Astronaut Chris Hadfield on 13 Moments That Changed His Life | WIRED — Transcript
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- 0:00in the days before selfies this was a
- 0:02cool selfie you look close you can see
- 0:04my mustache right there proud of it
- 0:07I shaved my mustache off once and my
- 0:10wife didn't like it so there's no
- 0:11question the mustache stays I'm Chris
- 0:14Hadfield we're gonna look at some
- 0:15moments from my life that helped turn me
- 0:18into Who I am today
- 0:20that is spaceship Atlantis that's the
- 0:24nose of a space shuttle you can just
- 0:26barely see Atlantis written there and
- 0:27that is my crew this is my first space
- 0:29flight STS 74 in the fall of 1995 and we
- 0:34had just come up and docked with the
- 0:36space station Mir and we had built a
- 0:39part of Mir and we were only docked for
- 0:41a few days but I realized hey if we get
- 0:43the angles right I could ask one of the
- 0:46MIR crew one of the three people living
- 0:47on Mir to get a camera and take a
- 0:50picture while we're docked so we waited
- 0:51until we came around the world the right
- 0:53way so the Sun was shining in our window
- 0:55I spoke to Tomas Reiter and German
- 0:57cosmonaut onboard the International
- 0:58Board the the Russian Space Station it
- 1:00was like okay take a bunch of pictures
- 1:02and then I went racing back down through
- 1:04all the tunnels into Atlantis and got
- 1:06everybody to stick their faces up into
- 1:08the Sun and it's incredibly bright it's
- 1:10like sticking your head into an oven
- 1:12because there's nothing between you and
- 1:15the Sun but that little pane of glass
- 1:17right there so it couldn't be more
- 1:19scorching an amazing human experience in
- 1:24this picture I think I'm about five
- 1:26years old and inside a an instant Quaker
- 1:29Oats box my dad took this picture of me
- 1:32I've spent most of my life in a box
- 1:33that's what we call the simulator as an
- 1:35astronaut we call it the box but just a
- 1:38few years after that when when I got to
- 1:40be about nine years old that's when the
- 1:42very first two people walked in there
- 1:51that little boy just a few years later
- 1:53that link between the fantasy of flying
- 1:57my little rocket ship box and the
- 1:59reality of three people climbing into a
- 2:01box and taken it to the moon and two of
- 2:03them climbing out of it and walking on
- 2:05the surface it made me believe that
- 2:08impossible things can happen
- 2:10and that maybe that's something that I
- 2:12could even do so when you see your kid
- 2:14playing in a box let them dream that's
- 2:18my brother Dave and I leaning against my
- 2:20dad's Ford at Sarnia Airport my dad was
- 2:23the very first pilot at Sarnia Airport
- 2:25he was taking a friend flying and his
- 2:27friend in the backseat and a little old
- 2:28two-seat airplane and his friend was
- 2:30getting sick in the back and my dad was
- 2:32like I were gonna land so he can throw
- 2:34up and he saw this Airport under
- 2:35construction so he put his airplane down
- 2:38sort of next to the runway with the big
- 2:40X on it and the manager came out and
- 2:43said hey you can't land here my dad's oh
- 2:44look at this guy he's throwing up and
- 2:46they started talking and the guy offered
- 2:47him a job because my dad was a brand-new
- 2:49flight instructor and after my first
- 2:51spaceflight
- 2:52they named the airport after me and it's
- 2:55now Chris Hadfield Airport I decided to
- 2:59be an astronaut when I was 9 years old
- 3:01and I had no idea how to be an astronaut
- 3:04I mean how do you make yourself into an
- 3:05astronaut but I thought astronauts fly
- 3:07so I should learn to fly so I joined Air
- 3:10Cadets at 13 years old I studied
- 3:11leadership I studied meteorology all
- 3:13sorts of stuff but then I passed all the
- 3:15exams and they chose me to to become a
- 3:18glider pilot I was only 15
- 3:21this is graduation day I had just
- 3:24qualified as a military jet pilot
- 3:27there's a parade you get your wings on
- 3:28your uniform and it you can almost hear
- 3:31the sound of the doors opening in front
- 3:33of you of the choices that are about to
- 3:35come up as a result of work that you've
- 3:37done and our very first child had been
- 3:39born Hellena had given birth to him back
- 3:41in Ontario she'd moved out to Moose Jaw
- 3:43that's Kyle a hugely proud day Hellena
- 3:46is so beautiful in this picture it's a
- 3:49good day I was a fighter pilot during
