Bad Blood: Erika Cheung on Bringing Down Theranos — Transcript
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- 1:46all welcome back everyone to this
- 1:49episode of albc we are very excited
- 1:52about this week's guest Erica Chung
- 1:55arrived at the Theos corporate
- 1:56headquarters at just 22 years old as a
- 1:59newly minted graduate of the University
- 2:01of California Berkeley at the time the
- 2:04chemists and biologists saw Elizabeth
- 2:06Holmes just as so many other people did
- 2:08a Visionary CEO a genius and a disruptor
- 2:12who was about to completely rewrite the
- 2:14healthc care Paradigm but Erica's
- 2:16honeymoon phase at her dream gig working
- 2:18for this so-called Visionary lasted all
- 2:21of seven months that's when she quit her
- 2:23job in the Theos lab and became a
- 2:25whistleblower exposing one of the
- 2:27biggest cons in American Business
- 2:29history Erica helped Federal Regulators
- 2:31see Elizabeth Holmes for who she really
- 2:33was a liar who'd put patients lives in
- 2:36Jeopardy and a fraud who duped investors
- 2:38out of hundreds of millions of dollars
- 2:41these days Holmes is wearing prison
- 2:42jumpsuits not her signature black
- 2:44turtlenecks because she serving out an
- 2:4611-year 3-month sentence for her role in
- 2:49wire fraud at the now defunct company
- 2:51she founded Theos and our guest Erica is
- 2:54moving on with her life she just happens
- 2:56to be doing it in the Perma Spotlight
- 2:58that comes with being a whistleblower in
- 2:59a giant headline making case the Theos
- 3:02story not only seems made for movies
- 3:04it's already been the subject of a
- 3:05scripted Hulu series The Dropout and the
- 3:08recent doc the inventor out for blood in
- 3:10Silicon Valley that's where we first
- 3:12spotted her and thought we need her on
- 3:14our podcast stat and we've been in touch
- 3:17ever since everything about the Theos
- 3:19story seems a little bit culty to us so
- 3:22we jumped at the chance to chat with her
- 3:24after all sometimes a cult looks like a
- 3:26really great job offer with an upand
- 3:28cominging Visionary who turned turns out
- 3:30to be a faux humanitarian H I think
- 3:33we've been there lots to cover in this
- 3:34episode we're talking Theos the cult of
- 3:37personality in Silicon Valley and what
- 3:39happens when good people say enough is
- 3:42enough anytime someone Blows the Whistle
- 3:44on criminal characters we want to know
- 3:46more so here's our chat with Theos
- 3:48whistleblower chemist and biologist and
- 3:51overall badass Erica Chung
- 3:54[Music]
- 4:05Erica welcome to a little bit culty hi
- 4:07Sarah thanks for having me we are so
- 4:09excited we have reimmersed oursel into
- 4:12the world of Theos to prep for this
- 4:13interview having we did a deep dive
- 4:16about a year ago yeah well I think
- 4:17whenever the dot came out and I remember
- 4:19watching it thinking I was taking a
- 4:20break from cult content and you were one
- 4:22of the first people in the episode to
- 4:25say drinking the Kool-Aid which everyone
- 4:27on this podcast know what that is a
- 4:29reference too so well first of all how
- 4:31are you welcome to the podcast and how
- 4:33are you in your journey I'm doing quite
- 4:36well I'm doing quite well so you figure
- 4:38for me even though the Theos case has
- 4:40kind of popularized in the media
- 4:41probably in the Last 5 Years for me this
- 4:44whole journey has lasted about a decade
- 4:46so I have to say at the end of 2023 and
- 4:49beginning into this year of 2024 I feel
- 4:53quite at peace and a bit liberated from
- 4:56the case because there's no litigation
- 5:00there's no having to await for a federal
- 5:02trial there's no fear of any type of
- 5:05lingering retaliation in any way shape
- 5:07or form that that might take and so
- 5:10you're seeing a very different version
- 5:11of me than you probably would have seen
- 5:14at very different junctures throughout
- 5:17this this process you know whether that
- 5:19was the acute whistleblowing process
- 5:22whether that was being immersed in the
- 5:24company and working at Theos whether
- 5:27that was fleeing the Silicon Valley
- 5:29going Hong Kong rebuilding my life in
- 5:31Asia and then kind of getting sucked
- 5:33back into that world when uh the case
- 5:36sort of blew up and all the
- 5:39litigation and the indictments and uh
- 5:42the media kind of picked up on the case
- 5:44so so it's a very different version of
- 5:46me feel very liberated very at peace and
- 5:50it's a good place to be after this very
- 5:53long 10e experience it's a timeline we
- 5:57relate to yeah yeah a similar timeline
- 6:01for us and I'm so glad that you you can
- 6:03say that now that I think about it when
- 6:04we first started emailing which was over
- 6:07a year ago you're like I'd love to but
- 6:09we got to wait for the trial which is
- 6:11now all done so yay for that but let's
- 6:14go back to the beginning I'm not sure
- 6:16how much of our podcast you're aware of
- 6:17but our format is is pretty standard in
- 6:19terms of like what Drew people in and
- 6:22what the red flags were and how they got
- 6:23out this is not your standard cult but
- 6:26definitely a lot of cult-like behavior
- 6:28cult detac itics but tell us back at the
- 6:31beginning what did you think you were
- 6:33signing up for and what Drew you to
- 6:35Elizabeth Holmes if you don't mind
- 6:37rewinding the clock a little bit Yeah
- 6:39the early days the good days you know
- 6:41the the days where yeah the good days
- 6:43everything looks like it's going to be
- 6:45rainbows and butterflies I think their
- 6:47early draw for homes I always I always
- 6:50trying and contextualize for people the
- 6:52kind of the Silicon valy at that time
- 6:54too so I started Theos as my first job
- 6:58out of college so I was 22 years old
- 7:01just graduated from UC
- 7:03Berkeley and was kind of star eyed
- 7:08around homes and the fact that she was
- 7:11this female entrepreneur dropped out of
- 7:15Stanford age 19 to start at that time a
- 7:19revolutionary tech company where she was
- 7:22really trying to provide less painful
- 7:25more affordable more accessible blood
- 7:27Diagnostics people right I was super
- 7:30bought into her really bought into the
- 7:32vision and really bought into the hype
- 7:34of the Silicon Valley I think it was one
- 7:36of the few kind of gems that was kind of
- 7:40blossoming in the economy at that time
- 7:42because for the most part being in
- 7:44University during that time it was all
- 7:46talk of how the recession hit the
- 7:50entirety of the United States so hard no
- 7:52one was getting jobs uh no one wanted to
- 7:55be of course involved in finance or this
- 7:58industry or that IND industry but Tech
- 8:01seemed to be this new industry that was
- 8:04generating all of these cool companies
- 8:06that everyone wanted to be a part of and
- 8:08was managing to still at least
