horrifically attacked one of them is
  487. 20:05dead
  488. 20:07now imagine having to reenact
  489. 20:10that experience to actually go ahead and
  490. 20:13in front of the press
  491. 20:15in front of the world
  492. 20:17show those individuals the terror
  493. 20:22horror
  494. 20:23of what you went through
  495. 20:26sitting in the car is Elizabeth Diane
  496. 20:29Downs
  497. 20:30one of the victims of this murder
  498. 20:32attempt murder I'm still on the keys
  499. 20:34okay I'm throwing the keys simulating
  500. 20:36yeah
  501. 20:40that just hit my cast
  502. 20:43started the car
  503. 20:45and left the car door shut itself
  504. 20:50we're sure after just watching that
  505. 20:51piece
  506. 20:53you will agree with me
  507. 20:55that the last thing that Diane was
  508. 20:57thinking about
  509. 20:58in that situation
  510. 21:00was a children in fact she was enjoying
  511. 21:02it wasn't she
  512. 21:03and there's a really important comment
  513. 21:05that she makes about the fact that when
  514. 21:08she hit her arm it her almost as much as
  515. 21:11and then she stops herself
  516. 21:14and what the police believe she was
  517. 21:16going to say was
  518. 21:18it hurt nearly as much as when I shot
  519. 21:21myself
  520. 21:24so in spite of the fact that we can only
  521. 21:26suspect that that would have been what
  522. 21:28she was saying what we can see is her
  523. 21:30enjoyment she loves the Limelight she
  524. 21:34wants people to know who she is she's
  525. 21:37enjoying this situation and the police
  526. 21:41often use this type of events this kind
  527. 21:46of exercise to ensure that the person
  528. 21:49trips themselves up
  529. 21:51now in between all of this I'm going to
  530. 21:54bring you to another key piece of
  531. 21:56information that is
  532. 21:58mindless
  533. 22:00mind Diane dance with Sunday who knew
  534. 22:03her cycle she knew when she was due on
  535. 22:05she knew when she ovulated
  536. 22:08she was a postwoman
  537. 22:11she randomly decided to choose an
  538. 22:13individual on her letter round
  539. 22:17to have sex with him
  540. 22:19so she got pregnant
  541. 22:21that was how diligent she was about it
  542. 22:24she openly admits that
  543. 22:26and the consequence was that during the
  544. 22:29process of her being arrested and
  545. 22:31actually going to court and being
  546. 22:32sentenced for the murders of her child
  547. 22:33and also the mortal wounding and damage
  548. 22:36of those others
  549. 22:38she is pregnant
  550. 22:40when she's interviewed about getting
  551. 22:43pregnant
  552. 22:44I want you to listen to what she says
  553. 22:48about children bear in mind this is a
  554. 22:50woman whose children have been horribly
  555. 22:53affected by what happened one of her
  556. 22:57children are dead and now listen to what
  557. 23:00she says about getting pregnant that I
  558. 23:02used to carry dolls around on a pillow
  559. 23:03and I wanted to be a mom I got pregnant
  560. 23:06when I wasn't allowed to and I'm not
  561. 23:08saying here forbade me to get pregnant
  562. 23:10but I didn't consult him I wanted to
  563. 23:12have children and so I got pregnant
  564. 23:14without asking permission I'd like to
  565. 23:17see him try to take this baby from me
  566. 23:19and
  567. 23:21I got pregnant because I miss Christy
  568. 23:24and I miss Danny and I miss Cheryl so
  569. 23:26much I'm never going to see Cheryl on
  570. 23:28Earth again
  571. 23:29and I just you can't replace children
  572. 23:33but you can replace the effect that they
  573. 23:35give you and they give me love they give
  574. 23:37me satisfaction they give me stability
  575. 23:39they give me a reason to live and a
  576. 23:41reason to be happy and and that's gone
  577. 23:43they took it from me but children are so
  578. 23:46easy to conceive
  579. 23:48he's chilling isn't it
  580. 23:51the children are just so easy to
  581. 23:53conceive
  582. 23:54that children love you
  583. 23:57that she's lonely because her children
  584. 23:59have been taken away from her
  585. 24:02in fact that's the whole issue with
