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0:00This week's channelneled message from
0:01Isa, the mother of creation, is about
0:03the three levels of desire. So, she is
0:07uh on a on a roll these last several
0:09weeks teaching us and helping us to
0:11better understand how manifestation is
0:14changing in this new stage of
0:16consciousness that we're moving through.
0:18So, welcome back to my channel, you
0:19guys. I am so glad you are here. And for
0:21those of you who are new, welcome. My
0:23name is Ann Tucker. I'm a trans channel.
0:25I channel from the angelic realm and I
0:28channel Isla who is the mother of all
0:30souls or the mother of creation and I do
0:32that by going into a deep meditative
0:33state or trance state and then from
0:36there I raise my awareness as high as I
0:38can and I stretch a little higher. I
0:40connect and then messages, information
0:42and healing comes through which I share
0:45here with you guys on YouTube. I am
0:46first and foremost a healer uh which is
0:49how I I work in the world and then uh
0:52channeling is I channel information as
0:54well and I find that both both are
0:57fulfilling and wonderful and useful. So
0:59uh so today's message as I mentioned is
1:02it's about this concept that there are
1:04three levels of desire and she's calling
1:06us to be super aware of where our desire
1:09sits as we move into what is looking to
1:12be a very transformational period with
1:14the eclipse season coming up. And she
1:16says that there's opportunity for
1:18everyone that there's pretty major
1:20change on the horizon for everyone. and
1:22she says, "This is a great opportunity
1:24to become extremely conscious of how you
1:26are using your desire to fulfill your
1:30creative potential." So, it's a great
1:32message, very specific, and she gives us
1:34some some really clear steps of how we
1:37can use our own creative energies during
1:40this window. So, I I also wanted to let
1:42you know uh those of you who have uh
1:45have already signed up for the retreat,
1:46I'm super excited to have you guys
1:48there. And to anyone who has not yet
1:50thought about it or hasn't heard about
1:52it, I host once a year I host uh a
1:56incredibly fun gathering here in
1:58Seattle, Washington that I call the
2:00expand your heart retreat. And it's
2:03happening the weekend of October 16th.
2:06And uh and what happens at at that
2:08retreat, it is uh it is an incredibly
2:11high vibe opportunity to receive what it
2:14is that you need to receive. So think
2:16about why you would come to retreat. Do
2:17you come to find community? Do you come
2:20to find answers? Do you come to see if
2:22you yourself can heal or expand your
2:25gifts? What is it that you are seeking?
2:27And what's cool about the retreat in
2:30addition to really the people that
2:32gather who are like that's that's why I
2:35keep doing it because the community is
2:37so amazing. Um the energy throughout the
2:40retreat, we were held in a container and
2:42the energy just goes up and up and up
2:44and I find that people get what they
2:46came for. People come for their own
2:48reasons and sometimes what they receive
2:51is not what they originally realized
2:53that they needed but they get what they
2:55need and uh we channel we do a lot of
2:58channeling but I also build in a lot of
3:00fun so this isn't like your typical or
3:02this isn't like a like a silent
3:04meditation retreat we certainly we do
3:06some amazing we we call it eat pray love
3:09because we meditate and I channel and
3:11bring through Isa uh three times morning
3:14afternoon and evening we have incredible
3:16meals together and then we have a lot of
3:18fun together in between. So there's a
3:20lot of socializing too. And so even if
3:22you are a shy person, uh if you if you
3:25feel like in a group you get lost, you
3:26won't get lost here. We make sure that
3:30we make sure that everyone feels
3:31included and and it's a very very it's
3:34an environment rich with incredible
3:36people and contagious joy. So think
3:40about it. Think if it's something that
3:42as you step into this eclipse season, is
3:44coming into community with others going
3:47to be useful in propelling you in
3:49whatever you are moving through right
3:50now. Is it going to be there to support
3:52you? There to help you heal, there to
3:54help you move into a new sense of who
3:57you are? And check it out. It's on my
4:00web page. It's antucker.com. You'll see
4:02it right at the top. It's called the
4:03Expand Your Heart Retreat. And I hope to
4:05see you there. All right. So take a
4:07breath and let's now dive in to the
4:10original channeling and then afterwards
4:12we will break it down. And what we do in
4:14the breakdown is talk it through so that
4:16we can integrate the message much more
4:18completely that we uh I think it really
4:21deepens our understanding. So I hope you
4:22stick around for that part two. All
4:24right, take a breath and here we go.
4:29Blessed ones,
4:31I am with you once again.
4:34I am speaking to you now on topics of
4:38abundance and the desire for more for
4:42more than you have on what you would
4:45want for what comes in the fruition of a
4:48lifetime. I speak to you now on the
4:51topic of your desire, of the things you
4:55would call in to your lives, to your
4:59heart, what you wish to feel, how you
5:02wish to exist, how you wish to be.
5:05Within this sphere of your own
5:07developmental
5:09comprehension, within this sense of
5:11yourself as you are and as you are
5:13becoming, there are many layers within
5:16which your will and your desire express
5:20themselves. There are layers within
5:22which desire
5:24ruptures. Yes, ruptures
5:27what was. It begins the integration
5:32of new beginnings.
5:34But in many contexts, desire is
5:37separative. It pulls you apart from the
5:41new and the not yet made. Desire
5:45contains within it the underpinnings
5:48of self as in limitation. It carries
5:51within it an echo of hardship and
5:55drought. It layers in the meaning of
6:01generational suffering and it draws into
6:04the sphere of your current life an ache
6:08and a longing which feels and seems to
6:12be permanent though it is not.
6:16This is not easy to navigate always to
6:20understand how desire operates. How to
6:24work within the context of desire to
6:27frame a life that is beguiling though
6:30uncertain?
6:32How do you open to this fear of the
6:34unknown
6:36while also in the context of desire? How
6:40do you claim for yourself a future you
6:42know nothing of? How do you want for
6:45something that you cannot imagine yet?
6:50I would share with you now a suggestive
6:54idea, something that may awaken or
6:57reawaken a feeling you have not yet
7:02remembered.
7:04It is the sense of yourself as infinite,
7:08carrying all the potentials that ever
7:11existed. The sense of yourself as
7:14dynamic,
7:16as powerful, a sense that you can create
7:20another world, another reality. You can
7:23create what you require, what you need,
7:27and beyond.
7:29Within this reality, there exists
7:34conformity
7:36and a conforming belief system which
7:38curtails your imaginative abilities.
7:41There are frameworks within which you
7:44all exist that limit and undermine your
7:49own desire to roam free and create
7:52whatever comes into your frame of
7:55imagination.
7:58However, the edges will fray and new
8:02beginnings can be met with something
8:06more creatively expressed.
8:09And you are at the very beginnings of
8:12this. What imagination
8:16can pull through you into the void
8:20of what is not yet known? And how does
8:23this meet with desire in such a way that
8:27desire does not become limited that it
8:30does not express through you into
8:32something you have already felt or
8:36already done.
8:38Desire is often made through comparison.
8:42It is often formed from the experience
8:45of lack.
8:47But it can also come through you into an
8:53expression of feeling.
8:56A wish to feel something magical. A
9:01sense of yourself is more expansive. A
9:03desire for more freedom. A desire for
9:09more
9:11expressiveness,
9:12a desire for a sense of limitlessness,
9:18a desire for levity and humor.
9:22These are ways within which desire
9:26expresses fondly into the new now moment
9:30where it does not restrict your energy
9:33field. It is not forced into the forms
9:38or the context which you already knew.
9:43Thus, as you are standing at the
9:45precipice, wishing for a broader,
9:48brighter future, for something that is
9:53outside
9:54of reality as it exists today.
9:59It would behoove you to come to terms
10:02with your own desires to sit quietly
10:07in your own expression of light and ask
10:11yourself where desire sits. Desire is a
10:15gift. Desire is worthy of understanding.
10:19To have a desire is animating.
10:22And I would express that there are yes
10:25three levels to the contagious
10:29experience of desire. There is the first
10:33level within which desire has not yet
10:36been created. And here there is a void.
10:39Yes, but it is a void of opportunity,
10:42action and feeling. It is not a fun
10:46place to be.