- 8:11financially perform well amongst all of
- 8:13this Devastation that had happened and
- 8:16in the sort of financial recession so in
- 8:18those days kind of like seeing all of
- 8:21this right seeing her seeing the tech
- 8:23seeing the hype of being a part of what
- 8:26felt like a a change in the course of
- 8:29time of this kind of like Dow Financial
- 8:32landscape to this like land of
- 8:34opportunity really got me excited and
- 8:37and kind of bought into wanting to work
- 8:39for Theos wanting to be a part of tech
- 8:42and wanting to kind of be on this
- 8:44mission to be a part of you know a
- 8:47revolutionary company how far in was
- 8:50Theos at the time like how old was the
- 8:52company at that point so the company was
- 8:54fairly young it was fairly young and
- 8:57fairly old I suppose you could say so it
- 8:59been around for about 10 years and there
- 9:02wasn't much information about the
- 9:03company so they had raised a fair amount
- 9:05of capital so in the hundreds of
- 9:07millions and they had a stack board as
- 9:10many people know you know they had Henry
- 9:12Kissinger and and George Schultz and all
- 9:15these political figures kind of in there
- 9:18but there wasn't a lot of info about
- 9:21what was going on aside the fact that
- 9:23there was this medical device that she
- 9:25had developed in order to convert blood
- 9:28diagnostics from stick in the vein
- 9:30versus a stick in the finger right like
- 9:32to collect all the the blood device so
- 9:35it was a around for about 10 years the
- 9:40size of it was maybe about 100 200
- 9:42people at that time it wasn't a baby but
- 9:45it was it was still fairly new in terms
- 9:48of being in the public eye and people's
- 9:50interest in kind of you know what is the
- 9:53secretive company doing that seems to
- 9:55have this ambitious vision and these big
- 9:58goals you don't have to tell the whole
- 9:59story because it's really out there in
- 10:01so many formats but there's clearly a
- 10:04pattern and I was looking at my my notes
- 10:06from when I watched it the first time
- 10:08even before we had the podcast of all
- 10:09the similarities between Nexium and
- 10:12Theos and the patterns there but for you
- 10:15what were some of the first red flags
- 10:17the potential issues that you saw before
- 10:19you left I think the first thing that
- 10:21was kind of strange was the fact that
- 10:23there was such a lack of information
- 10:25about what was happening internally and
- 10:27that there was this real emphasis on
- 10:30secrecy of competitors are going to come
- 10:34after us if we share any Trade Secrets
- 10:37the fact that there was so much that was
- 10:39Hush Hush seemed a bit strange and I had
- 10:44kind of written that off especially
- 10:45being really young of oh well they're
- 10:48probably working with the military or
- 10:51they're working with the government and
- 10:53maybe there's some kind of Rhyme or
- 10:56Reason for why you're secretive because
- 10:57that is a place in a domain where you
- 11:00tend to have acceptable secrecy or
- 11:03wanting to keep things kind of quiet but
- 11:05later did I find out that that was
- 11:07actually a giant red flag you know not
- 11:10wanting to have
- 11:11transparency in any facet of the
- 11:14business is a is typically a giant red
- 11:18flag another thing like later on and it
- 11:23was hard to really identify while I was
- 11:26working for the company CU it was quite
- 11:28cool was how young people were so a lot
- 11:31of people were just like me recent grads
- 11:33out of college didn't have a lot of
- 11:35experience in the Working World at all
- 11:38full stop not even in Diagnostics or
- 11:41health care or this sort of really
- 11:43specialized field but really just didn't
- 11:45have very much work experience at all
- 11:48and we're being put
- 11:49into situations where we're given
- 11:52responsibility that we shouldn't have
- 11:54probably had ownership over and I think
- 11:58seeing that there were a lot of us who
- 12:01just didn't really know what was going
- 12:04on or had any background context into
- 12:08the healthcare field being the primary
- 12:11people at the front lines dealing with
- 12:13this technology and dealing with
- 12:16resulting out patients and sort of all
- 12:18these other Shady practices that were
- 12:20kind of going on was a bit of a red flag
- 12:23of like why why why we have so many
- 12:25young people do you think that was
- 12:27intentional do you think that was
- 12:29strategy on her part so it was weird it
- 12:31was like there were two strategies going
- 12:33on it was like at the investment
- 12:34strategy it's like let's get people who
- 12:37are way older where they don't have the
- 12:40Insight in scope around what the
- 12:43technology is that they're actually
- 12:45investing in so they can't ask the right
- 12:47questions I did notice that and then at
- 12:49the other Converse side on the side of
- 12:52actually working for the company there
- 12:54was a whole bunch of young staff who
- 12:57equally you know they were smart enough
- 13:00to be able to ask questions on the
- 13:02daytoday of what we're doing but then
- 13:05didn't have the sort of full perspective
- 13:07of well how does this really Stack Up in
- 13:10comparison to other types of
- 13:12technologies that exist in the world
- 13:14today or other types of healthcare
- 13:16institutions that exist today because
- 13:18they didn't have that primary background
- 13:20of of being able to analyze that and so
- 13:23I think it was by Design I think it was
- 13:27by Design and even I'll give you an
- 13:29example there's a special position
- 13:31called a clinical lab scientist that
- 13:34essentially approves if a patient sample
- 13:36is acceptable or not and what they would
- 13:39do is they would stick these cls's
- 13:42instead of putting them in the
- 13:44laboratory where all these experimental
- 13:46methodologies were kind of happening
- 13:48they would stick them in a separate
- 13:50office and have them sit there just
- 13:53being exposed to the numbers but not
- 13:55actually seeing how any of these numbers
- 13:57were developed until
- 13:59they could be trusted to be able to go
- 14:03into the laboratory where all these
- 14:04experimental methodologies were going on
- 14:07so that was very clear to me when it was
- 14:09like why we've hired all these people
- 14:13we've hired all of these qualified
- 14:15people but none of them are in the lab
- 14:17side by side with me and what was the
- 14:19explanation for that is because oh they
- 14:23need to be trusted first whether they
- 14:26can actually view the technology that
- 14:28we've been operating on patients this
- 14:30whole time so that that was a pretty
- 14:32clear sign that oh this is this is
- 14:34deliberate this is deliberate and again
- 14:37when you're young like how I was young I
- 14:39was you know 22 at that point
- 14:41instinctually you're like something's
