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0:00okay all right this was uh this is the
0:02unexpected one I'm very a super
0:04unexpected one but you go by chess bro
0:07right yes sir how long did you how long
0:09ago did you decide that name well I'm 37
0:12now I'll just turned 37 a few days ago
0:14it's actually really [ __ ] funny how I
0:16got the name and you're gonna [ __ ]
0:17laugh
0:18I was 24 at the time 23 and I was on the
0:22bodybuilding.com forums I'm not sure if
0:25you're familiar with them oh yeah the
0:26misk forums yeah oh yeah you are I'm
0:28back in the day forms that's all that's
0:30all we did back okay [ __ ] before social
0:31media before for my generation so you
0:34might have been around to see some of
0:35the stuff yeah um
0:36yeah it was a bodybuilding.com forums
0:38and it was called The misc Forum and I
0:40made a thread and I was super skinny
0:42[ __ ] doing really really skinny and I
0:44posted a photo of myself wearing a Ed
0:46Hardy Stringer baseball cap backwards
0:48and just like pouting and [ __ ] and just
0:50like doing a little selfie in the mirror
0:51and I captioned it are you admiring my
0:53chest bras now here's me hoping I'm
0:55gonna get like everyone like tell me how
0:57good I look and compliment me instead do
1:00to turn to about 500 pages of just
1:02[ __ ] roasting it roasting I've got
1:05roasted dude oh my God how old were you
1:07then 24 23 23 yeah 23 so it was pretty
1:11intense like I just got roasted but I
1:13mean I get it like it was a really like
1:15funny looking photo and I was like I was
1:17kind of like skinny and [ __ ] just
1:18thinking I was big and stuff so I posted
1:20that my username at the time on the
1:22forums was Ecto 1986 ectomorph 1986 and
1:27um yeah and then I just uh captioned the
1:29thread that you admire in my chest prize
1:30and then everyone just started [ __ ]
1:32roasting me roasting me and then any
1:34thread I would make after that they
1:36would just come in oh [ __ ] it's a chess
1:37bra guy the chess bra guy yeah and at
1:40that time Aziz had his nickname ziz and
1:42he was popping off and I was like hmm
1:44chest bro how did how did how did bro
1:47how did ziz get his nickname I answered
1:49this in the fresh and fit but I'll also
1:51answer a few Bradley yeah
1:52um it's a bit another funny story so we
1:54were kids and I could never pronounce
1:56his name properly as a kid because I'd
1:58have lisp growing up so I would
2:00pronounce his name as ziz it was like
2:02with a huge lisp and here's where it
2:04gets super weird
2:05he didn't even call me by my name say it
2:07he would also call me ziz so he had this
2:09running joke we would just call each
2:10other's ears as little kids and then
2:13like people around us when they would
2:14see us like talking stuff they're like
2:16where the [ __ ] are you guys calling each
2:18other this is like what the hell and
2:19then yeah he just changed his name to
2:21ziz when he started popping on online
2:23social media and the rest is like kind
2:24of History yeah so let's talk about that
2:26a little bit um sure I didn't know that
2:28because like it came up to Europe you're
2:30at my gym just the gym just opened you
2:31were yeah [ __ ] Steve let me in bro
2:33did you speak to us good yes that's good
2:35okay so you're supposed to let you in
2:36okay oh it was all planned yeah it
2:39wasn't planned but like I thought it was
2:40I was like oh this is way too um but a
2:43good unplanned plan because you're here
2:45now because I met you and I didn't even
2:46realize I've seen you on the internet
2:47for sure but I I didn't realize that you
2:50were this is his brother yeah a lot of
2:52people don't they think the cousin or
2:54just close friends I thought you were a
2:55friend like a home yeah just from what
2:57I've seen obviously I didn't do enough
2:58Research into it yeah yeah um but when
3:01did you guys find the gym because you
3:02guys you're obviously you're older than
3:03him yes are you older than he would be
3:05now obviously correct
3:07um when did you guys find the gym
3:10um I started training dude when I was 18
3:11I just finished high school so my story
3:13is like just a typical skinny guy who
3:15just wanted to get some attention a bit
3:17of respect I was really really short in
3:18high school had a gross put in like year
3:2110 year 11 I was like 16. yeah um I grew
3:23up watching like a Van Damme sliced
3:25Alone
3:26um Arnold Schwarzenegger these like
3:28idols and [ __ ] goats and in wrestling as
3:30well WCW WWE and um at that point it was
3:34like so heavily ingrained in my brain
3:35just seeing like muscle-bound men that I
3:38was either gonna become a [ __ ] homo
3:39or a bodybuilder one or the other like
3:41this piano would sales it was one of the
3:42others like you know what I mean so I
3:45had all that um exposure therapy like at
3:47a young age just like watching these
3:49movies watching these action heroes what
3:51about what about it though did did you
3:52like you know what what Drew you to it
3:54because not everyone not everyone gets
3:55drawn to a lot of people are saying like
3:56oh it's not for me I think the whole
3:59appeal for me was I just saw the respect
4:02they would get and it wasn't even a
4:04woman thing just the respect they would
4:05get from other Men by having a presence
4:07and Aura and I just noticed a lot of
4:09things even at a young age like oh wow
4:11these bigger dudes with the Rippling ABS
4:12and the broad shoulders and the big
4:14chests like they're the ones who are
4:16like getting all the attention from like
4:17the ladies they're the ones who get the
4:19respect from the man I'm like yeah all
4:21right so life seems kind of easy maybe
4:23if I just get jacked people will take me
4:26more seriously yeah and um from a skinny
4:28kid I started at like a hundred and
4:311005 pounds I was like five foot six
4:34five so I appreciate you didn't try to
4:35use kilos yeah I really try to do the
4:38conversion I really appreciate that
4:39because we were gonna have to go
4:41backwards on that [ __ ] oh that's I mean
4:43I've done I've done my education coming
4:44I'm like you know what like they do
4:45pounds gallons so you guys don't worry
4:47we we're completely stupid when it comes
4:49to [ __ ] the metric system yeah so I'm
4:51like I had to like I kind of know the
4:52pounds but it was about 110 pounds for
4:54the Aussie viewers
4:56um that's about like 52 kilos yes yeah
4:58and now I'd say I'm probably about 190
5:00pounds 511 so I had a big growth spur
5:03put on a lot of weight
5:04um left the gym so it went to the gym
5:06because I was getting bullied in high
5:08school
5:09um I was super quiet a little bit
5:10awkward when I was younger so like heaps
5:12of like kids like pick on me like the
5:13big like bigger guys and I was just like
5:15[ __ ] these guys I'm gonna show them you
5:17know finish High School bought a gym
5:19membership started to train
5:21um went to like started partying as well
5:22just really came out of my shell
5:25um just met a like-minded group of
5:27individuals that we dubbed the
5:28Aesthetics crew yeah at the time you
5:30might might have heard it popping off
5:32around like 2009 10 which is this is so
5:34crazy this is like way back more social
5:37yeah yeah so that so I I'm kind of
5:39curious like okay let's go to your first
5:41point about uh the the respect the women
5:43like when did you start to notice that
5:45that did that actually give you that
5:47like did you actually get that benefit
5:49like at what age did you start to
5:50realize like oh I'm getting more respect
5:52or I'm getting more women like did you
5:53get that thing that you thought you
5:54would have gotten here's the funny thing
5:55I always didn't really have a problem
5:57with women even when I was kind of
5:59skinny and like geeky I don't know they
6:01must have found me Charming or cute or
6:03funny or some [ __ ] because I've never
6:04really had a problem but the type of
6:06women that I was attracting once I got
6:07like tattoos and put on a bit of size
6:09was like completely different so to
6:10answer your question
6:12um yeah I mean I did get what I wanted
6:13and what I set out to do was the respect
6:15and yeah the women all that came but
6:17then eventually that all that [ __ ]
6:19really didn't matter and it just became
6:20like a love of bodybuilding which is um
6:22yeah kind of where I ventured more into
6:26um after especially after like I lost my
6:28brother
6:29um I went back to basics because I got
6:30got lost in the party world and the drug
6:32scene and all this and that and got
6:34mixed with the wrong crowd and you know
6:36I felt had a big fall and just um you
6:39know a big big downward spiral and I
6:41wouldn't wish it on anyone dude like
6:42losing a family member and [ __ ] like
6:43it's [ __ ] tough yeah but managed to
6:45pull myself out of it and just brought
6:46it back to basics dude which is
6:48bodybuilding man bodybuilding is always
6:49saved me in every [ __ ] way possible
6:52through High School it saved me by
6:53giving me confidence by you know making
6:55me more respected around my like around
6:57men women were noticing me more then
7:00when I lost my brother bodybuilding came
7:01back into my life and pulled me out of
7:03depression a second time yeah and then
7:05it's like I had a new lease of training
7:07like twice so it's like I was like
7:09reborn twice like firstly obviously
7:11getting into the training and secondly
7:13would have been like when I lost my
7:14brother I had all that passion to kind
7:15of like continue his legacy and kind of
7:18just like keep writing his story what's
7:20also like writing my own sir yeah let's
7:23talk about that a little bit um the
7:25thing that I find so interesting is like
7:27this guy still uh ziz gets talked about
7:30and in respect to like Aesthetics and
7:33yeah in this community especially online
7:34I mean I remember years and years ago he
7:37was so popping like it was such a crazy
7:39thing and like a lot of the kids who
7:41came up afterwards like um
7:44like the legend of us what is it what
7:48was it Legends
7:50yeah and then even even like David all
7:53these people came and they kind of like
7:54after they came after and I think a lot
7:57of them yeah exactly yeah so I guess my
8:00question to you was like how have you
8:01seen the industry change in regards to
8:04like Aesthetics and honestly I mean I
8:06really like this question man it's it's
8:07uh it seems like it's gotten like a
8:11thousand times more popular like it's
8:13only it's only like snowballed even even
8:14with the recent like shifting of
8:16bodybuilding to like classic and yeah
8:18where people going towards classic but
8:20how do you think it's changed because at
8:22the time when he he popped out once this
8:24popped out bodybuilding it was just body
8:26remember exactly I mean he was just
8:28living in a smaller guy but still had
8:31good lines good Aesthetics that's what
8:33it was all about and not just like
8:34people were so like I don't think they
8:37saw a lot of that because it was most of
8:38the time like we were talking it was
8:39just the guys that you saw were big
8:41bodybuilders huge dudes and this guy
8:43came and got really popular from being
8:45like not a massive dude a dude just like
8:48you know more than average for sure
8:50muscle obviously had a really good look
8:52how to you know you guys with the
8:54[ __ ] hair thing is just because it
8:56still blows my mind yeah I just I'll
8:57never forget the hair yeah and the look
8:59so it's like
9:00what do you think that did to the
9:02culture because it's still like I said
9:04people still reference that kid today
9:05and that guy that man you know you know
9:07obviously sure honestly firstly that's a
9:09really good question Bradley and I
9:10really like these like thought-provoking
9:12kind of questions rather than just like
9:13what was his like it's just like I've
9:15answered this a million times so I
9:16really like that question first and
9:17foremost when I was around 18 the only
9:20people that we had to look up to were
9:22people like Ronnie Coleman Jay Cutler
9:25um you know don't got to say the names
9:27like just all the grace in the
9:28bodybuilding World there was no classic
9:29division there was no men's physique
9:32um Aesthetics wasn't even even a known
9:34thing and bodybuilding was like super
9:37Niche way more Niche it's all about
9:39males there was no chicks in the gym
9:41even training then there were no girls
9:43in the gym I don't remember seeing all
9:44these gym bunnies now that you all see
9:46like doing little cameras and the
9:47tripods and everyone's
9:49all the girls came out of nowhere and um
9:52they've got their little whole
9:53Aesthetics thing going on too now I do
9:54feel like that's a huge influence from
9:56what has started and pushed in the
9:57younger days men this was the big one as
10:00was the voice for all the young dudes
10:03and all the dudes that thought they
10:04weren't genetically Superior that
10:06thought they didn't have the genetics or
10:08you know really they weren't the right
10:10person to become a bodybuilder so get
10:12that mass mass size yeah because I think
10:13he showed them that hey like you can
10:16still look good you can still have an
10:17awesome rig and you can still live a fun
10:20life and enjoy bodybuilding so I think
10:22he came in and brought a whole new crowd
10:24of um young kids into the gym scene that
10:28I don't think originally would have gone
10:29into that scene unless he came in and
10:31then the scene just completely changed
10:33you just you could see all these kids
10:34like mimicking him and um you know in
10:37their own little ways and which is
10:38amazing to see like it's beautiful yeah
10:40um before that it was just I would see
10:42like just the average Jim Joe in the gym
10:44with his wife beta and his towel and his
10:46bottle and I remember clearly at night
10:47and day because I've been on obviously
10:49like I've seen it all go down so it's
10:52been huge I think like his movement and
10:54just him like blessing this world with
10:56like you know just his his wisdom and
10:58his physique and his charm um and his
11:01Charisma managed to sway a whole new
11:03generation of young kids and no stab at
11:05bodybuilders but most bodybuilders live
11:07very mundane predictable lives where
