Avenging My Past Disobedience | Rev. Clark Copeland | MAC 2026 | October 8, 2026 — Transcript
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- 14:07Hello and welcome to MAC 2026. We are so
- 14:11excited to have you here at the First
- 14:13Pentecostal Church of North.
- 14:35My name is Price Beachch and I want to
- 14:37take just a minute to tell you about
- 14:39everything happening during MAC this
- 14:40year. First of all, we've got two
- 14:43incredible nights of church planned.
- 14:44Service starts at 700 p.m. both nights.
- 14:47And we're excited to have Reverend Clark
- 14:49Copeland preaching tonight and Reverend
- 14:51David Jennings preaching tomorrow night.
- 14:53But as you know, MAC does not end when
- 14:55church is over. We've got some great
- 14:57events planned after service, [music]
- 14:58and you're not going to want to miss
- 15:00them.
- 15:00>> Tonight, we're heading to the grounds in
- 15:02Cab for an incredible night of
- 15:03basketball, volleyball, pickle ball, and
- 15:05more. The grounds will be open from
- 15:0710:00 p.m. until 2:00 a.m. Admission is
- 15:10just $15, and everyone is invited. So,
- 15:12wherever you're coming to play or
- 15:14[music] just hang out with friends, we'd
- 15:15love to see you there.
- 15:16>> Now, for all of our Mosaic and College
- 15:18and Career crowd, we've got something
- 15:20special planned just for you. We're
- 15:22heading to Putt Chip and Chill from
- 15:2410:30 p.m. until 1:00 a.m. Admission is
- 15:27only $20. So, grab your friends and come
- 15:30hang out with us. And don't forget,
- 15:31tomorrow night we're doing something a
- 15:33little different. After Friday night's
- 15:35service, we're hosting [music] a special
- 15:36worship night right here in the Rotunda.
- 15:39Everyone is invited and we're going to
- 15:41worship together until we're finished.
- 15:43No set ending time, no rush to leave,
- 15:45just an opportunity to spend time in the
- 15:47presence of God.
- 15:48>> We'll also have food trucks parked out
- 15:50front after service tomorrow night so
- 15:52you can grab something to eat and enjoy
- 15:53spending time with everyone.
- 15:55>> While you're here, be sure to check out
- 15:57our MAC vendors located on the west side
- 16:00of level 3 and at the Courtyard
- 16:02Marriott. And if you need a coffee or
- 16:04something to drink, the Connect Cafe
- 16:06will be open before and after service.
- 16:09We would also like to invite all of the
- 16:11ministers and their families to join us
- 16:13in the Greyhole after each service for a
- 16:15meal.
- 16:16>> We're so glad you've chosen to spend
- 16:17these two nights with us, and we believe
- 16:18God has something incredible in store
- 16:20for MAC 2026. Welcome to MAC, and let's
- 16:24have church.
- 16:28Heat. Heat.
- 16:35[music]
- 16:50Heat.
- 16:57[music]
- 17:07Heat.
- 17:27Heat. Heat.
- 17:33[music]
- 17:35Heat.
- 17:43[music]
- 17:48Heat.
- 17:52[music]
- 18:07>> [music]
- 18:42>> worshippers in the building. All of you
- 18:44[music] can stand up to your feet and
- 18:46just give God a shout of praise. Come
- 18:48on, lift up the song in [music] a
- 18:50miracle right here. Can you just shoot
- 18:51your hands towards heaven and begin to
- 18:53lift up your voice and give the King of
- 18:55[music] Kings and the Lord of Lords
- 18:58praise? Wait for the good. [music]
- 19:13[music]
- 19:14Hallelujah.
- 19:18[music] Hallelujah.
- 19:21Hallelujah.
- 19:26I wasn't.
- 19:30He said I was
- 19:33his grace. I couldn't earn it.
- 19:36Thank God [music] that paid it all.
- 19:39There's a joy that I can't explain.
- 19:43I feel the rush running through my
- 19:44[music] veins.
- 19:46My sins are gone and my dad is playing.
- 19:50Only he can do it. Hallelujah.
- 19:55[music] How many redeemed?
- 20:00[music]
- 20:03Hallelujah.
- 20:05I've been redeemed
- 20:11right here. [music] I'm walking in my
- 20:12purpose.
- 20:14I'm walking in my purpose. I'm stepping
- 20:18up.
- 20:22My
- 20:25goal.
- 20:28[music]
- 20:34[music]
- 20:41[music]
- 20:45Hallelujah.
- 20:47[music]
- 20:48Hallelujah.
- 20:52Hallelujah.
- 20:55[music]
- 21:01[music]
- 21:06Hallelujah. [music]
- 21:09Anybody
- 21:11been set free? Anybody?
- 21:14Anybody set freebody?
- 21:17[music]
- 21:19Anybody?
- 21:21Anybody set free?
- 21:27[music]
- 21:42Heat. Heat.
- 21:44[music]
- 21:50Yeah.
- 21:53Heat.
- 22:03Yeah.
- 22:07[music] Heat.
- 22:14[music]
- 22:17Yeah.
- 22:22Heat. [music]
- 22:29[music]
- 22:32Heat. Heat.
- 22:35[music]
- 22:46Here [music]
- 22:47I come. Here I
- 22:51go. [music]
- 22:59[music]
- 23:04>> [music]
- 23:07>> Heat. Heat.
- 23:15[music]
- 23:17Heat.
- 23:20Heat.
- 23:23[music]
- 23:32>> [music]
- 23:37[music]
- 23:40>> Put your hands together just like
- 23:43put your hands together.
- 23:49[music]
- 23:57[music] Anybody?
- 23:59Heat. Heat.
- 24:01[music]
- 24:09Yeah. [music]
- 24:16[music] Heat.
- 24:26Heat. Heat.
- 24:27[music]
- 24:34[music]
- 24:42set free. [music]
- 24:52[music] Someone lift up the name of
- 24:53Jesus.
- 24:57Glory to [music]
- 24:59God. You ought to lift your voice in the
- 25:01house right now.
- 25:03Somebody ought to lift your voice and
- 25:05give the Lord some praise.
- 25:10Are there any redeemed people [music] in
- 25:12the house of the Lord tonight? Are there
- 25:14any people that have been set free by
- 25:16the power of the Holy Ghost? If you've
- 25:19been set free by the [music] power of
- 25:22the Holy Ghost, you ought to lift your
- 25:23voice and [music] give the Lord some
- 25:26praise.
- 25:30>> [music]
- 25:32>> 1 Timothy 6:12 says, "Fight the good
- 25:37fight of faith.
- 25:39Lay hold on eternal life, where unto
- 25:43thou art also called and hast professed
- 25:46a good profession before many
- 25:48witnesses."
- 25:50This year at Mid America Conference, I
- 25:52believe that we're going to lay hold on
- 25:53many things. I believe that miracles can
- 25:56happen. I believe that breakthroughs can
- 25:59happen. I still believe that miracles
- 26:02are possible. [music]
- 26:03But but at Mid America Conference, I
- 26:06want to lay hold upon the most important
- 26:08[music] thing to me, and that is eternal
- 26:11life. I don't know about you, but I'm
- 26:13glad [music] to be bought with a price.
- 26:16I went down in Jesus' name. Uh I obeyed
- 26:19Acts 2 and [music] verse 38 that said,
- 26:22"Repent and be baptized." every one of
- 26:26you [music] uh in the name of Jesus
- 26:28Christ uh for the remission of your sins
- 26:31and you shall receive the gift of the
- 26:35Holy Ghost. I'm thankful that I've laid
- 26:39hold on [music] eternal life and I'm not
- 26:41going to let it go at this year at Mid
- 26:44America [music] Conference. I'm going to
- 26:46lay hold one more time and let hell know
- 26:50I'm on my way [music] to heaven.
- 26:58Oh, come on. Somebody put your hands
- 26:59[music] together all across the room
- 27:01right there. Come on.
- 27:03I was headed for hell, but then you
- 27:06[music and singing] rescued me. I was
- 27:07stuck in my sh, but now I've been set
- 27:10free. Now heaven's my home for all
- 27:12eternity. [singing]
- 27:14I once was blind, [music] but now I see.
- 27:17I was headed for hell until you rescued
- 27:20me. I was stuck in my shame, [music] but
- 27:22now I've been set free. Now heaven is my
- 27:25home for all eternity. I once was blind,
- 27:29but now I see. [music] I believe in
- 27:32Jesus name. I believe he died to save.
- 27:38On the [music] cross he clear my name.
- 27:41Isn't that amazing? [music]
- 27:44I believe every day
- 27:48[bell]
- 27:49I am the brain
- 27:55dead. [music]
- 28:00I was stuck in my shaven [music]
- 28:05for eternity.
- 28:07I was
- 28:09now
- 28:11I believe [music]
- 28:14I believe
- 28:18[music]
- 28:19my name is amazing.
- 28:24Isn't that [music]
- 28:25amazing?
- 28:30[music]
- 28:32Is he praise? He's a God.
- 28:36Hallelujah to the man on the middle
- 28:39cross cuz he didn't know the debt and he
- 28:42paid it all and he rode away the [music]
- 28:44storm. Now I'm getting up. I'm getting
- 28:47up. I'm getting up. [music] Hallelujah
- 28:50to the man on the cross cuz he turned on
- 28:54the but he paid it all and he roll away
- 28:57[music] the stone. Now I'm getting up.
- 28:59I'm getting up. Heat. Heat.
- 29:04[music]
- 29:10[music]
- 29:11Heat.
- 29:14Heat.
- 29:17[music]
- 29:21[music]
- 29:24Heat. Heat.
- 29:29[music]
- 29:36>> [music]
- 29:39>> Heat. Heat.
- 29:48[music]
- 29:50Heat. Heat.
- 29:55[music]
- 30:04[music]
- 30:06Heat. Heat.
- 30:12[music]
- 30:16[music] Heat. Heat. Heat.
- 30:22[music]
- 30:27I'm I [music]
- 30:30it
- 30:35[music]
- 30:41get
- 30:43[music]
- 30:49it up again.
- 30:52[music]
- 30:54I'm getting I'm
- 31:02[music] all across the house tonight.
- 31:05Just worship Jesus from the front to the
- 31:07back to [music] the roof.
- 31:12[music]
- 31:18[music]
- 31:23>> [music]
- 31:25>> Heat. Heat.
- 31:29[music]
- 31:36>> [music]
- 31:41[music]
- 31:42>> Heat. Heat.
- 31:50[music]
- 31:58Heat. Heat.
- 32:00[music]
- 32:08[music]
- 32:08I'm
- 32:09I'm
- 32:17[music]
- 32:20get up. Get up. Get up. Get up. Get up.
- 32:22Get up. Get up. Out of that. Get up. Get
- 32:25up. Get up. Get up. Out of that. Get up.
- 32:28Get up. Get up. [music]
- 32:29Get up. Out of that. Get up. Get up. Get
- 32:32up. Get up. Get up. Get up. Get up. Get
- 32:35up. Get up. Get up. Out of that. Get up.
- 32:38Yeah. [music]
- 32:40Heat.
- 32:46[music]
- 32:52Get up. [music]
- 32:55Get up. Get up. Get up.
- 32:58[music]
- 33:04[music]
- 33:06the amen quarter tonight [music] and
- 33:09just the amen get up get up get up
- 33:14on this first night [music] somebody
- 33:17just shut yourself loose
- 33:20and just
- 33:23[music]
- 33:26go
- 33:30[music]
- 33:35>> [music]
- 33:38>> Heat. Heat.
- 33:40[music]
- 33:45[music]
- 33:49Heat.
- 33:54Heat. [music]
- 34:04>> [music]
- 34:07>> down.
- 34:11[music]
- 34:20[music]
- 34:23We're running on the first
- 34:27[music]
- 34:35>> [music]
- 34:40[music]
- 34:43>> I've got my mind [music] made up and I
- 34:48won't turn back cuz I'm going to see my
- 34:52Jesus
- 34:54someday.