- 14:43not quite right here but your framing of
- 14:47it is also not oh they're doing
- 14:50something nefarious or malevolent or oh
- 14:52they're doing this because they're
- 14:55trying to create an environment in which
- 14:58people aren't able to ask the critical
- 15:01questions that could get them in trouble
- 15:03you know that's that's not the line of
- 15:05thought particularly it seems with the
- 15:08cache and the buyin that she was able to
- 15:11establish you know and I can relate to
- 15:13this and tell me if this is what was
- 15:15going on was she's been vetted by people
- 15:17far more experienced than me like I must
- 15:20be kind of in a safe environment in
- 15:22spite of my instincts which I I can
- 15:24relate to so how did you if that's
- 15:26accurate how did you reconcile that and
- 15:28what was the process of having those
- 15:30instincts and then that got you to
- 15:32ultimately do what you did it's a long
- 15:34question a long question but I think
- 15:35it's it's a very normal one right you
- 15:37have that gut feeling you're like
- 15:38something's not right here I'm also you
- 15:41know I was trained as a researcher and a
- 15:43scientist so what is the fundamentals of
- 15:46being a good scientist is being
- 15:47skeptical but not only skeptical of
- 15:50other people but skeptical of yourself
- 15:53and I think being in the position of one
- 15:55very little power being quite young and
- 15:59and in addition to that looking as you
- 16:02said at all of these powerful people
- 16:05that have these stacked resumés that are
- 16:07coming from some of the best
- 16:09institutions in the world saying this
- 16:12works uh we bought into this we've
- 16:15invested tens of millions of dollars
- 16:17into this it's you know at least in that
- 16:20position my first expectation is you
- 16:24might Erica you might be doing something
- 16:26wrong here like there might be it's
- 16:29almost like an internal gas lighting it
- 16:31is an internal gas lighting and now I
- 16:33can identify that that's what was going
- 16:34on like oh ER did an immense amount of
- 16:38gaslighting yourself throughout that
- 16:40experience because it just it doesn't
- 16:43add up right it doesn't add up but the
- 16:46beauty of also being from The Sciences
- 16:49is at the end of the day if you gather
- 16:51enough evidence and because we were
- 16:53doing things that like at the end of the
- 16:56day you can't fight the numbers and so
- 16:59for the type of testing we were doing
- 17:02you know if if I'm doing a a sample test
- 17:07this is basically just comparing okay I
- 17:10know this one sample has you know 10
- 17:14anagrams per Mill of vitamin D in it and
- 17:17I run it through my machine and if it
- 17:19comes out 500 we've got a problem right
- 17:23so it was very straightforward in many
- 17:25cases to recognize like oh yeah you know
- 17:2910 10 doesn't equal 500 and so through
- 17:32the process of being able to uh
- 17:35accumulate a lot of that information it
- 17:37made me a bit more confident to mobilize
- 17:40on being able to come forward and speak
- 17:43up and before we get to that key moment
- 17:45which we obviously want to hear about on
- 17:47your intake form you said you wouldn't
- 17:49mind riffing on some of the culty
- 17:52practices and you mentioned like this is
- 17:54this is the key point in the dock right
- 17:55on the inventor Out For Blood and
- 17:57Silicone Valley you said that you been
- 17:59drinking the Kool-Aid which just a
- 18:00little note for our audience is was
- 18:02actually flavorade which is it's a
- 18:04common misnomer but we everyone knows
- 18:06what you're talking about drinking the
- 18:08Kool-Aid from Jonestown reference how
- 18:10did you get to that reference like in in
- 18:12other words you've clearly seen the
- 18:14correlations you're on our little bit
- 18:15culty podcast what were some of the
- 18:17things you'd want to riff about in terms
- 18:19of the other things you saw that were
- 18:20culty so initially I have to credit
- 18:24actually one of my colleagues for
- 18:26pointing that out to me and it was
- 18:28really in the way she observed me
- 18:31talking about the company that she's
- 18:33like hey don't drink the Kool-Aid too
- 18:35fast and then that was like a moment of
- 18:37realization and it was one the Adoration
- 18:41for Elizabeth Holmes of like wow look at
- 18:43her she's so impressive she started this
- 18:46company she's brought us all here you
- 18:48know we have all these fancy machines
- 18:50and all these people from Elite
- 18:53institutions and how special is it to be
- 18:56a part of this company that isn't just
- 18:59pulling together all of this money and
- 19:01all of these people but also has this
- 19:04beautiful Vision in addition to that
- 19:07right and I think she could almost see
- 19:09The Gleam in my eye of how bought in I
- 19:14was and how convinced I was around what
- 19:19we were trying to accomplish that it was
- 19:21a bit of a moment of Reckoning for me of
- 19:24like oh is this some sort of magical
- 19:28thinking or just euphoria that I have
- 19:32around being a part of this organization
- 19:35that seems to kind of check the boxes
- 19:38for me of of what I want out of life
- 19:40what I want out of my career what I want
- 19:42to propagate and see happen in society
- 19:45your idealism was leveraged my idealism
- 19:48was leveraged it was leveraged
- 19:50transcendental exactly so I really
- 19:52credit this colleague for that that she
- 19:55was the one who made that comment and
- 19:57saw that in me and made me it gave me
- 20:00that moment of reflection of like oh do
- 20:02I have some sort of bizarre glaze in my
- 20:06eye around being a part of the company
- 20:09and it was a good wakeup call in certain
- 20:11ways because then it made me a little
- 20:13more astute when you're doing certain
- 20:15actions and you're looking at your
- 20:17experiments that are failing every day
- 20:20and you're being asked despite all these
- 20:23failures to up the ante in terms of how
- 20:26many patients you run or uh how many
- 20:30different people you influence or how
- 20:32far you move the needle in terms of you
- 20:35know what you think is acceptable in
- 20:38terms of things this is very nerdy but
- 20:40like data Integrity right making sure
- 20:43that are we not manipulating information
- 20:46in a way to make it look pretty versus
- 20:50having it give an accurate depiction
- 20:52about what's happening right and there
- 20:54were just these tiny little ways in
- 20:56which we were constantly pushing the
- 20:59needle of what Integrity looked like and
- 21:03I'm sure you guys have seen this too
- 21:05that it's it doesn't start off super
- 21:07strong they're not like
- 21:09hey give me you know I I want you to
- 21:14just basically give me a number that
- 21:16sounds good right they don't kind of
- 21:18come out the door saying that but it's