11:10they just you know they have
11:11everything's regimented so it's super
11:13hard to people to connect with these
11:15kind of guys you know what I mean so
11:16someone like as came along and he showed
11:19that like all these young kids and
11:20insecure teenagers that hey like you
11:23guys can do this too but you know what I
11:24find so interesting you're absolutely
11:26right what I find so interesting though
11:27about the whole process is that he did
11:29this on forms like it wasn't it wasn't
11:32there wasn't it wasn't like Instagram
11:33was a thing it wasn't like you know
11:35YouTube wasn't a thing that people were
11:36actively doing that's why it was so
11:37interesting that he got so popular on
11:39forms like across all different forms
11:42where people knew about this guy it was
11:43on bodybuilding.com yeah 4chan a misc
11:47um Chat Roulette yeah it was crazy but
11:48the thing is um he was really smart at
11:50what it did in a lot of people forget
11:52that he was the Ducks I'm not sure what
11:53you guys would call that it's like when
11:54you're the top of your grade in every
11:56like academic subject like maths English
11:58science like he was like ridiculously
12:00like autistically smart and like he
12:02never even studied it was really crazy
12:04and he had like 300 students in his
12:06class he'd be topping the class in every
12:07[ __ ] subject
12:09until he found out about girls when you
12:11hit around puberty or a new 10 year 11
12:12and then and then [ __ ] just started to
12:14go downhill he's like [ __ ] all this dumb
12:16[ __ ] yeah so he just started like
12:17[ __ ] around a bit getting like
12:19getting with like girls and stuff like
12:20that and he was still incredibly
12:22intelligent but he didn't even like
12:23study for his um HSC we call it which is
12:25like your enter score that you get to go
12:27into like University yeah he did no
12:28studies and I think he got like 89 out
12:30of 100 which is like like I started my
12:32[ __ ] dick off bro like I studied so
12:34hard I'm not as smart as him and I got
12:36like 83 and I was like but I [ __ ]
12:37studied dude I [ __ ] hated school oh
12:39bro my God I remember like dude being
12:42back in school all the teachers are just
12:43like you're not gonna do [ __ ] this and
12:45that like you're not gonna make it
12:46you're gonna take life seriously even
12:48like dude even like my friends and
12:50family around me like just like let go
12:52of this whole like season chess bra
12:54thing it's a joke you need to grow up
12:55yada yada yada I stuck to my guns and
12:58yeah I mean [ __ ] I mean that's normal
12:59though I had myself from The Matrix man
13:01it was tough yeah it's normal though
13:03like no one especially no I'm gonna tell
13:05you yeah it's the Oddity of it though
13:07like especially Our Generation like it
13:09was the it would say it's the first
13:11generation that came kind of out of the
13:12internet so there was more we copped we
13:16basically copped all the [ __ ] and
13:17set up the stepping stones for all these
13:19young kids now to enjoy they don't get
13:21bullied as much as we get bored they
13:22didn't go to go through the [ __ ] that we
13:24had to go through we were the first
13:25innovators including yourself to to play
13:28and and do the social media gig and then
13:30we paved the way for all these young
13:32kids now yeah no it's it's nice man it's
13:35it's super beautiful but even still even
13:37still even though we've done that and
13:38I'm grateful to be a part of it
13:40um it's no matter what you always run
13:42into people who in there especially in
13:44your closed Circle and family that's
13:45always like no matter even though it's
13:47like it's a now a proven thing that
13:48people are doing people still just try
13:51to [ __ ] [ __ ] on other people just
13:52because it's I think it's more so it's
13:53it's a it's just a human thing it's just
13:55basic human psychology in nature I feel
13:57like that it's always going to happen
13:58but I feel like it's more based on other
14:00person the other person is always going
14:02to tell you oh it's scary it's bad
14:03because like they they can't [ __ ] do
14:05it exactly they're scared to do it and
14:06it's just their subconscious projecting
14:08fear it's like oh [ __ ] if this guy in my
14:11pond in my circle does this that I can't
14:14do and I'm not surpassing me yeah and
14:16like dude like you would have
14:17experienced that I've experienced I've
14:18like lost so many friends around me just
14:19because like I chased my goals and
14:21eventually like all of them started
14:22coming true got my wbf Pro card and ran
14:25multiple businesses and just like you
14:27could see like just people around me
14:28just became like kind of like [ __ ]
14:29different dude and you would know you
14:31know like snarky weed old friends that I
14:33grew up with yeah
14:34man I had to get rid of them all yeah
14:37yeah I honestly don't have a lot of
14:39friends that I grew up with I have
14:40absolutely what happens I have a really
14:43solid team now and it took me on your
14:45team become your friends yeah you know
14:47you bother with each other's skills yeah
14:49you have friends that are videographers
14:50that are lawyers that are trainers that
14:52are you know drug coaches whatever it is
14:54but this within the industry they're all
14:56like got their little skill sets and you
14:57guys butter and learn and grow together
14:59and I think that's the only kind of like
15:02friends truly that you can have um as
15:05you get older as you're in the business
15:06world as you're becoming successful
15:07because no one's got time to be friends
15:09with stupid people that aren't making it
15:10anywhere they're not going to teach you
15:11anything they're not going to Aid
15:12anything to your life and I know that
15:14sounds like a little bit selfish but I
15:15feel like in this day and age it's truly
15:17hard to find a true friendship it needs
15:19to be some kind of like beneficial
15:22agreement for both parties yeah and
15:24that's where it gets complicated I think
15:26it gets complicated there because
15:28um a lot of people want to step into
15:30situations in which there's benefit to
15:32them but no benefit exactly yes and I've
15:35been there oh dude so many I had this
15:37kid at the [ __ ] Fitness expert in LA
15:39Fitness expert I'm not going to say his
15:40name comes up to me and he's just like
15:42hey man I love you and your bro like can
15:44we take a photo I'm like sure no worries
15:45post a photo post it on his Instagram
15:48says I'm says he like I'm his client and
15:51he's like some like trainer and he's
15:52like oh this is my client I'm like I'm
15:54like dude what the [ __ ] I'm not your
15:55[ __ ] client dude you're five foot two
15:57and [ __ ] 150 pounds bro I'll [ __ ]
16:00eat you for meal one what the [ __ ] you
16:01talking about yeah it was he like an
16:03influencer guy yeah there's a lot but
16:05there's cloud chaser La types you know
16:07there's yeah but there's for some reason
16:09they have no humility and humbleness and
16:12just like it's like dude if you want to
16:14[ __ ] milk me just tell me you want to
16:15milk me like right don't [ __ ] around
16:17like hey man I want to grow some
16:18followers but that's a thing nowadays
16:20I've realized like a lot some of the
16:21younger guys coming up in the industry
16:23they're just [ __ ] who just [ __ ] on
16:25other people for clout yeah and it's
16:27like do you not see what you're [ __ ]
16:29doing like are you stupid I'm like oh
16:30and then I had some kid actually
16:32yesterday on my Instagram I met this guy
16:35once in Sydney he flew from Melbourne
16:36into Sydney to like I don't know just to
16:38train bumped him to the gym I was like
16:40super nice to him like hyper aggressive
16:41testosterone fuel dude you know the
16:43types yeah yeah and you know taking
16:45photos in this and that and it's just
16:46like always trying to size himself up
16:47next to me and [ __ ] and I'm just like
16:49dude man I'm [ __ ] 37 bro you're
16:51you're 24 like you should be bigger than
16:53me you should be training harder than me
16:54like these are things you should be
16:56doing and you know what I mean like
16:57don't be comparing myself to me go
16:59[ __ ] like playing your own Pawn with
17:00people your age like it's [ __ ] stupid
17:01I mean ultimately all I'm sorry this
17:05[ __ ] asked me to [ __ ] post a
17:07photo of him on my Instagram feed he's
17:08like I'll give you two thousand dollars
17:09I'm like dude I don't want your money
17:10and I'm not gonna shout you out and he's
17:12like you're not Junior you're fake like
17:14everyone else in the fitness center I'm
17:16like [ __ ] you got to pay your
17:17dues before you could just decide that
17:19you're gonna ask people to [ __ ] post
17:21a photo and it's off the money it
17:23doesn't work like that it does not work
17:24like that that's not corny even if I did
17:26you wouldn't get any [ __ ] followers
17:27people don't care about the physique
17:28it's all about the personality it's all
17:30about being real now especially nowadays
17:32exactly yeah and that's the thing I
17:33think people forget is that they and you
17:35know we talk about this the hater [ __ ]
17:37like I've talked about this a few times
17:38on the podcast but I think kids fail to
17:40realize like it's if you're if you're
17:42basing your success off of tearing other
17:44people down eventually you're the
17:45audience that [ __ ] with you is gonna be
17:46like yo you're [ __ ] lame like they're
17:48gonna realize how [ __ ] lame you are
17:50that your only Stitch is to like [ __ ] on
17:52other people or try to make other people
17:53look bad so you look good because then
17:54there's nothing really genuine that
17:56you're giving you're just giving hate to
17:57cause negativity so that you get eyes on
17:59you but then it's like it's short-lived
18:02right there's nothing to sustain it with
18:03there's no reason to be there but the
18:05problem is with the social medias that
18:07[ __ ] gets clicks that's views
18:10controversy dude I posted a video and
18:12because I didn't really want to but on
18:14my Tick Tock I did a video naddy or not
18:16like me and Greg to say like he's like
18:18now you'll know I'm just throwing some
18:19names out there uh [ __ ] leaving beef
18:21patio these names and then [ __ ] lo
18:23and behold David gets like half a
18:24million views on Tick Tock I post a
18:26video of me flexing and posing like
18:28beautiful bodybuilding poses artistic
18:29you know like nice [ __ ] Frank zanesque
18:31and [ __ ] only get like [ __ ]
18:3410K likes maybe like 50 comments I'm
18:37like [ __ ] man I'm like the algorithms
18:38against like masculinity they don't want
18:40to see like buffed up dudes posing they
18:42don't want to see it it's just it's
18:44based on like it's like girls and drama
18:47yeah that's what that's what that's
18:49what's sad everyone gets caught up in
18:51that trip you know what I mean so until
18:53they like I feel like until they make it
18:55they're going to do everything they can
18:57these young kids to get that Spotlight
18:59yeah it's tough man it definitely
19:01creates like a little bit of a toxic uh
19:03industry especially this one because it
19:05is also the barrier to entry it's so
19:07thin because it's like you can get a
19:08phone get in some some shape and like be
19:10like I'm a fitness guy now and then your
19:12your buried entry is very low so like
19:14you're gonna have more and more people
19:15coming in and just firing shots at
19:16people to try and like lift themselves
19:18up so it just creates like a a toxic
19:21environment it's it's interesting yeah I
19:23wish more kids would realize that
19:24there's just so much more benefit to the
19:26slow game like trying to add value to
19:28people whether you're teaching someone
19:29how to train or you're you're making
19:31someone laugh perfect example of that
19:33I'd like I only found out about you in
19:34the last two years but before I heard
19:36your name popping on the Note here and
19:37there and then boom like you know you
19:39just came out of [ __ ] know in the
19:41last two three years like but you played
19:42the slow game oh yeah you know I played
19:44the slow game too I've been doing this
19:45like 15 years yeah I only just got my
19:47Pro card last year you know what I mean
19:50so I played the super slow game
19:52um and I think that's important what you
19:53said Brad like more young people in the
19:55industry need to understand that you
19:57can't have it now now now now like you
19:58know even I had one of my mates come up
20:00with on this trip with me he's like dude
20:01I just I want to get more respect from
20:03people I want to get like the respect
20:04that you have this and that I'm like I'm
20:06like man for a long time people didn't
20:08respect me yeah well think about your
20:10name how you got it originally like you
20:11said exactly they clowned you they
20:12clowned the [ __ ] up 100 pages I was like
20:15in my shell I was like [ __ ] crying
20:17dude I was like oh man maybe like you
20:19know what I mean like I was upset dude
20:20but there's two things that can happen
20:22when people [ __ ] on you you either
20:24crumble or you grow yeah you know what I
20:26mean so they say diamonds are formed
20:28Under Pressure bro so like some people
20:30are made for the pressure and it just
20:31helps them to excel in life and grow but
20:33other people absolutely will just
20:34[ __ ] become depressed and disappear
20:36and that's that bro that's what
20:37separates the winners from the losers
20:38and that will never change yeah I've
20:41never changed bro I'd love to keep my
20:43inner my inner child like personality in
20:45my inner nerd because I feel like it
20:47helps me also to connect with the
20:48younger people and it helps me to remind
20:50myself where I come from and always like
20:51stay humble but also be be like proud of
20:54who I am and my achievements yeah
20:55absolutely so let's talk a little bit
20:57about I want to go back to I mean I
20:59guess in a sense of achievements but in
21:01relationship to your brother he's he had
21:03had stamped such a thing in this
21:05industry that is just like continued