- 3:52the Cold War
- 3:53regularly the soviets would come into
- 3:56canadian airspace sometimes they were
- 3:58just coming through the airspace on the
- 3:59way down to cuba sometimes they would
- 4:01come into Canadian airspace to practice
- 4:03cruise missile launches on North America
- 4:05I so I was sleeping in an alert facility
- 4:08up in northern Quebec and the horn would
- 4:11go off in the middle of the night
- 4:13great blaring horn and we would race
- 4:15jump into our Jets we had to be airborne
- 4:16from dead sleep to airborne in 12
- 4:19minutes we raced gotten our jets we flew
- 4:21out and found these two bear bombers
- 4:24this was the very first f-18 intercept
- 4:27of a Soviet bear bomber and here on the
- 4:30left side of the f-18 we had this great
- 4:32big light that I could turn on with my
- 4:34baby finger so we came up in the dawn I
- 4:36threw my light on we could have a good
- 4:38look at it see whether they have hostile
- 4:40intent that day we were fully armed but
- 4:44they didn't have any hostile intent they
- 4:46were peaceful that day so there I am
- 4:48flying on Eric's wing trying to hold
- 4:50this enormous camera and focus and not
- 4:52banging into the canopy and not crash
- 4:54into anybody as I'm as I'm trying to get
- 4:57this picture it was my first role in
- 5:01combat it was me right at the very edge
- 5:04where one little mistake one incorrect
- 5:07judgment could have huge international
- 5:09consequences we just bumped the two
- 5:12nations next to each other for a little
- 5:14while and then we peeled away and they
- 5:16actually carried on and went down to
- 5:17Cuba this picture was taken at Edwards
- 5:22Air Force Base in California where I
- 5:24went to test pilot school and it's where
- 5:26I had a chance to not only be an
- 5:29engineer and be a fighter pilot but
- 5:32learn to be an engineering test pilot
- 5:34the most demanding year of my life
- 5:38I flew 32 different airplanes that year
- 5:40had to write a huge report about each
- 5:42one had to do all sorts of testing an
- 5:44intensely demanding physical and mental
- 5:48year and that night I won the award as
- 5:51the top test pilot and it was just so
- 5:54surreal a real great feeling of proven
- 5:58reward for a huge amount of work
- 6:02I was so pleased when I got hired as one
- 6:06of Canada's new astronauts that I wasn't
- 6:08the only one with a moustache that's
- 6:10Dave Williams and he's a bunch of
- 6:13different things a pilot and a software
- 6:15engineer but also a medical doctor and
- 6:16that's Mike McKay who is a robotics
- 6:19engineer and Julie Payette who was an
- 6:21electrical engineer and we are Canada's
- 6:23new astronauts we had had a huge
- 6:25national competition but finally for the
- 6:27four of us it came down to the day that
- 6:29the president of the brand-new Canadian
- 6:31Space Agency phoned us and said we would
- 6:33like you to be one of Canada's
- 6:35astronauts we'd only been astronauts for
- 6:38like minutes when this picture was taken
- 6:43oddly enough one of the common questions
- 6:45is what does an astronaut do between
- 6:46space flights you know as if we're like
- 6:48sitting in a waiting room or a lounge or
- 6:50something somewhere but I was an
- 6:52astronaut for 21 years
- 6:53I was only in space for six months so
- 6:56for twenty and a half years I was
- 6:59training and preparing and supporting
- 7:01other space flights I did a bunch of
- 7:03jobs I was chief of robotics I was
- 7:05working in payload safety I was chief of
- 7:08Space Station operations I was NASA's
- 7:10director in Russia but I was also
- 7:12someone who worked in Mission Control I
- 7:14was a Capcom capsule communicator back
- 7:18when those spaceships were shaped like
- 7:19capsules and when Houston wants to talk
- 7:22to a space ship you can't have 50 people
- 7:25on the radio I was sort of the trusted
- 7:28agent for the crew on earth and I did
- 7:31that for 25 shuttle flights in a row and
- 7:34I was NASA's chief Capcom so I ran that
- 7:37whole side of things it was the next
- 7:39best thing to spaceflight when I was a
- 7:43little kid in the box
- 7:44the thing I really wanted to do was walk
- 7:46in space not just fly a spaceship but go
- 7:49outside and I was lucky enough to be
- 7:52asked to help build this huge piece of
- 7:55hardware this enormous robotic arm
- 7:57called the Canada arm canadarm2 in fact
- 7:59onto the space station I'd been training
- 8:06for it for four and a half years
- 8:07developing all the procedures and
