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- 2:04My dears, Roman's observatory, another
- 2:06episode, important topics and a very
- 2:08unorthodox perspective from Roman Nacht
- 2:11.
- 2:15>> Nieort.
- 2:16>> Today's topic is a firecracker, not at
- 2:19all sad.
- 2:21>> I wouldn't like to touch on the topic
- 2:23of death, my dears, Roman, what is
- 2:25death? Besides being a part of life,
- 2:31>> yes, I also welcome everyone, and we
- 2:34need to talk about death, because death
- 2:36is a part; it's a process. I'm not a
- 2:41teacher and I'm learning. I'm sharing
- 2:45with you what I've learned, discovered,
- 2:47and know about death. But many treat
- 2:53you as a teacher, and I think many need
- 2:55to sort out something that terrifies
- 2:57them, and you are a very suitable
- 2:59repository for the function of removing
- 3:01fear.
- 3:05>> Thank you for recognizing my work. So
- 3:10yes, death, what is it? It's the name
- 3:16of a certain natural process that
- 3:18occurs on matter, not on the plane of
- 3:20matter above, because we no longer have
- 3:22material bodies there. We live
- 3:30immaterially, so we don't need to be
- 3:32born and die. We incarnate knowing that
- 3:39one day we will have to leave this body
- 3:41and take nothing from this material
- 3:43world with us, including our bodies
- 3:44that have served us so far. Incarnation
- 3:52is not joyful, and death is not sad. We
- 3:58neither rejoice nor grieve. For example
- 4:01, I was once on a deserted island. You
- 4:05were told about the archipelago of the
- 4:07rags, and so was French Polynesia.
- 4:12There, when a child is born, the
- 4:13wailers come and cry for a few minutes
- 4:15and tell them that hard times have come
- 4:18upon you, and you will learn such
- 4:19lessons that God grant you health. And
- 4:24when someone dies, they come and revel,
- 4:29moving on the waves, so that the soul
- 4:31can sail back to where it came from.
- 4:34They are dressed in white. I really
- 4:36like that.
- 4:38>> I also like that all the ceremonies
- 4:39associated with departure should be in
- 4:41white.
- 4:42>> Yes. Yes. And not black and not sad.
- 4:46>> Yes.
- 4:48>> And now yes. The moment we, as
- 4:52spiritual beings, enter a body, we
- 4:54incarnate, because we enter a body. If
- 5:00we enter for the first time, that's
- 5:02incarnation. If we return home or from
- 5:09where we came and return, we
- 5:11reincarnate, because that means we go
- 5:13back and forth. It's reversing. We
- 5:20return, we incarnate again, but
- 5:22reincarnation is called reincarnation.
- 5:29We incarnate similarly because we
- 5:31either want to accomplish something we
- 5:33haven't had time to do—say, I'm
- 5:35writing books, I wrote these down and
- 5:37didn't have time for various reasons,
- 5:39right?
- 5:42>> And do you still want to say something,
- 5:44and therefore you have to finish it? So
- 5:47, yes, I still want to finish this work
- 5:50. For example, I could be working as a
- 5:54scientist on some project. Another soul
- 5:59at the same time, whether in a male or
- 6:02female body, is engaged in radiation.
- 6:06It came from a certain world, it had to
- 6:08incarnate. Oh, maybe we should go a
- 6:12step forward, or a step back. To come
- 6:17into this world, we had to descend
- 6:19several levels of consciousness. We
- 6:24descend the levels, so we had to burden
- 6:26ourselves to descend, to
- 6:29>> become denser,
- 6:30>> right? And we had to stop certain
- 6:33processes within ourselves, to block
- 6:35them. This will later be called the
- 6:42subconscious, because somewhere we will
- 6:45remember that we are not the body we
- 6:47entered, but the moment we enter, we
- 6:48enter a process called amnesia. This is
- 6:58a state of consciousness in which we
- 7:00are unaware of who we are for a time,
- 7:02but to prevent forgetting, we leave a
- 7:04deposit in the subconscious. We enter
- 7:10this world unaware of what awaits us
- 7:12here. This, in turn, is the unconscious
- 7:17. And just like in the junk world, as
- 7:22geneticists call it, the junk genes
- 7:24contain very important information. Yes
- 7:27, there is very important information
- 7:30in the subconscious, and in hypnosis,
- 7:32in regression, it can be extracted.
- 7:38Someone is sick, and you need to know
- 7:40the cause: is it endogenous, is he
- 7:43getting sick karmically to help the
- 7:45patient, or is it exogenous, is he
- 7:48reacting this way to radioactivity, or
- 7:50to 4G, 5G, or WiFi, or even certain
- 7:53toxic signals, right? After all,
- 8:03they're officially throwing these
- 8:05things at us today, so we're entering
- 8:07the body for the first time. After a
- 8:13while, we definitely won't like it here
- 8:15. Why? Because in our subconscious, we
- 8:18remember that things were different,
- 8:19that they were supposed to be different
- 8:21. Every now and then, we'll see that
- 8:24things are unfair here. But before that
- 8:27happens, our state of hypnosis deepens.
- 8:32That is, someone leans over a stroller.
- 8:35It's me, Mommy, that mommy. Say, Mommy,
- 8:38say. Mommy, I have it. Oh, what a
- 8:42clever girl, what a girl. Girl, boy,
- 8:47penises—these are suggestions, and we
- 8:49live in a state of amnesia. Each of us
- 8:57lives in amnesia and is mentally
- 8:59implanted with concepts. Mommy, daddy,
- 9:07auntie, Clara, uncle, this, that,
- 9:10doggie, kitten, birdie. Pink, blue,
- 9:15stick to your path.
- 9:16>> Yes, yes, yes, yes. And now look, if
- 9:22someone speaks Polish to us, we will
- 9:24definitely speak Polish too. As if we
- 9:29were born in France, if we were
- 9:31somewhere in a state of consciousness,
- 9:33we are French and we would speak French
- 9:35. As if we were born in a state of flux
- 9:39, if we would speak Arabic, and so on,
- 9:41and so forth. So there's nothing good
- 9:44here. Flux in a flux.
- 9:47>> Yeah, right. And then it starts, who
- 9:51are you, little Pole? Then it starts,
- 9:54someone's ending is polished, so you're
- 9:56a Jew. Let's say someone wasn't
- 10:00polished, they were just sprayed with
- 10:02water. A Pole is a Catholic, and so on,
- 10:06and so forth.
- 10:08>> All these labels emerge.
- 10:11>> Skin. And you know what?
- 10:13>> And you know what? It's not cool
- 10:16anymore. We stop talking cool, we start
- 10:20talking systemically. Yes.
- 10:23>> And really, uh, why do they get sad
- 10:25when we're born? Because we come to
- 10:28prison. Yes. We come to serve some kind
- 10:31of sentence.
- 10:32>> We lose our freedom.
- 10:33>> Exactly.
- 10:40>> And that means we weaken, they weaken
- 10:42us here, the moment we emerge through
- 10:44this living portal from within the
- 10:46microcosm that is mother, we emerge
- 10:48into a new world, we breathe it into
- 10:50ourselves, we take our first inhale and
- 10:53exhale, we feel something new and
- 10:55describe it. That's all it means. I am
- 11:07here now, and that is the name of God.
- 11:12I am life, and that is each of us,
- 11:14because we are fractals, particles of
- 11:16one great I am life. But we forgot
- 11:22about that and we start making
- 11:23suggestions. They catch us, carry us,
- 11:28put us on the ground. Our body, we are
- 11:31already in the body. We feel the cold.
- 11:35For the first time, we emerged from the
- 11:37warmth, from the fluid, from the liquid
- 11:39. Someone in a warehouse, think about
- 11:46it, someone turns us upside down on a
- 11:48cold tray or on a scale, kicks us in
- 11:51the ass, and so on. A
- 11:53>> disaster. A disaster. I'm not saying
- 11:57they'll inject us with substances that,
- 11:59in my opinion, are immediately
- 12:01forbidden.
- 12:03>> These are now called, in my new
- 12:05nomenclature, "happy substances.""
- 12:08>> Happy substances," yes, "
- 12:10>> happy substances." We knew we'd get
- 12:14through this. So, descending to Earth,
- 12:18we went through various states of
- 12:20consciousness. We burdened ourselves,
- 12:24the lower we descended, the more we
- 12:26burdened ourselves with certain
- 12:28vibrations. We descended here, we were
- 12:32hypnotized.
- 12:36>> Some say we agreed, you know, to this
- 12:38implant—even to the point where we'd
- 12:40pass through a wall of syringes. We
- 12:44knew.
- 12:46>> I know for a fact that I didn't agree,
- 12:48although no one asked me at the time.