21:07about yeah I mean bro I'll never forget
21:09it and uh do you ever because you're his
21:12brother right do you ever like stress or
21:15worry or think that maybe you won't have
21:18the same sort of effect or do you even
21:19can't compare or do you you know what
21:21I'm saying I know exactly what you're
21:23saying um when I was younger uh yeah I
21:26cared a little bit like I kind of wanted
21:27to be like oh [ __ ] like I also want that
21:30Fame yeah then it got to a point where I
21:33didn't really care for it and it kind of
21:35just came to me and I didn't really want
21:38it and now that it's coming to me in
21:39like my social media is growing and
21:40growing and like my name's getting out
21:42there I'm like [ __ ] man I'm like is this
21:44really what I want I'm like I think it's
21:46nice like don't get me wrong it's nice
21:47but like yeah my ideal situation now
21:50would be to be like a multiple business
21:51owner and just like disappear into the
21:53abyss and like no one knows me I need
21:55I'm like I've already got my exit
21:56strategy after I finished competing
21:58after I win my world title I plan to
22:01like exit in about five years maybe own
22:04some properties and just like disappear
22:05from social media man because like to be
22:07honest man like this [ __ ] is like it's
22:09hard mentally it's draining uh it's
22:12exhausting and from loving filming
22:15content blogging I used to love this
22:16[ __ ] Bro [ __ ] I loved it so much I
22:19used to love taking photos and for
22:20Instagram and now it's like it's become
22:22such a [ __ ] chore that I just a good
22:24day for me would be not to be on my
22:26phone like yeah just like put my phone
22:28away I'm like you know what I'm gonna
22:29spend the day going to the beach going
22:31for a [ __ ] walk yeah going to a nice
22:33restaurant having a nice breakfast
22:34having a nice gym session going forward
22:36just you know going for like a swim in
22:37the Sun and just going to see some
22:39friends getting to see my family just
22:40taking it back to basics and it just
22:42makes me realize like what's truly
22:43important and um to go back to the
22:45question
22:46um now no I don't really care but I want
22:49my message for the people that do follow
22:51me and support me to be heard and to be
22:52understood of course that um if people
22:54are chasing this kind of Lifestyle to
22:56chase it for the right reasons don't
22:57chase it to be ahead of anyone else or
23:00to have clown Fame and followers do it
23:02for the genuine reasons and my genuine
23:04reasons going back again I like to go
23:06back to bodybuilding
23:08um bodybuilding continues and will
23:10continue to save my life for the rest of
23:11the rest of my days on this Earth man so
23:13for me my main priority now is um to
23:16just be a world champion wbff Pro and
23:19I'll be taken seriously as a competitor
23:21in the bodybuilding world uh the social
23:23media and and all the trolling and
23:25festivals and all that kind of stuff was
23:26as this thing he was young he was 22 at
23:28the time yeah so my head is completely
23:30somewhere else so for me to see him get
23:33the attention and fame that he gets now
23:34even more so than me it makes me happy
23:36because like I'm the bigger brother so
23:38to me it's like that's my baby brother
23:39dude you know what I mean if people
23:40still talking about him like it makes my
23:43heart warm and it makes me smile and I
23:44hope the whole world knows his name
23:45that's that's what I want yeah yeah so I
23:48gotta ask how because I've read but how
23:50did he actually die
23:53um this is something I actually can't
23:54talk about because I promised my parents
23:56[ __ ] yeah yeah it's something that I
23:58actually do want to talk about and a lot
23:59of my followers know and probably see in
24:01the comments section here I mentioned
24:03that I will come out with the truth in
24:04about two three years but then
24:07um due to the wishes of my mum and my
24:09dad
24:09um I kind of had to hold because they
24:11say it's like
24:12he's he's obviously does other drugs
24:15that aren't steroids of course they say
24:17he's in a song He's very open about that
24:19he's like yeah he was open about
24:20everything extremely open yeah but
24:21they're saying it was a like a like a
24:22heart attack a heart condition yes yeah
24:25so I will be coming out with the truth
24:27eventually one day
24:29um when my parents aren't around to see
24:30the afternoon yeah okay so because it
24:33would bother so imagine what it yeah it
24:34would bother them because um
24:36for many reasons it'll bother them but
24:38you know I've got the blessing to do it
24:40once you know once the time is right so
24:42but you're saying he did have a heart
24:44condition I can't even answer that okay
24:46okay yeah yeah but um all the truth will
24:48be revealed in due time I just have to
24:50yeah respect my parents can you imagine
24:52my position no yeah yeah fair I was
24:54because I've heard people [ __ ] on me
24:55they're like tell us man I'm like I
24:57respect my mom and dad I had to ask
24:58because I've read this but you never
25:00really know everyone wants to know yeah
25:02you know the family you know how bad I
25:03want to [ __ ] tell everyone dude it's
25:05like this burden on my shoulders tell us
25:08[ __ ] I know everyone's so [ __ ] mad
25:11right now I don't know how I feel can
25:13you tell me off camera of course okay
25:15off camera I'll go off camera
25:17um because because I was just curious
25:19I've told many people off camera okay
25:21yeah tell me off camera because I'm
25:23really interested
25:25um and how old was he he was 22 at the
25:28time [ __ ] yeah man
25:30yeah
25:31[ __ ] was huge for 22 though
25:33imagine it feels around now damn bro
25:35yeah man it's been 12 years man
25:38still got the same hairstyle
25:51together oh [ __ ] yeah for sure man damn
25:54so okay let's move on a little bit
25:57that's I appreciate it obviously I
25:59understand
26:00um I definitely want to hear off camera
26:01though you guys I can't tell you guys
26:03sorry guys one day one day you live in
26:07Oz most of the time all the time yes and
26:09how come you're out here now
26:11um so I got invited onto the fresh and
26:13fit podcast uh in Miami guys
26:16um yeah so they reached out to me
26:18they're like look man we're getting a
26:19lot of reception from people wanting to
26:21see you on the show
26:22um just have a chat with you I'm like
26:23cool I'm like all right I'll make it
26:24happen actually I was supposed to do it
26:26last time I came to America six months
26:27ago I want my Pro card last year and I
26:30went to Vegas partied my ass off just
26:31[ __ ] had a mad time yeah and the boys
26:33from fresh and fit reached out to me and
26:35I was just kind of like I'm just too
26:36busy just doing my own thing just
26:38relaxing really not doing content like I
26:40just finish the comp you know just got
26:41the procons I was [ __ ] my mental
26:43health wasn't all there I was like I was
26:44just exhausted I just wanted to let it
26:46roll out because you've competed so you
26:48know man like the off season like for me
26:49my off season
26:50consists of me just like partying and
26:52like letting it all out of my system
26:53like completely and that's what I've
26:55done so you you're you're big into
26:57partying
26:58yeah yeah fine dude I just can't do it
27:01man yeah I never liked it yeah I mean
27:04you you either like it or you don't and
27:05the thing is like I like I like dancing
27:07I like to move around like I'm a bit of
27:09a people person um I like to I like the
27:12music most most of it is like I actually
27:14like the music I like trance I like hard
27:16style I grew up on EDM so for me like
27:18yeah no okay I'm sorry interrupt what
27:21drugs do you take when you party
27:22um when I party well now I'm I don't do
27:24any drugs except I smoke weed and I
27:26drink alcohol but back in the day dude
27:28[ __ ] almost everything man yeah Coke
27:30pills like you name it I've done it yeah
27:33have you ever do you ever do any
27:34mushrooms psychedelics or anything I've
27:36never done mushrooms but I've done acid
27:37I used to I used to micro dose acid
27:39to have like every time I'd like get in
27:42my own head a little bit and I wanted to
27:43have like an ego death I would just like
27:45have some like I'll tell you a funny
27:47story yeah I had this beautiful dog
27:49American staffy and I had this two-story
27:52townhouse not a big place
27:54um not big enough for an American Staff
27:55here a big big ass dog I had it for
27:57about a year and I had no idea that this
28:00dog was like suffering and upset like I
28:02just I was so in love with my dog and I
28:04love my dog so much that I just didn't
28:06think there's a space and my house was
28:07too small for me I was kind of like
28:09oblivious to the fact and I think my
28:11friends kind of like picked up and I was
28:12like hey dude like your dog needs a
28:14bigger place like you know what I mean
28:15and we all hanging out one time in like
28:17my homies and we're just kind of like
28:19microdose some acid and then a few hours
28:21later I remember just like crying dude
28:23just out of now I just started [ __ ]
28:24crying and I'm just like man like Max
28:27isn't happy man like I could sense it in
28:28his eyes like he's [ __ ] depressed he
28:30doesn't have enough room to run around I
28:32can't I can't like he needs to go at
28:33least two three walks a day a dog of
28:35this size one walk a day it's not gonna
28:36cut it up I'm like I'm a [ __ ] human for
28:38like not being able to look after him
28:39like I felt so [ __ ] guilty dude and
28:43the next day it's like just had that
28:44thought popped in my head that never was
28:46there I started looking for like a
28:48family and like a home like to adopt him
28:50you know what I mean it took me like six
28:51months but I found a nice family for him
28:53and that was super like confronting so
28:55after that I would um use acid to micro
28:58dose periodically every three four
29:00months just have like little like
29:01epiphanies every time anything was going
29:03in my life I'd do it at good moments bad
29:05moments but I could still do it now no
29:07no I don't do it now now just smoke weed
29:09yeah yeah but it was fun while it lasted
29:11psychedelics are amazing though man yeah
29:13I still want to try mushrooms man like
29:15everyone always talks about mushrooms
29:16but I think it's like an American thing
29:17because everyone in Australia just does
29:18like acid yeah like we just do the tabs
29:21yeah it's similar it's it's a German you
29:23just do the mushroom I've never tried
29:24acid now no I've done mushrooms many
29:26different times they say Mushrooms it's
29:28like you're the passenger and you're not
29:31the driver and they say on acid you are
29:33the driver so you can control the trip
29:34also they say in the Grapevine anyway
29:36yeah yeah have you ever tried anything
29:38else like Ayahuasca or anything no [ __ ]
29:41no especially after seeing what happened
29:42to [ __ ] uh what's his name [ __ ]
29:43I'll make Connor Murphy yeah Connor
29:45[ __ ] I did it I hate that guy
29:47why bro you [ __ ] made a video saying
29:50that houses really died he got to know
29:53up in Thailand and committed suicide
29:54which by the way isn't true the nose job
29:57is true but he didn't commit suicide so
29:59yeah he just made a video for clickbait
30:01um yeah we're gonna we're gonna have to
30:03clickbait this video yeah
30:06dude I don't get it I mean he's gone
30:08that guy's kind of gone now yeah he's
30:10like oh man he's just doing all sorts
30:12but I think he was doing Ayahuasca like
30:13really like delinquently like he was
30:16doing yeah like yeah I mean every day
30:18like dude I mean like the thing is like
30:20I would have like I mean I'm always down
30:22to try everything once but after seeing
30:24what it did to him it's like [ __ ] okay
30:25I'm not gonna lie so it's all about the
30:27container you've tried it I've tried it
30:28yeah [ __ ] talk to me what's it like well
30:30listen bro that's I'm not gonna lie
30:32about it but Conor Murphy no I ain't
30:35going to prove I did it in here but I
30:36brought it yes I brought one yeah so
30:39it's all about how you do it you know so
30:41[ __ ] I'm not gonna lie I knew about the
30:43whole Conor thing too and I was like
30:44that's gonna be me and there was a point
30:46I swear to God there was something like
30:47bodybuilding anymore there was a point
30:49in the trip where I was like I'm gonna
30:50get stuck here oh my God and I was like
30:52I'm I'm now that guy and I was like it's
30:55never gonna end bro oh my God I thought
30:57for sure that was me I was like
30:58everyone's gonna be like yo remember
30:59Brad that guy's [ __ ] crazy now oh my
31:02God I swear dude what happened then but
31:04it was amazing it was it was like I had
31:06that moment
31:07The Purge no I didn't throw up at all
31:10damn which is crazy how long did the
31:12experience go for talk like describe it
31:14to me because like yeah no it went from
31:16uh nine to seven eight pm
31:20nine in the morning yeah so the whole
31:22day you're tripping yes but you're
31:24you're you're right your reference of
31:26time has completely shifted so it felt
31:28like two three hours yeah like two three
31:29hours you don't even know you have that
31:31out of Body Experience did you see like
31:33the elders and like no spiritual realm
31:36and did you go on and talk to all those
31:37like fairies no so so what I understand
31:39I've done it I did it once and I did it
31:41just that day and from doing a little
31:43bit more research
31:45I feel like I don't know it's almost
31:47like I felt like I like knocked off the
31:48cobwebs of like a bunch of things that
31:50I'm super anxious about my life or like
31:51problems but to go deeper like what
31:54people typically do is they'll they'll
31:56go for like you know you talk about the
31:57jungle Peru whatever people go to a
31:59place and they'll do it for like four or
32:00five days straight yeah it's like a
32:02proper ceremony yeah and that's what I
32:03did here but it was only one okay
32:05apparently like a lot of the people that
32:06do it at these Retreats are people like
32:08massive trauma and stuff like that yeah