  586. 24:05Diane Downs everything is about the self
  587. 24:08much like in this part of the interview
  588. 24:10where she is asked about whether she
  589. 24:14feels lucky
  590. 24:17about the fact that she survived
  591. 24:20and her response is
  592. 24:23everybody says you sure were lucky well
  593. 24:26I don't feel very lucky I couldn't time
  594. 24:28my damn shoes for about two months it is
  595. 24:31very painful it is still painful the
  596. 24:33scar is going to be there forever I'm
  597. 24:35going to remember that night for the
  598. 24:36rest of my life whether I want to or not
  599. 24:38I don't think I was very lucky I think
  600. 24:40my kids were like if I had been shot the
  601. 24:42way they were we all would have died
  602. 24:44that's right her response there was that
  603. 24:47she wasn't the lucky one she couldn't
  604. 24:49tie her own shoelaces for two months her
  605. 24:52children were the lucky ones because she
  606. 24:55managed to get away and drive to the
  607. 24:57hospital
  608. 24:58think about it
  609. 25:00she was shot in the arm one of her
  610. 25:02children were killed the other two were
  611. 25:04very badly injured but they were lucky
  612. 25:07because she didn't get shot or die
  613. 25:09meaning that they got to the hospital
  614. 25:11even though one of them never managed to
  615. 25:13see the light day again
  616. 25:14can you see how unusual this kind of
  617. 25:19connection as a mother is
  618. 25:21it goes completely against the grain of
  619. 25:24what makes us maternal
  620. 25:26now
  621. 25:28finding her guilty was one of those
  622. 25:30things that was going to take work
  623. 25:32because of course there weren't
  624. 25:34Witnesses and her testimony to some
  625. 25:37degree made sense bear in mind she did
  626. 25:39take the children to hospital so if you
  627. 25:42arguably do want your children not to be
  628. 25:44able to testify against you the last
  629. 25:45thing you're going to want to do is get
  630. 25:47them to hospital right you're just not
  631. 25:49going to do that but she did
  632. 25:52so on one level
  633. 25:54you could say well why would somebody
  634. 25:56who is going to take the children to
  635. 25:59hospital and therefore have expert
  636. 26:01Witnesses in the children do so if she's
  637. 26:04guilty
  638. 26:07I'm gonna draw you back to the attention
  639. 26:09of the car
  640. 26:11Diane Downs did get the children to the
  641. 26:14hospital because part of our Alibi was
  642. 26:17going to be the loving caring doting
  643. 26:20mother
  644. 26:23but
  645. 26:24she made a mistake
  646. 26:27even though she drove so slowly
  647. 26:30even though she saw all the blood coming
  648. 26:32from her children
  649. 26:34she didn't realize that only one of them
  650. 26:37had been fatally wounded she didn't
  651. 26:39expect the children to survive she
  652. 26:40didn't expect any of them to walk out of
  653. 26:43the hospital
  654. 26:46police were very diligent and this is
  655. 26:48going back a long time and be aware that
  656. 26:50when you look at certain cases such as
  657. 26:53the case of the Yorkshire Ripper they
  658. 26:55actually had to reinforce the ceiling in
  659. 26:58that case of where they held all the
  660. 27:00evidence because everything was in paper
  661. 27:01so it's really diligent and it takes
  662. 27:05time to get those kind of guilty
  663. 27:08verdicts and you need to be Beyond doubt
  664. 27:11Beyond reasonable doubt that the
  665. 27:13individual definitely went ahead and
  666. 27:15remember to some degree there was
  667. 27:17circumstantial evidence yes children had
  668. 27:20died but there was an alibi that had
  669. 27:22been given she had turned to put
  670. 27:23hospital and arguably she'd left key
  671. 27:27Witnesses alive
  672. 27:28so they start searching and one of the
  673. 27:31things that she did that's something
  674. 27:34that we see quite a lot in individuals
  675. 27:36with Psychopathic Tendencies is she
  676. 27:40liked to talk about herself in more than
  677. 27:43one way and one of the ways was to write
  678. 27:46journals