- 12:51No, no, no, because on the other hand,
- 12:54where we come from, our teachers and
- 12:56our families are. Some members of our
- 13:00spiritual families, some teachers, have
- 13:02already been on Earth, and they have
- 13:04the right to assess us. He who hasn't
- 13:08been on earth can't be a teacher,
- 13:09therefore he who descends. Robert
- 13:17Schwarz says that in that space you're
- 13:19talking about, we leave a part of
- 13:21ourselves, our spirit, so that we can
- 13:22connect with the other world at any
- 13:24time and know where we're returning
- 13:25when the moment comes when we have to
- 13:27park there again for a while.
- 13:34>> Exactly, and you said it well. We are
- 13:39still infants, still living as infants,
- 13:42constantly receiving impulses from that
- 13:44world, images from that world, feelings
- 13:47from that world, and we make this face,
- 13:49for example, and he's smiling at
- 13:51Grandma, not at all.
- 13:55>> Here, in this direction, pretend to be
- 13:57a stroller so you can be seen better.
- 13:59Here you have a stroller, here you are
- 14:01in a stroller.
- 14:02>> Yes, yes, yes. And now what's the point
- 14:06? The point is that we succumb to
- 14:13weather suggestions and we also hear
- 14:15certain suggestions, as we grow older,
- 14:18we hear things like: "Today is a
- 14:20beautiful day because the sun is
- 14:21shining. Oh, today is a bad day because
- 14:27it's raining. Today is cold, today is
- 14:30hot. This smells nice, this smells bad.
- 14:38Slowly, slowly, we identify with the
- 14:40world we live in and we think that it's
- 14:42always been this way and that it's
- 14:44supposed to be this way. For example,
- 14:48my two grandsons, you know? One Slavic,
- 14:52one Indian. They speak to each other in
- 14:58English, and when I talk to them, each
- 15:00of them is already holding this
- 15:01rectangle in their hand and listening,
- 15:03looking at me, and then they're doing
- 15:05something down there and checking if
- 15:07what I'm saying is in the omniscient
- 15:09Wikipedia, or even adding to it. If I
- 15:13say, for example," A UFO was talking, "
- 15:15we get into the UFO topic. It's very
- 15:18nice that my grandchildren and I never
- 15:20thought about having grandchildren, and
- 15:22about UFOs and such telephones. But
- 15:24They even add, no, that he's some kind
- 15:26of UFO, grandpa, gone crazy, right? Yes
- 15:30, there were also triangular ones over
- 15:33Belgium, and over South America, over
- 15:35Bolivia in 1979. He doesn't even know
- 15:38what 979 means, because they're already
- 15:41there, you know, and that's how it goes
- 15:43. Lem wrote about such things. Once,
- 15:47but no one treated the world as such,
- 15:50how did he know, and so on. And now we
- 15:54enter a certain state of consciousness.
- 16:01If we're susceptible to suggestions
- 16:03that perpetuate the hypnotic state,
- 16:05it's called," This is my good child. "
- 16:09He nods, sits down, sits there, he's a
- 16:12good boy British. They put a cap on him
- 16:15, a sit-down uniform. He sits there,
- 16:18and until they call him, he sits,
- 16:20waiting. They take him like this," Read
- 16:23Book, "he does enough, and then he
- 16:25stops. But there are children who feel
- 16:30that he is energy. These children today
- 16:34are already receiving honors,
- 16:37>> right? So that they don't feel it.
- 16:38>> So that they don't feel it. Well, how
- 16:40can I not? If I feel, I stop living. I
- 16:43am a feeling. God is a feeling. Life is
- 16:45a feeling. Everything is a feeling.
- 16:50Even bad feelings are low vibrations,
- 16:52but they are feelings. For example, I
- 16:55get angry, I curse, but I feel
- 16:57something.
- 16:58>> But you know what, we also
- 16:59underestimate the importance of the
- 17:03sphere of feelings. We chain ourselves,
- 17:07attach importance to emotions that
- 17:08bring us down, and the sphere of
- 17:10feelings doesn't follow it at all, it
- 17:12doesn't interest us. We think that it's
- 17:18just some ordinary, ordinary thing that
- 17:21>> accompanies matter. You
- 17:25>> say," I feel cold, "or" You feel hot, "
- 17:27but you say," I feel like I don't want
- 17:30to do something, "or" I'm laughing at
- 17:32something. "You're not allowed to laugh
- 17:35at this woman because she's an elderly
- 17:37person. They're
- 17:39>> consciously programming this. They're
- 17:42programming. Meanwhile, we laugh, for
- 17:45example, because Aunt Klara slipped.
- 17:50Why? Because she made certain movements
- 17:52that would make us look ridiculous.
- 17:53That's not allowed. If they told us not
- 17:56to. If they told us, it's funny, but
- 18:01for example, if auntie fell, she might
- 18:03hit herself like you did yesterday,
- 18:05right? Your elbow hurt, right, we don't
- 18:10want that, and that's positive
- 18:11programming. However, it's allowed,
- 18:15it's not allowed, don't say it. Bad
- 18:18words, but he heard bad words when Dad
- 18:21said yesterday, for example, that
- 18:23Kowalska has an awfully large sacristy.
- 18:28Oh, and we program ourselves. I
- 18:32remember being programmed as a child.
- 18:35Do
- 18:36>> you think death is one of the programs?
- 18:39We
- 18:40>> all die someday. You don't tell
- 18:42children about death at first. Later,
- 18:44you tell them it's terrible, later you
- 18:46say it's necessary. For example, I
- 18:49heard from patients that when Grandpa
- 18:51died, they took her, she talked, he
- 18:54fell asleep, and never saw him again.
- 18:56Grandpa died, she'll never see him
- 18:58again. They told her to go kiss Grandpa
- 19:00on the lips. She also didn't want to
- 19:03kiss Grandpa, for example, because
- 19:05she'd never kissed him at all, because
- 19:07apparently Grandpa didn't kiss his
- 19:08granddaughter on the lips. example, and
- 19:11forced. And look, an older woman, about
- 19:1560, comes to me, and she remembers it.
- 19:19I do a certain exercise with her—she
- 19:21remembers it. I say," Remember
- 19:23something unpleasant from your
- 19:25childhood. "And suddenly the woman says
- 19:27, you know, it's not like I lived with
- 19:29this all the time. She remembers either
- 19:33being dragged to church, or someone,
- 19:39you know, being very rude to their
- 19:41daughter, bringing friends from the
- 19:43army. I say," What do you need, Mom? ""
- 19:47She says, 'She drank with them, Mr.
- 19:49Roman, and she saw.' Yes, these are all
- 19:53the procedures that are installed in a
- 19:55child, because I believe that these are
- 19:58precisely such installations, no,
- 20:00installations of beliefs, and these
- 20:02beliefs cause every person to always
- 20:04operate at the same level and not even
- 20:06think about changing this level or
- 20:08jumping higher.
- 20:11>> That this is how this world is
- 20:13>> and they think they have no right to
- 20:15choose,
- 20:16>> that this is how it has to be. First,
- 20:18they think
- 20:20>> and are raised in this system precisely
- 20:22as petitioners intimidated by the death
- 20:24program, the program of illness, and
- 20:26the death program. As we said to
- 20:29ourselves off the record, there's no
- 20:31point in talking about health, because
- 20:33health is a functionality of
- 20:35consciousness, it's part of
- 20:36consciousness. The more conscious a
- 20:39person is, the more health. A
- 20:41>> conscious person is healthy. Period.
- 20:45This is precisely why health doesn't
- 20:47cause any deficits or damage, but death
- 20:49is a very strong bogeyman, very strong.
- 20:56And if we were given proof that our
- 20:58consciousness is eternal, consciousness
- 21:00, perception, that we can take
- 21:02experiences further, we wouldn't be so
- 21:04susceptible to this satanic temptation.
- 21:10which tells us: "Sell yourself." Is
- 21:13death at the disposal of the lord of
- 21:15matter, Roman? Is
- 21:17>> death material?
- 21:18>> Yes. As long as the soul doesn't allow
- 21:24itself to be led to believe that death
- 21:26exists, that means one day you won't
- 21:28live anymore. You'll fall over and
- 21:33that's it. As long as I'm being
- 21:36programmed, you can also take life.
- 21:38That's what it's called. What does
- 21:40taking life mean? You shoot someone,
- 21:42you harm them, you throw them out of
- 21:44the body. There are certain old books
- 21:49where it is written that the one who
- 21:51knows why they kill doesn't really kill
- 21:53, but only throws spirits out of the
- 21:55body. Why are these evil spirits? He
- 22:00doesn't take life out of the material.
- 22:03In my kingdom, around me, you won't be
- 22:06—we see this even today in the Middle
- 22:08East. Enough with this terrorism. We're
- 22:12throwing spirits out of bodies. There
- 22:14will be no more terrorists around us.
