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BTKA #64 - Yossi Ghinsberg - Lost and Alone for 3 weeks Deep in the Amazon Jungle (audio only) — Transcript

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  1. 0:00you're listening to the born to kick-ass
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  4. 0:07episode 64 welcome to the born to
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  9. 0:25life and now your host Matthew Tomasi
  10. 0:30[Music]
  11. 0:39Josi Ginsburg is an israeli australian
  12. 0:43adventurer musician tech entrepreneur
  13. 0:45author and motivational speaker in 1981
  14. 0:50Yossi ventured into the remote and
  15. 0:52uncharted Bolivian Amazon jungle with
  16. 0:55three other backpackers in search of
  17. 0:57adventure after a series of events and
  18. 1:00accidents Yossi was separated from the
  19. 1:03others and spent three weeks alone and
  20. 1:05lost deep in the Amazon Yossi was faced
  21. 1:09with tremendous hardships including
  22. 1:10almost drowning in whitewater rapids and
  23. 1:14going over waterfalls starvation
  24. 1:17hallucinations multiple full-body wounds
  25. 1:20trench foot coming face to face with a
  26. 1:23Jaguar at night being enveloped by tens
  27. 1:26of thousands of fire ants flooding being
  28. 1:29trapped torso deep in a swamp
  29. 1:32sleep deprivation all of which happened
  30. 1:35during the heaviest torrential rain
  31. 1:37season in a decade Yossi's famous story
  32. 1:40has now been made into a feature film
  33. 1:42called jungle which will be released in
  34. 1:452017 starring Daniel Radcliffe from
  35. 1:48Harry Potter foam Yossi goes into detail
  36. 1:52around his extraordinary experience
  37. 1:54enchants rescue and has since gained
  38. 1:56enlightened wisdom enjoy the interview
  39. 1:59[Music]
  40. 2:14Yossi Ginsberg
  41. 2:16welcome to the born to kick-ass podcast
  42. 2:20thank you I love I love I love this name
  43. 2:24and as I really I'm also honored to to
  44. 2:29make it into that list
  45. 2:30thank you that's that's so good now
  46. 2:32you've recently moved to Australia I
  47. 2:34believe it's not you sort of live not
  48. 2:36too far from where I live what made you
  49. 2:39move I want to move to Australia well
  50. 2:43first of all I'm Aussie you know my name
  51. 2:48is Josi so I call it the Aussie Aussie
  52. 2:51Aussie and I was born on April 25th
  53. 2:55which happens to be Anzac Day and I have
  54. 2:59an Australian passport so I call
  55. 3:02Australia home I came here in 1999 and I
  56. 3:08opened the clinic for the treatment
  57. 3:10detoxification rehabilitation and
  58. 3:13reintegration of opiate addicts I
  59. 3:16received a business visa and for three
  60. 3:19years I operated two clinics in that
  61. 3:22context while I was here I met my wife I
  62. 3:27married her we moved to Byron Bay we
  63. 3:30bought the property in the inter lens of
  64. 3:33and violin Shire and we lived there for
  65. 3:37seven years we left and been in Israel
  66. 3:40for nine years
  67. 3:41and my wife said it's time to go back
  68. 3:45home so we moved just about two months
  69. 3:48ago and we're back in the biggest small
  70. 3:51town in the known universe Mullumbimby
  71. 3:54haha yeah that's a great great area now
  72. 3:57I've read like today or all week I've
  73. 4:01been listening to your audiobook jungle
  74. 4:04and I've actually just finished it today
  75. 4:07it's an incredible it's an incredible
  76. 4:09story and you know I wanted to get you
  77. 4:12on the podcast and give you the
  78. 4:15opportunity of sort of sharing your
  79. 4:17story it's such an incredible story that
  80. 4:21it's almost hard to
  81. 4:22the things that you went through and you
  82. 4:24experienced you know if we sort of
  83. 4:26rewind back until like you're about 21
  84. 4:30at the time was that right that's right
  85. 4:33then can you give listeners like an
  86. 4:37overview of or start to share with us
  87. 4:41what made you want to go to Bolivia and
  88. 4:46in particular how did the seed of
  89. 4:50wanting to explore the Amazon jungle
  90. 4:53come about it came many many years
  91. 4:57before it wasn't exactly the Amazon
  92. 5:00jungle but I was really an avid reader
  93. 5:02and I loved adventure books and they
  94. 5:05inspired my imagination as a kid
  95. 5:08adolescent and I also have a tendency to
  96. 5:12daydream I always had this tendency so I
  97. 5:16I read a lot of adventures books and in
  98. 5:18my daydreams because I wasn't listening
  99. 5:20to the teachers I was just busy
  100. 5:22daydreaming I saw myself as a great
  101. 5:25Explorer you know like it was the Norse
  102. 5:29I mean the poles and the deserts but
  103. 5:32then I read one book and which is
  104. 5:36Papillon by Indonesia area and once I
  105. 5:40read that I decided where I'm going is
  106. 5:42the Amazon and I'm going to search for a
  107. 5:45tribe that was not explored before and
  108. 5:49then I'll try and be one of them and
  109. 5:53I'll integrate a fall in love with the
  110. 5:56daughter of the chief I'll marry her
  111. 5:58I'll find riches of gold by the lost
  112. 6:01treasures or gold and I will you know
  113. 6:06like have this amazing adventure and
  114. 6:08lonely lonely thing with it I was
  115. 6:10serious about it and when it was time
  116. 6:16which is after I was released from the
  117. 6:18military service I actually worked for a
  118. 6:23long way I worked a winter in Norway and
  119. 6:27and and and a spring in Alaska and the
  120. 6:32summer in New York so for a year I just
  121. 6:34worked to save money for this event
  122. 6:36and then I flew to Venezuela to search
  123. 6:39for Papillon himself because I knew that
  124. 6:41where he lived at that time there was no
  125. 6:44internet and I arrived just a few months
  126. 6:48after he died but I wanted to get his
  127. 6:50personal blessing the author of Papillon
  128. 6:53and rich Aria and from Venezuela down I
  129. 6:56was searching for that adventure I
  130. 6:58searched for it everywhere in Venezuela
  131. 7:01in Colombia and Ecuador in Peru I went
  132. 7:04into all the jungles and asking where
  133. 7:08can I find tribes and I did have a few
  134. 7:10adventures with tried in different
  135. 7:13places but they weren't unexplored tried
  136. 7:16yes so I started feeling that maybe the
  137. 7:19time of great adventure is already
  138. 7:20behind until one day in the streets of
  139. 7:24La Paz Bolivia I met an Austrian man
  140. 7:26that introduced himself as a geologist
  141. 7:28and he told me that that's what he does
  142. 7:31it goes into the Uncharted it looks for
  143. 7:33treasures and his way of finding
  144. 7:35treasures is by making contact with
  145. 7:38indigenous people especially ones that
  146. 7:41are not known to culture and through
  147. 7:43them he learns about the riches around I
  148. 7:45didn't know he was just a talented con
  149. 7:48artist
  150. 7:49the man basically sniffed my own dream
  151. 7:51and sold it back to me and I I just felt
  152. 7:56you know for that and I pleaded with him
  153. 7:59to take me on this great adventure and
  154. 8:02to have my friend two backpackers that
  155. 8:06met me you know the hostel they thought
  156. 8:08I'm crazy and trying to prevent me from
  157. 8:11growing they came with me to meet that
  158. 8:14Austrian geologist and they also fell in
  159. 8:17his truck so after that meeting we were
  160. 8:20foursome and the Austrian geologists the
  161. 8:24guy and three backpackers and Kevin Gail
  162. 8:28an American photographer 29 years old
  163. 8:31from Oregon like a really awesome
  164. 8:34country American strong man and
  165. 8:38passionate photographer
  166. 8:39Marcos from 28 years old and a school
  167. 8:43teacher from from a relatively small
  168. 8:46town in Switzerland Schaffhausen
  169. 8:48and that was on a sabbatical and myself
  170. 8:52just fresh out of the military service
  171. 8:55in Israel 22 years old and the Austrian
  172. 9:00geologist was from Austria it was 38
  173. 9:03years old that's how the foursome was
  174. 9:05formed and when you guys you know I made
  175. 9:09the decision to head into the jungle
  176. 9:10well you sort of wanted to go just like
  177. 9:13real deep into the jungle or just sort
  178. 9:16of around the outskirts of the jungle
  179. 9:18deal can you maybe talk about that
  180. 9:20absolutely no it was clear that we were
  181. 9:25going into the uncharted and we knew
  182. 9:27that and also we realized very soon what
  183. 9:30it means even before we left town
  184. 9:33because there were no maps of this area
  185. 9:35so we understood the meaning of what
  186. 9:37Uncharted means and the maps that we
  187. 9:40took was an aerial you know one to two
  188. 9:43hundred and fifty thousand kilometers so
  189. 9:45it was a you know just a very general
  190. 9:47map of the entire area and but the
  191. 9:51tributaries and the rivers and the
  192. 9:53mountain rages were marked and the
  193. 9:57geologists just placed a pen in one
  194. 10:01place and we said the tall Ramona's
  195. 10:03those indigenous people they live around
  196. 10:06this area and that's where we're going
  197. 10:08it was deep deep into the Uncharted far
  198. 10:11far from any and any civilization and so
  199. 10:16we knew we're going very very deep in
  200. 10:18how heavy were the packs that you were
  201. 10:20taking were you taking like all in
  202. 10:22addition to your clothes and your
  203. 10:24survival gear and I believe you guys had
  204. 10:26a shotgun as well did you were you
  205. 10:29carrying food and that as well with you
  206. 10:31and not really because the logic was
  207. 10:34that if we have a shotgun and we and we
  208. 10:39have rice and beans so the main dish
  209. 10:42will come from the forest and we'll hunt
  210. 10:45the lots of game in the forest Karl
  211. 10:47promised us and we will have plenty of
  212. 10:50food nobody goes hungry in the jungle
  213. 10:53they told us so oh we took was rice and
  214. 10:55beans and we relied on the shotgun for
  215. 11:00food
  216. 11:01well a bingo exactly like that I mean he
  217. 11:06did eventually but it wasn't as exotic
  218. 11:08as we thought because very soon we
  219. 11:12discovered that the staple food in the
  220. 11:14easiest hunt when you like in the jungle
  221. 11:17and monkeys
  222. 11:19so our staple food became became howler
  223. 11:23monkeys and spider monkeys if
  224. 11:26occasionally and a wild turkey and
  225. 11:30occasionally efficient and but monkeys
  226. 11:33we ate more than any other animal
  227. 11:37we ate once lost one time even a you
  228. 11:40know a frog but this caused also
  229. 11:44problems because Marcos the Swiss
  230. 11:48schoolteacher a just it was too delicate
  231. 11:51and and too loving to eat he lost weight
  232. 12:00and also lost respect and that was very
  233. 12:04that one one of the tragedies of offer
  234. 12:07adventure so prior to you heading into
  235. 12:11the jungle had you ever killed and
  236. 12:14prepared an animal prior to this the
  237. 12:18Amazon experience or was this sort of
  238. 12:21like a first your first gal would sort
  239. 12:25of you know killing killing animals and
  240. 12:28preparing them and eating them had you
  241. 12:31done that before or not yeah I was
  242. 12:35actually I made a living as a fisherman
  243. 12:38for a few years and I was spear fishing
  244. 12:42so and I was with spear fishing on a
  245. 12:46daily basis
  246. 12:47I was driving every day a few hours
  247. 12:49freediving and I was fishing a day and
  248. 12:53night I was literally I'm not joking and
  249. 12:57fighting sharks in the water because
  250. 13:01when you fish in the Red Sea and there's
  251. 13:04a lot of blood and it's infested with
  252. 13:05shark the Sharks come after you and you
  253. 13:07don't want to give them your catch so I
  254. 13:10even fought the Sharks and underwater
  255. 13:14and more a thread a lot of experience as
  256. 13:16a fisherman which involves killing
  257. 13:19because I realized the fish do want to
  258. 13:22live and they do bleed and they do run
  259. 13:25away
  260. 13:25and so I killed lots of bad fish
  261. 13:29I didn't kill and other animals thank
  262. 13:32God I didn't kill a man so I was three
  263. 13:35years in the Navy I was very fortunate
  264. 13:38not to wound or kill anybody as a
  265. 13:41soldier and but I've seen better wings
  266. 13:44killed you know wild goats in the desert
  267. 13:47and I ate with them insisted with them
  268. 13:49and there was some thrill in the kill I
  269. 13:54also in the jungle because we were so
  270. 13:56hungry
  271. 13:57and it was repulsing repulsive to kill
  272. 14:02to eat the first monkey but later we got
  273. 14:06used to it in first the biggest howler
  274. 14:08that we killed it was me that hunted him
  275. 14:12down I shot it I don't know there's
  276. 14:14going to make me very popular in today's
  277. 14:17environment and but understanding that
  278. 14:21the kill was in a way as well it was
  279. 14:25part of the wilderness we were deep deep
  280. 14:27in the wilderness it's it was almost we
  281. 14:30didn't belong in time it could have been
  282. 14:32any time it was so primal
  283. 14:34you know and there was a real need to
  284. 14:36survive this was real situation we were
  285. 14:38hungry we were working all day this was
  286. 14:41really wild deep nature we needed to eat
  287. 14:44and this was just the beginning you know
  288. 14:47it became as we'll get to the other
  289. 14:49parts were food was as I learned
  290. 14:54something very deep about food but that
  291. 14:57will come later what part of the monkey
  292. 15:00state is it like all the main muscle
  293. 15:03muscular part of the the monkeys like