- 34:56I got [music] my baby
- 35:03[music]
- 35:04to see my Jesus.
- 35:07I feel that the Holy Ghost
- 35:11[music]
- 35:16[music]
- 35:26[music]
- 35:27This is my
- 35:31[music]
- 35:38[music]
- 35:41Jesus.
- 35:45That's my go.
- 35:47[music]
- 35:49That's my go.
- 35:55Okay.
- 35:58Someday
- 36:00[music]
- 36:02this tri
- 36:06[music]
- 36:14[music]
- 36:21[music]
- 36:22will will
- 36:28I [music] got my eyes on.
- 36:34[music]
- 36:40You might as well shut yourself [music]
- 36:41off for the first time.
- 36:49[music]
- 36:54[music]
- 36:55One more time.
- 36:58Here we go. [music]
- 37:00Get up. Get up. Get up. Get up out of
- 37:02that grave. Get up. Get up.
- 37:05Get Get up out of Get up. [music]
- 37:07Heat. Heat.
- 37:13[music]
- 37:19Yeah,
- 37:22down [music]
- 37:33[music]
- 37:43[music]
- 37:48>> [music]
- 37:54[music]
- 37:59[music]
- 38:02>> Come on, somebody lift your voice all
- 38:04across the room and just [music] shout
- 38:06it to God like the victorious church
- 38:09that you are.
- 38:12Hallelujah.
- 38:14Hallelujah. [music]
- 38:17Hallelujah.
- 38:19Come on, let's give Jesus a thunderous
- 38:21hand of praise all over the sanctuary.
- 38:26Hallelujah.
- 38:29Hallelujah. [music]
- 38:31Well, welcome to Mid America Conference.
- 38:33What a just a joy it is to have all of
- 38:38you here with us. Why don't you take a
- 38:40moment to turn to someone and tell them
- 38:42it's good to see you at MAC.
- 38:45If you don't know them, share your name
- 38:47with them.
- 38:52We're so honored to have everyone in the
- 38:55house here,
- 38:58all of the ministry here.
- 39:02As you go back to your seats, you can
- 39:05have a seat.
- 39:09We've got great plans in store for you
- 39:13over
- 39:14this evening and tomorrow evening. So
- 39:18you don't want to miss out.
- 39:20This evening
- 39:22will be at the conclusion of the
- 39:25service. There will be a complimentary
- 39:28banquet for all of the ministry.
- 39:33Now I would like to ask all the
- 39:35ministers that are here, pastors,
- 39:38evangelists, missionaries,
- 39:40would you stand across this building so
- 39:43we can recognize you? Yes.
- 39:47We appreciate all the pastors,
- 39:50evangelists, ministers. God bless you
- 39:53for being with us
- 39:55here this evening. We're thankful for
- 39:58every church group that's here. We give
- 40:00honor to every pastor that consented for
- 40:03their young people to be here. And we're
- 40:06expecting God to do great things in the
- 40:09house this evening. Let me just tell
- 40:12you, we have no agenda other than we
- 40:15want to move up the Holy Ghost.
- 40:18We're not here for any other reason
- 40:22other than to lift up the name of Jesus
- 40:26and to just strengthen you. We want you
- 40:29to lay hold on truth. Lay hold on
- 40:34everlasting life.
- 40:36And we are so so excited for what God is
- 40:40going to do. The ushers are going to
- 40:42come at this time. We're going to
- 40:44receive our evening offering. And thank
- 40:48you for being here. Thank you for being
- 40:50a a generous group of church people,
- 40:54people here tonight, young people. We
- 40:57want to receive this offering here
- 41:00tonight in Jesus name. Lord, we thank
- 41:02you for this night. Thank you for your
- 41:04blessings upon your people. God, I pray
- 41:08that you would bless the gift and the
- 41:10giver alike. In Jesus' name we pray.
- 41:13Let's continue worshiping with the
- 41:15choir.
- 41:21Heat.
- 41:23[music]
- 41:30[music] Heat.
- 41:36[music]
- 41:41Yeah.
- 41:42Heat. [music]
- 41:52[music] Yeah. Heat.
- 41:59[music]
- 42:03Heat. Heat. [music]
- 42:10[music]
- 42:13Yeah. Heat. [music]
- 42:20[music]
- 42:25Heat. Heat.
- 42:28[music]
- 42:34[music]
- 42:36Heat.
- 42:43[music]
- 42:46Heat.
- 42:52[music]
- 42:56Heat. Heat. Heat.
- 42:58[music]
- 43:04[music]
- 43:06Heat.
- 43:13[music]
- 43:16Heat.
- 43:23[music]
- 43:26Heat.
- 43:32[music]
- 43:35Heat.
- 43:36[music]
- 43:43[music]
- 43:45Heat.
- 43:46Heat.
- 43:51[music]
- 43:57>> [music]
- 43:59>> Heat. Heat.
- 44:02[music]
- 44:09Heat. Heat. [music]
- 44:16[music]
- 44:21[music]
- 44:23Heat.
- 44:30[music]
- 44:32Heat.
- 44:36[music]
- 44:42Heat.
- 44:48[music]
- 44:50Heat.
- 44:54[music]
- 45:00Heat. Heat.
- 45:04[music]
- 45:13[music]
- 45:14Heat. Heat.
- 45:21[music]
- 45:28>> [music]
- 45:29[bell]
- 45:29>> Heat.
- 45:32Heat. [music]
- 45:39[music]
- 45:45Heat.
- 45:48[music]
- 45:50Heat.
- 45:57[music]
- 46:02>> [music]
- 46:04>> Heat. Heat.
- 46:08[music]
- 46:14Heat. Heat.
- 46:21[music]
- 46:27>> [music]
- 46:32[music]
- 46:35>> So that morning, when this life is over,
- 46:37[music]
- 46:38I'm going to fly away. Come on. We're
- 46:41going to sing. We're going to shout with
- 46:43the people of God [music] forever and
- 46:46ever and ever. But I don't have to wait
- 46:48till that day. I come right now to lift
- 46:51up the name of Jesus. Can you help me
- 46:53lifting my body a bit higher [music]
- 46:58to lift up the name
- 47:00of Jesus? [music]
- 47:06It's [music] a strong
- 47:08righteousness.
- 47:10We will lift up the name of
- 47:14lift up the [music] name of Jesus. Lift
- 47:18up the liberation.
- 47:26[music]
- 47:32[music]
- 47:38Heat. [music]
- 47:44Heat.
- 47:46[music]
- 47:52[music]
- 47:58>> [music]
- 48:03>> There is a name above all enemies.
- 48:07Salvation [music]
- 48:08and power in him we are save
- 48:11in this hour. There's resurrection
- 48:13[music] power. Lift up the name of the
- 48:17Lord. Help me up [music] the name of
- 48:21Jesus. What you do?
- 48:24[music]
- 48:29[music]
- 48:34>> [music]
- 48:36>> Jesus
- 48:40[music]
- 48:45name.
- 48:49[music]
- 48:56[music] I'm not going to wait for that.
- 49:00I'm going to my
- 49:03[music] Heat. Heat.
- 49:13[music]
- 49:16Heat. Heat.
- 49:18[music]
- 49:25[music]
- 49:26Heat. Heat.
- 49:31[music]
- 49:35[music]
- 49:36Heat. Heat. Heat.
- 49:43[music]
- 49:46Heat. Heat.
- 49:48[music]
- 49:57[music]
- 50:03[music]
- 50:06Jesus name
- 50:08and I'll never be the same. [music]
- 50:12>> It's not as
- 50:17the name of Buddha but the name [music]
- 50:19of Jesus. They're going to confess that
- 50:22his nameus
- 50:25Christ is
- 50:28[music]
- 50:29in the name of Jesus.
- 50:33under [music]
- 50:35the name of Jesus.
- 50:41[music]
- 50:47[music]
- 50:50Heat. Heat.
- 50:53[music]
- 51:00[music]
- 51:03Yeah. Heat.
- 51:06[music]
- 51:14Heat. Heat. [music]
- 51:21[music]
- 51:26Hallelujah.
- 51:28[music]
- 51:29Jesus.
- 51:37[music]
- 51:42[music]
- 51:47[music]
- 51:52Heat. Heat.
- 51:56[music]
- 52:02Heat.
- 52:05[music]
- 52:10Heat.
- 52:12[music]
- 52:20[music] Heat. Heat.
- 52:29[music]
- 52:30Jesus
- 52:37somebody
- 52:39[music]
- 52:46[music]
- 52:46tonight
- 52:52[music]
- 52:57in the name of Jesus. I will save in the
- 53:00name of Jesus. I will drown in [music]
- 53:02the water in the name of Jesus.
- 53:09[music]
- 53:15Heat. Heat. Heat.
- 53:19[music]
- 53:25My hand. [music]
- 53:32[music]
- 53:39[music]
- 53:48[music]
- 53:54Heat. Heat. [music]
- 54:00[music]
- 54:08Heat. Heat. [music]
- 54:16[music]
- 54:20Heat. Heat. [music]
- 54:29[music]
- 54:35Jesus redeemer [music]
- 54:39Jesus myuses.
- 54:45[music]
- 54:57[music]
- 54:58Heat. Heat.
- 55:02[music]
- 55:08Heat. Heat. [music]
- 55:16[music]
- 55:21>> [music]
- 55:23>> Heat. Heat.
- 55:32[music]
- 55:36>> [music]
- 55:38>> Somebody shout out that name.
- 55:43[music] Come on, lift up the name of
- 55:44Jesus.
- 55:49Oh, hallelujah.
- 55:51Glory.
- 55:57Just remain standing. Go back to your
- 56:00seats. We are so thankful for the
- 56:04presence of the Lord that is in this
- 56:06sanctuary tonight. There's been prayer
- 56:09and fasting go forth before this meeting
- 56:14ever began.
- 56:16And we are believing God to do what only
- 56:20he can do and that is touch hearts
- 56:25here in this house tonight. And we're so
- 56:29blessed this evening to have a man of
- 56:33God,
- 56:35a man that I have great admiration,
- 56:40love, respect for. I've watched him
- 56:44discipline himself
- 56:46and
- 56:48uh
- 56:51study, pray, fast.
- 56:54And I told him actually today I said you
- 56:59know when you started out you were
- 57:02brother Tim Copelan's son
- 57:05and of course that's a high honor but
- 57:10tonight he comes to this pull pit in his
- 57:13own anointing and is his own authority
- 57:17in the Holy Ghost. And I am thankful for
- 57:20brother Clark Copelan. I love him and I
- 57:25appreciate his walk with God.
- 57:29I appreciate the passion that he
- 57:33exhibits in the pull pit. But more than
- 57:37just how he is in the pull pit, I
- 57:40appreciate the man he is when he is not
- 57:44in the pull pit. Young people, I want to
- 57:47tell you tonight, there's a better way.
- 57:52And it's this Holy Ghost way.
- 57:55It's being authentic
- 57:57apostolic.
- 58:01Hallelujah. Brother Clark Copelan,
- 58:03you're one of those. And we want you to
- 58:05come tonight. Preach the word of God to
- 58:07us. We love you. Let's welcome the man
- 58:10of God to this pull pit tonight.
- 58:18Come on. Can we give Jesus some praise
- 58:20all over this house right now? Would you
- 58:22clap your hands to the Lord?
- 58:26Hallelujah. Come on. Would you really
- 58:28give him some praise in this house right
- 58:29now?
- 58:32Why don't you do what the psalmist said,
- 58:34[music] what he said? Clap your hands
- 58:36all ye people and shout unto God. Would
- 58:38you do that with me right now?
- 58:42Ah, hallelujah. Hallelujah.
- 58:45Come on. The writer [music] said,
- 58:46"Praises comely for the upright." That
- 58:48means it's appropriate when we come to
- 58:50church that we lift up [music] our
- 58:52voice, that we clap our hands and we
- 58:55give him some praise. Do I have some
- 58:57apostolic right now? You are the most
- 59:00high [music] that would lift up your
- 59:02voice and get in the Holy Ghost right
- 59:04now.