- 22:16End of story. Period. Okay, but those
- 22:19people call you terrorists, so let them
- 22:21kill us too. What's going on? Mortal
- 22:26struggles arose because they believe in
- 22:28death. You can't be mortal and believe
- 22:32in eternal life. To Believe in eternal
- 22:35life, still don't believe, because you
- 22:38do. You must know. I am life, eternally
- 22:41flowing with light. End of story. Each
- 22:46of us has been here before, or maybe
- 22:48not the first, but each of us has
- 22:51probably been here before, and each of
- 22:53us has died perhaps once, twice, 10
- 22:55times, and we are still here, and now
- 22:57we have met again. It's not about how
- 23:02many times we have died, or how many we
- 23:04haven't. It's about living so that we
- 23:09don't need more life in matter. That's
- 23:14unnecessary.
- 23:16>> Roman, if death is like life, because
- 23:18death is part of life, it's a material
- 23:20experience,
- 23:22>> of course,
- 23:22>> and you
- 23:26>> know, Asia is interested in this, and
- 23:29European civilization isn't so
- 23:30interested, but in the possibility that
- 23:32is being allowed to exist in Asia, that
- 23:35there is a
- 23:39>> third state of functioning. Science is
- 23:44now even confirming that just as water,
- 23:46thanks to memory storage, combines into
- 23:48clusters, so too, after death,
- 23:50individual cells combine into specific
- 23:52clusters that continue to live. I'll do
- 23:56a program about this, because the topic
- 23:57is extremely interesting. However, in
- 23:59my opinion, Asia has been looking into
- 24:02this for a long time. compartments,
- 24:05because Asia allows for borderline
- 24:07states, bardo states, and situations in
- 24:09which, in an enchanted, flooded figure,
- 24:19suddenly inside, they see a human being
- 24:21on an X-ray film and even examine
- 24:23whether it has vital functions. For
- 24:27Asians, they are more understandable
- 24:28than for us; we don't understand it. We
- 24:32fight to preserve non-aging in our
- 24:34cells, right? We support this material
- 24:38paradigm. We want to survive here as
- 24:43long as possible, slowing down organic
- 24:45processes. The moment we accept that
- 24:51life is also beyond the sphere of
- 24:52material experience, it turns out that
- 24:54we age more slowly. This is a curiosity
- 24:59that intrigues those involved in this
- 25:03research. Also, since ancient Egypt,
- 25:08much has been said about the
- 25:09functionality of the pineal gland and
- 25:11the presence of superconducting
- 25:13crystals within it. In this traversal
- 25:18of the path between dimensions. There
- 25:25are cool videos on YouTube illustrating
- 25:27what dimensions are, because it's
- 25:29difficult to grasp with imagination if
- 25:31we think about material perception.
- 25:37However, if we want to see Death as a
- 25:39certain sequence experienced by the
- 25:41eternal spirit
- 25:46>> as eternal life.
- 25:48>> Exactly. And the spirit simply, through
- 25:51its experience, just as I change makeup
- 25:54and clothes,
- 25:56>> this spirit simply changes these suits.
- 25:59I'll
- 25:59>> just change clothes. Makeup. No,
- 26:03>> I don't know if we'll come back. I
- 26:04don't know if you'll come back. I think
- 26:06I won't come back after I leave. That's
- 26:09>> probably not why I'm laughing now. But
- 26:16listen, um, if we think about this
- 26:18material approach, then there's nothing
- 26:20to be afraid of either, because there
- 26:21are methods to remember that it
- 26:27>> was already there, right? And there are
- 26:31also non-hypnotic methods, so I'm not
- 26:33talking about regressions; we can
- 26:35remember by observing ourselves while
- 26:37engaged in this process.
- 26:41>> You can ask the subconscious to show
- 26:43what serves my development, not what
- 26:45serves it, because, you know, because
- 26:47later people start to convince
- 26:49themselves, and then they start lying.
- 26:53I've never met anyone who was, you know
- 26:55, beaten on the back as a slave, but
- 26:57everyone wanted to be king and Pharaoh.
- 27:01>> You only knew the pharaohs, the
- 27:02pharaohs. Nobody wanted to be a slave.
- 27:06Someone kicked him in the ass on the
- 27:07street. You don't know that. Why am I
- 27:11pretending? That's why I stopped doing
- 27:13these regressions with people, because
- 27:15they started lying and making up
- 27:17unnecessary stories. However, you have
- 27:21to be careful. A digression,
- 27:23>> but you know, I've already met so many
- 27:25of these, so many Ramses, you know,
- 27:26it's really true that they were all
- 27:28pharaohs.
- 27:29>> I really wonder how many of these
- 27:31residents there were in this body, you
- 27:33know, if any, because I don't believe
- 27:34that the soul resides in the body. I
- 27:38believe it visits it, connects with it,
- 27:40and exists beyond time and space. I
- 27:43mean, the spirit, to be precise.
- 27:47However, I believe that just because
- 27:49you stopped doing these regressions
- 27:50doesn't absolve you of responsibility
- 27:52now not to talk about it, because I
- 27:54know you did it,
- 27:56>> right? I did it, and because of them, I
- 27:58do it more. That's why I deal with
- 28:00holopathy. Everyone can do it
- 28:02themselves.
- 28:03>> You can do it yourself.
- 28:06>> You can do it. Certain meditations, I
- 28:08mean, not certain. It's specifically
- 28:12about mental health. I meditate, right?
- 28:16I am life. Life pulsates within me. I
- 28:21am the carrier of life. I am the life
- 28:25that animates this body, this avatar,
- 28:27this, and so on, and so forth. It
- 28:30radiates. In my subconscious is the
- 28:35memory of the life I lived in another
- 28:37body. If it's good for my spiritual
- 28:45development, I'd like to recall these
- 28:47images that will serve me, and not on
- 28:48the principle of being a powerhouse,
- 28:50then I want to be anew because I'll be
- 28:52covering my recordings and making money
- 28:54. Yes, no? It's not about that, because
- 29:02that's what I'm telling you about
- 29:04biomaterialism: people want to be
- 29:06constantly reborn, but always be young,
- 29:08beautiful, and rich. Such a life would
- 29:12be meaningless. If you
- 29:15>> are that youth, right?
- 29:16>> No, it's not supposed to be like that.
- 29:19We are supposed to come back, we are
- 29:21supposed to finish what we left undone,
- 29:23or we are supposed to teach what we
- 29:25haven't learned so far. time. And where
- 29:29we were, in the afterlife, time doesn't
- 29:31exist. Here, because the light blinks
- 29:35day, night, day, night, we succumb to
- 29:38the illusion that time passes, so we
- 29:40can learn faster, because it's an
- 29:45illusion. Day, night, day, night. But
- 29:48in reality, we rotate with the planet
- 29:51and think that now it's sunrise and now
- 29:53it's sunset, but we truly believe.
- 29:57Those who believe in it don't know
- 29:58anything. Those who don't believe in it
- 30:01don't know either. Only those who live
- 30:04it know. So we don't go to sleep
- 30:09because it's dark and now it's pee and
- 30:11sleep and go to bed. A bead, and only
- 30:17in that order, because it becomes a
- 30:19routine, a routine becomes a tradition.
- 30:24Even from this we have a bead, a bead,
- 30:28a bead,
- 30:29>> and you can't sleep, for example, go to
- 30:32sleep, it'll take you and then die, a
- 30:34bead in the morning. It was like this,
- 30:39it can't be, it must be, this behind
- 30:41this, this behind this, why this is
- 30:43happening because on the plane of
- 30:45matter, there is a plan, the law of
- 30:47cause and effect applies, which doesn't
- 30:49exist in the afterlife, because time
- 30:52doesn't exist. When I was in prison in
- 30:56The GDR, they would turn the lights on
- 30:58for me or turn them off. That was only
- 31:03later, because at first I spent almost
- 31:07a year in the dark. There were no
- 31:09windows. The blinds were blocked
- 31:13>> so the light couldn't be seen, so the
- 31:16>> only open windows
- 31:17>> were a little rectangle above the door.
- 31:20In the rectangle was a light bulb.
- 31:22>> Exactly. You can see who invented the
- 31:24system.
- 31:26>> The forces of darkness.
- 31:28>> Exactly.
- 31:29>> And there was a light bulb there and
- 31:30there. In front of the light bulb was a
- 31:33glass pane somewhere this thick. That
- 31:36there was no way you could get there,
- 31:38breakouts, suicides, nothing like that.
- 31:41It was all planned, but we're not
- 31:42talking about that. And I went to sleep
- 31:48when I was told. Otherwise, when you're
- 31:50supposed to go to bed, when they tell
- 31:59you to, you have to get up when they
- 32:01tell you to, meaning suddenly the cell
- 32:03light comes on, the hatch opens. In
- 32:09this case, someone gives you a key. You
- 32:12have to go to the wall, open the lock,
- 32:14it falls down, and you get hit on the
- 32:16knees the first time. This kind of
- 32:20coffin is called a clap-a-clap. Ho
- 32:24clap-a-clap, because you Hooch, flap,
- 32:26and the liquid falls. You get into this
- 32:30coffin, right? First, you hand over the
- 32:34key, it locks, you get in the coffin,
- 32:36and you have to lie there until
- 32:38suddenly someone kicks the door or
- 32:40slams the keys in the door, you get up,
- 32:42and you have to get up. For example,
- 32:46when I didn't want to do it, I'd lie
- 32:48down on the floor during the day. I
- 32:50didn't know if it was day or night.