10:48The second stage or layer is where
10:52desire has been created. Where desire is
10:55drawn through you. Where desire rises
10:58from within the context of where you are
11:00currently standing. And it comes from
11:03the expression of what was or what has
11:06been from the contrast
11:09between where you are now and what you
11:11are seeing or what others have. And this
11:14is desire expressed within limits within
11:17the limiting factors of what is already
11:21known. And then there is the third
11:24potential for desire which is where you
11:28have set down the boundaried expression
11:30of desire formed into
11:35what can only be described as
11:40materialistic
11:42or embodied humanistic perspectives
11:47and bring your desire into instead
11:51a newer higher
11:53frequency within which desire is met by
11:58light. Where desire is met through
12:01feeling. Where desire forms itself like
12:05a bridge to draw you into a new
12:08expression of self that is not yet
12:10known. The desire to be, to feel, to
12:14see, to know something beyond
12:18what you see, feel, and know already.
12:21Here there is the potential for this
12:26next expanded state of consciousness.
12:28And I draw your attention to this
12:30because you are currently in a period of
12:35rapid ascension and change. And you may
12:39see this in your own life. You may note
12:42that there are suddenly
12:45new
12:47boundaryless opportunities opening
12:50before you. Changes that you did not
12:53anticipate. Surprises. These might be in
12:56the realm of identity and how you see
12:58yourself or how you spend your time, who
13:01you spend your time with, what your
13:03occupation is. There's something of foot
13:06for everyone. Everyone. Everyone.
13:08Everyone. Everyone. Yes, you. Yes, you.
13:12And these are not necessarily trying
13:14times. No, not necessarily. They are in
13:18fact expansive times and expansion is
13:22only difficult if you are trying not to
13:25expand.
13:27Therefore, I wish to say that in this
13:32moment when the wind is in your sail and
13:36when you have the chance to grow in a
13:40way that will truly change the field of
13:44your own personal reality.
13:47Come to terms with where your desire
13:49sits.
13:51Are you lacking in desire? Do you have
13:56desires that lock you in to prior fields
13:59of experience?
14:00Or can you open your desire to what you
14:04wish to be, feel,
14:07know, and experience that is not yet
14:10understood?
14:11Can you open yourself to a less defined
14:16and perhaps more expansive
14:19understanding of what you wish to draw
14:23into your reality?
14:26If you find yourself
14:29mired
14:31in desires
14:33that are formulated
14:36from within the chaotic expression of a
14:39world that does not yet understand its
14:44creative power.
14:47You may forgive yourself those longings.
14:51Be gentle with your own material
14:54cravings, with that which has animated
14:57you in the past. Be gentle and know
15:01yourself on a journey that leads you
15:04eternally into higher and higher
15:07expressions of self. But there is no
15:10path that leads to these higher states
15:14that does not move through the lower
15:17ones. Therefore, embrace yourself and
15:21know that each stage of your own
15:24expression is just as valid and just as
15:27important and just as meaningful. And as
15:30you grow into this new opportunity, the
15:35doorway that is just before you, embrace
15:39yourself
15:41as if you are everything that you should
15:45be.
15:47I say bless you, thank you, and goodbye.
15:54So, it's like another warm hug from Isa.
15:57Her messages especially I always feel
15:59Yeah, I always feel like it's a big warm
16:01love and I feel that now. I feel her
16:03presence very much right now uh as like
16:05a big warm hug. It's lovely. And I
16:07wonder if she's wanting to transmit that
16:08to you guys. So, just be open and
16:10receptive for a moment. And I'm just
16:11going to let that come through. And it
16:12is. And it's just a lovely and she's she
16:15is coming through and projecting uh
16:16right now. It's just a lovely warm and
16:19and it's just she's excited too. But
16:21it's a lovely warm embracing acceptance,
16:24peace. She says forgiveness and and
16:26she's really wanting to come. So just
16:28open if you would for a moment. Open up
16:30your third eye, your the your upper
16:32chakras. She's coming in up into the
16:33throat. If you could just open up in
16:35those spaces and now she was coming down
16:37into the heart chakra. So just a moment
16:39and let that expand. to know if you can
16:41open up your your spinal column as well
16:44and just take a breath and just let that
16:46in and just be and she's bringing in
16:48peace now. So, just for a moment. Really
16:50cool. Really really cool. We don't
16:52experience that that very often. Yes. So
16:53awesome. Thanks you guys. Thank you. I
16:55love that Matthew is to He's like wide
16:57open feeling. That's so great. So great.
17:01Yeah. Really, really cool. She just got
17:02excited just the opportunity to have
17:04that little moment with us. So, um, so
17:08such a beautiful message and like I
17:10said, I feel like it is it is, uh, uh,
17:13along with the other messages and really
17:15this new direction she's heading in. And
17:17I think we can expect to see more of
17:19this for a while is is helping us to
17:21understand how to live in the new in the
17:24new energy to trust that the energy is
17:25is coming in bit by bit by bit. And the
17:28more that we can lean into it, the more
17:30we can experience it. That and and we we
17:33know that there will be some moments
17:34where where we are flooded with light
17:36where there's going to be we've talked
17:37about the flash of light and it's that's
17:39the you know that's the biggest but it's
17:40not the only there are waves of light
17:42coming. So we know we're getting help
17:44that we're being lifted and lifted and
17:45lifted but what can we do in the
17:47meantime to take advantage of every
17:48little bit of it as it's coming through.
17:50And this is what she's helping us to
17:52see, helping us to understand. So all
17:55right so let's go ahead and break down
17:57the message. if you guys are ready. So,
18:00um, so first paragraph, she's and she's
18:02I feel like the message is really clear,
18:04but there are pieces in here where it
18:06helps to just slow it down and parse it
18:08out and so that we can integrate it
18:09better. So, first paragraph, she said,
18:12"Blessed ones, I am with you once again.
18:14I'm speaking to you now on topics of
18:16abundance and the desire for more, for
18:19more than you have, uh, on what you
18:21would want, for what comes in the
18:24fruition of a lifetime. I speak to you
18:26now on the topic of your desire of the
18:28things you would call into your life, to
18:30your hearts, what you wish to feel, how
18:32you wish to exist, how you wish to be.
18:35And so I like in the beginning that
18:38bringing up the concept of desire, even
18:40the very concept of desire, I think has
18:43in some cases baggage for us, right?
18:46That it it carries layers. Like are we
18:49meant to want for nothing? Like we are
18:51we meant to just be okay with the way
18:53things are or is it okay to have desire?
18:55Are we meant to just be like w like at
18:57peace with everything all the time? And
18:59we know that we're meant to love what
19:01is? But does that mean that we're not
19:02supposed to have desire? And is desire
19:05good or bad? Right? I think we get into
19:07this state of looking at the things that
19:08we crave or the things that we want. If
19:10there's ever a moment where you're like,
19:11"Wow, I would really love to have that
19:12or do that or be that. Do you feel
19:15guilty? Do you feel like I shouldn't
19:16feel that?" You know? Uh, and I think so
19:18I think the first paragraph I think
19:20she's bringing it in and and I love that
19:22she says of of what you would want for
19:24what comes in the fruition of a
19:27lifetime. Like why did we incarnate to
19:28begin with? You know, did we incarnate?
19:31Did we was there something we desired
19:33when we incarnated? So it's bringing
19:35this all to the forefront. Our
19:37relationship to desire itself.
19:40Next paragraph. Within the sphere of
19:42your own developmental comprehension,
19:44within the sense of yourself as you are
19:47and as you are becoming, there are many
19:49layers within which your your will and
19:51your desire express themselves. There
19:54are layers within which desire ruptures.