- 21:20just these subtle ways that they store
- 21:23sort of get you to slightly modify what
- 21:28you think is acceptable over time right
- 21:31it's like the compass gets turned in a
- 21:33way yeah that probably made me realize
- 21:37okay there's there's some other cultural
- 21:39Dynamics going on here in addition to
- 21:42more puppet mastering that's occurring
- 21:45than maybe I'm conscious
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- 23:17get back to this episode of a little bit
- 23:18culty it's a good one a common question
- 23:21we get is do you think Keith reneer had
- 23:24a good idea here it went went bad
- 23:27whatever I I think Keith was bad from
- 23:30the start and he set this organization
- 23:32up for himself for whatever and there's
- 23:34lots of proof of that whatever holes he
- 23:36wanted to fill do you think Elizabeth
- 23:39set Theos up for her own holes to fill
- 23:43like you know well you're skipping to
- 23:44the end well I mean I mean I guess was
- 23:47there ever a product yeah in your
- 23:49opinion like do you know what I mean
- 23:51like did you ever feel like if she had
- 23:53started to succeed does it justify
- 23:55everything right like does that make
- 23:57sense was there ever a glimmer of like
- 23:59this happening ah gosh so so this is a
- 24:03huge loaded thing part of the trial pack
- 24:07in so many different ways yeah and of
- 24:08course in the trial there was there's
- 24:10there's of course my opinion and then
- 24:12there's like what the litigation say
- 24:15right when it came to was this a fraud
- 24:18or was this not a fraud and there's a
- 24:20very technical definition of what
- 24:22patient and wire fraud is was that the
- 24:24case and that was proven to be the case
- 24:28right that there was definitely wire
- 24:29fraud that occurred and that there was
- 24:31patient fraud that occurred of course
- 24:33the sentencing between uh sunny and
- 24:35Elizabeth had some disparities between
- 24:37the two of them but I think back to your
- 24:39earlier question you know in the case of
- 24:42Holmes do I believe that she was from
- 24:47the start trying to fill some sort of
- 24:50personal void 100% right was it with the
- 24:54malevolent intention I think it's it
- 24:57these types of Psych Oles are so and
- 25:00personalities are so hard to deconstruct
- 25:03because in comparison to just like
- 25:06almost blatant greed and blatant
- 25:09frauders are a little bit easier to deal
- 25:11with right it's like oh it's the money
- 25:13they're after the money but when you
- 25:15deal with people who seek things like
- 25:18power or fame or some sort of
- 25:22fulfillment of some lack that is hard to
- 25:26quantify it gets gets much more
- 25:29complicated absolutely and I think to a
- 25:33certain degree is it possible that point
- 25:35of care Diagnostics could and did exist
- 25:39at that time yes 100% can you take a
- 25:42finger stick and run some blood samples
- 25:44on it yes where Theos went wrong was you
- 25:48can't necessarily take a drop of blood
- 25:50and run hundreds of tests nor can you do
- 25:54that in one box and maybe will find some
- 25:59sort of technological advancement that
- 26:02makes that viable but Theos and where
- 26:05the company was was nowhere near that
- 26:08right there was absolutely no scientific
- 26:12innovation that actually happened that
- 26:15moved the needle of the industry in
- 26:18itself that we were working on right
- 26:20like at all at all if anything because
- 26:23of Theos it set back people's ability to
- 26:27innovate that space because people are
- 26:30so scared to touch
- 26:33Diagnostics because they don't want to
- 26:36probably lose face for being involved in
- 26:39another failure around Diagnostics that
- 26:43really it I think created more of a risk
- 26:47aversion and almost over excessive risk
- 26:50aversion to that space that's such a
- 26:53shame it's such a shame it's there's so
- 26:55many and I'm sure you guys had this too
- 26:57even even though being at the helm of of
- 27:00whistleblowing and stopping the case
- 27:03like there's still so much heartbreak
- 27:05that comes from that right like that
- 27:07idealism that they played on absolutely
- 27:10those ideals didn't disappear for me
- 27:13right yeah moral injury it's the moral
- 27:15injury it's the the grief and the loss
- 27:19and the sadness and the Betrayal uh
- 27:23there's so many emotions that end up
- 27:26coming to the Forefront of of these
- 27:29cases and they Ripple into so many
- 27:31different things Beyond just that case
- 27:33Exel how far off is she is it as crazy
- 27:36as me going to like someone and saying
- 27:38Hey I want to do a time machine give me
- 27:40hundreds of millions of dollars and then
- 27:42how absurd is her idea so her idea parts
- 27:47of it are not it's like two truths in a
- 27:49lifee so there are some truths there of
- 27:51things that you can do yeah but I think
- 27:54in terms of what we were doing at Theos
- 27:55how I compare it is that she promised
- 27:58everyone a Magic Carpet that could fly
- 28:00and delivered people a hoverboard but
- 28:03worse yet the hoverboard she shipped
- 28:06when you plug them in they explode and
- 28:08that's pretty much what she
- 28:11did so I like that that's a great
- 28:13metaphor that's kind of what we were
- 28:17what was accomplished and so wow so it
- 28:21was pretty far off it was pretty far off
- 28:23and it's hard right it's hard when you
- 28:25see these big machines and when people
- 28:27are working so hard to develop things
- 28:30that it's hard for people to see like
- 28:33well look we had all of these million
- 28:35dooll machines or we manufactured all of
- 28:37these different units it's like yeah but
- 28:39they don't work right that was one of
- 28:41the things they did in the trial where
- 28:42it was like okay if the company wasn't
- 28:45working on building this look at these
- 28:47stacks of papers of all these
- 28:49experiments that they had run to like
- 28:52show you that this technology was viable
- 28:55new it existed and it's like sure I can
- 28:59print out I can like write on a piece of
- 29:02paper that you know I did this
- 29:05experiment but if they all fail that
- 29:07doesn't mean I have a product that works
- 29:09right like I can run such a nonse I can
- 29:12run millions of experiments it doesn't
- 29:14seem to show a track record of progress
- 29:16either yeah just circling back to
- 29:18something you said about like the
- 29:20internal feeling and being overridden by
- 29:22the idealism I think you know one of the
- 29:25things we certainly saw watch in
- 29:26watching the doc anyway is it's also the
- 29:29the corporate rah rah like for lack of a
- 29:31better word the the songs and the
- 29:33Gatherings and the the hype and that
- 29:36aligns with what you were saying like
- 29:38it's you know feeling special and being
- 29:40part of all that and how great that must