  679. 27:47and during writing her journal
  680. 27:51she started to talk about A Love Affair
  681. 27:54she'd fell in love with a man at work
  682. 27:57and she was relatively obsessed with
  683. 28:00this guy relatively obsessed with this
  684. 28:01guy but there was a sticking point
  685. 28:04he like kids
  686. 28:06but he didn't want any kids
  687. 28:08and she writes to him in letters my kids
  688. 28:10aren't that much of a problem you know
  689. 28:12she really wants to pursue this
  690. 28:15relationship
  691. 28:17but he won't engage in a relationship
  692. 28:19with her
  693. 28:21and he's actually married as well be
  694. 28:23aware
  695. 28:24because he doesn't want to have the
  696. 28:27responsibility of being a father
  697. 28:31Diane Downs kills her children or at
  698. 28:34least tries to kill her children
  699. 28:36for one motive
  700. 28:38she wants to be with a man
  701. 28:46to Diane Downs
  702. 28:48her children were entirely disposable
  703. 28:52and without doubt she wanted to kill all
  704. 28:54of them and let me put this into context
  705. 28:56one child
  706. 28:58died choked on her own blood
  707. 29:01Imagine The Terror of knowing that your
  708. 29:03mother had done that
  709. 29:05the little boy
  710. 29:06was paralyzed
  711. 29:09paralyzed by his own mother
  712. 29:12and her other daughter was so severely
  713. 29:15injured that after the event she
  714. 29:17suffered a stroke
  715. 29:21imagine being a mother
  716. 29:24imagine any of those things happening at
  717. 29:27the hands of a stranger and how you
  718. 29:28would feel the rage the righteous rage
  719. 29:31the desire to cause harm to those who
  720. 29:34harmed your babies but no Diana Downs
  721. 29:39it was easier for her to kill the
  722. 29:41children
  723. 29:42so that she could move on to be with her
  724. 29:43lover
  725. 29:46imagine the level of narcissism Grandeur
  726. 29:49the idea that whatever she wanted for
  727. 29:53her life was far more important than
  728. 29:56what she wanted for their life
  729. 29:59imagine not just accepting that you
  730. 30:02could give your children up to Social
  731. 30:03Services or your ex-partner
  732. 30:06it wasn't enough for Diane Downs to just
  733. 30:11walk away from her responsibilities
  734. 30:14it was that she no longer wanted a
  735. 30:17connection with the very children that
  736. 30:19she had grown and given birth to
  737. 30:24I'm going to put in some bits and pieces
  738. 30:26of footage of Diane now
  739. 30:28just so you can kind of get to grips
  740. 30:31with the kind of human being that she is
  741. 30:34it wasn't an intentional lie though I
  742. 30:36didn't change your story oh yeah
  743. 30:40I I agree I mean you know you've heard
  744. 30:43it it's obvious doesn't that make it
  745. 30:45seem kind of tough to believe what
  746. 30:47you're saying if you change your story
  747. 30:49two months after the shooting I I'm
  748. 30:51sorry I mean I'm not saying that you
  749. 30:54have to believe me I'm not saying that
  750. 30:55anybody has to believe me but I know
  751. 30:57within myself I can sit here with a
  752. 30:59clear conscience and know that I did not
  753. 31:01shoot my kids this weird person came
  754. 31:03about and nowhere and shot us for no
  755. 31:05reason and just left I mean that's not a
  756. 31:08believable story I could have if I had
  757. 31:09done this I could have come up with a
  758. 31:11believable story it really happened I
  759. 31:13could smell the blood I could smell the
  760. 31:14gunpowder I I could it was just a really
  761. 31:18really horrible feeling sure I could I
  762. 31:20could sit here and cry and be all upset
  763. 31:22and once I can approve it proves nothing
  764. 31:25I am who I am and I can't I can't prove
  765. 31:27that I'm anybody other than what I am
  766. 31:30me if I did it if they really had this
  767. 31:33evidence I said they didn't have they
  768. 31:35were pregnant at trial why did you get
  769. 31:36pregnant again I was extremely lonely I
  770. 31:39miss my kids desperately I had just seen
  771. 31:41Christy on the 2nd of October and it