32:09which is kind of why I wanted to do it I
32:11always a part of me always wanted to
32:12just like let go of as is and just like
32:15move forward with my life so like
32:17obviously like I've lived in my life for
32:18him and for me yeah like obviously doing
32:20like helping him with his legacy and
32:22then building my own but a part of me
32:24really wanted to go to kind of just like
32:25let go of it all and just move and start
32:27like and forward with like a new life
32:29kind of thing do you feel like you've
32:30but I don't want to let go of it I'm
32:33scared I don't want to forget anything I
32:35don't want to let go of him I always
32:36want to hold him close to my heart well
32:37you can I mean you can and I think even
32:39I'm scared if I do the experience that
32:41it's gonna make me realize that I need
32:43to move forward and I can't keep
32:44thinking about him and talking about you
32:46but I want to but you have moved forward
32:48and I don't think I think so too it
32:50doesn't sound like you're just like
32:51living for him you know yeah I agree I
32:54agree I might be a bit harsh on myself
32:55in saying that but I mean I think you
32:57get what I'm saying I just want like
32:59some peace because I've never gotten
33:00peace with his death still still never
33:03will until I you know I can really come
33:05out with a true message and then save
33:06people from dying yeah I'm sure people
33:08could read between the lines but
33:10eventually I'll speak out about
33:12everything
33:13but that's on my back dude and it
33:14doesn't feel good yeah you could
33:16probably tell yeah that's that's tough
33:19man I mean um
33:21[ __ ] yes it's a big burden to carry my
33:24friend yeah
33:26but back on the Ayahuasca yeah yeah
33:29cause I'm kind of because I'm kind of
33:31interested now you might be like swaying
33:32my mind
33:33you might be like get a call from me in
33:35a few months I'll help you I'll help you
33:37too I know all the people [ __ ] so this
33:39is the thing really interesting on
33:40Ayahuasca bro this is bro this is the
33:42thing right it's uh it you wouldn't just
33:45like completely forego who you are like
33:47you know you talk about this thing
33:48that's important for you like it's all
33:49important like I said the container in
33:50which you're doing it and the intentions
33:52you set as you go into it right so you
33:54wouldn't just like forego this and never
33:55have a relationship with this thing or
33:57this idea again it's more like it just
33:59it makes you see yourself more truly for
34:02who you are without any sort of filter
34:03like ego filter of like and and not like
34:06you know when you talk about ego death
34:08on acid it's way deeper than that it's
34:10like you can't so a lot of people won't
34:12be ready for that no they won't yeah and
34:14this is not for everyone I needed it
34:16because I was at a point in my life
34:17where like I felt like I kept going in
34:18circles on a lot what was your breaking
34:20point then to want to make you like
34:21obviously dive into it and try it
34:23um because I think that's important like
34:25if the viewers know because like yeah no
34:27one should just like do these kind of
34:28things without like Building 100 you
34:30know yeah so for me I'm 33 and I've
34:32struggled dramatically with
34:35interpersonal relationships throughout
34:37my entire life because of my my fear of
34:39losing someone right so I lost my father
34:42when I was six yeah I lost my bro and I
34:45have a fear of getting close to people
34:46and Friends women now keep everyone like
34:49um
34:50near me because if I like you and I lose
34:52you it's Gonna Hurt exactly you know
34:54what I'm saying and it's exactly that's
34:55it so that's the story of my whole life
34:57and even in friendships obviously uh
34:59intimate relationships with women but
35:00also in Intimate friendships and like
35:02push people business yeah as soon it
35:03gets too close my like natural instinct
35:05is like let me almost like make
35:07something bad so that I can get away oh
35:09my God yeah exactly what I do with all
35:11my relationships with women yeah I've
35:13dated some nice women and bro let me
35:15tell you I'm sorry ladies with all the
35:16[ __ ] [ __ ] I've done I pushed them all
35:18away dude yeah and now that I'm older
35:20I'm like [ __ ] man I'm such a dumbass
35:22exactly and so so I'm so I started
35:24getting to that point I'm 33 and I'm
35:25like I want a family and I'm like if I
35:27keep doing this I'm just in the Pod with
35:29you saying you want a son and family
35:30yeah dude I want that too bro I don't
35:32care if people laugh at that shoot like
35:33dude like you hit a certain age you just
35:35want a [ __ ] family bro yeah I want I
35:37want Simplicity and the thing is I just
35:39found myself if I kept doing the things
35:41that I kept doing I would never get
35:43there and I'd end up alone which I'm
35:44that's what I'm ultimately most afraid
35:46of that's what I'm afraid of you know so
35:47so for me that was the thing that pushed
35:49me I was like I found myself continuing
35:51this this sort of like rinse and repeat
35:53actions of like being a [ __ ] getting
35:56like going into some other thing having
35:58to overlap the next thing and then going
35:59into the next thing and then [ __ ]
36:00that up and like you know not having
36:02trust because of all the [ __ ] that I've
36:04built up in relationships and and I just
36:07wanted to like try to break that cycle
36:09so you know the the medicine the planet
36:12helps you to like see yourself like as
36:15genuinely as possible like with no
36:16filter and it allows you to really kind
36:18of like understand yourself on a deeper
36:20level that it won't allow you to like
36:22create excuses because you don't you you
36:24like you think of something and like
36:25you'll have like 10 [ __ ] reasons why
36:27like you're okay and it's conscious
36:29Behavior yeah in your mind it's just
36:30help you from doing it's like it's a
36:31defense mechanism and it's just gone and
36:34you just see this clear picture and
36:35you're like oh that's me it doesn't last
36:37we've got to keep doing it to keep it uh
36:39so that's the thing it's interesting it
36:41doesn't it's not like you're always high
36:43but like you definitely have you
36:44remember the experience and what you
36:46learned from it but the thing is like do
36:48you constantly got to keep doing it to
36:49have this no so it's like a one-time
36:51thing like I think you can do it once or
36:53twice and get a great effect from it I
36:55think it's something that you can
36:55revisit uh in time and you can continue
36:58to kind of experience it's also good for
37:01you it's not like a terrible thing
37:02that's bad for your body it's actually
37:04like it's full of alcohol yeah yeah I
37:07mean we put worse I think yeah yeah it's
37:10like people like talking about you know
37:12the the swine flu whatever yeah but this
37:15is actually there's there's actually
37:16there's actually medicinal benefits to
37:17this action oh there is yeah okay so
37:20beyond beyond obviously the the
37:21psychoactive stuff but yeah man it does
37:24stay with you and it has changed my
37:27overall just perspective in life in
37:28general and obviously like it doesn't
37:29mean I'm just like I don't ever get mad
37:31or I'm a completely different person
37:32night and day but like I just noticed
37:35myself kind of checking myself more
37:36often like just a dumb example right
37:39really stupid example you're driving in
37:41a car you cop a little road rage you
37:43want to be like man [ __ ] this you want
37:44to like say some [ __ ] and I'll notice
37:45something to me the other day and I'll
37:47be like I'll go like I'll like say it
37:49and I'll be like what the [ __ ] am I
37:50doing man like this is so unnecessary
37:52like it's not it's not getting me any
37:54better it's not changing This Moment of
37:56clarity that Split Second it just
37:58happens faster this is a bad idea yeah
38:00you should not go through with this yeah
38:01it happens faster okay it's so that's
38:03that's one of the I would say long-term
38:05benefits of it um like I said it just
38:06makes you more in tune with yourself
38:08it's adult bro you'd love it I I mean I
38:11wouldn't mind trying it but it'd have to
38:12be after comp season that's for sure
38:13yeah let's just do it when I'm prepping
38:14no no [ __ ] hate bodybuilding no [ __ ]
38:17this life no no no that's what scares me
38:19bro bodybuilding in training I don't
38:21think that'll ever change it's I won't
38:22lie though training has changed my my
38:24relationship to it has changed a lot
38:25just because like the business stuff
38:27like the the amount of things that I do
38:29on the daily is just kind of completely
38:31changing when I feel like when like your
38:33business and like your social media
38:35really took off am I right to say that
38:37that was the main focus of your life
38:39other than like over stepping the
38:41bodybuilding it had to yeah because
38:43there was no choice it was things I had
38:45to learn and like you know training and
38:47bodybuilding in general and like trying
38:48to like get this point of physique is
38:50you have to be a very selfish right
38:52which is totally selfish so in that like
38:55I couldn't do all the other things that
38:57I needed to do to be able to push
38:58forward with those things the way that I
39:00really wanted to so you have to shift
39:02focus and now I'm at a point where I'm
39:04like really like I just opened a new gym
39:06and I'm like okay I really want to take
39:07this serious again and it's uh it's out
39:09shout out to Steve for the free entry
39:11yeah and I bro I hate saying this
39:13because it sounds like some [ __ ] that my
39:15younger self would have told would have
39:17said to my older self now like you're a
39:18[ __ ] [ __ ] that like I shouldn't be
39:21saying I I want to get back into it
39:23because I'm still in it and I still
39:24train but not with the same sort of
39:26um intensity that I did then do you miss
39:28it Brad I do the Simplicity I do and it
39:30that's what I'm scared but I'm but I'm
39:32mad at myself that I let myself get this
39:34far from it it's enough it was about to
39:37happen because you know it's different
39:38between like going to the gym exactly
39:40dude like anyone who's like [ __ ]
39:42killing it dude the last priority is
39:45going to be their body they're just
39:46going to want to have a good like lean
39:49physique that's respectable but they're
39:51not going to chase like bodybuilding
39:52standards so physique with the diet and
39:54the Peels and the training and the gear
39:56and all that it changes man yeah but it
39:58was so weird for me because like part of
39:59my business and my growth and all that
40:01stuff and companies are all related to
40:02my physique so then you have this
40:04constant identity crisis too yeah you
40:06have like who am I [ __ ] yeah and you
40:08have this constant you know need from
40:10your audience and the people who are
40:11watching to like see more they want to
40:13see more processes and this and that I
40:15understand but then like you said
40:16earlier and this is also really
40:17important I just started to like this
40:19kind of content that's a little just
40:20more introspective a little more
40:21self-reflection I also realize realize
40:23that the same people that are interested
40:25in bodybuilders they also interested in
40:27this kind of stuff because because
40:28humans are not just that one-dimensional
40:30where it's like I just want a body build
40:31I just want to train uh I have been at
40:34moments in my life but I'm also really
40:35grateful that there's there's stuff like
40:37this that people also and I think I
40:39think that's where your big appeal comes
40:41from is all Bradley follows uh to be
40:42honest I think a lot of the appeal is
40:44the fact that you're very Broad in um
40:46your achievements you're very
40:48open-minded with uh the industry and and
40:51just revolutionizing the industry dude
40:53um which is why I did want to reach out
40:55to you because I respect what you do bro
40:57and eventually I want to do the same
40:58thing uh back home in Australia because
41:00it hasn't been done yeah at all it's
41:03it's it's dead it's a dead thing out
41:04there so yeah well [ __ ] if I can help
41:06you man I would for sure we'll see how
41:07we go man yeah I I I'm grateful that
41:09that I really appreciate that yeah yeah
41:11I'm just saying how it is man like you
41:13know what I mean when I see someone that
41:14I'm uh inspired by who's doing something
41:16that I want to be doing I want to ask
41:18questions I want to learn I want to get
41:20a pen and paper and just take notes yeah
41:21you know what I mean I'm that kind of
41:23guy so yeah man just from man to man
41:25Just massive respect dude thank you from
41:27all the Aussies in Australia keep doing
41:28what you're doing yeah I [ __ ] I gotta go
41:30to Australia dude you would love
41:31Australia maybe maybe you beat your
41:33future wife in Australia
41:35[ __ ] dude huh what do you reckon what do
41:38you reckon boss
41:40dude I know hold on this is funny though
41:42can we talk about the gills bro yeah we
41:44can I know this [ __ ] wants to go
41:46he's like yeah I saw that smile on your
41:47face boy yeah he's like Bradley take me
41:50let's go
41:52dude Gold Coast Is Like A Slice of
41:55Heaven just like Miami but without the
41:58degeneracy and the girl's like much more
42:01sweeter and nicer like like I'm gonna
42:03paint Australia okay this is so funny
42:05I'm gonna paint Australia picture
42:06America but with no guns no hostility
42:11and we're a little bit behind for about
42:1420 30 years behind especially on the
42:16feminism movement so even though the
42:18women even though the women out there
42:19are still like oh we don't need no man
42:21like I can look after myself it's not to
42:24the level and extent that these American
42:25entitled women are like the women out
42:27here are [ __ ] crazy dude they're nuts
42:29dude they are nuts how was that talking
42:32on this now I could not believe how
42:33crazy they are how was the fresh event
42:35podcast did you have a nice panel yeah I
42:38did
42:39but before after the show yeah the bro I