- 29:41have felt sidebar calling them Eagle One
- 29:44and Eagle two I pretty sure we called
- 29:47Nancy and Keith that didn't we at
- 29:48certain points like one and two like it
- 29:50was that kind of like they'd come in
- 29:52together and it was just that kind of
- 29:54vibe if not if not called that directly
- 29:56it was certainly that Vibe but yes so
- 29:58then so getting so going from that all
- 30:00of those red flags what was the final
- 30:02straw for you when did you decide that
- 30:04you had to speak up and become a well I
- 30:06guess there's probably two points
- 30:07speaking up and then being dismissed and
- 30:11then becoming a whistleblower yeah is
- 30:12that accurate yeah so I had reported
- 30:14internally several times right of saying
- 30:17like something's not right here this and
- 30:19it wasn't like
- 30:21overarching something's not right here
- 30:24it was like this experiment this didn't
- 30:26work we're having problems with this
- 30:28type of test we having problems with
- 30:30this and so I had done a lot to report
- 30:33internally to different people within
- 30:35the organization but I think the big
- 30:39turning point for me of the fact that
- 30:42okay these aren't just issues that we
- 30:44have in the company that there's
- 30:45something bigger going on here is when I
- 30:47had a conversation with the COO of the
- 30:50company and I had gone into his office
- 30:53and basically told him I'm concerned
- 30:55about the issues that we're having in
- 30:57terms the failures of our patient test
- 31:01and frequency of them and the fact that
- 31:04when we make mistake on a patient sample
- 31:07we don't notify them and when I had
- 31:10reported these concerns to him he
- 31:12basically said you are a recent graduate
- 31:14from UC Berkeley have you ever taken a
- 31:17statistics class do you know anything
- 31:19about statistics you need to do the job
- 31:21I pay to do which is to process patient
- 31:24samples without question and so at that
- 31:27point I was was just shocked I was
- 31:28really Jarred I was like okay this isn't
- 31:31the case that there's some discrepancy
- 31:34between what the executive management
- 31:37knows and what's happening at the
- 31:38operational FL they know exactly what's
- 31:40going on they're just not doing anything
- 31:42about it and so I think that really
- 31:44flipped for me what type of situation I
- 31:47had gotten myself into you know before
- 31:50that I think I was still operating by
- 31:53the principle that you're in a startup
- 31:55things aren't working that's why you're
- 31:56hired you're here to fix the problems
- 31:59but at that point I realized oh no no no
- 32:01there's something else going on here and
- 32:04I talked to the board as well I gone to
- 32:06the board's house and had a conversation
- 32:08and he basically said maybe I should
- 32:10look for another job wow and I think
- 32:14after those
- 32:16experiences of internally reporting kind
- 32:19of going up every level of command
- 32:23basically to kind of get the truth out
- 32:25you know I was very disempowered I
- 32:27didn't know what to do I was very
- 32:30concerned about the fact that they were
- 32:32testing on patients even though it was
- 32:35pretty well proven that these tests
- 32:37weren't working even by our own like
- 32:39internal standards and I tell a lot of
- 32:43people I got lucky in the sense that I
- 32:45had gotten contacted by John Caro who
- 32:49was the main reporter who reported on
- 32:52the case and for me it it wasn't even a
- 32:55second thought it was like a breath of
- 32:57fresh air
- 32:58of oh okay there's one opportunity to
- 33:01get the truth out like I'm going to take
- 33:03it I'm going to take whatever door
- 33:05present itself to me to allow the truth
- 33:07to get out and I didn't really think
- 33:09twice I didn't probably do as much due
- 33:12diligence as I should have in terms of
- 33:13vetting like is this a good journalist
- 33:15or not and honestly before his report
- 33:19came out the company was so litigious
- 33:22that they had basically come after me
- 33:24threatened assuming and had private
- 33:27investigators following me where I was
- 33:29living in the bay but that was also a
- 33:31bit Lucky in a a strange way because it
- 33:35sort of allowed me to understand that I
- 33:37could also report to Regulators that
- 33:39that was an opportunity for me that The
- 33:41Regulators were ultimately the governing
- 33:45body that could shut down their ability
- 33:47to process patient samples and so once I
- 33:50figured out like oh you can do this and
- 33:53you can do it anonymously it was great
- 33:55it was kind of crazy though cuz when I
- 33:58had first figured this out I had tried
- 34:01to go to San Francisco in order to walk
- 34:04into the office to file the report but I
- 34:08was so paranoid about the fact that I
- 34:11was being stoed and followed and that
- 34:13they would see me entering into the
- 34:15building that I ended up like pacing
- 34:18like a crazy person around the Streets
- 34:20of San Francisco like trying to see is
- 34:23someone following me is someone not that
- 34:26I like couldn't do it that first day day
- 34:28and so then I ended up getting a burner
- 34:30phone and calling them through the
- 34:31burner phone and then figuring out okay
- 34:34this is how you file a report and took
- 34:36me a while to file the report I had a
- 34:38lot of personal issues I was taking care
- 34:41of someone who was dying at that time so
- 34:43it took me a while to write out the the
- 34:45report then these things never happen at
- 34:48opportune times like a really crazy
- 34:51summer for me but that's kind of what
- 34:53led me to speaking up was a mixture of
- 34:56the desire to just say they need to stop
- 34:59testing on patients and also a bit of
- 35:02luck in terms of kind of bumping into
- 35:05the right people who sort of helped me
- 35:07build my awareness of what were the
- 35:09opportunities for me to allow the truth
- 35:11to get out right like you don't walk
- 35:13around 23 years old like oh I'm going to
- 35:15knock on the door of the Wall Street
- 35:17Journal and have them hold this company
- 35:21I used to worked for accountable you
- 35:22don't walk around at 43 years old doing
- 35:26that so
- 35:28yeah that's that's something that you
- 35:31think that you're ever going to be
- 35:32presented with especially when you
- 35:34started off like like really it's it's
- 35:37crazy I really thought Theos was going
- 35:39to be the company I was going to work
- 35:40for the next 10 years of my life like I
- 35:44was that bought in to what we were
- 35:45trying to do and then next thing you
- 35:47know you're having to kind of change
- 35:49course one thing Sarah and I learned is
- 35:52you don't get to pick and choose how and
- 35:55why you're going to stand for what
- 35:56you're going to stand for
- 35:58why not walk away at that point for you