  294. 15:06I'm getting on I'm sort of guessing
  295. 15:08biceps rump thigh calves are they yeah
  296. 15:14they sort of the main bits that you are
  297. 15:16a look the way you prepare a monkey you
  298. 15:22don't cook it you smoke it yeah so
  299. 15:25there's a certain way and you clean it
  300. 15:28first of all in the river then you burn
  301. 15:30it completely in the fire so all the
  302. 15:33ferries burn and then you fold it up in
  303. 15:36the slat way you just put the hands
  304. 15:39behind the head and you ties them with
  305. 15:41some you know like with some vine you do
  306. 15:44the same with the legs and you flatten
  307. 15:46the monkey and the monkey is totally
  308. 15:48open and you smoke it overnight and then
  309. 15:52you eat everything you just eat every
  310. 15:55single thing the tail the fingers a car
  311. 15:59also just broke the skull and put the
  312. 16:01brains into the suit
  313. 16:03in short you don't leave anything you
  314. 16:06just eat the entire thing yeah now um as
  315. 16:10you guys were setting off and hitting
  316. 16:13deeper and deeper into the jungle where
  317. 16:16like I wasn't quite sure about this like
  318. 16:20listening to the audiobook but were you
  319. 16:22heading along sort of trails at all you
  320. 16:27know like as you were eventually you you
  321. 16:30know came across you know village
  322. 16:32villages that were sort of deeper jungle
  323. 16:35were they were there sort of like trails
  324. 16:38and tracks heading to and from these
  325. 16:40places he visited you know the way it
  326. 16:42went is like we walked for days on a
  327. 16:44trail until the last community which is
  328. 16:47called as far Emma's after that
  329. 16:50community there was the worked well but
  330. 16:54those trails who actually led nowhere
  331. 16:57because there were 12 that were made by
  332. 16:59hunters from a sorry Amma that went into
  333. 17:01the forest and back to the village so
  334. 17:04they weren't leading anyway so the only
  335. 17:07way for us to navigate was actually to
  336. 17:09stick to the rivers and then to cross
  337. 17:12mountain range to find a water source
  338. 17:15that will lead us to a bigger water
  339. 17:17source until we'll identify the next
  340. 17:19river so we know where we are and
  341. 17:21basically it was
  342. 17:22the big rivers 3d series and and
  343. 17:26mountain ranges because there were no
  344. 17:28trace so absolutely no 12 E and s are
  345. 17:32Yama's the river well of course the most
  346. 17:35important guide and the river is
  347. 17:38actually it's it's complex because it's
  348. 17:42not the best way to and to walk just
  349. 17:45because sometimes especially at that
  350. 17:48time which I mean is when it start
  351. 17:51raining the rivers are high so there are
  352. 17:54no flyers which means you work in pretty
  353. 17:57dense bush near the river and most of
  354. 18:01the time we couldn't walk inside the
  355. 18:04river because there were too deep and
  356. 18:05Swift and in quicksand tributaries we
  357. 18:08could walk inside the water but this was
  358. 18:11actually very dangerous because you know
  359. 18:14a small accident like you know touring a
  360. 18:17ligament or kissing an ankle or you know
  361. 18:20it's it's very dangerous and also you
  362. 18:24get blisters and rushes and everything
  363. 18:27becomes they're wet so in the water
  364. 18:31outside the water it was a pretty
  365. 18:35extreme just to keep on walking it was
  366. 18:39on the verge of the rainy season I think
  367. 18:42we you know we entered the jungle
  368. 18:44something like the 3rd of November which
  369. 18:46is very late and yeah you guys you know
  370. 18:52walk for a number of days into the into
  371. 18:55the jungle and then I believe that you
  372. 18:58the you guys sort of came to a decision
  373. 19:01where you decided to turn back to one of
  374. 19:05the villages what was the reason for
  375. 19:08wanting to turn back
  376. 19:09it was hard working I didn't want to
  377. 19:12turn back we had to vote because Marcus
  378. 19:18basically gained the Swiss guy he first
  379. 19:24of all he didn't want to continue and
  380. 19:26secondly it couldn't continue the
  381. 19:29positive in want it was worried because
  382. 19:32we didn't we were supposed already to
  383. 19:35get to the
  384. 19:36but we didn't get even close to the
  385. 19:38village but at that stage I mean the
  386. 19:40indigenous tribe not the village that
  387. 19:42mysterious tribes that were supposed to
  388. 19:44make contact with and bettered esteridge
  389. 19:48we weren't sure if this tribe exists or
  390. 19:50not because we already learned that our
  391. 19:53guide is a cycle you know he's a
  392. 19:55pathological liar because he was
  393. 19:58changing the stories so we will surely
  394. 20:01see if he's kidding us to a replay so he
  395. 20:03just made it up
  396. 20:04and Marcus wasn't eating the game that
  397. 20:08we hunted and the rice and beans were
  398. 20:11running short it was really worried he
  399. 20:14wanted to go back on top of that he had
  400. 20:17the very bad rush which it wasn't rush
  401. 20:20it's more like a fungal infection more
  402. 20:22like an athlete's suit maybe a situation
  403. 20:25when wounds start opening on the feet
  404. 20:29and and it was painful and it was part
  405. 20:35of his downfall
  406. 20:36emotionally mentally and physically and
  407. 20:41spiritually you know it was very sad in
  408. 20:44a way yeah it was difficult to see the
  409. 20:47breakdown but on the other and it was
  410. 20:48the reason why we had to turn back and
  411. 20:51and give up her dream so so you made the
  412. 20:55decision all for if you hit it back that
  413. 20:58you still like deep in the jungle you
  414. 21:00headed back to one of the villages a
  415. 21:03left village
  416. 21:04yeah to the last point which is again
  417. 21:06that village sorry Yama the last really
  418. 21:09and was that where you guys decided to
  419. 21:13build a raft that's right yeah can you
  420. 21:16tell us about that sure yeah so select
  421. 21:20the cabins idea they said look you know
  422. 21:23now we reached the trail and we can put
  423. 21:28markers on mule with one of the
  424. 21:31indigenous people there and it will take
  425. 21:34him out to civilization to the place
  426. 21:35where an airplane will take him back to
  427. 21:37the path so Kevin said why don't we
  428. 21:41continue the adventure
  429. 21:42Marcus can evacuate from here and we
  430. 21:45will just continue the adventure because
  431. 21:48you know we felt
  432. 21:49disappointed and so we wanted to get
  433. 21:53more and we said we'll build a raft and
  434. 21:57run the entire river all the way to
  435. 21:59civilization run that wild river to Ichi
  436. 22:03so there was excitement about this new
  437. 22:06Advent adventure and markers then said
  438. 22:08no III want to continue I'm not going
  439. 22:12back and insisted which we didn't
  440. 22:15understand why but he insisted and we
  441. 22:20healed it and again all the four of us
  442. 22:22get on the raft it looks like a good
  443. 22:25week the villagers after you know we
  444. 22:28helped them build a raft for us made of
  445. 22:31balsa wood and then we render the balsa
  446. 22:37the raft downriver which that's where
  447. 22:41the really difficult part of the the
  448. 22:44journey begin so when you go a set off
  449. 22:46now on the raft were you sort of
  450. 22:49traveling for a number of days look on
  451. 22:53the raft and the river yeah there were a
  452. 22:56few short days the reason that they were
  453. 22:58short it was hell it was chaotic hell
  454. 23:01and even though car was crazy liar very
  455. 23:07colorful person it was really a master
  456. 23:11of the jungle this man was unbelievable
  457. 23:14with the knowledge of the rainforest the
  458. 23:16earth and especially with the use of the
  459. 23:18messages it did everything and we
  460. 23:20learned from him all the survival skill
  461. 23:22it was the master you know it could be
  462. 23:24find water on top of the mountain just
  463. 23:26by cutting one vine you would sure was
  464. 23:29the right route to eat allowed to
  465. 23:31collapse the palm tree that has the
  466. 23:33pound art that you can eat it would make
  467. 23:37fire even in the ring he could start
  468. 23:39fire and make dragon drink just it was a
  469. 23:42master of the element he would find the
  470. 23:44rubber tree and tough the rubber and fix
  471. 23:47the shoes we would take fishing line and
  472. 23:50and and solder the clothes it was really
  473. 23:53amazing but on the raft it was the only
  474. 23:57one that couldn't swim and he lost his
  475. 24:01power
  476. 24:02and it was really afraid of the water
  477. 24:04and it was noticeable and heaven came
  478. 24:07from Oregon from the dolls you know so
  479. 24:11above Portland and it was like really in
  480. 24:14nature he grew up and actually family
  481. 24:17ever you know in the summer they run a
  482. 24:20white water business on the rivers is
  483. 24:23like a professional whitewater rafter
  484. 24:26and they thought that it's all
  485. 24:28that the river is nothing is not even
  486. 24:30dangerous and all the trouble we ever
  487. 24:32because of this guide but the guide
  488. 24:34called refused to give Kevin the home
  489. 24:37they refused to let him lead and they
  490. 24:39were fighting between them in an extreme
  491. 24:43way that split us you know because
  492. 24:45Markos listened to call I listened to
  493. 24:47Kevin and we stopped talking to each
  494. 24:50other they were speaking German we were
  495. 24:53speaking English and we were four men
  496. 24:56shooting whitewater in a wild river but
  497. 24:59we were in two different languages and
  498. 25:01not talking to each other it was
  499. 25:04catastrophic
  500. 25:05it was so and the oars fell into the
  501. 25:09water and the poles break and wait every
  502. 25:11rock we fell into the water it was
  503. 25:13really dangerous on the other end the
  504. 25:16river is so fast it took us further away
  505. 25:18from civilization because the river is
  506. 25:21not like walking in the forest you don't
  507. 25:23you just turn and walk back one day down
  508. 25:25with is a big walk so that's what
  509. 25:29happened on the river now there's sort
  510. 25:32of like am a pivotal part in the story
  511. 25:36where on the only actual River there was
  512. 25:39a like a pass and they would Kyle was
  513. 25:43sort of saying that you know the the
  514. 25:45raft couldn't go through this really
  515. 25:47treacherous paths where there was really
  516. 25:51full-on Rapids and you know rocks just
  517. 25:53rocks everywhere and it was too
  518. 25:56dangerous yeah can you maybe tell us
  519. 25:58about that and the the accident that was
  520. 26:03pivotal okay you know this part is like
  521. 26:06the quite same it's famous because it's
  522. 26:10unpossible and it's possible in the dry
  523. 26:14season but in the rainy season it's
  524. 26:15important
  525. 26:16and we were in the rainy season already
  526. 26:18and so the initial plan was to stop
  527. 26:24before the Kenyan and the two would walk
  528. 26:30around it and wait on the other side and
  529. 26:33on every time the other two will release
  530. 26:36the rust into the Kenyan the other two
  531. 26:40will catch the raft on the other side
  532. 26:42which is you know like a couple of days
  533. 26:45walk is just to walk around it you know
  534. 26:47it's not the 30 minute and so it was a
  535. 26:51crazy idea just hard to get but when we
  536. 26:54got closer to it Carl said I don't trust
  537. 26:56you you know I'm not risking my life
  538. 26:59anymore so it I'm not continuing
  539. 27:02you want to die you die without me
  540. 27:05I'm just walking out of here through the
  541. 27:07jungle and he showed us a tributary and
  542. 27:10he said that if we follow this tributary
  543. 27:12by foot we will get to some with it up
  544. 27:15to some trail there is some village
  545. 27:18nothing is marked on the map and the
  546. 27:20from that village we'll be able to walk
  547. 27:22to civilization this was actually a
  548. 27:25relief because it was hell on there on
  549. 27:28the river and also we knew that in the
  550. 27:31jungle call knew what he was doing so I
  551. 27:35was relieved
  552. 27:37Marko seemed relieved car was you know I
  553. 27:41don't care what you do I'm out of here
  554. 27:44so Kevin yielded as well and then we
  555. 27:47stopped and we decided we'll get back
  556. 27:50into the jungle and walk family that
  557. 27:53cabin pulled me aside to the bush and he
  558. 27:58said it's listen you know let them walk
  559. 28:03alone you stay with me and let's
  560. 28:05continue on the raft and it convinced me
  561. 28:08and to join him on the raft and actually
  562. 28:12part from Marcus and cos this was pretty
  563. 28:17dramatic and I didn't want to do it but
  564. 28:21I said yes I never told him I didn't
  565. 28:23want to do it because
  566. 28:25I can I didn't I tried to explain but I
  567. 28:28was the youngest it was like the big guy
  568. 28:30the tough guy I was 22 he was 29 it was
  569. 28:34strong and you know we befriended each
  570. 28:37other and in a way I just you know I
  571. 28:39didn't want to disappoint disappointing
  572. 28:42him I didn't want to show him the time
  573. 28:43afraid I didn't want to let him down so
  574. 28:46more for that than for desire for more
  575. 28:50adventure I agreed to go with them if
  576. 28:54the problem was that when we came back
  577. 28:57and told that to Marcus and car Marcus
  578. 29:01said I'm not living here we asked my
  579. 29:03friends we stick together and that may
