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  1. 0:00you're listening to the born to kick-ass
  2. 0:02podcast with Matt Massey and can be
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  4. 0:07episode 46
  5. 0:08[Music]
  6. 0:14welcome to the born to kick-ass podcast
  7. 0:17where you're introduced to the most
  8. 0:19fascinating people on the planet learn
  9. 0:22the ingredients of greatness that you
  10. 0:24can apply to your life and now your host
  11. 0:26Matthew Tomasi Steven Keller hands boat
  12. 0:42the Napoleon solo capsized in the
  13. 0:45Atlantic Ocean several hundred
  14. 0:47kilometres of the west coast of Africa
  15. 0:50Steve spent the next two and a half
  16. 0:52months in an inflatable rubber life raft
  17. 0:54at the mercy of the winds and currents
  18. 0:57and shares what it was like facing
  19. 1:00starvation extreme hunger exposure and
  20. 1:03the overwhelming desire to fight for
  21. 1:06survival Steve's book adrift 76 days
  22. 1:10lost at sea went on to become a New York
  23. 1:13Times best seller Steve also served as
  24. 1:16the primary consultant on angley's
  25. 1:18oscar-winning shipwreck movie Life of Pi
  26. 1:22enjoy the interview
  27. 1:24[Music]
  28. 1:39Steven Callahan welcome to the born to
  29. 1:42kick-ass podcast thanks for having me
  30. 1:45now you've been a lifelong sailor is
  31. 1:49that is that right that's right I've
  32. 1:51been saying and I'm in my 60s now I've
  33. 1:54been sailing over 50 years anyway how
  34. 1:58did you sort of get into it you know
  35. 2:00from the beginning did you live like on
  36. 2:02the water or near the water at all well
  37. 2:05I mean my my family dug out of what was
  38. 2:12an old lake bed that was spring fed and
  39. 2:14I grew up with a pond sort of in the
  40. 2:16backyard I spent a lot of time messing
  41. 2:18around with that but really I started
  42. 2:19sailing
  43. 2:20thanks to my boy scout master who had a
  44. 2:26small boat and he was a lifelong sailor
  45. 2:28and he would take kids out sailing with
  46. 2:31them if they were interested and I was
  47. 2:33and I basically just fell in love with
  48. 2:34it from the top was like 11 or so and
  49. 2:38became very passionate about it where
  50. 2:40well you know a lot of other kids my age
  51. 2:44you know were interested in cars or
  52. 2:46something like that I was I was like
  53. 2:48kind of consumed by boats in the ocean
  54. 2:51and all of that so that abilities work
  55. 2:53on the Internet yeah and you're based in
  56. 2:56Maine on the east coast of America is
  57. 2:59that where you grew up well I grew up in
  58. 3:02Massachusetts um it's just south of here
  59. 3:06you know outside of sort of the burbs of
  60. 3:08Boston and I saw long the coast there
  61. 3:11and I got to know the Maine coast
  62. 3:12basically through sailing this this guy
  63. 3:14with whom I I would end up sailing for
  64. 3:18years and you know into my college years
  65. 3:20really
  66. 3:21we used to sail up here at first we had
  67. 3:24a little camp cruiser and brought it up
  68. 3:26here and kind of sailed around the
  69. 3:27islands it's very beautiful coast here
  70. 3:29lots of more than 3,000 Islands very
  71. 3:34crinkly coastline with lots of bays and
  72. 3:36inlets and whatnot it's a beautiful
  73. 3:39place to be so when I got out of school
  74. 3:42I was wandering around helping people
  75. 3:45build boats
  76. 3:47and when we decided to look for a place
  77. 3:52to land ashore a bit
  78. 3:56we loved the coast of Maine so we ended
  79. 3:59up here you know as you're starting to
  80. 4:01get into sailing and you're learning the
  81. 4:03ropes is that similar is it like an
  82. 4:06apprenticeship you know like look I
  83. 4:09don't really know much about sailing but
  84. 4:11you know with trades like a plumber or
  85. 4:13an electrician someone new that's coming
  86. 4:16on board learns the trade and learns the
  87. 4:19ropes from the master I guess is that
  88. 4:23similar to sailing where youyou actually
  89. 4:26learn the ropes and you seem like an
  90. 4:28apprentice to the the skipper I guess
  91. 4:31sometimes I I guess the roads into
  92. 4:35things are quite varied especially
  93. 4:37sailing you know some some people grow
  94. 4:40up you know they're kind of you know
  95. 4:42their parents belong to a Yacht Club
  96. 4:43they come from generations of sailors
  97. 4:45and you know they're introduced to it
  98. 4:47that way in my case I just happen to
  99. 4:50know this guy who was a sailor and he
  100. 4:53likes going off on the ocean and because
  101. 4:57nobody really and my family sailed at
  102. 4:59all my parents came from coal mining
  103. 5:01country in Virginia you know and my
  104. 5:03father loved the ocean but they weren't
  105. 5:06really sailors or anything so for me it
  106. 5:08was a bit of happenstance but I was
  107. 5:10dedicated to it and I think have you
  108. 5:13dedicated to anything you kind of find a
  109. 5:16way in and it often though if you're
  110. 5:21getting on boats other people's boats
  111. 5:23you know you you are in a crewing
  112. 5:25position and you kind of learn the ropes
  113. 5:27from people who've done it before so in
  114. 5:29that way yeah it's very much an
  115. 5:31apprenticeship I taught me to say oh it
  116. 5:34was really a good mentor and that he
  117. 5:37would let me do everything I possibly
  118. 5:39could do and wanted to do you know from
  119. 5:42planning trips to navigating and I was
  120. 5:44also doing I spent a lot of time kind of
  121. 5:46growing up in the in the woods where I
  122. 5:47grew up it was a lot of woods and
  123. 5:51camping in the in the mountains doing
  124. 5:54some mountain climbing and that sort of
  125. 5:56thing I I felt very comfortable in those
  126. 5:58kind of wilderness environments and
  127. 5:59that's what really
  128. 6:00attracted me was to to go away sort of
  129. 6:06the way from humankind into this amazing
  130. 6:09wilderness called the ocean yeah do you
  131. 6:11remember your first sailing trip like
  132. 6:13big sailing trip either out into the
  133. 6:16ocean or down or up the coast do you
  134. 6:20sort of remember your first one well
  135. 6:23what we actually from you know he had a
  136. 6:26like like the first boat I really saw
  137. 6:28was just like a 15-foot daysailer and we
  138. 6:30would go out and we would just sail
  139. 6:32until we lost sight of everything so
  140. 6:35that was that was sort of early on when
  141. 6:37I was on a no 11 or something like that
  142. 6:3911 or 12 and but and then we would take
  143. 6:43steps from there you know you start
  144. 6:45doing overnights and then you do a
  145. 6:46200-mile trip and so on but the I think
  146. 6:50one of the fundamental ly
  147. 6:55I don't know changing trips for me was
  148. 6:58the for our first offshore trip which
  149. 7:00was after I got out of college I built a
  150. 7:0328-foot trimaran and was living on it
  151. 7:07and we entered a race from Newport to
  152. 7:10Bermuda and so we did that three of us
  153. 7:13and then sailed the boat back and when
  154. 7:18we got back I just felt like I had just
  155. 7:21been in this totally different space and
  156. 7:23I wouldn't mind just turning right
  157. 7:25around and going right back out there
  158. 7:27again
  159. 7:27so that really I don't know it was it
  160. 7:31was a sort of an earmark trip yeah yeah
  161. 7:34when you mentioned Newport that's sort
  162. 7:36of triggered a memory for me in I think
  163. 7:41it was 83 1983 or 82 when Australia won
  164. 7:45the America's Cup right and I think it
  165. 7:47was from Newport Rhode Island around
  166. 7:49there somewhere or berm you know I'm not
  167. 7:51sure I think it was yeah it was would
  168. 7:54have been in Newport News where it was
  169. 7:55the capital of the America's Cup for I
  170. 7:59don't know generations really until
  171. 8:01until it was won by but fight by you
  172. 8:04folks down under now how many knots do
  173. 8:07you know do you know do you know heaps
  174. 8:08of knots you know like the the sailing
  175. 8:10knots and do you need to know heaps
  176. 8:14well one thing that attracted me sailing
  177. 8:16was that it's really kind of an inland
  178. 8:18endeavor and I to be a great sailor
  179. 8:23especially like an offshore short-handed
  180. 8:25sailor you really need to know at least
  181. 8:28a little bit about an awful lot of
  182. 8:30things and it helps know as much as
  183. 8:31possible about I mean everything from
  184. 8:33oceanography and I have to have some
  185. 8:36sort of basic understanding of
  186. 8:38mechanical forces and physics and