42:42mean I gotta go is it up is it up yeah
42:45yeah dude it's up it's up but um
42:47holy [ __ ] it's kind of funny um I was
42:50just sitting there in like this blonde
42:51chick next to me just started flirting
42:52with me and she's like I'm a witch but
42:54this guy's really cute I'm a witch she
42:57said she's a witch ended up banging her
42:58afterwards um it was great did she put a
43:00spell on you or anything ah I think I
43:02Put a Spell on her my friend yeah
43:04she's in love you should see my inbox
43:06bro you should see my WhatsApp messages
43:07hey baby I miss you yeah
43:12you put a spell on her yeah oh that's
43:14great give her that great D bro I can't
43:15blame him
43:16I can't blame her bro like you know what
43:18I'm saying like she's just she's a happy
43:20girl this Aussie guy comes over and you
43:22know why not cell phone more power to
43:24her bro that's a really good question
43:25what's it it's because this is like a
43:27thing that like the chest bra on this is
43:29right yeah the girls what's uh what's a
43:31sick hunt
43:32boys you don't know what that is dude I
43:35thought you'd never off yeah go ahead
43:37yeah all right what is a sick [ __ ] this
43:39is funny because it could be like four
43:41different things no I don't know because
43:43I always tell you I was here and I don't
43:44know isn't something you are it's
43:46something you become it's something from
43:48within it's something just that's
43:50yearning the deep within your heart a
43:52fire Spirit a passion to want to be
43:54something more something great that my
43:57friend that is a [ __ ] secret
44:01but truly what is a second is just a man
44:04that wants to go out there and get his
44:05that loves and respects the people
44:07around him
44:08um that's good to his mom that he's good
44:10to his dad he's a hard worker he's
44:12genuine it's nice to everyone who just
44:14treats everyone equally no matter what
44:15race background religion size they look
44:18like it's just it's just an overall cool
44:20dude that just brings Good Vibes and
44:21makes everyone happy around them and has
44:23a kind of like a like a legendary cool
44:25aura about him so if someone
44:30sounds sick doesn't it yeah from
44:32Australia it's the ultimate compliment
44:35man it's like you got to take that [ __ ]
44:37and be like thank you
44:39I love this do we call the sick [ __ ] is
44:42just like an ultimate compliment from an
44:45Aussie but I know out here in America
44:46it's a little bit different yeah they
44:48don't like that very careful you can't
44:50just go up to something oh you're a
44:51[ __ ] sick [ __ ] but it's also in the
44:53approach and I think the delivery of the
44:55message like if you just go if you
44:57didn't know me Bradley and you didn't
44:58like know about like this sitcom culture
44:59I just go hey sitcom what's up you're
45:01like who the [ __ ] is this guy he's like
45:03this guy serious but like if you kind of
45:06know and like I can't approached him
45:08like yo what's up you [ __ ] sick [ __ ]
45:10yeah no yeah you're like all right he's
45:11like I think that's respect I think he's
45:13saying I'm cool yeah it's respect uh
45:15yeah a sitcom is um
45:18it's something like you've got to build
45:20up to becoming it's like status sounds
45:22like a type G exactly top G so top G sit
45:25[ __ ] I mean the words are very
45:26synonymous with each other yeah I'd have
45:28to say so on the panel dude what'd you
45:30guys discuss
45:31um we spoke about uh with the ladies
45:34want to speak about so basically we
45:35spoke about
45:36um dating
45:37um the the the masculine and the male
45:40experience
45:41um dating in the Western World American
45:43women compared to Australian women
45:46um and just like yeah just talking about
45:47the in discrepancies and differences
45:49between males and females of society and
45:52the gender age pay gaps and all these
45:54sort of things that were just basically
45:55throwing topics at each other
45:57um and it just highlighted to me how
45:59[ __ ] stupid Miami girls are holy [ __ ]
46:02half of the girls on the panel couldn't
46:04even name three countries without
46:05thinking for 10 seconds bro it's [ __ ]
46:07shocking how dumb some women are and how
46:09entitled they are like I'll say it how
46:11it is bro it's just it's shocking it's
46:13like Life Society has made it so that a
46:15woman's only worth is just their [ __ ]
46:17appearance and their youth so let's talk
46:18about that what do you what do you think
46:20I mean that's kind of the answer to what
46:21I'm about to ask but we can go in more
46:23detail so how do you think social media
46:25has changed like dating
46:28social media is ruined dating bro it's
46:30kind of ruined a lot of [ __ ] it's ruined
46:31everything dude this average girl said
46:33that they're like a six out of ten and
46:35it's like [ __ ] you're six you're not
46:36annoying I understand you're six and
46:39like just understand it and I feel like
46:40I feel like women can be like children
46:43sometimes you have to nurture them and
46:45take care of them and look after them if
46:46you don't leave them in the right
46:47direction and you know just like make
46:49sure they're on the right path then they
46:50can [ __ ] lose their minds like women
46:52don't go through trauma the same as men
46:53do trauma makes us [ __ ] rise up like
46:55soldiers over like in [ __ ] spider bro
46:57and the battlefield's bro for the
46:59soldiers saw their [ __ ] friends die
47:00on the battlefield that [ __ ] wiped
47:02the tear off the face gets get straight
47:03back on the battlefield and make them a
47:04tougher dude if a female sees their
47:06chick die or some [ __ ] happens or
47:07[ __ ] hurt who bobby pin gets lost in
47:09the [ __ ] bathroom she'll have a
47:11[ __ ] meltdown bro you know what I
47:12mean it's like the end of the world
47:13women aren't made to have trauma women
47:16are made to be protected loved and cared
47:19for and that's the job of men and I
47:21think it's changed the dating scene
47:23because women also can't handle like
47:27praise and and being put on a pedestal
47:30as much as men we have less of an ego
47:32with women when it comes today like a
47:33bunch of women are like hitting on me or
47:35hitting on Yama cool okay this is nice
47:36but for a woman having a whole bunch of
47:38Sims just sliding in their DMS and being
47:40hot you're cute hey babe hey stranger
47:42flame emoji and like the girl could be
47:45like a five or even a four after the
47:46girl could be a [ __ ] whale girls it's
47:48easy man they can just get sex whenever
47:49they want and then all these girls start
47:51to think that oh [ __ ] I'm actually like
47:55better than I think I am because all
47:56these guys are giving me attention but
47:57no really guys just want to [ __ ] that's
47:59the truth every guy just wants to [ __ ]
48:01yeah so what do you so do you think
48:02girls can have guy friends hell no
48:04especially if like there's attraction
48:06there no way yeah but if they're ugly
48:08yeah easily so but do you think so
48:11here's the next question do you think a
48:13guy would try to be friends with a girl
48:14he wasn't attracted to
48:17not having intentions no I'm asking you
48:19would a guy ever approach a girl because
48:21I I have this conversation like this all
48:22the time I have I have conversations
48:23with girls about this all the time it's
48:24like do you think that a guy who's not
48:28attracted to a girl will see a random
48:30girl and just go up to her and try and
48:31be friends with her no okay
48:34so that's what I'm saying so [ __ ] that
48:36means be friends with like the ugly ones
48:38maybe I don't know I mean you can't so
48:40it's like I feel like the only
48:41situations in which a guy could ever
48:43[ __ ] them already and then you kind of
48:45like you go you both can get to eat for
48:46each other and you're just like oh [ __ ]
48:47I see his assistant a brother okay and
48:49then it's like then you can be friends
48:51with them because you've already [ __ ]
48:52them it's like are we really [ __ ] we
48:54could be friends now okay so okay that's
48:56one version of it but regardless of my
48:58point is the main point Still Remains I
49:00genuinely don't think you will find a
49:03guy who just wants to be friends with a
49:05random girl like his first intention
49:07while he's talking to this girl is to
49:08have sex with her now if it happens and
49:10then it happens afterwards now we're
49:11friends there's one version right a
49:13friendship the second version is like if
49:15your boy is like actually with a girl
49:18and that's like your actual boy that's
49:20different but even even that is like oh
49:22yeah I know exactly what you mean even
49:25in that situation dude I'm the kind of
49:26guy that like if I might have
49:28girlfriends I'm like I don't want to
49:29know you I don't want to talk to you
49:30because I've been in positions where
49:31like I've had mates girlfriends like
49:33[ __ ] flirt with me or laugh at me
49:34like this guy's really funny and quirky
49:36and it's just like it's always ended up
49:37bad for me because like it makes my
49:39friends like [ __ ] insecure and I lost
49:41like so many friendships because their
49:43[ __ ] girls are acting up even though
49:44I'm like righteous and I won't go there
49:46it's just like I kind of try to keep it
49:48like a big barrier between like women
49:51and my boys you're my sisters and I
49:54don't want to know you too much like
49:55don't tell me too much about your life
49:56and this and that I don't know I don't
49:57want to know we're not Crossing that
49:58barrier like I know it's like a little
50:00bit backwards but it's just like I just
50:02think it's like for me it's like a
50:03respect thing like I just don't want to
50:05get to know my mates skills on that
50:07personal level like as my mates I don't
50:09want to see them as homies like my boys
50:10you know what I mean they're just my
50:12boys girlfriends yeah and that's all
50:13they'll ever be yeah what do you think
50:15about guys who like I I curious guys who
50:17play the slow game were like if they
50:19know you're dating someone and then they
50:20they're wrong they try to be friends no
50:22but so what do you think about what do
50:23you think about guys who like who like
50:25they know you have a girl or like that's
50:27your girl and then they try to be like
50:29friends what do you think about those
50:31guys I think those guys are grimy and
50:32slimy bro yeah like Bottom Feeders like
50:34dude like just be honest with the chick
50:36you know what I mean like you don't need
50:37to be going like for your mates cheeks
50:39or looking at your mates cheeks and
50:40waiting waiting for that right moment
50:41when she's going to break up when she's
50:43going to leave this guy like I'm gonna
50:44I'm going to take a stab like dude
50:45that's like a predator Behavior like
50:46literally predatory behavior there's so
50:48many women out there [ __ ] you ain't
50:50gonna it's also weird how sometimes
50:52women will rationalize like no it's just
50:54my friends like they're [ __ ] dumb
50:55women are dumb when they say that bro
50:57like no no women keep orbiters around
51:00them I've seen it happen I [ __ ] women
51:01and then I've needed like a lift home
51:03and they've called their Orbiter and the
51:05Orbiter will come pick me up take me
51:07back to my [ __ ] house give me a
51:08[ __ ] sandwich and then drive home and
51:10then I'll ask like my chick mate that
51:11I'm [ __ ] I'm like
51:12are you [ __ ] this dude she's like no
51:14no no he's just like obsessed with me
51:16and he just takes it and does everything
51:16for me so women keep these guys around
51:19for mutual benefits they get gifts they
51:21get trips they get [ __ ] car rides
51:23they get anything they want and these
51:24are like what we call simps like you
51:26know what I mean so I think guys like
51:27that are [ __ ] pathetic if the girl's
51:28not [ __ ] you why are you staying
51:29around for yeah they just who wasted
51:31your time I think they're tired they
51:32think like I'm gonna if I just do enough
51:34good and I'm not nice enough because she
51:35sees you pathetic it's crazy like I was
51:38driving and like I was like I slept with
51:40this chick and then like she called up
51:42one of the guy mates to come drive me
51:43back and I'm like in this backseat like
51:45blind drunk and then like he's just like
51:47and then he's just like [ __ ] sitting
51:48there and like they're having a
51:49conversation I'm like in the backseat
51:51I'm like I'm like this is so weird I'm
51:53like this guy's getting cucked and he
51:54doesn't even know it I'm like this is
51:55horrible I kind of felt sorry for the
51:57dude should have said something I said
51:59something I said something to the female
52:01that I was banging I'm like you know
52:02what I'm like I like that driver he's a
52:04nice guy you should give him a [ __ ]
52:05chance yeah I'm sure he's like like he's
52:07doing all this he's probably treat you
52:08better than I ever can like [ __ ] dude
52:11you know it does
52:12like toxic dudes what all right we're
52:16gonna talk about it let's talk about it
52:17why do you think that is it's fun and do
52:19you think it is okay so maybe toxic is
52:22not the word it no it's the word it's
52:24definitely worth it but are we toxic
52:26Bradley I I have been and I I totally
52:28have been but I'm moving out of this I'm
52:30moving out fine man I'm trying
52:32Ayahuasca I'm moving out I'll see you
52:34after my car I swear I'm not kidding I
52:35will see you after my comp you can walk
52:37me through [ __ ] I'm changing my life man
52:39I can't be there anymore I can't do it
52:40I've done too much of the [ __ ] I
52:42don't want anymore I hate it I literally
52:44just I like that I want I want a woman I
52:46want a family I want to move forward
52:47that's all so do I but it's [ __ ] hard
52:49to find a normal female I think I'm just
52:51getting like an incubator like you know
52:53russianbrides.com and just like like
52:55Ronaldo did it people
52:57for 100 like he probably paid hundreds
52:59of thousands of dollars no one knows
53:00whose first [ __ ] kids mum is like no
53:02one knows I reckon it's a clone I
53:04already said this to myself if I can't