- 59:06[music]
- 59:08Come on. I wish right now on this
- 59:10Thursday night, somebody would [music]
- 59:12go ahead and give him some praise.
- 59:15I said it's timely for the upright.
- 59:18It's appropriate what we're doing right
- 59:20now.
- 59:23[music]
- 59:26Oh, hallelujah. Hallelujah.
- 59:29[music]
- 59:29It is it is such an honor, such a treat
- 59:33uh to get to be at Mid America. What a
- 59:37uh tremendous honor it is to be here and
- 59:40get to be uh standing [music] before
- 59:42you. Uh, if you have your Bibles, I'll
- 59:45turn your attention to the book of 2
- 59:47Corinthians, chapter number 7.
- 59:50And while you're turning there, I want
- 59:53to give honor to Pastor Holmes and his
- 59:58wonderful wife. Um, you're such
- 1:00:00incredible people [music]
- 1:00:02and he has been a rock uh to me,
- 1:00:04especially the last few years of my
- 1:00:07life. Um,
- 1:00:10one thing growing up in a preachers's
- 1:00:13home and getting to be around ministry
- 1:00:16my whole life, one of the sad things is
- 1:00:20that there have been times that the
- 1:00:23closer I got to men, uh, that the more
- 1:00:26flaws that I seen and the more uh,
- 1:00:30mistakes that I would see and it was
- 1:00:33hard to battle uh, this battle in my
- 1:00:36mind of well, I see this in the pull
- 1:00:38pit, but I see another thing outside of
- 1:00:41the pull pit. But I am so thankful that
- 1:00:44there are men uh like brother Holmes and
- 1:00:46his wife uh who the closer you get to
- 1:00:49them, the more you realize there are
- 1:00:51real genuine apostolic Christians.
- 1:00:55They don't say one thing and do
- 1:00:57something else.
- 1:00:59Um thank you. Thank you for letting me
- 1:01:02be here. I love you, Bishop. I love you
- 1:01:05so much, Sister John. Um, the entire
- 1:01:08Holmes family, Benson and Natalie and
- 1:01:10Beatatric and Millie. Love and
- 1:01:12appreciate this family so much. Um, I'm
- 1:01:14thankful to have my pastor here, uh, my
- 1:01:17oldest brother. I love him so much. I'm
- 1:01:19so honored that he would be here. Uh, I
- 1:01:22think Benjamin is here somewhere and
- 1:01:24Deborah, his wife. Um, and my in-laws
- 1:01:26are here. My father-in-law, uh, my
- 1:01:29mother-in-law. I have a sister-in-law
- 1:01:31somewhere here. Uh, I got family all
- 1:01:34over this house. And of course my wife,
- 1:01:37I give her honor. I love and appreciate
- 1:01:39her so much. Um to the young people of
- 1:01:43FPC, I love you. Um I I'm so honored uh
- 1:01:48to get to be preaching to you tonight
- 1:01:51and I believe God's going to help us. Uh
- 1:01:53Brother Jennings, I appreciate you.
- 1:01:55Looking forward to getting to hear you
- 1:01:57tomorrow night. All these wonderful uh
- 1:01:59ministers, these are more than preachers
- 1:02:01up here. Uh these are my heroes. Um, and
- 1:02:05I count it such an honor to get to be uh
- 1:02:08standing before you today. 2 Corinthians
- 1:02:11chapter number 7 and verse number 10. 2
- 1:02:15Corinthians chapter number 7 and verse
- 1:02:17number 10.
- 1:02:21The Bible says, "For godly sorrow
- 1:02:25workketh repentance
- 1:02:28to salvation,
- 1:02:29not to be repented of,
- 1:02:32but the sorrow of the world
- 1:02:35workketh death." So there's two kinds of
- 1:02:39sorrow and two drastically different
- 1:02:42results.
- 1:02:44If you have the right kind of sorrow,
- 1:02:46you'll repent.
- 1:02:48But if you have the wrong kind of
- 1:02:50sorrow, you will die.
- 1:02:52Verse number 11 says, "For behold this
- 1:02:56self-same thing that ye sorrowed after a
- 1:02:59godly sword or you had the right kind of
- 1:03:02sorrow." It was godly sorrow. And and I
- 1:03:06want you to read the this this verse,
- 1:03:08the the pattern, the order that the
- 1:03:10Bible says that this godly sorrow
- 1:03:12produced. What carefulness it wrought in
- 1:03:16you. Yay, what clearing of yourselves? I
- 1:03:20love one translation that says, "What
- 1:03:23vindication of yourselves?"
- 1:03:26Yay, what indignation? This is all
- 1:03:28things that godly sorrow produced. What
- 1:03:31indignation? Yay, what fear? Yay, what
- 1:03:35vehem desire. Yay, what zeal? And my
- 1:03:39favorite, what revenge.
- 1:03:43What revenge.
- 1:03:46this godly sorrow that led you to
- 1:03:49repentance. [music]
- 1:03:50This is what it produced in your life.
- 1:03:52In all things ye have approved yourself
- 1:03:55to be clear in this matter. Then I'll
- 1:03:57take you to chapter number 10 and I'll
- 1:03:59read one verse. Let you be seated
- 1:04:02tonight. Chapter number 10.
- 1:04:05Verse number six. The Bible says, "And
- 1:04:08having in a readiness
- 1:04:10to revenge
- 1:04:13all disobedience
- 1:04:16when your obedience is fulfilled and
- 1:04:19having in a readiness to revenge all
- 1:04:23disobedience
- 1:04:24when your obedience
- 1:04:27is fulfilled."
- 1:04:29I've heard the term sweet revenge
- 1:04:33uh many times in my life
- 1:04:36and typically
- 1:04:38uh when someone uses that it's not uh in
- 1:04:42the most Christian sense um
- 1:04:46but I have found that there is there is
- 1:04:49a type of revenge
- 1:04:51that if you get a hold of it
- 1:04:55is the most sweet rewarding
- 1:04:59wonderful thing that you'll ever taste
- 1:05:02of. And I want to talk to you for just a
- 1:05:05little while on this subject. Avenging
- 1:05:09my past disobedience. [music]
- 1:05:12Avenging my past disobedience. Now, I'm
- 1:05:16not going to I'm not going to try to
- 1:05:18pull something on you that you ain't
- 1:05:20seeing coming. I'm going to go ahead and
- 1:05:21tell you tonight, I've come to preach
- 1:05:23hope to a [music] young person in this
- 1:05:25house tonight.
- 1:05:28I I believe in judgment. I believe in
- 1:05:30preaching on judgment. But I'm telling
- 1:05:32you, I felt in the Holy Ghost to come
- 1:05:34preach hope to somebody in the
- 1:05:37I I don't want to get ahead of myself,
- 1:05:39but let me go ahead and tell somebody in
- 1:05:40this house, you are going to make it.
- 1:05:44I said you are going to make it. You are
- 1:05:47going to come out of this. Come on. I
- 1:05:50know you felt defeated. I know you've
- 1:05:52been [music] down and I've come with a
- 1:05:54word from the Lord. You're going to come
- 1:05:56out of this thing.
- 1:05:59Come on. I said you're I wish somebody
- 1:06:01would lift up your hands [music] all
- 1:06:02over this house and go ahead and release
- 1:06:05your faith and your expectancy. I've
- 1:06:08come to tell [music] somebody God's
- 1:06:10going to pull you through. God's going
- 1:06:12I've come to preach condemnation over
- 1:06:14you. [music]
- 1:06:16I've come to preach doubt. God is going
- 1:06:18to use you. God is going to make
- 1:06:21something out of this generation.
- 1:06:24I want you to lift up your [music] hands
- 1:06:25all over this house from the front to
- 1:06:26the back. Boy, it feels good in here.
- 1:06:28Come on. I wish you lift up your hands
- 1:06:30front to back, side to side. Come on.
- 1:06:32And would you lift [music] up your voice
- 1:06:38Holy Ghost in [music] this house?
- 1:06:41Come on. Somebody's going to shake
- 1:06:42condemnation [music] over you tonight.
- 1:06:45Somebody's getting ready to shake down
- 1:06:47over you tonight. I'm saying it in the
- 1:06:49Holy [music] Ghost.
- 1:06:53I want you to give the Lord one more
- 1:06:55hand clap of praise all over this house.
- 1:07:04Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Be seated
- 1:07:05tonight. Thank you for standing and
- 1:07:08helping me. [snorts]
- 1:07:12One of the worst feelings that
- 1:07:15I have had that I've experienced
- 1:07:19many different times in my life is the
- 1:07:24feeling of letting someone down.
- 1:07:26It's a
- 1:07:28it's a disappointing feeling especially
- 1:07:30when you love the person that you know
- 1:07:33that you let down. I remember as a young
- 1:07:37man growing up as a teenager, there were
- 1:07:40definitely times that I would make my
- 1:07:43parents angry or upset at me. And that
- 1:07:46was a bad feeling. But I can tell you
- 1:07:48that there was not a worse feeling than
- 1:07:51disappointing them. I I would I would
- 1:07:54rather them come in and know they was
- 1:07:56angry than for them to come in and my
- 1:07:59mom sit down on the edge of my bed and
- 1:08:01look at me and say, "You let me down.
- 1:08:04You you talk about a you talk about a
- 1:08:06miserable feeling. Uh but as but as bad
- 1:08:10as that feeling is, I can tell you that
- 1:08:14there is no worse feeling than letting
- 1:08:16God down. There there's not a more
- 1:08:19miserable feeling than than saying,
- 1:08:21"God, I I I made a commitment to you and
- 1:08:24I said that I wasn't going to do it
- 1:08:26again. and I said I wasn't going to go
- 1:08:28there again or or commit that again, but
- 1:08:30I'm right back in the same mess that you
- 1:08:33just got me out of. After knowing you
- 1:08:36messed up, after knowing you did
- 1:08:38something you shouldn't have done, to
- 1:08:40have to go and look yourself in the
- 1:08:43mirror, eyeball to eyeball, and to
- 1:08:45realize that as good as God has been to
- 1:08:47you, that you failed him again. You let
- 1:08:51him down again. And I I remember I
- 1:08:54remember as a teenager uh going to
- 1:08:56conference after conference and and and
- 1:08:58and having encounters and having
- 1:09:00experiences with God. Then I would go
- 1:09:02home but nothing was really different in
- 1:09:05my life and nothing had really changed.
- 1:09:07And and and after all the services and
- 1:09:10all the preaching that I had heard, all
- 1:09:12the teaching that I had heard to be
- 1:09:14right back in the same mess that I
- 1:09:16promised God that if he got me out of
- 1:09:18it, I'd never go back to it again.
- 1:09:22The problem is that I've I've watched it
- 1:09:24and I've come to preach to some young
- 1:09:25people that this is where you're at.
- 1:09:27that instead of having a moment of
- 1:09:30weakness, instead of having a failure,
- 1:09:33instead of having a moment that you made
- 1:09:35the choice when when you went left when
- 1:09:37you really should have gone right, I've
- 1:09:39I've watched a lot of people I've
- 1:09:41watched young people that instead of of
- 1:09:44coming back to the altar on a Thursday
- 1:09:46night and repenting and letting God give
- 1:09:49them a brand new future, I've watched
- 1:09:51them unpack their bags, build a house,
- 1:09:54and live at their failure for the rest
- 1:09:57of their life. There there there are
- 1:10:00people that are sitting in churches
- 1:10:03every single Sunday that are condemned
- 1:10:06by failures that they have in their
- 1:10:08past. While God is there and and and the
- 1:10:12preacher is there trying to pull them
- 1:10:14into their future, trying to pull them
- 1:10:17into their calling, they have walked
- 1:10:19into a prison that they walked in
- 1:10:22themselves. No one forced them to be
- 1:10:24there, but they locked the key and they
- 1:10:27or they locked the door and they threw
- 1:10:29away the key and they are choosing to
- 1:10:31stay in a self-prison of doubt for the
- 1:10:34rest of their lives.