  187. 8:40mathematics and you know especially back
  188. 8:43in that era when I was first sailing
  189. 8:45offshore you know we had no long-range
  190. 8:48communications we didn't know where we
  191. 8:50were all the time we navigated by
  192. 8:52sextant and guessing how sometimes
  193. 8:54guessing how fast the water was going by
  194. 8:56the boat and plotting things out and
  195. 9:00those sorts of things so it was it was a
  196. 9:02really different world you were in some
  197. 9:04ways tuned into I don't know the natural
  198. 9:08world more then than we often do today
  199. 9:12with all the instrumentation and whatnot
  200. 9:14it was just a different time and and I
  201. 9:17kind of I love that although I also love
  202. 9:19the modern gadget REE so I don't know I
  203. 9:23can't buy that kind of lost the plot
  204. 9:25what was the original question done I
  205. 9:27was just sort of just mentioning about
  206. 9:29the America's Cup and and knots
  207. 9:32oh yeah yeah I know quite a few not so I
  208. 9:37can do a lot with rope and it came in
  209. 9:41very handy later in later on when I
  210. 9:45would be shipwrecked because you know
  211. 9:47you kind of live in like a caveman and I
  212. 9:49was pretty good with caveman kind of
  213. 9:52technologies with a knife and some rope
  214. 9:54and whatnot you can go up and you know
  215. 9:56live out of the backpack for a long
  216. 9:58period of time or you know it's see
  217. 10:02often things are going wrong and
  218. 10:04breaking and you're kind of learning how
  219. 10:08to live in an isolated environment with
  220. 10:10with limited resources so you have a lot
  221. 10:13of sort of those kind of practical
  222. 10:14skills hopefully yeah now you mentioned
  223. 10:17you like or you've built a number of
  224. 10:18boats tell us about Napoleon solo and
  225. 10:22did you build that
  226. 10:24yeah I did I designed and built the boat
  227. 10:28I was at the time I've been building
  228. 10:30boats and then I kind of transitioned
  229. 10:32into design was working in a design
  230. 10:34school and design office here in Maine
  231. 10:37which gives back to your apprenticeship
  232. 10:39question actually that that especially
  233. 10:42at the time was very much an
  234. 10:43apprenticeship type of type of business
  235. 10:46and I wanted to cross the ocean from the
  236. 10:51time I was you know like 12 or something
  237. 10:53rather in a in a small boat either by
  238. 10:55myself it was somebody else and so this
  239. 10:58mini transact race came up and I decided
  240. 11:00I would build a boat that would fit into
  241. 11:02that which means it basically was you
  242. 11:04know 21 feet long and on that I would
  243. 11:10sort of fulfill all these childhood
  244. 11:12dreams of crossing the ocean so I built
  245. 11:17it with the help of a friend of mine
  246. 11:19Chris who would end up meeting me in
  247. 11:22Bermuda and sailing the rest the way
  248. 11:24across the Atlantic in the polling zone
  249. 11:26with me and was that the first Atlantic
  250. 11:29crossing that you'd done yeah that was
  251. 11:32my first crossing yeah yeah that would
  252. 11:35been an adventure doing that it was a
  253. 11:38great adventure you know I mean it's not
  254. 11:39that the ocean hadn't been crossed by
  255. 11:41small boats before but it certainly
  256. 11:44wasn't very common and I was very
  257. 11:46interested in what but one thing I love
  258. 11:48about boats is there a kind of unique
  259. 11:51combination the machine and habitat and
  260. 11:56vehicle and art all in one thing and
  261. 12:00just organization the space is the
  262. 12:04efficiency of a boat is something I
  263. 12:06always loved and so this was an attempt
  264. 12:09at designing small boat you can actually
  265. 12:11live about live on for longer pure live
  266. 12:14relatively long periods of time I was
  267. 12:16quite comfortable in the boat I could
  268. 12:17have lived on that boat sort of
  269. 12:19permanently even though it was only 21
  270. 12:20feet long now so you saw sailed solo
  271. 12:24across the Atlantic and wait where did
  272. 12:26you end up was it in the UK yeah like I
  273. 12:30say I said I sailed solo to Bermuda to
  274. 12:33qualify for this mini Transat race and
  275. 12:36that's in trouble on the way I lost the
  276. 12:37mast had two rear eight I had to
  277. 12:39jury-rig
  278. 12:40bring the boat back and rerigged the
  279. 12:41boat and sail it back to Bermuda again
  280. 12:43and then Chris met me there and we
  281. 12:45sealed it the rest of the way across
  282. 12:46stopping in the Azores and then finally
  283. 12:49Penzance England from where the mini
  284. 12:52Transat would start say what you were
  285. 12:55the actual transatlantic race was that
  286. 12:58starting in Penzance was it yeah so we
  287. 13:01sailed to the start you sound across the
  288. 13:04Atlantic to the start and then you're
  289. 13:07going to go back the same way no you go
  290. 13:11back you go back a different way the the
  291. 13:13mini Trans had at the time ran from
  292. 13:15Penzance south to the Canary Islands
  293. 13:19just off the coca and then from the
  294. 13:22Canaries you kind of drop down get into
  295. 13:25the trade winds and blow across to the
  296. 13:29to the Caribbean yeah Antigua so how
  297. 13:33long were you there in England like
  298. 13:35you've done your foot that's that
  299. 13:37crossing how long were you in England
  300. 13:38and what sort of maintenance was
  301. 13:40required on the boat after the first
  302. 13:43sort of crossing is there much sort of
  303. 13:45stuff that you need to do to maintain it
  304. 13:47and sort of fix up little bits and
  305. 13:49pieces here and there well I try to keep
  306. 13:53up with things on the boat any little
  307. 13:55things that needed to be done we're
  308. 13:57pretty conscious about that like I said
  309. 13:59I lost the mast on the way to Bermuda
  310. 14:01the first time so we had one job as I I
  311. 14:04put these sort of reinforcing struts on
  312. 14:07the masts in England which just sort of
  313. 14:10made the bottom of the bulletproof but
  314. 14:13otherwise I had some things to sort out
  315. 14:15some things never work properly it was
  316. 14:17an early era for solar panels and they
  317. 14:20never work properly and whatnot but and
  318. 14:23generally the boat was in pretty good
  319. 14:25kit when I got there because if you're
  320. 14:28sailing the boat you're seeing things
  321. 14:30that are going wrong and whatnot the
  322. 14:31boat was pretty well shaken down as we
  323. 14:33say by the time by the time I got to
  324. 14:34England but we had a bit of work I think
  325. 14:36we were there for a couple of weeks but
  326. 14:38it was stressful yeah now tell us about
  327. 14:42when you departed from England steps
  328. 14:45through that as you're coming back here
  329. 14:50from England okay well there is this
  330. 14:53whole
  331. 14:53collection of little boats going in this
  332. 14:56race I can't remember the exact number
  333. 14:58but it's in the late started in the late
  334. 15:02fall in the North Atlantic is not benign
  335. 15:07and it's best at times and in the fall
  336. 15:10it can get pretty gnarly so there were
  337. 15:14bad forecasts basically and we left
  338. 15:17England and sort of bounced our way down
  339. 15:20to the Bay of Biscay which is quite
  340. 15:23notorious on it in its own right and by
  341. 15:25that time they actually lost I can't
  342. 15:28remember how many boats several boats
  343. 15:30one that had turned over and didn't come
  344. 15:32up right and an Italian I passed
  345. 15:34actually lost his boat I didn't realize
  346. 15:39he was in trouble I was trying to raise
  347. 15:40him on the radio one not and ended up
  348. 15:42sailing by him and I heard later even
  349. 15:45picked up but the boat had been lost and
  350. 15:47I ended up having some damage in the Bay
  351. 15:49of Biscay bouncing over these big waves
  352. 15:53and look like I had hit something so I
  353. 15:57retired from the race in La Coruna and
  354. 15:59spent quite a lot of time there probably
  355. 16:02a month because it was like every day
  356. 16:04was a gale everyday you have to get
  357. 16:07around the Cape Finisterre which is
  358. 16:09pretty nasty so I ended up hanging out
  359. 16:12there and then ending up cruising the
  360. 16:14boat down along the coast of Spain and
  361. 16:17Portugal out to madeira down with the
  362. 16:19Canaries which was fantastic it was like
  363. 16:22stepping back a hundred years and a lot
  364. 16:24of these places we were being this
  365. 16:26little boat into places that you know