- 36:00you know in my case I knew what I stood
- 36:02for when I joined the company like I
- 36:04stood for the fact that I wanted to
- 36:07figure out how to leverage technology to
- 36:09provide affordable and accessible
- 36:11Healthcare to people I knew that right
- 36:14like I went in very clear-minded very
- 36:17clearheaded that this is how I wanted to
- 36:20spend my life in my career and I think
- 36:25because our actions were so counter that
- 36:28we were lying to patients we were
- 36:30telling people they may or may not have
- 36:33had cancer when we we didn't even trust
- 36:35these tests like people internally the
- 36:38organization would get their blood test
- 36:40results on The Edison devices and like
- 36:42freak freak out because they were just
- 36:45having such like false reports on
- 36:47everything and so I think that made it
- 36:51easy even though it was scary and hard
- 36:53to kind of keep pushing through because
- 36:55I I did have a very clear understanding
- 36:58of why I joined the company what I stood
- 37:02for how I wanted to spend my time how I
- 37:04wanted to spend my career why did I
- 37:06study the Sciences why did I do all of
- 37:09these different things it was it was
- 37:11very black and white in many ways for me
- 37:15and made it all the easier I think what
- 37:17makes it complicated was actually the
- 37:20circumstance of like are you actually
- 37:22right about this or not you know is this
- 37:25the case that you're actually right
- 37:27about these issues that are going on and
- 37:29because of my lack of experience and
- 37:31because of the amount of intimidation
- 37:34and gaslighting and just kind of like
- 37:38Twilight Zone environment of a workplace
- 37:41that was where like all of a sudden you
- 37:45know up is right and 20 is 76 and just
- 37:51all this this wild stuff that's what was
- 37:53the complicated part I think for me it
- 37:56was like the the mission the principle
- 37:58the what to stand for very clear very
- 38:01easy it was are you actually right about
- 38:05this and I think also I didn't want to
- 38:07be right about this yeah it's so gross
- 38:11right like when you really look at it
- 38:14you're like this is so awful that I
- 38:17almost want to be delusional about
- 38:20what's happening because the reality of
- 38:23what we're actually doing is so painful
- 38:26I totally agree
- 38:28counter what I signed up for that it's
- 38:31just even your personal resistance to
- 38:35the the truth like there are very few
- 38:37times in life that you want to be wrong
- 38:39about something this badly totally yeah
- 38:42we've been there for
- 38:46sure for more background on what brought
- 38:48us here check out Sarah's page turning
- 38:50Memoir it's called scard the true story
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- 38:54bound my life it's available on Amazon
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- 39:38let's get back to a little bit culty
- 39:40shall we I totally remember doing
- 39:43interviews at the beginning and even
- 39:44still saying like this is bad right like
- 39:46I totally remember that feeling Al it's
- 39:48the opposite of what you signed up for
- 39:50opposite the opposite I'm glad you guys
- 39:52say that because that was something I
- 39:54struggled with a lot and I think other
- 39:56people struggled with me a lot where I
- 39:58don't think they understand what it's
- 40:00like being in that environment so when
- 40:02you come out of it and you talk about it
- 40:04for them as a objective sear of the
- 40:07circumstance they're able to say no this
- 40:09is clearly wrong but because you were
- 40:11immersed and inundated and there's so
- 40:14many emotions and there's so many
- 40:17relationships and and experiences and
- 40:20and different things that are involved
- 40:22in that process it's very
- 40:25challenging to have that objective view
- 40:29even being outside of the case even
- 40:31though you know it's 10 years later for
- 40:32Me Maybe not quite 10 years in terms of
- 40:35the actual act but seven years I don't
- 40:38really listen to any of the interviews
- 40:40that I do frankly but I know in terms of
- 40:43seeing a younger version of myself that
- 40:45it was hard for me sometimes to grasp
- 40:48with like but this is wrong or having to
- 40:50justify my actions or even ask for just
- 40:55some sort of assuredness
- 40:57and and that's weird like I look back at
- 41:00that and I'm like how did they do that
- 41:02to me your own character is in question
- 41:04to yourself mhm part of the bizarre
- 41:07thing because I felt my character wasn't
- 41:10in question until I saw something I'm
- 41:12like oh whoa I'm actually aligned with
- 41:15something that was almost was
- 41:17perpetrating yeah I had to reconcile
- 41:19that and that was a gymnastics I had to
- 41:20kind of and admit you're a victim and
- 41:22you got ConEd and all that stuff messes
- 41:25with your pride what was it like for you
- 41:27to have all of this like in the public
- 41:29space cuz there's been a documentary
- 41:31there's the Hulu series and there is we
- 41:33haven't watched it yet to be just so you
- 41:35know we didn't have time to watch watch
- 41:36it there but I did see that there's a
- 41:38character of you right so I haven't
- 41:40watched it either so so don't feel bad
- 41:44cuz cuz technically there is a character
- 41:46of me and I haven't watched probably
- 41:48best not to I feel I don't know yeah it
- 41:50was a little too soon for me it's been
- 41:54how do I explain this journey it's
- 41:56complicated it's very very complicated
- 41:59my initial intentions were always to be
- 42:01anonymous because I loved my simple life
- 42:04I was totally fine being in the
- 42:06background working on my projects and
- 42:09just having some level of anomid and
- 42:13that was valuable to me but what ended
- 42:15up happening is I got subpoenaed for a
- 42:17court case the judge ended up releasing
- 42:20my deposition into the public record and
- 42:23then my name got out the media picked up
- 42:26on it and were kind of misquoting some
- 42:28of the things that I had said and so at
- 42:30that point people said Erica if you
- 42:32don't control your story other people
- 42:34will and I was like what what does that
- 42:37mean right and at this point I'm like 25
- 42:3926 and I'm like oh God here we go and so
- 42:43that opened the door to a very
- 42:45complicated process of like well who do
- 42:48I engage with how do I engage with them
- 42:51and and also you're traumatized right so
- 42:54you're like trying to make these
- 42:56decisions
- 42:57and I was so young and it's not like
- 43:00it's hard to explain to people this type
- 43:02of Fame because it's not like oh I've
- 43:04worked the past 20 years to become an
- 43:07astronaut it finally happened and
- 43:09everyone wants to hear about it it's
- 43:11like I was in this horrible circumstance
- 43:15that was like semi in my control but