53:06I'm 37 if I can't find like a wife
53:08wherever you are out there wifey stop
53:09[ __ ] around yeah I want you I want to
53:12propose to you stop [ __ ] around I'm
53:13waiting for you please yeah seriously
53:15just drop the [ __ ] dude that you're
53:17with now and come to me yeah anyway but
53:18I think like I mean I already told
53:20myself like dude if I hit like 40 plus
53:22and I didn't have kids by that time and
53:24I'm making like good money I'll probably
53:25like I'll probably get like a surrogate
53:27and I'll get like a big like an egg like
53:29of like a Scandinavian Norwegian big
53:32broad shoulders six foot tall you know
53:33blue eyes strong Jewels oh this is
53:36comedy I respect that you know what I
53:39mean like if I'm not a kid I don't want
53:41it to be a little runt of a litter
53:42because I was a little I was a little
53:44[ __ ] drunk growing up and I know what
53:45it felt like man I had to [ __ ] like
53:47jab all these gear need all this [ __ ]
53:48food goes all this [ __ ] just for
53:50[ __ ] people to be like oh I guess
53:51he's okay no I want my kid to be born a
53:54[ __ ] chat just to be born [ __ ]
53:57born broad shoulders big tall to the
53:59biggest advantage in life yeah like
54:01[ __ ] crazy it's crazy right yeah it
54:03is interesting how like all that stuff
54:05does add such a benefit of course yeah
54:07dude look like for example like like a
54:09guy who's six for four of a guy who's
54:11five foot six and the guy six or four is
54:13infinitely just gonna have more respect
54:15for men more dating like options with
54:17women yeah just for the me height of a
54:19few inches it's crazy yeah I another
54:22thing I was on this panel and we're
54:24talking to these girls and they'll like
54:25pick three things you wanted a guy uh
54:28six figures six inches below or high or
54:31above or six foot tall good looking
54:35um or some other things yeah I can't
54:36remember they want everything they had
54:38to only pick three yeah they're trouble
54:40picking now yeah the main ones they
54:42picked were looks money and height
54:45which was I found surprising that dick
54:46size wasn't there very surprised
54:48actually but those are the main three
54:49ones and all those girls are like six
54:51foot six foot six foot plus and then I
54:52told the girls on my the blonde chick
54:54that was next to me because she was like
54:56so really into me and then I was like oh
54:58guess isn't going to work out five
54:59eleven and a half
55:01I guess I didn't make the cut she's like
55:03oh she's like no you're still good I'm
55:05like I'm really not five eleven not half
55:07I'm actually five eleven I was testing
55:08you she's like oh she's like no you're
55:11like you're taller now I'm like no no
55:12I'm Barefoot I'm 5 11 man like you get
55:15the hair up though I guess the heart in
55:17the hand the posture can make me seem
55:18taller but I mean Barefoot like I'm like
55:20yeah I'm like 180 centimeters man so
55:22it's like and then I told her that I'm
55:24like I don't make it cut off I don't
55:25meet your criteria I guess this one
55:27won't work so it just proves to you that
55:29women don't even know what they want
55:30because then she [ __ ] you yeah no [ __ ]
55:32yeah multiple times
55:34bought me cigarettes bought me like
55:36weeds like yeah you still smoke
55:38cigarettes here's the [ __ ] bro you gotta
55:40stop he's I know I know I know oh don't
55:43draw me for this please [ __ ] man in my
55:45defense I only smoke cigarettes and I'm
55:47[ __ ] weird yeah so whatever like I
55:49only smoke cigarettes when I'm like
55:51traveling overseas because like the
55:52[ __ ] long flights Bradley stress me
55:54the [ __ ] out I don't smoke you sound
55:56like it's my buddy Steve I'm a
55:57bodybuilder like I don't smoke dude so
55:59when I'm like traveling I get super
56:00stressed I just get packed like a deck
56:02of ciggies and I'll just [ __ ] smash
56:03them and then I get back home and I stop
56:05you don't smoke at all no I don't smoke
56:08at all except like obviously with
56:09marijuana but that's like different so
56:11like you're talking about like a
56:12spliffer like in a bar um no like in
56:14Australia we call them cones so we mix
56:16uh tobacco and exactly and I know here
56:19in America you guys don't do that
56:20because every time I've done that
56:22everyone's like dude you're ruining the
56:23weed what are you doing I'm like this is
56:24how we smoke it back home yeah so some
56:26people do that here still oh really yeah
56:28so we do like 80 weed and 20 tobacco so
56:30I think that's why I'm probably always
56:32craving tobacco think eventually I'm
56:34gonna have to cut out yeah yeah I enjoy
56:37smoking it like that man
56:38so I don't know man so yeah cigarettes
56:40are [ __ ] though it's different
56:42vegetable even worse you guys yeah
56:43you've been out here man and putting
56:45electric smoke in your lungs yeah we got
56:46to stop we gotta we gotta stop
56:48everyone's just gonna stop smoking hey
56:50like that shit's just bad even weed is
56:52bad for your lungs I think like anything
56:53that you're inhaling can't be a good
56:55thing yeah unless you're smoking like
56:57Mullen which is good for your lungs it's
56:58a plant but what's up it's a it's a
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57:59put that in with your stuff you're going
58:00to smoke super consistently I'm not
58:02trying to tell people to do this but it
58:03will actually ease interesting yeah I'll
58:06tell you about it because I don't want
58:08these [ __ ] to be like I don't know
58:09how these Impressions they're going to
58:10be like I want to [ __ ] get some
58:11moment I'm just gonna keep probably [ __ ]
58:13to get some Muller now chest is doing
58:14Ayahuasca I'm gonna do that too Dewey
58:17sweet like say don't do as we do yeah
58:20yeah so you have fun now or do you have
58:22fun did you have more fun then when you
58:24first started more fun now in the
58:26industry dude the crazy thing is I'm
58:28actually having more fun now yeah I
58:29think that's partly because I'm more
58:31successful now and I'm making more money
58:34and because of that I can do the things
58:35that I've always wanted to do like
58:37traveling I really love traveling yeah
58:39um I like to do nice things for my
58:41parents like I help my dad
58:43um with paying off his teeth he got like
58:44his um top and bottom uh implants for
58:47veneers just a bit older yeah no nothing
58:48is the actual implants oh [ __ ] super
58:50pricey and just being able to like even
58:52like contribute and help with that like
58:53made me feel super happy I actually
58:55spoke about it on the possible
58:56profession for you and I just I broke it
58:58down dude the same way you did about
58:59your father because like my dad's
59:01[ __ ] done everything for me my mom my
59:03dad were they sacrificed so much bro
59:04they came from Russia to immigrants yeah
59:07you know we came here with no English
59:08and they did everything man and then to
59:10have one of their sons [ __ ] die and
59:12then the other one probably given a hard
59:13time through all the trauma and [ __ ]
59:15it's just like now that I'm a bit older
59:16and I'm making a bit of money I just
59:17want to like make him happy you know I
59:18want to buy nice things for them I want
59:20to take them on holidays I want to make
59:21sure they're smiling I want to take
59:23myself on holidays travel a lot so I
59:25think I'm more happy now because I have
59:27that freedom yeah was it was it what you
59:30thought it would be having more money
59:31having more
59:33um not really let me tell you
59:36um it got to a level where like
59:38like I'm making good money not as much
59:40as you but I'm making decent money
59:42enough for me to not have to work ever
59:44again and just kind of like keep living
59:46on my businesses online like I got my
59:48clothing business I got like a male
59:49cosmetic business that helps like guys
59:51like with their boarding and stuff yeah
59:53it's called aesthetic Cosmetics like I
59:55know you like you did the transplant at
59:56the head yeah I got to go back to Turkey
59:57do it again I can help you with that
59:59stuff man I had a hair transplant would
1:00:00you believe it damn you did yeah [ __ ]
1:00:03they did a good job right you got a lot
1:00:04of hair well yeah we'll talk later I can
1:00:06help you out I've got all the products
1:00:07man that could help you man so I do that
1:00:08for men because a lot of men are like
1:00:10super scared of like you know just like
1:00:12looking after their hair their skin
1:00:13their beard care so I've got all these
1:00:15things for men like skin care bead care
1:00:16hair care to help men to look and feel
1:00:19going to be confident so that's one of
1:00:20my Brands and basically what I'm saying
1:00:22is like yeah when I started popping off
1:00:24and making a bit of money
1:00:25um it was good but I'm at the level now
1:00:27like I have the opposite thought I'm
1:00:29like you know what it's going to be
1:00:30scary if I ever get to a level like say
1:00:32you for example where I'm making like
1:00:34stupid like money because I don't know
1:00:36how I will be I honestly don't trust
1:00:38myself off what do you not trust
1:00:41I don't know man I think I'll do some
1:00:43crazy [ __ ] man I don't know I just I
1:00:45think I'll think the bodybuilding will
1:00:47not be taken as seriously yeah I think
1:00:49that will be like obviously like taken
1:00:52like a like a back pedal to everything
1:00:53else I'm doing and that scares me
1:00:54because I love training
1:00:56um I think parting will be a lot higher
1:00:58a lot more frequently more overseas
1:00:59trips more this more that and then I
1:01:01don't know man I just I I kind of I
1:01:03don't want to make too much money I just
1:01:04want to make a good amount of money that
1:01:06I don't have to work and I could just do
1:01:07what I want and eventually enough to
1:01:09support a family and a wife but I don't
1:01:12want to be like a multi-multi
1:01:13multi-millionaire or even like anything
1:01:15like above that because I I don't know I
1:01:17think when you have more money you
1:01:18probably just have more problems so I
1:01:19want to be at a level where I'm like
1:01:21doing really really good yeah but not
1:01:23too good I know that's and that's a
1:01:24crazy thought to have because everyone
1:01:25wants to make more money yeah but I'm
1:01:27like on the mindset that you know if
1:01:30else to choose like for example if you
1:01:32gave me an option say it would you
1:01:33rather make like 2 million a year or
1:01:35[ __ ] 100 million a year I kid you not
1:01:37I promise like maybe for the first year
1:01:39I'll take the 100 million and then after
1:01:41I see how much it [ __ ] me up I'll be
1:01:43like you know what man I'll just stick
1:01:44to my one or two million a year yeah
1:01:45money is an interesting thing because it
1:01:47is true more More Money More Problems in
1:01:49the sense of like Drake song when you
1:01:52make oh really when you make more money
1:01:53it's like you that's you have to think
1:01:56about everything you do you have to
1:01:57think about it but also there's upkeep
1:01:59with everything so if you start to
1:02:01extend your legs and you like have more
1:02:03things that you need accountants lawyers
1:02:04this stuff yeah you know it's like
1:02:07you'll need contract yourself contracts
1:02:08insurance people don't understand man
1:02:10yeah it's a lot more than I thought it
1:02:13would be obviously you know I didn't I
1:02:15and then a lot of people stop thinking
1:02:16for themselves they get managers this
1:02:18they're taking charge and then you get
1:02:20taken people packing their bags [ __ ]
1:02:22wiping their ass for them and then
1:02:23before they know it they're like big
1:02:24babies with lots of money like that's
1:02:26the last thing I want I worked hard to
1:02:27get to where I am and I don't want to
1:02:29lose that
1:02:31um rawness to me through through money
1:02:34yeah you know it's interesting thing for
1:02:36sure money's money is definitely it's
1:02:38tough it's tough It's amazing what do
1:02:40you think of my mindset and how and what
1:02:42I think of money I mean do you think
1:02:43that's
1:02:44obviously that's not the norm but do you
1:02:46think that's the right way of thinking
1:02:47like I mean there's no right way that's
1:02:48the thing we talk about I guess exactly
1:02:50it's all really what you want I mean
1:02:52there's always some people prioritize
1:02:54money way too much of other things yeah
1:02:55there's always a way to balance it like
1:02:57for your best benefit I mean I think the
1:02:59problem is when people make a lot of
1:03:00money and then they overspend and they
1:03:03don't realize that they're overspending
1:03:05specifically when people first make
1:03:06money and then you get taxes hit you but
1:03:08people go over stunned they'll overspend
1:03:10and then they'll go taxes and then
1:03:12they'll go like wait oh I have to pay
1:03:13this bill because like they maybe start
1:03:15to spend even Beyond whereas yeah which
1:03:18is like you can obviously you have money
1:03:20you could spend it but I think people
1:03:21get too like overly excited especially
1:03:23when you first start making money or you
1:03:25could have a bunch of money and live
1:03:26very minimally and be very very happy
1:03:28and then have you know you have no
1:03:30stress because you have such a large
1:03:32cushion that's that's I'd say that's
1:03:34where I'm at like I'm not going to say
1:03:35I'm like killing it like I'm making good
1:03:37money but enough to like you know be
1:03:40happy and just relax and not have to be
1:03:42stressed yeah that's good I mean
1:03:45make more money than me and they're like
1:03:47we wish it would be in your shoes just
1:03:49taking photos and videos and just being
1:03:51like a like a like an icon celebrity
1:03:53whatever and just like training and just
1:03:55competing
1:03:56and just I try to do everything
1:03:57minimally because stress is [ __ ] huge
1:03:59bro stress is a killer and I think
1:04:01people don't talk about the stress of
1:04:03also like making a lot of money and
1:04:05running a lot of businesses so for me
1:04:07like I want to be in the game for a long
