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An IMPORTANT conversation that leads to a NEW BEGINNING! You’re being asked to TRUST! ❤️‍🩹 TIMELESS — Transcript

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  1. 0:01My beautiful friends, I hope you guys
  2. 0:03are doing well. I'm picking up on some
  3. 0:06very nice energy. Um, it feels kind of
  4. 0:09high vibrational. It feels like love
  5. 0:10bubble energy, but then at the same time
  6. 0:13I'm feeling fear and apprehensiveness
  7. 0:16and I was seeing the trust, the trust
  8. 0:20card in unspoken oracle. So, you could
  9. 0:24have
  10. 0:26I don't know, maybe you're having a hard
  11. 0:28time trusting a situation, but I want to
  12. 0:30see what's going on here. I have a few
  13. 0:32decks that I've chosen, but I want to
  14. 0:34start with this one, and I just want to
  15. 0:36see
  16. 0:38what this energy is that I'm channeling
  17. 0:40before I get to the other oracle decks.
  18. 0:43There goes my mouse.
  19. 0:50I wish this deck was bigger.
  20. 0:55invest in yourself. Perhaps you're very
  21. 0:57invested in self right now.
  22. 1:01And perhaps you've been really working
  23. 1:03on prioritizing self, giving yourself
  24. 1:05love to call in healthier love. Like
  25. 1:08this feels like a love reading. I feel
  26. 1:10love bubble energy.
  27. 1:12Like I said, excitement, but also
  28. 1:14apprehensiveness.
  29. 1:16Trust the journey.
  30. 1:20All right. So clearly, whoever you are,
  31. 1:21you're embracing a rebirth. You've
  32. 1:23perhaps embraced an ending here. It's
  33. 1:25also the new moon today. So today is a
  34. 1:28really good day to set intentions.
  35. 1:31Um, but you trusting the journey, and I
  36. 1:33always mention it with this card, but
  37. 1:35she's looking up at a bat, right? And
  38. 1:37the bat, the bat is symbolic of endings
  39. 1:41leading to rebirth,
  40. 1:44trusting the journey. Perhaps you're I'm
  41. 1:47hearing that song, Jesus, take the
  42. 1:49wheel. Like perhaps you're allowing like
  43. 1:52trusting, surrendering to flow. I don't
  44. 1:54know what's going on with me today. I'm
  45. 1:55having a hard time communicating while
  46. 1:57I'm channeling this.
  47. 2:01Trusting the journey. So, whoever you
  48. 2:03are, you're meant to be trusting the
  49. 2:05journey right now. Um, let me just see
  50. 2:09what this reading
  51. 2:13it didn't come out. Whatever it was.
  52. 2:17Treat yourself. That's what I was
  53. 2:19saying. Like I'm hearing I can buy
  54. 2:21myself flowers
  55. 2:23and we always talk about like date
  56. 2:25yourself, right? Or
  57. 2:28it's really important the way you treat
  58. 2:30yourself because that's the energy
  59. 2:31you're calling in. So if you want to
  60. 2:33call in a connection that's healthy,
  61. 2:36right, and
  62. 2:38prioritizes you and is committed to you,
  63. 2:41you need to prioritize and commit to
  64. 2:43self.
  65. 2:47treating yourself, trying to leave the
  66. 2:48past behind.
  67. 2:55Trust the journey again and have the
  68. 2:57conversation.
  69. 3:00So, what's interesting here is that
  70. 3:01you're trying to leave the past behind,
  71. 3:03right? And there's something here about
  72. 3:05having a conversation with someone.
  73. 3:07Clearly, right now, you are looking
  74. 3:09after yourself. You're tending to your
  75. 3:11own garden. And I always mention this
  76. 3:14with this card, but this card has two
  77. 3:16cups, right? So, it looks like you've
  78. 3:18kind of been really focused on trusting
  79. 3:22the journey, on treating yourself, on
  80. 3:24taking care of yourself, tending to your
  81. 3:25own garden,
  82. 3:27being the partner that you want to call
  83. 3:29in to self.
  84. 3:32But we also have something about
  85. 3:33communication here.
  86. 3:36And that's kind of what I was feeling. I
  87. 3:39was feeling love bubble energy, but then
  88. 3:41there's this fear or apprehensiveness
  89. 3:43about having a conversation or I'm not
  90. 3:46sure if you've heard from someone here
  91. 3:48and you're not sure if you should
  92. 3:50respond
  93. 3:52um or you're not sure if you should
  94. 3:53trust it.
  95. 4:04Oh, there's a cake in this image. So
  96. 4:06perhaps you have been trusting the
  97. 4:08journey, realizing that you're the
  98. 4:10prize, right? You're the cake.
  99. 4:18All right, let's see what's going on
  100. 4:19with you right now.
  101. 4:24Strength, inner power. Standing in your
  102. 4:26strength, beautiful.
  103. 4:31Why is my nose running? Hang on.
  104. 4:35I needed a Kleenex. I needed a tissue
  105. 4:38for my issue.
  106. 4:40Peace, inner zen, calmness,
  107. 4:45fire sign,
  108. 4:50passion, movement,
  109. 4:54rebirth, new beginnings.
  110. 4:59Whoever you are, I feel like you have
  111. 5:00released the past here.
  112. 5:03This could also be about past wounds,
  113. 5:05right? Cuz I was hearing I'm wearing
  114. 5:07pink and I have green nails on and I was
  115. 5:09hearing inner child healing.
  116. 5:17All right. So, let's see what's going on
  117. 5:19with this collective right now. Nothing.
  118. 5:22All right.
  119. 5:25I'm also hearing something being
  120. 5:26illuminated here.
  121. 5:33Okay.
  122. 5:43Soulmate,
  123. 5:45romance, friendship.
  124. 5:49So, you could have released um could
  125. 5:52have released a soulmate here in the
  126. 5:54past or friendship.
  127. 5:58It's giving me two of cups energy.
  128. 6:03Someone who you feel you have a soul tie
  129. 6:04with. It also says friendship, so it
  130. 6:07doesn't have to be love related.
  131. 6:13I just saw the glow up card. Clarity.
  132. 6:17Clarity. Something being illuminated.
  133. 6:22Clear thinking. Meditate. Right. So,
  134. 6:25what I'm hearing is you've been treating
  135. 6:27yourself. You've realized you're the
  136. 6:29cake, right? Um,
  137. 6:32why am I hearing that? I'm hearing you
  138. 6:34have the cake and eat it too. I don't
  139. 6:36know why I'm hearing that, but clarity
  140. 6:40about a soul connection here or soulmate
  141. 6:43connection, friendship, romance. Um, and
  142. 6:45perhaps you couldn't see this clearly
  143. 6:48when you were in the situation, but now
  144. 6:50that you are
  145. 6:52looking after yourself, focusing on
  146. 6:54self, going through this rebirth.
  147. 6:58I don't know.
  148. 7:00That's what I mean. I'm feeling like
  149. 7:02really good energy and then
  150. 7:08I'm almost seeing someone like looking
  151. 7:10at their phone.
  152. 7:12I don't know why I'm seeing that.
  153. 7:15Let's keep going. I'll confirm these.
  154. 7:18Let me just move these up. I just got
  155. 7:20these for to confirm what I was feeling.
  156. 7:24This is your current energy. There goes
  157. 7:25my nose again.
  158. 7:28Maybe you were running from self for a
  159. 7:30while.
  160. 7:34Let's keep going.
  161. 7:43What is happening here? Life partner,
  162. 7:46love of a lifetime, stable, your middle
  163. 7:48row.
  164. 7:52And that could be what you're calling
  165. 7:53in. I mentioned being the partner,
  166. 7:55right? Embodying the partner you want to
  167. 7:58be to self.
  168. 8:00Again, I'm seeing somebody taking
  169. 8:02themselves out on dates, buying
  170. 8:04themselves flowers,
  171. 8:07very committed to self here.
  172. 8:12You could be having a lot of clarity
  173. 8:14about what you do and don't want in a
  174. 8:16connection.
  175. 8:18Um,
  176. 8:20nothing.
  177. 8:23I'll have to confirm these balance. So,
  178. 8:26you could be working on your balance
  179. 8:29right now, right? Um,
  180. 8:32why am I having such a hard time
  181. 8:34communicating?
  182. 8:37I'm wondering if you're feeling like you
  183. 8:39have this clarity, right? You're very
  184. 8:41clearminded. You found your center.
  185. 8:43You're feeling balanced,
  186. 8:46but then it almost feels
  187. 8:49like something is going to send you into
  188. 8:51overthinking is what I'm hearing. that
  189. 8:53fear, that apprehensiveness I'm feeling.
  190. 8:56So right now working on your work life
  191. 8:59even ground balance in your own energy
  192. 9:01and perhaps you were someone
  193. 9:04who kept calling in unbalanced
  194. 9:08relationships right or connections
  195. 9:11but this is about a strong connection
  196. 9:13here right
  197. 9:19like I said I'll confirm these
  198. 9:22one More
  199. 9:26one more. Self love.
  200. 9:30Self love. Stormy emotions ahead. Storm
  201. 9:33morning. You are enough. Know your
  202. 9:36worth. Body positivity.
  203. 9:39I'm seeing the Empress with that card.
  204. 9:41But look, difficult time ahead.
  205. 9:43Emotional upheaval,
  206. 9:45right? So, I'm almost feeling like
  207. 9:47you're in this very balanced place right
  208. 9:49now, but you have something coming
  209. 9:52that's going to cause you
  210. 9:59maybe to get trapped in
  211. 10:03selflove. This is beautiful.
  212. 10:08Keep going. Don't stop. You're almost
  213. 10:10there. But again, you have this
  214. 10:13difficult time ahead.
  215. 10:22Soulmate,
  216. 10:29intuition,
  217. 10:30conflict.
  218. 10:33So clearly you had conflict with someone
  219. 10:35here. Romance, friendship, soulmate,
  220. 10:37soul tie, arguing, fighting, internal
  221. 10:40struggle, distance between you. Perhaps
  222. 10:42there was arguments over the distance
  223. 10:44between you if you were at a distance,
  224. 10:46physical distance, emotional distance.
  225. 10:49But I'm also seeing like
  226. 10:53I'm seeing
  227. 10:55when we get that conflict card, right?
  228. 10:57It's like unhealed energy, wounded
  229. 11:00energy and wounded energy, right? I'm
  230. 11:03seeing a card where
  231. 11:07it's like
  232. 11:09I don't know how to describe it without
  233. 11:11grabbing the card, but it's two they
  234. 11:14almost look like cages and there's two
  235. 11:16childlike silhouettes in there and it
  236. 11:18talks about inner child wounding and how
  237. 11:22or why am I having such a hard time
  238. 11:24communicating
  239. 11:28blocked throat chakra?
  240. 11:37I'm hearing clash of the ego, right?
  241. 11:41Unhealed energy,
  242. 11:43like distorted energy, distorted energy
  243. 11:45or unbalanced energy kind of feeding
  244. 11:47each other.
  245. 11:49Again, lots of conflict putting distance
  246. 11:52between you. And again, the arguments
  247. 11:54could have been the distance between
  248. 11:56you.
  249. 12:03I want to get one more for that one.
  250. 12:13One more for that one.
  251. 12:16Anxiety.
  252. 12:18So, this could have been a connection
  253. 12:20that sent you into anxiety, stress,
  254. 12:22worry, overthinking. I hope you're not
  255. 12:24stressed and worried about this right
  256. 12:26now. It doesn't look like you are. We
  257. 12:28have autumn, September, October,
  258. 12:30November. Perhaps you you have been
  259. 12:33going through a rough time in your mind
  260. 12:34lately with everything that's going on
  261. 12:36with the planets and the Venus and
  262. 12:38Mercury retrograde.
  263. 12:42This could have been a connection that
  264. 12:44really caused you a lot of anxiety,
  265. 12:46sleepless nights, overthinking,
  266. 12:49especially if it was unbalanced.
  267. 12:54I want to get one more.
  268. 13:08We have apology here.
  269. 13:12So, you could be overthinking about an
  270. 13:14apology or wanting an apology from
  271. 13:16whoever this is.
  272. 13:22I'm wondering if whoever you're
  273. 13:23connected to has a hard time taking
  274. 13:25accountability.
  275. 13:42like maybe when there was conflict
  276. 13:44between you and this person,
  277. 13:47there wasn't accountability, right? And
  278. 13:49it just put distance between you. The
  279. 13:51more arguments you had, the less
  280. 13:53accountability was taken, the more you
  281. 13:55kind of
  282. 13:56became emotionally distant.
  283. 14:00clarity. What is your clarity about
  284. 14:05the past? Relax. Downtime. You needed a
  285. 14:08break. And that's what I that's what I
  286. 14:09was talking about. When you're in that
  287. 14:11type of situation, it's hard to see
  288. 14:13things clearly. Um it could have been a
  289. 14:16very difficult time for you. Downtime,
  290. 14:18self-care, taking a break,
  291. 14:21and that that's giving me four of swords
  292. 14:23energy, which is how we get clarity in
  293. 14:25that four of swords energy when we're
  294. 14:27we're on that break or we're withdrawn.
  295. 14:29reflecting on things.
  296. 14:33It almost feels like you also have
  297. 14:35clarity that you and this person needed
  298. 14:38a break, right? I mean, I don't know if
  299. 14:41it's a break or what, but
  300. 14:44I don't think you're with this person.