  580. 29:09be the heart of the story because we
  581. 29:11didn't agree and Kevin and I discussed
  582. 29:14it and we decided to tell him that we do
  583. 29:17not agree and it broke is hard and but
  584. 29:24the healed it and he agreed to live with
  585. 29:28scar and mark that's why we split it
  586. 29:31went with car and Kevin and I continued
  587. 29:34to know how many days into this
  588. 29:37adventure were you you know at this
  589. 29:39point where you and Carl we're going to
  590. 29:42continue on the raft down the river and
  591. 29:45I'm sorry you and Kevin and Carl and
  592. 29:48Marcus were gonna head on foot back the
  593. 29:50other way how many days into into this
  594. 29:54adventure were you at this point one
  595. 29:57month a month so you're a month into
  596. 30:01this Amazon adventure yeah at that
  597. 30:05moment you know looking back you know
  598. 30:07that was the last time you saw those two
  599. 30:11right yeah so those two when you guys
  600. 30:15headed off down the look on the raft
  601. 30:17that was actually the last time you saw
  602. 30:21Carl and Marcus that's right so they
  603. 30:27they were they just disappeared you know
  604. 30:29one knows what happened to them from
  605. 30:31there from that
  606. 30:33nobody knows yeah
  607. 30:35now when you and Kevin got on the raft
  608. 30:40tell us to step us through sort of the
  609. 30:44you know the the moments that sort of
  610. 30:48unfolded shortly thereafter okay
  611. 30:53so Kevin told me that Carl is probably
  612. 30:56lying and there is no Kenny you know
  613. 30:59because we didn't know this displays the
  614. 31:02impossible place of course wasn't on the
  615. 31:05map and we didn't know the river but
  616. 31:07Kevin said to be cautious just in case
  617. 31:09is not lying and I'll ask him exactly so
  618. 31:13Kevin sat with Liam and Carl explained
  619. 31:15to him how to stop before we get inside
  620. 31:19that kahan that box that world Kenyan is
  621. 31:23unpossible and full of waterfalls and
  622. 31:26Rapids and and and and parables you know
  623. 31:30like I know the the ice cave you know
  624. 31:33level of rusting you know just white
  625. 31:36water gushing and so you know and it was
  626. 31:41again we never been down this river it
  627. 31:44was pretty how can I say irresponsible
  628. 31:47what we did but we were supposed to see
  629. 31:50some signs like be an island and we'll
  630. 31:53see yes I'm sure of course this is total
  631. 31:55nonsense because the Amazon changes all
  632. 31:57the time you know island disappears
  633. 31:59shores disappears it depends on the
  634. 32:02level of the water and so anyway we were
  635. 32:04all very unexperienced in a so and we
  636. 32:09took the raft and the plan was to if
  637. 32:11there is the canyon to stop before the
  638. 32:13canyon three hours later you know like
  639. 32:18all that and very fast and we were just
  640. 32:21dragged into the Kenya and there was
  641. 32:24nothing that we can do to stop and we
  642. 32:26were just taken by the water inside that
  643. 32:28Canyon but at the entrance of this
  644. 32:31canyon which we had an accident and so
  645. 32:34the big rock and we couldn't avoid it we
  646. 32:37hit the rock the raft came out of the
  647. 32:40water and climbed on the truck and just
  648. 32:42hanging over Rapids and and stuck
  649. 32:46and we were trying you know like to
  650. 32:49actually release the rust from the rock
  651. 32:52but we couldn't no matter what we did
  652. 32:54the rough the pressure of the water kept
  653. 32:56and this is all in the middle of a
  654. 32:58raging raging whitewater and the
  655. 33:03pressure of the water is so big so we
  656. 33:06cannot shake the rest of the rock and
  657. 33:10when it started getting dark
  658. 33:12Kevin said I have no choice you ain't
  659. 33:16going to the raft I'll jump and I'll
  660. 33:18make it to the right bank
  661. 33:20throw me the rice bank was closer yeah
  662. 33:23throw me the machete I'll climb up the
  663. 33:27cliff I'll get to the fourth I'll cut
  664. 33:30some line I'll come down the cliffs I'll
  665. 33:32throw you the vials put both backpacks
  666. 33:34on you and I will pull you out so this
  667. 33:38was a crazy crazy crazy but there was no
  668. 33:40other thing and just Kevin did it it
  669. 33:42just jumped and miracle II he made it to
  670. 33:46the right bank and it was screaming
  671. 33:49throw me the machete throw me the shoes
  672. 33:51also he should be left with me so I
  673. 33:54started feeling that the raft was
  674. 33:56leaving the you know it Kevin's weight
  675. 33:59and the jump actually released the raft
  676. 34:02into the waterfall you know like all
  677. 34:04this rapids under the rock and I just
  678. 34:07managed to throw the shoes over to throw
  679. 34:10the machete over and then just erupted
  680. 34:12released and I just went down and the
  681. 34:15rough took me into there and you know
  682. 34:18down that waterfall Rapids and and very
  683. 34:23very quickly the rough just you know it
  684. 34:25sucked me under under the current and I
  685. 34:29was for a long long time just under
  686. 34:31water and just holding the raft when I
  687. 34:35was spit out again still holding the
  688. 34:38raft and this was the last time I saw
  689. 34:41Kevin Kevin was on the on the bank like
  690. 34:43about hundred and sixty meters back and
  691. 34:47he was screaming I was screaming the
  692. 34:51rust just kept the curve
  693. 34:54and from that moment on I didn't see
  694. 34:57Kevin and for something like 20 minutes
  695. 35:00or half an hour I just had the biggest
  696. 35:02ride I just went through I went through
  697. 35:07the canyon I think I'm the only known
  698. 35:09man to do it in in this in this
  699. 35:12in this season and and also I'll tell
  700. 35:17you the truth
  701. 35:18I didn't do anything as I couldn't do
  702. 35:21anything the raft broke to pieces so I
  703. 35:26lost the raft as well I lost all the
  704. 35:28equipment and I cannot explain it really
  705. 35:31and and this I'll tell you what I think
  706. 35:34which is this was one of the first
  707. 35:36miracle I experienced I should have died
  708. 35:39there so the actual the rapids that you
  709. 35:42survived
  710. 35:43would I extreme just like just extreme
  711. 35:46like rocks everywhere just full-on you
  712. 35:50know whitewash and was it just like
  713. 35:53really treacherous it was yes look it
  714. 35:58well I remember the raft exploding there
  715. 36:01was like a huge rock like an island I
  716. 36:03can I saw it from as far as I was I was
  717. 36:05just holding the raft and I saw myself
  718. 36:07just just like full speed running into a
  719. 36:11rock the rust exploded broke to pieces
  720. 36:15and I just don't know I just don't know
  721. 36:17how I found myself on the other side of
  722. 36:19the clock and many Rapids waterfalls
  723. 36:23rocks everywhere trees that were caught
  724. 36:26it look you know there was no way to get
  725. 36:28out of there alive and it was very easy
  726. 36:32to die again you just hit your head
  727. 36:34against something you just break an arm
  728. 36:36or you know and I came out and scratched
  729. 36:40and so I cannot just even explain how
  730. 36:44this happened and this was like three
  731. 36:46minutes this was more like 30 minutes
  732. 36:48you know so you survived the this rapid
  733. 36:55rate you know the raft exploding in the
  734. 36:57the river rapids incident what time of
  735. 37:01the day was this was this sort of like
  736. 37:03morning or afternoon
  737. 37:06now this was already evening this was
  738. 37:09already evening when I got you know and
  739. 37:12I finally managed to get out of the
  740. 37:13water
  741. 37:15hmm I was still you know at the end of
  742. 37:18this Canyon it was still very steep
  743. 37:21walls and very there was no Playa just
  744. 37:23you know a little a few rocks under the
  745. 37:26cliffs and so I spent the night between
  746. 37:29the rocks it was it was evening already
  747. 37:32when this happened that's that's the
  748. 37:34reason why we haven't jumped because it
  749. 37:36was getting dark and Kevin said we
  750. 37:39cannot stay in the water and and so all
  751. 37:42that happened already in that so not too
  752. 37:46far before that point you know you'd
  753. 37:48said goodbye to Marcos and Carl
  754. 37:50Kevin's now jumped off the raft and you
  755. 37:54survived this incredible ordeal and you
  756. 37:58know you've been washed further down the
  757. 38:00river and it's dark and you'll now by
  758. 38:03yourself
  759. 38:04what were you sort of thinking at that
  760. 38:07point you know it's like you're looking
  761. 38:08around and it's like you know I'm a
  762. 38:10month into this adventure and it's just
  763. 38:13gone - gone - and I'm a by myself
  764. 38:16now what was that if all you sort of
  765. 38:19thinking on that first night by yourself
  766. 38:21where Kevin you know he Kevin's gone and
  767. 38:24the other two are gone and you're in the
  768. 38:26middle of the Amazon jungle well we
  769. 38:27start nothing thin the main thing was in
  770. 38:31the morning I mean Kevin are gonna get
  771. 38:34together and everything is going to be
  772. 38:36fine that's was like the main sort I
  773. 38:38knew he was alive as I saw him out of
  774. 38:42the river I knew we were on the same
  775. 38:45Bank yeah we were both on the right bank
  776. 38:48of the river and I knew one more thing
  777. 38:50that will be running after me so I was
  778. 38:54sure I just have to undo that night and
  779. 38:58in the morning I'll get together with
  780. 39:01Kevin and you know we'll be fine
  781. 39:03together with Kevin we'll just handle
  782. 39:05the situation this was my state of mind
  783. 39:07or the lot of fear
  784. 39:08I was also completely wet I had no
  785. 39:11shelter and I had no provisions no fire
  786. 39:14nothing I just pushed my body between
  787. 39:16two rocks I didn't sleep all night I was
  788. 39:18just like
  789. 39:19and and you know cradled in my honor and
  790. 39:27waiting for the morning but it is or
  791. 39:31something else because in the middle of
  792. 39:33the night I started hearing drums and
  793. 39:37this was something that I never heard
  794. 39:39before and this really got me really
  795. 39:42scared and they kept on going all night
  796. 39:45you know like and this really scared the
  797. 39:48out of me I didn't know what was
  798. 39:50going on
  799. 39:50do you know what the drums with yeah in
  800. 39:54the morning I just kept hearing the
  801. 39:56drugs and at that stage there was
  802. 40:00nothing I could do there because I was
  803. 40:02under a cliff and I was just on the few
  804. 40:04rock so I had to climb up that cliff
  805. 40:07which was very dangerous
  806. 40:09you know like 20 30 meters climb on this
  807. 40:13wall until I got to the ridge and then I
  808. 40:17started climbing up towards the cabin
  809. 40:20but also towards the noise those drums
  810. 40:23kept on going and just about something
  811. 40:28like and with me there or something like
  812. 40:30that up the ridge and I looked down and
  813. 40:33I saw the drum it wasn't wrong those
  814. 40:36were logs from my own raft that were
  815. 40:39trapped in a way and obviously it will
  816. 40:43pull well - yeah yeah yeah and the logs
  817. 40:48were just beating against the rocks
  818. 40:50yeah and I realized that this was the
  819. 40:54drug and then I had hoped that maybe
  820. 40:57something survived something of the
  821. 41:00equipment and so I went down and there
  822. 41:04was nothing on that rust and but then I
  823. 41:09heard another noise which sounded like
  824. 41:11metallic noise and I jumped from rock to
  825. 41:15rock in that River making way upriver
  826. 41:18and about 50 meters further from the
  827. 41:22logs of the raft and again which for me
  828. 41:27is on the miracle can explain it and one
  829. 41:31of the bags and
  830. 41:33was angling there there were two empty
  831. 41:36thimbles
  832. 41:37and just can't can't just in cans and
  833. 41:41the flow to this and it was that
  834. 41:44metallic noise and I burst into tears
  835. 41:48yeah I pulled that little backpack from
  836. 41:53the water and I burst into tears yes it
  837. 41:55was like I couldn't believe that I found
  838. 41:57it if you see the picture of raging
  839. 41:59water between walls and this like little
  840. 42:04pack is waiting from your life with the
  841. 42:07rock log banging against the wall
  842. 42:10calling me I was just in tears and I
  843. 42:16pulled it out and there were some where
  844. 42:18you know there's some rice beans and
  845. 42:20mosquito net a red punch or a lighter a
  846. 42:24flashlight and some fishing lines and
  847. 42:28spray and repellent spray and that's
  848. 42:35about it
  849. 42:36oh and some medicine some medicine now
  850. 42:39what was your plan of action you know
  851. 42:41Kevin sort of down on the same Bank some
  852. 42:45distance or some time further down what
  853. 42:49was your sort of plan of action were you
  854. 42:51gonna head in the same direction as as
  855. 42:53from where you came was your main thing
  856. 42:57to sort of get dry or find shelter or
  857. 43:00just head back towards where you came
  858. 43:02from what was your your main sort of
  859. 43:04think that you can remember very clear
  860. 43:08you know I knew Kevin was operator and
  861. 43:11so I just thought sure I'm just gonna go
  862. 43:14towards Kevin I'm gonna climb on the
  863. 43:16rage against the river Africa and I know
  864. 43:20that Kevin is coming down it was above
  865. 43:22me so I need this Kevin is coming down
  866. 43:24to search for me so I went up you know