- 32:52Suddenly I felt sleepy, so I lay down.
- 32:55They were the ones banging on the door
- 32:57and forcing me to get up. Why? Because
- 33:00they knew it wasn't night yet, and I
- 33:02didn't. That's how I figured out if it
- 33:05was day or night. I never heard where
- 33:10the two guards were walking behind the
- 33:12door, because one was filming the other
- 33:14. They walked around in slippers. It's
- 33:17eternal silence. The silence is broken
- 33:20only by people who have gone crazy,
- 33:22howling, screaming. Sometimes you could
- 33:25hear women from upstairs, because
- 33:27they'd turn it off. Soprano, and here
- 33:31the bass, sometimes that's all. But
- 33:35there was something else too. Sometimes
- 33:39they gave The trapdoor when he opened
- 33:41it and gave me the key. If there was a
- 33:45light on, I understood it was night.
- 33:48>> But you know what I mean? Listening to
- 33:52you tell this story, I realize that
- 33:54it's not just vulgarity and devilry
- 33:56behind it. Behind it lies a very
- 34:01profound knowledge of the positive
- 34:03effects of sensory deprivation. If you,
- 34:07uh, don't allow this disorder, uh,
- 34:10which results from these, uh, light
- 34:18impulses, then thanks to the pineal
- 34:20gland, you can enter a very antenna
- 34:22state,
- 34:26>> which can show you many worlds. So,
- 34:30what you shouldn't do is allow the
- 34:32prisoner to experience this, right?
- 34:35That's why
- 34:37>> we hit them with various aggressive, as
- 34:39the story goes, it may sound so
- 34:41mediocre, nothing special. They turn
- 34:45the light on or off, but just sit in a
- 34:46place like that. Sit there twice.
- 34:51>> Do
- 34:52>> what Roman says. But, uh, when we
- 34:57talked once, Off Record, you told me
- 34:59that, uh, during your imprisonment, A
- 35:01lot has happened spiritually within you
- 35:03.
- 35:05>> Yes. Could
- 35:09>> you, uh, in this observatory dedicated
- 35:11to natural processes, including
- 35:12developmental ones, because death is
- 35:14also a lever of development, looking at
- 35:17the spiritual experience of existence.
- 35:22Could you tell us a little about it
- 35:24here?
- 35:26>> Yes, I could, because I experienced
- 35:28something there. It was experiencing in
- 35:31darkness or experiencing in sunlight,
- 35:33because I was there, for example, by
- 35:35the oceans. I spent most of my time in
- 35:38this life by the oceans, by the seas,
- 35:40palm trees, and so on. Just as it's
- 35:44autumn now, the leaves are looking
- 35:46beautiful, I'll soon be cold, because I
- 35:48got used to something else there. In my
- 35:52cell, I also got used to something else
- 35:55during those two years. And now
- 36:01something is happening within you: you
- 36:03see through the trapdoor that a 50-watt
- 36:05light bulb is on in the corridor, so it
- 36:07must be evening if the light is on. If
- 36:14it wasn't, it must be daytime, but you
- 36:16can't see everything. When I got out of
- 36:22that prison after two years, two more
- 36:24years passed, and the Bible somehow
- 36:26reached me. I I open the Bible and read
- 36:29. And God called light day, and
- 36:32darkness he called it. Oh, I called it
- 36:37that way then too, but those are just
- 36:39names, not reality.
- 36:42>> So you learned about concepts that are
- 36:43created, that are born into a person.
- 36:46That's right.
- 36:47>> Yes, about concepts. Now, I lived first
- 36:52in another world, in Frankfurt am Main.
- 36:56Later, I'm living in rehab for years
- 36:59from that world. Today I see it, I was
- 37:04simply taken away on a chessboard from
- 37:06here to here, because I couldn't stand
- 37:08those nightclubs anymore. My father
- 37:11says, "Okay, son,
- 37:13>> rehab for two years. I was a monk of a
- 37:18certain kind, but I wouldn't willingly
- 37:20become a monk. Father has his ways. But
- 37:25now what do I want to tell you about?
- 37:27About what you asked me about. Once
- 37:30upon a time, God only knows when it was
- 37:32. Whether it was day or night in a cell
- 37:35. I fell asleep, that's what I call it,
- 37:40and I dream that I'm sitting on a
- 37:42balcony in some city." It's evening,
- 37:48I'm typing something, and out of the
- 37:50corner of my eye I notice a white taxi
- 37:53arriving. The door opens. A girl steps
- 37:59out of the taxi. I stare, knowing that
- 38:04in a moment she'll enter the gate, go
- 38:07up to the first floor, enter through it
- 38:09, climb onto the balcony, and ask me
- 38:11something. And I know what she'll ask
- 38:16me in this dream, but I don't know her,
- 38:19I know nothing. Five years pass. I'm in
- 38:24Tel Aviv. I rented an apartment on Frug
- 38:30Street, where he bought it from a man
- 38:32who had a large ship. He was the first
- 38:40Israeli millionaire to buy a ship, sail
- 38:42outside Israeli territorial waters, and
- 38:45set up a station there, Kol Shalom. He
- 38:52could broadcast whatever he wanted
- 38:54because the censors couldn't tell him
- 38:56what to do. He says, "I'm not in Israel
- 38:58." And he was the first. He did the
- 39:04second thing, he made hamburgers for
- 39:06religious people, only beef hamburgers,
- 39:09and for tourists he had a second one,
- 39:11it was called the California hamburger,
- 39:13for Americans, and for Ang Swine, also
- 39:16made of pork. So it was Persian. Back
- 39:23then, Iran wasn't yet possessed,
- 39:25possessed by those
- 39:29>> ayatollahs.
- 39:30>> Ayatollahs, yes, by the gang of
- 39:32ayatollahs. And you know, the Shah's
- 39:37son is ashamed today of what they're
- 39:39doing to Iran. Anyway, five years have
- 39:43passed since then. Marta, my girlfriend
- 39:49, comes in, wanting to see Israel. I
- 39:54took her to Israel. She was happy as a
- 39:57child that in December you could go
- 39:59into the sea, that there were palm
- 40:01trees, that it was warm, and so on, and
- 40:03so forth. And now I know what I dreamed
- 40:06, what she'd ask. Will we eat at home
- 40:09or go to the seaside? What could we
- 40:12have talked about? Tel Aviv. Why did I
- 40:17dream that, if it was my future?
- 40:20Because there is no death, no
- 40:24>> time.
- 40:24>> Time, time doesn't exist, no places,
- 40:27that is, space. Space connects us. We
- 40:31sit here; you can measure a meter and a
- 40:33half between us. This space unites us,
- 40:36not divides us. We even breathe the
- 40:39same air, the same oxygen. And we were
- 40:43taught that we are me, and this is
- 40:45already Monika. That's not me. We're
- 40:47all in the same boat. Just you stay in
- 40:50your doll, and in yours. Otherwise,
- 40:52everyone would be Monika or Roman. Yes.
- 40:55No, we
- 40:56>> won't allow that. That's
- 41:01>> why certain old races of slant-eyed
- 41:03people on their planets wanted to get
- 41:05rid of jealousy, that everyone would
- 41:07look the same. There won't be any
- 41:12tricks.
- 41:13>> But that's how it is now. Listen,
- 41:15everyone looks the same. Everyone has
- 41:17high cheekbones, prominent lips. Do you
- 41:20understand?
- 41:21>> Yes.
- 41:22>> Young, smooth lips. I think youth is
- 41:26overrated
- 41:27>> and has everything at once. There's
- 41:29both bottom and top. There's a guy.
- 41:34>> Apparently, 17%of the population is
- 41:36born with nature's undecided gender.
- 41:41Why are they incarnating now? Come on,
- 41:43let's think about it.
- 41:44>> The system, okay, but the system forces
- 41:46such a declaration, do you understand?
- 41:49And I believe this declaration
- 41:50shouldn't be made, that everyone should
- 41:52experience what they bring.
- 41:55>> And with it. I once had a child like
- 41:58that, an incredibly wonderful one.
- 42:00>> Parents can't refuse. Listen, this
- 42:02incredibly wonderful girl came to me
- 42:09with a wonderful story about a child
- 42:11who was severely damaged in the first
- 42:13days of her life during heart surgery.