1:04:08time you know what I mean I look at
1:04:09people like I was saying like Greg dusse
1:04:10and all these guys and I seek
1:04:12inspiration from them because like oh my
1:04:13God this guy's 47 he's like [ __ ]
1:04:15putting me on showing the gym and on his
1:04:17bikes I'm like this is what I want to be
1:04:19when I'm 40 so I want to be as happy as
1:04:20this guy yeah I want to still be
1:04:22partying like this guy traveling with my
1:04:23partner great parties yeah man I didn't
1:04:26know that hell yeah Greg party that's
1:04:27what's up [ __ ] yeah man hell yeah I
1:04:29could even get Greg on this podcast you
1:04:31have to dude Greg I got you on two
1:04:33podcasts bro what is he when when does
1:04:35he come to uh um he's he can't come to
1:04:39America because um of some [ __ ]
1:04:41felony from like years ago some steroid
1:04:43thing man oh I remember yeah but he's
1:04:44trying to fix it now and because he's
1:04:46looking to go to like eating like he's
1:04:47like his partner's looking to go to EDC
1:04:49and no more he parties oh yeah oh I
1:04:52didn't know that yeah oh yeah yo that's
1:04:54what's up shout out great I'm like Greg
1:04:55like come to EDC Vegas bro like let's
1:04:57all [ __ ] party Bros like I can't come
1:04:59to America I'm like dude fix that [ __ ]
1:05:00and let's [ __ ] let's run a muck dude
1:05:02it'll be awesome yeah
1:05:03and I think that's cool I think it's
1:05:06important I want to pass this message on
1:05:07like to everyone watching this
1:05:09um it's important to allow yourself to
1:05:11have fun yeah you know what I mean even
1:05:13to you Bradley like just to an older bro
1:05:15to like you know a younger bro I tell
1:05:16you man it's like I know like business
1:05:18is like important you get to this level
1:05:20you have all these responsibilities and
1:05:21stuff but I feel like always remember
1:05:23like that inner child in you to have
1:05:25that fun to have that uh freedom and to
1:05:27be able to sometimes detach and just
1:05:29really just let loose because I feel
1:05:31like that would make you work harder and
1:05:33sometimes give you that mental Clarity
1:05:34and focus to actually keep carrying on
1:05:36with the businesses and the like Empire
1:05:37that you're running yeah I appreciate
1:05:39that man that's good advice it's also
1:05:41funny though too because we get we let
1:05:43loose on the grand opening day
1:05:45videos you nailed it you yelled at my
1:05:48mate you get out that was that was my
1:05:50Aussie mate Asian dude it was [ __ ]
1:05:52funny so so we're it's funny because I
1:05:55don't know if you saw the the draw Obama
1:05:56that happened but like people were
1:05:57saying they were mad because the
1:05:59influence the thing yes exactly can I
1:06:02finish before you say anything go ahead
1:06:03go ahead everyone's always cutting off
1:06:04people and cropping these little shorts
1:06:06and then taking things out of context I
1:06:07guarantee someone's gonna do it with my
1:06:08clip and be like chest is a misogynist
1:06:10but he's like no dude I'm just
1:06:12passionate and this is how I speak I'm
1:06:13just trying to make my point yeah but
1:06:14dude like no man like I know what you're
1:06:16doing dude like and then they cut that
1:06:18little [ __ ] and try to make you look
1:06:19like a bad guy [ __ ] that [ __ ] bro it's
1:06:22quiet so it's just it's what it is now
1:06:24it's social media dude they're just like
1:06:25drama and everyone's like oh Bradley's
1:06:27talking only influences only it's like
1:06:28no no because you get the whole point
1:06:30was of course invited influencers to
1:06:32come no [ __ ] specific ones wanted them
1:06:34to stay everyone else leaves so more
1:06:35people can come in period yeah and it
1:06:37was just like this spun like is a bad
1:06:39guy yeah no [ __ ] but like that like it
1:06:41was described it was saying but yeah
1:06:42they really did try to make you out to
1:06:44be the bad guy bro yeah and it's like
1:06:46[ __ ] now I gotta [ __ ] defend myself
1:06:47so you gotta go and make a [ __ ] video
1:06:49and be like no this is taking out the
1:06:51same with that Andrew Tate dude you know
1:06:52they yeah they've taken everything he
1:06:53says out of contest and trying to make
1:06:55him seem like a bad dude but you know
1:06:56what deep down I think everyone knows
1:06:58that a guy who's like that high value
1:07:00doesn't need to treat women bad or
1:07:02doesn't need to be [ __ ] holding
1:07:04anyone hostage it probably has women at
1:07:05his feet and it's probably quite like a
1:07:07bit of a gentleman if anything to women
1:07:08and like he's the boy he was super sweet
1:07:11super nice there you go yeah there you
1:07:13go the prop the hard part with this
1:07:15situation with Tate is like this is in
1:07:17his past you know what I'm saying
1:07:18everyone has a past yeah and when you
1:07:20get Super Famous it's another thing
1:07:21those people in your past that you burnt
1:07:24you know that girl that you slept with
1:07:25at a party and then one night stand that
1:07:27was like regretting it's going to come
1:07:29after you and say that you're raped her
1:07:30all these things are going to come out
1:07:31because people want your money people
1:07:33want you staying Fame people in your
1:07:35status yeah and it's like when none of
1:07:37us are clean everyone's like done things
1:07:39that that is a bit questionable but like
1:07:41end of the day like
1:07:42a lot of these things come and then bite
1:07:44you in a way because these people then
1:07:46come attacking you trying to trying to
1:07:47take your money trying to take down your
1:07:48Empire yeah essentially yeah you know
1:07:51like I've been there no not the same
1:07:53line for a tate stuff but in so in so
1:07:56many of my own ways in this industry and
1:07:58people oh yeah I feel you Dude
1:07:59completely tough myself myself included
1:08:01so you just you have to have your wits
1:08:04about you yeah and you have to be super
1:08:06self-aware and I think um
1:08:08I think that's important as well um for
1:08:10the viewers to understand uh
1:08:11self-awareness don't let yourself get
1:08:12used
1:08:14um know your value and know your worth
1:08:15so let's talk about that it's tough
1:08:16because
1:08:17I've put myself in positions where I've
1:08:20even protected myself contractually to
1:08:23not get used but you know in good old
1:08:26California you still get used you still
1:08:27even I guarantee you right now even
1:08:30though you don't know you're getting
1:08:31used there's probably 10 people around
1:08:32you that are smiling assassins that are
1:08:34probably [ __ ] in the ass and you have
1:08:36no idea about it yeah you know what I
1:08:37mean so dude it's like and it gets to a
1:08:39level where like you know you get that
1:08:40level of Fame and I've like I've hanged
1:08:43out with huge influences like not just
1:08:45in America like in Brazil I've hanged
1:08:46out with this guy named Guru who's got
1:08:48like six million followers so I'm making
1:08:50a killing drives a Lambo and Ferrari
1:08:51lives in the [ __ ] outskirts of like
1:08:53this of like the favelas in Brazil and
1:08:56he's too scared to move from the Villas
1:08:58because he pays off all the favelas so
1:08:59they leave him alone stop you know so he
1:09:02gets that respect from the gangsters
1:09:03that hey this guy's like made a [ __ ]
1:09:04load of money but it's not disappearing
1:09:06to the rich areas in Sao Paulo Brazil
1:09:08he's staying like where he grew up he's
1:09:09sticking to his roots so because of that
1:09:11he doesn't get [ __ ] on but he has to
1:09:12do all these things so he doesn't get
1:09:14[ __ ] on you know yeah he has to pay
1:09:16off all these people he has to have all
1:09:17these cameras it up you know what I mean
1:09:19it's like at the end like it's like who
1:09:20the [ __ ] can you trust yeah you know
1:09:22what I mean so you just when you get to
1:09:24that level you just you just got to be a
1:09:25good person man and um and stuff so what
1:09:27I was going to say was it's tough
1:09:28because it's gonna be true I've been in
1:09:30situations where I've even tried to
1:09:31protect myself I've done my best in
1:09:33situations I've like done as much as I
1:09:35could and I still get [ __ ] so then it
1:09:36sucks because moving forward you start
1:09:38to go like damn like should I do this
1:09:41again should I extend myself again
1:09:42should I help more should I get more and
1:09:44it kind of puts me in a position where
1:09:46like I'm like [ __ ] like am I just gonna
1:09:47get hurt all over again you know because
1:09:49I've I'm like an active like lawsuits
1:09:52with people who have [ __ ] taken
1:09:53advantage of me to all hell
1:09:55yeah and it's like I'm talking about
1:09:57like imagine completely helping to
1:10:00change someone's life like zero to a
1:10:02hundred and then I try to [ __ ] you and
1:10:04then yeah and then they [ __ ] you I'm
1:10:05talking about like a like imagine zero
1:10:07dollars to a hundred thousand dollars a
1:10:09month you helped him that much
1:10:12yeah I helped him that much that's
1:10:14[ __ ] disgusting I hate that bro and
1:10:16then and then they go you didn't do
1:10:17enough wow and and then every other
1:10:19person that's in their life is also make
1:10:21you feel and everyone's getting angry
1:10:23for you and they just [ __ ] met you
1:10:25and every other person that's in their
1:10:26life was some derivative from me and
1:10:29also putting their life up through me so
1:10:30you made them you helped them yeah you
1:10:33would have a crazy degree yeah so you've
1:10:35got a good heart you want to lift up the
1:10:37people around you you want to lift up
1:10:38your circle you want everyone to eat at
1:10:39your table you want your homies to eat
1:10:41but then some of those homies aren't
1:10:43loyal and then [ __ ] like this happens
1:10:44because like what good is Success if
1:10:46it's all by yourself yeah I mean well I
1:10:48have music dude that's the thing yeah of
1:10:49course but I I had a contract I even had
1:10:51a deal and they still [ __ ] me so it's
1:10:54like you even I knew what I was getting
1:10:56into because I've had other situations
1:10:57in the past where I help people change
1:10:58their entire business like go from zero
1:11:00to [ __ ] same thing but I made a bad
1:11:03deal for myself and it's it's fine like
1:11:04I'm not mad but so then I move forward
1:11:06I'm like okay let me make good deals for
1:11:07myself moving forward if I'm involving
1:11:09these people yeah for sure and I still
1:11:10got [ __ ] man still still said I didn't
1:11:13do enough and it's just like that [ __ ]
1:11:15hurts because even on the on the the
1:11:17back side of that imagine doing
1:11:19everything like on the front end
1:11:21business-wise getting money getting all
1:11:22the stuff for them all this popularity
1:11:23to get them all these followers all
1:11:25their [ __ ] and then even on the back end
1:11:27being for their being there for them
1:11:29personally when they're dealing with
1:11:31real heartfelt things and I'm in that I
1:11:34don't have to do that I don't need to do
1:11:35that but I'm doing that because that's
1:11:36that's also like I care you're a good
1:11:38person and then you get turned around on
1:11:40and they just treat you like yo you
1:11:41didn't do enough for me thanks I'm gonna
1:11:43go just continue what does that do it
1:11:44makes you cold it makes you shut off
1:11:45yeah and it makes me go like I wonder
1:11:47why you know why we are the way we are
1:11:50like you know what I mean yeah and it
1:11:51makes me go like we have [ __ ] like
1:11:52should I continue to help or reach out
1:11:53or like it's like [ __ ] helping people
1:11:55because look what happens every time I
1:11:56try yeah and I've been in situations
1:11:58even on social where like I've I've even
1:12:00extended myself to help people and it
1:12:02gets spun on me as if I'm some bad guy
1:12:04doing some dirt it's just crazy as [ __ ]
1:12:06man like I've had a really this this
1:12:08industry and this social media I've had
1:12:10a very tumultuous like [ __ ] 12 years
1:12:12man like
1:12:14I think you know what hearing hearing a
1:12:16bit of your story Brad Bradley I think
1:12:18we're not too different bro you know um
1:12:19in our mindsets dude we've had to go
1:12:22through a lot of [ __ ] [ __ ]
1:12:23to kind of like
1:12:25prove ourselves in a way and even when
1:12:28we've proved ourselves I feel like it's
1:12:29still like um not enough for a lot of
1:12:31people like what what do you got to do
1:12:33for like all this [ __ ] to stop like
1:12:35you got to make [ __ ] 50 gyms and
1:12:37they're probably gonna like it you're
1:12:37gonna yeah open up a [ __ ] church with
1:12:39someone the thing that I realized what
1:12:41are you gonna do yeah well is this [ __ ]
1:12:42going to always [ __ ] keep happening
1:12:43yeah well that's the thing that I
1:12:45realized and I realized this after this
1:12:46was years ago when this happened to me I
1:12:48remember at one point I got just just
1:12:51completely like dragged on the internet
1:12:53over some [ __ ] that was never true I got
1:12:55dragged with this crazy degree and I
1:12:58remember every year prior to that it was
1:13:00like love love love love love and the
1:13:03content I made was about about my life
1:13:05about my journey about my training it
1:13:07was all giving teaching showing talking
1:13:09yeah all good and then the minute
1:13:11someone could frame me as a bad guy
1:13:14everything went out the [ __ ] window
1:13:16based on what someone said just like I
1:13:18could sit here like if I sat here and
1:13:20was like you beat up your girlfriends I
1:13:22could just say that and I could [ __ ] the
1:13:24rest of your career forever and they'll
1:13:25be like crazy and so that happened to me
1:13:28where everything I did
1:13:29just was like I felt I felt like even
1:13:32though it wasn't this way and entirely
1:13:33my heart and it made me not want to do
1:13:35social media anymore I was I was like yo
1:13:37I want to stop because I was like all
1:13:39these years of doing this [ __ ] and this
1:13:41whole client meant nothing now you see
1:13:43why I want to exit strategy I want peace
1:13:46I want peace of course no one wants to