  867. 43:28to make ways and find him and I was just
  868. 43:30walking up the region screaming Kevin
  869. 43:32Kevin and hoping we'll meet soon and I I
  870. 43:39was sure that once we made this got the
  871. 43:42machete is the strong man is the
  872. 43:44experienced guy and
  873. 43:46so I knew that my only way to survive is
  874. 43:49to find him and then you know we'll be
  875. 43:52fine but I had to work the other way
  876. 43:54around you know like any civilization
  877. 43:55was not either but I walked up River
  878. 43:58because what my purpose was to find
  879. 44:00Kevin now you didn't find him the days
  880. 44:06sort of take started to take along you
  881. 44:10know you'd be walking through like
  882. 44:14full-on jungle looking out Uncharted
  883. 44:17jungle with no no tracks no trails
  884. 44:21well you just just sort of virgin jungle
  885. 44:24was it that's right
  886. 44:26what sort of animals did you encounter
  887. 44:29and at that stage I would see monkeys
  888. 44:32you know I would see I was looking for
  889. 44:37food there were snake but this was I
  890. 44:40just want to tell before the animal
  891. 44:43parts there was actually four days were
  892. 44:48you know I was like searching for Kevin
  893. 44:50in this four days I ate I think two
  894. 44:54snails and two palm trees when I say two
  895. 44:59palm trees that meant sitting under a
  896. 45:02palm tree and big eating the the roots
  897. 45:06with my fingernails until the palm color
  898. 45:09and then with the rock breaking the top
  899. 45:13of the palm to try to get to the heart
  900. 45:15of the palm so I can hit the heart of
  901. 45:17the pump and I realized that I am
  902. 45:21actually exhausting more energy than I
  903. 45:22am receiving by by doing that and so in
  904. 45:28this four days I ate the part from what
  905. 45:30I'm telling you
  906. 45:31I hate nothing you know I had rice and
  907. 45:34beans but and I had the lighter but it
  908. 45:37was raining so much that I couldn't
  909. 45:39start a fire
  910. 45:40and so I couldn't hear the ricin thing
  911. 45:43and then I didn't find Kevin and I
  912. 45:48actually climbed far enough that I could
  913. 45:51see the place of the accident so I knew
  914. 45:54that I will not find him anymore and
  915. 45:58that
  916. 45:59moment you know this was like my first
  917. 46:01moment of collapse you know when I
  918. 46:05realized that I'm alone for the first
  919. 46:08four days I believed I'm fine Kevin but
  920. 46:11on that force evening I just realized
  921. 46:16that I'm alone and that I would not find
  922. 46:19Kevin I thought Kevin that I thought
  923. 46:22Kevin jumped to the water after me and I
  924. 46:26thought it round in the water and then I
  925. 46:29realized I'm alone and I just totally
  926. 46:32collapse I knew I'm gonna die because my
  927. 46:35only hope was enough to find Kevin and
  928. 46:39so that was like you know a big night
  929. 46:44for me and like the dark night of my
  930. 46:48soul where really my lifelong dream
  931. 46:50really became the worst nightmare
  932. 46:52possible and then came the fifth day and
  933. 46:58I turned back you know I just started
  934. 47:01walking down river to work civilization
  935. 47:05which I knew was hundreds of kilometers
  936. 47:07away and I had no clue how many days but
  937. 47:14there was just no other place you know I
  938. 47:17just turned back and I started walking
  939. 47:20down river and so the first wild animal
  940. 47:27that I encountered was a deadly snake
  941. 47:30this was actually when I found my first
  942. 47:36ripe fruit and going down the ridge
  943. 47:41suddenly I found it fruit and miss all
  944. 47:44the time under a tree that is full of
  945. 47:47ripened fruit usually it's very very
  946. 47:49hard to climb trees in P Amazon but this
  947. 47:53one was close to the cliff so I could
  948. 47:55use the cliff to jump on there on the
  949. 47:57tree and somehow I got to the fruit but
  950. 48:01then on the first branch there was
  951. 48:04called fruit snakes it was very venomous
  952. 48:06and actually it just went for me and at
  953. 48:11that stage
  954. 48:12I just jumped off the tree and when I
  955. 48:16landed on the earth you know something
  956. 48:22happens that again I cannot exactly
  957. 48:24explain I can I can try to explain I
  958. 48:26think it's important but what happened
  959. 48:28was that I just found the stick and
  960. 48:30immediately ran back on the cliff
  961. 48:32jumped on the tree chased the snake in
  962. 48:35the tree hit it and the the snake fell
  963. 48:39off the tree
  964. 48:40I jumped again to the ground and I
  965. 48:42killed the snake and then I just
  966. 48:45immediately pulled the skin off I pulled
  967. 48:47the gutter off and I had the flesh of
  968. 48:49the deadly snake in my hand and I
  969. 48:54actually didn't know what happened I
  970. 48:56just didn't know how this happened
  971. 48:58because I was I couldn't deal with the
  972. 49:01situation two minutes before I was just
  973. 49:04a victim she's about to die a miserable
  974. 49:06death and there's no way in the world
  975. 49:08that I can survive in this environment
  976. 49:11and then five minutes later I just
  977. 49:14chased the deadliest skin the deadliest
  978. 49:17snake I killed it I skinned it and I was
  979. 49:21about to eat it alive I did it I didn't
  980. 49:25not for at no other reason that I was
  981. 49:29actually under a tree you lush with many
  982. 49:33right right and fruit so I put the dead
  983. 49:37snake in my in my bag thinking I'm
  984. 49:40losing I'm going to use it as a bait and
  985. 49:42then I just feasted on that on the fruit
  986. 49:46this was like my first meal in five days
  987. 49:49now what was it like I'm guessing the
  988. 49:53the scariest part and would have been at
  989. 49:55night it was that something that you
  990. 49:58were dreading you know you're trudging
  991. 50:01through you're lost in the middle of the
  992. 50:04Amazon jungle yeah you know you're sort
  993. 50:07of heading in a direction you know all
  994. 50:09day with no starving you know with you
  995. 50:14know night is coming what were you sort
  996. 50:18of were you dreading the thought of the
  997. 50:22approaching night
  998. 50:24yeah it was impossible impossible
  999. 50:27completely to to go through the night
  1000. 50:30because during the day I wasn't afraid
  1001. 50:34I really wasn't afraid again I can
  1002. 50:37explain I think that I wasn't afraid
  1003. 50:39because fear was countering productive
  1004. 50:42for my survival so it wasn't me it was
  1005. 50:46kind of like the survival mechanism and
  1006. 50:48I just did hope and I was sure
  1007. 50:51everything is going to be fine and I'll
  1008. 50:53get to civilization it and I and it was
  1009. 50:56naturally I didn't have to work myself
  1010. 50:58up just to keep you know like I was
  1011. 51:01during the day I was fine in terms of my
  1012. 51:04spirit you know but at night it was just
  1013. 51:07impossible and most of my nights I
  1014. 51:11couldn't start a fire so I was lying in
  1015. 51:14total darkness
  1016. 51:15I had no machete so I couldn't make
  1017. 51:18myself a proper lean-to or a Korra camp
  1018. 51:21so basically I would find the buttress
  1019. 51:24tree clean between the roots break some
  1020. 51:27palm fronds and cover myself with palm
  1021. 51:29fronds and and and sleep between the
  1022. 51:32roots of the tree the thing is that
  1023. 51:34night all the Nocturnals are out and
  1024. 51:38actually the the big noise of the jungle
  1025. 51:41comes at night including and the Jaguars
  1026. 51:44and there were jug was around me all the
  1027. 51:47time I rarely saw them but I did see
  1028. 51:52their feces and I did see the Powell's
  1029. 51:54and they were very close to me every
  1030. 51:57night like in the morning I wish I would
  1031. 52:00see a meter I had from a meter away from
  1032. 52:02my head I would see the fresh part of
  1033. 52:05the Jaguar so it was impossible to go
  1034. 52:08through the night so what happened
  1035. 52:10through the night I didn't sleep for
  1036. 52:11three weeks
  1037. 52:12I didn't sleep and my only way the only
  1038. 52:16way that I survived was what saved me
  1039. 52:20from school my ability to daydream
  1040. 52:23that's literally what saved my life
  1041. 52:26as I couldn't sleep and I needed to rest
  1042. 52:28and the fear was overwhelming so I would
  1043. 52:31just lie between the leaves and I would
  1044. 52:34just scream movies
  1045. 52:37in my head I would just loosen 8 tall
  1046. 52:42the circumstances and in that way I was
  1047. 52:45able to rest and just you know like
  1048. 52:47avoid that fear did you um did you ever
  1049. 52:51try and rest or even try to get some
  1050. 52:56sleep during the day like at night you
  1051. 52:59you really wouldn't have been able to
  1052. 53:01sleep but the jus in the day trying you
  1053. 53:05know utilize the daylight hours to try
  1054. 53:08and recuperate somewhat or try and get
  1055. 53:11your energy back a little bit only one
  1056. 53:16time when I found a playa and actually I
  1057. 53:19called it the Jaguar Playa because when
  1058. 53:22I came to that it was very rare to find
  1059. 53:25open flyers on the river because it was
  1060. 53:28the midst of the rainy season this was
  1061. 53:30already December and in retrospect if
  1062. 53:33this was the worst rainy season in a
  1063. 53:35decade it never stopped raining and so
  1064. 53:38there are no flyers usually because the
  1065. 53:40river is so high but I found one playa
  1066. 53:43and it was a sunny day and I just took
  1067. 53:46off my clothes and I just lay just to
  1068. 53:50dry my skin and to dry my clothes I lay
  1069. 53:53I think I also fainted for a minute
  1070. 53:55there and so I maybe slept I remember
  1071. 53:59fainting and I just woke up but it
  1072. 54:02wasn't sleeping it was like really
  1073. 54:03fainting and that's the only day that I
  1074. 54:09remember resting during the day the
  1075. 54:11other thing was with some mornings I
  1076. 54:13would be reluctant to leave my my my
  1077. 54:16little camp so even though like it was
  1078. 54:19like dawn and the Sun was coming up I
  1079. 54:21would just cradle under the few palm
  1080. 54:23fronds and I've done a few more minutes
  1081. 54:25and I would just linger in bed so to
  1082. 54:28speak and before I got up and kept on
  1083. 54:32walking here bad with mosquitos look at
  1084. 54:37the bugs were the worst enemies you and
  1085. 54:42I wasn't protected even though I had a
  1086. 54:45mosquito repellent I actually wasted it
  1087. 54:48on scaring a Jaguar and
  1088. 54:51that story right repellent I did have a
  1089. 54:54mosquito net but another night I was
  1090. 54:58attacked by termites that turned all my
  1091. 55:01mosquito net into holes they ate the
  1092. 55:04mosquito net and also I fell and walking
  1093. 55:10in the bush without the machete I was
  1094. 55:12crushed so all my clothes and pants and
  1095. 55:16shirt were torn and my body was exposed
  1096. 55:19and I was bleeding from everywhere cause
  1097. 55:22all the scratches never healed because I
  1098. 55:24was wet all the time passing hail so not
  1099. 55:27only mosquitoes also I upset you know
  1100. 55:30like wasps and and and bees and
  1101. 55:33sometimes I was like getting hundreds of
  1102. 55:36bites from westin bees because I was
  1103. 55:39trapped in in in in phony Bush and
  1104. 55:44mosquitoes and also other insects some
  1105. 55:51late larvae under my skin I was itching
  1106. 55:53warmth on my body and also other has
  1107. 55:56infected me was very deadly blood
  1108. 56:00infection so for sure the insects were
  1109. 56:04the worst kini tell us about the Jaguar
  1110. 56:07incident with the mosquito repellent and
  1111. 56:10what happened that was at night was it a
  1112. 56:13Jaguar came out to you yeah could you
  1113. 56:15hear you're coming up I could hear it
  1114. 56:20but I put I took the flashlight and when
  1115. 56:26I little the flashlight I saw it and and
  1116. 56:30if I don't know I was maybe like five
  1117. 56:33six meters from me yeah big for sure
  1118. 56:45sure this wasn't like a little mountain
  1119. 56:50lion this was a Jaguar yeah could easily
  1120. 56:54kill me
  1121. 56:56but you know the moment I put the
  1122. 56:59flashlight he just like froze and I
  1123. 57:04actually I I had a weapon
  1124. 57:07the my only weapon this was I think my
  1125. 57:09sixth night and I you know because I was
  1126. 57:11you know perforated my so my only weapon
  1127. 57:15was the mosquito repellent and the
  1128. 57:18flashlight because I remembered that in
  1129. 57:21one James Bond movie it killed the snake
  1130. 57:24was burning some some spray and I tried
  1131. 57:28it and I saw that indeed I can I can
  1132. 57:31light the spray so I was I was living
  1133. 57:34with the spray and and my lighter
  1134. 57:38between my legs so I managed to and to
  1135. 57:44get them and I lift up the the mosquito
  1136. 57:47repellent and it created a big flame and
  1137. 57:50I just held it until I could completely
  1138. 57:54actually consumed pretty much both the
  1139. 57:57mosquito repellent and the light there
  1140. 57:59but there was no more Jaguar and after
  1141. 58:05the flame and I just sat there and I was
  1142. 58:09trembling all night that night I
  1143. 58:11couldn't throw myself out with
  1144. 58:14hallucination I was just trembling there
  1145. 58:16crying and just trembling until the
  1146. 58:20morning came you mentioned as well that
  1147. 58:23that sort of time of year was it was
  1148. 58:27just was it just continually raining was
  1149. 58:29it a little just torrential downpours
  1150. 58:30like all the time