- 42:21This child was so damaged that standard
- 42:23medical doctors didn't predict any
- 42:24meaningful life for this little
- 42:26creature. It was unclear what to wish
- 42:31for this child, whether it would
- 42:33continue to live, or quite the opposite
- 42:35. The child surprised everyone; she was
- 42:41taken home, separated enough from the
- 42:43ventilator that she could exist
- 42:45peacefully in this home. She was
- 42:52astonishing in her contact, and I was
- 42:54amazed by what she did with her parents
- 42:56in just a few months of life. A great
- 43:03teacher, a soul who came to offer
- 43:05something, to experience something. The
- 43:10system, of course, rejects such
- 43:12children. In the era of proposed futile
- 43:16therapy, no one would even feed such a
- 43:18child. Apparently, this is going to
- 43:22happen soon, so I remind them that such
- 43:24situations also exist. However, for me,
- 43:31it's a reminder that our minds are
- 43:32unable to grasp the experience we come
- 43:34here for. And if we agree to not be
- 43:43framed, not be shouted at by the system
- 43:45, if we have the courage to say, even
- 43:46at the birth of a child, "I'll do it on
- 43:48my own terms, which Edyta Adamczewska
- 43:50and I strongly promote here," then the
- 43:52entire subsequent emanation of that
- 43:54personality has a different expression,
- 43:56right? However, if a child is
- 44:03immediately subjected to this cultural,
- 44:06systemic modification, this
- 44:11>> model of thinking,
- 44:13>> I would say it's a kind of amputation,
- 44:15you know, because these children lose
- 44:17their cognitive tools very early, right
- 44:19? They are damaged on a level we can't
- 44:25even predict, because if we gave them
- 44:27choice and freedom, everything could
- 44:29fall into place so that we could
- 44:30observe these children.
- 44:35>> Mr. Igor Witkowski speaks clearly of an
- 44:37epidemic of child suicide, and no one
- 44:39in the ministries or anywhere else is
- 44:41interested in it. Professor Bożena
- 44:46Kawicka, who is a frequent guest here
- 44:48at Strumyczek, is a suicidologist and
- 44:50is very interested in and works with
- 44:52young people who are currently
- 44:54demanding transition. There's a huge
- 45:01wave of children's needs related to
- 45:03psychiatric treatment and transitions.
- 45:09And I'm saying loudly that this is a
- 45:11signal that children demand respect,
- 45:13love, and attention to their needs. We,
- 45:21as a society, don't have time for that.
- 45:23We're not interested. It's
- 45:24>> good that you said that.
- 45:28>> We're separated from all the tools we
- 45:30should be giving these children instead
- 45:32of programming, right? Because we don't
- 45:36use them ourselves, so we have to fit
- 45:38them in. We buy a pink swaddle right
- 45:41away. If something doesn't fit, we'll
- 45:43trim it. If it fits, then okay, it's
- 45:45great that it fits. Now we'll program
- 45:48something else to fit too, right? And
- 45:51there are no naughty children because
- 45:53you give him a screen, he sits there in
- 45:55hypnosis, doesn't bother, doesn't run,
- 45:57doesn't throw things off, doesn't chase
- 45:59. You give him food, you know, catering
- 46:02. He plays here, bites there, plays
- 46:05with this, then, you know, sleeps. But
- 46:10he never has contact with adults on
- 46:12principle; they don't even program him
- 46:14anymore. He's already programmed from
- 46:18the screen. You know, there are little
- 46:20ones, he's already in a stroller, so he
- 46:22can do it with his finger so he can
- 46:24bleep, bleep, bleep, hear some sounds.
- 46:26I mean, think about what would happen.
- 46:28>> This is hypnosis,
- 46:30>> if we allowed these children the
- 46:38experience that children in natural
- 46:40cultures have the chance to experience,
- 46:42those living in the forest, those
- 46:43living in nomadic communities, right?
- 46:49It works completely differently there.
- 46:52Much more is the strange coincidence of
- 46:54shamans, right? These children see. Why
- 46:59did I bring this up now? Because in
- 47:03states of high deprivation, which can
- 47:11also be considered in prison, if we
- 47:13have control over our own spirit,
- 47:14because what you're talking about is
- 47:16probably because you already had
- 47:18control over fear and had control over
- 47:19low emotions. If we have such
- 47:26predispositions, or if we have already
- 47:28developed a system of such self-control
- 47:30and self-control, we are able to
- 47:32experience states of profound insight,
- 47:34such illumination. The word "
- 47:38illumination" has a completely
- 47:39different meaning now,
- 47:46>> but illumination is a cognitive method,
- 47:48and I remember that once, when
- 47:54>> I was friends with the youngest
- 47:56philosophy professor in Poland at the
- 47:57time, he, being a great admirer of
- 48:06Rudolf Steiner's work, often emphasized
- 48:08the importance of such recognition and
- 48:10thought that by sharing this knowledge
- 48:12he would simply intrigue someone.
- 48:18Unfortunately, at this point, what
- 48:20we've reached, the word "illumination"
- 48:22cannot be used, because it only brings
- 48:24to mind the
- 48:25>> Illuminati order, which manipulates the
- 48:27earth. See, in such a neat and elegant
- 48:32circle, we've arrived at the topic of
- 48:34cutting and cutting. Why am I talking
- 48:38about this? Because we can't stop
- 48:44fearing death without taking into
- 48:46account what I've said. I
- 48:48>> was just going to say what you're
- 48:49saying. We're still talking about death
- 48:51. This is death, this is life. These
- 48:55children in hypnosis, and even Christ
- 48:57probably called it death. This is the
- 49:00second death. He said the soul is
- 49:03immortal, but it continues to live in
- 49:05lethargy. It doesn't develop. This is
- 49:09the second death. It can't develop if
- 49:12it's always this way, always playing
- 49:14games, always stunned, always wanting
- 49:16to win, always losing. Right? Not those
- 49:19sideburns. My son had a friend with
- 49:22whom they used to go play certain games
- 49:24. You know, in America, this happens in
- 49:28Houston, Texas. They play a game where
- 49:33he, as a good cop, chases a bad
- 49:35gangster through the streets of New
- 49:37York. And the gangster escapes and
- 49:42raids. A woman with a stroller is
- 49:44walking down the street. He runs
- 49:46through a cafe, over people sitting
- 49:48there, he drives over people, over
- 49:50everything, but a good cop doesn't let
- 49:53him, he follows him, doing the same
- 49:55thing. I say, "That's not me, Batman
- 49:59Good." What kind of Batman am I? This
- 50:01one's also Batman. He's come after
- 50:03people. But he has to catch him at all
- 50:06costs, over dead bodies. That's what
- 50:09children learn subconsciously. If this
- 50:16guy later goes to the police like that,
- 50:18he's still in the game, and it's not
- 50:20just the Roman Observatory, which Roman
- 50:22invented, because when these movies and
- 50:24Spider-Man brain programming started, a
- 50:27dozen or so children around the world
- 50:29jumped out of windows to do the same
- 50:31thing as Spider-Man. They wore
- 50:38red-and-blue pajamas, capes, or towels
- 50:40because he had nothing. He created a
- 50:44window and flew away. My grandson in
- 50:47Israel came to me to ask where the
- 50:49spiders were. I say, spiders live in
- 50:53different places around the world. Why
- 50:56do you need that? They
- 50:58>> live here too. Marian recently barked
- 51:00at one.
- 51:00>> Yes. He wants a spider to bite him. I
- 51:03say, "Why?" Because I'll be Spiderman.
- 51:06I say, let him be you, not you him,
- 51:09because then he loses. No, he wants to
- 51:12be that. And children jumped out of
- 51:14windows. Well, in Israel, he could have
- 51:17jumped into the garden.
- 51:18>> See? The confusion of illusory worlds
- 51:21with a turning away from real worlds.
- 51:24From real worlds.
- 51:26>> And then he, he, is not mortal. Notice
- 51:29the good in, because there must always
- 51:31be something good in evil. So he is not
- 51:35mortal, because he goes, but he is kept
- 51:37in ignorance. This is the second death.
- 51:42He is unconscious. And our God, our
- 51:46life, wants us to be conscious,
- 51:48increasingly conscious. He gives us
- 51:51lessons. We are to be perfect like our
- 51:53Father in heaven.
- 51:55>> Do we have to live so that we don't die
- 51:57in life? Yes. Yes.
- 52:00>> We are to die freely. We are to learn
- 52:05to die so that we can continue living
- 52:07elegantly. We are to leave the body in
- 52:10a dance step. This always tells us good
- 52:14news. We are to learn to die, because
- 52:18this is life. Not that we're dying, and
- 52:23that's sad, such a good man, yet
- 52:26>> weepy, weepy people
- 52:27>> like my father,
- 52:28>> later a typical character. You know, my
- 52:32father was the first doctor in Israel
- 52:34in the desert. He didn't know. I think
- 52:36they'll send him to Tel Aviv, where
- 52:38people speak Polish. When he died, it
- 52:43turned out later that he had
- 52:45practically dried up in the desert, and
- 52:47my mother had dried up too, and his
- 52:54patients were people later from Morocco
- 52:56. The first white doctor, from Morocco,
- 53:02Algeria, and Baghdad, had patients from
- 53:05Iraq. These people, just like they came
- 53:09to Israel, were hypnotized into
- 53:11believing they were Jews because their
- 53:13grandfather told them so; otherwise,
- 53:15they would have thought they were
- 53:17themselves. Unless you suggest it, they
- 53:20don't know. You saw a child come out
- 53:23and have an Auswal and the most deejay.