  301. 14:48And I'm hearing with that treat yourself
  302. 14:50card, you could have been looking to
  303. 14:52this person
  304. 14:56to show up in a certain way and they
  305. 14:58weren't showing up in that way and
  306. 15:00perhaps that caused a lot of conflict.
  307. 15:02There could have been like unspoken
  308. 15:04expectations here.
  309. 15:06Um,
  310. 15:16this is about a past person, right? We
  311. 15:19have nostalgia X and then on the bottom
  312. 15:22we have growth, self-help, personal
  313. 15:25development. So, it's almost like you're
  314. 15:27seeing it clearly that you needed to
  315. 15:29break away from this. Now, I'm hearing
  316. 15:31that song by Kelly Clarkson, Breakaway.
  317. 15:34Is that what it's called?
  318. 15:36I spread my wings and I learn how to
  319. 15:38fly. I do what I can. Something
  320. 15:42something something. Break away. I don't
  321. 15:44know. I'm touching that bunny. Um, that
  322. 15:48bunny might be symbolic, right? That
  323. 15:50bunny
  324. 15:52can be very timid. I don't know what it
  325. 15:55is that you're apprehensive about here,
  326. 15:56though. That's what we need to figure
  327. 15:58out. again. Maybe you maybe you're
  328. 16:00having a hard time thinking about
  329. 16:03opening yourself up to love again. Or
  330. 16:12whoever you are, you're spending a lot
  331. 16:13of time on self right now using this
  332. 16:16opportunity. Now that you have clarity,
  333. 16:18you can see how much you've grown.
  334. 16:21I'm seeing growth creates distance.
  335. 16:25Anyway, one more for that row.
  336. 16:32travel
  337. 16:34timing, divine timing,
  338. 16:36right? So again, surrendering control,
  339. 16:38trusting your journey, releasing the bat
  340. 16:42that's hard to let go that bat energy to
  341. 16:44bring into balance. Take a solo walk at
  342. 16:47night. I believe it says maybe you're
  343. 16:48walking around at night gaining clarity.
  344. 16:51Um,
  345. 16:55but whoever you are, you're really
  346. 16:56trusting in divine timing, patience.
  347. 17:02I'm also seeing like I'm seeing one of
  348. 17:04those cards the timing just didn't align
  349. 17:06right. That could be some of the clarity
  350. 17:08here. Instead of internalizing it and
  351. 17:13being resentful towards the situation or
  352. 17:15wishing it had never happened,
  353. 17:19I'm almost seeing that you're You're
  354. 17:21seeing your own growth. Um,
  355. 17:25why am I What is going on here?
  356. 17:31I'm seeing ascension.
  357. 17:37Trusting that when something is supposed
  358. 17:39to align, new experiences are
  359. 17:42supposed to align with you, they will.
  360. 17:44It's almost like I'm getting tongue tied
  361. 17:48and I don't know why but I'm seeing
  362. 17:49somebody looking at their phone and just
  363. 17:51being like
  364. 17:55almost speechless
  365. 17:59life partner
  366. 18:01that's another thing right clarity and
  367. 18:03what you want in a partner I love myself
  368. 18:05with the same passion as I love others
  369. 18:08so that could be when I talk like that
  370. 18:10I'm getting a I'm getting like a drop
  371. 18:12down affirmation I was somebody thought
  372. 18:15I was talking to myself the other day.
  373. 18:19Um,
  374. 18:22what is going on here?
  375. 18:30I'm just going to
  376. 18:33life partner.
  377. 18:39Let go.
  378. 18:42let go. You've surrendered. Whatever
  379. 18:45this is, this could have been someone I
  380. 18:47don't know if you were married to them
  381. 18:48or not, but clearly you saw the
  382. 18:50potential of
  383. 18:54them being
  384. 18:56the love of your life, right? Or being
  385. 18:58your life partner. Maybe they were. Um,
  386. 19:01but this let go. You're letting go.
  387. 19:03Relinquish control. Leaving what no
  388. 19:05longer serves you.
  389. 19:08I'm seeing the eight of cups again. I've
  390. 19:09been seeing that a lot. And eight of
  391. 19:11cups is difficult because it does
  392. 19:13require you to walk away from what no
  393. 19:15longer serves you, even if there's love
  394. 19:17there, right? Um,
  395. 19:21and you could have had a really hard
  396. 19:22time letting go of this person. Remember
  397. 19:24that trust the journey. She was looking
  398. 19:26up at that bat. So, this could be
  399. 19:29something that was very hard for you to
  400. 19:32let go and release. And it's coming out
  401. 19:34with the autumn card, September,
  402. 19:36October, November.
  403. 19:38Perhaps you
  404. 19:43depending on where you are in the world.
  405. 19:45But September, October, November could
  406. 19:47have went been when you released it. I'm
  407. 19:50even hearing last year. I'm hearing this
  408. 19:52could have been something that you
  409. 19:53released last year. I'm not so much
  410. 19:55hearing it like this just happened.
  411. 20:00Like I was saying for who I'm hearing it
  412. 20:03very clearly that this would have been
  413. 20:05last year that you released this. Um, so
  414. 20:09you've been working on self for a long
  415. 20:11time. And it's also giving me the energy
  416. 20:14of trees, right? Trees don't hold on to
  417. 20:16their leaves. Trees
  418. 20:20release the leaves every year to make
  419. 20:21room for new growth, right? And then
  420. 20:23they go through that period of winter,
  421. 20:25which I always see as healing, and then
  422. 20:27there's new growth in the spring,
  423. 20:29rebirth energy.
  424. 20:35Again, this could have been I feel like
  425. 20:36possibly for a while you were
  426. 20:40could have been even causing resistance
  427. 20:42by overthinking about this person and
  428. 20:45waiting for that apology, right? What
  429. 20:47was the other card there? Distance.
  430. 20:50So,
  431. 20:52you could have been somebody who was,
  432. 20:57you know,
  433. 20:58always thinking about them. There could
  434. 21:00have been energetic chasing. Somebody
  435. 21:02asked me what energetic chasing was the
  436. 21:03other day. Energetic chasing
  437. 21:06is like thinking about the person all
  438. 21:08the time. It's like seeking them out on
  439. 21:11social media and watching them. It's
  440. 21:14watching readings, you know, those tarot
  441. 21:16readings that are like, "This person is
  442. 21:18coming back." Um, but that's all the
  443. 21:21message is, right? Um, they're
  444. 21:22everywhere, those messages, and you
  445. 21:24don't know if they are for you if the
  446. 21:27reader doesn't tap into your energy. And
  447. 21:32by watching those readings, right,
  448. 21:34energetic chasing, it does repel the
  449. 21:37energy. And that's what I mean. Perhaps
  450. 21:39for a while, you were really waiting for
  451. 21:42this apology, waiting for this person to
  452. 21:44take accountability. You could have been
  453. 21:46very much in your head. And watching
  454. 21:48that kind of those kind of things can
  455. 21:51cause you to overthink more, right, and
  456. 21:54become frustrated and not trust the
  457. 21:56journey. Whoever you are, you're
  458. 21:58surrendering this and you're trusting.
  459. 22:00If it's meant to be, it'll align with
  460. 22:01me. Focusing on your nine of cups,
  461. 22:04happiness,
  462. 22:05treating yourself.
  463. 22:25I never get phone calls. I never get
  464. 22:27phone calls. I don't talk to anybody on
  465. 22:29the phone. Well, there's one person I'll
  466. 22:32talk to on the phone, but that's it. Um,
  467. 22:34I just got a rand Well, it wasn't
  468. 22:36random. It was the vet telling me that
  469. 22:38Pepper is doing so well. She's here at
  470. 22:40my house, but um anyway, doesn't matter.
  471. 22:43She's doing really well.
  472. 22:49Weird that that happened right now. All
  473. 22:52right, balance. Balance.
  474. 23:01Caution. Caution.
  475. 23:05What is this caution about? Passion,
  476. 23:08desire, heat, attraction, chemistry,
  477. 23:11forgiveness,
  478. 23:13caution. That's what I mean. It feels
  479. 23:16like to me you have found a balance in
  480. 23:19your life and it feels like you are
  481. 23:23releasing negativity by finding
  482. 23:25forgiveness. Blocked throat chakra.
  483. 23:29It feels like you are
  484. 23:32releasing negativity, releasing
  485. 23:34resentment. What? What is going on with
  486. 23:36me? Um it's like I'm tongue tied.
  487. 23:48Anyway, um releasing negativity, finding
  488. 23:52forgiveness for this person without them
  489. 23:54apologizing, right? You're finding your
  490. 23:56own closure is what I'm hearing. Now,
  491. 23:58I'm hearing Rachel again. And that, my
  492. 24:00friend, is what we call closure.
  493. 24:03Um, and people will
  494. 24:09forgiveness is not about saying what the
  495. 24:11other person did was okay. It's not
  496. 24:13about excusing bad behavior. It's not
  497. 24:16about letting people walk all over you.
  498. 24:18But when we hold on to resentment, it
  499. 24:20only hurts us. It doesn't hurt the other
  500. 24:22person, right? It weighs us down
  501. 24:25energetically.
  502. 24:27Um, so you could be
  503. 24:31No, I feel like you are finding
  504. 24:32forgiveness here for this person. And
  505. 24:35this is what I mean. I don't know what's
  506. 24:37coming except we I am I am capable of
  507. 24:40achieving my goals and staying focused
  508. 24:42on what matters. So you found this
  509. 24:45balance, right? And you have this card
  510. 24:46about have the conversation
  511. 24:49and that affirmation
  512. 24:52and this good intentions but red flags
  513. 24:54be like caution caution. It almost feels
  514. 24:59like first of all if
  515. 25:03I'm hearing a few different things, so
  516. 25:04I'm just going to say it. If this person
  517. 25:06pops back into your energy, and we'll
  518. 25:08confirm it,
  519. 25:10you don't want to get swept up in the
  520. 25:12insane chemistry and heat and passion
  521. 25:15and desire, right? But I'm also seeing
  522. 25:19perhaps don't let it throw you off
  523. 25:21balance, right, with that affirmation we
  524. 25:23just had. It's 345 here, right? 345 in
  525. 25:28alignment.
  526. 25:29And sometimes we're tested. I know test
  527. 25:32another test but sometimes we're tested
  528. 25:35to see if we can hold that frequency of
  529. 25:37balanced energy if somebody if
  530. 25:40temptation returns but what I find
  531. 25:43interesting is again I was feeling love
  532. 25:45bubble energy like expansion enjoying
  533. 25:48each other but then I I I got hit with
  534. 25:50that it's almost like this caution
  535. 25:53crossroads decision
  536. 25:55truth honesty faithful clarity
  537. 25:59confession from someone from your p
  538. 26:00Anyway,
  539. 26:02so it almost feels to me like you could
  540. 26:05have a test here, right? Don't don't get
  541. 26:09swept up by desire.
  542. 26:12Remember your standards here for your
  543. 26:14your clarity. You know what you want for
  544. 26:16the future anyway.
  545. 26:19But I'm wondering if there is.
  546. 26:30We'll see if it comes back out and I'll
  547. 26:33get I'll clarify all of it.
  548. 26:46Oh, I want to get one more for that row.
  549. 26:58Earth sign. Stay grounded. Stay
  550. 27:01grounded. But you could be dealing with
  551. 27:02an earth sign. Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn.
  552. 27:07It also reminds me of
  553. 27:12again stay grounded, right? Stay
  554. 27:14balanced.
  555. 27:17Don't let your attraction and chemistry
  556. 27:20and desire take over.
  557. 27:28Self love,
  558. 27:33self love.
  559. 27:40That's beautiful.
  560. 27:42Difficult self-truths, acknowledgement,
  561. 27:44doing the inner work. I'm seeing
  562. 27:45judgment, lots of self-evaluation,
  563. 27:49self-love,
  564. 27:52and maybe that's one of the realizations
  565. 27:54or difficult
  566. 27:56communication.
  567. 28:03Maybe that's one of the realizations
  568. 28:05you're having, right? That you in this
  569. 28:07connection, one of the areas of conflict
  570. 28:10was that you didn't love yourself
  571. 28:11enough. So you could have been acting in
  572. 28:13insecure ways. Like I'm seeing distorted
  573. 28:15feminine. You could have been quite
  574. 28:17insecure. You could have been someone
  575. 28:20who like you could have been in that
  576. 28:23energy where you were going around in
  577. 28:24circles with someone like lots of
  578. 28:26arguing, unspoken unspoken expectations
  579. 28:29or hidden expectations.
  580. 28:34Again, whoever you are, it's like you're
  581. 28:36looking at this with a different
  582. 28:37perspective. You're seeing like I didn't
  583. 28:39love myself enough, right? Acknowledging
  584. 28:41your own doing the inner work.
  585. 28:46Realizing
  586. 28:48perhaps some of the ways you were acting
  587. 28:50or showing up in this connection was
  588. 28:52stemming from insecurity or an insecure
  589. 28:54place.
  590. 28:59Green eyes could be symbolic. Look at it
  591. 29:02from a different angle. Change. Open
  592. 29:04mind.
  593. 29:06Right. And that's exactly what I'm
  594. 29:08seeing. I'm seeing again I've been kind
  595. 29:11of hinting at it from the beginning.
  596. 29:13This is the energy I was getting.
  597. 29:18It's almost like
  598. 29:25why don't I want to say it?