- 1:10:36We must understand that the devil is so
- 1:10:39good at capitalizing on a bad moment.
- 1:10:43>> He He He's not only going to step in
- 1:10:44when when we're at our best, when it's
- 1:10:46Sunday night and we just got done
- 1:10:48worshiping and running and dancing and
- 1:10:50talking in tongues. But I'm going to
- 1:10:52tell you what. If there's ever a moment
- 1:10:54that he's going to be there, it's going
- 1:10:55to be the moment that you fail. It's
- 1:10:57going to be the moment that you mess up.
- 1:10:59And what does he say? I tell you what he
- 1:11:01says. You've done it again.
- 1:11:04Well, h you you you really think God is
- 1:11:07going to use you again after you just
- 1:11:09disappointed him. After after you just
- 1:11:12told him that you'd never go back to
- 1:11:14what he delivered you from. And now
- 1:11:16you're right back in it again. You're
- 1:11:18right back in the same sin. you're right
- 1:11:20back in the same mess that God just
- 1:11:22delivered you out of. I want to tell you
- 1:11:25that it is the will of God that when you
- 1:11:29sin, you feel something called sorrow.
- 1:11:34>> But but just just as important as it is
- 1:11:37that you feel sorrow, it's even that
- 1:11:40much more important that you feel the
- 1:11:42right kind of sorrow. One kind of sorrow
- 1:11:45will lead you to repentance, but the
- 1:11:47other kind of sorrow will lead you to
- 1:11:49death. That's why it matters when you
- 1:11:51fall. It matters what voice you listen
- 1:11:53to. Come on. Cuz I'm telling you, if
- 1:11:56when you fall, the voice is saying,
- 1:11:58"Don't go to the altar," that's the
- 1:12:00wrong kind of sorrow. If when you mess
- 1:12:02up, there's a voice saying, "God will
- 1:12:04never use you again," I'm telling you,
- 1:12:07that's the wrong kind of sorrow.
- 1:12:10>> [applause]
- 1:12:11>> So, so the way the way that God the way
- 1:12:16that godly sorrow will produce
- 1:12:19repentance is through conviction.
- 1:12:23>> But the way that the sorrow of the world
- 1:12:25will produce death in your life is
- 1:12:28through condemnation.
- 1:12:30>> Now, now, now you got to understand that
- 1:12:32there may be moments where where
- 1:12:34conviction and condemnation, they may
- 1:12:36feel similar. It may it may feel like
- 1:12:39the same thing, but I'm telling you,
- 1:12:40here's what the difference is. It's
- 1:12:42where it's leading you. Why? Because
- 1:12:45condemnation will always lead you to
- 1:12:47death. Condemnation will always lead you
- 1:12:50down a path of self-destruction.
- 1:12:53Oh, but when you when you have the right
- 1:12:55kind of sorrow, there's something in you
- 1:12:58that says, "I may have messed up, but I
- 1:13:00can repent. I may have messed up, but
- 1:13:03God can still use me. [cheering]
- 1:13:06>> [applause]
- 1:13:12>> We we got to understand that that that
- 1:13:15conviction
- 1:13:16always comes from God
- 1:13:21and and condemnation
- 1:13:23always comes from the devil.
- 1:13:26>> Here here's the voice of condemnation. I
- 1:13:29can't believe I did that and now
- 1:13:32>> God will never use me again. Here's the
- 1:13:36voice of conviction. I can't believe I
- 1:13:38did that. But there's got to be a way
- 1:13:40back.
- 1:13:42>> Here. Here. Here's what here's what
- 1:13:45condemnation does. Condemnation makes
- 1:13:47you run away from God. But when you have
- 1:13:50conviction, it makes you run to God.
- 1:13:53Condemnation says you failed and you'll
- 1:13:56never recover from this one. But let me
- 1:13:58tell you what conviction says. You
- 1:14:00failed. Now [screaming] repent. get up
- 1:14:02and go back to what you was doing
- 1:14:04before. Here's what condemnation says.
- 1:14:07You messed up. And that's all you'll
- 1:14:09ever be is a failure. But I tell you
- 1:14:11what conviction says. You messed up. But
- 1:14:14you're not a failure. You're not a
- 1:14:16mistake. You're not a throwaway. Come
- 1:14:19on. It matters what you listen to. It
- 1:14:22matters what you're thinking about.
- 1:14:28>> [applause]
- 1:14:29>> See, if if if the devil cannot destroy
- 1:14:32me with my failure, he will destroy me
- 1:14:34with condemnation after my failure.
- 1:14:37>> If if he I said if he can't destroy me
- 1:14:40with the failure, he's going to get in
- 1:14:41my head so so strong and in such a wrong
- 1:14:44way that I don't believe God will ever
- 1:14:46make anything out of me. And I don't
- 1:14:48believe God will ever use me again. I'm
- 1:14:50just I just want to preach to you
- 1:14:52tonight. I believe there are near about
- 1:14:53more people that are that are bound
- 1:14:56today and that don't pray through
- 1:14:57because of condemnation
- 1:15:00>> more than just about anything you could
- 1:15:02think of.
- 1:15:03>> There there there's even there's even
- 1:15:05young people that are in this room
- 1:15:07tonight
- 1:15:09and you have felt the call of God and
- 1:15:12you have heard the voice of God. But
- 1:15:14what keeps you in the same place that
- 1:15:16you've always been in is that little
- 1:15:19voice of condemnation saying, "God will
- 1:15:22never make something out of you." Come
- 1:15:24on. I I've come to preach to somebody in
- 1:15:26this house. I believe before this
- 1:15:28service is over, come on. I believe the
- 1:15:30the script is going to be flipped in
- 1:15:33your life. Uh it's time for you to quit
- 1:15:35walking around in self-doubt saying,
- 1:15:37"God will never use me. God will never
- 1:15:39me." You've got to flip it around. God
- 1:15:42can use me.
- 1:15:43God can make something out of me.
- 1:15:45[screaming] God can anoint me. Come on.
- 1:15:48I wish you to lift up your hands all
- 1:15:49over this house for just a moment. Come
- 1:15:51on. Would you help me?
- 1:15:53Come on. Would you lift up your hands
- 1:15:54all over this house right now? Help me,
- 1:15:56Jesus.
- 1:16:10>> Hallelujah.
- 1:16:13Hallelujah.
- 1:16:16>> I remember I remember as a teenager I
- 1:16:18grew up in the church and I remember as
- 1:16:21a as a young man trying so hard to live
- 1:16:26for God during many seasons. I I mean I
- 1:16:31feel like I was doing a good job. I was
- 1:16:33I was praying. I was fasting. I was
- 1:16:35reading my Bible. I was living right. I
- 1:16:37was living clean. And I I had this I had
- 1:16:40this uh this this thought process and
- 1:16:43and and it's it's really what I want to
- 1:16:45address in this house tonight because
- 1:16:46there's some young people that this has
- 1:16:48been your problem. Here was my thought
- 1:16:50process. If I had one moment where I did
- 1:16:53not do exactly what I should have done,
- 1:16:55I could have a year of living right up
- 1:16:58to that point. But if but if I had one
- 1:17:00moment where I where I lived be below
- 1:17:03the level which God was calling me to
- 1:17:05live at. It was in in my mind it was as
- 1:17:07if God took that one year of living
- 1:17:10right, of being disciplined, of praying,
- 1:17:12of studying, of being consecrated, and
- 1:17:14he took a big old red Sharpie and he put
- 1:17:16an X
- 1:17:18right over everything I had done up to
- 1:17:20that point. And I felt like now I've got
- 1:17:23to restart from where I was last year.
- 1:17:26I've got to restart all the way from
- 1:17:28ground zero again. Thought about it's
- 1:17:30kind of it's kind of like how I have
- 1:17:32treated dieting and and and brother
- 1:17:34Holmes, you you've watched me do this so
- 1:17:36many times. But but but here here's how
- 1:17:38I am. I'm I'm I'm always on a diet near
- 1:17:41about every day of my life. And I'm
- 1:17:43always trying something. Here's here's
- 1:17:46been my perspective of dieting, of
- 1:17:49eating. If if I can't do it 100%.
- 1:17:53See See, I've had it. I I cannot tell
- 1:17:55you the times months will go by. I'm
- 1:17:57eating nothing but but chicken and
- 1:17:59broccoli and I'm doing so good and then
- 1:18:02I have one little slip up just just one
- 1:18:06little mistake and I and I look now I
- 1:18:08said you know man I done messed up I may
- 1:18:13as well enjoy it.
- 1:18:17I had some maybe it was you brother Ben
- 1:18:20somebody somebody today said hey
- 1:18:22something there I said take one bite I'm
- 1:18:24telling you I don't do one bite
- 1:18:27>> huh
- 1:18:29if I do one bite next thing I know it's
- 1:18:31gone
- 1:18:33and and that's been my that's been my
- 1:18:35outlook that's my perspect well if I can
- 1:18:38be 100% perfect at all times I may as
- 1:18:41well not even do it now now that's not a
- 1:18:43that's not a good way to live physically
- 1:18:45it's probably not the healthiest for me
- 1:18:47but I'm telling you, it is infinitely
- 1:18:49times worse when that's the way that we
- 1:18:51are spiritually.
- 1:18:53When we say, "Well, I messed up. I may
- 1:18:55as well stay down for a while.
- 1:18:57[screaming] Well, I had a little slip
- 1:18:58up. I may as well stay down for a week
- 1:19:00and go ahead and jump." No. I'm telling
- 1:19:02you, you believe the lie from the enemy.
- 1:19:05If when you fall, you believe you ought
- 1:19:07to stay down. No. I've come to preach to
- 1:19:09somebody. You know what you do when you
- 1:19:12fall? Get back to your feet. I said get
- 1:19:15back to your feet. Come on. I know
- 1:19:17you're not perfect, but you just keep on
- 1:19:20worshiping. I know you're not perfect,
- 1:19:23but you just keep on praising.
- 1:19:31[applause]
- 1:19:38>> This church knows me. And and and I
- 1:19:40don't I don't I don't I don't want to I
- 1:19:41don't want to spend too much time
- 1:19:43prefacing. I if you know me, you you
- 1:19:45just got to know. You just got to
- 1:19:47believe. I want you to listen to what
- 1:19:48I'm saying. Don't read into what I'm not
- 1:19:50preaching to you tonight. But I'm
- 1:19:52telling you, I know there's a lot of
- 1:19:53people in the church that they've done
- 1:19:55their power to convince young people
- 1:19:58that if they struggle, then they must
- 1:20:00not really have the Holy Ghost. Uh that
- 1:20:02if they fight temptation, uh then they
- 1:20:04must not really have the call of God on
- 1:20:06their life. Uh I've got to preach to a
- 1:20:08young person. Uh we don't glorify the
- 1:20:11struggle. We're not proud of our
- 1:20:13failures. But I want to preach to you.
- 1:20:15The only [screaming] people who do not
- 1:20:17fight are people who are not in the
- 1:20:20race.
- 1:20:22I said the only people that don't fight
- 1:20:24are [screaming] the ones that have quit.
- 1:20:26Come on. You know why you're here
- 1:20:28tonight? Cuz you're still trying. Cuz
- 1:20:31you're still fighting. Cuz you haven't
- 1:20:33lame.
- 1:20:35I wish I had somebody that would throw
- 1:20:37your hands in [screaming] the air and
- 1:20:39say, "I'm not I'm not quitting. I'm not
- 1:20:42quitting. I'm still in the fight.
- 1:20:56It was it was it was Paul that would
- 1:20:58write and say, "I die
- 1:21:01>> daily." Now, here here's something
- 1:21:03here's something I've learned about
- 1:21:05dying.
- 1:21:06It really never gets no easier.