- 53:26It's not like that. Or a Catholic, or
- 53:28something. And then the weepy people
- 53:32came. I came from Germany. I don't know
- 53:37what took me from Germany to Israel. My
- 53:40father had just become an acolyte two
- 53:42days earlier. I made it, and suddenly I
- 53:46hear this howling like the Indians.
- 53:51Like the Indians on the reservation,
- 53:53when I was in America, they would howl,
- 53:55and then the weeping ones would come,
- 53:57howling, but the good doctor was there.
- 54:03He treated us, our children, and they
- 54:05can get into such a sad state that they
- 54:07actually cry later.
- 54:11>> I mean, Roman, you wouldn't want them
- 54:13crying like that after you, would you?
- 54:15>> I'm leaving too. When we go
- 54:19>> somewhere, the joy is supposed to be
- 54:22>> like dancing,
- 54:23>> we've learned something, we've helped
- 54:25others, and we're going home.
- 54:29>> Roman, death is a stepping stone in
- 54:31real life,
- 54:34>> and what we're talking about here,
- 54:36indirectly, is real death, this
- 54:38spiritual death. You know, mystics talk
- 54:42about this, especially those who are
- 54:49grounded in Sufi philosophy, you know,
- 54:51they say that spirit, or the subtle
- 54:58realm, and matter are two separate
- 54:59things. And to smoothly traverse the
- 55:05path of the spirit, you have to watch
- 55:06over your soul so it doesn't get
- 55:08corrupted, right? Yes. If this soul,
- 55:13because this soul is like a portal. And
- 55:19you know, as you go forward, you take
- 55:20all the good events and wonderful
- 55:22experiences and good you've done to
- 55:23others with you through this portal.
- 55:28But
- 55:31>> all that crap, excuse me, will stay
- 55:33here. And if you don't go through
- 55:37because you weren't near the portal,
- 55:39you'll stay here with this crap. So I
- 55:45would suggest—pardon the pun—not
- 55:47dying while you're alive, but focusing
- 55:49on real life, focusing on crossing the
- 55:52boundaries of worlds, because it's
- 55:59>> possible, and this experience obviously
- 56:01doesn't involve matter, but we need a
- 56:02material anchor for that, one that has
- 56:04some connection to what we have inside
- 56:06here. It's not wrong that we live in a
- 56:11body,
- 56:12>> but we can do, for example, this
- 56:14exercise as part of meditation. How
- 56:16would I like to live? How would I like
- 56:23to live in 100 years? Where in 1,000
- 56:29years, in a million years on another
- 56:31planet, or perhaps without a planet? Or
- 56:35perhaps in infinity? Or maybe I'll be
- 56:38pure spirit again? I'll be just love. I
- 56:43am love that flows in infinity. Such
- 56:46meditations can also be done. It
- 56:48doesn't have to be. I think to myself,
- 56:51in 10 years I'll be 80, but at least
- 56:53I'll be healthy and still running to
- 56:55the bathroom, and my prostate won't
- 56:57malfunction. That's not the future.
- 57:04It's about how I'll live, where I might
- 57:06live among beautiful beings and I won't
- 57:08want to return to the plane of matter
- 57:10at all, because I won't have any reason
- 57:12to. But it's possible that there will
- 57:18be certain spirits who want someone to
- 57:20help them, and then this chakra will
- 57:22move with mercy within me. I'll see who
- 57:29still needs it, whom I can help, and as
- 57:31an act of mercy, what Christ called
- 57:33grace, you are saved. Because he came
- 57:37here by grace. No one called him here,
- 57:40nor asked for him, nor did he have to
- 57:42come here because he wasn't burdened by
- 57:44karma. He learned that things are weak
- 57:48on this planet, they are, but that
- 57:50there are those who need a little more
- 57:52energy and insight into eternal life.
- 57:57He left knowing he would end up with
- 57:58his body on a hanger, but he arrived
- 58:01>> in an uncomfortable position. A
- 58:03>> very bad position. And but this only
- 58:08happens once. Christ didn't reincarnate
- 58:11. He came and left. It was an
- 58:16incarnation by grace, by mercy. We're
- 58:20returning everything else. It's not bad
- 58:23to live in the body for a few years
- 58:24either. Here, it could be 60, 100 years
- 58:28, even.
- 58:29>> But maybe we should live this way, so
- 58:31that we live elegantly,
- 58:33>> so that we don't die in a miserable way
- 58:35, because if we don't live elegantly,
- 58:37you know what?
- 58:39>> Look how that cheapskate has burdened
- 58:41himself now. Um, you know, in my
- 58:45operatic career, I experienced the
- 58:47enormous honor of performing the lead
- 58:49role in the Polish premiere of Francis
- 58:51Pulanek's dialogues of the Carmelites.
- 58:58These are lyrical scenes, and the main
- 59:00character, Blanż, experiences states
- 59:02between schizophrenia and martyrdom. I
- 59:06was intrigued by this character. I
- 59:10prepared my own voice, as it should be
- 59:12sung by a soprano endowed with slightly
- 59:14different qualities, a lighter, more
- 59:16delicate voice. I really wanted to sing
- 59:20Blanż. Later, I sang a different part
- 59:23in this opera. However, I succeeded
- 59:29then, because by awakening certain
- 59:31processes within ourselves to build a
- 59:32given role, we enter an energetic space
- 59:35that is close to the character's
- 59:36experiences, if we do it well, right?
- 59:42>> You empathize.
- 59:43>> Listen, because this is very
- 59:45interesting. As Blanż, I end my life
- 59:49by choosing martyrdom on the guillotine
- 59:51. Blanż runs to the guillotine,
- 59:56choosing death on her own, even though
- 59:58she doesn't have to, along with her
- 59:59sisters from the order. I'm not
- 1:00:04referring here to religiosity,
- 1:00:06Catholicism, or the figure of some
- 1:00:08messianic self-sacrifice. Rather, I'm
- 1:00:16talking about the fact that while
- 1:00:18preparing for this performance, I very
- 1:00:19carefully imagined the process of dying
- 1:00:21well, because that figure of dying well
- 1:00:23, also because of the scenes with the
- 1:00:25old prioress, is elevated to the status
- 1:00:27of high art and the fact that dying
- 1:00:29well, or passing well, is a kind of
- 1:00:31gift. And George Gurdjieff, who had
- 1:00:41many students in Europe, is of course
- 1:00:43credited, whether rightly or not, with
- 1:00:45animating World War II thanks to the
- 1:00:47education he provided to both Stalin
- 1:00:49and Hitler. Listen, there's no
- 1:00:54definitive evidence here, but that's
- 1:00:56the assumption. Gurdjieff said that you
- 1:01:01can work out anything in your life with
- 1:01:03this projection, this imagination. He
- 1:01:09taught his students to imagine their
- 1:01:11own death, this moment of transition.
- 1:01:17>> He told them to sit and practice, every
- 1:01:19day imagining how they would pass and
- 1:01:21where. Mhm.
- 1:01:27>> Um, this is interesting, uh, from my
- 1:01:29perspective, which is why I mentioned
- 1:01:31it in the same breath as talking about
- 1:01:33the role of blanch, because the actor
- 1:01:35has the opportunity to do this, and his
- 1:01:37soul, uh, receives such inspiring
- 1:01:39stimulations, his spirit, I should say,
- 1:01:41that allow him to stay close to that
- 1:01:43soul for a long time. And such a
- 1:01:49systemically limited person, who has
- 1:01:51been programmed, who sits in this
- 1:01:52program and who doesn't want to move
- 1:01:54because he prefers to stare at his
- 1:01:56smartphone or tablet,
- 1:01:59>> doesn't experience such images at all.
- 1:02:01>> I think I'll allow myself to listen to
- 1:02:03a program about Gurdjieff, because he's
- 1:02:05an incredibly interesting figure. The
- 1:02:07more I read, the more inspiration I
- 1:02:09have.