19:56Yes, ruptures what was. It begins the
19:59integration of new beginnings. But in
20:02many context, desire is separative. It
20:05pulls you apart from the new and the not
20:07yet made. So interesting here. So the
20:10first thing she says up here is within
20:11the sphere of our own developmental
20:13comprehension. So developmental
20:15comprehension refers to the growth of
20:17our ability to understand ourselves. So
20:20the sphere of our ability to understand
20:23ourselves she says. So within that
20:25sphere uh and the sense of who we are
20:28and and we as we are growing who we're
20:30becoming she says there are many layers
20:32within which your will and your desire
20:34express themselves. So it's not one
20:37thing right will and desire it's not one
20:38thing it's many things and she says
20:40there are layers within which desire
20:42ruptures yes ruptures what was it begins
20:45the integration of new beginnings so and
20:48ruptures is a play on uh I think it was
20:51two weeks ago we had a message about
20:53rupturing and about how we were in a
20:55process and rupturing was described in
20:57that message as part of creation it was
21:01described as as essentially freeing up
21:04and creating energy and breaking away
21:06old things in the process of generating
21:09something brand new. So she says on one
21:11hand it does that on one hand desire can
21:15it says it begins the she says it begins
21:17the integration of new things. So desire
21:19on one hand can pull you out of of of
21:22old energies and assist you in the
21:24creation of something new in its in its
21:26perfection. Right? Desire helps you as a
21:28creative tool. It can rupture things
21:31like like you're saying well I I'm you
21:33know I desire a new glass or whatever
21:36and so you let go of the old one and you
21:38get a new one and desire is the function
21:40that propels us. So it is creative and
21:42so that's the first thing she says yes
21:44it can be creative but in many context
21:47it desire is separative it pulls you
21:50apart from the new and the not yet made.
21:52So desire desire becomes divisive. So
21:55divi and and it's it's a really fine
21:57line between what rupture what it is to
22:00rupture something and what it is to
22:02separate something right and to separate
22:05you from things. Desire is so think
22:08about desire and how we often experience
22:10it is that desire separates you from
22:13your current life because it makes you
22:15dissatisfied with it. So, you can be,
22:17say that you go buy a new pair of shoes
22:19and you're loving your shoes and you're
22:21feeling super happy about your shoes
22:23until you walk by another store window
22:25and you see your same shoes on sale for
22:28a cheaper price
22:30and all of a sudden you desire that you
22:32had gotten your shoes at a cheaper price
22:34and you no longer are happy with the
22:36with the shoes that you have, right?
22:38You're wishing that you had bought them
22:39at a different price. So, it is
22:41separating you from your contentment.
22:43It's separating you from the now moment
22:45from what you from from satisfaction
22:47with your current life desire. And and
22:49we could say that's that we we could
22:51call that regret. But let's put it in
22:53another way. Let's say that you bought
22:54one pair of shoes and then you happen to
22:56walk by and you see that you bought the
22:57iPhone and then two months later they
22:59come up with a brand new one, right? And
23:01you're like, "Darn it." Like, I just got
23:03I loved my phone and now I wish I'd
23:05bought the other one and I have a a
23:07desire for the new one and I can't buy
23:09it. And so so this is it's it's it's
23:12creating dissatisfaction in our lives.
23:15So the other thing it does desire is
23:17imagine that that imagine that you are
23:20have a particular skill. Let's say
23:22you're a woodworker and you are
23:24developing your skill and getting better
23:25and better at woodworking and then you
23:27meet someone who is like such an
23:30insanely good woodworker and you're
23:32watching what they can do and you see
23:33their skill level and it's so far above
23:35and you're and you are feeling in your
23:37own heart like I will never be able to
23:39achieve that like that's a talent that's
23:41a skill that's an imagination that I
23:42just don't possess. How can I how can I
23:44do that? and you desire it, but because
23:48you desire it, you are putting it up on
23:50a pedestal, right? And and when anything
23:52that you pedestal is essentially so
23:56separate from you, it becomes
23:57unachievable, right? It it it's like you
24:00you're putting it way up. So desire is
24:01the function that creates that. Like if
24:04you didn't desire the woodworking, you
24:06wouldn't you wouldn't put that person on
24:07it. You'd just be like, "Hey, that's
24:08good for you. You know, look at you.
24:10You're so artistic. That's amazing." But
24:12because you desire it, it creates a
24:15sense of lack, a sense of of that I
24:17can't do it. And then they they go up
24:19here on, oh, they're better than me,
24:21right? And you are that creates a
24:23separation from you and them. It creates
24:24a separation in in your own mind about
24:26your ability to achieve it. So desire in
24:29its negative form separates us from
24:31satisfaction with what we have. And it
24:34also separates us from our belief that
24:37we can achieve what we want because it c
24:40it creates a pedestalization of whatever
24:42it we we think of it as better than what
24:44we are as more than what we are as
24:46something hard for us to get. So it does
24:50it can do both. So um uh so this is the
24:55first moment where she's taking desire
24:57and saying okay look at it in these two
24:59ways. It can be creative but it can also
25:01prevent you from being creative. It can
25:04it can shut down your creative
25:06apparatus. So how do we use it
25:08effectively? So this is the this is the
25:10uh that now she gets into in the next
25:12paragraph and she's going to state the
25:14challenge. So the challenge is she says
25:16desire contains within it the
25:19underpinnings of self as in limitation.
25:23It carries within it an echo of hardship
25:26and drought in layers. It layers in the
25:29meaning of generational suffering and it
25:31draws into the sphere of your current
25:33life an ache and a longing which feels
25:35and seems to be permanent though it is
25:38not. So this is why desire is hard for
25:41us is that desire and it's the same
25:43reason like in the first paragraph which
25:45she brought it up and says is what is
25:46your relationship to desire as a
25:48concept? Do you feel guilty for desiring
25:50something? Right? Do you feel like you
25:52shouldn't have desires? And and it and
25:55that's because in our society, desire is
25:58not a neutral experience. Desire carries
26:01with it jealousy, right? It carries with
26:03it echoes of hardship, of drought. It it
26:06reminds you that you don't have what you
26:07want, right? And then there's this whole
26:09generational thing of saying, you know,
26:12it it gets into this whole us versus
26:14them, you know, of identifying with a
26:16culture, identifying within a family to
26:19say, well, we're not like that. You
26:20know, we don't maybe our family doesn't
26:22drive fancy cars. you know, you can't
26:24want a fancy car because our family
26:25isn't we don't, you know, we're
26:26practical people and we don't drive
26:28fancy cars. And so, and that could be
26:30that that that inherited belief systems
26:33that says you're it's not okay for you
26:35to want this. It's not okay for you to
26:37want to go to college cuz we're not
26:38college people. It's not okay for you to
26:40want whatever you want. You know, I
26:43remember I had a friend um in my 20s. It
26:46was a guy or friend. and his dad didn't
26:50like me because I was too much of a
26:52career girl that I was and he even tal
26:54and and my friend told me he's like yeah
26:56my dad was like you'd never want to date
26:58her would you? She's not, you know,
27:00she's got she's too much of a go-go
27:02girl. And uh yeah, I thought that was
27:04pretty funny. But but in my mind, I
27:06thought it was a good thing. I thought
27:07it was a good thing to be ambitious and
27:08want to do things, but from his dad's
27:09perspective it was not. you know, it was
27:11like he thought, well, she's going to be
27:12off running and doing, and don't you
27:14just want someone who's going to, you
27:15know, be satisfied? And uh so it was
27:18just a really different perspective of
27:20of what are you open to? Well, how do
27:22you define what is your culture? Is it
27:24okay to want what you want?
27:27So, um
27:29All right. So then, so that's the
27:31challenge, right? It is it is this idea
27:34that um it draws you into the sphere of
27:36your current life an ache and a longing
27:38which feels and seems to be permanent
27:40though it is not. And then she okay so
27:42so that's the challenge the goal in the
27:44next paragraph she says this is not easy
27:46to navigate always to understand how
27:49desire operates how to work within the
27:52context of desire to frame a life that
27:55is beguiling though uncertain. How do
27:58you open to this fear of the unknown
28:00while also in the context of desire? How
28:04do you claim for yourself a future you
28:06know nothing of? How do you want for
28:08something that you cannot yet imagine?