- 1:21:12when I get up tomorrow and I know bishop
- 1:21:14it's time to die. Just because I did it
- 1:21:17today really don't mean it's going to be
- 1:21:18easier tomorrow.
- 1:21:20>> Hey, just because somebody consistently
- 1:21:23does something, that doesn't mean it's
- 1:21:25easy for him.
- 1:21:30>> I remember I met I met a man not long
- 1:21:33ago. He's a runner and and and he can
- 1:21:35run 10 12 miles at a time. And I asked
- 1:21:37him, I said, "Hey, when did it get
- 1:21:39easier for you to just lace up your
- 1:21:40shoes and start running?" And he started
- 1:21:43laughing. And I was confused like,
- 1:21:44"Huh?" He said, "It's as hard for me
- 1:21:47today to make myself go do it as it was
- 1:21:49on the first day. I just learned to do
- 1:21:51it anyway.
- 1:21:54I want to I want to preach to somebody
- 1:21:55in this house today. It don't never get
- 1:21:58easier to die." But guess what? That
- 1:22:00don't mean you don't need to do it. I
- 1:22:02tell you what Paul compared this to. He
- 1:22:04compared it to a race. I got the
- 1:22:07revelation. I'm not out of the race
- 1:22:09because I fell. I'm not out of the race
- 1:22:11because I stumbled. The only way I'm out
- 1:22:14of the race is if I fall and don't get
- 1:22:17back up.
- 1:22:20I said the only way I'm out of the raceh
- 1:22:23is if when I fall, I stay down. Come on.
- 1:22:26But I'm preaching to some people. I know
- 1:22:28you fought it, but you got back up. I
- 1:22:31know you hadn't been perfect, but look
- 1:22:34at where you are. [screaming]
- 1:22:44I wish somebody would lift up your hands
- 1:22:46and give them some praise in this house
- 1:22:47right now.
- 1:22:51Come on. I wish somebody would lift up
- 1:22:53your hands with me for just a moment in
- 1:22:54this house.
- 1:23:16I'm going preach I'mma preach to you
- 1:23:18that one of the favorite tricks of the
- 1:23:20enemy
- 1:23:22is to get you to fall and wallow in your
- 1:23:25sin.
- 1:23:33telling you, one of the worst things
- 1:23:34you'll ever do when you fall is fall and
- 1:23:39think you can't get back up.
- 1:23:43If if you if you will allow your failure
- 1:23:48to do in you what God is trying to get
- 1:23:51it to do, it will pull something out of
- 1:23:53you that nothing else can.
- 1:23:57I tell you, I've learned every every
- 1:24:00once in a while, boy, we're we're all
- 1:24:02flesh. We we all fat carnality. And it's
- 1:24:05something about living for God that that
- 1:24:07a little bit of time goes by and you
- 1:24:09know what we start thinking, I got this
- 1:24:11thing figured out.
- 1:24:13>> I can I can do it with prayer or I can
- 1:24:15do it without prayer. I can do it with
- 1:24:17this or I can do it. I'm telling you.
- 1:24:19And that's
- 1:24:23>> I'm telling you, every once in a while,
- 1:24:25it's good for you to look at yourself in
- 1:24:27the mirror and say, "If it had not been
- 1:24:29for the Lord who was on my side,
- 1:24:33every once in a while, it's good for you
- 1:24:35to realize, I still ain't nothing
- 1:24:37without God. I still can't make it
- 1:24:40without his grace. I still Come on. I
- 1:24:43need some adults to help me in this."
- 1:24:45You ought to thank God. God sent me to
- 1:24:47preach mercy to your kids. You ought to
- 1:24:50thank God. God sent me with a word of
- 1:24:52encouragement. Come on. I've got to
- 1:24:54preach mercy to you. [screaming]
- 1:24:56I'm telling you, you can make it.
- 1:25:02I need somebody to lift up your voice
- 1:25:04right now as [screaming] loud as you
- 1:25:06can. I can make it. I can make it. I can
- 1:25:10I'm still in the fight. I'm still in
- 1:25:12[screaming] the fight.
- 1:25:31You know what I've come to tell the
- 1:25:32devil tonight? Rejoice not against me,
- 1:25:35oh mine enemy. When I fall, I shall
- 1:25:38rise. I've come to tell these young
- 1:25:41people, if the devil can rejoice that I
- 1:25:44fell, surely I can rejoice that you got
- 1:25:47back up. Come on, parents. If the devil
- 1:25:50will rejoice that your son fell, I wish
- 1:25:53you'd stand to your feet and give them
- 1:25:55some praise that they're back again
- 1:25:59and they're worshiping again and they're
- 1:26:02running again and they're giving. They
- 1:26:05could be on a bar stool. Come on. They
- 1:26:07could be laid up in a bed with somebody.
- 1:26:09They could be in a ball game. Look at
- 1:26:11what they're doing. Look at where
- 1:26:13they're at.
- 1:26:21[cheering]
- 1:26:27>> Hey, don't don't tell me this generation
- 1:26:30don't love preaching.
- 1:26:35Listen. He said, he said, "When I fall,
- 1:26:40>> hey, when he says when I fall," you know
- 1:26:42what that tells me? It's going to
- 1:26:43happen.
- 1:26:45>> I don't want it to. I wish it wouldn't.
- 1:26:46I wish there way there was a way around
- 1:26:48it. I wish I had divine flesh and I
- 1:26:50didn't struggle. I didn't I never I
- 1:26:52never had a temptation. I never had a
- 1:26:54battle. But he didn't say that. He said,
- 1:26:56"When I fall, I'm confident that I'm
- 1:26:58going to fall." But here's what he
- 1:27:00followed up with. I shall arise.
- 1:27:03[screaming]
- 1:27:04As confident as I am that I'm going to
- 1:27:06fall, I'm that much more confident that
- 1:27:09I'm getting back up again. I said that
- 1:27:12I'm gay
- 1:27:14that I'm getting back up. I'm getting
- 1:27:17back up. Come on. I wish somebody would
- 1:27:20give him a get up praise in this house.
- 1:27:22I wish somebody would give him a praise
- 1:27:25that says, "I've been through it, but
- 1:27:27I'm back again.
- 1:27:42I I want I want I want you to hear this
- 1:27:45simple simple revelation tonight. Okay,
- 1:27:48this is so simple. But when I when I
- 1:27:50look back at my teenage years and and I
- 1:27:54look at some of my friends that I was
- 1:27:57closest to that are backslid today and
- 1:28:00they're not serving God today. If I was
- 1:28:02to take 15year-old Clark and 15year-old
- 1:28:06that person, I I can't tell you I can't
- 1:28:10tell you that I was just 10 times more
- 1:28:12spiritual or I I I just did I just did
- 1:28:15so many things better than them. But I
- 1:28:17can tell you what I didn't do. I didn't
- 1:28:19quit.
- 1:28:22[cheering and applause]
- 1:28:23I I hope you didn't come for a deep word
- 1:28:25because here's all I've come to tell
- 1:28:26somebody tonight. Don't quit.
- 1:28:29[cheering]
- 1:28:30I said just don't quit. Hey, I may have
- 1:28:33been a lot of things, but I tell you
- 1:28:35what, I've never been I've never been a
- 1:28:37quitter. I've been discouraged, but
- 1:28:40[screaming] I've never quit. I've been
- 1:28:42knocked down, but I've never quit. I've
- 1:28:45been talked about, but I'll never quit.
- 1:28:48Come on. I messed up, but I never never
- 1:28:51never never I never quit.
- 1:29:00Solomon Solomon would write and he would
- 1:29:02say, "Hey, there there's a time and
- 1:29:04there's a purpose for everything. There
- 1:29:05there's there's a time to plant. There's
- 1:29:07a time to sew. There's a time to be
- 1:29:09born. There's a time to die. A time to
- 1:29:12laugh. A time everything you can think
- 1:29:14of, there's a time for. But one thing he
- 1:29:17never said there was a time for was a
- 1:29:20time to quit. You know what he was
- 1:29:22saying? You can be discouraged, but keep
- 1:29:25coming to church. [cheering]
- 1:29:28You can be let down. Keep coming to
- 1:29:30church.
- 1:29:32You can be bloodied. Keep coming to
- 1:29:34church. I'm preaching to a young man.
- 1:29:36You better get this revelation. Just
- 1:29:38keep coming. Just keep trying. Don't
- 1:29:41throw in the I wish somebody [music]
- 1:29:43would lift up your voice. Come on right
- 1:29:45now. All over this house. All over this
- 1:29:47house. Come on. All over this house.
- 1:29:57Come on, lift up your hands. Help me
- 1:29:58pray right now for just a moment.
- 1:30:28See, sometimes we want some deep
- 1:30:30revelation. I've just come to tell
- 1:30:32somebody tonight,
- 1:30:34>> don't quit,
- 1:30:36[applause]
- 1:30:37man.
- 1:30:42I'll never forget I heard a heard
- 1:30:44brother Mark say this one time and I
- 1:30:46made this my motto for a long time in my
- 1:30:49life. I It's not that spiritually I'm
- 1:30:52either up or down. I'm either up
- 1:30:55or I'm on my way back up.
- 1:30:59>> I don't I don't have a down. I just have
- 1:31:01a on my way back up again option.
- 1:31:05>> [cheering]
- 1:31:05>> See,
- 1:31:08see, it's it's important that we
- 1:31:10understand that we do not lose our
- 1:31:13status with God as a son
- 1:31:17over a little mistake.
- 1:31:21>> Okay? Can Can I Can I say this again?
- 1:31:23Please don't read into what I'm not
- 1:31:25saying.
- 1:31:27>> Listen listen to what I'm listen to what
- 1:31:28I'm preaching to you. One of the most
- 1:31:30dangerous things that happens and I and
- 1:31:31I'm preaching to young people tonight.
- 1:31:33This happened to me so many times. I'd
- 1:31:35fall and here's what I would start
- 1:31:37thinking. Was I ever sincere in the
- 1:31:40first place?
- 1:31:43>> Did I Did I actually ever even pray
- 1:31:45through?
- 1:31:48Did I Did I actually even receive the
- 1:31:50Holy Ghost?
- 1:31:53>> Was it was it was it nothing but just
- 1:31:56emotionalism?
- 1:31:57>> I remember as a young man struggling
- 1:31:59with this verse. The Bible says in 1
- 1:32:02John chapter 3 and verse number eight,
- 1:32:04he that committh sin
- 1:32:06>> is of the devil.
- 1:32:08>> So, so, so as a young man, you want to
- 1:32:11hear my interpretation of that verse?
- 1:32:13I'm I'm living for God. Here I am. I'm
- 1:32:16living for God. I'm prayed through. I'm
- 1:32:18doing right. I'm a child of God.
- 1:32:22I make a mistake and all of a sudden I
- 1:32:24lose my sunship
- 1:32:27and now instead of being a child of God,
- 1:32:30I'm a child of the devil. But if you
- 1:32:33were to look this verse up and the
- 1:32:35original, it uses two present tense
- 1:32:38verbs
- 1:32:40suggesting or really rather proving that
- 1:32:43this is not just talking about an
- 1:32:45instance, it's talking about a pattern.
- 1:32:48So the ESV would say it like this.
- 1:32:50Whoever practices righteousness is
- 1:32:53righteous,
- 1:32:55>> but whoever not just sins one time, but
- 1:32:58whoever makes a practice of sinning
- 1:33:03>> is of the devil. In other words, what
- 1:33:05you continually practice is what you're
- 1:33:08going to become. There is a difference
- 1:33:10who is walking on the pathway of
- 1:33:12righteousness and stumbles and falls and
- 1:33:15gets back up. There's a difference in
- 1:33:17that in somebody that's just walking on
- 1:33:20the road of unrighteousness. I'm not
- 1:33:23preaching to you that sin doesn't
- 1:33:25matter. I'm not preaching to you that
- 1:33:27you can live however. But what I am
- 1:33:29preaching to you is that there is a
- 1:33:32birth.