- 1:02:09>> And his Ouspensky ears. Yes, it
- 1:02:12>> is. Incredible, an incredible method of
- 1:02:15awakening the body's energy centers,
- 1:02:17which in turn allow us to experience
- 1:02:19bardo states, my dears. And here's the
- 1:02:25connection that bears fruit, because
- 1:02:26bardo is a borderline state. So this
- 1:02:30connection is what we're after, if we
- 1:02:32experience this connection, because you
- 1:02:34said so about this exercise,
- 1:02:36>> right? Listen, it drives away all fear
- 1:02:39of death, because when you do this to
- 1:02:41yourself, or for example, when I do it
- 1:02:43to myself, I often leave my body. By
- 1:02:47practicing this, I know 100%that I
- 1:02:49won't be afraid, and the fact that I'm
- 1:02:51not afraid doesn't
- 1:02:54>> deprive the system of a tool to abuse
- 1:02:56me. And today's broadcast aims to say
- 1:03:03that physical death is just a
- 1:03:05transition. Yes, it's a portal.
- 1:03:10>> And what we should be talking about,
- 1:03:12thinking about, and what we should be
- 1:03:13—I don't want to use the word "fight,
- 1:03:15" but what we should be fighting for.
- 1:03:19Okay, so be it, this is a good
- 1:03:21spiritual life. A good spiritual life.
- 1:03:25Yes. Good,
- 1:03:28>> broad functional awareness. Yes, that
- 1:03:32means your
- 1:03:33>> balance.
- 1:03:34>> Exactly. Say a few words about balance
- 1:03:37and about choices in life.
- 1:03:40>> You're talking about being
- 1:03:43>> balanced, which means we know the
- 1:03:45balance. It's not like we're going to
- 1:03:50live in some other dream now, but we're
- 1:03:52going to live consciously. That's
- 1:03:56exactly what it is. And we'll
- 1:03:59consciously reach the end of this life
- 1:04:01on matter and in the body, and in
- 1:04:03matter, we'll strip ourselves of this
- 1:04:05matter, and we won't take anything with
- 1:04:07us. We go, we see the light, we enter
- 1:04:13the light. Everyone who's read about it
- 1:04:16will soon say
- 1:04:16>> not to go there, because they said it
- 1:04:18was there, because that's where they
- 1:04:20catch souls.
- 1:04:20>> They wait, they catch souls. Those
- 1:04:24little gray things. Yes, we've all
- 1:04:27heard it many times.
- 1:04:30>> Yes, if someone catches someone there,
- 1:04:32it's only equal to equal, like to like.
- 1:04:37For example, if some evil spirits lurk
- 1:04:40there, then I'm useless to them and
- 1:04:42you're
- 1:04:45>> not fit to be minced.
- 1:04:47>> However, no one has to kidnap me if
- 1:04:49they are positive beings, because I
- 1:04:51willingly enter there. Each of us will
- 1:04:57go to the level of consciousness from
- 1:04:59which we came, or even a floor above.
- 1:05:03But everyone who has seen the film, for
- 1:05:05example, this is shown, goes. This is
- 1:05:08not a Hollywood production, Our House.
- 1:05:11This is a Brazilian film, our home, and
- 1:05:14that's where they show people dying,
- 1:05:16leaving their bodies. There's a doctor
- 1:05:19who still believes he's a doctor.
- 1:05:23There's a girl who had a fiancé and
- 1:05:25left, but she's still jealous,
- 1:05:27wondering if he has another woman. For
- 1:05:30example, she wants to come back, and so
- 1:05:33on. Look at our home at the CDA, too.
- 1:05:42And when we leave our bodies, we're no
- 1:05:45longer professors, doctors, prosecutors
- 1:05:48, butchers, accountants, priors, and so
- 1:05:50on, but ourselves. And the moment I
- 1:05:59leave, watch the soul leaving the body
- 1:06:01because it has to. It's a certainty
- 1:06:05that each of us will leave naturally.
- 1:06:08Either they'll help us, or they already
- 1:06:11have 5G, 6G, and we'll be able to throw
- 1:06:13people out.
- 1:06:14>> Let's say "ghost" so we don't confuse
- 1:06:16them. The spirit leaves the body. The
- 1:06:18>> spirit leaves. Yes. The spirit leaves
- 1:06:21the body. It leaves the body. Now, on
- 1:06:23the other side, he sees—I call it the
- 1:06:26other side—it's here. We're not alone
- 1:06:29here either. There are plenty of beings
- 1:06:31around us. We don't see them. They see
- 1:06:33us. Who are these beings? These are our
- 1:06:38teachers, members of our cosmic
- 1:06:40families. Why don't we see them?
- 1:06:44Because if you look, for example, at a
- 1:06:47fan slowly spinning, you see a fan. The
- 1:06:50faster it spins, the faster it spins,
- 1:06:52until finally you see nothing. If you
- 1:06:55don't point a finger at it, you no
- 1:06:56longer feel it. Their bodies vibrate so
- 1:06:59quickly that they are transparent to us
- 1:07:01. Like us, who they are, is us. When we
- 1:07:06leave the body, others won't see us.
- 1:07:10There's simply no magic here. No magic.
- 1:07:15That's how it is. It's good. If, say, a
- 1:07:18spirit leaves the body and sees the
- 1:07:24world there now, there are certain
- 1:07:26souls around it waiting for it and
- 1:07:28saying, "So, Karol, what's next?" Well,
- 1:07:33I don't know, for now I'm out of the
- 1:07:35body. You don't know, how you said
- 1:07:38you're the vicar of God's son on earth.
- 1:07:44We believed, we gave, they sent you
- 1:07:46money, we lived in miserable conditions
- 1:07:48, you lived in a palace and said you
- 1:07:50would lead us further. So, we want to
- 1:07:55go. Where, where will you lead us? I
- 1:07:57don't know where I'm supposed to go on
- 1:07:59my own. What do you want from me? Well,
- 1:08:01we do, because you told us, so it's
- 1:08:03better not to promise something we
- 1:08:05can't fulfill. And this applies not
- 1:08:12only to Karol, but to other Karols in
- 1:08:15various religions, who dressed in
- 1:08:17various robes: rabbis, mahdis, all
- 1:08:20those, you know, muftis, and so on.
- 1:08:26They dressed and hypnotized and
- 1:08:28perpetuated this hypnosis from the
- 1:08:30cradle, grandfather, grandmother, and
- 1:08:32so on. You are a Jew, you are a Pole,
- 1:08:37you are, you are not, this and that,
- 1:08:39until he leaves his body. And now he's
- 1:08:43returned to the truth. If you go on
- 1:08:45vacation somewhere, you read about what
- 1:08:48it's like there, what the conditions
- 1:08:50are like, the heat, the cold, and so on
- 1:08:52, you find what you saw on postcards on
- 1:08:55the internet, you saw, you read, right,
- 1:08:57in those pamphlets about what it's like
- 1:08:59in Polynesia, and so on. When we leave
- 1:09:03the body, you're not, you didn't read,
- 1:09:05there's no death, you didn't care, and
- 1:09:07what happens after death doesn't
- 1:09:09concern you. I, who live here now, like
- 1:09:17it, and you burden yourself well, but
- 1:09:19think that now, for example, these
- 1:09:21people who have a certain idea and are
- 1:09:24implementing it over the dead bodies—
- 1:09:26those dead bodies remain here, but the
- 1:09:28spirits have emerged from there and
- 1:09:30will tell him; if not Karol, then they
- 1:09:32will tell him: "Listen, Adolf, you
- 1:09:35threw us out of our bodies." PR, we
- 1:09:42couldn't continue to develop
- 1:09:44spiritually because of you. For now, it
- 1:09:48worked. Well, now, for example, we
- 1:09:50don't want to forgive you for that.
- 1:09:57Stalin, who killed more Russians than
- 1:09:59Adolf did while in Russia. Pol, who
- 1:10:04murdered his own people. General Franco
- 1:10:09, who murdered his own people. It
- 1:10:13worked well.
- 1:10:14>> Well, power is the great dopamine
- 1:10:16original sin.
- 1:10:19>> Once you get a kick out of it, it's not
- 1:10:21enough anymore.
- 1:10:22>> And once you kill someone, suddenly you
- 1:10:25see, it's not so terrible.
- 1:10:27>> And a few million more, no problem.
- 1:10:30That's a big problem, because now
- 1:10:32you're still alive. But you're immortal
- 1:10:37, you no longer have a body, you can't
- 1:10:39fix anything on the material plane
- 1:10:41without a body. Well, you need a body
- 1:10:46for that. On the other side, you'd be
- 1:10:48—you don't know what happened to you.
- 1:10:52For now, you don't accept that you're
- 1:10:54dead; later, you accept that you're
- 1:10:56dead. You don't know what to do. You're
- 1:11:01prepared for life outside your body,
- 1:11:03and besides, you don't like being
- 1:11:05outside your body, but no one asks your
- 1:11:07opinion, just as you didn't ask anyone
- 1:11:09whether it's cool to shoot him or not.
- 1:11:17And now there are ghosts teaching us—
- 1:11:19teachers waiting until that ghost can't
- 1:11:21stand itself and wants to come out and
- 1:11:23ask for help. Right? Just as the diver
- 1:11:29feels he can't stand the pressure any
- 1:11:31longer, he asks for help. These ghosts
- 1:11:34come. He doesn't know they're ghosts.