28:11So, and so here she's spelling out for
28:14us like this is where we're trying to
28:15get with our desire. We're trying to
28:17learn to use our desire in a way that we
28:22we can frame a life that is beguiling
28:25but uncertain. And so the way that we
28:28are used to using our desire is like
28:31like do you remember when you were a
28:33little kid and someone would ask you
28:34what do you want to be when you want to
28:35grow up and the things that we often
28:38said are pretty limited because when
28:40you're like all of us many of us wanted
28:42to be teachers many of us wanted to be
28:44fire people right like it was things
28:46that we had that we knew about like you
28:48could look out into the world like I uh
28:50I remember it was right after the uh
28:52King Tut's tomb had been found and they
28:54were traveling like there was that
28:56exhibition traveling all around and
28:57Indiana Jones had just come out and I
29:00was a big reader. So I answered like I
29:02remember I wrote it on the thing that we
29:04did like a like a thing where you put
29:05things in the ground. What do they call
29:06that? A time capsule for our school. And
29:08I remember what I wrote on my thing of
29:10the time capsule was that I wanted to be
29:12a writer and an archaeologist so I would
29:14have something to write about.
29:17And it was because all I knew, right? I
29:19knew about Tut and the tomb and and
29:21Indiana Jones and that looked exciting.
29:23And so that was like as far as my
29:24imagination could reach. It could only
29:26reach into what I knew about, what I
29:29saw, what I had already seen. And I
29:31could imagine just that far. And that's
29:33how we typically are. So it's like,
29:35well, what do I want? I need a model.
29:37What what can I want? What is my option
29:40to want? And so and so that traps us
29:43into old forms. How do we escape that?
29:47How do we how do we learn to want
29:48something we've never seen? How do we
29:51learn to to create the new and to desire
29:53the new if we don't know what the new
29:55is? So that is the challenge that we are
29:57facing. How do we activate and desire?
30:00Think about how powerful desire is as an
30:02emotion like when you really want
30:04something and especially if you think
30:06it's something that you can't have,
30:08right? If there's something in there
30:09like if you were ever a little kid and
30:10for me it was the Barbie kitchen. Oh,
30:12did I want the Barbie kitchen like oh my
30:14god like I wanted the Barbie kitchen so
30:16much. and and think about that energy of
30:19that, you know, like how strong that is.
30:22And how do we generate that much energy
30:25around wanting something that we don't
30:26know what it is? So, this is really like
30:28as our current frame of reference as a
30:31human, that's not an easy answer, right?
30:33It's it's not natural to us to activate
30:36that much emotion for something that we
30:38have no idea what it is. So, here she's
30:39going to tell us how to do it, which is
30:41the beauty of this message. So she's
30:43saying so how do you how do you frame a
30:46desire in a life for a life that is
30:48beguiling so that activating right
30:50exciting but uncertain where you don't
30:53know what it is how do you open to this
30:55fear of the unknown while also in the
30:58context of desire how do you claim for
31:00yourself a future you know nothing of
31:02how do you want for something that you
31:04cannot yet imagine
31:06all right so now she's going to get into
31:08it she says I would share with you now a
31:11suggestive idea idea. So, and a
31:13suggestive idea, I actually Googled it
31:15because I was like, that's an
31:16interesting phrase term phrase or, you
31:18know, phrase. And what I got was a
31:20thought or proposal that doesn't give a
31:23full plan right away. It sparks your own
31:26imagination. And I thought, what a
31:28perfect phrase because she's trying to
31:29teach us how to want something that we
31:31don't know what it is. So, she's not
31:32going to give us a plan. She's going to
31:35give us a suggestive idea, which
31:37essentially is a proposal that doesn't
31:40give you a full plan. So even in her
31:42phrasing, she is hinting at what she's
31:44trying to teach us to do, which I
31:46thought was very clever. Trying to give
31:48us a not not a full plan. She's not
31:50defining it for us. She's going to give
31:51us a suggestion, right? So that we can
31:54spark our imagination and create it for
31:56oursel. All right. So she's going to
31:58share with us now a suggestive idea,
32:00something that may awaken or reawaken a
32:03feeling you have not yet remembered. It
32:05is the sense of yourself as infinite,
32:08carrying all the potentials that ever
32:10existed. The sense of yourself as
32:12dynamic, as powerful, a sense that you
32:15can create another world, another
32:17reality. You can create what you
32:20require, what you need, and beyond.
32:24All right? So intriguing. And we hear
32:26that all the time. We hear that we are
32:27infinite creators. We hear that we have,
32:29you know, that you can create anything
32:31you want. But it's very hard for us to
32:34actually manifest that in any kind of
32:35regularity in our lives. If if it
32:37happens in a moment, we get so excited
32:39that we immediately tell everyone,
32:41right? It's incredibly cool when we're
32:43able to manifest something like that.
32:44But we if imagine if we could do it all
32:46the time, and of course we can. If why
32:48if we could do it once, why couldn't we
32:50do it all the time, right? The fact is
32:52it's sort of like if you fly once, then
32:54you know you can fly even if you don't
32:55know how to do it again. So, okay. Okay.
32:58So then she goes on to say within this
33:01reality there exists conformity. And so
33:04this is where she's getting into that
33:05last paragraph. So the next paragraph
33:07she's going to get into like what is the
33:08immediate challenge. And she says within
33:10this reality there exists conformity and
33:12a conforming belief system which
33:15curtails your imaginative abilities.
33:18There are frameworks within which you
33:20all exist that limit and undermine your
33:23own desire to roam free and create
33:25whatever comes into your frame of
33:27imagination.
33:29So, and so she's she's acknowledging
33:31that we live in a 3D reality where it's
33:34very hard for us to imagine beyond what
33:37we have already experienced that and
33:40this comes from the frameworks of uh uh
33:44of she's frameworks there are frameworks
33:46with with conforming belief systems that
33:49curtail our imaginative sorry I'm
33:51talking twice there are conforming
33:54belief systems which curtail our
33:57imaginative abilities ities. So a lot of
34:00this is coming from our culture. It's
34:02coming from our family. There are belief
34:04systems that we may not even be
34:06conscious of about what is possible for
34:08us to do, be and have. And then she says
34:12that they are limiting the frame of our
34:15imagination where we are willing to
34:17dwell or to roam. Is there ever has
34:18there ever been a moment where you have
34:21felt like like can I dare to dream that?
34:25And I have had one. I can tell you there
34:27was and and I've shared it with you guys
34:29before that there was a time when I
34:30channeled a message that miracles were
34:32possible and it was a beautiful
34:34inspiring message and it was very clear
34:36they said mir we are now the angels were
34:37saying they are now in a place where
34:39they are able to help us in a much more
34:42direct way and that miracles will be
34:43possible and they said it's not like the
34:45past that miracles will really be begin
34:47happening and uh and I got the message
34:50I'm like a isn't that nice that's such a
34:52cool idea I love that idea I wish I wish
34:54I could believe it you know what I I
34:56mean, there was a part of me that was
34:57like, I'll see it when I believe it. Cuz
34:59that's just I I'm You hear it crazy? The
35:01angel lady. Yes. I'm a skeptic, you
35:03guys. So, so that night I went out and
35:08they gave me a miracle. And my miracle
35:10was, and I told you guys the story
35:12before, so I won't go into it in depth,
35:13but basically I went to a store I never
35:15go into. And there was a woman there who
35:17I she asked me what I did. I told her
35:19that I was an angel channel. And she,
35:21for whatever reason, felt possessed to
35:23tell me a story she had never told
35:24anyone. Not even the woman she was with
35:26that she worked with who she'd known for
35:27like 15 years told me a story about when
35:30she'd seen an angel. And it was a it was
35:32a undeniable story about how an angel
35:35came in and and helped her and her baby
35:37when she was stuck in an airport and had
35:39no money and no way to get anywhere and
35:41they were basically going to have to
35:42sleep on the floor. And this angel
35:44showed up and gave her like coupons for
35:45a free hotel and free shuttle and and
35:47and and rebooked a new flight for her
35:50and gave her everything she needed and
35:51then like disappeared. And the coolest
35:54story, like the coolest story, but what
35:56was really cool was that was a miracle
35:57that I I witnessed inside of my own
36:00miracle, which was that I needed to
36:02share the message the next day, which is
36:04that miracles are possible. And I was
36:06having a really hard time embodying that
36:08message. So, they gave me the that
36:10moment where I got to to witness a
36:13miracle. And that was my miracle. So, it
36:16was it was what was amazing about that.