- 1:33:39The same man, the same man that would
- 1:33:41write and say, "He that committh sin,
- 1:33:44who that does it continually, he's of
- 1:33:46his father, the devil." One chapter
- 1:33:48earlier, here's here's what he said.
- 1:33:50"But these things I write unto you, that
- 1:33:54ye sin not."
- 1:33:58>> Everybody say, "That's the goal."
- 1:33:59>> That's the goal.
- 1:34:00>> Now, that's why I'm here on Thursday
- 1:34:02night. That's why I keep coming to
- 1:34:04church cuz my goal, my ideal that I'm
- 1:34:07pursuing is to sin not. It's to get
- 1:34:12But I'm telling you here, here's how I
- 1:34:14imagine. I imagine that as John was
- 1:34:16sitting down and he was writing this
- 1:34:18epistle, when he got to the place that
- 1:34:20he said, "I'm writing unto you that you
- 1:34:23sin not," I just believe he started
- 1:34:25thinking about himself. I believe he
- 1:34:28started thinking about the people he was
- 1:34:30writing to. And here's what he followed
- 1:34:32up with. Uh, but if thou sin, we have an
- 1:34:36advocate with the father, Jesus. Jesus
- 1:34:41Christ the righteous. John was not
- 1:34:44giving me an excuse to sin. But he was
- 1:34:47telling me if I sin, there is mercy.
- 1:34:51There is grace. There is forgiveness for
- 1:34:54sin.
- 1:35:01Stretch your hands towards heaven in
- 1:35:03this house right now. Come on.
- 1:35:08Come on.
- 1:35:17Come on. I wish I had a mama in the
- 1:35:19risers that would lift up her voice
- 1:35:20right now.
- 1:35:38You know what I'd love to see preached
- 1:35:40out of every youth group that's in this
- 1:35:42building today? You know what I'd love
- 1:35:44to see run out of every youth group in
- 1:35:47every church that is present in this
- 1:35:49house today? It's that spirit, that
- 1:35:51nasty spirit of the older brother.
- 1:35:56That spirit that says, "Well, they
- 1:35:58messed up. They don't have a right to
- 1:36:00come back to church.
- 1:36:02>> You You better be careful when you want
- 1:36:04your pastor to kick."
- 1:36:10>> I wondered if I felt that spirit. I'm
- 1:36:12starting to feel it just a little bit.
- 1:36:14I'm telling you, God forbid that any
- 1:36:17apostolic that's filled with the
- 1:36:19[screaming] Holy Ghost wants to withhold
- 1:36:21mercy.
- 1:36:25I'm going to tell you what you're doing
- 1:36:28here. Here's what he said. He said he
- 1:36:30said when you sin, if you sin, you've
- 1:36:33got an advocate with the father. That's
- 1:36:35Jesus Christ.
- 1:36:37Now, you're braver than me to stand on
- 1:36:40the other side of that courtroom
- 1:36:42and try to speak condemnation over the
- 1:36:44same person that Jesus is speaking mercy
- 1:36:46over.
- 1:36:49Come on. If you if you want to fight
- 1:36:50against that, you can. But I'm telling
- 1:36:52you, I'd rather heir on the side of
- 1:36:54mercy 10 out of 10 [screaming] times
- 1:36:57than air on the side of judgment. I want
- 1:37:00to preach to somebody in this house.
- 1:37:02You're still in the church.
- 1:37:10Can we love them in this house for just
- 1:37:11a moment? Come on. Oh, hallelujah. Come
- 1:37:14on. Just for a moment.
- 1:37:22Woo.
- 1:37:24Come on. I want you to help me pray
- 1:37:26right now. I've come to tell somebody,
- 1:37:28you're not beyond the anointing of God.
- 1:37:30You're not beyond the call of God in
- 1:37:32your life. God can still use you.
- 1:37:37It was David that would say, "I'm weak
- 1:37:39today, but I'm still anointed. I'm
- 1:37:43struggling, but I'm still anointed.
- 1:37:58Hallelujah.
- 1:38:02>> Devil wants you to spend your time
- 1:38:06looking at the
- 1:38:09past chapters of your life. You continue
- 1:38:12playing, helping me. I'm I'm closer to
- 1:38:14being done than you think, man. He wants
- 1:38:16you to sit there and look at your
- 1:38:18failures.
- 1:38:21Any anybody anybody ever laid your head
- 1:38:25on the pillow at night,
- 1:38:27thought I wish to God I hadn't done
- 1:38:29that.
- 1:38:33Wish to God I'd have never said that.
- 1:38:38Wish I wouldn't have done that, man.
- 1:38:41God, I'd give anything to go back and
- 1:38:44undo what happened.
- 1:38:47If you're not careful, the enemy is
- 1:38:50going to trap you there.
- 1:38:54>> He wants you to spend all your time
- 1:38:56looking at past failures,
- 1:38:59past mistakes, past flaws, rather than
- 1:39:03turning
- 1:39:05and saying, "If I've still got breath,
- 1:39:09that means I can still do something for
- 1:39:11God.
- 1:39:14>> [music]
- 1:39:21[applause]
- 1:39:23>> I don't know about you, I know what it
- 1:39:25is to look and say, "How do I write my
- 1:39:28wrongs?
- 1:39:31How do I write all the times that I I
- 1:39:33let God down? Can God let me go back
- 1:39:36somehow in the past and undo what I
- 1:39:38did?" First step, you've got to do this.
- 1:39:43You've got to accept what happened.
- 1:39:50>> It can be a hard thing to just accept
- 1:39:54what you did. You got to accept what
- 1:39:57happened. And then you've got to realize
- 1:40:00there's nothing I can do to change it.
- 1:40:03But here's what I can do. I can do what
- 1:40:06Paul wrote about. I can learn to avenge
- 1:40:11the man that I used to be.
- 1:40:15How do I How do I take vengeance? He
- 1:40:19said, when when you when you really had
- 1:40:20this godly sorrow, it produced revenge
- 1:40:24in you. I tell you what I believe that
- 1:40:26was, it was a burning desire that said,
- 1:40:30"I live that way, but I'm changed." I I
- 1:40:33I remember I remember as a young man, I
- 1:40:35remember an evangelist coming through,
- 1:40:37brother Daniel Ballinger, and I remember
- 1:40:39him preaching. He grew up in the world.
- 1:40:41He grew up playing at every guitar, uh,
- 1:40:43every every club, every bar. He played
- 1:40:46concerts all over this world. He did
- 1:40:48every drug you could imagine. But I'm
- 1:40:50telling you, he finally came to church
- 1:40:52one day, repented of his sins, and God
- 1:40:55filled him with the gift of the Holy
- 1:40:57Ghost.
- 1:40:59And I'll never forget, I'll never forget
- 1:41:01as a teenager, Pastor Holmes him
- 1:41:04preaching. He's probably, you probably
- 1:41:05heard him said it, but but here's what
- 1:41:07he would say. He would say this. When I
- 1:41:09was in the world, I was one of the
- 1:41:11devil's best sinners.
- 1:41:14He didn't. That devil couldn't find a
- 1:41:17better sinner than me. He said, "But I
- 1:41:20made up in my mind when I got in the
- 1:41:22church, I'm going to be the greatest
- 1:41:24saint. I gave a lot of my years to the
- 1:41:26devil. I gave a lot of my energy to the
- 1:41:28devil. Come on. But I'm telling you, as
- 1:41:31much as I gave him, God being my helper,
- 1:41:34I'm going to give God the rest of my
- 1:41:36life, I'm going to get Come on. Some of
- 1:41:39you are young and you believe your life
- 1:41:41is over. I'm telling you, the devil is a
- 1:41:43liar. You still got time to change. You
- 1:41:47still got time to become something for
- 1:41:50God.
- 1:41:56Hallelujah.
- 1:41:57Somewhere Paul understood can't do
- 1:42:01nothing about my past.
- 1:42:03>> It's done is done. I wish I could I wish
- 1:42:06I could go back to that day when when
- 1:42:08they took the first the first martyr of
- 1:42:11the church. They took a man by the name
- 1:42:13of Stephen and he's laying on the ground
- 1:42:15and and as the men were the men were
- 1:42:18taking stones and throwing them at him,
- 1:42:20here I am holding the coats of them that
- 1:42:22were stoning him. I wish I could go back
- 1:42:25and change that.
- 1:42:27But I can't. I wish I wish I could go
- 1:42:30back to when I was taking men and women
- 1:42:33and casting them into prison for
- 1:42:35believing on Jesus. I wish I could go
- 1:42:37back and undo that, but I can't. But
- 1:42:39here's what I can do. My current
- 1:42:42obedience becomes vengeance against the
- 1:42:45man that I used to be.
- 1:42:51>> You know what I believe? The way that
- 1:42:53Paul lived his life, I can't go back and
- 1:42:55change what I did, but here's what I can
- 1:42:57do. I can write another epistle.
- 1:43:00>> I can't go back and undo what I did. But
- 1:43:03here's what I can do. I can plant
- 1:43:05another church. I can sing another song.
- 1:43:08I can teach another Bible study. There's
- 1:43:11nothing I can do to go back and change
- 1:43:13it. But I tell you what I can do. I can
- 1:43:16be obedient today. I can be submitted
- 1:43:19today.
- 1:43:26Hallelujah. Hallelujah.
- 1:43:29>> Moses had murdered a man. To make
- 1:43:31matters worse, everybody knew it. I got
- 1:43:34a stuttering problem. I got a speech
- 1:43:36problem. But there's nothing I can do to
- 1:43:38go back and change anything that I've
- 1:43:39done. But here's what I can do. I can
- 1:43:42avenge the man that I was by becoming
- 1:43:44the best leader that Israel has ever
- 1:43:46had. Rahab could not go back and change
- 1:43:48the choices that led her to being a
- 1:43:50prostitute. But I tell you what she
- 1:43:52could do on the day in which there was
- 1:43:54an opportunity given to her where she
- 1:43:57could either keep being obedient or
- 1:43:59disobedient or she could turn and be
- 1:44:01obedient to the word of God. She said,
- 1:44:03"I can't change this, but I'm going to
- 1:44:05turn and be obedient." And you know what
- 1:44:08[screaming] she realized? My current
- 1:44:10obedience is revenge on my past
- 1:44:12disobedience. I've come to preach to
- 1:44:15you. My revenge on the old Clark Copelan
- 1:44:18is the new Clark Copenh. My revenge on
- 1:44:21my
- 1:44:24revenge on my old man. It's my new man.
- 1:44:28It's who I can become. I've come to
- 1:44:31preach to you. I know you [screaming]
- 1:44:33haven't had an, but you're going to get
- 1:44:35an anointing. Uh God's got his hand on
- 1:44:37you. Uh God's going to use you. God's
- 1:44:40going to elevate you.
- 1:44:44Come on, let's love him all over this
- 1:44:46house.
- 1:44:48Come on, lift up your hands. I'm almost
- 1:44:49done. Would you help me pray right now
- 1:44:51for just a moment?
- 1:45:22Hallelujah.
- 1:45:25I want to preach to you something and I
- 1:45:28and I want you to try your best to
- 1:45:31remember this and and next time you
- 1:45:35fall.
- 1:45:37I said I I feel that I'm not I'm not
- 1:45:42preaching that a pattern of sin is okay.
- 1:45:44Okay? If if you think that's what I'm
- 1:45:45preaching, you ain't been listening to
- 1:45:46what I've been saying.
- 1:45:48I want to preach to you a beautiful
- 1:45:51four-step [music]
- 1:45:54process of what you need to do the next
- 1:45:58time you fall. Okay? And this is what
- 1:46:00I'm going to close with.
- 1:46:02David had messed up. He had he hadn't
- 1:46:06just messed up a little bit. That this
- 1:46:08goes back to what I'm what I'm talking
- 1:46:09about. How could a man how could a man
- 1:46:11that committed adultery and murdered a
- 1:46:13man be a man after God's own heart?