1:13:47go in the mid 40s but I've also I just
1:13:50speak like [ __ ] Hammond I also don't
1:13:51really want to say I just want to exit I
1:13:53want to get out because I realized no
1:13:54matter what I'm still gonna be a part of
1:13:56you yeah and no matter what I do
1:13:59like good or bad good good good good bad
1:14:03doesn't matter people are gonna love me
1:14:04and hate me for who I am no matter what
1:14:06and so it's just like I'm just gonna be
1:14:08that just you got to be yourself end of
1:14:10the day and it's the same with anyone in
1:14:12the space or any industry in general um
1:14:14it doesn't really matter it's not not
1:14:16really pertained or just uh locked into
1:14:18fitness it could be any industry yeah
1:14:20you know what I mean so um it's just
1:14:21something that I feel like a lot of
1:14:23people just got to understand and uh
1:14:25respect and just see for what it is yeah
1:14:27and for the people listening like
1:14:28whether you're trying to be on social or
1:14:30not like this this kind of [ __ ] can
1:14:32happen in your personal life just with
1:14:34friends circles in businesses it's just
1:14:37a matter of like understanding that not
1:14:38everything that happens to you is
1:14:41because of you and this is hard because
1:14:43a lot of people take response this
1:14:44happened to me oh what like almost like
1:14:46self like self-inflation like what did I
1:14:48do wrong yeah like and I think you know
1:14:50where that comes from that comes from
1:14:52like and I I don't want to like pull on
1:14:53some hot springs but I think that comes
1:14:55from like you know like your dad
1:14:56abandoning you and like my brother like
1:14:58dying on me we will like we're always
1:15:00like trying to please we're trying to
1:15:01people please you know we're people
1:15:03Pleasers we try to help people and uh we
1:15:05would try to make people smile through
1:15:07our own ways and our own means because
1:15:09we have the platform to be able to do so
1:15:11but you know sometimes when we we do it
1:15:14and then it gets taken out and thrown
1:15:16back at us it's just like [ __ ] like I'm
1:15:19just trying to help you know what I mean
1:15:21like generally within your heart you're
1:15:22like I'm actually just trying to help
1:15:23guys like yeah and then how are you
1:15:26supposed to feel
1:15:27aside from feeling shitty yeah
1:15:30um so so where do you go here from from
1:15:31here with content obviously you want to
1:15:33get the you want to win the world yes
1:15:35the world title yeah yeah
1:15:37um and this is wbf wbff yeah okay and uh
1:15:40where do you go from your as far as
1:15:42content-wise like what kind of stuff do
1:15:43you like obviously you guess you get
1:15:44this Fitness content do you just stop do
1:15:47you make Fitness content do you evolve
1:15:49do you change content like what do you
1:15:51see yourself doing in the next like five
1:15:52years not five years five years is like
1:15:54I hate this question but I guess I just
1:15:55talk about content-wise content not
1:15:57competing in the bodybuilding side yeah
1:15:59um [ __ ] that's a good question um I
1:16:01still see myself making content
1:16:04um because as crazy as it sounds Bradley
1:16:07even though this [ __ ] is the [ __ ]
1:16:09absolute
1:16:12going to be the absolute death of me one
1:16:13day and my mental health for sure I like
1:16:15to I like it yeah I like this I like
1:16:18this I like I like everything about it I
1:16:20like the [ __ ] lights like the plants
1:16:21even like this what the [ __ ] is this Jim
1:16:23weave I wanna drink one of these yeah
1:16:24like I just I like everything about it
1:16:27even though it's hurting my soul on the
1:16:29inside yeah it's so [ __ ] you know what
1:16:32I mean
1:16:33crying
1:16:35I like it I don't know why I like it
1:16:37maybe the trauma has defined me and I
1:16:39like pain maybe that's why I'm a good
1:16:41bodybuilder and I train hard because I
1:16:43like to hurt maybe I want to feel the
1:16:44hurt maybe I want to feel the pain you
1:16:46know what I'm saying like maybe I want
1:16:48myself to feel the pain of like losing
1:16:50my bro so I don't ever forget losing him
1:16:52because it's like a trauma thing that I
1:16:54can't let go of and yeah you know maybe
1:16:56it's the same with you and your dad yeah
1:16:58but that's what I'm saying it's like
1:17:00it's like I want to prove everyone I
1:17:01want to prove to my dad this shouldn't
1:17:03have happened yeah you should be alive
1:17:04you should have seen the man I became
1:17:05yeah you know what I'm saying absolutely
1:17:08I'm getting to a point now though where
1:17:10I'm starting to realize I need to change
1:17:11that you can't yeah we have to let go
1:17:13yeah we've got to let go dude yeah [ __ ]
1:17:16we need a [ __ ] therapist this is it
1:17:18dude this is our therapy right now this
1:17:20is our therapy right this feels good
1:17:22[ __ ] yeah where have you been dude dude
1:17:26America more man you've got to come to
1:17:28Australia yeah oh [ __ ] Ayahuasca after
1:17:31August
1:17:32I swear to God if anything happens to me
1:17:35my family boys are coming for you man
1:17:37what's it happening
1:17:39you'll be good okay bro I promise I
1:17:43wouldn't do it I wouldn't do it because
1:17:45I was so afraid of it all right okay
1:17:46like I was like yo this I'm sure you got
1:17:48some good connects for it oh yeah you're
1:17:50getting me the right people not these
1:17:51[ __ ] shamans to go rape everyone no
1:17:53no those are the [ __ ] shops I don't want
1:17:56to cook something up my ass dude no no
1:17:57no no lastly I want to wake up with a
1:17:59sore [ __ ] bro [ __ ] I'll kill a [ __ ]
1:18:01bro no no no you got these people are
1:18:03solid super soft yeah in America yeah I
1:18:06mean they flew out here they're from
1:18:07Colombia oh okay they're proper then
1:18:09yeah super proper they don't even speak
1:18:11English proper damn and you did this on
1:18:13your own or you had some homies I had a
1:18:15friend help me out yeah damn yeah you'd
1:18:17love it bro I got you though okay okay
1:18:19yeah you might be getting the call for
1:18:21me yeah you'll love it when I went back
1:18:23to a human being yeah
1:18:26um so so so you you want to keep making
1:18:28content is it going to be Fitness
1:18:30related
1:18:31um I don't think so I think I'm gonna
1:18:32move away from Fitness and I'll always
1:18:35be in the fitness well then I'll always
1:18:37remain a fitness icon whatever you want
1:18:39to call it influencer
1:18:40I don't [ __ ] know the words yeah use
1:18:42these days
1:18:43um but I think I'm going to move away
1:18:45from the Fitness content eventually I
1:18:48mean how many videos can you keep doing
1:18:49chess about Chinese legs not gonna lie
1:18:52man that's all right it's about trains
1:18:53arms and then you collab with a few
1:18:54people chest while chains arms with Joe
1:18:56Blow yeah just by doing carves with
1:18:58[ __ ] John Smith like bro you can only
1:19:00do so many [ __ ] training videos until
1:19:01you get [ __ ] sick of it yeah I'm at
1:19:03the point where I'm [ __ ] sick of like
1:19:04seeing myself on camera I'm like [ __ ]
1:19:06this guy and I'm like looking at myself
1:19:08like [ __ ] you
1:19:10we're sick there's a problem and um so I
1:19:12don't want to be doing the same content
1:19:13over and over and over again because
1:19:14it's not stimulating my mind yeah maybe
1:19:17I might get back on my podcast I started
1:19:19a podcast
1:19:20um it flopped and like and again I say
1:19:23that and um with massive respect and um
1:19:25you know transparency because not
1:19:27everything you're gonna do is gonna
1:19:28become a success I tried to run many
1:19:31businesses that failed in the social
1:19:32media and fitness space but yeah many
1:19:34that also were successful but my my
1:19:37podcast flopped so I don't know it gave
1:19:40me a sound test I might try again in a
1:19:42few years see how I go for flops I'm
1:19:43just gonna [ __ ] not travel the
1:19:44podcast but I do want to do other things
1:19:47man and I'm seeing all these influences
1:19:48like doing like ghost tours or like test
1:19:52taste testing food like and they're in a
1:19:54particular industry but they venture out
1:19:55of the industry and they do other things
1:19:57yeah it's like I'm this bodybuilder and
1:19:59now I'm going to like Thailand to try
1:20:01exotic foods yeah like or like this
1:20:04bodybuilder and I've never been to a
1:20:05party or a festival you're not a party
1:20:08guy right not at all imagine you make
1:20:09videos like that it's like I'm Bradley
1:20:10Martin I've always been like a serious
1:20:12guy bodybuilding businessman but I'm
1:20:13gonna get highest but now I want to get
1:20:15[ __ ] up an older party with Greg to
1:20:17say and chess bro that might be a
1:20:19[ __ ] video oh my God getting high as
1:20:21[ __ ] on Molly
1:20:25that would be something else that would
1:20:27go [ __ ] crazy Cubs would be like this
1:20:29is the weirdest but coolest combo I've
1:20:31ever seen this is so strange it's so
1:20:33weird but who are these I think people
1:20:35like it because they wouldn't expect
1:20:37like us to like be doing that be like
1:20:39whoa [ __ ] so we need us but we need a
1:20:41few of the younger guys too of course I
1:20:44like that you said that and I think and
1:20:46that's what I respect about you Bradley
1:20:47I like the fact that you bring these
1:20:49young and upcoming dudes it's like it's
1:20:51like it's like you feel like you're
1:20:53their father damn yeah it's true and you
1:20:56want to make sure they're going on the
1:20:57right path you want to you want to you
1:21:00want to drip feed them just a little bit
1:21:01but not too much you know you want to
1:21:04just a little bit enough for them to
1:21:05kind of see the light but not enough for
1:21:07them to get tainted by it all and not
1:21:09enough for them to become spoiled little
1:21:10brats so that they work and they get
1:21:12theirs and and I feel like it's like you
1:21:13feel like it's your responsibility I
1:21:15have some good kids and I have some bad
1:21:16kids oh we all have bad kids so I've got
1:21:18good ones about I got ones calling me
1:21:20from Miami it's like man I'm at a party
1:21:22now I've dropped [ __ ] three mile in
1:21:24some eggs I'm about to die dude I just
1:21:26want to say that I love you I love ziz
1:21:28and I love everything you guys have done
1:21:29for that I'm like dude I'm like no I'm
1:21:31like Joe I'm like stop [ __ ] doing
1:21:34drugs get back in the [ __ ] gym drink
1:21:36some water too I might drink some water
1:21:37and make sure you get a good eight to
1:21:39ten hours of sleep call me in the
1:21:40morning if you still want to kill
1:21:41yourself yeah I don't know most of the
1:21:43time they're still around all the time
1:21:45actually no one's killed themselves yeah
1:21:46good good knock on wood good that's not
1:21:48what this is give me some wood yeah we
1:21:50got you right here yeah there you go
1:21:52solid all the Ayahuasca really helped
1:21:54you I'm really good no it did dude oh my
1:21:56God it changed my life bro yeah that's
1:21:58not that's it
1:22:00doesn't look like that yeah it's stupid
1:22:02no it doesn't look like that
1:22:05bro it's like this rancid [ __ ] like
1:22:09it's not good it's like just imagine
1:22:10like I always pictured it's like a
1:22:12[ __ ] plant and there's just no it is
1:22:14a plant but it's Locust somehow it's
1:22:15like boiled down to like a liquid like a
1:22:17like a shot drink it like a Brown shot
1:22:19it's horrible what's it taste like what
1:22:21do you describe
1:22:22like a very bitter taste like no no no
1:22:26no
1:22:27yeah not even that like a
1:22:29like you know what you tried did you try
1:22:31both no no no no
1:22:34huh how old are you 23. yeah not too
1:22:37young imagine like uh like a Jager but
1:22:40like completely viscous and like
1:22:42molasses Jaeger and like
1:22:44motor oil or some [ __ ] like it just
1:22:46doesn't taste good oh my God but like
1:22:48basically like petrol kind of yeah it's
1:22:49garbage but it's it's a it's incredible
1:22:52it'll change your life right yeah
1:22:54Chester tries Ayahuasca and end of
1:22:55August yeah I can try [ __ ] Ayahuasca
1:22:59but I want to say man I appreciate you
1:23:00coming on Amen thank you for having me
1:23:02in such a short notice yeah hell yeah it
1:23:04was I saw you and I was like oh this is
1:23:05perfect yeah and you told me that and I
1:23:07honestly just genuinely didn't know and
1:23:09I didn't that's cool man any disrespect
1:23:10yeah no no no no no
1:23:11um when you're secure with yourself like
1:23:13those things don't really matter yeah
1:23:14yeah but I think it's I think it's cool
1:23:16as [ __ ] and hopefully some someday
1:23:17everyone gets to know the truth because
1:23:19I I I'm really interested I'm gonna ask
1:23:20you off camera oh yeah I can't wait to
1:23:22tell you um sorry guys sorry it's coming
1:23:24soon you guys gotta wait for that maybe
1:23:26not soon but it will come one day I'll
1:23:28just understand my position yeah at some
1:23:29point but subscribe to the channel uh
1:23:31podcast on iTunes on Spotify on YouTube
1:23:33give this video If a like a like if you
1:23:35liked it obviously just like it anyways
1:23:37and uh check out all your socials what
1:23:39do you have tell them
1:23:40um my Instagram is at Sade spelled like
1:23:43Sid s-a
1:23:45I'll give you the links and all that
1:23:47jazz yeah and my clothing website that I
1:23:49run is subversionfitness.com thanks
1:23:51Bradley absolutely again I appreciate
1:23:53the opportunity uh thanks for having me
1:23:55thank you for your hospitality and I
1:23:57want to say thank you to everyone that
1:23:59I've had the opportunity with in America
1:24:01you guys have treated me really nicely
1:24:03and welcomed me with open arms all the
1:24:05events all the people at the fitness
1:24:06expert and you're a sound bloke and I
1:24:09just know I've got your back man and I
1:24:10hope this can fall into a little bit of
1:24:12a friendship man absolutely I ain't
1:24:13gonna try [ __ ] you no it's okay maybe
1:24:15just like later tonight no it's fine
1:24:17it's fine he might he might uh
1:24:20sorry I appreciate it easy

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