36:18And I bring it up to say, are there
36:21times where you're offered something
36:23where where you're given the opportunity
36:24to believe something might be true?
36:26Where someone wishes you something
36:28positive, gives you a wonderful wish,
36:30like, I hope you ace that test. Gosh, I
36:32hope you do so well in this or that that
36:33you're going to I hope you get that job.
36:35And there's a voice in your head that
36:37immediately answers with, it's not going
36:39to happen, right? Immediately responds
36:41and tears you, push you back down in
36:42your place, right? And we do that. Oh,
36:45it's not possible. We we think I don't
36:47want my heart to be broken again. Right?
36:48Somebody says I hope you meet that right
36:50person. And you think ah it's not going
36:51to happen. Whatever it is, whatever that
36:53area in your heart, in your life where
36:56you you check yourself, you check your
36:58beliefs. So, so that is what we're
37:01struggling against. We're struggling
37:03against our own inner belief systems.
37:05And so, but here's what she says. And it
37:08limits our imagination. It limits us as
37:10infinite creators. So here she says in
37:13the next paragraph, this is the
37:14opportunity that's ahead of us right now
37:16that we're in. She says, "However, the
37:19edges will fray and new beginnings can
37:22be met with something more creatively
37:24expressed and you are at the very
37:26beginning of this." And uh what
37:29imagination can pull through you into
37:31the void of what is not yet known. And
37:34how does this meet with desire? In such
37:36a way that desire does not become
37:38limited that it does not express through
37:41you into something you have already felt
37:42or already done. So with the next
37:45paragraph she answers her own question.
37:47So but the beginning of this she says
37:49however the edges will fray and I love
37:52that as not only is it a beautiful
37:54visual. It's kind of like what's
37:55happening in my shirt often.
37:59Those of you didn't Yeah. Anyways my
38:01shirt is a little fragile. I love it
38:02though. So I wear it anyways and it does
38:03fray but the edges of our reality are
38:06fraying. So and think about the idea of
38:09a fray is that it's not like it's a hole
38:11in the center. It's like it's like it's
38:13almost like it's slowly starting to when
38:15something frays it's starting to
38:16unravel, right? The pieces are starting
38:19it's starting to lose some of its
38:21strength and coherence. So our reality
38:24is starting to slowly unravel a little
38:26bit at a time and that is the
38:28opportunity that we are sitting in. So
38:30we have these belief systems but if we
38:32can become conscious enough to notice
38:34them and then at the same time we are
38:37noticing them in a context where where
38:39reality is beginning to fray we may be
38:42able to see through reality to a higher
38:45potential for ourselves. We may be able
38:47to stretch our imagination a little
38:48further than we've ever stretched it
38:50before. So that is very exciting. And so
38:54then she says, "We are at the beginning
38:55of this, right? The new reality, we know
38:57the first threads of a new tapestry of
38:59reality have already been sewn. We are
39:01all adding to it in every moment that
39:03we're able to hold that high vibration.
39:05How do we see through the fray of the
39:08current tapestry we are living in?" So
39:10she goes into this in the next
39:12paragraph. She says, uh, okay, and then
39:14she's going to break it down. She says,
39:16"Desire is often made through
39:18comparison. It is often formed from the
39:20experience of lack. But it can also come
39:24through you into an expression of
39:27feeling, a wish to feel something
39:29magical, a sense of yourself as more
39:32expansive, a desire for more freedom, a
39:35desire for more expressiveness, a desire
39:38for a sense of limitlessness, a desire
39:41for levity and humor. So really she's
39:44saying when we rather than focusing on
39:46what the physical manifestation of what
39:49we want if we can take it a step back
39:52and say what is the feeling state that
39:55created that physical manifestation. So
39:57if it is a promotion at work you know if
40:00it is a a career change if it is you
40:04know acing your driver's test like
40:06whatever it is and the thing that's
40:08that's and you're trying to manifest
40:10that that thing. What if instead you
40:12said, "What is the feeling state that
40:14generated that that reality?" And you
40:16could say it was confidence, right? It
40:19was feeling super confident and feeling
40:20like I've got this, feeling empowered,
40:23feeling capable, feeling smart, feeling
40:26whatever it is, but it's a it's a
40:28feeling state that then manifests the
40:31reality. So can we take our experience
40:35of living and dial it back our
40:37experience of desire and bring it back
40:40one step into the feeling state and not
40:43get attached to the outcome.
40:45And this is what she's describing. So
40:48she says, she goes on to say, um, so
40:50that would be like a the desire to feel
40:53something magical. Like that's a cool
40:55thing. Like what if you came to my
40:57retreat and you said rather than saying
40:59I really want to experience this
41:01specific life, I want to heal this
41:02problem I have with my spleen or I want
41:05to open my channeling gifts. Instead,
41:07you said I want to feel something
41:09magical. And see how that opens the door
41:12to anything, right? It opens the door up
41:14to I bring it on. You know what's the
41:16best you got? bring it on. And that's
41:18where we want to be because it could be
41:20something much better than you ever
41:22expected. So, so a sense of yourself is
41:25more expansive. How about that? Like
41:27what if you went to Costco and you're
41:29not like, I'm trying to manifest those
41:31really good little cookies in the yellow
41:33bag that I can't find anymore. And
41:35instead, you're like, I'm coming to
41:36Costco and I want to feel expansive. Not
41:38in a size way, but in an energy way. I
41:42want to feel expansive. What can I find
41:44at Costco that's going to help me feel
41:46expansive? Whatever. Whatever it is, I'm
41:48going to be open. I'm going to go and
41:49I'm going to be, "Oh my god, they have
41:51kayaks. You know, I need that." This
41:53could be dangerous, actually. Maybe
41:55don't do it on your way into Costco.
41:58You're going like your car full of
41:59stuff. So, okay. So, a desire for more
42:03freedom, right? A desire for more
42:05expressiveness. How amazing would that
42:07be? What if you want went to a party and
42:09you were like, I want to feel
42:10expressive. I want to feel like I'm
42:12really showing up as myself in this
42:14moment, you know, and really embody and
42:15really feel like I'm confident and
42:17expressive in who I am rather than
42:19feeling closed up and closed off and you
42:21know that feeling. We've all had it of
42:23feeling like you're shutting down as
42:24opposed to opening up. How about a
42:27desire for levity and humor? I think
42:29that's an amazing one. What if you just
42:30set that as your desire for tomorrow's I
42:32want to go through my day and I want
42:34someone to make me laugh. But that's the
42:36physical manifestation. So scratch that.
42:38I want to feel levity and I want to feel
42:40humor. However that shows up, right?
42:42However it is. I may laugh at myself and
42:44that's that's perfectly good. So, so it
42:47is take a step back from the physical
42:49manifestation. What is the feeling state
42:51that created it and and and stop there,
42:54right? And just stay in that state of
42:56desire for that feeling state. So, what
42:58a crazy thing to desire a feeling state.
43:00Can you do that? If you just do a little
43:02thought experience right now and just
43:04say, can you feel can you awaken in
43:06yourself a desire to feel joy? Like, and
43:09just think about what it would be like
43:10to feel joy. And imagine for a minute
43:13what your day would be like if you felt
43:15incredible joy tomorrow morning when you
43:17woke up and you were just like, I'm so
43:18full of or if you were like, tomorrow
43:20I'm going to wake up and I'm going to
43:21feel the I'm going to feel levity and
43:22humor in everything. I'm going to see
43:24everything is funny. Everything's going
43:25to make me laugh tomorrow. Like that. I
43:27mean, like, do you feel your body light
43:28up at that? Can you generate that
43:30emotion inside of you? The desire, can
43:32you spark desire for that? It's a
43:34slightly different experience of desire.
43:37I think because what I'm noticing as I'm
43:39going through this thought experience
43:40myself
43:42that I associate desire with longing in
43:45my physical body that I have named
43:47desire as longing as as as a there's a
43:52clinginess to the desire that I normally
43:54think of as like desiring something is
43:56almost covetous. You know what I mean?