- 43:18largely out of my control I made it out
- 43:21kind of okay but I don't feel okay and
- 43:24now everyone wants to talk to me about
- 43:26it
- 43:27and it's inspirational on one end and
- 43:30it's sad on the other and like how do
- 43:33you negotiate that and I had largely
- 43:37spent my journey in avoidance of like
- 43:40that's that one horrible thing that
- 43:41happened to you at work at time we're
- 43:43never going to talk about it we're
- 43:44packing our bags we're moving to Hong
- 43:46Kong we've completely changed careers I
- 43:48went from being a scientist to working
- 43:50in Venture Capital right like I had
- 43:52really distan myself from the whole
- 43:55experience I was like we're not going to
- 43:56deal with
- 43:57and then I had to like confront all that
- 43:59on the public stage and and so now like
- 44:02I said you're seeing this sort of like
- 44:03healed version of mine but it was it was
- 44:05very complicated very challenging has it
- 44:07come with blessings 100% has it come
- 44:10with challenges 100% And so even to this
- 44:13day I haven't really been able to kind
- 44:16of sort it all out except with
- 44:19acceptance of like that's what happened
- 44:21that this is the way it worked out you
- 44:23just have to sort of accept that and of
- 44:26course there's a way in which you can
- 44:28kind of re with all of these cases they
- 44:31die down and they go by the wayside like
- 44:34with everything in life but it was quite
- 44:37complicated for me cuz I was so young I
- 44:39didn't know how to negotiate it I am a
- 44:40pretty open and transparent person in
- 44:43general but you have that level of being
- 44:47exposed it was just a world I wasn't
- 44:51prepared for or you know didn't know how
- 44:54to negotiate I think like other people
- 44:57might have I wish we had been friends at
- 45:00the time yeah yeah well I mean I I was I
- 45:04went through everything you just said I
- 45:06just wish I could have imparted it so
- 45:07you didn't have to go through it well
- 45:09what you just said in the beginning was
- 45:11the reason I got involved if you don't
- 45:12tell your story someone else will and
- 45:14they're not they're going to butcher
- 45:15it and so that was the only reason I did
- 45:19The Vow and any of that stuff I wasn't
- 45:21particularly interested in getting
- 45:22attention not based on my
- 45:24Merit but based on something that
- 45:26happened to me but truly like Erica her
- 45:28her Merit and I heard somebody I got
- 45:30goosebumps when I when I heard the
- 45:32narrator of the Dropout podcast I don't
- 45:33know if you listened to that summarizing
- 45:35the trial just to say that she had
- 45:37remarkable describe to you like that the
- 45:40whole reason that we're having the trial
- 45:41is because of charact this quote
- 45:42characters like Erica Chung who has
- 45:45remarkable integrity and going back to
- 45:47like your desire for data Integrity your
- 45:49integrity is the reason this has all
- 45:52come to light and also to you nippy you
- 45:54do have Merit in yeah we all [ __ ] up
- 45:56you
- 45:57I'm not seeking to minimize that aspect
- 45:59of it but I'm simply saying when I
- 46:01signed up to do this and when I've
- 46:03gotten attention for something it's
- 46:04based on something I've set out to do
- 46:06not something that happened to me you
- 46:08know and I don't mean to minimize like
- 46:10you know how we handled it and how we
- 46:11turned it into a positive and how we did
- 46:13the right thing in any shape or form but
- 46:15it was uncomfortable to go through that
- 46:17and then you know to your point people
- 46:19don't necessarily understand it and
- 46:20you're reconciling to understand it
- 46:21while you're having conversations about
- 46:23it that's a weird it's a weird thing to
- 46:25do yeah I think it was strange too cuz
- 46:27there was litigation that was going on
- 46:30like that's rare when that happens where
- 46:32it's like the
- 46:34reporting happened during the downfall
- 46:38right the
- 46:39litigation happened while all of this
- 46:42was public versus it wasn't a closed
- 46:45case that people took all the
- 46:47information and then decided to do
- 46:49something with it and I think that
- 46:52generated an immense amount of paranoia
- 46:54for me an immense amount of feelings of
- 46:58lack of safety and even you know to this
- 47:01day like I haven't signed a lease for
- 47:03the last eight nine years of my life
- 47:06right like
- 47:07I have like floated about there are all
- 47:09these weird things that I do now that
- 47:13are probably a consequence of the like
- 47:16just deep lack of safety that I felt I
- 47:19had because of just the amount of
- 47:21exposure that was occurring
- 47:25simultaneously with all of these like
- 47:27other aspects and so I think that was
- 47:29the uniqueness of this case was it was
- 47:32just so there was so much attention on
- 47:35it while it was still unfolding so I
- 47:38think that was what made it strange and
- 47:40I think you know seren is the same thing
- 47:42right when it happens I think anyone who
- 47:45goes through these traumatic experiences
- 47:47you have to have that hard conversation
- 47:49with yourself around like well what now
- 47:53what now and the best you can do is just
- 47:56take that process it accept it grapple
- 47:59with it grieve It Whatever process you
- 48:02need to go through and ideally if you
- 48:05can say how do we transform this in
- 48:07something that can be beneficial to
- 48:09others how can we transform this in
- 48:11something that can have some sort of
- 48:16rebirth out of the circumstance and and
- 48:20Sarah to your to your point you know one
- 48:22of the big helpful things that helped me
- 48:24during the trial was actually my friend
- 48:26ship with Cynthia Cooper who was the
- 48:28Worldcom
- 48:29whistleblower and I don't think I would
- 48:32have made it out of that trial without
- 48:34her guidance and mentorship and just
- 48:36sheer kindness and perspective that's so
- 48:39great of it's hard it's difficult it's
- 48:43not going to stop being difficult until
- 48:45it's over so just sit in the
- 48:50discomfort and that's a message I needed
- 48:52to hear and I needed an ally of someone
- 48:56of course has her own unique experience
- 48:59you guys of course have had your own
- 49:00unique experience but there are
- 49:02commonalities right dealing with these
- 49:05types of kind of culty organizations or
- 49:08Cults themselves or or just groups that
- 49:12kind of create these circumstances for
- 49:15people that they feel um they're a part
- 49:17of this thing but also trying to escape
- 49:20out of in in different ways so that kind
- 49:23of opportunity to share with people and
- 49:27also be an ally to other people who will
- 49:30likely be in these circumstances has
- 49:32been immensely powerful for me it was
- 49:35powerful for Cynthia as well to help me