  366. 16:28they hadn't seen yacht in years like
  367. 16:31that yeah it was very cool and so I
  368. 16:36basically followed you know the race I
  369. 16:38was going home at this point I was broke
  370. 16:40I didn't have any anything except what
  371. 16:43was on the boat and so got to the
  372. 16:47Canaries and was getting ready to make
  373. 16:49my crossing the same way basically and I
  374. 16:53figured it once I got to the Caribbean I
  375. 16:54get work with a friend of mine and a
  376. 16:56boatyard there and see what the next
  377. 16:59chapter would bring so just for
  378. 17:01listeners the Canaries is just off the
  379. 17:03coast of America
  380. 17:05Africa yeah it's they kind of stretch
  381. 17:08out from very close to the to the to the
  382. 17:10to the north west coast there and they
  383. 17:13go and stretch out quite far and into
  384. 17:16the ocean and I you know was leaving
  385. 17:18from the more western parts of the
  386. 17:21islands yes so when you departed from
  387. 17:23the Canaries tell us about the you know
  388. 17:27when you're departed and the main day
  389. 17:31that sort of changed your life
  390. 17:32yeah well so it was January the end of
  391. 17:36January was getting a little cool we're
  392. 17:40still in the sort of northern hemisphere
  393. 17:42there and I wanted to finally get going
  394. 17:46I'd spent quite a while in the Canaries
  395. 17:48made friends there really really enjoyed
  396. 17:51time there and set off it actually had a
  397. 17:56beautiful week sailing just down when
  398. 17:58sailing and you know I was doing
  399. 18:00exercises and drawing and reading and it
  400. 18:04was it was it was unusual in that it was
  401. 18:08so pleasant because a lot of times about
  402. 18:12people think you should on a boat it's
  403. 18:13Pleasant all the time a lot of times
  404. 18:14it's not very pleasant you maybe you
  405. 18:16might appreciate it but it's it's not
  406. 18:19always easy and but a storm was kind of
  407. 18:25brewing up about a weekend to it it
  408. 18:27didn't look like it was anything
  409. 18:28horrendous and the boat and I'd been
  410. 18:31through several gales before and whatnot
  411. 18:33it was pretty well shaken down so we
  412. 18:34thought I thought I thought it was you
  413. 18:36know gonna be fine and but I kept
  414. 18:40looking around and it got dark and the
  415. 18:43waves were probably about mmm my guess
  416. 18:46is sort of a significant wave height was
  417. 18:48probably about three meters more us and
  418. 18:53we're scooting down over these waves and
  419. 18:55I kept getting up and looking making
  420. 18:56sure everything was okay and finally I
  421. 18:58laid down and I took off all my clothes
  422. 19:01which was a little bit of a mistake
  423. 19:02and sort of local middle of the night
  424. 19:07there was a big bash on the side of the
  425. 19:10boat and I knew immediately that the
  426. 19:12boat was doomed because water is just
  427. 19:14like pouring and
  428. 19:16like you know fire hoses in and it's so
  429. 19:21I left up in you know basically got my
  430. 19:24gear together as best I could but the
  431. 19:30vote looked like it was going straight
  432. 19:32down so I had a big bag full of
  433. 19:35equipment and stuff I left that behind I
  434. 19:37just got up in the deck got that life
  435. 19:39raft and inflated and floated off the
  436. 19:41side of the boat and because I thought
  437. 19:44the boat was just going down like a rock
  438. 19:46but once I got in the raft I was still
  439. 19:50tied to the boat and it was clear that
  440. 19:54the boat was stabilized I had some
  441. 19:56watertight compartments in it and the
  442. 19:58way it was going down and also developed
  443. 20:01an air pocket and so it kind of
  444. 20:02stabilized with all these waves washing
  445. 20:04over it but it wasn't it seemed like it
  446. 20:08was kind of stable there so I got back
  447. 20:12on the boat dug down inside made a bunch
  448. 20:14of as many trips as I could physically
  449. 20:17to get my gear bag and some other odds
  450. 20:20and ends and get in the life raft and
  451. 20:23but the raft was really light and kind
  452. 20:26of bobbling around on the on the water
  453. 20:29in breaking waves would hit it and it's
  454. 20:31tied to this boat full of water which is
  455. 20:33like being tied to the bottom of the
  456. 20:35ocean almost it's in so it'd be like in
  457. 20:38being in an auto accident every once in
  458. 20:40a while and finally something just
  459. 20:44before daybreak
  460. 20:47a big wave hit the raft but this time
  461. 20:49that just seemed it kind of scooted off
  462. 20:51and seemed a lot more peaceful and I
  463. 20:53looked out and was floating away from
  464. 20:55the boat so basically at that point I
  465. 20:58was pretty much in the middle of the
  466. 21:00Atlantic Ocean and I was facing drifting
  467. 21:05downwind about 1800 nautical miles about
  468. 21:082,000 statute miles to drift to the
  469. 21:11Caribbean which we take two and a half
  470. 21:14months do you know what you hit do you
  471. 21:17never while there was a debris or
  472. 21:19something go there's a lot of debris
  473. 21:22floating around out there right now
  474. 21:23there's a single hand around the world
  475. 21:26race going on and
  476. 21:28well I think out of 30 votes I think
  477. 21:31five or six have already hit something
  478. 21:34in the water hard enough to do damage
  479. 21:36we call them UFOs or on the deck
  480. 21:39unidentified floating objects I think in
  481. 21:42my case it would probably it seemed like
  482. 21:44a blow came from the side my presumption
  483. 21:45was always that it could have been a
  484. 21:47whale or some other large sea mo big
  485. 21:50dark or something you know I mean
  486. 21:52sometimes they get a couple of tons and
  487. 21:54you know they're swimming along minding
  488. 21:56their own business and you're kind of
  489. 21:58swimming along minding your own business
  490. 22:00wrong place at the wrong time so was it
  491. 22:03literally just like a massive bang and
  492. 22:05then that just woke you up immediately
  493. 22:07and then at the same time you just saw
  494. 22:09all this water pouring into your boat
  495. 22:11yeah that's it exactly
  496. 22:13but you're just acting on instinct
  497. 22:15straight away just to yeah pretty much
  498. 22:19like you know I wrote this book called
  499. 22:21adrift about about it and there I kind
  500. 22:23of go into detail about you know you
  501. 22:25kind of to me at least I had all these
  502. 22:30voices in my head going on at the same
  503. 22:32time you know there's part of me that's
  504. 22:33just really freaked out and screaming
  505. 22:36you're gonna die and there's part of me
  506. 22:38going about the business that I needed
  507. 22:40to go about you know get anything to
  508. 22:42gear together and focusing folk trying
  509. 22:44to focus as much as possible on that or
  510. 22:46not on these other voices part of me was
  511. 22:48even amused you know the camera come on
  512. 22:50somehow and the back of the boat was
  513. 22:51taking this really dramatic footage
  514. 22:53which I thought was sort of ironic and
  515. 22:56so you know you're kind of thinking
  516. 22:59about a lot of things you know your
  517. 23:01hearts going a million miles an hour and
  518. 23:03you certainly scared through it yeah I
  519. 23:07dealt with enough stuff in my life I
  520. 23:09think and sailing is pretty good
  521. 23:10training to focus you on dealing with
  522. 23:14what needs to be dealt with no matter
  523. 23:16what your emotions are doing so I was
  524. 23:20lucky in that regard and it allowed me
  525. 23:22to get out of the boat but then this you
  526. 23:24know the first kind of stage of survival
  527. 23:28voyage after that impact and escaping
  528. 23:33that immediate threat is one of kind of
  529. 23:36disorientation in in longer term anxiety
  530. 23:41and fee
  531. 23:42and all that you know because you don't
  532. 23:44know how to make a life in this new
  533. 23:46environment at all you know you're in I
  534. 23:48was in this like little little rubber
  535. 23:50tent floating rubber tent and you know I
  536. 23:54had some tools and stuff and I had some
  537. 23:56knowledge but that's there's a big
  538. 23:59difference between having that and
  539. 24:01adapting to as I as I called it living
  540. 24:04like an aquatic caveman yeah
  541. 24:06now you mentioned he had to dive back
  542. 24:08under a number of times to get get
  543. 24:10whatever he could get what did you
  544. 24:13manage to get your hands on as you were