43:59Whereas desire, when you're desiring a
44:00feeling state, it feels like excitement,
44:03anticipation. It feels more like antic.
44:05Do you guys relate to that? It feels
44:06like anticipation. It feels like, wow,
44:09that would be fun as opposed to, "Ooh, I
44:12don't have that now. I wish I had it."
44:14You know, and so it's it's up. It lifts
44:16you up rather than putting you down. So
44:19desiring things in the in that have
44:21materialized already, things that are
44:22expressed into form already, vibe goes
44:25down. desiring the feeling state that
44:28generated it. Vibe goes up. Isn't that
44:30amazing? Just fun to play with that and
44:33to experience that in real time.
44:36All right. So then she says, "These are
44:39ways within which desire expresses
44:41fondly into the new now moment where it
44:44does not restrict your energy field. It
44:47is not forced into the forms or the
44:49context which you already knew. Thus, as
44:51you are standing at the precipice,
44:53wishing for a broader, brighter future,
44:55for something that is outside of reality
44:57as it exists today, it would behoove you
45:00to come to terms with your own desires.
45:03To sit quietly in your own expression of
45:05light and ask yourself where desire
45:08sits. So, this is our homework, right?
45:11Is to to notice, we all have them, like
45:14what is your desire? What are you what
45:15are you what do you what does your mind
45:17drift to you know in your moments when
45:19you feel dissatisfied or when you when
45:21you let your imagination roam or when
45:23you think about the next few months or
45:25the next year or where you want to
45:27invite change into your life and and
45:30then sit and really call yourself into
45:33question about your desire is is is your
45:36desire can you pull it back from the
45:39physicalization of that thing or
45:42experience and bring it back? Can you
45:44find the feeling state that would
45:46generate it? Can you find that in your
45:47body? And and so it's and and then it's
45:50also helping us to acknowledge we have
45:52those desires. What are they? Because
45:54you may have desires that you have not
45:56felt comfortable acknowledging. And if
45:59you're not acknowledging it, that
46:00doesn't mean it's not there. It means
46:01it's operating subconsciously and
46:03generating stuff in your reality. It's
46:05creating more of what you don't want.
46:08It's separating you from the state that
46:10you actually want to achieve. So if we
46:12don't acknowledge the desire, it's just
46:14going overtime working at separating you
46:16from the thing that you want. So, so we
46:19want to to sit down and try to identify
46:22even like take some notes, sit down and
46:24journal where are your secret hidden
46:27unagnowledged desires like is there
46:29anything activated inside of you that
46:31you have not given presence to just yet
46:34and bring those to the surface because
46:37that's how we start to creatively
46:40manifest in a conscious way which is
46:42what we need to do to be in the new
46:44reality.
46:46So it's part of what we need to do. So
46:49she's she that's our homework. So she
46:51says come to terms with your own desires
46:53to sit quietly in your own expression of
46:55light and ask yourself where desire
46:57sits. And then she says next paragraph
47:00she says desire is a gift. Desire is
47:03worthy of understanding. To have a
47:06desire is animating. And I would express
47:09that there are yes three levels to the
47:12contagious experience of desire. There
47:15is the first level within which desire
47:17has not yet been created. And there here
47:20there is a void. Yes, but it is a void
47:22of opportunity, action, and feeling. It
47:25is not a fun place to be. So, so I like
47:28in the beginning of this paragraph that
47:29she specifically says like desire is
47:31great like because we question it
47:33sometime and it goes back to the first
47:34paragraph. Do we judge our own desire?
47:36Do we think it's not okay to have
47:38desires to want something that we don't
47:39already have? Do we feel like that's not
47:41spiritual? Right? Are we supposed to be
47:43like those aesthetics that run around
47:45with no clothes and just wearing a
47:46diaper? Like like that's you see that
47:49and that's like this is the spiritual
47:50person, you know? Is it okay to want for
47:53nice things? Is that all right? And
47:55she's saying yes. Desire is a gift.
47:57Desire is animating, right? Desire gets
48:00you off the couch. It it it gets you
48:02out. And we know that we are meant to be
48:05like one of the golden rules of spirit
48:07is that we are meant to live our lives
48:09as as fully as we possibly can. The more
48:12we can engage, the more we can
48:13experience, the better job we're doing
48:15of living.
48:17And that doesn't mean go go go all the
48:18time. It means we go into the void. We
48:21have our wave of but we're we're living
48:23consciously with presence is the idea,
48:25right? Um uh so okay, so to have desire
48:29is animating gets us off the couch. And
48:30she says and I would express that there
48:32are three levels, right, of cont to the
48:34contagious experience of desire. So
48:36she's really saying desire is great. We
48:38want it. We want desire. But the first
48:40level of desire is where there's no
48:41desire. That is where it hasn't been
48:44created yet. And she says that's a
48:45stinky place to be. So if we were to say
48:47really to truly live without any desire
48:50at all, which is what we tell ourselves
48:52as some sort of like spiritual guru way
48:54to be, she says that's actually a sucky
48:56place to live because there is a void of
48:59opportunity, action, and feeling. So it
49:01is literally like depression. It's like
49:04when you don't want you don't if you
49:05have no desire that means you have no
49:07desire for life. You have no desire for
49:08all the good things of life. Like we are
49:10meant to be embodied. We're meant to
49:12enjoy whatever brings you joy. You know,
49:15if that is Ritz crackers, then dig in.
49:18You know, love them. Like have a good
49:20time. Love your life, whatever it means.
49:23And so that's at level one is like
49:25absence of desires. And and the second
49:28layer, number two, she says, the second
49:30stage or layer is where desire has been
49:33created. Where desire is drawn through
49:35you, where desire rises from within the
49:38context of where you are currently
49:40standing. And it comes from expression
49:43of what was or what has been from the
49:45contrast between where you are now and
49:48what you are seeing or what others have.
49:51And this is desire expressed within
49:53limits within the limiting factors of
49:55what is already known. So this is what
49:58most of us know like this is the the
50:00common human experience. We call the
50:02other one depression. That's a name we
50:03give it. Level one we call depression.
50:05Level two we call humanity, right? This
50:08is what we this is where we most of us
50:10live and this is how we have learned to
50:12be creative in our karmic expression of
50:14the earth school. It is this idea that
50:16we see contrast in our lives and it
50:18awakens a desire inside of us. But
50:20always it comes from the sense of lack,
50:23right? It comes from the sense of the
50:24clinginess from from not having enough,
50:26all those negative things that we're
50:27trying to move away from. So it makes
50:29sense we have to reinvent our experience
50:31of desire. So and she says it comes from
50:33the expression of what was, what has
50:35been, right? It's seeing things that are
50:37already brought into form, which means
50:38they're from the past, from desires of
50:40the past. And then this expresses within
50:43limits and the limiting factors that are
50:45already known. All right. So then she
50:47gets in number three the third level and
50:49she says and then there is the third
50:52potential of desire or for desire which
50:55is where you have set down the
50:56boundaried expression of desire formed
50:59into what can only be described as
51:01materialistic or embodied humanistic
51:04perspectives. So, so in and so that's
51:08number two is where where where feeling
51:10has already been expressed into form is
51:12number two, right? And that would be
51:13into into the material into that doesn't
51:16necessarily mean materialistic as in
51:17like a judgment about like you're too
51:19materialistic cuz you want those shoes.
51:21It's like it is made material. So level
51:24two is where we are having desire for
51:26things that are already made material or
51:29embodied in some way right into the
51:31humanistic perspective. That's number
51:33two. But in level three, we have set
51:35that down. Set down our that the desire
51:38for those things. And we said we have
51:40break we bring your desire into instead
51:42a newer higher frequency within which
51:45desire
51:47is met by light.
51:49Where desire is met through feeling.
51:52Where desire forms itself like a bridge
51:55to draw you into a new expression of
51:57self that is not yet known.