  772. 31:44just it's like opening a wound and
  773. 31:46pouring salt and I was extremely lonely
  774. 31:49beyond belief and Beyond explanation and
  775. 31:51on October 13th I just went and got
  776. 31:54pregnant because I was so lonely I love
  777. 31:56my children I miss my children and I
  778. 31:59know that sounds simplistic it really
  779. 32:00does and I have to admit that and that's
  780. 32:02why I say there's so much more feeling
  781. 32:04inside than I can give in two minutes my
  782. 32:07whole life even as a child all I really
  783. 32:10thought of it I used to carry dogs
  784. 32:12around on a pillow we saw pictures of
  785. 32:14this so-called spatter
  786. 32:17it's drops when they took the kids they
  787. 32:20took Chris and Cher out of the driver's
  788. 32:22side of the car and it's blood droplets
  789. 32:25Diane Downs appeals for her Freedom
  790. 32:28again and again and again
  791. 32:33and the little girl
  792. 32:35that she only saw the day that she went
  793. 32:37into labor days after she'd been
  794. 32:40convicted of first degree murder and
  795. 32:42sentenced to life
  796. 32:44that little girl was adopted
  797. 32:46Diane downs's adoptive daughter only
  798. 32:49found out about her mother around 11
  799. 32:50years of age and she actually opened a
  800. 32:53book called little sacrifices which was
  801. 32:55written by an author who had witnessed
  802. 32:58the case and had written to Diane in
  803. 33:00prison
  804. 33:01she closed it the moment that she saw
  805. 33:03the picture of her mother because she
  806. 33:04couldn't believe the look in her eyes
  807. 33:08there was something cold calculating
  808. 33:11she was terrified enough to not even go
  809. 33:13there again
  810. 33:14she wondered what she would become
  811. 33:17and at 17 she had a child herself and
  812. 33:20unfortunately two years later she found
  813. 33:22herself pregnant again and she had
  814. 33:24decided that she did not have the
  815. 33:26framework of support in spite of her own
  816. 33:28loving parents adoptive parents so she
  817. 33:31decided to give that child up for
  818. 33:32adoption this prompted her to write to
  819. 33:35Diane because the one thing that she
  820. 33:36knew that she had connected with her
  821. 33:38mother
  822. 33:39was the fact that they had both had to
  823. 33:41say goodbye to a child
  824. 33:44initially those letters that were
  825. 33:46written were kind Diane talked about the
  826. 33:49way that she was pretty that she had the
  827. 33:51same jaw as her mother and for her
  828. 33:52daughter that was a connection that she
  829. 33:54wanted but then over time
  830. 33:56it became hostile on the letters
  831. 33:58aggressive threatening
  832. 34:00it seems that when Diane Downs cannot
  833. 34:03manipulate you then she will terrorize
  834. 34:05you
  835. 34:07and that ended the relationship
  836. 34:09after causing an incredible downward
  837. 34:12spiral for her daughter who fortunately
  838. 34:14with the foundation she had was able to
  839. 34:16then go on to raise her child in a way
  840. 34:19that Diane could never have offered her
  841. 34:21own children
  842. 34:23interestingly the person who prosecuted
  843. 34:26and sent down Diane down Downs adopted
  844. 34:29her two remaining children
  845. 34:32isn't that interesting
  846. 34:34thought of good
  847. 34:36versus a force of evil
  848. 34:38imagine being that prosecutor wanting to
  849. 34:41protect those little lives
  850. 34:44one of the most compelling and
  851. 34:46distraught issues within this whole case
  852. 34:50is that the main person who gave
  853. 34:51evidence against iron Downs was her
  854. 34:54daughter
  855. 34:56she had to take the stand
  856. 34:58little girl
  857. 35:00she had to be asked the question
  858. 35:03who shot you
  859. 35:06that she had to point to her mother and
  860. 35:08say
  861. 35:09my mother
  862. 35:14Diane Downs caused such a stir as the
  863. 35:17human being that she is not just because
  864. 35:19of the evil of her crime but actually
  865. 35:20because she's one of those unusual
  866. 35:21criminals she cannot shut up