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  1174. 59:47mentioned as well that that sort of time
  1175. 59:50of year was it was just was it just
  1176. 59:52continually raining was it a little just
  1177. 59:54torrential downpours like all the time
  1178. 59:57all the time and now the reason I say
  1179. 1:00:01all the time is first of all it was the
  1180. 1:00:04worst rainy season in a decade that's in
  1181. 1:00:07retrospective but while I was there this
  1182. 1:00:09was my of course first rainy season
  1183. 1:00:12I come from an arid country I grew up in
  1184. 1:00:15Israel yes I haven't seen anything like
  1185. 1:00:17that we have two creeks that we call
  1186. 1:00:20rivers you know the Jordan and the
  1187. 1:00:23Elkhorn
  1188. 1:00:24and so this was prevention rain spawns
  1189. 1:00:30tropical rainforests that is mighty
  1190. 1:00:33elements exploding non-stop and the
  1191. 1:00:37nonstop means also if it stopped raining
  1192. 1:00:40and under the canopy you couldn't feel
  1193. 1:00:43the difference because there's so much
  1194. 1:00:45rain absorbed in the canopy that the
  1195. 1:00:49canopy for days keep on just dripping
  1196. 1:00:51big and heavy drops yeah so under the
  1197. 1:00:55canopy you're just all the time non-stop
  1198. 1:00:58always totally totally wet
  1199. 1:01:01that means also you cannot make it fire
  1200. 1:01:04and not cook the rice and beans and not
  1201. 1:01:08heal the wounds that are because they're
  1202. 1:01:11wet and yeah and also the worst the
  1203. 1:01:15worst the worst part of it was that my
  1204. 1:01:19feet you know I just basically lost my
  1205. 1:01:23entire skin and from my toes to the
  1206. 1:01:28middle of my Sheen my skin I just lost
  1207. 1:01:32my skin to this to fungal infection from
  1208. 1:01:35all the moist and socks muddy socks
  1209. 1:01:39rubbing the skin of my of my feet and I
  1210. 1:01:43was just walking on raw flesh that was
  1211. 1:01:47inflamed and passed and and and bleeding
  1212. 1:01:51I actually couldn't deal with it and I
  1213. 1:01:54never I just couldn't I just didn't take
  1214. 1:01:57my socks off because underneath the
  1215. 1:02:00socks there was nothing you know how
  1216. 1:02:05much had you had did you endure the pine
  1217. 1:02:09look I'm talking the physical pain yeah
  1218. 1:02:13your fate destroyed you know many many
  1219. 1:02:16dies or wakes of continually just being
  1220. 1:02:20wet in the rain forest plus with all the
  1221. 1:02:23wounds and stuff not to mention the the
  1222. 1:02:27extreme hunger how did you deal with the
  1223. 1:02:31the physical pain what was it did it
  1224. 1:02:35just get to a point where you it was
  1225. 1:02:37just painful all the time and you yeah
  1226. 1:02:43how did you deal with it that's quite
  1227. 1:02:47interesting and I didn't see it coming
  1228. 1:02:50so it's basically in girls like that
  1229. 1:02:53like the pain is unimaginable you know
  1230. 1:02:57every apart from the wounds and you know
  1231. 1:03:00many injuries in my body and the warmth
  1232. 1:03:04eating me from under my skin and the
  1233. 1:03:08worst thing was every step was shooting
  1234. 1:03:11waves of pain and if by mistake I would
  1235. 1:03:14step
  1236. 1:03:15route I would you know it was
  1237. 1:03:18excruciating uphill or downhill with
  1238. 1:03:21more pressure on the feet I had to go
  1239. 1:03:23down on my knees and elbows you know the
  1240. 1:03:26pain was unimaginable but something
  1241. 1:03:28happens nothing and that's not
  1242. 1:03:31interesting and you discover that the
  1243. 1:03:35pain is one thing you experience and the
  1244. 1:03:39other things that you experience is
  1245. 1:03:41misery and the difference between the
  1246. 1:03:44pain in the misery is that the pain is
  1247. 1:03:46in the feet and the body and the
  1248. 1:03:48miseries in your head and the miracle
  1249. 1:03:54that happens is that the misery stopped
  1250. 1:03:56like I just stopped feeling sorry for
  1251. 1:03:59myself and just stop you know you know
  1252. 1:04:01like saying oh I can't take it anymore I
  1253. 1:04:03don't deserve it I cannot endure that so
  1254. 1:04:07just quiet and in my head and the pain
  1255. 1:04:11remains alone it's a different
  1256. 1:04:13experience it's like taking the sting
  1257. 1:04:16out of it you know the pain is still
  1258. 1:04:18there as painful as before but the
  1259. 1:04:22misery disappears you just remain the
  1260. 1:04:25thing there's no suffering of the pain
  1261. 1:04:27the just and experience of the thing and
  1262. 1:04:32this took a few days to reach this point
  1263. 1:04:35and it was like a miracle because I had
  1264. 1:04:38to keep on walking on this seat for
  1265. 1:04:41weeks
  1266. 1:04:42oh yes that's that's one you know
  1267. 1:04:48there's things like that you can you
  1268. 1:04:51cannot find out by reading a book you
  1269. 1:04:54know you have to go through a lot of
  1270. 1:04:56pain to reach that point you know but
  1271. 1:04:58this was like quite amazing you know
  1272. 1:05:02during the day were you sort of on the
  1273. 1:05:05move sort of most of the most of the
  1274. 1:05:08daylight hours or did you have sort of
  1275. 1:05:11was that your plan sort of you know when
  1276. 1:05:14that when the Sun sort of came up
  1277. 1:05:16your plan was to continually move down
  1278. 1:05:20yeah continue moving forward yeah III
  1279. 1:05:25walked from let's say from dawn to dusk
  1280. 1:05:28and dusk is coming as fast because you
  1281. 1:05:33know the trees are very tall at the
  1282. 1:05:35moment there's a bit of an angle on the
  1283. 1:05:37Sun it's becoming very quickly
  1284. 1:05:39dark in the rain forest and so I you
  1285. 1:05:45know you know like like an hour before I
  1286. 1:05:48already had my routine I developed
  1287. 1:05:50routine so my routine was to around that
  1288. 1:05:53time to search for buttress tree and I
  1289. 1:05:57almost always found them and rose they
  1290. 1:06:01almost create like they're very big so
  1291. 1:06:03they create like a room with two walls
  1292. 1:06:06and no ceiling but those walls around
  1293. 1:06:10you and I would just clean the rot and
  1294. 1:06:13bring my palm fronds and cover myself
  1295. 1:06:16with the mosquito net and the poncho and
  1296. 1:06:19that's how I warm myself I actually
  1297. 1:06:22breathe I put the poncho upside down so
  1298. 1:06:25the head and the hood is actually
  1299. 1:06:29covering my face and this was partly
  1300. 1:06:32ostrich strategy so I don't see anything
  1301. 1:06:35nothing sees me and another part was I
  1302. 1:06:38could warm myself by breathing into that
  1303. 1:06:41food and so that I you know I but I
  1304. 1:06:49walked until this point until dusk every
  1305. 1:06:51day in the book you talk about you know
  1306. 1:06:56hallucination like you had
  1307. 1:06:58hallucinations and then I guess beyond
  1308. 1:07:00that was really vivid I guess to escape
  1309. 1:07:06from the pain and the the torment and
  1310. 1:07:08the suffering that you were in you your
  1311. 1:07:12mind would sort of conjure up fantasies
  1312. 1:07:15and you'd escape into your own mind can
  1313. 1:07:17you maybe talk about that
  1314. 1:07:19yeah yeah as I said that's the only way
  1315. 1:07:22I survive otherwise I wouldn't survive I
  1316. 1:07:24needed to rest and by actually using
  1317. 1:07:27this hallucination I really was cast out
  1318. 1:07:32of that situation I was in my dream
  1319. 1:07:34what were they doing I mean elucidation
  1320. 1:07:38I made them up but they had you know
  1321. 1:07:42they actually had some power of the
  1322. 1:07:44world it was quite interesting there
  1323. 1:07:46were about 4 of them and I would just
  1324. 1:07:49repeat them so I made like four or five
  1325. 1:07:52stories and I repeat them for example
  1326. 1:07:54the first story I made is that Kevin is
  1327. 1:07:58dead and I survived and now I'm flying
  1328. 1:08:02to Oregon to meet his parents
  1329. 1:08:05and tell him tell them about Kevin and
  1330. 1:08:09so it was about arriving in Oregon and
  1331. 1:08:13finding his parents and crying together
  1332. 1:08:15with them and telling them the stories
  1333. 1:08:17that Kevin told me that but then as I
  1334. 1:08:21dreamt that this dream the second time
  1335. 1:08:23of certai there was an accident in the
  1336. 1:08:25dream so that the airplane instead of
  1337. 1:08:29landing in Portland for some reason
  1338. 1:08:34landed in Miami and I had no clue why
  1339. 1:08:37but now I had to take the Greyhound bus
  1340. 1:08:40from Miami to Portland so the entire
  1341. 1:08:44dream was about stopping at know like
  1342. 1:08:48eateries at fast food for three days so
  1343. 1:08:52it was like just about stopping in this
  1344. 1:08:54McDonald's and you know like whatever
  1345. 1:08:58Kentucky Fried Chicken and just taking
  1346. 1:09:01trays and piling them with food and
  1347. 1:09:05eating the food all the dreams no matter
  1348. 1:09:09which dream I had four or five of them I
  1349. 1:09:11had once funny that me and my brother
  1350. 1:09:13were running a ranch but then the cook
  1351. 1:09:17left and so the entire dream became how
  1352. 1:09:21I just interview cooks and each cook
  1353. 1:09:24tells me so all my Lucy Nations they
  1354. 1:09:28turn to be Lucy nation's about food
  1355. 1:09:31and this was out of my control eating
  1356. 1:09:34and yeah you also mentioned in the book
  1357. 1:09:38that one of the hallucinations that you
  1358. 1:09:42experienced was you had like a vision of
  1359. 1:09:46a girl who actually accompanied you for
  1360. 1:09:50a while this'll this was different
  1361. 1:09:53this was actually not an hallucination
  1362. 1:09:56and that that's actually very
  1363. 1:09:58interesting this this this happen in
  1364. 1:10:00different circumstances this happened
  1365. 1:10:03during the day not and I and it happened
  1366. 1:10:06in the one of the most dramatic moment
  1367. 1:10:09and because on the on my 15th day there
  1368. 1:10:16was a huge flood and the flood pushed me
  1369. 1:10:19to the hills so I ran away to the hills
  1370. 1:10:21to you know escape from the flood and I
  1371. 1:10:25had to rest in the Hills for two days
  1372. 1:10:27because the rotor you know was were so
  1373. 1:10:30high I I needed to wait for the water to
  1374. 1:10:34recede and after two days I was crawling
  1375. 1:10:39down from the hill as I said I couldn't
  1376. 1:10:42walk when it was steep inclination so I
  1377. 1:10:46was crawling down on my elbows and and
  1378. 1:10:50and it and see
  1379. 1:10:51and then suddenly elbows and knees when
  1380. 1:10:55suddenly I heard an airplane and at that
  1381. 1:11:00stage this was 17 days into the ordeal
  1382. 1:11:04IIIi was positive that this airplane is
  1383. 1:11:07coming for me there were no planes
  1384. 1:11:09passing in this part of the world I knew
  1385. 1:11:12it this airplane came for me but I was
  1386. 1:11:16trapped I was far from the river because
  1387. 1:11:18of the flood I was under the canopy and
  1388. 1:11:21I pulled the red poncho but there was no
  1389. 1:11:24way that I can wave under the canopy
  1390. 1:11:27with the rain poncho and the airplane
  1391. 1:11:29just passed and just you know and
  1392. 1:11:32disappeared and I was standing there and
  1393. 1:11:35you know under the canopy with the
  1394. 1:11:37poncho in my hand and I just collapsed
  1395. 1:11:40like collapse that that surge of hope
  1396. 1:11:45the worst thing that happened to me you
  1397. 1:11:47know for 17 days I was strong but that
  1398. 1:11:50moment of hope when the airplane passed
  1399. 1:11:52above my head you know it's like
  1400. 1:11:54something snapped in me and I just don't
  1401. 1:11:57didn't want to continue anymore I just
  1402. 1:11:59broke down completely and I cried and I
  1403. 1:12:01started really praying and just to die
  1404. 1:12:04you know I just didn't want to continue
  1405. 1:12:06anymore at that stage I suddenly heard
  1406. 1:12:10somebody else crying and I realized as a
  1407. 1:12:12young woman next to me cry and then I
  1408. 1:12:15opened my eyes and I saw her and then at
  1409. 1:12:18that moment I suddenly realized that the
  1410. 1:12:21earth plane may come back on the same
  1411. 1:12:23track so then I started screaming get up
  1412. 1:12:26we have to run to the river because if
  1413. 1:12:29the airplane comes back there's still a
  1414. 1:12:31chance to to be saved come on and I
  1415. 1:12:33pulled her from the mat and I started
  1416. 1:12:36running with her this girl was with me
  1417. 1:12:39for two entire days and I just talked to
  1418. 1:12:43her
  1419. 1:12:43talk to her in voice you know nothing in
  1420. 1:12:47my heart I just literally talked to her
  1421. 1:12:49all day I pushed her I promised I'll
  1422. 1:12:51take care of her and it's only after two
  1423. 1:12:55days when I also made her place a
  1424. 1:12:58physical place next to me to sleep I
  1425. 1:13:00chose a wider tree allowing for two
  1426. 1:13:04people to stay and I broke more palm
  1427. 1:13:06floor front to cover her and then I I
  1428. 1:13:11tried to hug her and then I realized I'm
  1429. 1:13:14there's nobody there I'm arguing nobody
  1430. 1:13:17and then I just was like shocked you
  1431. 1:13:20know because I thought I just went mad
  1432. 1:13:21this wasn't a hallucination
  1433. 1:13:24you know I didn't make all my
  1434. 1:13:26elucidation I made up but this it wasn't
  1435. 1:13:30me that made it up you know like I
  1436. 1:13:33experienced it but it wasn't like the
  1437. 1:13:37other elucidation that was I knew I I
  1438. 1:13:39did like this was I already saw at the
  1439. 1:13:42time I'm a madman yeah that's a it's
  1440. 1:13:46quite it's hard that's incredible - for