52:00So desire becomes an incredibly powerful
52:03tool to help us manifest our our new
52:06self and our higher reality, right? It
52:08is it is met by light, right? It is met
52:11through the method. So it's met by light
52:14through feeling. So really the key is to
52:18when we want something, bring oursel
52:19back to the feeling state of what would
52:21create what we thought created that and
52:24then distill it and say, "No, I don't
52:25actually want that. I want something
52:26better." Right? that whatever that is
52:28that's a feeling and I and if I can
52:31distill I don't want the thing I
52:33actually and in the truth is you never
52:35actually want the thing you always want
52:37the feeling we just get confused and we
52:39think the thing will give us the feeling
52:42but the truth is you know that as soon
52:44as you like when I got that Barbie
52:45kitchen like I was so excited for like
52:48two weeks and then guess what you not a
52:50lot you can do with a Barbie kitchen
52:52like you can put things in it in the
52:53little cupboards and then you're kind of
52:55done and that's really all it
52:57and my 12-year-old self or whatever did
52:59not realize the limitations of the
53:01Barbie kitchen. So, so it didn't
53:03actually give me the feeling that I
53:05wanted even though I got it. So, it was
53:08never the Barbie kitchen that I wanted.
53:10It was the feeling of the Barbie
53:11kitchen. And it's always that. So, can
53:14we look at what we want and distill the
53:18feeling that we're actually chasing and
53:21then develop a desire for that feeling?
53:24Right? I think the feeling I wanted with
53:26the Barbie kitchen, I had this obsession
53:28with I used to make make houses on my
53:31bedroom floor and I loved the creative.
53:34Did you do with books? I would put my
53:35books my picture books on end and I had
53:37this maze of rooms and I wanted to
53:39furnish them. I wanted to take it to the
53:40next level and the Barbie kitchen I
53:42could create such a cool little venue in
53:45my and I think it was the desire to
53:47understand life. If I really break it
53:49down, the Barbie kitchen was an attempt
53:51by my little child self to understand
53:53life by practicing building homes on my
53:56bedroom floor. So that would have been
53:59my true desire was and the and surprise
54:01surprise that little piece of plastic
54:03did not bring me closer to understanding
54:05life. What a shock. So so yeah. So if I
54:08had extracted and said what am I really
54:10feeling? It's really feeling the desire
54:12to understand how life works. And I
54:14could have pursued that in other ways
54:16that that wouldn't have taken my $22.
54:20So, okay. So, we move on.
54:24So, set down the humanist perspective is
54:26met by light. It is met through feeling.
54:29The desire then once we do this, it
54:31forms itself like a bridge to draw you
54:33into a new expression of self that is
54:36not yet known. So if we can do this, we
54:39really are opening up the path passage
54:42of our heart to begin to create
54:44ourselves in a brand new way outside of
54:47these forms that would inherently limit
54:50us because they always tie us back into
54:52the past. Then she says the desire to
54:54be, to feel, to see, to know. So you
54:57could even just write that down and say,
54:58what is it that it is not a physical
55:00thing? It is a it is a an experience
55:03that we're craving. It's always an
55:05experience that we're craving to to be,
55:07to feel, to see, to know, right?
55:10Something beyond what you see, feel, and
55:12know already here. There is the
55:15potential for this next expanded state
55:17of consciousness.
55:20And I draw your attention to this
55:21because you are currently in a period of
55:24rapid ascension and change. And you may
55:26see this in your own life. You may note
55:28that there are suddenly new boundaryless
55:30opportunities opening before you.
55:32Changes that you did not anticipate.
55:34Surprises. These may be in the realm of
55:37identity and how you see yourself or how
55:38you spend your time, who you spend your
55:40time with, what your occupation is. She
55:43says there is something of foot for
55:45everyone. Everyone. Everyone. When she
55:47repeats herself, you know she's excited.
55:48So she's very excited for us. So there's
55:51something for everyone. Everyone.
55:52Everyone. Everyone. You. Yes, you. Yes,
55:54you. And these are not necessarily
55:58trying times. No, not necessarily. They
56:01are in fact expansive times. So this is
56:04relating to the eclipse, right? That
56:06August 12th solar eclipse season and as
56:08well as all the energies that are
56:09happening right now and just coming off
56:11of Baros's basket. Like we are in a
56:12period of massive activation. And she's
56:15basically saying, "Hey, you've got the
56:16wind in your sales. You've got all this
56:18energy to create with new things right
56:20now. So let's focus in on how you're
56:24creating. Let's focus in on one of the
56:26major major tools that you use to create
56:29which is desire. And are you currently
56:31using desire in a way that limits and
56:34puts you in a box or are you using
56:36desire in a way that expands you? And
56:38then I love what she ends ends this
56:40phrase with. She says it's not. She says
56:42they are in fact expansing expansive
56:44times and expansion is only difficult if
56:48you are trying not to expand.
56:51I love that because guess what? we do
56:53try not to expand, right? And then it's
56:55painful when we resist change. We
56:58whenever the only thing about anything
57:00we ever do that's difficult is our
57:01resistance. And I think about that all
57:03the time like whenever I'm
57:05procrastinating about doing a task, I
57:07remind myself the task is not hard. The
57:09only thing that's hard about this task
57:10is the fact that I'm resisting it. So
57:12then I sit down and I look at my
57:14resistance and why am I resisting this?
57:15Is there any way I can get around my
57:17resistance? Right? Is there any way that
57:18I can address my res what is my
57:20resistance? Can I spend time with that
57:21and address it so that I can enjoy the
57:23task? But um but yeah, so the expansion
57:26is only difficult if you were trying not
57:28to expand.
57:30Therefore, uh I wish to say that in this
57:33moment when the wind is in your sail and
57:35when you have the chance to grow in a
57:37way that will truly change your fe the
57:39field of your own personal reality, come
57:42to terms with where your desire sits.
57:46Are you lacking in desire? That would be
57:48the number one, right? the first level
57:50of desire. Are you lacking? Do you feel
57:51like in more depressed? Right? You just
57:53there's nothing that you want, right? Or
57:55do you have desires that lock you into
57:57prior fields of experience, which would
57:59be level two? Or level three, can you
58:02open your desire to what you wish to be,
58:04feel, know, and experience that is not
58:07yet understood? Can you open yourself to
58:10a less defined and perhaps more
58:12expansive understanding of what you wish
58:14to draw into your reality? So, I want to
58:18go back for a minute to this to the idea
58:20about trying not to expand because we
58:22are in this period of mass expansion.
58:24And and I have noticed in the people
58:26that I that I that I know and friends
58:28that I'm seeing go through their lives
58:30right now that I have seen people being
58:32called into periods of massive change.
58:35But sometimes that change has been a
58:37period of void where they have been in
58:40the unknown and boy are they resistant
58:42to it. Right? And that and and therefore
58:44it has been painful. Right? It has been
58:46a struggle because they keep wondering
58:48when is the answer, when is the thing,
58:49when is the whatever going to when is it
58:51going to change? When is you know when
58:52when when like when am I going to get
58:55out of whatever I'm in so that I can I
58:57can and and the answer is you are
59:00already in the change. If you could just
59:02stop resisting it. If you could stop
59:04resisting the fact that you don't have
59:06to know and be in the void in a way that
59:09relaxes into the void and and trust that
59:12you're being carried on a wave. But
59:14imagine like it always makes me think
59:16about when I I uh uh took a lifeguarding
59:19class which I I was not able to pass but
59:21that's another story. So if you're ever
59:22drowning, don't call me.
59:25I cannot do the breaststroke. So I I uh
59:29but in that class, one of the things I
59:31learned was that if you were ever trying
59:33to save a person who's drowning that do
59:35not approach them. Don't go to them
59:37because as soon as what happens is they
59:39will grab you and they'll grab you so
59:41hard because they're so scared that they
59:43will drown you. And so they teach you
59:46ways that you're meant to approach
59:47person and like you know push something
59:48to them but never never actually touch
59:50them or or you'll both go down. And so
59:54so I think about this in the ways that
59:56we deal with change and and how we
59:59thrash about and how we frustrate
1:00:01ourselves. And here imagine the angels
1:00:03are trying to pass us a life wrath.
1:00:05They're like coming to us. They're like,
1:00:06"I want to help you, but I know if I
1:00:08come too close, you're gonna grab me and
1:00:09we're both gonna go down. If you could
1:00:11just stop moving, and I could just slide
1:00:14this right to you, and we could both be
1:00:15safe, you know, but we're like, "No, I
1:00:17need to know right now."