  599. 29:31Maybe you're someone who doesn't like to
  600. 29:33jinx things. Like there's there's a
  601. 29:35reason I don't want to say it.
  602. 29:37But it feels to me like again this could
  603. 29:41be a test to see if you can hold that
  604. 29:43frequency of balance. Like stay
  605. 29:44balanced, stay in that one energy. Don't
  606. 29:46let this person
  607. 29:48um put you back into that distorted
  608. 29:50energy. Remember your worth, right?
  609. 29:52Don't lead with desire, right? Be
  610. 29:55grounded. Um,
  611. 29:59but I'm feeling I am feeling
  612. 30:04like there's some sort of rebirth here,
  613. 30:06but it may trigger
  614. 30:09fear in you, right? Fear of repeating a
  615. 30:11past pattern or fear that you can't
  616. 30:13trust this person.
  617. 30:16And the fact that I'm having a hard time
  618. 30:19channeling that energy, it's like it
  619. 30:21almost feels like you
  620. 30:27It could be like um what is wrong with
  621. 30:30me? It could be like a
  622. 30:35I don't know what's going on here.
  623. 30:41You're being asked to look at
  624. 30:42communication here, right? Have the
  625. 30:45conversation
  626. 30:47gaining a new perspective or looking it
  627. 30:49at looking at it with a new perspective.
  628. 30:51And again, I was hearing the self-love
  629. 30:53thing, right? Um
  630. 30:57because when we're in an insecure
  631. 30:59energy, we project it outwards and we
  632. 31:02look to others to make us feel good
  633. 31:04about ourselves, which leads to
  634. 31:06conflict.
  635. 31:11I'm just going to get one more for this
  636. 31:12one.
  637. 31:16One more.
  638. 31:19someone you walked away from
  639. 31:22truth, honesty, clarity, confession. But
  640. 31:26again, it's almost like I don't know if
  641. 31:27you you feel you can trust it. We have
  642. 31:31your song, your song, signs through
  643. 31:33music, musician,
  644. 31:36and you have truth, honest, faithful,
  645. 31:38clarity, confession, crossroads, a
  646. 31:40choice. So, you're going to have a
  647. 31:42decision to make here, right? And that's
  648. 31:43what I mean.
  649. 31:46Just remember that if it's meant for
  650. 31:48you, there's no rush to make a decision,
  651. 31:50right? If you feel cautioned in any way
  652. 31:52when this communication comes in. If you
  653. 31:55feel apprehensive,
  654. 31:56take your time in responding. You do not
  655. 31:59have to respond right away. Definitely
  656. 32:01don't respond from a triggered place.
  657. 32:04Um,
  658. 32:14I'm
  659. 32:16trust the journey.
  660. 32:21I just want to get I just
  661. 32:31I just want to get another card here.
  662. 32:49Come on.
  663. 33:02Picky.
  664. 33:06Be picky is what I'm hearing. Going with
  665. 33:09the flow. Surrendering to flow here,
  666. 33:13right? Not forcing anything.
  667. 33:19Go with the flow. Surrender control.
  668. 33:22Don't rush. Face your fears.
  669. 33:31And we have sharks.
  670. 33:34I'm just wondering if there's a
  671. 33:35confession coming towards you that might
  672. 33:37trigger you.
  673. 33:43I'm hearing a very specific example.
  674. 33:47Just an example, but what if this person
  675. 33:49comes back in
  676. 33:52and confesses?
  677. 33:56I'm going to trigger some people here.
  678. 33:58What if this person comes back in and
  679. 34:00confesses that they were in another
  680. 34:02relationship when you guys were
  681. 34:03separated?
  682. 34:05That may trigger you. Remember your
  683. 34:07worth, right? Remember your worth.
  684. 34:12I don't know why I heard that example.
  685. 34:15Now I'm hearing we were on a break,
  686. 34:17right? But technically what I'm seeing
  687. 34:19here is there was an ending, a
  688. 34:22separation,
  689. 34:23right? And you released this. So
  690. 34:26technically
  691. 34:28getting mad at someone for dating or
  692. 34:30being with someone during separation if
  693. 34:33you're not together.
  694. 34:35Um,
  695. 34:42you're being asked to face your fear and
  696. 34:44go with the flow. And remember, I just,
  697. 34:46it's exactly what I was hearing. There's
  698. 34:48like communication that comes in and it
  699. 34:50brings up fear in you. But I just want
  700. 34:53to make sure it's not self-sabotage
  701. 34:56fear, right?
  702. 35:01the shark to bring into balance
  703. 35:05honesty.
  704. 35:09I almost feel like there's a need for a
  705. 35:12very um vulnerable conversation here
  706. 35:15which could be difficult.
  707. 35:19The shark
  708. 35:24to bring into balance honesty.
  709. 35:29The shark is only dangerous when we
  710. 35:30don't acknowledge it. This card
  711. 35:32indicates that something big is going to
  712. 35:34be exposed. It's lurking in the depths
  713. 35:37and creating tension. Shark energy takes
  714. 35:39over us when we are hesitant to be
  715. 35:41honest, to be totally ourselves, or to
  716. 35:43say what we really want.
  717. 35:45I am healing the version of me that
  718. 35:47thought their feelings were too much for
  719. 35:49the room.
  720. 35:51Maybe this person thought you were too
  721. 35:52emotional or too much. Anyway,
  722. 35:55um it can be tempting to continue
  723. 35:58pretending nothing is wrong, but when
  724. 36:00shark energy is at play, we feel our
  725. 36:02energy encircling us. So, what I'm
  726. 36:04seeing I'm seeing Bri in my mind, right,
  727. 36:07when she talks about someone coming back
  728. 36:10and she's like, you could be one of
  729. 36:11those collectives that every time
  730. 36:12somebody comes back, you're like, hey,
  731. 36:15I always laugh when she does that. But
  732. 36:18you could be someone who
  733. 36:21in the past like we just don't want you
  734. 36:24to shut down and walk on eggshells just
  735. 36:27because this person's back, right?
  736. 36:29There's something about you being honest
  737. 36:31as well, being very vulnerable, very
  738. 36:34transparent. Like I'm hearing
  739. 36:35transparent communication, even though
  740. 36:38it's scary, right? Maybe you're someone
  741. 36:40who's learning how to speak up about
  742. 36:42what you want and need in a
  743. 36:44relationship.
  744. 36:45Um,
  745. 36:47and because of your history with this
  746. 36:49person, maybe when you come face to face
  747. 36:51with this person, all of a sudden you're
  748. 36:52scared to be vulnerable or to ask for
  749. 36:55what you want because a fear that
  750. 36:58they're going to run again or something,
  751. 37:00right? I was getting that runny nose.
  752. 37:04Honesty.
  753. 37:10Let's get one more.
  754. 37:12It's going to be important to trust your
  755. 37:14instincts. I see jellyfish on the
  756. 37:16bottom. And jellyfish are very symbolic
  757. 37:18of trusting your inner compass.
  758. 37:21But again, you just want to make sure
  759. 37:22you're not.
  760. 37:25Uh let's one more.
  761. 37:30One more.
  762. 37:37Accept the gesture.
  763. 37:40You also find your tribe, which seems
  764. 37:42really out of place. accept the support.
  765. 37:45Remember I said you could be somebody
  766. 37:47who's learning how to receive.
  767. 37:51And maybe for you, you have found people
  768. 37:53in your tribe, right? So, you're
  769. 37:54learning how to accept support. You're
  770. 37:56learning how to receive. You're learning
  771. 37:58how to ask for what like for your needs
  772. 38:00to be met. You have more clarity about
  773. 38:03what a healthy connection looks like.
  774. 38:06Um
  775. 38:22and that's another part of balance here,
  776. 38:24right? you don't want to. If you've been
  777. 38:26working on balance in your life,
  778. 38:28balancing work, time with friends,
  779. 38:30self-care,
  780. 38:32whatever you're balancing, time with
  781. 38:33kids, your house, whatever.
  782. 38:37Remember,
  783. 38:39like I'm I'm hearing a caution. Don't
  784. 38:41forget about all of these other aspects
  785. 38:43of your life just because this person's
  786. 38:45back, right? Don't forget your worth.
  787. 38:48Don't forget the friendships you've
  788. 38:50made. Don't forget the balance you've
  789. 38:52been working towards.
  790. 38:57red roses could be symbolic.
  791. 39:02All right.
  792. 39:10No, we're going to do it. We're going to
  793. 39:12get unspoken oracle boundaries up. So,
  794. 39:15you could could have put up boundaries
  795. 39:16here.
  796. 39:34rebirth energy. All right.
  797. 39:38What do we need to know here?
  798. 39:41Nothing except boundaries.
  799. 39:44Protecting your peace. Protecting your
  800. 39:47peace.
  801. 39:48It got dark here all of a sudden.
  802. 39:53Abundance returning. Balanced give and
  803. 39:55receive.
  804. 39:58Balanced energy, right?
  805. 40:05And very important with these readings.
  806. 40:07They're very in-depth, right? Lots of
  807. 40:09tiny little, like Brie says, tiny little
  808. 40:11details.
  809. 40:12Those It should resonate the whole way
  810. 40:15through. Um, I I I just don't want I
  811. 40:18just don't want somebody to take a
  812. 40:19message that's not for them.
  813. 40:22Soul family crossroads.
  814. 40:26Big decision. Pressure to choose. No,
  815. 40:28there's no pressure. That's your anxiety
  816. 40:31pressuring you.
  817. 40:35And I'm telling you, if this person is
  818. 40:37coming back with
  819. 40:39confession, communication,
  820. 40:42whatever,
  821. 40:44and you
  822. 40:46are feeling anxious and you're feeling
  823. 40:48pressure to respond, right? That is not
  824. 40:51the right time to respond. That person
  825. 40:53can wait.
  826. 40:56Anyway, protective energy, learning how
  827. 40:59to protect yourself.
  828. 41:06All right.
  829. 41:14Nothing.
  830. 41:16Do I want to peek the glow within? All
  831. 41:20right,
  832. 41:25let's see what this is about.
  833. 41:28Trust issues. That is the card I was
  834. 41:30seeing.
  835. 41:32That's the card I was seeing. Did I say
  836. 41:34that? I was I'm going to be honest. I
  837. 41:37was seeing love rewrite and trust
  838. 41:39issues,
  839. 41:41right? I'm seeing a new chapter in love
  840. 41:44or a rebirth in love,
  841. 41:48but for some reason when it happens,
  842. 41:54you don't know if you can trust it.
  843. 41:58fear of betrayal, emotional guard up,
  844. 42:00avoiding vulnerability, healing old
  845. 42:02wounds. So you could you could be
  846. 42:03healing a trust wound here, right? And
  847. 42:06again, you could have
  848. 42:09I feel like when this comes in, like I'm
  849. 42:12feeling it so strongly. You don't know
  850. 42:14if you can trust it.
  851. 42:19And remember, you know what I was seeing
  852. 42:21that I forgot to mention? I was seeing
  853. 42:23Aladdin. I don't know why. I haven't
  854. 42:25watched that movie in a very long time.
  855. 42:27Didn't see anything on social media
  856. 42:28about it. Um, but I was seeing Aladdin
  857. 42:31when he comes with the magic carpet and
  858. 42:34he puts out his hand and he says, "Do
  859. 42:36you trust me?"
  860. 42:39And then I was thinking about that song,
  861. 42:41A Whole New World.
  862. 42:45I don't know why that's coming to my
  863. 42:47mind.
  864. 42:53And that's what I mean. If you've been
  865. 42:55learning how to be vulnerable with
  866. 42:57people, if you've been learning how to
  867. 42:58trust yourself, if you've been
  868. 43:02healing old wounds,
  869. 43:05again, I'm seeing test. Spirit is
  870. 43:07testing your growth.
  871. 43:11Like right now, you could be saying,
  872. 43:16"Oh, no. If that person came and
  873. 43:18changed, I would trust it." But it
  874. 43:19almost feels like
  875. 43:22this kind of bubbles up within you.
  876. 43:24Remember emotional upheaval. It feels
  877. 43:26like this bubbles up within you
  878. 43:32when you're faced with this. And one
  879. 43:34thing I'm hearing that broken trust
  880. 43:35wound.
  881. 43:38You need to be able to trust yourself
  882. 43:40that you've learned how to let go of
  883. 43:43what no longer serves you. So if you
  884. 43:45experience what no longer serves you
  885. 43:47again, trust in yourself that you will
  886. 43:49put up boundaries and walk away and
  887. 43:50protect your energy.
  888. 43:56I was even like I was even broken trust
  889. 43:59wound. I almost started the reading just
  890. 44:00reading this wound, but then I thought
  891. 44:04no. Anyway,
  892. 44:06I'm just going to read you the tr like
  893. 44:09how to heal it. The truth is trust is
  894. 44:11always a risk. It does not come with
  895. 44:13guarantees, right? Trust in divine
  896. 44:15timing. Surrender to flow. You can't
  897. 44:17control it. And it will never be without
  898. 44:20its tests. But living in fear of broken
  899. 44:22trust only ensures that you never fully
  900. 44:24experience connection. Healing does not
  901. 44:27mean trusting blindly. It means trusting
  902. 44:30wisely. It means listening to your
  903. 44:32intuition, discerning who has earned
  904. 44:35your vulnerability,
  905. 44:36and remembering that trust begins not
  906. 44:39with others but within yourself. The
  907. 44:41past may have given you reasons to
  908. 44:43doubt, but only you can decide if those
  909. 44:45doubts will keep you from ever stepping
  910. 44:48forward again.