- 1:11:36He thinks he's hallucinating. After all
- 1:11:38, there are no ghosts, no deaths, and
- 1:11:40suddenly they're here. What can we do
- 1:11:43for you? Well, he wants to return to
- 1:11:46Earth, that's for sure. Unfortunately,
- 1:11:49he can't go to Earth. He can't go to
- 1:11:55Earth because he has to fix what he's
- 1:11:57broken within himself, forgive himself
- 1:11:59for burdening himself, bring you to a
- 1:12:01state of consciousness that will make
- 1:12:03him regret it. Then, after forgiving
- 1:12:10himself and repenting, he goes to him
- 1:12:12and says, "I'm sorry, I really didn't
- 1:12:14know what I was doing, forgive me."
- 1:12:18Some of them will forgive him because
- 1:12:20they've already worked on forgiveness
- 1:12:22in their bodies, and some with him: "
- 1:12:24Absolutely not, Adol, absolutely not
- 1:12:27Stalin, absolutely not." So what's
- 1:12:31happening now? Those spirits who don't
- 1:12:35want to forgive him have stalled their
- 1:12:37development until they can no longer
- 1:12:39forgive themselves for not being able
- 1:12:40to forgive. This soul is ready to
- 1:12:45return and repair what can still be
- 1:12:47repaired and reincarnate him. Probably
- 1:12:52one of these unforgivable souls will
- 1:12:53take him into the family. Sometimes,
- 1:12:57you know, an older brother beats a
- 1:12:59younger brother, sometimes a sister
- 1:13:01beats a sister. He abuses them, and so
- 1:13:05on, and so on, but as long as they're
- 1:13:07not brothers or sisters—that might be
- 1:13:10even better. There are spirits who will
- 1:13:14take him, for example, so that the one
- 1:13:17who was a sadist, a sadomasochist, and
- 1:13:19abused others will now be their own
- 1:13:21breast, in a female body, forced to
- 1:13:27feed the one who doesn't want to
- 1:13:29forgive him, or vice versa, because
- 1:13:31only a mother's Love is selfless. We're
- 1:13:35talking about true Love, not about
- 1:13:37those women who don't want to, got into
- 1:13:39trouble, and threw them in the trash.
- 1:13:41We're not talking about naturally
- 1:13:43sentient spiritual beings and so on,
- 1:13:45are we? Even with taking out the trash
- 1:13:49or dropping it off at the hospital,
- 1:13:51it's not like that. Well, I've already
- 1:13:53gotten rid of it, I'm going back to the
- 1:13:55neighbor's because he's a nice guy.
- 1:13:57It's not like that. She once called
- 1:14:00that soul. And that soul is angry with
- 1:14:03her for throwing it out. Why did you
- 1:14:07call me and slam the door in my face?
- 1:14:12So you have to think everything through
- 1:14:13. Notice that Christ spoke at a certain
- 1:14:17point for every unnecessary word. You
- 1:14:19will answer. Before the word, there is
- 1:14:21always an unnecessary thought. Before
- 1:14:23the thought, there is an unnecessary
- 1:14:24feeling. An unnecessary feeling always
- 1:14:27comes from the ego, not from divinity.
- 1:14:30Oh, a beautiful unnecessary feeling
- 1:14:33always comes from the ego, not from
- 1:14:35divinity.
- 1:14:37>> No, divinity is selfless.
- 1:14:40>> Good, the fear of death is selfless.
- 1:14:43I'm not saying karma gave 5 dollars. No
- 1:14:46, it's not like that. It has to be
- 1:14:49selfless. Brotherly love is selfless.
- 1:14:53Like, for example, Christ spoke the
- 1:14:55truth, do good to those who have sinned
- 1:14:57. This isn't what's happening in the
- 1:15:01Middle East or what's happening here
- 1:15:02across the border. They're just
- 1:15:05supposed to do good for themselves.
- 1:15:06Admittedly, they were terrorists, they
- 1:15:08killed our children. Stop it already.
- 1:15:11Leave them alone, we forgive you. No,
- 1:15:15we won't forgive you. No. So what will
- 1:15:19happen? We'll teach our children and
- 1:15:21great-grandchildren. They're the ones
- 1:15:25who are already living there, who
- 1:15:26remember what they did to us and my
- 1:15:28grandparents. Just like I have
- 1:15:32information from my childhood that my
- 1:15:34grandparents on my mother's side were
- 1:15:36murdered by Ukrainians, but not the
- 1:15:38entire Ukrainian nation came, only
- 1:15:40Ukrainians killed my grandparents,
- 1:15:43>> a few specific ghosts
- 1:15:45>> that I never saw with my own eyes. I
- 1:15:49only heard something like that when I
- 1:15:50was a child. I heard that my
- 1:15:56grandfather had a cook in their house
- 1:15:58or something, and she had a son, and my
- 1:16:00grandfather paid his school fees—
- 1:16:02something like that—I remember to
- 1:16:04this day and later, that he went to
- 1:16:06school and was a human being. And later
- 1:16:15she told her brothers, the boy's mother
- 1:16:17, that she saw where Grandma hid some
- 1:16:20rings and coins, because Grandpa had
- 1:16:22canvas, he had a canvas trade, he
- 1:16:24supplied half of Ukraine and half of
- 1:16:26Poland, all of Galicia. Today, I didn't
- 1:16:32have to struggle with life; he
- 1:16:34inherited it, from Grandpa. I don't
- 1:16:38struggle, but one thing is certain. She
- 1:16:41said she saw where they came, killed
- 1:16:43them, took it. And then, apparently,
- 1:16:48she later complained that they made a
- 1:16:50mistake, because they gagged and beat
- 1:16:52her to make her tell them where she hid
- 1:16:54the gold. And she, too, because they
- 1:16:58weren't professionals. They should have
- 1:17:01found the gold first, and then got that
- 1:17:03old woman out. Yes. Listen, to get back
- 1:17:07on track, this is death.
- 1:17:15>> We have, listen, we have a mission here
- 1:17:17too, to say that it's worth making fun
- 1:17:19of this death; then it functions within
- 1:17:21us as a completely different program,
- 1:17:24right? It
- 1:17:28>> can be done. It's
- 1:17:30>> worth it,
- 1:17:31>> because it's a state of consciousness.
- 1:17:33>> Don't be afraid. Anyway, listen,
- 1:17:35>> don't
- 1:17:36>> experience, go through bardo states,
- 1:17:38explore what exists between dimensions.
- 1:17:42There are various ways to do this. You
- 1:17:45can even do it comfortably in prison,
- 1:17:49right? Even without prison. I started
- 1:17:54without prison. I started my career
- 1:17:59with something called autogenic
- 1:18:01training, according to Dr. Szulc. Yes.
- 1:18:07I recommend it, and it has something to
- 1:18:09do with what I said before: that in
- 1:18:11meditation, we imagine that we want to
- 1:18:18live in a world where there are
- 1:18:19beautiful beings who feel what we feel,
- 1:18:21who think like us, with whom we will
- 1:18:23create beautiful worlds together. Our
- 1:18:29program is to create beautiful worlds
- 1:18:31in infinity with God the Father, and
- 1:18:34that is
- 1:18:36>> our goal there. That is our goal.
- 1:18:38>> Yes. That is why we were created. Not
- 1:18:40to fight battles, wars, fighting for
- 1:18:43happiness, peace, and joy. We are not
- 1:18:45meant to live that way. We have God
- 1:18:48within us, and we are his instruments,
- 1:18:50and in his image, together with God, we
- 1:18:53create beautiful galaxies, beautiful
- 1:18:55states of consciousness, and so on and
- 1:18:57so forth. Each of us, whatever state of
- 1:19:01consciousness we are in now, will go to
- 1:19:03this paradise, where we will continue
- 1:19:05to develop
- 1:19:07>> and start over from the level we left
- 1:19:09off. That's right.
- 1:19:11>> Let's take care of this level, listen.
- 1:19:13>> Yes. Let's
- 1:19:14>> not be afraid of this transition
- 1:19:15constantly. Let's multiply the joy of
- 1:19:20life and let's not fall into it. Let's
- 1:19:24be happy that
- 1:19:25>> we give,
- 1:19:26>> that we give, not only that we take,
- 1:19:29>> and let's not fall into the realm of
- 1:19:31fear. Roman, I think we should close
- 1:19:34this topic today, because you already
- 1:19:36know, it's a fertile topic and there's
- 1:19:38so much to say here and so many paths
- 1:19:40to follow. Um, I'm grateful for...I
- 1:19:44thank you
- 1:19:46>> for the conversation.
- 1:19:47>> So what? And see you at the next
- 1:19:49observatory, Roman.
- 1:19:51>> Thank you for being with us. It was
- 1:19:53>> wonderful with you. Feel the spirit.
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