  545. 24:15diving back under into the boat to
  546. 24:17retrieve stuff what did you was there
  547. 24:19anything specific you were trying to get
  548. 24:21or or what did you end up grabbing on to
  549. 24:24well the priority was to get my ditch
  550. 24:27kit which is it was a bag full of all
  551. 24:30kinds of little goodies I had a lot of
  552. 24:33flares flare gun
  553. 24:34I had knives I had bits of rope and
  554. 24:38twine fishing stuff I had fortunately
  555. 24:43had bought a very small spear gun that
  556. 24:49just fit into this bag in the Canary
  557. 24:51Islands before I left I had solar stills
  558. 24:56that at least theoretically should
  559. 24:58produce fresh water out of saltwater and
  560. 25:02stuff like that the raft had a little
  561. 25:03bit of equipment in it it also had some
  562. 25:05of this stuff also had an emergency
  563. 25:08transmitter and things like that and
  564. 25:12then after I got that out then I don't
  565. 25:15know I got a I and it was basically
  566. 25:16anything I could grab hold of which
  567. 25:19included a cushion sleeping bag and some
  568. 25:24other stuff like that so the actual
  569. 25:25ditch kit was at like the size of like a
  570. 25:27gym bag type thing yeah pretty much
  571. 25:30you know what did the life raft what
  572. 25:32does that look like how big was it and
  573. 25:35you said it was like a floating tent it
  574. 25:37was a sort of rubber rubberized or yeah
  575. 25:40it's it's a reinforced rubber material
  576. 25:43ease than that and it's like a couple of
  577. 25:49big inner tubes one stack on top of the
  578. 25:51other with the
  579. 25:52sixteenth inch rubber floor running
  580. 25:56across the bottom and a little tent
  581. 25:59stretched across the top essentially so
  582. 26:02it's it's like a little cave loading
  583. 26:05cake the boat was that at night when it
  584. 26:09sunk yes and then what happened like
  585. 26:11tell us the next day like you know as
  586. 26:13the Sun starts to come up and what did
  587. 26:17you cut the the tie from the raft to the
  588. 26:20the boat no something in the linkage
  589. 26:24there broke I don't know what but it
  590. 26:28wasn't my choice to drift off I'd kind
  591. 26:29of hoped today with a boat till morning
  592. 26:31to get you know be able to get back
  593. 26:33aboard get more water at least and stuff
  594. 26:36like that but once I was broken away
  595. 26:38from it it's you know everything's a
  596. 26:40kind of a two-edged sword or you know
  597. 26:43it's got a yin-yang balance to it and so
  598. 26:47in some ways it was good that I broke
  599. 26:49broke away from the boat because there's
  600. 26:51a good chance that it I stayed with it
  601. 26:54the raft could have come apart in those
  602. 26:56all those breaking seas but on the other
  603. 27:00hand I didn't have all the stuff that I
  604. 27:02would like to have had and I was in the
  605. 27:04middle of the Atlantic and was teeny
  606. 27:06little life raft but it was Bray it was
  607. 27:10dismal for several days if blew really
  608. 27:14hard I almost tipped upside down several
  609. 27:16times I was soaking wet it was really
  610. 27:19cold at night it was staying warm enough
  611. 27:22at night was a real problem um all those
  612. 27:25things it was pretty dreadful and then
  613. 27:27again you know psychologically you know
  614. 27:29beat myself up for you know getting
  615. 27:32myself in this situation and every
  616. 27:34mistake I've ever made and you know you
  617. 27:37really it's it's a it's a it's a pretty
  618. 27:39grim period frankly but it takes a while
  619. 27:42to work your way through it to deal with
  620. 27:44the problems to figure out how to make
  621. 27:45water and catch food and all that other
  622. 27:48stuff and for me that took a couple of
  623. 27:50at least a couple of weeks so tell us
  624. 27:52how far were you from land at this point
  625. 27:54sort of like on day one on the life raft
  626. 27:57well you how far were you from land and
  627. 28:00I'm guessing with the currents you would
  628. 28:02have been drifting away from land back
  629. 28:04towards America
  630. 28:05yeah the cowboy Verde Islands I think
  631. 28:08we're about maybe in six to eight
  632. 28:10hundred miles south of me I left the
  633. 28:13Canary Islands which were east of me by
  634. 28:15about 800 miles and where the current
  635. 28:19the wind would take me was like 80 it
  636. 28:22was 1800 nautical miles roughly and you
  637. 28:26know the raft drifts across the water a
  638. 28:28little bit but current also takes you
  639. 28:31that way so I just had to wait it out
  640. 28:34what was your first priority on day one
  641. 28:38like you've you know you've just lived
  642. 28:41through an incredible an incredibly
  643. 28:43traumatic experience you know surviving
  644. 28:47a shipwreck like and your boat goes down
  645. 28:49and you're on a life raft what are you
  646. 28:52thinking pretty much on day one or the
  647. 28:55next morning when the Sun comes up in
  648. 28:57terms of survival what was your first
  649. 29:00thing was it fresh water or what we're
  650. 29:03sort of thinking how are you sort of
  651. 29:06prioritizing what you needed to do next
  652. 29:07well like I say I really couldn't do
  653. 29:11very much for several days because it
  654. 29:13was pretty stormy out I mean it was nice
  655. 29:15to have daylight that and I didn't
  656. 29:17really see the Sun for a while basically
  657. 29:20familiarized myself with stuff the first
  658. 29:22thing I did
  659. 29:23even before drifting off was immediately
  660. 29:25tie everything into the boat because if
  661. 29:27you lose a piece of gear that could
  662. 29:29result in your death so if the Bokke you
  663. 29:33know if the raft got tipped upside down
  664. 29:34on or something I didn't want to lose
  665. 29:35anything I organized my gear as best I
  666. 29:39could in the first thing is to stay warm
  667. 29:42enough because hypothermia can kill you
  668. 29:46in minutes two hours so that's the first
  669. 29:48thing once I got that kind of dealt with
  670. 29:51on at least on a minimal level the next
  671. 29:54priority would be besides keeping the
  672. 29:57raft you know I have to pump up the raft
  673. 29:58look for any signs of any problems try
  674. 30:01to deal with those had a couple little
  675. 30:03patches I had to make things like that
  676. 30:06but then after that its its water
  677. 30:10and it took me a long time to figure out
  678. 30:12how to get water I had almost no
  679. 30:14rainfall so that was the big the big
  680. 30:17challenge for the first couple weeks and
  681. 30:19slowly but surely you know everything
  682. 30:21that floats around in the ocean becomes
  683. 30:23an island develops into ecology so fish
  684. 30:25started gathering around the raft and
  685. 30:27after a few days and eventually I would
  686. 30:30certainly need food so that would that
  687. 30:33would have been the next priority but
  688. 30:35it's kind of a mix of all those things
  689. 30:36and every day I'd get up and I try to
  690. 30:39you know go through my Mon you know
  691. 30:40determine what needs what should be
  692. 30:42prioritized today what needs the most
  693. 30:44attention ya til spent the process of
  694. 30:47getting fresh water how did you do that
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  717. 32:03of the show tell us about the process of
  718. 32:05getting fresh water how did you do that
  719. 32:08eventually I would evolve better water
  720. 32:10catchment systems when I would have a
  721. 32:13little bit more rain but it I had almost
  722. 32:15no rain for the first almost the first
  723. 32:19couple of months and so I relied on
  724. 32:22these solar stills that were produced
  725. 32:25for down gehrman during the Second World
  726. 32:29War there are these balloon like affairs
  727. 32:31there they're basically a little
  728. 32:35environment a little atmosphere you drip
  729. 32:38salt water down on the top and that
  730. 32:40evaporates off with a black cloth that's
  731. 32:42suspended on the inside and collects on
  732. 32:44the inside of this balloon and that
  733. 32:46fresh water kind of rains down on the
  734. 32:48inside and do a collection bag which is
  735. 32:51fine in theory but they had to be
  736. 32:53inflated just the right amount I
  737. 32:55couldn't use them in the ocean as
  738. 32:56directed it took me a while one kept
  739. 32:59getting torn apart by the waves and I
  740. 33:02finally cut it up to figure out you know
  741. 33:04kind of how it was made and
  742. 33:07figure out a way of using it which was