  911. 44:57Lesson learned.
  912. 45:01There goes my solar plexus.
  913. 45:19jealous eyes, silent comparisons, hidden
  914. 45:21envy, staying unbothered.
  915. 45:30Remember what I said about a confession?
  916. 45:38And if this person comes forward and
  917. 45:40says that they were with someone during
  918. 45:42your separation, right?
  919. 45:50There could be again trust issues that
  920. 45:52bubble up in you or even these silent
  921. 45:54comparisons, right? Comparing yourself
  922. 45:56to the person this person was with or
  923. 45:58with in the past. That could be that
  924. 46:00could be something that happened in the
  925. 46:02past or maybe they had somebody in their
  926. 46:05energy that you were comparing yourself
  927. 46:07to. Um I was also getting the energy of
  928. 46:10like somebody watching you. So but
  929. 46:12anyway,
  930. 46:15watching success silent comparisons.
  931. 46:26Can I just confirm that please spirit
  932. 46:31the comeback
  933. 46:39noted
  934. 46:41moving in silence private progress quiet
  935. 46:45confidence protecting your energy plans
  936. 46:47kept sacred this is what I mean it
  937. 46:48almost feels like this person is
  938. 46:50watching you
  939. 46:53self-sabotage fear of happiness doubting
  940. 46:55blessings things, avoiding success,
  941. 46:57breaking old habits. Remember, this is
  942. 46:59what I was worried about. I I
  943. 47:01specifically said self-sabotage,
  944. 47:04right? So, again,
  945. 47:08I'm hearing it for a reason. If this
  946. 47:10person has somebody else in their energy
  947. 47:12or they come in and make a confession
  948. 47:13about having someone else in their
  949. 47:15energy while you were in separation, we
  950. 47:18were on a break, right? I don't agree
  951. 47:20with Ross. Um, they were barely on a
  952. 47:23break, right? that conversation was had.
  953. 47:26It wasn't even like finalized and he
  954. 47:28left and he got with the Xerox girl,
  955. 47:30right? Xerox, is that what it's called?
  956. 47:33Um,
  957. 47:38I'm seeing
  958. 47:45Oh, I should just finish getting the
  959. 47:46cards because it feels like again you
  960. 47:49may be tempted to self-sabotage here and
  961. 47:51maybe push this away.
  962. 47:54or
  963. 47:58compare yourself to someone else in
  964. 48:00their energy
  965. 48:08like doubting blessings
  966. 48:11and that's what I was feeling like
  967. 48:12doubting this when it comes in or
  968. 48:14feeling like you can't trust it.
  969. 48:26Right person, wrong time.
  970. 48:29Realignment. So, you and this person
  971. 48:31weren't aligned. Connection too soon.
  972. 48:33Paths not ready. Deep emotions remain.
  973. 48:35Distance for growth. And clearly there's
  974. 48:37nothing under it.
  975. 48:40I think that both of you are
  976. 48:41self-sabotaging.
  977. 48:44realignment. Values are shifting. And
  978. 48:46that's what I was seeing with you. Your
  979. 48:47values are shifting, right? Outgrowing
  980. 48:49the old, not wanting that energy
  981. 48:51anymore. Wanting something stable,
  982. 48:53knowing your worth, working on your
  983. 48:55balance,
  984. 48:57returning to balance, choosing a new
  985. 48:59direction. Well, that's you, right? No
  986. 49:01longer self-sabotaging.
  987. 49:03This could have been a connection that
  988. 49:04did bring up a lot of like um interfered
  989. 49:08with your trust w or your
  990. 49:10they could have broken your trust, but
  991. 49:12it also could have triggered old old
  992. 49:16trust wounds or broken trust wounds.
  993. 49:20And maybe you were someone who was
  994. 49:30maybe you were someone who was quite
  995. 49:32jealous, right? Um Bri did a reading
  996. 49:34yesterday about that type of energy. And
  997. 49:36I'm going to be it it is a hard thing to
  998. 49:38admit about self, right? Um it comes
  999. 49:41from envy. Jealousy comes from envy,
  1000. 49:44right? When we're jealous about someone
  1001. 49:46or of someone,
  1002. 49:48it's because
  1003. 49:50we are seeing something in them that is
  1004. 49:53within us, right? So,
  1005. 49:58and usually jealousy and envy comes out
  1006. 50:01as
  1007. 50:05like it's projected outward. Anyway, if
  1008. 50:08you struggle with jealousy, I do suggest
  1009. 50:10watching Bree's reading. But it's okay
  1010. 50:13to admit those things about ourselves.
  1011. 50:16And a lot of that comes from insecurity,
  1012. 50:18right? I I really struggled with
  1013. 50:21jealousy and envy
  1014. 50:24for a very long time. Um, until I
  1015. 50:27started healing and found my own
  1016. 50:29self-worth and learned how to love
  1017. 50:30myself. Brie said it perfectly. There's
  1018. 50:33no reason to be jealous of anyone. You
  1019. 50:35are irreplaceable. There's only one you
  1020. 50:38in the world, right? You shouldn't be
  1021. 50:39comparing yourself to anyone. And I say
  1022. 50:41that as well. The only people we should
  1023. 50:43be comparing ourselves to is our the
  1024. 50:46past version of ourselves, right? Who
  1025. 50:49used to self-sabotage or used to be
  1026. 50:50jealous or whatever.
  1027. 50:53But again, that jealousy and envy comes
  1028. 50:55from a place of something within you,
  1029. 50:59you know, wants what that person has or
  1030. 51:01even admires what that person has. Um,
  1031. 51:04so you could have struggled with envy or
  1032. 51:06jealousy here.
  1033. 51:14Envy. A flower does not think of
  1034. 51:16competing with the flower next to it. It
  1035. 51:18just blooms. That's beautiful.
  1036. 51:22Um I remain centered and calm despite
  1037. 51:25what's happening around me.
  1038. 51:29A deeply rooted sense of comparison,
  1039. 51:31resentment, or longing, often stemming
  1040. 51:33from feelings of unworthiness, scarcity,
  1041. 51:35or unmet desires. This wound manifests
  1042. 51:38as an inability to fully celebrate
  1043. 51:41others successes,
  1044. 51:43a lingering sense of dissatisfaction or
  1045. 51:45a belief that there is not enough love,
  1046. 51:47success or happiness to go around. There
  1047. 51:50may be an internalized fear of being
  1048. 51:52left behind, unseen or unrecognized. I
  1049. 51:55am self-aware. That's your affirmation.
  1050. 51:57You are self-aware about this. That's
  1051. 51:59what I'm getting. You're self-aware
  1052. 52:01about this.
  1053. 52:04And remember, I was also seeing you as
  1054. 52:07you are learning to love yourself and
  1055. 52:09realize your self worth, you're having a
  1056. 52:11new perspective about maybe some of the
  1057. 52:13ways you were self-sabotaging in this
  1058. 52:15connection.
  1059. 52:17Um,
  1060. 52:19leading to cycles of self-doubt or
  1061. 52:21fixation on what what others have. Some
  1062. 52:23may struggle with bitterness towards
  1063. 52:25those who appear to have it easier,
  1064. 52:27while others may channel envy into
  1065. 52:29perfectionism, constantly striving to
  1066. 52:32prove themselves but never feeling
  1067. 52:34fulfilled. Emotionally, this wound can
  1068. 52:36create guilt as envy as is often seen as
  1069. 52:40shameful, leading to suppression rather
  1070. 52:43than honest self-exloration.
  1071. 52:46Um, over time, unchecked envy can lead
  1072. 52:48to self-sabotage, strained
  1073. 52:50relationships, and a constant sense of
  1074. 52:52inadequacy. Watch for patterns of
  1075. 52:54comparing oneself to others, feeling
  1076. 52:56undeserving of success, or dismissing
  1077. 52:58personal achievements as never enough.
  1078. 53:01And if you are someone who right now
  1079. 53:04you're listening to this
  1080. 53:06and you are having like, but what about
  1081. 53:08them? What did they do? What about what
  1082. 53:10they did to me? This is I'm hearing it's
  1083. 53:13not your reading.
  1084. 53:24All right.
  1085. 53:26Shadow work. Becoming more self-aware.
  1086. 53:31Facing fears. Releasing guilt. Healing
  1087. 53:33patterns. Transforming pain into power.
  1088. 53:37Beautiful. Trust issues.
  1089. 53:45Lesson learned,
  1090. 53:47awareness gained, healing complete,
  1091. 53:49ready for something real. And remember,
  1092. 53:50that's what I'm feeling. I'm feeling
  1093. 53:52like
  1094. 53:54it almost feels like you're ready for
  1095. 53:55something real.
  1096. 54:04But then when something real comes in,
  1097. 54:09it could it could trigger the linger
  1098. 54:13whatever lingering lack of trust you
  1099. 54:15have.
  1100. 54:23Let me just see one more for that trust.
  1101. 54:34Oh, you wanted to come out. Surrender
  1102. 54:36season. Faded encounter.
  1103. 54:40Cross paths by destiny. Familiar souls.
  1104. 54:42Instant attraction. Divine timing at
  1105. 54:44play.
  1106. 54:46And this person could have triggered
  1107. 54:48your trust, your broken trust wounds,
  1108. 54:50right? Perhaps by the way they were
  1109. 54:53showing up in this connection. Or they
  1110. 54:55could have broken your trust.
  1111. 55:07I just want to look at the broken trust
  1112. 55:08wound.
  1113. 55:11A struggle with vulnerability and
  1114. 55:12openness due to severe betrayals and
  1115. 55:14violations of trust.
  1116. 55:17It manifests as hypervigilance in
  1117. 55:19relationships, a constant need to test
  1118. 55:21others loyalty, and an inability to rely
  1119. 55:24on support systems. And we saw that like
  1120. 55:27accept the support, learn how to
  1121. 55:29receive, learn how to trust, right?
  1122. 55:35There may be a heightened sense of
  1123. 55:36paranoia, compulsive verification of
  1124. 55:39facts, or difficulty delegating
  1125. 55:41responsibilities due to fear of being
  1126. 55:43let down. Guilty.
  1127. 55:46I'm getting better. But I remember when
  1128. 55:48I I used to be someone who was like,
  1129. 55:53I'm the only one that can do it. If
  1130. 55:54anybody else does it, they won't do a
  1131. 55:56good enough job.
  1132. 55:58Um,
  1133. 56:04can the creation of wait elaborate
  1134. 56:08self-p protection to keep others at a
  1135. 56:11distance, right? So, think about this. I
  1136. 56:14was getting that runner energy. So if
  1137. 56:15you have a trust wound where you have a
  1138. 56:17fear of being vulnerable and opening up,
  1139. 56:20faded encounter to teach you a lesson
  1140. 56:24that this person could have shown up in
  1141. 56:26the in this way, right? Um
  1142. 56:30maybe being secretive,
  1143. 56:33maybe very heavy emotional armor, not
  1144. 56:35wanting to let you in,
  1145. 56:38keeping others at a distance. You had
  1146. 56:40distance in that row, right? So, I'm
  1147. 56:41seeing a lot of self-sabotage
  1148. 56:44in both energies.
  1149. 56:47Not that I'm looking at their energy.
  1150. 56:50Um,
  1151. 56:54an inability to form or maintain truly
  1152. 56:56intimate relationships. Watch for
  1153. 56:59patterns of extreme self-reliance,
  1154. 57:01avoidance of emotional dependence or
  1155. 57:03resistance to trusting
  1156. 57:06and then suppressing it by becoming the
  1157. 57:09ultimate secret keeper
  1158. 57:13while never fully trusting others in
  1159. 57:15return. Instead of addressing personal
  1160. 57:17trust issues, they are masked through a
  1161. 57:20role of power, creating a dynamic where
  1162. 57:22others confide but never gain true
  1163. 57:25access in return. I feel so called out
  1164. 57:28right now. This can manifest as
  1165. 57:30collecting secrets, strategically
  1166. 57:32sharing select information, or using
  1167. 57:34knowledge as a means of control.
  1168. 57:37Some may overcompensate by becoming
  1169. 57:39therapists, advisors, or confessors,
  1170. 57:41listening to and guiding others while
  1171. 57:44keeping personal walls intact.
  1172. 57:48Others may bury trust wounds through
  1173. 57:50calculated vulnerability,
  1174. 57:53appearing open while only revealing what
  1175. 57:56is carefully curated.
  1176. 57:59There may be a tend tendency to use
  1177. 58:02selective truthtelling as means of
  1178. 58:04self-p protection.
  1179. 58:06I'm wondering I'm wondering if this
  1180. 58:09person like cuz we have this confession
  1181. 58:11energy, right? So there could there
  1182. 58:13could have been things that you didn't
  1183. 58:14know about them.
  1184. 58:31Surrender season. You surrendered it.
  1185. 58:40Inner child healing. I like that.
  1186. 58:42Jealousize
  1187. 58:50dream job alignment. That that is such a
  1188. 58:53detail.