- 49:37through that because yeah it's
- 49:39unfortunate when you are in these
- 49:41circumstances they're so sad and hard
- 49:44but the best you can do is grow out of
- 49:46them absolutely I have to tell you that
- 49:48you know we could do a whole episode on
- 49:49how culty Elizabeth Holmes is and like
- 49:51you know analyze her behavior and all
- 49:52that stuff but this episode for us is
- 49:54really about the Journey of a
- 49:55whistleblower and there's a lot of
- 49:58people who listen to this podcast who
- 49:59are in Cults or debating leaving Cults
- 50:01or have left and debating whether to
- 50:03whistleblow and we haven't we haven't
- 50:05really done like a dedicated episode on
- 50:07that do you have any advice for future
- 50:10whistle whistleblowers on this episode
- 50:12or anything you would done differently
- 50:13that gets you can glean there for us
- 50:15yeah I think the biggest thing is build
- 50:18out a support network that's the biggest
- 50:19thing think of who are the Allies that
- 50:21you're going to need and ideally there
- 50:23are people who if you have allies
- 50:27within the group that you're a part of
- 50:29that's great but also external you know
- 50:31a lot of lawyers with whistleblowers
- 50:33work on contingency and even if you
- 50:35can't hire them maybe have a starter
- 50:38conversation around what's kind of
- 50:40occurring there are lots of these
- 50:41agencies and nonprofits that you can and
- 50:44advocacy groups that you can turn to if
- 50:47you have a question you know some people
- 50:49don't have strong family support or
- 50:51friends support but at the same time
- 50:53it's that we all have at least even if
- 50:55it's a barice even if it's someone you
- 50:58would be surprised at the kindness of
- 51:00strangers when you tell them I'm really
- 51:02in a bind I need to start somewhere to
- 51:05get help like really try and formulate
- 51:08that support network because it's going
- 51:10to be really crucial throughout the
- 51:12Journey of whatever you decide to do you
- 51:14know I work a lot on The Whistleblower
- 51:17advocacy side now with people like the
- 51:19signals Network that deals with media
- 51:22whistleblowers and Tech whistleblowers
- 51:24there's lots of good nonprofits out
- 51:25there and there are lots of resources
- 51:27out there that people can kind of turn
- 51:29to but I think personally for me it's
- 51:31like making sure you have a wide range
- 51:35of people that you can kind of turn to
- 51:37for questions and emotional support and
- 51:40uh just perspective on what's happening
- 51:43and it's not always easy to build and I
- 51:45know it's hard but uh that's I think
- 51:47really crucial for these types of cases
- 51:49and Circumstance couldn't agree more we
- 51:51have a portion of our episode we talk
- 51:53about the thing that chaps your ass the
- 51:54most about the whole experience and this
- 51:55more the content like the thing that's I
- 51:58rolly nipp for him it's the voice
- 52:00putting you on the spot what's the thing
- 52:02for you uh that gets me bothered yeah
- 52:04that's one way of putting it it gets me
- 52:07bothered portion of our podcast it's
- 52:10optional and it could be about the press
- 52:11it could be about the trial it could be
- 52:13about the experience itself it could be
- 52:15anything you know the thing that I think
- 52:18bothers me about the voice is everyone
- 52:21and this is when you know you have a
- 52:22cult of personality everyone fixated on
- 52:26the voice for so long that it was almost
- 52:29like people ignored all the other
- 52:32egregious things that she had done and
- 52:34were so hyper fixated on The Voice and I
- 52:37was like what is going why are people
- 52:38just paying attention to this like
- 52:41quality that she has versus the fact of
- 52:44all the actions that she had done and it
- 52:46was really it was really strange to me
- 52:48to kind of kind of see that that it was
- 52:51like oh yeah people are more concerned
- 52:53with this sort of like image based stuff
- 52:55than they are about like what are the
- 52:57actual actions of what's occurring and
- 53:00that was a big shock for me yeah I mean
- 53:01it's certainly one of the first things I
- 53:02noticed is just something that was weird
- 53:04I was like it was in congruous like
- 53:06Keith's volleyball yeah Keith did a lot
- 53:08of things that were like a Persona
- 53:11especially that was one correlation I
- 53:12made all so both had this faux
- 53:13humbleness like this pretend
- 53:15humanitarian thing yeah I think that
- 53:17would have been another thing that
- 53:18really bothered me was the kind of like
- 53:21the lying around the patient experience
- 53:25in her uncle like to create more empathy
- 53:28and it was like oh this is when you know
- 53:30you're dealing with a particular type of
- 53:33dark Triad individual is when you are
- 53:38basically lying about personal stories
- 53:40in order to Garner more attention from
- 53:43others and that was that was a bit
- 53:46jarring and surprising for me yeah
- 53:48highly highly manipulative well we loved
- 53:50having you on this podcast it's been in
- 53:53in the works for so long and it's really
- 53:56come full circle for us and such an
- 53:57honor to meet you I really think what
- 53:59you did was so brave and you know we
- 54:01want all only the best for you next
- 54:04thanks Sarah thanks nippy thank you
- 54:06Erica you like what you hear please do
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- 54:21do hope you liked our chat with Erica I
- 54:23think we could have kept her on the line
- 54:24for another hour for sure of all it was
- 54:26midnight for her so she had to go but I
- 54:28think was nice of her to do that really
- 54:30nice we're going to have to try to get
- 54:31her back on for our patreon subscribers
- 54:33and get into the weeds of the story and
- 54:34the thing about the Elizabeth Holmes
- 54:36story is we got to ask are there more
- 54:38Elizabeth Holmes being nurtured right
- 54:40now at some startup somewhere great
- 54:42question and what are the effects of
- 54:43like people are like so many startups do
- 54:46start that way with a vision of
- 54:47something that's like has never been
- 54:49done before and people are going to be
- 54:50like this is another thonos and also
- 54:53think of the people she had like why
- 54:55would you think Henry kiss do you know
- 54:57what I mean like all the credibility
- 54:59that was leveraged and like it should
- 55:01shine a light on people to ask different
- 55:03questions and and what we put our trust
- 55:05in at the very least this time we live
- 55:07in is just ripe for Brilliance and it's
- 55:09ripe for Bad actors to take advantage of
- 55:11the cult of personality Fame and the
- 55:13need for being the next Steve Jobs which
- 55:15is clearly something she was aspiring to
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