- 1:46:16because he had an advocate.
- 1:46:18Well, you know what I'm saying?
- 1:46:22There were there was it it wasn't a
- 1:46:24pattern. It was an instance. And that's
- 1:46:26how because he was living he was walking
- 1:46:28down the road of righteousness and on
- 1:46:30that road he stumbled. He didn't get off
- 1:46:32on the road of unrighteousness and say,
- 1:46:33"I'm walking this way the rest of my
- 1:46:35life."
- 1:46:36>> But but on the day the day that
- 1:46:38happened, and I'm hurrying, but but but
- 1:46:40he he's committed adultery with Bath
- 1:46:42Sheba. Okay? He's had her husband
- 1:46:45murdered in the battle. The man of God
- 1:46:48comes to him, tells the story, and he
- 1:46:50sticks his finger in his face and said,
- 1:46:53"You're the man."
- 1:46:55Not only this, but the child is going to
- 1:46:59die.
- 1:47:00He goes and and and he begins to weep
- 1:47:03and he begins to fast and he begins to
- 1:47:06plead and beg God that God would spare
- 1:47:09the life of the child. Here he is. I
- 1:47:12mean, he's he's he's down and out. He's
- 1:47:15he's he's all messed up, begging God,
- 1:47:17pleading with God to do it. And guess
- 1:47:19what happened? The child died. The
- 1:47:23servants were standing there and they
- 1:47:25said, "If it was this bad when the child
- 1:47:28was alive, what's he going to do now?"
- 1:47:30See, but David had a revelation that
- 1:47:32they didn't have. He understood there's
- 1:47:36life after failure.
- 1:47:39So, so listen, here was here was step
- 1:47:42number one. Here was step number one.
- 1:47:45First thing he did was he got up.
- 1:47:50>> I said he got up.
- 1:47:55>> You You can't live for God laying flat
- 1:47:57on your back.
- 1:48:00>> You can't live for God doing what I've
- 1:48:02been told and and that's laying on your
- 1:48:04face, wallowing in your sin. And what
- 1:48:07the first thing you got to do is get to
- 1:48:09your feet.
- 1:48:14The next thing the next thing he did and
- 1:48:17and I don't know what step we're going
- 1:48:18to be in tonight, but the next thing he
- 1:48:20did was he washed himself. He cleansed
- 1:48:24himself from his sin. He wasn't just
- 1:48:26looking for a little band-aid. He was
- 1:48:28looking to get cleansed from the sin.
- 1:48:30You know what that is? That is a type of
- 1:48:32repentance. So he gets up, he washes
- 1:48:36himself. Step number three was he
- 1:48:39changed his clothes.
- 1:48:41You know what that signifies to me? That
- 1:48:44signifies he came to church one way, but
- 1:48:47he left changed. He came to church
- 1:48:49messed [music] up, but he left free. He
- 1:48:52came to church depressed.
- 1:48:56He came to church believing God would
- 1:48:58never use him again. But something
- 1:49:00changed. Something was different.
- 1:49:03>> [music]
- 1:49:05>> And step number four
- 1:49:08was he went back to the house of God and
- 1:49:11he worshiped.
- 1:49:15[applause]
- 1:49:21[applause]
- 1:49:24>> Brother Tuttle, I I don't believe that I
- 1:49:26don't believe that when he was
- 1:49:27worshiping, the whole time he was
- 1:49:29worshiping thinking to himself, "You're
- 1:49:30such an idiot. I still can't believe you
- 1:49:33did that. I still can't believe after
- 1:49:36everything God's done to you, done for
- 1:49:38you, that you turned your back on. I
- 1:49:40tell you what I believe he did. I
- 1:49:41believe as he worship, he thought about
- 1:49:43the greatness of God, the mercy of God,
- 1:49:47the splendor.
- 1:49:50I'll tell you what I believe he did. I
- 1:49:52believe he worshiped like [music] it
- 1:49:54never even happened. I've come to preach
- 1:49:56them in America. There comes a day when
- 1:49:59you can worship like the sin never even
- 1:50:03happened. There comes [music] a day when
- 1:50:05you
- 1:50:09I said there comes a day when you can
- 1:50:12worship like you never even did like it.
- 1:50:16[music]
- 1:50:22I want to preach to somebody [music]
- 1:50:23today and ask you if God said when you
- 1:50:26repent I will not remember your sin. Why
- 1:50:29do you remember your sin? If God don't
- 1:50:32remember it, why should you? I want to
- 1:50:35preach to somebody. It's time you lift
- 1:50:37up your hands and you do it believing. I
- 1:50:41said [music] believing that God has
- 1:50:44really forgiven you.
- 1:50:48[music]
- 1:50:58I want you to lift up [music] your hands
- 1:50:59all over this house right now. Come on.
- 1:51:01Come on. Lift up your hands. Come on,
- 1:51:03singers.
- 1:51:06Come on. Lift up your hands all over
- 1:51:07this house.
- 1:51:15>> [bell]
- 1:51:19>> I may I may be I may be taking a risk
- 1:51:23here, but I but I I feel like this is
- 1:51:25right. I want all the young people all
- 1:51:28over this house, [music] make your way
- 1:51:29to this front right now. Come on. Come
- 1:51:31on.
- 1:51:33Come on, young people. Flood this altar.
- 1:51:39Come on. Come fast. Come fast.
- 1:51:45If this is okay, I know I know this is
- 1:51:48maybe going to be different, but I would
- 1:51:51love for us to follow the pattern that
- 1:51:55David followed. Okay,
- 1:51:59raise your hand if you're in this house
- 1:52:01today and you've ever committed a sin.
- 1:52:06That ought to be everybody's hand.
- 1:52:09Okay, now here here's something I've
- 1:52:11learned. We love We love repentance for
- 1:52:14sinners, but for some reason, we think
- 1:52:16it's not for us anymore.
- 1:52:20>> So, I I don't I don't know how this is
- 1:52:22going to go, but I but I want us to do
- 1:52:24this altar call in a couple different
- 1:52:25phases.
- 1:52:27Phase number one is what I've been
- 1:52:28trying to preach to you for a while, and
- 1:52:30that's get up.
- 1:52:32Anybody feel like you're spiritually you
- 1:52:35spiritually got up in [music] this
- 1:52:36house? Does anybody believe what I'm
- 1:52:38preaching to you today?
- 1:52:41Do I have some parents that would lift
- 1:52:43up your voice and let these kids know
- 1:52:45there's a there's a generation before
- 1:52:47you [music] that believes in you?
- 1:52:51Hey, I'm barely old, but I'm I believe
- 1:52:53in this generation.
- 1:52:56I ought to have every parent [screaming]
- 1:52:58helping me, right? I said, I believe in
- 1:53:00this generation.
- 1:53:02I believe God's going to use these young
- 1:53:04men. I believe God's going to use
- 1:53:06[music] these young ladies.
- 1:53:08You got to believe what I'm preaching to
- 1:53:10you.
- 1:53:14Next thing he did
- 1:53:16was he started washing himself. Now, for
- 1:53:21for just a few minutes, I want everybody
- 1:53:24all over this house to lift up your
- 1:53:26hands. Come on.
- 1:53:28Here's what here's what I want us to do.
- 1:53:31You you repenting is not saying that
- 1:53:33you've been living some wicked, awful
- 1:53:35life. [music] It's just admitting that
- 1:53:36you're flesh and you still need them.
- 1:53:38Come on. I want everybody all over this
- 1:53:40house to lift up your hands and lift up
- 1:53:42your voice. Let's take just a few
- 1:53:44moments here and repent all over this
- 1:53:46house. Come on. Come on. He washed
- 1:53:49himself. Would you let the preaching of
- 1:53:51the word wash you right [music] now?
- 1:53:53Come on.
- 1:53:56Come on. I wish you'd really lift up
- 1:53:58your hands for just a couple minutes.
- 1:54:03Come on. all over this house. We'll move
- 1:54:06when it feels right. But I feel like we
- 1:54:08need to take just a few minutes here.
- 1:54:12Come on. It's still the will of God that
- 1:54:15we [screaming] learn how to weep between
- 1:54:16the porch and the altar.
- 1:54:20Come on. I wish you'd help me [music]
- 1:54:21pray. I wish you I wish you lift up your
- 1:54:23voice.
- 1:54:27[music]
- 1:54:28Come on. I want God to have his way.
- 1:54:30Come on. Let's be sensitive right now.
- 1:54:33Lift up your voice. Let's be sensitive
- 1:54:35right now. Does anybody feel that you're
- 1:54:37[music] being changed right now? Come
- 1:54:39on. He washed himself and he changed his
- 1:54:43garments. [music]
- 1:54:44I want you to do it right now. Come on.
- 1:54:46Let yourself be changed.
- 1:54:51[music]
- 1:55:15Let's take 30 more seconds and repent.
- 1:55:17Come on. 30 more seconds and repent.
- 1:55:24H yeah.
- 1:55:30Oh,
- 1:55:41Hallelujah. Hallelujah.
- 1:55:45I remember I remember a couple times I'd
- 1:55:49go through these things as a teenager
- 1:55:50where I' i'd try to I'd try to really
- 1:55:54get in shape and I thought for some
- 1:55:57reason I would learn to dunk one day.
- 1:56:00One of the things they said to do was
- 1:56:02get extra weight on you. And as you
- 1:56:06start moving around and jumping around
- 1:56:08with that weight when you take it off,
- 1:56:12it frees you because you got used to
- 1:56:15being weighed down.
- 1:56:19And and and it sounds crazy, but you
- 1:56:21know, if you had put on a 15lb vest,
- 1:56:24whatever it was, if you wore it for long
- 1:56:26enough, you could near about forget you
- 1:56:28was wearing it.
- 1:56:30you you could get used to just carrying
- 1:56:34stuff around.
- 1:56:37>> But I'm going to tell you I'm going to
- 1:56:39tell you when you really know that you
- 1:56:40was wearing it is when you get it off.
- 1:56:45>> It's when you
- 1:56:50that you really really you really
- 1:56:52realize the way you was living before.
- 1:56:57I've come to tell somebody in this
- 1:56:59house, there's some young people in this
- 1:57:01building, you have learned to come to
- 1:57:02church so long with condemnation, you
- 1:57:05forgot what it feels like to pray
- 1:57:06without it. You've learned how to come
- 1:57:09to church so long, come on, weigh down
- 1:57:12with self-doubt, weigh down with fear,
- 1:57:15weigh down with past failures
- 1:57:17[screaming] that you forgot what it was
- 1:57:19like.
- 1:57:22I'm telling you, my favorite part of it
- 1:57:24was he went back to church and he
- 1:57:27worshiped the Lord. [screaming] I'm
- 1:57:29telling you, for the first time in a
- 1:57:31long time, I believe there's some young
- 1:57:33people, you're getting ready to pray
- 1:57:36like the mistake never even happened.
- 1:57:39It's time you get rid of your doubt.
- 1:57:48Come on, join up with somebody. Lift up
- 1:57:49your voice all over this house. all over
- 1:57:51this house. Come on.
- 1:57:54It's time condemnation gets off [music]
- 1:57:56you. You better hear me tonight. The
- 1:57:59devil's keeping you bound by keeping you
- 1:58:02condemned. I've come to rebuke that
- 1:58:05voice. I've come to rebuke I've come to
- 1:58:08tell you, God is not done with you. God
- 1:58:11is not done with this [music]
- 1:58:13generation. Come on. I want you to lift
- 1:58:16up your voice. I want you to lift up
- 1:58:18your voice.
- 1:58:21Come on. I need you to pray. Pray like
- 1:58:24[music] it never even happened. There
- 1:58:26will be a day that when you pray, you
- 1:58:29don't think about what you were. There's
- 1:58:31going to [music] be a day when you shout
- 1:58:34and there's no condemnation. Come on.
- 1:58:39[music]
- 1:58:44Heat. Heat.