  1189. 58:56Purpose meets opportunity. Authentic
  1190. 58:58expression, right place, right time,
  1191. 59:00fulfillment, calling. If you have been
  1192. 59:02feeling if you've been comparing
  1193. 59:04yourself to others online who are like
  1194. 59:06living their dream or doing their dream
  1195. 59:08job or if you've been thinking about I
  1196. 59:12it's weird this is coming up right now
  1197. 59:13but if you've been thinking about what
  1198. 59:15do we got there? Glow up. Um,
  1199. 59:24you could be comparing yourself to
  1200. 59:25others online right now, especially if
  1201. 59:27you are going towards your purpose or
  1202. 59:29trying to create something, especially
  1203. 59:31online. I'm hearing remember, don't
  1204. 59:34compare yourself to others, right? We're
  1205. 59:36all on different stages of our journey.
  1206. 59:39And I often talk about how before I
  1207. 59:41started my channel, I would sit and
  1208. 59:42watch tarot readers and I would think
  1209. 59:46there's no way I could do that. I am the
  1210. 59:48kind of person things work out for. Not
  1211. 59:50because I am special, but because I I
  1212. 59:54don't know what that I don't know what
  1213. 59:55the rest of that said. Um,
  1214. 1:00:02are you doing something in the spotlight
  1215. 1:00:04now? Because remember I said it could be
  1216. 1:00:06that somebody's watching you
  1217. 1:00:09um watching socials from afar.
  1218. 1:00:14I don't think that's you, but
  1219. 1:00:29I really hope you're not comparing
  1220. 1:00:31yourself to others online,
  1221. 1:00:33especially when it goes like if you were
  1222. 1:00:36feeling called to go after your dream
  1223. 1:00:39job here, it's the right place and right
  1224. 1:00:42time. But don't let silent comparisons
  1225. 1:00:45with other people get in your way and
  1226. 1:00:48stop you. Like I was saying, it was
  1227. 1:00:50before I started my channel, I would
  1228. 1:00:52watch other tarot readers and I would
  1229. 1:00:54think, I'm never going to be be like
  1230. 1:00:55them. I can never do what they do.
  1231. 1:00:58Nobody's going to watch me. Like, I'm
  1232. 1:01:00never going to get to that point, right?
  1233. 1:01:03And I had to learn that they're on
  1234. 1:01:06different parts of their journey, right?
  1235. 1:01:07They're they were farther ahead than me,
  1236. 1:01:09but it doesn't really matter anyway. I
  1237. 1:01:11don't know why I'm talking about that.
  1238. 1:01:14Probably for a reason.
  1239. 1:01:16Impostor syndrome. What is happening
  1240. 1:01:18here?
  1241. 1:01:29I'm almost wondering
  1242. 1:01:34if you are feeling imposttor syndrome
  1243. 1:01:36when it comes towards
  1244. 1:01:40your dream job alignment or your
  1245. 1:01:42purpose.
  1246. 1:01:45And I'm just thinking about this, right?
  1247. 1:01:47If you are working with someone that
  1248. 1:01:48you're comparing yourself to or you have
  1249. 1:01:52if you're like looking at someone online
  1250. 1:01:53wanting to do what they're doing but you
  1251. 1:01:56are
  1252. 1:02:00feeling envious of them or it's causing
  1253. 1:02:02you to have imposttor syndrome, right?
  1254. 1:02:05And have that fear. It's almost like
  1255. 1:02:07spirit's testing you because remember I
  1256. 1:02:09said I feel like that I feel like you've
  1257. 1:02:12got a confession coming towards you,
  1258. 1:02:14right? where it could trigger
  1259. 1:02:18your self-doubt and that comparison,
  1260. 1:02:20right? So, if you've been healing
  1261. 1:02:22comparing yourself to others or being
  1262. 1:02:24envious of others,
  1263. 1:02:27just think about that. I heard that for
  1264. 1:02:28a reason. And you could be going you
  1265. 1:02:31could be being tested with that right
  1266. 1:02:32now with something
  1267. 1:02:35with your dream job, right?
  1268. 1:02:38looking at others who do the job you
  1269. 1:02:40want to do and comparing yourselves to
  1270. 1:02:42them. Not feeling like you're enough or
  1271. 1:02:44something. Causing you that imposttor
  1272. 1:02:47syndrome.
  1273. 1:02:49Doubting your talents, comparing
  1274. 1:02:50journeys, forgetting your worth. Right?
  1275. 1:02:53Time to own your achievements.
  1276. 1:02:58I don't know why, but I'm seeing the
  1277. 1:03:00never- ending story when she's talking
  1278. 1:03:02to a treyu
  1279. 1:03:04and she's saying
  1280. 1:03:08she's talking about how Atrau went
  1281. 1:03:10through the journey and as he went
  1282. 1:03:12through the journey, Sebastian or
  1283. 1:03:14Bastion, sorry, not Sebastian, Bastion
  1284. 1:03:17was watching him just like others were
  1285. 1:03:20watching Bastion, which is us.
  1286. 1:03:27And I know this sounds weird, but I'm
  1287. 1:03:29almost feeling like you could be
  1288. 1:03:33comparing yourself to others right now
  1289. 1:03:37when it comes to your purpose or your
  1290. 1:03:39dream.
  1291. 1:03:41And it almost feels like I don't know,
  1292. 1:03:44maybe the person connected to you is
  1293. 1:03:46having imposttor syndrome or fear
  1294. 1:03:48watching you. I don't know. I'm hearing
  1295. 1:03:49it for a reason cuz we have glow up here
  1296. 1:03:52and somebody watching you
  1297. 1:03:55regretting lost access spying on their
  1298. 1:03:57socials. I hope you're not doing that.
  1299. 1:03:58That's energetic chasing. Don't do it.
  1300. 1:04:00And it just makes you feel like poop.
  1301. 1:04:07Self-sabotage.
  1302. 1:04:12Self- sabotage.
  1303. 1:04:22Inner glow, peace within, calm,
  1304. 1:04:23confidence, authentic beauty radiates,
  1305. 1:04:26alignment feels magnetic,
  1306. 1:04:30surrender season, and you've got family,
  1307. 1:04:34healing, conversation,
  1308. 1:04:38new understanding, letting go of
  1309. 1:04:39resentment, rebuilding roots. And this
  1310. 1:04:41could be a family reconnection that's
  1311. 1:04:43coming in. But again, I was seeing
  1312. 1:04:46soulmate, romance, friendship that could
  1313. 1:04:48be coming in. Right person, wrong time.
  1314. 1:04:53And that's clean slate. Oh my gosh,
  1315. 1:04:56that's what forgiveness offered, right?
  1316. 1:05:00Remember the forgiveness card, good
  1317. 1:05:02intentions.
  1318. 1:05:04And I keep hearing it's safe for you to
  1319. 1:05:06trust, but it's like
  1320. 1:05:09I'm hearing somebody pessimistic say
  1321. 1:05:12when if it looks or like it if it looks
  1322. 1:05:15too good to be true, it probably is too
  1323. 1:05:16good to be true. And I keep seeing
  1324. 1:05:19somebody looking at their phone like
  1325. 1:05:23speechless. Anyway,
  1326. 1:05:26healing conversation. There's a risk of
  1327. 1:05:28self-sabotage here. That's exactly what
  1328. 1:05:30I meant. And it feels like, remember how
  1329. 1:05:34we were talking about intuition and
  1330. 1:05:36listening to your body? Your body will
  1331. 1:05:37let you know, right? If
  1332. 1:05:41if it's not the right time, your body
  1333. 1:05:44will caution you, right? Remember that
  1334. 1:05:46card. But there's a risk of self-
  1335. 1:05:49sabotage here when it comes to a healing
  1336. 1:05:52conversation.
  1337. 1:05:54It also says surrender. Surrender to
  1338. 1:05:57flow, right? which was your what? That
  1339. 1:05:59was your advice. That was your advice in
  1340. 1:06:02that other deck was go with the flow.
  1341. 1:06:06And it also says releasing expectations,
  1342. 1:06:10right? So,
  1343. 1:06:13we're all different people. We handle
  1344. 1:06:15apologies and things in different ways.
  1345. 1:06:18And again, I specifically was hearing
  1346. 1:06:20hidden expectations. You don't want to
  1347. 1:06:22fall back into that old way of
  1348. 1:06:24self-sabotage of hidden expectations and
  1349. 1:06:26not speaking your vulnerability about
  1350. 1:06:28what you really want because you're
  1351. 1:06:29afraid this person is going to do a
  1352. 1:06:31runner, right?
  1353. 1:06:34And surrendering the expectations of how
  1354. 1:06:36you thought this would look, especially
  1355. 1:06:39if you've been watching
  1356. 1:06:42a lot of those. Again, I don't I believe
  1357. 1:06:46in tarot, right? And I I honor whatever
  1358. 1:06:50spirit channels through me. Um I don't
  1359. 1:06:53control what spirit channels through me,
  1360. 1:06:55right? I whatever comes out I trust. But
  1361. 1:06:59those really short readings, right, that
  1362. 1:07:01are like 3 minutes. Your person's coming
  1363. 1:07:04back or they're even like 20 minutes
  1364. 1:07:06long and it's just like, oh, somebody's
  1365. 1:07:08thinking about you. Somebody's coming
  1366. 1:07:10back. Somebody's coming in with an
  1367. 1:07:11apology. They're going to do this.
  1368. 1:07:12They're going to propose. They're going
  1369. 1:07:14to do this. They're going to move to be
  1370. 1:07:15with you.
  1371. 1:07:17It feeds that distorted energy of those
  1372. 1:07:20you start building up expectations
  1373. 1:07:24without even realizing it. Well, that's
  1374. 1:07:26what I'm going to expect when this
  1375. 1:07:27communication comes in. And then the
  1376. 1:07:29communication comes in and this person
  1377. 1:07:32does. Am I making sense? Like
  1378. 1:07:38again, you've got a you've got it says
  1379. 1:07:40have the conversation. You have a
  1380. 1:07:42healing conversation coming.
  1381. 1:07:46Let's not put a label on who it is,
  1382. 1:07:48right? Or a face on it, but you risk
  1383. 1:07:52surrender your expectations. You're
  1384. 1:07:54risking self-sabotage here.
  1385. 1:07:57And that's what I mean like I don't want
  1386. 1:08:03anyway
  1387. 1:08:11like doubting blessings, right? Doubting
  1388. 1:08:14doubting this healing conversation.
  1389. 1:08:16Doubting this apology.
  1390. 1:08:28It's important to stay centered with
  1391. 1:08:30whatever this is. Like don't let it
  1392. 1:08:32knock you off balance. Right?
  1393. 1:08:36And again, alignment feels magnetic, but
  1394. 1:08:38I'm getting this
  1395. 1:08:42I'm getting this strong sense of fear
  1396. 1:08:44when this comes in
  1397. 1:08:48realignment.
  1398. 1:08:54Blow up revenge.
  1399. 1:08:57Divine timing.
  1400. 1:09:01Outgrowing the old values shifting.
  1401. 1:09:03Returning to balance. Choosing new
  1402. 1:09:04direction. Divine timing. Pausing with
  1403. 1:09:06purpose. Everything aligning. Universe
  1404. 1:09:08at work. Trust in divine timing.
  1405. 1:09:19You don't want to fall like remember
  1406. 1:09:21realignment,
  1407. 1:09:23outgrowing the old. You're not somebody
  1408. 1:09:25who needs to hide your vulnerability
  1409. 1:09:27anymore.
  1410. 1:09:32One more for that one.
  1411. 1:09:35Realignment
  1412. 1:09:39soul family,
  1413. 1:09:47collaborative energy.
  1414. 1:09:50I feel like whoever you are, you've also
  1415. 1:09:52been aligning with more collaborative
  1416. 1:09:54energy. Soul family, right? And I said,
  1417. 1:09:57don't fall back in your old ways of
  1418. 1:09:58being afraid to speak your
  1419. 1:09:59vulnerability. Here you have chosen
  1420. 1:10:02connections, genuine support, shared
  1421. 1:10:04healing path, feeling seen and safe.
  1422. 1:10:11So whoever you are, you'd be aligning
  1423. 1:10:13with soul family here or chosen
  1424. 1:10:15connections.
  1425. 1:10:30Anyway,
  1426. 1:10:36one more for that one.
  1427. 1:10:43Red flag alert. Same row as the caution.
  1428. 1:10:54I'm going to be honest. I'm feeling
  1429. 1:10:56these are red flags within you because
  1430. 1:10:58everything I'm seeing so far
  1431. 1:11:03is that this is something that you're
  1432. 1:11:07being called to surrender
  1433. 1:11:10resistance. You're you're being called
  1434. 1:11:13to have the conversation to go with the
  1435. 1:11:15flow.
  1436. 1:11:17And remember when that card came out in
  1437. 1:11:19this row, the caution
  1438. 1:11:27Normally, right, I'd be watch out for
  1439. 1:11:29red flags. Like, watch out for this
  1440. 1:11:31person's red flags. But I'm hearing the
  1441. 1:11:33these are internal red flags,
  1442. 1:11:37falling back into old patterns, right?
  1443. 1:11:41Hiding vulnerability, not speaking your
  1444. 1:11:43truth.
  1445. 1:11:46You've got unspoken tension here, right?
  1446. 1:11:50And that's what I mean. What if you
  1447. 1:11:54It says needing an honest talk. So you
  1448. 1:11:56could have a bunch of red flags bubbling
  1449. 1:11:58up in you where falling back in your old
  1450. 1:12:01ways like you've been learning how to
  1451. 1:12:02feel seen and supported and what support
  1452. 1:12:05looks like and chosen connections and
  1453. 1:12:07all of that.