- 8:09everything to be ready for this day when
- 8:12I was outside on a spacewalk helping to
- 8:14build the International
- 8:15Space Station when suddenly exactly when
- 8:18this picture was taken one of my eyes
- 8:20was struck blind and I was like what's
- 8:21going on and and my hand came up to rub
- 8:25my eye and of course I'm wearing a
- 8:27helmet
- 8:27boink off the helmet is thinking how
- 8:28stupid is that Here I am an astronaut
- 8:30you don't even know I can't rub my eye
- 8:31but that without gravity that tears
- 8:33didn't drain
- 8:35they just this irritated eyeball tear
- 8:38just got bigger and bigger and bigger
- 8:40until it started dribbling like a tiny
- 8:43waterfall into my other eye and now both
- 8:47eyes were contaminated with something
- 8:49and then I had to stop working because I
- 8:51couldn't see what I was doing anymore I
- 8:52called down to Houston and I'd worked in
- 8:55Mission Control as a Capcom so I knew
- 8:57what a revelation that was going to be
- 8:59for them to me to call down and say
- 9:00Houston hey I've got some problem and
- 9:04both my eyes are blind what do you want
- 9:06me to do
- 9:06and they thought maybe out of my
- 9:08backpack here where my air purification
- 9:10equipment was maybe the chemical that
- 9:12takes the carbon dioxide out of the air
- 9:14it's called lithium hydroxide maybe that
- 9:16was getting in my eyes so they said open
- 9:19your purge valve and right here on the
- 9:21left hand side of my helmet I could
- 9:23reach up and turn a little valve and let
- 9:25my oxygen hiss out into space and at
- 9:29this moment I am held in place by my
- 9:32feet on the end of an arm I'm not
- 9:34touching anything else I'm blind and I'm
- 9:37listening to as my oxygen is squirting
- 9:41out into space
- 9:42and fortunately that fresh oxygen
- 9:44blowing in on the back of my helmet was
- 9:47enough to start evaporating the big
- 9:49balls of tears around my eyes to the
- 9:51crusty stuff around my eyes as it
- 9:53evaporated blinkin eventually I could
- 9:55start to see again I told him I'm okay
- 9:57shut my valve and then I got back to
- 9:59work and it turned out to be something
- 10:01really benign it was just the the the
- 10:05anti-fog off my visor like a mixture of
- 10:08soap and oil had gotten into my eye
- 10:10but since then we've changed the
- 10:12anti-fog and so we learned from it but
- 10:14it was it was my very first spacewalk
- 10:16and a pretty interesting hurdle to have
- 10:19to cross while trying to do my very
- 10:21first walk
- 10:22[Music]
- 10:24this picture is at Edwards Air Force
- 10:26Base at the US Air Force test pilot
- 10:28school it is an extremely difficult year
- 10:31you can see the pictures of all of the
- 10:33other graduates and airplanes that have
- 10:35been through that school and when you're
- 10:37working really hard and studying really
- 10:38hard you you want a chance to to relax
- 10:41and we had parties every week but this
- 10:43guy in the cowboy hat his name's Rick
- 10:45husband he was a commander of Columbia
- 10:47commander Rick husband in 2003 when Rick
- 10:56and his crew were coming back down
- 10:58through the atmosphere they'd had damage
- 11:00during launch and we all knew the
- 11:03vehicle was damaged but nobody knew how
- 11:05badly coming back down through the
- 11:06atmosphere that hole in the left wing
- 11:10allowed the huge heat and pressure of
- 11:14the plasma field around the vehicle to
- 11:17go into the wing and melt the spar and
- 11:20burn up everything inside the wing the
- 11:22left wing came off and the vehicle
- 11:24tumbled and came apart and Rick and all
- 11:26his crew were killed it was the result
- 11:30of our own decision making you know we
- 11:33we knew that his ship was damaged but we
- 11:37sort of said well we don't know how
- 11:39badly it's damaged and we really can't
- 11:41sort of do anything anyway so let's just
- 11:43assume it's okay and we didn't even ask
- 11:45them to go outside on a spacewalk to
- 11:48crawl over the big door of the shuttle
- 11:50and look around and see how big the hole
- 11:52in the wing was if we had moved heaven
- 11:54and earth maybe there would have been a
- 11:56way to rescue them and a couple years
- 11:59later when we changed a lot of things
- 12:02and the next shuttle flew it was
- 12:04triumphant sort of a way to venerate
- 12:08Rick and his crew
- 12:09and every ship that has ever flown in
- 12:11space since then has been better because