- 1:58:48[music]
- 1:58:58[music]
- 1:59:01I am
- 1:59:04[music]
- 1:59:09coming this way.
- 1:59:13[music]
- 1:59:14Heat. Heat.
- 1:59:19[music]
- 1:59:24Heat.
- 1:59:25[music]
- 1:59:27Heat.
- 1:59:32[music]
- 1:59:37Heat. Heat. Heat. [music]
- 1:59:47Hello.
- 1:59:49[music]
- 1:59:50Heat.
- 1:59:55[music]
- 2:00:00Heat. Heat.
- 2:00:05[music]
- 2:00:11Heat. Heat. [music]
- 2:00:20[music]
- 2:00:26[music]
- 2:00:27This is
- 2:00:33[music]
- 2:00:41[music]
- 2:00:44heat. [music]
- 2:00:50[music]
- 2:00:56Heat. Heat.
- 2:01:00[music]
- 2:01:07[music]
- 2:01:10Heat. Heat. Heat.
- 2:01:13[music]
- 2:01:21Sorry.
- 2:01:23[music]
- 2:01:28[music]
- 2:01:34[music]
- 2:01:37>> All over this house. I want [music] you
- 2:01:38to lift up your hands and lift up your
- 2:01:40voice. Come on. Come on. I want you to
- 2:01:42lift up your hands and lift up your
- 2:01:44voice.
- 2:01:46I'm telling you what you're doing right
- 2:01:47now. You're avenging your past. Come on.
- 2:01:51Come on. You're avenging the man [music]
- 2:01:53that you were. Come on. I know you've I
- 2:01:56know some of you ain't got it yet, but
- 2:01:58I'm preaching you do it anyway. [music]
- 2:02:00Praise him anyway. Come on. I know
- 2:02:03condemnation has got his grip on you,
- 2:02:06but I've come to rebuke it tonight. I've
- 2:02:09come to rebuke it tonight.
- 2:02:13Come on. I wish I could hear some young
- 2:02:15people lift up the voices.
- 2:02:19Come on. I wish I [music] could have
- 2:02:21some young men that are willing to fight
- 2:02:23for their calling in this house. I wish
- 2:02:26I had some young women that would be
- 2:02:28willing to [music] lift up their voices
- 2:02:29and pray.
- 2:02:59Come on, join up with somebody [music]
- 2:03:00one more time and lift up your voice.
- 2:03:02Come on. Come on, church. I need you to
- 2:03:04help me. I need you to help me.
- 2:03:07I need you to help me.
- 2:03:11[music]
- 2:03:14>> Come on. Come on. I want you to do it
- 2:03:15one more time. Sing it again. Come on. I
- 2:03:17want you to lift your voice one more
- 2:03:18[music] time.
- 2:03:23>> Oh, there's got to be a day when you
- 2:03:26come this [music]
- 2:03:28me.
- 2:03:35He's not [music] done with me yet.
- 2:03:39He's not done with me yet.
- 2:03:45There's so much more to the story.
- 2:03:49[music] You're not worth
- 2:03:56[music]
- 2:04:04the story. [music]
- 2:04:12>> [music]
- 2:04:17>> over and over and over again. [music]
- 2:04:22Your mercy and grace will be upon us.
- 2:04:25[music]
- 2:04:34>> [music]
- 2:04:38>> Heat. Heat.
- 2:04:46[music]
- 2:04:52Heat. [music] Heat.
- 2:04:59[music]
- 2:05:02Heat. Heat.
- 2:05:05[music]
- 2:05:13[music]
- 2:05:16I lift up my hands. I lift up my [music]
- 2:05:19voice to declare with confidence that
- 2:05:23your mercy is reaching. That your mercy
- 2:05:26is reaching. That your mercy [music] is
- 2:05:29reaching. That your mercy is
- 2:05:35[music] chasing after me. You're chasing
- 2:05:39after me. You're chasing after me.
- 2:05:46Heat. Heat. [music]
- 2:05:54[music]
- 2:05:59Heat. Heat.
- 2:06:04[music]
- 2:06:11>> [music]
- 2:06:12>> Heat. Heat.
- 2:06:21[music]
- 2:06:24to the storms
- 2:06:27to the stor. [music]
- 2:06:33>> Come on. I want you to lift up your
- 2:06:34hands. Close your eyes all over this
- 2:06:35house. Come on. Come on. Lift up your
- 2:06:38hands. Close your eyes all over this
- 2:06:39house. Come on. Come on. Right now.
- 2:06:42Right now. Right now. Lift up your every
- 2:06:44hand raised in this house right now.
- 2:06:47Come on. Come on. There's some of you,
- 2:06:49you've been so weighed down every time
- 2:06:52you [music] come to church, you can't
- 2:06:54even hardly lift up your hands anymore.
- 2:06:56Come on. I've come [music] to prophesy
- 2:06:58to somebody in this house. If you'll
- 2:07:01lift up your hands and you'll lift up
- 2:07:03your voice, there's going to be a moment
- 2:07:06that you'll be able to worship like the
- 2:07:08sin never even happened. I said like the
- 2:07:12mistake. I need you to lift up your
- 2:07:14[music] voice. Come on. I need you to
- 2:07:16lift up your voice.
- 2:07:20I need you to lift up your voice like it
- 2:07:23never even happened. [music]
- 2:07:25I said like it never even happened.
- 2:07:30Come on. That's [music] it. That's it.
- 2:07:32There's victory. There's victory.
- 2:07:35There's victory. There's victory. Lift
- 2:07:38[music] up your voice. I wish somebody
- 2:07:40would shout. Come on. I wish somebody
- 2:07:43would dance [music] like it never even
- 2:07:46happened. I feel like it never
- 2:07:49I don't need some more help. [music] I
- 2:07:51feel like it never
- 2:07:56I know the devil wants to remind you of
- 2:07:58your past. But I tell you what, you're
- 2:08:01forgiven. I say [music] you're forgiven.
- 2:08:03I say you're for You're lost. You're
- 2:08:06redeemed.
- 2:08:09[music]
- 2:08:17>> [music]
- 2:08:24[music]
- 2:08:27>> I'm I'm going to tell you something. I I
- 2:08:29would I would not do this if I did not
- 2:08:31feel it today. But I'm telling you,
- 2:08:33there's got to be a moment that you quit
- 2:08:35soaking
- 2:08:38there. There's got to be a moment that
- 2:08:39you quit laying on your back saying,
- 2:08:41"God will never use me again." You've
- 2:08:44got to change your words. I want
- 2:08:46somebody in this house to quit walking
- 2:08:49around in self-doubt saying, "God will
- 2:08:51never you." I want you to switch it and
- 2:08:54say, "God is going to use [music] me.
- 2:08:56God is going to anoint me. God does have
- 2:08:59his hand on me." Come on. I've come to
- 2:09:01buck that spirit. I've come to fight
- 2:09:04against it. Come on. I need [music]
- 2:09:06somebody to lift up your voice like it
- 2:09:09never even happened.
- 2:09:13[music]
- 2:09:17Lift up your eyes. [music]
- 2:09:24[music]
- 2:09:25I said lift up your voice. I wish
- 2:09:28somebody right now would fight for
- 2:09:30[music] your
- 2:09:32I was you [music]
- 2:09:36feeling bad about it, smoking about it
- 2:09:39and standing your feet and wor I said
- 2:09:43[music]
- 2:09:44with your hands in the air.
- 2:09:50[music]
- 2:09:55Come on. Last [music] time with no music
- 2:09:57at all. No music. Get your hands up all
- 2:09:59over this house. Come on. Come on. Get
- 2:10:01your hands up all over this house.
- 2:10:10That's what I'm looking for right there.
- 2:10:12Lift up your voice. Yeah, that's it.
- 2:10:14That's it. That's what I'm looking for.
- 2:10:19That's it. That's what I'm looking for.
- 2:10:20Lift up your voice.
- 2:10:40God's still going to use you, man.
- 2:10:43I said God's still going to use you.
- 2:10:46God's still got his hand on you.
- 2:11:32Come on, join up all over this house.
- 2:11:33Join up all over this house.
- 2:11:36See, here's the problem. I'm I'm trying
- 2:11:38in one altar call to come against years
- 2:11:41and years and years of negative thinking
- 2:11:45that God will never make anything out of
- 2:11:47you.
- 2:11:50I I'm trying to combat and and year for
- 2:11:53years and years and years, the devil's
- 2:11:55been telling you [music] that God's not
- 2:11:57going to use you. I've come to tell you
- 2:11:59the devil is a liar.
- 2:12:08>> Get up, wash yourself, change your
- 2:12:11garments, and worship like it never
- 2:12:14happened. One more time, lift up your
- 2:12:16hands.
- 2:12:18Come on. I need you one more time.
- 2:12:24Come on. I I want you one last time. I I
- 2:12:27wish you would really cry out right now.
- 2:12:29That There's a sound. I'm looking for
- 2:12:31it. There's [music] a sound.
- 2:12:37It's a sound of a generation that's
- 2:12:39[music] still fighting.
- 2:12:41Come on. It's the sound of a generation
- 2:12:44that's still in the fight. It's not a
- 2:12:46perfect generation.
- 2:12:49It's a generation still fighting.
- 2:12:53It's not a generation that's [music]
- 2:12:54never fallen. It's a generation that's
- 2:12:57still in the fight.
- 2:12:59Come on. [music]
- 2:13:10[music]
- 2:13:12Oh.
- 2:13:19I need you
- 2:13:27present [music]
- 2:13:29God of my future.
- 2:13:34Oh,
- 2:13:39hold it [music] all together.
- 2:13:42God of my presence,
- 2:13:46God [music] of my future,
- 2:13:51you are my story.
- 2:13:54[music]
- 2:14:01[music]
- 2:14:03Yeah.
- 2:14:07Heat.
- 2:14:09[music]
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- 2:14:17Yeah.
- 2:14:20Heat.
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- 2:14:32Heat. Heat. Heat. [music]
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- 2:14:42Heat. Heat. Heat. [singing]
- 2:14:45[music]
- 2:14:52Heat. Heat. Heat. [music]
- 2:15:02Heat. Heat. [music]
- 2:15:10[music]
- 2:15:14Yeah.
- 2:15:17[music] Heat.
- 2:15:24[music]
- 2:15:28Heat. Heat.
- 2:15:29[singing]
- 2:15:33[music]
- 2:15:41[music]
- 2:15:46You
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- 2:15:56[music]
- 2:16:04[music]
- 2:16:09[music] lift my hands to worship.
- 2:16:14Yeah. Heat.
- 2:16:19[music]
- 2:16:26Never miss [music]
- 2:16:33[music]
- 2:16:36somebody.
- 2:16:39[music]
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- 2:16:49[music]
- 2:16:51Oh
- 2:16:57[music]
- 2:17:02my
- 2:17:08[music]
- 2:17:11together.
- 2:17:13[music]
- 2:17:16Heat. Heat. Heat.
- 2:17:18[music]
- 2:17:26Heat. Heat.
- 2:17:28[music]
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- 2:17:38[music]
- 2:17:40Yeah.
- 2:17:44Heat. [music]
- 2:17:53[music]
- 2:17:59>> [music]
- 2:18:00>> Heat. Heat.
- 2:18:05[music]
- 2:18:10Yeah. [music] Heat.
- 2:18:18[music]
- 2:18:21Oh,
- 2:18:26[music]
- 2:18:28heat, [singing]
- 2:18:32[music]
- 2:18:35heat.
- 2:18:39[music]
- 2:18:43Yeah.
- 2:18:45Heat.
- 2:18:47[music]
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- 2:18:55Yeah. [singing]
- 2:18:57Heat.
- 2:19:02[music]
- 2:19:07You're
- 2:19:10[music]
- 2:19:17[music]
- 2:19:22[music]
- 2:19:27amazing. [music]
- 2:19:37>> [music]
- 2:19:42>> to the [music]
- 2:19:45I
- 2:19:57>> [music]
- 2:20:03[music]
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