  743. 33:09basically to tie it on the raft keep the
  744. 33:11bottom wet I under 10 do on like every
  745. 33:1315 minutes or so make sure that they can
  746. 33:15produce but they eventually you know it
  747. 33:18would be drip drip drip and in a good
  748. 33:21day I could do I could maybe produce
  749. 33:24just over a pint somewhere around a bad
  750. 33:28day hardly anything during this time
  751. 33:31that you're trying to get your water
  752. 33:33situation sorted over many days or weeks
  753. 33:38and you know only managing to get like a
  754. 33:41pint maybe on per day of drinkable water
  755. 33:45you would have had to a drunk a lot of
  756. 33:48sea water as well
  757. 33:50did you know you didn't drink any well
  758. 33:53no away from that and you know although
  759. 33:57there there are some people who insist
  760. 33:59that you can drink some sea water you
  761. 34:01know it doesn't hurt you and whatnot
  762. 34:03it's really not good it doesn't really
  763. 34:06rehydrate you because of the salt
  764. 34:08content higher than the soap in the the
  765. 34:13salt content within your cells so
  766. 34:15eventually you dehydrate you more you
  767. 34:18have a you know plenty of fresh water
  768. 34:20doesn't hurt you doesn't drink some
  769. 34:21saltwater but in those situations that
  770. 34:24wouldn't help and so I was very
  771. 34:25conscious of that fortunately in my
  772. 34:27survival gear I did have eight pints of
  773. 34:29water so that gave me a little window of
  774. 34:32opportunity I was always really thirsty
  775. 34:35and dehydrated through the entire trip
  776. 34:37but I was lucky that I was able to
  777. 34:40bruise basically just enough to keep one
  778. 34:42person alive was a much shade on the
  779. 34:46boat you mentioned there was a like a
  780. 34:47tent sort of canopy type thing yes how
  781. 34:51sort of thin or thick was that material
  782. 34:53to provide enough shade or was it was a
  783. 34:56much shade at all that you had actually
  784. 34:59was helpful it's a yes it's a fairly
  785. 35:04thin material but it's it's reinforced
  786. 35:07fabric it's got a coating on a bright
  787. 35:09orange coating which unfortunates
  788. 35:11unfortunately would you know kind of
  789. 35:15come off is the canopy got you know
  790. 35:18basically waggled around by the
  791. 35:20wind and whatnot and would come off in
  792. 35:22water when it did rained I was
  793. 35:24collecting off the canopy made it
  794. 35:25absolutely undrinkable it was like
  795. 35:27drinking vomit or something or other was
  796. 35:29just really horrible and so I had to
  797. 35:33make a system to actually go over that
  798. 35:36canopy to collect rainwater but it
  799. 35:41provided enough shade and you could see
  800. 35:44light through it but not bright Sun but
  801. 35:48also I'd been sailing in the you know
  802. 35:50kind of mid latitudes to tropics for
  803. 35:54almost a year and I was pretty Brown I
  804. 35:56wasn't worried about being sunburned is
  805. 35:58the bigger issue is dehydration actually
  806. 36:01sunburn
  807. 36:03tell us about your food situation did
  808. 36:06you have any food in your ditch kit or
  809. 36:10your life raft at all stashed away I
  810. 36:12just I had a little bit of this and I I
  811. 36:16don't know I think I had a can of
  812. 36:17peanuts and I can't remember now exactly
  813. 36:22what I had it was just a few little
  814. 36:24items III had a can of beans which I'd
  815. 36:28thrown in there at some point but that
  816. 36:31by the time I got to that that can was
  817. 36:33blown and I didn't want to risk
  818. 36:35poisoning myself so immediately I just
  819. 36:37chucked it out and I had a half a
  820. 36:41cabbage I don't know a few other things
  821. 36:46but not really enough of anything I had
  822. 36:48to live off the ocean and so fish
  823. 36:51started arriving and after a couple of
  824. 36:53weeks I began catching fish it just took
  825. 36:58a long time to get the technique right
  826. 37:01and the fish are fast and a lot smarter
  827. 37:05than we give them credit for
  828. 37:06so it took took a long time in those
  829. 37:11couple weeks was a disagree Klein in
  830. 37:14terms of your energy you know your
  831. 37:17energy state and your just your hunger
  832. 37:20just got more and more hungry every day
  833. 37:21and more and more dehydrated was it just
  834. 37:23sort of a gradual decline in terms of
  835. 37:26your overall health and well-being by
  836. 37:29being exposed to that situation yeah
  837. 37:34just the first couple of weeks but
  838. 37:35basically throughout the entire process
  839. 37:37I mean a lot happens pretty quickly for
  840. 37:40one thing it's common for survivors who
  841. 37:43spent you know up to two to three weeks
  842. 37:46in a life raft or a lifeboat lose a
  843. 37:48third of their way she lose a lot of
  844. 37:50weight right away and then your but your
  845. 37:53body has these mechanisms and slows down
  846. 37:55your metabolism changes it in starvation
  847. 37:58situations and so after a while you're
  848. 38:02losing less weight you know perd per day
  849. 38:06but you're basically in a start a
  850. 38:10chronic starvation mode in a chronic
  851. 38:12state of dehydration and it takes it's
  852. 38:15you know kind of a long term toll plus
  853. 38:17there are other problems I'm you know
  854. 38:21I'm in floating in a salt a very salty
  855. 38:25environment and water is in and out of
  856. 38:27the raft alot I'm wet a lot if your skin
  857. 38:30is wet with salt watery develop
  858. 38:32saltwater sores which begin is kind of
  859. 38:34like little couples on the skin and they
  860. 38:35break open and then end up his you know
  861. 38:39skin ulcers and survivors and some have
  862. 38:44horrible problems with them I had they
  863. 38:47were a constant irritation and source of
  864. 38:49huge pain and I ended up with hundreds
  865. 38:51of them and so you get more and more of
  866. 38:53everything as time goes on it's kind of
  867. 38:56a slow I in in a drift I I called it a
  868. 39:01demo derby of flesh you know I mean
  869. 39:03basically that's a you're kind of
  870. 39:04watching yourself die in front of your
  871. 39:08eyes but at a very slow pace so anytime
  872. 39:11you just kind of get on with it you know
  873. 39:13and do the best you can with what you
  874. 39:15got
  875. 39:15tell us about the how you actually
  876. 39:17caught fish and you know it would have
  877. 39:20taken a while to get the the process
  878. 39:22down pat but how did you end up what was
  879. 39:26your approach to catching fish to eat
  880. 39:30how did you sort of do that did you have
  881. 39:32a net or you mentioned you had a spear
  882. 39:34gun that yeah I had I had this little
  883. 39:37shorty spear gun I tried catching the
  884. 39:40fish there were two primary species
  885. 39:43around the raft one more trigger fish
  886. 39:45which were
  887. 39:46foot long or so and they would come up
  888. 39:50close to the wrap and kind of nibble it
  889. 39:52stuff trying to grow on on the raft and
  890. 39:55whatnot and then but they didn't taste
  891. 40:00for it all I create be honest they taste
  892. 40:02pretty awful and they were also a
  893. 40:07problem to catch but the the the better
  894. 40:09fish were a direito also known as
  895. 40:12mahi-mahi or dolphin fish and those were
  896. 40:17big and very fast very powerful and they
  897. 40:21the school would collect around the raft
  898. 40:24as time went on I looked at myself as
  899. 40:26like mayor of duck evil my butler after
  900. 40:29being rubber ducky and all the fish were
  901. 40:32kind of the citizens in duck evil and I
  902. 40:35became quite familiar with them over
  903. 40:37time and they seemed to gather you know
  904. 40:41around the raft some kind of unknown
  905. 40:45reason really but we know this happens
  906. 40:47with a lot of pelagic fish like tuna and
  907. 40:49whatnot you know if there's a log
  908. 40:50floating around they'll they'll school
  909. 40:52around it and and so my raft was kind of
  910. 40:55my that little island for them and they
  911. 40:59would come up and hit the bottom of the
  912. 41:02raft we're not really sure why they do
  913. 41:04this but they do it and it's can be
  914. 41:06quite powerful I'd be very careful if I
  915. 41:08laid my head down and make sure it was
  916. 41:09up on the bag or something like that
  917. 41:11because they really would give it a
  918. 41:14whack and they would come with sometimes
  919. 41:18and brush the bottom of the raft and so
  920. 41:21I used that to my advantage in the end I