  1454. 1:12:10Really finding balance in your life. But
  1455. 1:12:12then when this person pops up
  1456. 1:12:16again, watch out for those self-sabotage
  1457. 1:12:19red flags where you fall back into old
  1458. 1:12:21ways of maybe shrinking your voice or
  1459. 1:12:24not speaking your authentic truth, not
  1460. 1:12:26being vulnerable, not speaking up about
  1461. 1:12:28your needs.
  1462. 1:12:53I'm going to get tarot to confirm this
  1463. 1:12:55one for sure.
  1464. 1:13:03Shadow work
  1465. 1:13:06support system.
  1466. 1:13:10So perhaps you needed perhaps part of
  1467. 1:13:13this separation was for you to find your
  1468. 1:13:16support system, right? To know what
  1469. 1:13:18support looks like
  1470. 1:13:24could have been more. Clearly
  1471. 1:13:31we have right person wrong time here.
  1472. 1:13:33Missed opportunity could have been more
  1473. 1:13:35timing didn't align. Lessons through
  1474. 1:13:37loss. Acceptance brings peace. And that
  1475. 1:13:39is what I'm seeing that you you are
  1476. 1:13:44accepting this all had to happen for a
  1477. 1:13:46reason, right? And perhaps you wanted
  1478. 1:13:48this person to be a reliable presence,
  1479. 1:13:52a support system, and they couldn't do
  1480. 1:13:54that, right?
  1481. 1:13:57I feel like one of the lessons you're
  1482. 1:13:59learning is what true support looks like
  1483. 1:14:02and feels like.
  1484. 1:14:06But I'm getting a very specific example
  1485. 1:14:08in my like from my own journey here,
  1486. 1:14:12which is
  1487. 1:14:15and I've mentioned this a few times, but
  1488. 1:14:18it was a very important lesson for me to
  1489. 1:14:20overcome.
  1490. 1:14:21When I connected with Bri, right, I was
  1491. 1:14:25not used to connecting with people in
  1492. 1:14:27that balanced energy, right? And I was
  1493. 1:14:29in a balanced energy.
  1494. 1:14:32Alignment feels magnetic. It sure as
  1495. 1:14:34hell feels magnetic. Um,
  1496. 1:14:38and as good as it felt, I felt that love
  1497. 1:14:40bubble energy, right? It felt amazing.
  1498. 1:14:42And then
  1499. 1:14:44it didn't take very long before I
  1500. 1:14:46started falling back into my old ways
  1501. 1:14:48and I started like self-sabotaging.
  1502. 1:14:52Um, I went through a really important
  1503. 1:14:54self-sabotaging moment um, very early on
  1504. 1:14:58in our connection because I wasn't used
  1505. 1:14:59to what support looked like.
  1506. 1:15:02Anyway,
  1507. 1:15:30love rewrite. The two cards I was seeing
  1508. 1:15:36trust issues, love rewrite.
  1509. 1:15:46Maybe this is a friend, right? It
  1510. 1:15:47doesn't need to be a romantic love. It
  1511. 1:15:50doesn't need to be a romantic love. This
  1512. 1:15:52could be a friend that you fell out with
  1513. 1:15:54a while ago, right? I was hearing last
  1514. 1:15:56year for some reason that returns after
  1515. 1:15:59growth, right person, wrong time,
  1516. 1:16:03it feels like you know what support
  1517. 1:16:05looks like now, right? You've you're
  1518. 1:16:08you've definitely learned to let go of
  1519. 1:16:09what no longer serves you. New chapter
  1520. 1:16:12in love, emotional maturity, releasing
  1521. 1:16:14old patterns, ready for better
  1522. 1:16:16beginnings.
  1523. 1:16:25We also have moving in silence, quiet
  1524. 1:16:28confidence, protecting your energy.
  1525. 1:16:32And that's what I mean. You could watch
  1526. 1:16:35for the red flags in you because again,
  1527. 1:16:42we heal in isolation. We go through that
  1528. 1:16:45spiritual isolation to heal hermit
  1529. 1:16:47energy. But then we're meant to make
  1530. 1:16:49connections to continue healing in love
  1531. 1:16:52and to learn how to trust again and
  1532. 1:16:54learn how to feel seen
  1533. 1:16:57seen and safe and what true support
  1534. 1:17:00looks like for us.
  1535. 1:17:09And I'm almost seeing like somebody show
  1536. 1:17:12up with an apology.
  1537. 1:17:17I I don't
  1538. 1:17:23collaborative energy.
  1539. 1:17:27One more for this one.
  1540. 1:17:33Inner child healing.
  1541. 1:17:38Inner peace era.
  1542. 1:17:42Reconnecting with joy. Soothing old
  1543. 1:17:44wounds. Playful rediscovery. Safe to be
  1544. 1:17:46soft again.
  1545. 1:17:50Untold feelings. Exactly. That's exactly
  1546. 1:17:53what I'm talking about. I just made my
  1547. 1:17:56dogs freak out.
  1548. 1:17:59Safe to be soft again, right? but then
  1549. 1:18:02falling into that fear of vulnerability.
  1550. 1:18:05So again,
  1551. 1:18:06don't
  1552. 1:18:12have the conversation is what I'm
  1553. 1:18:15hearing and be vulnerable. Be
  1554. 1:18:17transparent. These are my needs. These
  1555. 1:18:20are my expectations. These are my
  1556. 1:18:22boundaries.
  1557. 1:18:39breadcrumbs.
  1558. 1:18:42One more for that one.
  1559. 1:18:52NC closure achieved.
  1560. 1:19:10Oh, I just can't take it anymore. I got
  1561. 1:19:11to pull a different deck.
  1562. 1:19:21Authentic expression,
  1563. 1:19:24speaking your truth, no longer
  1564. 1:19:26shrinking, letting your real self shine.
  1565. 1:19:28Alignment over approval.
  1566. 1:19:40And you notice now I'm getting like I'm
  1567. 1:19:44this is the energy I'm talking about.
  1568. 1:19:46Like
  1569. 1:19:47when I'm getting this energy I'm like
  1570. 1:19:50can I trust it?
  1571. 1:20:04I want to see spirit's perspective. I
  1572. 1:20:06feel the power of light inside me for
  1573. 1:20:09some reason. And I just heard, never
  1574. 1:20:10mind, I'm not going to say what I I
  1575. 1:20:12heard.
  1576. 1:20:14I heard the thing that religious people
  1577. 1:20:15yell at demons in movies.
  1578. 1:20:20A long period, at least a year. I knew
  1579. 1:20:22it. That's what I said. It's been at
  1580. 1:20:23least a year since you've surrendered
  1581. 1:20:26this.
  1582. 1:20:31That's a long time.
  1583. 1:20:37Oh, these cards are so ridiculous to
  1584. 1:20:39shuffle. Reflect.
  1585. 1:20:44Review again. Re-evaluate,
  1586. 1:20:55incomparable.
  1587. 1:20:59All right.
  1588. 1:21:02Nobody compares to you. That's what I
  1589. 1:21:03mean. Don't be don't be comparing
  1590. 1:21:06yourself to others. Nobody compares to
  1591. 1:21:08you. You're in in incomparable
  1592. 1:21:12quality time.
  1593. 1:21:18Again, I feel like whoever you are, you
  1594. 1:21:20have examples
  1595. 1:21:22of what support and effort looks like
  1596. 1:21:24now in your life.
  1597. 1:21:28All right.
  1598. 1:21:31Prioritizing self. Beautiful.
  1599. 1:21:34community. What was I saying?
  1600. 1:21:45I'm hearing the song from now on.
  1601. 1:21:53I'm just listening to it. I can't think
  1602. 1:21:55of the lyrics so I can't hear it.
  1603. 1:22:00Isn't the line like we will come back
  1604. 1:22:02home. We will come back home again. I
  1605. 1:22:04don't know. I'm hearing it for a reason.
  1606. 1:22:07Um,
  1607. 1:22:11let's get some clarity from spirit.
  1608. 1:22:13Unhealed. Un like don't fall back into
  1609. 1:22:16your unhealed ways.
  1610. 1:22:22You've got a fresh start here.
  1611. 1:22:25Fresh start.
  1612. 1:22:27Starting point. The beginning.
  1613. 1:22:39chemistry, magnetic bond,
  1614. 1:22:43weeks,
  1615. 1:22:47this month within weeks.
  1616. 1:22:50And remember what I said, don't don't
  1617. 1:22:53lead with desire and your wand, right?
  1618. 1:23:00magnetic bond.
  1619. 1:23:04And remember we were talking about
  1620. 1:23:05chasing and running and the energy
  1621. 1:23:07repelling, right? It's why it's so
  1622. 1:23:09important to focus on self.
  1623. 1:23:19There goes my solar plexus.
  1624. 1:23:25Spirit's perspective.
  1625. 1:23:28You are enough. Know your worth.
  1626. 1:23:32Don't doubt yourself. Don't compare
  1627. 1:23:34yourself to anyone. Again, I'm getting a
  1628. 1:23:36feeling
  1629. 1:23:38that maybe there's someone a third party
  1630. 1:23:40energy that you have been comparing
  1631. 1:23:43yourself to or you did compare yourself
  1632. 1:23:45to.
  1633. 1:23:55Yeah, you have clearer mindset here.
  1634. 1:23:58Clear mentality, change outlook, mental
  1635. 1:24:00attitude.
  1636. 1:24:08I want to put that right over that.
  1637. 1:24:10Right, that's your
  1638. 1:24:14again, I was hearing uh I'm just I'm
  1639. 1:24:16just repeating myself. Financial focus.
  1640. 1:24:18So you could be also focused on your
  1641. 1:24:20finances right now. Although it hasn't
  1642. 1:24:22come out a lot. I'll confirm these one
  1643. 1:24:25more
  1644. 1:24:30this week within days.
  1645. 1:24:33Courage be strong. Emotional strength.
  1646. 1:24:38I knew there was a reason I was feeling
  1647. 1:24:40love bubble energy.
  1648. 1:24:44So we'll confirm that. What's coming? It
  1649. 1:24:47bothers me that this is crooked. There
  1650. 1:24:49we go.
  1651. 1:24:56Remember, it's going to take emotional
  1652. 1:24:58strength. I create joy by appreciating
  1653. 1:25:01the little things.
  1654. 1:25:04All right. I want to go beginning. New
  1655. 1:25:06beginning.
  1656. 1:25:08Choices.
  1657. 1:25:10It's your choice. You don't have to. The
  1658. 1:25:13one
  1659. 1:25:15my throat just blocked right over.
  1660. 1:25:21True love.
  1661. 1:25:24Mage. Mage is what brings us together.
  1662. 1:25:28Muring princess bride. Anyway,
  1663. 1:25:31the one meant to be true love.
  1664. 1:25:36New beginning.
  1665. 1:25:55Don't let external influences get in the
  1666. 1:25:58way is what I'm hearing. One more for
  1667. 1:25:59that one.
  1668. 1:26:03Yin and yang. Balance.
  1669. 1:26:11You have official ask to be partner go
  1670. 1:26:14public
  1671. 1:26:18and you also have stubborn and that's
  1672. 1:26:20what I mean like it almost
  1673. 1:26:33I don't know if if you're a stubborn
  1674. 1:26:36strong willed person who was like, I'm
  1675. 1:26:38never taking that person back. I don't
  1676. 1:26:40think this is your reading.
  1677. 1:26:43But
  1678. 1:26:45remember how I was talking about like
  1679. 1:26:47the guard going up, right? This image
  1680. 1:26:50has somebody like this stubborn, strong
  1681. 1:26:53willed, headstrong. You don't want to
  1682. 1:26:54get in your own way. I'm seeing that
  1683. 1:26:56card. Get out of your own way.
  1684. 1:27:00You've got yin and yang here as well.
  1685. 1:27:02And maybe in the past this was somebody
  1686. 1:27:04maybe there was a lot of conflict
  1687. 1:27:07about
  1688. 1:27:09being public or being official right
  1689. 1:27:12maybe there were a lot of outside
  1690. 1:27:13opinions or interferences
  1691. 1:27:21alignment stay in alignment
  1692. 1:27:27chemistry
  1693. 1:27:34chemistry,
  1694. 1:27:37perfect match.
  1695. 1:27:41So you you'd only be again, you're
  1696. 1:27:44attracting this in for a reason.
  1697. 1:27:47Five star compatible kindred spirit.
  1698. 1:28:04I always see my beautiful Bri when I
  1699. 1:28:07look at that card.
  1700. 1:28:12Let me just get one more for that
  1701. 1:28:17intention. Be clear on your intention.
  1702. 1:28:20Clear on purpose. Manifest. Set an
  1703. 1:28:22intention. But also be clear with your
  1704. 1:28:24intentions,
  1705. 1:28:26right? Don't worry about pushing this
  1706. 1:28:28person away. Be clear with your
  1707. 1:28:29intentions. And also
  1708. 1:28:40and no, I'm not going to mention that
  1709. 1:28:41right now. One more
  1710. 1:28:45deep conversation.