- 12:13of the sacrifice that Rick made I'm glad
- 12:16we got a chance to sing together too
- 12:19this is a soyuz spaceship
- 12:21it's the third spaceship that i flew
- 12:23after twice on space shuttles Atlantis
- 12:26and endeavour this is the workhorse of
- 12:29taking people to the space station and
- 12:31back Soyuz it's a Russian word for a
- 12:33union soviet ski soyuz Soviet Union
- 12:36because it unifies the earth and the
- 12:38space station and it's just barely big
- 12:42enough for three people and it's just a
- 12:44tiny little capsule you want to make it
- 12:45as small as possible because that makes
- 12:48it easier to push into space if you're
- 12:50claustrophobic this would not be a good
- 12:52job I mean that's that's business class
- 12:55on a Soyuz right there that's as good as
- 12:57it's going to get
- 12:58I was real lucky to be the like the
- 13:00pilot or the copilot of the Soyuz and
- 13:02and it was a great way to get to space
- 13:04and a real nice tough safe reliable way
- 13:07to get back to earth this is a still
- 13:11from a YouTube video
- 13:19and that guitar is a Larry vay acoustic
- 13:24guitar parlor guitar made in Vancouver
- 13:26Canada and it is up on the space station
- 13:28right now in fact it's been up there
- 13:30since the summer of 2001 and it's put
- 13:32there because lots of astronauts are
- 13:34musicians and we're a long way from home
- 13:36and it's nice on holidays and a tee at
- 13:39parties in the evening you know when
- 13:40you're just trying to be a group of
- 13:42people to play songs that we all love
- 13:45and know and my son who was really
- 13:47helping me with social media my son Evan
- 13:49said dad you should do a version of
- 13:51Space Oddity and I was like Space Oddity
- 13:53you can't cover Bowie you know it's like
- 13:55covering Bach or covering Supertramp or
- 13:57something it's not going to happen
- 13:58and besides Space Oddity is about an
- 14:01astronaut dying in space I don't want to
- 14:04sing that I'm living up here but my son
- 14:06far wiser in these things than I am he
- 14:08said dad I'll rewrite the words for you
- 14:10but you should just do it it's it's a
- 14:12classic tune lots of people want you to
- 14:13just make a version of it so I in my
- 14:17little sleeping pod and just did a
- 14:20little karaoke along with David
- 14:21listening to him in one ear singing into
- 14:23the microphone but then Evan my son Wade
- 14:26back in and said dad it's got to be
- 14:29video you know you're in space no one's
- 14:31gonna believe it if you don't have a
- 14:32video but that's like Evan I'm the
- 14:36commander of a space ship I'm busy up
- 14:38here you know I I I can't he said if you
- 14:42don't do it you will regret it for the
- 14:43rest of your life okay so a Saturday
- 14:46afternoon when I was supposed to be
- 14:47doing something else I set this up and I
- 14:50I took a camera and I just like velcroed
- 14:54it to the wall hit record I had a little
- 14:56pad playing of the nice audio track that
- 14:59I'd done with em and Joe and I just sang
- 15:01along with myself and dinner did
- 15:03floating and it took about I don't know
- 15:05an hour and a half
- 15:06floating around different places in the
- 15:07station sing along with myself here sing
- 15:09along over there float the guitar down
- 15:11them the Japanese module here and then
- 15:14float around and just sing along once
- 15:15with myself and then I shipped it all
- 15:18down
- 15:20control to Major Tom
- 15:24[Music]
- 15:25we got permission from Bowie and his
- 15:28organization who loved the audio track
- 15:30but on the night before I came home the
- 15:33video was done and haven't released it
- 15:36to the world and this video by the time
- 15:40I landed like 12 hours later had been
- 15:42seen seven million times and but for me
- 15:45the best part was that Bowie loved it he
- 15:48he saw it he said it was you know maybe
- 15:50the most poignant version of the song
- 15:52ever done I never got to meet him in
- 15:54person I wish I had but I'm delighted
- 15:56that Evan talked me into doing this I'm
- 15:58proud of how the song came out but for
- 16:01me the best part was that David Bowie
- 16:03finally got to fly in space which he'd
- 16:06always dreamed of I hope you enjoyed
- 16:09looking at these pictures with me you
- 16:11should do that sit down and go through
- 16:12pictures and remind yourself of the
- 16:14special moments in your life
- 16:22you
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