  921. 41:23figured out that if I pushed my knees
  922. 41:25down into this rubber floor they can
  923. 41:27come up and brush against my knees which
  924. 41:29would get them close to the entryway
  925. 41:31where if I was quick enough I might be
  926. 41:35able to guess fear into one but they
  927. 41:38would the spear and what not is the
  928. 41:40voyage lengthened I'd end up tying it
  929. 41:42back together again and you know
  930. 41:45originally it was a spear they would
  931. 41:46shoot but the power strap disappeared so
  932. 41:49that I had to lash it together and
  933. 41:51eventually the chip disappeared and I'd
  934. 41:53have to tie in the hives on it and
  935. 41:54whatnot so it's it was a process that
  936. 41:56evolved over time but basically that was
  937. 41:59it was trying to lure the
  938. 42:00then get them close enough to where I
  939. 42:02could jab a spear into them and then try
  940. 42:05to really careful as this huge fish is
  941. 42:07flying out of the water with a spear
  942. 42:09through its middle while I'm floating
  943. 42:12around in an inflated raft in the middle
  944. 42:14of the ocean so it took a while to
  945. 42:17figure it all out
  946. 42:18you mentioned a while ago and I've heard
  947. 42:20on other interviews that you've done you
  948. 42:22likened that experience to like a
  949. 42:25caveman mentality or a caveman almost
  950. 42:29like lifestyle what was the feeling like
  951. 42:32I guess undoing the stuff that you'd
  952. 42:36been conditioned you know undoing the
  953. 42:38normal that the stuff that we take for
  954. 42:39granted in normal life you know like
  955. 42:42driving a car and paying bills and
  956. 42:45dealing with money and those sort of
  957. 42:47things when you're shipwrecked floating
  958. 42:51in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean
  959. 42:52having to create fresh water and and
  960. 42:56stab fish with improvised you know with
  961. 42:59knives attached to your blunt spear gun
  962. 43:03what's that process like stripping away
  963. 43:07of your ego stripping away of the things
  964. 43:11that you've been conditioned with over a
  965. 43:13lifetime and coming back to the core of
  966. 43:16being a human being with in the bare
  967. 43:20essence of survival mode what's that
  968. 43:23sort of process like that's a big
  969. 43:26question well I don't know in a way it
  970. 43:33was not really conceptually that much
  971. 43:38different than taking an ocean voyage
  972. 43:40because or anytime you take a trip into
  973. 43:44the wilderness your one I think even one
  974. 43:50of the reasons I do those things have
  975. 43:52always been attracted to those things is
  976. 43:54that you are immediately dwarfed by your
  977. 43:56surroundings in every way you are a
  978. 43:59minor player they're not it's very easy
  979. 44:04sure to kind of get the idea that you
  980. 44:08know that we're important and you know
  981. 44:10everything's sort of human centric but
  982. 44:12in the welder
  983. 44:13this it's totally not so and like I said
  984. 44:17before you know sailing especially a
  985. 44:19small boat in the middle of the ocean
  986. 44:21you're very close to nature with the
  987. 44:24life raft it was that on steroids
  988. 44:25obviously and it was very very basic and
  989. 44:31it's kind of where I don't know it
  990. 44:34becomes sublime in many ways because you
  991. 44:38or every everything is important every
  992. 44:41moment is important and that's similar
  993. 44:44to a lot of sport to like you said you
  994. 44:46you know you talk to a lot of extreme
  995. 44:48athletes you know I've talked to a lot
  996. 44:49of people who've had survival
  997. 44:52experiences of various sorts and people
  998. 44:55who are into kind of extreme sports and
  999. 44:58you know a lot of people I think can
  1000. 45:00relate to the moment being in the moment
  1001. 45:03and in a in a situation like mine you
  1002. 45:09know every moment is important and you
  1003. 45:12know the tension can be unbearable and
  1004. 45:14whatnot but your I don't know it's
  1005. 45:17what's important is air is reality is
  1006. 45:20the sooner you can get over you know
  1007. 45:23kind of your ego or your the just wishes
  1008. 45:26wishful thinking or whatever and come to
  1009. 45:29grips with what is what's real than the
  1010. 45:32sooner you can figure out you know
  1011. 45:34solutions to your problems and those
  1012. 45:36sorts of things and there's a kind of
  1013. 45:38high on that I mean in life raft I found
  1014. 45:41that you know you go through all the
  1015. 45:45human emotions but the highs are
  1016. 45:48incredibly high and the lows are
  1017. 45:50incredibly low and they can be just like
  1018. 45:52jammed right up together you know you
  1019. 45:55can find a solution to a problem like
  1020. 45:59finally figuring out how to get the
  1021. 46:01solar still to go I mean you feel kind
  1022. 46:02of like you're the king of the world and
  1023. 46:04then something else happens you know put
  1024. 46:08a hole in the rafter you know the
  1025. 46:10speargun breaks and it's like oh my god
  1026. 46:12I just don't know how much longer I can
  1027. 46:14do this so it's it's a different kind of
  1028. 46:21existence than normal but it it's hard
  1029. 46:24to draw a line between it and like or
  1030. 46:26even normal
  1031. 46:27you know I mean it's a certain degree
  1032. 46:28normal life is is a survival voyage
  1033. 46:31Ibbetson now you would have been
  1034. 46:33constantly on that knife edge of losing
  1035. 46:37it mentally and remaining in a state of
  1036. 46:40having that state of hope what kept you
  1037. 46:44going you know what kept your spirit
  1038. 46:46strong to try and continue to survive
  1039. 46:52well fear it was a part of it I don't
  1040. 46:55think I was ready to go at least not
  1041. 46:57easily it was all no matter how awful it
  1042. 47:01was at times it was always easier
  1043. 47:05somehow to go on with probably one short
  1044. 47:09exception and towards the end of the
  1045. 47:11voyage we're at really I felt like I
  1046. 47:14almost had no more choice to go on but
  1047. 47:18overall that was that was a part of it
  1048. 47:20just a just a fear a desire to kind of
  1049. 47:26fix a lot of things in my life to have a
  1050. 47:30chance to come back to shore and I don't
  1051. 47:32know live a better life in many ways
  1052. 47:34that I got that I had before it was also
  1053. 47:37another big part of it
  1054. 47:40things people said to me or people I'd
  1055. 47:44run across in life you know at least I
  1056. 47:46was pretty well-traveled and I'd seen
  1057. 47:49people in parts of the world he
  1058. 47:53struggled their entire lives to survive
  1059. 47:56and somehow they not only do they do it
  1060. 47:59but they find room to smile and laugh
  1061. 48:04and play so you know it was a
  1062. 48:09combination of a bunch of things and
  1063. 48:12certainly it was recognizing that so far
  1064. 48:16so good you know I've been lucky maybe
  1065. 48:19I'll remain lucky it's possible I knew
  1066. 48:23other people had been there before me
  1067. 48:26I'd read other you know survival and
  1068. 48:28errors before and I knew it could be
  1069. 48:31done and slowly working at it and you
  1070. 48:35know you start figuring it out and you
  1071. 48:38realize okay well you know
  1072. 48:40took me a long time but I did find a
  1073. 48:42solution to this problem and that
  1074. 48:44problem and so now I have another
  1075. 48:46problem but that doesn't mean it's the
  1076. 48:48end just keep plugging away and maybe
  1077. 48:50you will if you're lucky enough you'll
  1078. 48:52get through it
  1079. 48:53you know we've a lot of people seen the
  1080. 48:55movie castaway did you have like a
  1081. 48:57Wilson of sorts to sort of keep you sane
  1082. 49:01yeah actually I loved that part of that
  1083. 49:04movie that that made that movie real to
  1084. 49:06me
  1085. 49:07we all need company we often invent
  1086. 49:11other people and in the drift ie kind of
  1087. 49:15divide myself and it's almost three
  1088. 49:16characters you know I have a emotional
  1089. 49:19me and a physical me and a rational me
  1090. 49:21and they all have different needs and
  1091. 49:23they squabble but amongst themselves and
  1092. 49:26reach compromises and whatnot so I kind
  1093. 49:30of had Wilson's within me but I'm the
  1094. 49:32real Wilson and my story is the fish if
  1095. 49:34the adrift really is a fish tale and
  1096. 49:37it's about the glory of nature and these
  1097. 49:40fish that provided for me like I said I
  1098. 49:44you know I named my raft rubber ducky I