  1711. 1:28:48Deep. Not surface level. Not not hiding
  1712. 1:28:53vulnerability and emotions. In-depth
  1713. 1:28:55connection below the surface
  1714. 1:28:59where you state your intentions
  1715. 1:29:04cuz wouldn't it be better better to just
  1716. 1:29:06know right away, right? Wouldn't it be
  1717. 1:29:09better to just rip that band-aid off and
  1718. 1:29:11oh, you can't you can't be that you
  1719. 1:29:14can't show up in that way. All right,
  1720. 1:29:16this isn't going to work out. Instead of
  1721. 1:29:18getting like
  1722. 1:29:24instead of walking on eggshells and
  1723. 1:29:27dimming yourself and tiptoeing
  1724. 1:29:31and then realizing, you know, 3 months
  1725. 1:29:34down the road this person doesn't want
  1726. 1:29:35the same things.
  1727. 1:29:39Clear mindset.
  1728. 1:29:42Don't friends first.
  1729. 1:29:46Yin and yang. Stay balanced. Again, I
  1730. 1:29:49feel like this may
  1731. 1:29:52put you a little bit off balance or it
  1732. 1:29:53may test you. Friends to lovers,
  1733. 1:29:56developing feelings,
  1734. 1:29:58clear mind, like change outlook. Maybe
  1735. 1:30:00in the past you resisted this. Maybe you
  1736. 1:30:04were stubborn about being friends first,
  1737. 1:30:06right? Um, and I used to talk about this
  1738. 1:30:09like I
  1739. 1:30:16remember middle row surrender your
  1740. 1:30:18expectations
  1741. 1:30:20right so this what if this person comes
  1742. 1:30:23in wanting to start with friendship to
  1743. 1:30:24build a strong foundation I am in favor
  1744. 1:30:27of that
  1745. 1:30:29right don't go from zero to 100 there's
  1746. 1:30:32nowhere to go but down
  1747. 1:30:36I think That's a beautiful way to
  1748. 1:30:37rebuild a connection and rebuild a
  1749. 1:30:39foundation.
  1750. 1:30:46There's no need to rush it, right? And
  1751. 1:30:47wanting a label on it right away is
  1752. 1:30:50trying to control it, right? Release
  1753. 1:30:52your expectations. So maybe your
  1754. 1:30:54expectation is I'm only going to take
  1755. 1:30:55this person back if they propose.
  1756. 1:30:59Maybe that's what you're expecting,
  1757. 1:31:01right? Stubborn.
  1758. 1:31:02Listen, stubborn. Ask to be partner. go
  1759. 1:31:05public. That could be one of your
  1760. 1:31:10things here that's connected to your
  1761. 1:31:12trust wound where you want that label so
  1762. 1:31:15that you feel like you can trust it.
  1763. 1:31:17That label is not going to change if you
  1764. 1:31:19can trust it or not. I'm going to be
  1765. 1:31:20honest.
  1766. 1:31:23But a clearer mentality might be to take
  1767. 1:31:26it slow,
  1768. 1:31:28right? It takes that pressure off as
  1769. 1:31:30well.
  1770. 1:31:35And again, I just have to clarify
  1771. 1:31:37because some of the comments, I am not
  1772. 1:31:39telling you to accept crumbs. I am not
  1773. 1:31:41telling you to accept less than you
  1774. 1:31:43deserve. I am not telling you to put up
  1775. 1:31:46with horrible treatment or take somebody
  1776. 1:31:48back that you feel like you can't
  1777. 1:31:49forgive. I'm not saying any of that. If
  1778. 1:31:51that's what you're thinking, this
  1779. 1:31:52reading isn't yours.
  1780. 1:32:02All right.
  1781. 1:32:05One more for that middle row.
  1782. 1:32:11Courage
  1783. 1:32:13and it's going to take emotional
  1784. 1:32:15strength because wanting to have that
  1785. 1:32:16label, right? Or wanting to be official
  1786. 1:32:19or go public that is trying to control,
  1787. 1:32:21right? You're being asked to surrender,
  1788. 1:32:24to be brave, and to trust in the
  1789. 1:32:25unknown. And yesterday I talked about a
  1790. 1:32:28control wound, right? So this stems from
  1791. 1:32:30a control wound.
  1792. 1:32:33strong, brave, emotional strength.
  1793. 1:32:37You are enough,
  1794. 1:32:41friends to lovers is what this is
  1795. 1:32:44saying. Take things slow
  1796. 1:32:49and you you maybe you are starting to
  1797. 1:32:53see
  1798. 1:32:54an increase in your finances right now.
  1799. 1:32:56I'm just thinking about the first decks,
  1800. 1:32:58right? We had balance. Don't be tempted
  1801. 1:33:02by desire and passion and wanting to
  1802. 1:33:06control the situation and start ignoring
  1803. 1:33:08your work, right? Cuz you have financial
  1804. 1:33:11focus here in that same row.
  1805. 1:33:15So don't put your friends on the back
  1806. 1:33:17burners or your dream or your finances,
  1807. 1:33:20right? Just because this person's back.
  1808. 1:33:26Um let's go that row.
  1809. 1:33:31Interesting
  1810. 1:33:34community. That's what I was saying. I
  1811. 1:33:36see it.
  1812. 1:33:43Quality time. In alignment. Don't let
  1813. 1:33:46this take you out of alignment.
  1814. 1:33:48In tune. Living authentically and
  1815. 1:33:51intentionally.
  1816. 1:33:54Quality time spent together. Undivided
  1817. 1:33:56attention. Right. Quality time.
  1818. 1:34:00that's important to you. So, if this
  1819. 1:34:01person isn't able to give you that, then
  1820. 1:34:07I'm seeing that red flag,
  1821. 1:34:12but a balance, right? Financial focus,
  1822. 1:34:15community, quality time with this
  1823. 1:34:17person.
  1824. 1:34:19It's not healthy to be
  1825. 1:34:24with someone all the time, right? Like I
  1826. 1:34:28used to think that's what love was
  1827. 1:34:30because I had a very distorted view on
  1828. 1:34:32what love was. We need other things in
  1829. 1:34:35our lives.
  1830. 1:34:38And especially if you've worked hard to
  1831. 1:34:40cultivate these things in your life, the
  1832. 1:34:42friendships, your community,
  1833. 1:34:44financial focus, being in alignment.
  1834. 1:34:54One more for that one.
  1835. 1:34:57I am grateful for everyone I have in my
  1836. 1:35:00life. That's your affirmation.
  1837. 1:35:02Self-improve, personal development,
  1838. 1:35:04prioritizing self, right? Don't start
  1839. 1:35:07falling back into your old way of
  1840. 1:35:09overgiving or overreaching or whatever.
  1841. 1:35:12Anyway,
  1842. 1:35:13again, there's something about keeping
  1843. 1:35:15the balance when this comes in cuz you
  1844. 1:35:18could be tempted to give it all your
  1845. 1:35:20energy, right?
  1846. 1:35:22It's going to be much healthier if
  1847. 1:35:24there's a balance here and you have
  1848. 1:35:26other things in your life. Milliey's
  1849. 1:35:28woofing.
  1850. 1:35:29She doesn't really Do you hear
  1851. 1:35:36habits,
  1852. 1:35:37right? So, you're probably someone who's
  1853. 1:35:40been working at like striving for
  1854. 1:35:43balance in your life, having healthier
  1855. 1:35:45habits, working out,
  1856. 1:35:48right? meditating,
  1857. 1:35:50quality time with your friends, quality
  1858. 1:35:53time with your community,
  1859. 1:35:55financial focus,
  1860. 1:35:57like budgeting. I'm hearing all of these
  1861. 1:35:59things that you've incorporated into
  1862. 1:36:01your life
  1863. 1:36:03during this pause.
  1864. 1:36:06You don't want to fall back into your
  1865. 1:36:08old ways, your old habits, right? Where
  1866. 1:36:10you're always putting this person
  1867. 1:36:14before everything, which maybe that's
  1868. 1:36:16what you did in the past. There's a
  1869. 1:36:18reason I'm saying it.
  1870. 1:36:21Days this week. I can't wait to see what
  1871. 1:36:23this one is.
  1872. 1:36:36Destiny faded events. What is for you
  1873. 1:36:39will not pass you.
  1874. 1:36:41So whatever is coming in
  1875. 1:36:45this month, this week, within days,
  1876. 1:36:50it's faded.
  1877. 1:36:53And again, I was hearing you might
  1878. 1:36:57you might feel tempted to protect your
  1879. 1:36:59energy, right? And to
  1880. 1:37:04fall back into old ways. I'm repeating
  1881. 1:37:06myself.
  1882. 1:37:10I'm repeating myself for some. I'm
  1883. 1:37:12hearing it. I'm going to say it. If
  1884. 1:37:13you're somebody that overexlains, don't
  1885. 1:37:15fall back into your old way of
  1886. 1:37:17overexlaining to this person. I heard it
  1887. 1:37:19for a reason.
  1888. 1:37:21This week within days,
  1889. 1:37:34helpful. Helpful spirit this month
  1890. 1:37:37within weeks. It's funny because I
  1891. 1:37:39corrected myself when I was looking at
  1892. 1:37:40this card. I thought of this card as
  1893. 1:37:42well. So, I gave that energy for timing.
  1894. 1:37:46Inspired, motivated, excited,
  1895. 1:37:50stimulated. Not that way.
  1896. 1:37:55Something's exciting here.
  1897. 1:38:01I'm also hearing inspired action.
  1898. 1:38:22A know your worth. Beautiful inside and
  1899. 1:38:25out. You are stunning.
  1900. 1:38:29Uhhuh.
  1901. 1:38:32Okay,
  1902. 1:38:34this is important.
  1903. 1:38:36Choices. You're going to have a choice.
  1904. 1:38:39Do you remain silent
  1905. 1:38:42and protect your energy and don't speak
  1906. 1:38:45up when this happens
  1907. 1:38:48or do you have the conversation?
  1908. 1:38:51Remember the first like one of the first
  1909. 1:38:53cards we got?
  1910. 1:38:56And it's your choice, right? You can
  1911. 1:38:58either
  1912. 1:39:01You can either stay silent,
  1913. 1:39:04right? Quiet, not talking, silent
  1914. 1:39:07treatment,
  1915. 1:39:09or there's starting over here.
  1916. 1:39:12And it's your choice.
  1917. 1:39:18There's a lot here about an energetic
  1918. 1:39:20shift, being authentic, and
  1919. 1:39:22communication
  1920. 1:39:24here.
  1921. 1:39:32Just be careful. That card keeps wanting
  1922. 1:39:35like it keeps making its presence known.
  1923. 1:39:39That's that falling back into old ways.
  1924. 1:39:53I will say this.
  1925. 1:39:56If this person comes in showing no
  1926. 1:39:58change,
  1927. 1:40:00silence,
  1928. 1:40:01no thank you.
  1929. 1:40:06Two more. No,
  1930. 1:40:10didn't come out.
  1931. 1:40:13thriving,
  1932. 1:40:17growing, progressing, flourishing,
  1933. 1:40:19unfinished,
  1934. 1:40:21but it requires work, loose ends before
  1935. 1:40:24it can thrive, right? So, it's not going
  1936. 1:40:26to come in perfect is what I'm hearing.
  1937. 1:40:28It's going to take work.
  1938. 1:40:30It's unfinished. Now, I'm hearing the
  1939. 1:40:32song unwritten.
  1940. 1:40:35It's going to take tying up loose ends
  1941. 1:40:37here, having those tough conversations,
  1942. 1:40:39facing your fear, and being vulnerable.
  1943. 1:40:42Again,
  1944. 1:40:44I almost feel like you don't have a
  1945. 1:40:45problem being vulnerable with other
  1946. 1:40:47people right now or trusting others, but
  1947. 1:40:50it's going to be stirred up by this
  1948. 1:40:52person.
  1949. 1:41:03Every time I get to this last row, I'm
  1950. 1:41:05just like
  1951. 1:41:07that energy of can I trust it?
  1952. 1:41:14One more.
  1953. 1:41:20I'm just mumbling them to myself. Don't
  1954. 1:41:22mind me.
  1955. 1:41:24Alignment.
  1956. 1:41:26Remember, alignment feels magnetic. In
  1957. 1:41:29tune, living authentically and
  1958. 1:41:30intentionally.
  1959. 1:41:32A long period.
  1960. 1:41:35A long period. I feel again I gave that
  1961. 1:41:39detail before that I feel like it's been
  1962. 1:41:43at least a year since you've spoken to
  1963. 1:41:45this person.
  1964. 1:41:47Maybe it's taken you a year to make
  1965. 1:41:50these changes and feel like you're in
  1966. 1:41:52alignment. I am healthy, happy, and
  1967. 1:41:53radiant. That's your affirmation.
  1968. 1:42:04All right, I'm gonna do it. I'm going to
  1969. 1:42:07do it. Three cards. Just three from this
  1970. 1:42:11one.
  1971. 1:42:21I say three.
  1972. 1:42:38Nothing.
  1973. 1:42:55Single life.
  1974. 1:42:58Choosing to stay. Stangle. Stingle. What
  1975. 1:43:01is wrong with me? No attachments.
  1976. 1:43:03Trusting the plan. Cool with whatever.
  1977. 1:43:05Cool with whatever.
  1978. 1:43:07And I believe that's how you're feeling
  1979. 1:43:09right now.
  1980. 1:43:11Um, let's just confirm this. What you
  1981. 1:43:15need to know.
  1982. 1:43:31Oh, come on.
  1983. 1:43:34H. And then spirit closed the deck. I
  1984. 1:43:36said three cards.