  867. 35:24Chicago
  868. 35:26she enjoys the Limelight she enjoys
  869. 35:28seeming to be brighter than those who
  870. 35:31question and interrogate her brighter
  871. 35:33than those who interview her and let me
  872. 35:35put this into context the more sacrifice
  873. 35:37is the book that was written about her
  874. 35:39was actually made into a film it was a
  875. 35:42really popular film called small
  876. 35:44sacrifices and it had Farah force that
  877. 35:46playing Diane Downs and I know that
  878. 35:48wherever she was she will have been
  879. 35:49thrilled
  880. 35:51at that clay thrilled that someone like
  881. 35:54pharah Fawcett would take that place and
  882. 35:57the one thing that I'd say that pharah
  883. 35:58got incorrect in the film is that she
  884. 36:01showed emotion
  885. 36:02I'm going to show you a little bit of
  886. 36:04footage now of Diane Downs being led
  887. 36:07away from being found guilty and I'm
  888. 36:11also going to insert the tiny bit of
  889. 36:14footage that you'll see from the
  890. 36:15original film small sacrifices to show
  891. 36:18you the juxtaposition between
  892. 36:20dramatization of these situations
  893. 36:23and realities of psychopaths
  894. 36:28[Music]
  895. 36:45foreign
  896. 36:54anything like these before have you only
  897. 36:57on Batgirl
  898. 37:20I wonder how you two are gonna feel when
  899. 37:22the truth comes out one day I'm gonna
  900. 37:24get out and I'm gonna get the killer
  901. 37:26let's see
  902. 37:32Ryan Downs is sentenced to life plus 50
  903. 37:35years in prison
  904. 37:37Diane Downs is now an older woman in
  905. 37:40prison
  906. 37:41she served many many many years
  907. 37:44she appeals consistently
  908. 37:47she remains resolute
  909. 37:49that she was not guilty and let me tell
  910. 37:51you there are members of her family who
  911. 37:54do not believe that she was guilty but
  912. 37:57it doesn't surprise me that members of
  913. 37:59her family do believe that she's
  914. 38:00innocent because after all she is one
  915. 38:03convincing liar at periods of times
  916. 38:05she's such a good communicator and she's
  917. 38:08great at sticking to a story and if you
  918. 38:11tell the story enough times if you feign
  919. 38:14surprise and shock that somehow you've
  920. 38:16been caught up in this great big
  921. 38:18miscarriage of Justice over time you'll
  922. 38:20convince some people
  923. 38:21but there is no way that Diane Downs did
  924. 38:25not carry out this murder and we know
  925. 38:27that because her own daughter
  926. 38:29convicted her
  927. 38:31like I said my job today is to tell the
  928. 38:35story as I believe in truth it played
  929. 38:38out
  930. 38:39this was a woman who used people when
  931. 38:43they benefited her
  932. 38:44used men
  933. 38:46when they benefited her
  934. 38:48use children when they served a purpose
  935. 38:51and when they failed to
  936. 38:54disposed of them got pregnant again so
  937. 38:57that she could use another child to fill
  938. 38:59a gap that she could not fill herself
  939. 39:02and now continues to use the justice
  940. 39:06system to appeal and appeal
  941. 39:09for her own freedom
  942. 39:11she even appeared on the Oprah Winfrey
  943. 39:13show
  944. 39:15just leave you with a few clips of that
  945. 39:18job as a mother or as a professional
  946. 39:22to hold a woman to account more than a
  947. 39:25man
  948. 39:27but as a mother as a woman
  949. 39:30the one thing that I can tell you is
  950. 39:32this
  951. 39:33the relationship between a mother and
  952. 39:36child is sacrosome it really is
  953. 39:38it's something tethered by titanium
  954. 39:41threads
  955. 39:43and the idea that those threads could be
  956. 39:45broken
  957. 39:47let alone blasted
  958. 39:49by a 22 caliber gun that she denied
  959. 39:52owning only to be found with
  960. 39:56demonstrates that when we think about
  961. 39:58Diane Downs she was never a mother
  962. 40:01she was always a murderer waiting
  963. 40:06[Music]
  964. 40:22[Music]

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