  1441. 1:13:50me to try and get my head around you
  1442. 1:13:52know that look this is this is a favor I
  1443. 1:13:55want more safe thing to savor
  1444. 1:13:58this was that it was genius I didn't
  1445. 1:14:02make this up so this was you know
  1446. 1:14:05imagination elucidation subconscious you
  1447. 1:14:09know whatever Russian Alice can explain
  1448. 1:14:12it but it wasn't my doing like I didn't
  1449. 1:14:14plan it I didn't you know she suddenly
  1450. 1:14:17appeared so if she appeared you know and
  1451. 1:14:20even if she appeared from my unconscious
  1452. 1:14:21imagination the amazing thing is that it
  1453. 1:14:25was precise this was a vulnerable young
  1454. 1:14:28woman that needed my help
  1455. 1:14:31that's what saved my life you know
  1456. 1:14:34actually somebody dependant on me that
  1457. 1:14:37work made me get up and move at that
  1458. 1:14:41point I couldn't take care of myself but
  1459. 1:14:43the moment she was there I just got up
  1460. 1:14:47and I just I had to take care of her
  1461. 1:14:49what it was genius
  1462. 1:14:52you know like and it wasn't my doing so
  1463. 1:14:54I also I cannot explain exactly how it
  1464. 1:14:59happened
  1465. 1:14:59and to explain this phenomena but as I
  1466. 1:15:03say it was very very precise it was
  1467. 1:15:05genius because it saved my life
  1468. 1:15:08can you talk about I believe you got
  1469. 1:15:11trapped in a bog and you almost died in
  1470. 1:15:14like the swamp yeah it was a you're sort
  1471. 1:15:19of why snip sort of trapped in a in a
  1472. 1:15:21swamp or a bog what happened there
  1473. 1:15:24yeah well it happened twice in the same
  1474. 1:15:28day I think it was my 19th thing yeah it
  1475. 1:15:34was the 19th day and look after the 15th
  1476. 1:15:39day which was the big flood things
  1477. 1:15:41changed because until that I still found
  1478. 1:15:44food like a fruit that fell off a tree
  1479. 1:15:46or an egg in a nest that I would break
  1480. 1:15:50and drink but after the flood the forest
  1481. 1:15:54floor was completely washed so there was
  1482. 1:15:57nothing to scavenge on there was you
  1483. 1:16:00know for the last five days I eaten
  1484. 1:16:01nothing nothing nothing at all
  1485. 1:16:04and by that stage I was basically just
  1486. 1:16:08skin hanging on on bones
  1487. 1:16:12and also because of it was so wet
  1488. 1:16:15I just couldn't recognize when the mud
  1489. 1:16:17turned into a swamp and the swamp was
  1490. 1:16:20very quick and you know the first time I
  1491. 1:16:23sank and I actually after a few hours
  1492. 1:16:27that I couldn't get out of the swamp I
  1493. 1:16:30am I decided to kill myself and I told
  1494. 1:16:36you the in the bag was also medicine
  1495. 1:16:39it wasn't my medicine it was Kevin's
  1496. 1:16:42medicine so III didn't know what was
  1497. 1:16:44there but so were like I don't know
  1498. 1:16:46maybe 50 pills and I thought I just
  1499. 1:16:51swallowed them all together and but then
  1500. 1:16:55I couldn't do it I couldn't do it
  1501. 1:16:56because it was nineteen days you know I
  1502. 1:16:59said it you know I should have done
  1503. 1:17:01it on the first day I'm not gonna kill
  1504. 1:17:03myself after 19 days you know and also I
  1505. 1:17:06thought about my mother in that stage
  1506. 1:17:09and I said no I'm not gonna kill myself
  1507. 1:17:11so I what I did I just jumped into the
  1508. 1:17:16mud with my upper body and basically I
  1509. 1:17:19just swarm in the mud and somehow
  1510. 1:17:21managed to drag myself out of it then
  1511. 1:17:24came another slug and then I don't know
  1512. 1:17:27how much I fought the other swamp until
  1513. 1:17:29I got out of the other slop but by the
  1514. 1:17:30time I got out of the other slop I just
  1515. 1:17:33couldn't get up on my feet anymore I
  1516. 1:17:35just was so exhausted and my feed was so
  1517. 1:17:40ruined and I was just lying there
  1518. 1:17:44exhausted and I just couldn't get on my
  1519. 1:17:47feet again and at that stage I knew I'm
  1520. 1:17:51dying and I knew I'm dying in the wrong
  1521. 1:17:55place meaning under the canopy that if
  1522. 1:17:58I'm collapsing I should collapse on a
  1523. 1:18:01flier where an airplane can see me not
  1524. 1:18:04under a canopy or for sure I'll die so I
  1525. 1:18:08needed to get up and then I saw a tree
  1526. 1:18:12that is covered with fire ants this is
  1527. 1:18:17it's a certain tree called Palo Santo
  1528. 1:18:20and that relief symbiotically was the
  1529. 1:18:22fire and I knew that tree and I knew
  1530. 1:18:25that
  1531. 1:18:25how painful the fire ants are and in
  1532. 1:18:28some instinctive way I just crawl to the
  1533. 1:18:32tree and I got up and I just shook the
  1534. 1:18:34tree and basically basically covered
  1535. 1:18:37myself with fire ants
  1536. 1:18:39and the fire and just you know burnt me
  1537. 1:18:44and turned me the feeling was like like
  1538. 1:18:46to be a human torch I was just burning
  1539. 1:18:49you know my neck my arms all my exposed
  1540. 1:18:52body covered with fire ants and that mad
  1541. 1:18:56pain actually allowed me to get on my
  1542. 1:18:59feet and actually float there was normal
  1543. 1:19:02there was so much pain that I couldn't
  1544. 1:19:04feel my feet anymore and like that I
  1545. 1:19:08just I I didn't even this wasn't it
  1546. 1:19:12wasn't my idea really it's just like
  1547. 1:19:16something I knew I have to do so you use
  1548. 1:19:18the getting covered by the fire ants and
  1549. 1:19:21getting bitten everywhere that pine
  1550. 1:19:24overrode the pain of like your fate and
  1551. 1:19:28all the other wounds and stuff yeah on
  1552. 1:19:34waves of pain you know like I kept on
  1553. 1:19:36walking and again this is like you know
  1554. 1:19:41it's hard hard to believe and I have
  1555. 1:19:43things to say about it Matthew because
  1556. 1:19:47you know talk about extreme achievers
  1557. 1:19:51and really heroes and survivors I wasn't
  1558. 1:19:57you know I was really just a kid and I
  1559. 1:20:01know I had many dreams that I'm a hero
  1560. 1:20:04and a great Explorer I wasn't ready for
  1561. 1:20:08this
  1562. 1:20:09nor did I believe that I can endure that
  1563. 1:20:12what I discovered that it wasn't even me
  1564. 1:20:14you know or it was me but this was a
  1565. 1:20:19much stronger wiser me that didn't need
  1566. 1:20:23my it it wasn't a process it was
  1567. 1:20:27survival acting through me it's becoming
  1568. 1:20:32an efficient machine of survival
  1569. 1:20:35naturally and that's my biggest
  1570. 1:20:37discovery about
  1571. 1:20:39survival it's a natural condition in a
  1572. 1:20:42real situation we're just awakened to it
  1573. 1:20:45and we'll do anything to hang on to life
  1574. 1:20:48and we'll be surprised how powerful our
  1575. 1:20:51resilient are resourceful results who we
  1576. 1:20:54are in real situation so this is
  1577. 1:20:59actually my message also to the world to
  1578. 1:21:03other people you know to trust that in a
  1579. 1:21:06real situation they know what to do and
  1580. 1:21:08they're strong enough and they will deal
  1581. 1:21:10with it yeah you were three weeks lost
  1582. 1:21:15in the jungle tell us about the rescue
  1583. 1:21:19and and how you were found and tell us
  1584. 1:21:22about that that day and the moment you
  1585. 1:21:26realize that you're going to be rescued
  1586. 1:21:31look Elliot this is like fiction could
  1587. 1:21:37not invent such circumstances so what
  1588. 1:21:42happens is that later on that 19th day I
  1589. 1:21:45find a flyer finally so I know here I
  1590. 1:21:51can collapse because it's an open flyer
  1591. 1:21:53by the river and it's a big fly so
  1592. 1:21:57actually the moment I reach the flyer
  1593. 1:22:00I actually collapse and when I collapse
  1594. 1:22:03I know I really know I'm not gonna stand
  1595. 1:22:05by so crawling on that flyer I make my
  1596. 1:22:12initial like the the letter Y by rolling
  1597. 1:22:15and logs and rocks and creating a big
  1598. 1:22:20letter Y on that flyer and then crawling
  1599. 1:22:26away from the playa
  1600. 1:22:27to the edge of the forest because I've
  1601. 1:22:32now experienced one flood and I know how
  1602. 1:22:36dangerous it can be to be close to the
  1603. 1:22:38to the water so I dragged myself
  1604. 1:22:41crawling away from the river and on the
  1605. 1:22:45edge of the forest I lie down and the
  1606. 1:22:50night passes
  1607. 1:22:52and then comes the 20th day and I just
  1608. 1:22:56don't move all day I just like that and
  1609. 1:22:59then comes dusk and a dusk I suddenly
  1610. 1:23:03hear that noise which is like like a
  1611. 1:23:07buzz like you know it sounds like a fly
  1612. 1:23:11but then it grows bigger and start
  1613. 1:23:13sounding like a wasp you know running
  1614. 1:23:15around my head and I'm you know deep in
  1615. 1:23:19my hallucination but I hope in my eyes
  1616. 1:23:21finally and I'm trying to look and chase
  1617. 1:23:24this washed away and there's no way and
  1618. 1:23:30then finally I raised my head and when I
  1619. 1:23:34raised my head and looked around I see a
  1620. 1:23:39boat being pushed pushed from the shore
  1621. 1:23:42from that flyer into the river and
  1622. 1:23:45people jump onto the boat and I see the
  1623. 1:23:49boat going down river away from the
  1624. 1:23:52flyer at the stage
  1625. 1:23:55I mean I'm laughing how I'm just you
  1626. 1:23:57know I'm not sure that it's a
  1627. 1:23:58hallucination or not but I see that boat
  1628. 1:24:01and I understand that this is the noise
  1629. 1:24:03that I'm hearing but they're going away
  1630. 1:24:05and so I drag myself and I jump on my
  1631. 1:24:09feet and I strike the screen and I do
  1632. 1:24:12not manage to scream you know like not
  1633. 1:24:15no voice coming out of my mouth and I
  1634. 1:24:18see and I cannot run after them it's all
  1635. 1:24:20rocky and the boat is just going
  1636. 1:24:23downriver and I stand there and you know
  1637. 1:24:25just looking at that and again in an
  1638. 1:24:30unexplainable way suddenly one of them
  1639. 1:24:33turns that his head and looks back and
  1640. 1:24:37then I hear a scream the Aussie don't
  1641. 1:24:40move it's Kevin Kucha places on earth
  1642. 1:24:49you know like the ledge it's hard to
  1643. 1:24:53explain the complex and the emotion
  1644. 1:24:55that's right in this very moment but I
  1645. 1:25:00you know I was just you know the boat
  1646. 1:25:03turned immediately in revving Kevin John
  1647. 1:25:05in the event and it was screaming don't
  1648. 1:25:09move don't move and then he came and you
  1649. 1:25:13know we fell into each other arms and
  1650. 1:25:15we're just both sobbing and sobbing and
  1651. 1:25:18crying and crying and then there were
  1652. 1:25:20three other people in the boat and one
  1653. 1:25:23of them came it came with an open can of
  1654. 1:25:25tuna and he asked me if I'm hungry
  1655. 1:25:29like and I devoured that kind of two
  1656. 1:25:33knives and he said come come quickly
  1657. 1:25:34it's a very dangerous night and he came
  1658. 1:25:39and carried me to the boat and put me in
  1659. 1:25:40the boat and then they push it down
  1660. 1:25:42river and we went for an hour before he
  1661. 1:25:46found a safe place to camp but what's
  1662. 1:25:49interesting about this story is you know
  1663. 1:25:51it is the amazing story of Kevin and how
  1664. 1:25:54he fought and came back for me but
  1665. 1:25:57before I tell that I just want to tell
  1666. 1:26:00you that they searched for three days
  1667. 1:26:03about hundred and twenty kilometres of
  1668. 1:26:06river and they stopped to turn the boat
  1669. 1:26:11exactly where I collapsed and the reason
  1670. 1:26:15why they stopped sir is because they
  1671. 1:26:17couldn't turn the boat in the current
  1672. 1:26:19they already decided to turn back but
  1673. 1:26:23the river was too Swift and narrow to do
  1674. 1:26:27the maneuver with the dugout canoe Tico
  1675. 1:26:30the owner of the dugout canoe couldn't
  1676. 1:26:32do it so he needed to land and as I
  1677. 1:26:34explained there are no places to let its
  1678. 1:26:36own high water so he was pushed pushed
  1679. 1:26:40pushed until I found that flier he
  1680. 1:26:42landed on the flier and they just jumped
  1681. 1:26:46off the boat turned it and put him back
  1682. 1:26:49into the current and this was the moment
  1683. 1:26:52were Kevin burst into tears because we
  1684. 1:26:55realized this is it
  1685. 1:26:56they're turning back they didn't find me
  1686. 1:26:58they second in the exact same place
  1687. 1:27:01where I collapsed the night before on
  1688. 1:27:04120 kilometers of river so that's why I
  1689. 1:27:08say sometimes is not life is bigger than
  1690. 1:27:10fiction
  1691. 1:27:12yeah what are the odds it's incredible
  1692. 1:27:14yeah that's um yeah such an incredible
  1693. 1:27:19story could look if he could sum up that
  1694. 1:27:23experience in a paragraph or something
  1695. 1:27:26but was there a teaching that you you
  1696. 1:27:32got from that or you know obviously he
  1697. 1:27:35can't put it into words
  1698. 1:27:36but what did you what what sort of
  1699. 1:27:39teaching did you get from that or what
  1700. 1:27:42did you learn from that in terms of
  1701. 1:27:44being a human being and you know what
  1702. 1:27:48humans are capable of and I have a lot
  1703. 1:27:55to say about it because I actually make
  1704. 1:27:57a living by inspiring mainly corporate
  1705. 1:28:02audience and and my installation come
  1706. 1:28:07not only but a lot from this story but
  1707. 1:28:10from other adventure stories of my life
  1708. 1:28:13so I can tell you many things the time
  1709. 1:28:15that but the interesting thing you know
  1710. 1:28:17to answer your question is that the