  1099. 49:46was the mayor of duck evil and they were
  1100. 49:47all my little citizens and they were
  1101. 49:50willing to sacrifice for me but I had
  1102. 49:54this this I know I held him in awe they
  1103. 49:59were kind of the spiritual creatures to
  1104. 50:00me and they were my superiors in that
  1105. 50:04domain so I honored them and had to kill
  1106. 50:10them but they kind of I talked to them
  1107. 50:14and whatnot so they were really were
  1108. 50:16kind of my Wilson and they kept me going
  1109. 50:17and thankfully accompany me long enough
  1110. 50:20to get me to the other end well you
  1111. 50:23really just hit the mercy of the wind
  1112. 50:24and the currents
  1113. 50:25did you have like any always at altar to
  1114. 50:29sort of help row well I had two little
  1115. 50:32paddles but you can't really paddle the
  1116. 50:35life raft except to maybe get away from
  1117. 50:37a burning boat or something like that
  1118. 50:38you're certainly not gonna paddle you
  1119. 50:40know 2,000 miles so and they're there
  1120. 50:43just for you know kind of short term use
  1121. 50:45I was able I had a line out the back of
  1122. 50:49the raft that I served to grow barnacles
  1123. 50:52on and
  1124. 50:54for food and had a poll in the end of it
  1125. 50:57and it also kind of served as a
  1126. 50:58speedometer I made up a little speed
  1127. 51:00distance to able to know how fast I was
  1128. 51:02drifting to the water and forgotten
  1129. 51:08again what we were talking about the
  1130. 51:10what were we talking about just the
  1131. 51:14being able being able to stay about and
  1132. 51:17and maybe use panels to sort that's
  1133. 51:21right
  1134. 51:21yeah I I could kind of position that
  1135. 51:24when the RAF to encourage the temp to be
  1136. 51:27used like more of a sail drift
  1137. 51:29encouraged my drift a little bit South
  1138. 51:31that's what I wanted to do I wanted to
  1139. 51:33go as much as far south as I could
  1140. 51:35because I was afraid of missing the
  1141. 51:36Caribbean islands and I got too far away
  1142. 51:39did you see any ships at all yeah I saw
  1143. 51:43about nine ships the first couple were
  1144. 51:45pretty close but they never saw my
  1145. 51:48flares or anything like that tell us
  1146. 51:50about how look towards the end of the
  1147. 51:53this survival story where when did you
  1148. 51:58tell us about the end part of it was it
  1149. 52:01quite a loop that um you started to
  1150. 52:04approach our Guadeloupe on the 75th
  1151. 52:08night you know I've been navigating I
  1152. 52:10kinda had an idea where I was but I
  1153. 52:11wasn't sure if my navigation was just
  1154. 52:14all des frankly but they eventually
  1155. 52:18lights of the island showed up on the
  1156. 52:2075th night and the next morning I was
  1157. 52:24preparing I had to put a little paddle
  1158. 52:26so I was thinking oh maybe I can paddle
  1159. 52:27my way around the side of the island
  1160. 52:29something like that because landing on
  1161. 52:31the windward side would have been deadly
  1162. 52:35there were coral Chris sorry coral reefs
  1163. 52:39along the south shore there was Beach
  1164. 52:42behind them but I didn't know if I could
  1165. 52:43get over the coral reefs in order to get
  1166. 52:46to the shore he hang up 3,000 miles of
  1167. 52:48open Atlantic breaking on them and the
  1168. 52:51north side of the island were just all
  1169. 52:52coral cliffs so there was no that was a
  1170. 52:54no-go and so I was getting kind of
  1171. 52:57worried about you know maybe this could
  1172. 52:59be it I get this far and it could be the
  1173. 53:01end and but I thought I would wrap
  1174. 53:05myself up in the bits of cushion I had
  1175. 53:07and try to get these paddles - you know
  1176. 53:10kind of guide myself around the side of
  1177. 53:12the island and I did I heard an engine
  1178. 53:15and these local fishermen came out and
  1179. 53:17they they came out to find fish and they
  1180. 53:20found both me and the fish which was
  1181. 53:23kind of a welcome conclusion to the end
  1182. 53:26I mean I knew that they had seen me
  1183. 53:27because they waved back so no longer was
  1184. 53:30it just hoped that that some ship would
  1185. 53:32stop by that they actually were coming
  1186. 53:33right at me and saw me so I was pretty
  1187. 53:37elated to say the least and what I
  1188. 53:39didn't know exactly then but which
  1189. 53:43became clear very soon was they came out
  1190. 53:48to find me because of the ecosystem that
  1191. 53:52had evolved around the rafts so these
  1192. 53:53direito that surrounded me did become my
  1193. 53:56friends they become my ocean gods if you
  1194. 54:00will they nourished me they almost
  1195. 54:04killed me at one point by holding the
  1196. 54:08bottom of the raft and in the end they
  1197. 54:11brought my salvation and so the
  1198. 54:15fishermen came up they were looking in
  1199. 54:16the sky saw birds hovering over the raft
  1200. 54:19because the direito were there and so
  1201. 54:22they came out to find me what was the
  1202. 54:25the look on their faces you know when
  1203. 54:26they sailed up to you and they saw you
  1204. 54:29you know you'd been adrift for 75 days
  1205. 54:32or 76 days you would have been full-on
  1206. 54:37beard you know real skinny what what was
  1207. 54:41the look on their face when they saw you
  1208. 54:43um not sure if I can describe their
  1209. 54:47faces exactly I think that they were
  1210. 54:49like curious and perplexed people people
  1211. 54:54go across because it isn't a trade wind
  1212. 54:56belt a lot of crazy Europeans have
  1213. 54:59floated across and all kinds of little
  1214. 55:01boats and one Englishman even went
  1215. 55:04across and a modified barrel at some
  1216. 55:06point you know a specially designed
  1217. 55:07modified barrel and so I think they
  1218. 55:11might have initially thought this must
  1219. 55:13be some other fruitcake European guy
  1220. 55:14come in here and but they also we didn't
  1221. 55:20have a common
  1222. 55:21language really one of them is it didn't
  1223. 55:23speak English she was from Dominica to
  1224. 55:24the South but really heavy accent and I
  1225. 55:26didn't really understand what they were
  1226. 55:28saying because it wasn't like any
  1227. 55:30language that I had ever really been
  1228. 55:33familiar with and I it wasn't really
  1229. 55:36Spanish or anything it turned out it was
  1230. 55:38you know was Creole French but it's very
  1231. 55:39very different from French and but he
  1232. 55:44could understand me this one guy from
  1233. 55:45Dominica and eventually you made
  1234. 55:47ourselves understood and I don't know I
  1235. 55:49just said yeah a lot of people are
  1236. 55:51surprised but I just had this I was so
  1237. 55:55in heaven and I had carefully stock
  1238. 55:58water and fish sticks and all the stuff
  1239. 56:01and it was like you guys got a fish
  1240. 56:02there's great fish right here so they
  1241. 56:04buzzed around and fish for an hour too
  1242. 56:07until I got to what I called the
  1243. 56:09afternoon bake-off which was really hard
  1244. 56:10for me to get through the really hot
  1245. 56:12afternoon and when they came and loaded
  1246. 56:15me up with a raft and we zoomed into the
  1247. 56:18end of the beach when you got onto the
  1248. 56:21beach could you walk at all no no I in
  1249. 56:25fact I I was so anxious they you know
  1250. 56:28they they kind of they come around the
  1251. 56:29back side of the island and kind of nose
  1252. 56:31up onto the speech but it's pretty steep
  1253. 56:33to beach and I almost just like hopped
  1254. 56:35out over the side and then the guy
  1255. 56:37grabbed my arm ease another no it's too
  1256. 56:38deep here yeah I could which would have
  1257. 56:40been typical of me to have gone that far
  1258. 56:42and you know jump jumped off and drown
  1259. 56:45you know ten feet off the beach but I so
  1260. 56:48I scooted forward and as soon as my feet
  1261. 56:51hit that soft white Indian sand it was
  1262. 56:53like the earth was made out of concrete
  1263. 56:55in a major earthquake and I just fell
  1264. 56:57flat on my face and these guys just
  1265. 57:01grabbed me by the arms and lifted me up
  1266. 57:03and basically just wasted me up to the
  1267. 57:05local John darn does that mean - can you
  1268. 57:09remember the first sort of 24 to 48
  1269. 57:11hours back on land was it just just
  1270. 57:15rehydrating and eating and sleeping was
  1271. 57:17that sort of yeah well actually it was I
  1272. 57:25don't know it was it was kind of a lot