1:00:20And so the angels have to touch us very
1:00:22gingerly. They're like, "Okay, you know,
1:00:24I'm passing you the life raft or the
1:00:26life ring." And and so so much of this
1:00:30is expansion is only difficult if you're
1:00:32trying not to expand. Well, we don't
1:00:35always recognize expansion for what it
1:00:36is. We often think expansion is in fact
1:00:39something we don't want or we think it's
1:00:41it's we think it's a void. We think
1:00:43nothing's happening. We think when in
1:00:44fact expansion doesn't always show up
1:00:47the way we think it should. A lot of
1:00:49times what's happening is we are
1:00:50experiencing an emotional expansion, a a
1:00:52a energy expansion. And we want it to
1:00:55show up as something different, right?
1:00:57We think it should be something else.
1:00:59And so we resisting the expansion that's
1:01:01happening. We're trying to direct our
1:01:03energy somewhere else. So, I I just
1:01:05bring it up because I'm seeing this in
1:01:06people all around me right now where I'm
1:01:08watching and witnessing and and and them
1:01:11thrashing around and and reaching for
1:01:13something else other than what's
1:01:15actually showing up for them, which
1:01:16often is a is a period where they're
1:01:18meant to be restoring themselves.
1:01:20They're meant to be uh learning about
1:01:22themselves as opposed to having their
1:01:25external situation change immediately.
1:01:27And I keep looking like these are people
1:01:29who are like, "Look, you're fine. You're
1:01:30not you're not on the edge of a cliff.
1:01:32You're not about to die. You're not like
1:01:34you're fine. Why do you why can't you
1:01:36just be in the change for a moment and
1:01:38relax? You have every they've given you
1:01:40everything you need. Everything you
1:01:41need. All your prayers are answered. You
1:01:42have everything you need. You just don't
1:01:43have your answer yet. Right? Can you
1:01:46live in that silence and and stop
1:01:48resisting the change that is happening,
1:01:50which is an internal change?
1:01:52So, yeah. So, I think it's I just bring
1:01:54it up because and I'm I'm not saying
1:01:56that I'm not guilty of this, too. So I
1:01:58just want to be clear like I sometimes I
1:02:01hear these things and it's hard for me
1:02:02too but um but I think so I think we all
1:02:04do this. We all do it and we all go
1:02:06through it but I think hearing it is a
1:02:07great reminder because we can all
1:02:09improve
1:02:11in seeing ourselves in that way. Okay.
1:02:13So then she says
1:02:16uh if you find yourself and I love that
1:02:18she answers this at the end where she
1:02:20brings it back and says you know what
1:02:21you're not going to be perfect and
1:02:22that's okay. She says, "If you find
1:02:24yourself mired in desires that are
1:02:26formulated from within the chaotic
1:02:29expression of a world that does not yet
1:02:31understand its creative power, you may
1:02:34forgive yourself for those longings." In
1:02:36other words, if you're if you're des if
1:02:37you discover if you sit with your
1:02:38desires and then come to terms with the
1:02:41idea that you really have been longing
1:02:43for things or desiring things that are
1:02:46expressed in the material world that
1:02:47show up as gosh, I really wish I could
1:02:49be more like my friend blah blah blah
1:02:52who has this incredible quality or I
1:02:54really wish I my house was something
1:02:56different or I wish I had this or that
1:02:59car or and and she's saying so if you
1:03:02have desires that are formulated In the
1:03:06current material world or humanistic
1:03:07perspective, she says, "Forgive yourself
1:03:09those longings. Be gentle with your own
1:03:12material cravings, with that which has
1:03:15animated you in the past. Be gentle and
1:03:18know yourself on a journey that leads
1:03:21you eternally into higher and higher
1:03:23expressions of yourself.
1:03:26That there is no path that leads to
1:03:27these higher states that does not move
1:03:29through the lower ones. So, in other
1:03:31words, she's saying there's there's
1:03:33never a moment. It's be a little bit
1:03:34like looking at a baby and saying that
1:03:36baby is so dumb it can't walk. Can you
1:03:37believe that?
1:03:40No, of course. Because babies can't walk
1:03:41yet. But imagine if we judged the baby
1:03:44for not being able to walk. And so she's
1:03:46saying that that learning to go through
1:03:49sort of stage one of desire, stage two
1:03:51of desire, and stage three of desire.
1:03:53It's a progression. So we learn to start
1:03:56using our creative apparatus. It is
1:03:58natural for us to be in the beginning.
1:04:00Like when I was a kid, the only thing I
1:04:03knew to want was things I saw in the
1:04:04world and I didn't really have the
1:04:06capacity or the ability to understand
1:04:08how to do it any differently. So I
1:04:09imagined being Indiana Jones, you know,
1:04:12and I thought that looked pretty cool.
1:04:14But uh but as adults, now that we have
1:04:17been working on ourselves, working on
1:04:19our path, we have a deeper understanding
1:04:21of our relationship to spirit, of the
1:04:23idea of ourselves as creators, as the
1:04:25idea of ourselves as as able to create
1:04:28anything. that we don't have to be
1:04:30limited to what's already existing.
1:04:32That's brand new. And so she's saying
1:04:34forgive ourselves for not knowing it
1:04:36before because how could we? And then
1:04:38and then she's also saying earlier in
1:04:40the thing, it is not bad to to like if
1:04:43if you have a desire to have a joyful,
1:04:46fun, expansive experience and what shows
1:04:49up for you is a new Porsche is not bad.
1:04:52That's good.
1:04:54That is what we call super good. So,
1:04:57so just to say it is not like spirit
1:05:00doesn't mean you have to do without the
1:05:02the things in life that bring you joy in
1:05:06whatever form. It also doesn't mean that
1:05:07joy can only come from, you know, from
1:05:11eating tofu. Like it can be from eating
1:05:13chocolate too. That's okay. Like it it
1:05:16is it is the but it's really what energy
1:05:18are we holding about it and what are we
1:05:20longing for? Are we longing for the
1:05:23energetic state or are we longing for
1:05:25the physical expression of that
1:05:26energetic state?
1:05:29So um okay so then she says
1:05:33uh
1:05:35therefore embrace yourself and know that
1:05:37each stage of your own expression is
1:05:39just as valid and just as important and
1:05:42just as meaningful. And as you grow into
1:05:45this new opportunity, the doorway that
1:05:46is just before you, embrace yourself as
1:05:49if you are everything that you should
1:05:52be. I say bless you, thank you, and
1:05:54goodbye. I love that she ended with
1:05:55that. Right. So, it is that idea that
1:05:57yeah, there's there's there's no
1:05:58judgment in any of this. It is all meant
1:06:01to be, hey, here's new things we can do.
1:06:03Here's ways we can continue to grow. We
1:06:05have been growing and we're still
1:06:07growing. And so as we step into these
1:06:10new thresholds, it's it is it is embrace
1:06:12ourselves, right? As if because we are
1:06:15everything we should be. There is no
1:06:16should outside of like we're perfect.
1:06:19Exactly. We are the perfect expression
1:06:21of self in this moment. We're exactly
1:06:24who we are meant to be. And we are
1:06:26continuing to grow and expand. And that
1:06:28is fun. It is not meant to be work. It's
1:06:30not meant to be judgment. It's fun. And
1:06:32that's why we do it. Yeah.
1:08:34So, thank you guys so much for sharing
1:08:36the message together today. Beautiful
1:08:38experience of it. I just Yeah. So
1:08:40inspiring as we are starting to to learn
1:08:43to embrace our new creative abilities.
1:08:45And I love that that I feel like these
1:08:48homeworks that she's giving us are
1:08:50they're not too hard. You know, it's
1:08:51really about self-awareness and watching
1:08:54ourselves and they're always working in
1:08:56alignment with the energies as they're
1:08:57coming through right now. So, it's just
1:08:59really this step by step, step by step.
1:09:01So, we can do this, right? We can do it.
1:09:04All right, you guys. So much love to
1:09:05you. I will see you guys next Friday
1:09:08live. Bye, you guys.

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