  1711. 1:28:20lessons came with time and perspectives
  1712. 1:28:25so it wasn't that I came out of the
  1713. 1:28:27forest and I was enlightened just by the
  1714. 1:28:29experience I actually was more confused
  1715. 1:28:31if anything after the experience you
  1716. 1:28:35know I actually had a real existential
  1717. 1:28:39crisis and by the way I didn't have any
  1718. 1:28:42other classes so I had no trauma my
  1719. 1:28:45injuries it took a few months but my
  1720. 1:28:48body you know healed and I wasn't
  1721. 1:28:52injured mentally or psychologically I
  1722. 1:28:55never the sessions with any therapist in
  1723. 1:28:58my life in that context I never had even
  1724. 1:29:01a single nightmare in my life about it
  1725. 1:29:07and I never even thought that this was a
  1726. 1:29:09nightmare you know it was a self
  1727. 1:29:11awakening and so the crisis was
  1728. 1:29:18existential because I didn't have
  1729. 1:29:20answers
  1730. 1:29:22question you know and it brought me four
  1731. 1:29:27years of exploration by other adventures
  1732. 1:29:31in the world physical but a lot of
  1733. 1:29:33adventures in word adventures and and so
  1734. 1:29:40when I talk today about my lessons from
  1735. 1:29:42this experience I just want to be fair
  1736. 1:29:44and say it comes with perspectives
  1737. 1:29:46it's from the man that I am today and
  1738. 1:29:49not from the kid twenty two years old
  1739. 1:29:51that came out of this jungle and it took
  1740. 1:29:55time for me to realize and bad so I can
  1741. 1:30:01tell you in essence I told you already
  1742. 1:30:04the one big thing is you know we are
  1743. 1:30:08much much much stronger much smarter and
  1744. 1:30:11able and capable than what we believe
  1745. 1:30:16it's only death that actually makes us
  1746. 1:30:19really appreciate life it's only the
  1747. 1:30:22situation of lack that makes you
  1748. 1:30:25appreciate what you have and and by what
  1749. 1:30:28I have I mean two things first of all
  1750. 1:30:31you know the basic food and shelter and
  1751. 1:30:34security and secondly human connection
  1752. 1:30:37and those things became sacred
  1753. 1:30:40absolutely sacred until this day I
  1754. 1:30:44always appreciate having a shelter and I
  1755. 1:30:48always call it home no matter if I sleep
  1756. 1:30:51somewhere for one night it's a home for
  1757. 1:30:53me and I appreciate you know life itself
  1758. 1:30:58for what it is I knew when I drowned in
  1759. 1:31:01the river what you know you will give
  1760. 1:31:04all the gold in the world for one price
  1761. 1:31:08but yet when we when we breathe with you
  1762. 1:31:12know we full of worries and complaints
  1763. 1:31:15about our petty issues we don't we don't
  1764. 1:31:19feel that every breath is pure gold and
  1765. 1:31:22that every day and every meal is sacred
  1766. 1:31:25and every true friend is a blessing and
  1767. 1:31:28come you know so those basics are not
  1768. 1:31:31basic for me anymore they're sacred
  1769. 1:31:34also experiencing miracles you start
  1770. 1:31:36seeing more miracles you know some
  1771. 1:31:38people say you know I don't believe in
  1772. 1:31:41miracle I also don't believe in miracles
  1773. 1:31:44because I know when you know you're not
  1774. 1:31:47a believer anymore you know so like
  1775. 1:31:50fundamental things that have changed me
  1776. 1:31:52and with years of inquiry
  1777. 1:31:55you know they crystallize around some
  1778. 1:31:58understanding and some teachings that I
  1779. 1:32:00can pass to others and and I do that in
  1780. 1:32:05terms of like empowerment dealing with
  1781. 1:32:07adversity dealing with change and being
  1782. 1:32:10the hero of your life story discovering
  1783. 1:32:13your hero discovering the calling this
  1784. 1:32:15into that with the girl understanding
  1785. 1:32:17that by actually helping somebody else
  1786. 1:32:19you find your true power you know
  1787. 1:32:23there's lots of learning that I can
  1788. 1:32:25derive from my story and this learning
  1789. 1:32:27is a keep evolve as I grow as a human
  1790. 1:32:29being I can go and tell the same story
  1791. 1:32:31but find different teaching in it
  1792. 1:32:34so it's also very allowing I'm not
  1793. 1:32:37telling the story by regurgitating the
  1794. 1:32:40same story of that 22 years old and I
  1795. 1:32:43pretty much did today but in the context
  1796. 1:32:46of when I speak to corporations about my
  1797. 1:32:49adventure I tell a different story
  1798. 1:32:51which is consistory is actually a
  1799. 1:32:56vehicle for the teaching so you know and
  1800. 1:33:00but it's all genuine and authentic and
  1801. 1:33:03there's two stories this is my first
  1802. 1:33:05story my second story is even more
  1803. 1:33:07amazing because I went back to the same
  1804. 1:33:09River and stayed there for three years I
  1805. 1:33:13made it my home the very same reader was
  1806. 1:33:16almost named my life in that jungle I
  1807. 1:33:19went back and stayed there for three
  1808. 1:33:21years and I made it my home so I have
  1809. 1:33:25that adventure story as well taught me
  1810. 1:33:28probably more and in the first one the
  1811. 1:33:33guy they often still get back to why
  1812. 1:33:36Yemen yeah yeah because I stayed there
  1813. 1:33:39for three years to help the indigenous
  1814. 1:33:42people that were in that boat and saved
  1815. 1:33:44Kevin's life and saved my life I have
  1816. 1:33:48then save their life by building a
  1817. 1:33:50resort next to the village allowing them
  1818. 1:33:53to make a living and they fully owned
  1819. 1:33:58the resort and operate it and in the
  1820. 1:34:00process I actually completed my original
  1821. 1:34:04dream this is the most remote and
  1822. 1:34:07isolated indigenous tribe in the entire
  1823. 1:34:10region
  1824. 1:34:10they're called the Utopia Mona and the
  1825. 1:34:13opium owners they made me one of them I
  1826. 1:34:17became one of the tribe I am a new
  1827. 1:34:20chipiya Mona I did get married but I
  1828. 1:34:24brought to my wife with me so but I give
  1829. 1:34:26big Canaries there in the middle of the
  1830. 1:34:28Amazon in the village in a shamanic
  1831. 1:34:30ritual yeah I married my my girlfriend
  1832. 1:34:34there in the village and I did find the
  1833. 1:34:36gold as well because the gold was
  1834. 1:34:39creating something that has changed the
  1835. 1:34:42entire region and changed my life and
  1836. 1:34:46enlightened me in that sense
  1837. 1:34:48understanding the power of the forest
  1838. 1:34:51and the wisdom of the forest and the
  1839. 1:34:53indigenous people of the forest and
  1840. 1:34:56taking that wisdom and bringing it to
  1841. 1:34:58the world so this is like the pure gold
  1842. 1:35:01this is the treasure so that child with
  1843. 1:35:04this dream
  1844. 1:35:05I actually fulfilled it it's quite
  1845. 1:35:08amazing yeah that's yeah it's an
  1846. 1:35:12incredible story and you also do like
  1847. 1:35:17today you know consulting with
  1848. 1:35:20businesses and Amazon survival skills
  1849. 1:35:23for business that's right need to talk
  1850. 1:35:27about that yeah yeah that's for me
  1851. 1:35:31fascinating because I'm so passionate
  1852. 1:35:33about it and I so believe in it and
  1853. 1:35:36basically when you think about Amazon
  1854. 1:35:38survival skills to business and the
  1855. 1:35:41intuitive sort will be just fighting
  1856. 1:35:43tusks and fingernails and just you know
  1857. 1:35:46just the stronger survive it's very
  1858. 1:35:50Darwinistic you know like his survival
  1859. 1:35:53of the fittest it's a struggle it's a
  1860. 1:35:56war it's a jungle out there but actually
  1861. 1:35:59I lived for three years
  1862. 1:36:02I discovered it is actually the opposite
  1863. 1:36:04it's the opposite so it's true that it's
  1864. 1:36:07the most intense competition on the
  1865. 1:36:09planet because the Amazon is like on the
  1866. 1:36:124% of the planet but about 50% of all
  1867. 1:36:14species are concentrated that so it's
  1868. 1:36:17true that that's the highest competition
  1869. 1:36:19but what's interesting about this
  1870. 1:36:21competition is that competition makes
  1871. 1:36:24every species to be at the top of their
  1872. 1:36:27game that's what happen as I explained
  1873. 1:36:30it happened to me
  1874. 1:36:31survival actually awakens you to be
  1875. 1:36:34stronger better more focused and more
  1876. 1:36:37calm do the right thing you know be wise
  1877. 1:36:41all this happens naturally in a survival
  1878. 1:36:43circumstances so this happens to all
  1879. 1:36:46species and that's why the expression
  1880. 1:36:49the survival of the fittest is
  1881. 1:36:50completely meaningless because all the
  1882. 1:36:56species are perfectly fit so the
  1883. 1:36:58survival of the fittest means nothing
  1884. 1:37:00when everybody is perfect to fit that's
  1885. 1:37:03what happens in the Amazon all species
  1886. 1:37:05become the best that they can be because
  1887. 1:37:08of the competition so that's one
  1888. 1:37:10interesting things that actually
  1889. 1:37:11survival is good because survival is
  1890. 1:37:14spontaneous and instantaneous big
  1891. 1:37:17performance every business wants peak
  1892. 1:37:20performance businesses should welcome
  1893. 1:37:23survival because it turns the team the
  1894. 1:37:26company is all to be wiser smart smarter
  1895. 1:37:29consolidated and efficient however
  1896. 1:37:37there's another interesting point that
  1897. 1:37:41energy of peak performance is not
  1898. 1:37:44invested in competing with another
  1899. 1:37:47species so businesses they take this
  1900. 1:37:51energy you know and competition is like
  1901. 1:37:53almost a sacred value in business you
  1902. 1:37:57know kill the competition eliminate the
  1903. 1:38:00competition be better than the
  1904. 1:38:02competition do whatever the competition
  1905. 1:38:04is not willing to do and actually that's
  1906. 1:38:07not the way the Amazon operate dog
  1907. 1:38:10doubles and operates in a much more
  1908. 1:38:12efficient way and that's really
  1909. 1:38:15enlightening
  1910. 1:38:16you see survival is efficient to compete
  1911. 1:38:20with another species is simply not an
  1912. 1:38:22efficient survival strategy because
  1913. 1:38:25competition is actually not a good
  1914. 1:38:27survival because you have to waste a lot
  1915. 1:38:30of energy by fighting somebody else
  1916. 1:38:32you'll get less because if you fight for
  1917. 1:38:35the same tree
  1918. 1:38:36you know you get less of the whatever it
  1919. 1:38:39is the fruits of the tree in the market
  1920. 1:38:43if two companies compete the exhausted
  1921. 1:38:45lots of resources just competing the
  1922. 1:38:46prices goes down the less profitable so
  1923. 1:38:50the reason the neurologic competition is
  1924. 1:38:52not an efficient survival strategy so
  1925. 1:38:55what is nature answers that the Amazon
  1926. 1:38:57also that the answer is innovation
  1927. 1:39:00because what species do instead of
  1928. 1:39:02fighting another species they just
  1929. 1:39:05innovate by evolution that's the
  1930. 1:39:08technology of nature and they evolve
  1931. 1:39:12themselves to a niche where they can
  1932. 1:39:17monopolize the niche so they create
  1933. 1:39:20niche monopolies like every single
  1934. 1:39:24species finds a way to create a niche
  1935. 1:39:27monopoly by creating niche monopoly
  1936. 1:39:30monopoly is the exact opposite of
  1937. 1:39:33competition monopoly means nobody
  1938. 1:39:35competes with it so when nobody competes
  1939. 1:39:38with you less effort and greater yield
  1940. 1:39:42that's what species do each find a niche
  1941. 1:39:45and they don't compete with each other
  1942. 1:39:47but that does something to everybody and
  1943. 1:39:50that's again the enlightenment of the
  1944. 1:39:52forest actually a forest is an ecosystem
  1945. 1:39:57ok ecosystem means we all correlated we
  1946. 1:40:01are all interconnected and we are all
  1947. 1:40:04interdependent so you cannot compete in
  1948. 1:40:08an ecosystem because if you hurt anybody
  1949. 1:40:10you hurt your own relatives what happens
  1950. 1:40:12to him will affect you and if he falls
  1951. 1:40:14you will fall too because you are
  1952. 1:40:16interdependent so it goes against the
  1953. 1:40:19system itself so also you know if we
  1954. 1:40:23take the analogy back to society it's
  1955. 1:40:25the same thing you know innovation
  1956. 1:40:28actually makes niches
  1957. 1:40:30Indonesia they can be more profitable
  1958. 1:40:31but society is all wins because there's
  1959. 1:40:36more diversity there's more innovation
  1960. 1:40:38there's more new product instead of meat
  1961. 1:40:41to products and companies waste the
  1962. 1:40:44money on brainwashing our brains at one
  1963. 1:40:47brand is another better than another
  1964. 1:40:49instead of innovating creating a niche
  1965. 1:40:51an example will be GoPro in the market
  1966. 1:40:55of cameras you know GoPro creates a
  1967. 1:40:59niche it's not competing with anybody so
  1968. 1:41:02this is an analogy our nature actually
  1969. 1:41:04works like that and so this is actually
  1970. 1:41:08what survival skills to business mean
  1971. 1:41:10but of course I can take it much deeper
  1972. 1:41:13and and explain it in terms of economics
  1973. 1:41:19as well which I I got enlightened by the
  1974. 1:41:22Amazon but I researched a lot and and
  1975. 1:41:26and substantiated this idea also yeah
  1976. 1:41:30now I believe you're a man of many
  1977. 1:41:32talents you've produced two albums as
  1978. 1:41:35well musical album share you're a tech
  1979. 1:41:42entrepreneur you've come in three and
  1980. 1:41:46also there is a movie coming out of this