  1273. 57:27of confusion you know hope eat I got
  1274. 57:32taken to the local hospital
  1275. 57:34me and gave me antibiotics for saltwater
  1276. 57:37sores and gave me some food and although
  1277. 57:41I was starving I there wasn't really
  1278. 57:43much else they could do for me and this
  1279. 57:45woman who was worked in the hospital
  1280. 57:48invited me home with her to her family
  1281. 57:51and they fed me more I was there was a
  1282. 57:53lot of eating involved in the first few
  1283. 57:55days but then I got actually quite ill
  1284. 57:58for a while my assistant was not used to
  1285. 58:02especially you know very hot Creole food
  1286. 58:05and all that stuff so the first couple
  1287. 58:08of weeks was was a big adjustment and I
  1288. 58:11was gaining a lot of weight mostly in
  1289. 58:13water look like at elephantiasis it was
  1290. 58:16it was uh it was kind of a whole new I
  1291. 58:20don't know survival voyage in its own
  1292. 58:23right for a while but I was well and I
  1293. 58:25did fine and one thing that was amazing
  1294. 58:29to me was and you just I was so naive
  1295. 58:31and I felt like I was really almost
  1296. 58:34literally reborn that you know all the
  1297. 58:36colors and smells and everything were
  1298. 58:38like I was just experiencing them for
  1299. 58:40the first time people's voices
  1300. 58:42everything it was just amazingly
  1301. 58:45heavenly feeling and a feeling of being
  1302. 58:48at ease that I've never had before
  1303. 58:50probably since in anyways because I've
  1304. 58:53been on that knife edge for so long and
  1305. 58:55then suddenly it just all totally melted
  1306. 58:58away what did that whole experience
  1307. 59:00teach you about I guess the human spirit
  1308. 59:03well I'd certainly taught me that I was
  1309. 59:05a lot stronger than I thought I could be
  1310. 59:08and that's very common with survivors
  1311. 59:11that that I've talked to you you know
  1312. 59:16early on you're kind of saying oh my god
  1313. 59:19there's no way I can deal with this but
  1314. 59:21slowly but surely you put things
  1315. 59:23together and almost everybody finds out
  1316. 59:25but there are a lot more resilient than
  1317. 59:26they think they are
  1318. 59:28the other thing it did for me was
  1319. 59:29actually I you know it it pointed out
  1320. 59:33that very clearly that we go through
  1321. 59:38things in our lives and a lot of these
  1322. 59:41experiences are awful in many ways but
  1323. 59:43there were a lot of very you know and
  1324. 59:45they're also very potent experiences
  1325. 59:49spiritually and emotionally and you see
  1326. 59:54things that are are great wonders that
  1327. 1:00:00you could only experience by going
  1328. 1:00:02through it it might it might be just the
  1329. 1:00:06amazing skies I saw or it might be
  1330. 1:00:09something more subtle like you know just
  1331. 1:00:12feeling this deep relationship with this
  1332. 1:00:14fish on which I depended from my very
  1333. 1:00:17life so you know I think it's also a
  1334. 1:00:21very common thing with survivors to say
  1335. 1:00:24you know well I don't want to go back
  1336. 1:00:26there but you know I don't regret having
  1337. 1:00:28gone to the experience a number of years
  1338. 1:00:30later you were approached by Angley in
  1339. 1:00:34the movie Life of Pi tell us about that
  1340. 1:00:37and what sort of advice and help did you
  1341. 1:00:41provide Angley and the makers of Life of
  1342. 1:00:44Pi
  1343. 1:00:47well the Angley was the fourth I believe
  1344. 1:00:51the fourth director to try to make Life
  1345. 1:00:53of Pi and before he he committed himself
  1346. 1:00:57to it he he as all his projects you know
  1347. 1:01:01it really looks into them and he had a
  1348. 1:01:02strip private writer David McGee whose
  1349. 1:01:05son was reading adrift and said hey Dad
  1350. 1:01:08I you know if you're writing the script
  1351. 1:01:10about this this boy in the lifeboat in
  1352. 1:01:12the middle of the Pacific you should go
  1353. 1:01:13look up this guy yeah which they did and
  1354. 1:01:16they came up here and we just had a you
  1355. 1:01:18know a few days together chats about
  1356. 1:01:20everything from you know what kind of
  1357. 1:01:23wildlife is there general information
  1358. 1:01:26about you know how the world works so
  1359. 1:01:27how currents and weather and all these
  1360. 1:01:31things were details about life boats all
  1361. 1:01:34the all the nuts and bolts as well as
  1362. 1:01:36you know like he was interested in
  1363. 1:01:40things like you know will tell me about
  1364. 1:01:43how do you feel spiritually at sea and
  1365. 1:01:45you know and tell me what it's really
  1366. 1:01:49like what it feels like you know and
  1367. 1:01:51that sort of thing and then he went away
  1368. 1:01:55and a couple years later I got a call
  1369. 1:01:57from the producers so they got the green
  1370. 1:01:59light so I ended up going to Taiwan and
  1371. 1:02:01I did pre-production stuff research
  1372. 1:02:04feeding images to the visual effects
  1373. 1:02:07people all that sort of thing looking at
  1374. 1:02:09the script in this in the storyboards
  1375. 1:02:12essentially which is in done and in
  1376. 1:02:15video form as you to say you know give
  1377. 1:02:19him my two cents worth whether that
  1378. 1:02:20looked realistic or not my basic charge
  1379. 1:02:23as he said was to help them try to make
  1380. 1:02:26it look convincing to feel convincing
  1381. 1:02:30it's such a whacko story that we tried
  1382. 1:02:33to make it as real as possible in as
  1383. 1:02:35many ways as possible and I ended up
  1384. 1:02:40doing I don't know directing wave tank
  1385. 1:02:42operations testing the wave tank making
  1386. 1:02:44and designing props coaching the actor
  1387. 1:02:49doing just working with pretty much all
  1388. 1:02:52the departments there which was great
  1389. 1:02:53fun and a great challenge and a great
  1390. 1:02:55privilege now just on advice if you
  1391. 1:02:58could give a listener out there some
  1392. 1:03:00advice who's wanting to sail across an
  1393. 1:03:03ocean like the Atlantic Ocean for
  1394. 1:03:05example is there anything any sort of
  1395. 1:03:08one or two big tips or any advice that
  1396. 1:03:11you could give a listener who's wanting
  1397. 1:03:13to do that Oh
  1398. 1:03:15start small start with small boats
  1399. 1:03:20really teach you a lot it's immediate
  1400. 1:03:23feedback about what you're doing right
  1401. 1:03:24what are you doing wrong and you're
  1402. 1:03:25simple before you get up the really
  1403. 1:03:26complicated things and take things step
  1404. 1:03:29by step I guess and see how you feel see
  1405. 1:03:32if you like it see if you love it I
  1406. 1:03:34think that if you're gonna do an
  1407. 1:03:35offshore trip you'd better love it it'd
  1408. 1:03:38be like you know I don't know if you
  1409. 1:03:42think you're really option going
  1410. 1:03:44offshore you know it's like climbing a
  1411. 1:03:46major that could be like climbing an
  1412. 1:03:50incredibly major amount you really are
  1413. 1:03:52in the wilderness and you're totally on
  1414. 1:03:53your own so you got to take it one step
  1415. 1:03:55at a time
  1416. 1:03:56now you're booked adrift 76 days lost at
  1417. 1:04:00sea you can get that on amazon also
  1418. 1:04:03audible whereabouts can people find your
  1419. 1:04:07website and your other sort of social
  1420. 1:04:10media and stuff like that
  1421. 1:04:12oh I have a website Steven Callahan net
  1422. 1:04:15yeah and um like Sam I'm not I'm not a
  1423. 1:04:19young fella like like you probably are
  1424. 1:04:21and so I'm probably not as adept at all
  1425. 1:04:24the social media is everybody else III
  1426. 1:04:27think I have a page on Facebook but I'm
  1427. 1:04:30not terribly good at keeping up with it
  1428. 1:04:32but I do have a website and there's a
  1429. 1:04:35lot more info about you know my around
  1430. 1:04:37there articles on there yeah I'll put a
  1431. 1:04:39link to that and a link to your book as
  1432. 1:04:42well yeah appreciate you coming on to
  1433. 1:04:44the podcast and it's an incredible story
  1434. 1:04:46and it's been a real privilege speaking
  1435. 1:04:49with you and and you know hearing about
  1436. 1:04:52what you've lived through it's quite
  1437. 1:04:54incredible well thank you Matthew I I
  1438. 1:04:58appreciate the opportunity you're
  1439. 1:04:59talking to you and and all your
  1440. 1:05:01listeners oh cool all right well thanks
  1441. 1:05:03again to coming on all right you've just
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