  1981. 1:41:49survival story that you've experienced
  1982. 1:41:52and you live through the movie is called
  1983. 1:41:55jungle and who's playing you and I'm
  1984. 1:42:01really privileged to say that Daniel
  1985. 1:42:03Radcliffe is playing me if anybody
  1986. 1:42:08doesn't know everybody knows Harry
  1987. 1:42:10Potter so you know is a very iconic
  1988. 1:42:14figure and a beautiful man and a great
  1989. 1:42:17actor so I'm really privileged that he
  1990. 1:42:19is portraying me in the movie and like I
  1991. 1:42:22noticed on your Facebook page tonight
  1992. 1:42:24you actually posted a link to the
  1993. 1:42:27trailer when when's the movie going to
  1994. 1:42:30be released two to cinema
  1995. 1:42:35and well it's the world premiere is
  1996. 1:42:38going to be here in Australia in
  1997. 1:42:41Brisbane and so in Melbourne on the 3rd
  1998. 1:42:43of August opening the Melbourne
  1999. 1:42:48International Film Festival and the
  2000. 1:42:51movie is an Australian co-production the
  2001. 1:42:53director Greg MacLean and two of the
  2002. 1:42:56actors Alex Russell and Joel Jackson are
  2003. 1:43:01Australia and the producers are
  2004. 1:43:03Australian and I am in Australia
  2005. 1:43:04so it's and also it was financed by
  2006. 1:43:07Screen Australia scream Queensland so
  2007. 1:43:10and it opens you in Australia and it
  2008. 1:43:14will be fun on the 3rd of August the
  2009. 1:43:17worldwide opened a premiere is planned
  2010. 1:43:21for the 20th of October and then the
  2011. 1:43:24rest of the world not North America and
  2012. 1:43:27the rest of the world and and it's the
  2013. 1:43:31opening day so much that it's gonna be
  2014. 1:43:34good the trial of looks pretty good as
  2015. 1:43:37well yes yes talented people and I'm
  2016. 1:43:42lucky it took a couple a couple of
  2017. 1:43:45decades Hollywood wasn't interested 20
  2018. 1:43:49years ago when I first came there and it
  2019. 1:43:52wasn't interested in true stories they
  2020. 1:43:54thought that my true story sucks because
  2021. 1:43:56two people disappear in the middle of
  2022. 1:43:58the movie once there's alone for half of
  2023. 1:44:01the movies there's only one guy on the
  2024. 1:44:03screen alone in the jungle there's four
  2025. 1:44:05guys is no girl and the worst thing and
  2026. 1:44:08Israeli protagonist is impossible to
  2027. 1:44:11make a movie with an Israeli protagonist
  2028. 1:44:13so they just didn't want to make the
  2029. 1:44:14movie bad as you know things of changing
  2030. 1:44:18nowadays like true stories are the trend
  2031. 1:44:21and unlucky that this trend came and
  2032. 1:44:25this production and the talent Greg
  2033. 1:44:29McLean and the writer and all the
  2034. 1:44:31producer and they what they wanted is to
  2035. 1:44:36tell my stories to tell the story as it
  2036. 1:44:38happened and I really admire and
  2037. 1:44:40appreciate and I'm very grateful to them
  2038. 1:44:42yeah and we're about you've also got
  2039. 1:44:45your book I'll mention that
  2040. 1:44:47which I've I mentioned at the very start
  2041. 1:44:49or listen to the audio version which you
  2042. 1:44:51can get on audible
  2043. 1:44:54it's called jungle a harrowing true
  2044. 1:44:56story of adventure danger and survival
  2045. 1:44:58and you've published how many you've
  2046. 1:45:00published a number of books as well
  2047. 1:45:02haven't you yeah no actually just two
  2048. 1:45:06books and yeah but this book was
  2049. 1:45:11published and maybe in five six
  2050. 1:45:15different titles in different
  2051. 1:45:16territories it was published all over
  2052. 1:45:19the world sold millions of copies all
  2053. 1:45:22over the world the amazing thing about
  2054. 1:45:24it that it's still selling and the story
  2055. 1:45:28is classic so it's not time dependent
  2056. 1:45:30even though the story about the early
  2057. 1:45:3380s and it's not about the culture it's
  2058. 1:45:37about four men in the middle of the
  2059. 1:45:38jungle and then one man against all
  2060. 1:45:41elements so the themes are classic and
  2061. 1:45:44they're not they don't date so this book
  2062. 1:45:48as you heard you know even though it's
  2063. 1:45:51an old story the story itself and it's
  2064. 1:45:55timeless and so the book is still now
  2065. 1:45:58actually the book is published with the
  2066. 1:46:00cover of the the movie you know with
  2067. 1:46:03Daniel Radcliffe on the on the cover and
  2068. 1:46:06so it has a New Leash on Life and yeah
  2069. 1:46:11it's a it's a very different experience
  2070. 1:46:13to read the book or watch the movie
  2071. 1:46:15that's for sure yeah now looking forward
  2072. 1:46:17to that
  2073. 1:46:19wherever else can people find you online
  2074. 1:46:21you know find your website and find out
  2075. 1:46:25more about you and you know reach out
  2076. 1:46:26and say hi if they want to eat like on
  2077. 1:46:28social media whereabouts can people find
  2078. 1:46:30you online yeah very easy in my last
  2079. 1:46:34name is spelled with H so it's Ginsburg
  2080. 1:46:37but it's gh IMS BER G and saying that
  2081. 1:46:42because it's very with that last name
  2082. 1:46:45you find me on Twitter you find me on
  2083. 1:46:48Facebook
  2084. 1:46:49my website is Ginsberg calm even my
  2085. 1:46:53gmail is Ginsberg at gmail.com because
  2086. 1:46:57of the H in by Ginsberg you know the G H
  2087. 1:46:59makes it a very
  2088. 1:47:01niklas name if you know my name and very
  2089. 1:47:05easily you can find my end of in Twitter
  2090. 1:47:07and Facebook and my website and then
  2091. 1:47:11through my website you can just contact
  2092. 1:47:13me directly and so much the social
  2093. 1:47:17networks you can come very accessible
  2094. 1:47:19I'm not a prima donna I'm not their
  2095. 1:47:21celebrity and I'm here to serve and this
  2096. 1:47:27is what I do
  2097. 1:47:28I just wanna you know I just want to
  2098. 1:47:31explain that also with my corporate work
  2099. 1:47:33where I give keynote presentations all
  2100. 1:47:37over the world to major fortune 500
  2101. 1:47:40companies I deploy the oldest trick in
  2102. 1:47:45the book which is buy one get one free
  2103. 1:47:49so it's a program that I earn least a
  2104. 1:47:51few years ago which means that anybody
  2105. 1:47:53that books me I offer them to give me
  2106. 1:47:57for free to any charitable cause to the
  2107. 1:48:00community to children to all people to
  2108. 1:48:02whatever but so every talk I give for
  2109. 1:48:06corporate I'm giving another talk just
  2110. 1:48:10to give back to the community and so
  2111. 1:48:13it's really a calling it's really you
  2112. 1:48:16know it's rewarding and I love doing
  2113. 1:48:19that and and I think that now for me the
  2114. 1:48:24opportunity of the movie is you know to
  2115. 1:48:27expand my reach and to meet more people
  2116. 1:48:30and mm my stories as I said apart from
  2117. 1:48:34this lost in the Amazons back to the
  2118. 1:48:37Amazon and the story of are we built
  2119. 1:48:38that resort chalalan which is even more
  2120. 1:48:41fascinating and more unbelievable than
  2121. 1:48:44my story of survival it's also more deep
  2122. 1:48:47in the sense that this story is about
  2123. 1:48:49three weeks of survival alone Ian and
  2124. 1:48:52the stories of three years of living in
  2125. 1:48:55the Amazon so I love sharing this story
  2126. 1:48:58because it's it's a true calling of you
  2127. 1:49:03know and I believe and you know in the
  2128. 1:49:08message of the forest and it sends
  2129. 1:49:10people and I think that if it's the
  2130. 1:49:12story you know just the same the planet
  2131. 1:49:14is an actor
  2132. 1:49:15if we adopt the laws of the jungle from
  2133. 1:49:18the Amazon to the planet and we live in
  2134. 1:49:22a paradise competition is nonsense
  2135. 1:49:24because competition is based on our
  2136. 1:49:26belief that there's not enough but
  2137. 1:49:29actually the forest shows that the
  2138. 1:49:31densest place in the world is also the
  2139. 1:49:34most abundant place there is enough and
  2140. 1:49:38if there is enough there's no reason to
  2141. 1:49:40compete just it just why compete is
  2142. 1:49:43enough for me in you so there's a lot to
  2143. 1:49:45learn from that and apply to the world
  2144. 1:49:47also I'm involved in the jungle itself
  2145. 1:49:50in Cholula and the resort I'm part of
  2146. 1:49:52the village and part of the the cause
  2147. 1:49:56we're cause to preserve this part of the
  2148. 1:49:58world that is under pressures for
  2149. 1:50:00developer and the government wants to
  2150. 1:50:01put a dam and this corruption and Demi
  2151. 1:50:04corruption in it so I'm involved in
  2152. 1:50:07bringing awareness to the Amazon in its
  2153. 1:50:10people it's still something that I'm
  2154. 1:50:12actively involved I'm going every year
  2155. 1:50:15now to back to the Amazon I'm leading
  2156. 1:50:19groups of people to the Amazon in the
  2157. 1:50:23context of my corporate work as in like
  2158. 1:50:26and rite-of-passage journey so it we
  2159. 1:50:31need and I love it I love it I love
  2160. 1:50:33there I love being in nature so I feel
  2161. 1:50:38very fortunate just one last question do
  2162. 1:50:41you use to keep in contact with Kevin at
  2163. 1:50:44all yes Kevin and I are the only
  2164. 1:50:48survivors of the story and in a strange
  2165. 1:50:52way
  2166. 1:50:53Kevin ended up in Israel he was a
  2167. 1:50:55Catholic boy from The Dalles Oregon
  2168. 1:50:59which is some 30 miles north of Portland
  2169. 1:51:04and however in that same story after
  2170. 1:51:08saving my life heroically risking his
  2171. 1:51:11life coming back for me and saving me
  2172. 1:51:14and back in La Paz and he met an Israeli
  2173. 1:51:19girl backpacker just traveller like us
  2174. 1:51:22fell in love with her and then later he
  2175. 1:51:25moved to Israel and married a it
  2176. 1:51:27converted
  2177. 1:51:28a Jew and he lived all his life since
  2178. 1:51:31then in a kibbutz where he still lives
  2179. 1:51:34so Kevin became a kibbutz Nick which is
  2180. 1:51:37unbelievable and live the New Jerusalem
  2181. 1:51:41where he spilled it I on the other hand
  2182. 1:51:43traveled for 25 years out of Israel
  2183. 1:51:47so I actually saw him just as I saw my
  2184. 1:51:50family every time I came to visit and on
  2185. 1:51:55one end we are like just family or like
  2186. 1:51:58brothers our connection is very deep in
  2187. 1:52:02terms of what we went through
  2188. 1:52:03however as every story it's complex you
  2189. 1:52:08know that night or that days when we
  2190. 1:52:13split from Marcus and car is a days that
  2191. 1:52:19we cannot forget that's the toughest
  2192. 1:52:22part of our story and we we don't see we
  2193. 1:52:29don't remember that the same as you know
  2194. 1:52:34Rashomon you know like same people can
  2195. 1:52:38go through the same experience but have
  2196. 1:52:39different stories after all is the same
  2197. 1:52:42but on that day our story is different
  2198. 1:52:45what happened on that day there in terms
  2199. 1:52:48of different stories and I tell and it
  2200. 1:52:51creates tension every time I tell the
  2201. 1:52:53story in a big way so when the book was
  2202. 1:52:55published and Kevin you know it took it
  2203. 1:53:01very hard because the way I described
  2204. 1:53:03the split for Marcus is not the way he
  2205. 1:53:05described it and same went by Discovery
  2206. 1:53:09Channel did a documentary about that
  2207. 1:53:11then again it opened a chasm you know
  2208. 1:53:15between us and it took years to heal and
  2209. 1:53:17this is one of this moment again when
  2210. 1:53:20this movie is actually telling my story
  2211. 1:53:24it doesn't tell our story the story is
  2212. 1:53:28our story but I wrote it down through my
  2213. 1:53:32eyes so the movie is told from my eyes
  2214. 1:53:35and that creates a lot of tension with
  2215. 1:53:39Kevin but what I would say
  2216. 1:53:41that is some value you know we don't
  2217. 1:53:44fight about money it's about the memory
  2218. 1:53:48of that day is that we have the
  2219. 1:53:51disagreement you know it's going away
  2220. 1:53:53even our tensions with some depth and
  2221. 1:53:57nobility to it you know it's a about
  2222. 1:53:59values and now we honor the memory of
  2223. 1:54:02our dead friend yeah well it's been
  2224. 1:54:07spending on us speaking with you and
  2225. 1:54:09it's it's really an incredible story
  2226. 1:54:12it's it's bordering on unbelievable but
  2227. 1:54:16you know you've lived it you you
  2228. 1:54:17experienced it and yeah it's been a real
  2229. 1:54:19honor speaking with you and yeah
  2230. 1:54:23listening to your story and yeah it's
  2231. 1:54:25been it's been great
  2232. 1:54:27again I'm honored to be part of your
  2233. 1:54:31amazing list of unbelievable achievers I
  2234. 1:54:34was just I just it was an accident it's
  2235. 1:54:38just it happened to me and and it was
  2236. 1:54:43really good it was different to talk to
  2237. 1:54:45you because I really connected to the
  2238. 1:54:48story and even for me just to tell me
  2239. 1:54:52the story even for me it's unbelievable
  2240. 1:54:58thanks again for coming on and the car
  2241. 1:55:01why for the movie to come out a third of
  2242. 1:55:04August I'm gonna pencil that in yes
  2243. 1:55:07worldwide it's the 20th of October all
  2244. 1:55:11right cool well thanks Yossi thanks for
  2245. 1:55:13coming on
  2246. 1:55:14thank you very much about you I
  2247. 1:55:16appreciate it thanks a lot
  2248. 1:55:17Cheers okay you've just been listening
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  2259. 1:55:49[Music]
  2260. 1:56:08[Applause]
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