  1985. 1:43:38This is sometimes the deck that I use
  1986. 1:43:40when I'm like, give it to me straight,
  1987. 1:43:42spirit, right? Cuz it's such a big deck
  1988. 1:43:44and there's so many cards in it. And
  1989. 1:43:46there's like there's some not so nice
  1990. 1:43:48cards in here. Um, so whenever I want
  1991. 1:43:52spirit to give it to me straight. Again,
  1992. 1:43:55exactly what I'm hearing. Whoever you
  1993. 1:43:56are, remember all the details.
  1994. 1:44:02I think what's coming towards you is
  1995. 1:44:04very nice, but because of fear and trust
  1996. 1:44:07issues,
  1997. 1:44:09you may go into overthinking and
  1998. 1:44:10self-sabotage. And again, I
  1999. 1:44:14that friends first right in the middle.
  2000. 1:44:16I can remember talking about that like
  2001. 1:44:18years ago on my channel. I still talk
  2002. 1:44:20about it sometimes, but when I talk
  2003. 1:44:23about being friends first, it absolutely
  2004. 1:44:26triggers people and they're like, "I
  2005. 1:44:28don't want that. I want I want
  2006. 1:44:30commitment." Right? What if you're
  2007. 1:44:33pushing away? What if it's meant to be
  2008. 1:44:36built small? Right?
  2009. 1:44:40Perfect timing on the top.
  2010. 1:44:45Timing is everything. Just in time,
  2011. 1:44:47opportune moment. Auspicious time.
  2012. 1:44:51Truly stable.
  2013. 1:44:53Love brings stability, loyalty, trust,
  2014. 1:44:56safety. Creating a legacy together.
  2015. 1:45:02I said three cards.
  2016. 1:45:07Water it, right? Nurture it. Lead with
  2017. 1:45:10love. Lead with love. Not desire. Not
  2018. 1:45:13the wand. Not sexy time. Not ego. Lead
  2019. 1:45:18with love. I'm seeing the deer card.
  2020. 1:45:24If you start feeling triggered, tend to
  2021. 1:45:26your own garden.
  2022. 1:45:28Count your blessings. Nurture self.
  2023. 1:45:30Don't stop nurturing self. And again, I
  2024. 1:45:33feel like the reason you're calling this
  2025. 1:45:35in is because this is exactly what
  2026. 1:45:37you've been doing. You've been working
  2027. 1:45:38on your balance, your stability,
  2028. 1:45:40self-love,
  2029. 1:45:42and you got reconciliation,
  2030. 1:45:44restoring harmony, get together,
  2031. 1:45:46socializing, making up.
  2032. 1:45:53A lot of people think reconnections,
  2033. 1:45:57you should just go right back to the way
  2034. 1:45:59things were when things were good. But
  2035. 1:46:02that's not how it works, right?
  2036. 1:46:03Especially if it's been a year, you and
  2037. 1:46:06this person both would have changed.
  2038. 1:46:08It's like getting to know each other
  2039. 1:46:09again. Why do I feel like cutting this
  2040. 1:46:11deck?
  2041. 1:46:13Playfulness,
  2042. 1:46:15right? Having fun. Inner youthful
  2043. 1:46:18spirit. Lighten up. Like I hate to say
  2044. 1:46:21it like that.
  2045. 1:46:26All right,
  2046. 1:46:28let's get you an animal card.
  2047. 1:46:34Who is your animal? Healing emotional
  2048. 1:46:38wounds.
  2049. 1:46:41Healing emotional wounds.
  2050. 1:46:48Healing conversation is what I'm
  2051. 1:46:50hearing.
  2052. 1:46:51Who needs to be your
  2053. 1:46:56spirit animal when this is happening?
  2054. 1:47:00Let's see your advice for this. The
  2055. 1:47:03firefly.
  2056. 1:47:07All right.
  2057. 1:47:14Advice for you. What energy? What advice
  2058. 1:47:17do you need about this?
  2059. 1:47:21The bear. This is so weird. This is so
  2060. 1:47:24weird. A Don't be nitpicky. Don't be
  2061. 1:47:28nitpicky or over overly critical.
  2062. 1:47:30Remember, release expectations.
  2063. 1:47:32Surrender to flow. It's not going to
  2064. 1:47:35look exactly the way you're imagining it
  2065. 1:47:38is what I'm hearing.
  2066. 1:47:44Again, I'm seeing the potential of push
  2067. 1:47:46like anyway, energetically pushing
  2068. 1:47:48something away. That's good here because
  2069. 1:47:50of self-sabotage.
  2070. 1:47:53You've got the butterfly transitional
  2071. 1:47:54period.
  2072. 1:47:56Um, but anyway, you have the bear
  2073. 1:48:00and this card talks about how it can
  2074. 1:48:02take time to find your footing, right?
  2075. 1:48:05I'm actually I always see the four of
  2076. 1:48:07swords in reverse like re-entry, right?
  2077. 1:48:10This is somebody coming out of their
  2078. 1:48:11cave. It does talk about awakening from
  2079. 1:48:14a spiritual slumber, but I'm more seeing
  2080. 1:48:17it as the message of this card
  2081. 1:48:21is about
  2082. 1:48:23understanding that it may take time to
  2083. 1:48:24find your footing. Two to three months,
  2084. 1:48:26I think it says. Anyway, it's just
  2085. 1:48:28strange that this is coming out right
  2086. 1:48:30now.
  2087. 1:48:35Beginning a new
  2088. 1:48:38after a long winter, the bearer arises
  2089. 1:48:40from a deep slumber. And remember I was
  2090. 1:48:42seeing the leaves you releasing and then
  2091. 1:48:44winter to make room for new growth, new
  2092. 1:48:47beginning.
  2093. 1:48:49The mayor, the mayor. Oh my gosh. The
  2094. 1:48:52bear knows it's time to awaken and move
  2095. 1:48:54towards the dawning light. The bear card
  2096. 1:48:57represents an individual on the cusp of
  2097. 1:48:59new direction, new beginnings, the
  2098. 1:49:02initial weeks and months of this
  2099. 1:49:03spiritual quest. And I'm not talking
  2100. 1:49:05about like I'm talking about whatever
  2101. 1:49:07this is. The first initial weeks and
  2102. 1:49:10months may feel
  2103. 1:49:13cumbersome and full of obstacles.
  2104. 1:49:16But you have no choice. Well, you do
  2105. 1:49:18have a choice.
  2106. 1:49:20Uh winter waines, the warmth of spring
  2107. 1:49:23emerges and your transformation begins.
  2108. 1:49:27And listen to this. When in balance,
  2109. 1:49:29inner strength yearning to grow. went
  2110. 1:49:31out of balance, withdrawn heaviness,
  2111. 1:49:35right? And again, that mouse card.
  2112. 1:49:48Oh,
  2113. 1:49:52detail oriented, nitpicky, nervous.
  2114. 1:49:56When in balance, organized, resourceful,
  2115. 1:49:59prepared.
  2116. 1:50:05Mouse personality doesn't notice when
  2117. 1:50:07they've gone too far. Soon they begin to
  2118. 1:50:10have a limited or fearful vision of life
  2119. 1:50:12and try and control every detail.
  2120. 1:50:18This can be quite a painful experience
  2121. 1:50:19for both the mouse and those around
  2122. 1:50:21them. When mouse energy is at play, step
  2123. 1:50:24back for a moment, right? Find your
  2124. 1:50:26center.
  2125. 1:50:29You had the oyster here. Where did it
  2126. 1:50:31go? Did I accidentally
  2127. 1:50:35oysters on the top?
  2128. 1:50:38And this talks about sharing something.
  2129. 1:50:52Don't be the mouse. One more.
  2130. 1:50:58And remember the broken. Hang on. One
  2131. 1:51:00more for advice.
  2132. 1:51:04Yes, Millie.
  2133. 1:51:07Whatever. Um,
  2134. 1:51:12what was I just going to say?
  2135. 1:51:16Oh, the trust wound. We read the trust
  2136. 1:51:19wound. That talks about perfectionism,
  2137. 1:51:21right?
  2138. 1:51:24and possibly
  2139. 1:51:26being critical. Anyway,
  2140. 1:51:31one more.
  2141. 1:51:40The lizard. So, the lizard talks about
  2142. 1:51:46you could be very sensitive to energy.
  2143. 1:51:48That's one of the ways I self-sabotage,
  2144. 1:51:50right? I become hypervigilant about
  2145. 1:51:52energy. Like, why did you put a period
  2146. 1:51:55on that message? Or why didn't you like
  2147. 1:51:57Anyway, um anyway,
  2148. 1:52:03the lizard.
  2149. 1:52:05I am the lizard queen.
  2150. 1:52:13Where are you, little lizard?
  2151. 1:52:18Um, lizards don't fly, so I'm probably
  2152. 1:52:20in the wrong area. I'm in air.
  2153. 1:52:23Maybe you're neurode divergent.
  2154. 1:52:28I feel like
  2155. 1:52:30sensit
  2156. 1:52:32sensitive to the subtle.
  2157. 1:52:34Where are you, my little lizard?
  2158. 1:52:39Lizard. Instinctual. Sensitive to the
  2159. 1:52:42subtle.
  2160. 1:52:51When in balance, artistic, telepathic,
  2161. 1:52:53spiritual, very sensitive to the subtle,
  2162. 1:52:57an expert in the realm of sensory
  2163. 1:52:59perception, as if it has a sixth sense,
  2164. 1:53:02the lizard hears what is yet to be
  2165. 1:53:04spoken and sees what is yet to manifest.
  2166. 1:53:06Although this is an amazing gift, it can
  2167. 1:53:09easily wear the lizard down.
  2168. 1:53:17the swan. Listen to your inner voice,
  2169. 1:53:21right? That's what I kept saying is like
  2170. 1:53:23listen to your intuition
  2171. 1:53:25with the swan. If you're feeling
  2172. 1:53:28triggered or you're sensitive to subtle
  2173. 1:53:30energy, right? Reflect. Reflect before
  2174. 1:53:33you
  2175. 1:53:35act on it. Don't be acting from a
  2176. 1:53:37triggered place
  2177. 1:53:40to bring into balance solo time.
  2178. 1:53:51Maybe even journaling. I'm hearing with
  2179. 1:53:53the swan card,
  2180. 1:53:55right? Reflect if you're feeling
  2181. 1:53:57triggered before
  2182. 1:54:02communicating.
  2183. 1:54:04I am naturally stress free. That's your
  2184. 1:54:06affirmation.
  2185. 1:54:13All right,
  2186. 1:54:22I'm just going to get these
  2187. 1:54:26in three months. A shift is on the
  2188. 1:54:28horizon. Three months from now is key,
  2189. 1:54:33right? What did I say about the bear?
  2190. 1:54:36The initial weeks and months.
  2191. 1:54:39Nothing.
  2192. 1:54:41Be very clear with us. Spirit
  2193. 1:54:52renewal, fresh start.
  2194. 1:54:56What do we need to know for this
  2195. 1:54:58collective?
  2196. 1:55:06You have fall here and then spirit
  2197. 1:55:08closed the deck. I love that.
  2198. 1:55:14You have fall. Expect and that's we had
  2199. 1:55:17that fall card. Anyway, harvest time.
  2200. 1:55:20Expect results and manifestations in the
  2201. 1:55:23fall. And then you have time is an
  2202. 1:55:26illusion which is hilarious because this
  2203. 1:55:27is the timing deck. Release your
  2204. 1:55:29expectation of time. Focus on the
  2205. 1:55:31journey, not the clock.
  2206. 1:55:34I think that's hilarious that spirit
  2207. 1:55:36gave us that card.
  2208. 1:55:41Release expectations of timing.
  2209. 1:55:46And remember that detail about the fall.
  2210. 1:55:53I think whoever you are, it's been a
  2211. 1:55:55while.
  2212. 1:56:07Card of advice for you. Card of advice.
  2213. 1:56:12The courage of a lion exists within you.
  2214. 1:56:14That's beautiful.
  2215. 1:56:22All right.
  2216. 1:56:33Focus on the facts instead of mind
  2217. 1:56:35reading.
  2218. 1:56:42All right.
  2219. 1:56:47I almost am feeling not this deck.
  2220. 1:56:51Are you getting in your own way? Stop. I
  2221. 1:56:54was just
  2222. 1:56:57I said I was seeing that card. That's
  2223. 1:56:59what I was hearing. And then as I was
  2224. 1:57:02shuffling this, I was hearing get a
  2225. 1:57:04different deck. So, I stopped shuffling
  2226. 1:57:05it. Look at what's on the bottom.
  2227. 1:57:08Are you getting in your own way?
  2228. 1:57:11Putting on a mask conceals your true
  2229. 1:57:13self, right? And that's what
  2230. 1:57:19Don't wear that mask. Be authentic.
  2231. 1:57:24And are you getting in your own way by
  2232. 1:57:26putting on that mask?
  2233. 1:57:33That's crazy.
  2234. 1:57:36Self-sabotage. It's about self-sabotage.
  2235. 1:57:39I need my glasses. I am good at problem
  2236. 1:57:42solving. That's your affirmation.
  2237. 1:57:47Um, this card reminds you to pause and
  2238. 1:57:49reflect. Self-sabotage can become can be
  2239. 1:57:52conscious or unconscious, but either
  2240. 1:57:55way, we all do it at times. Often, we
  2241. 1:57:58become our own biggest obstacle without
  2242. 1:58:00even realizing it. You might be holding
  2243. 1:58:03yourself back from opportunities, new
  2244. 1:58:05relationships, or professional success
  2245. 1:58:07without knowing why. Why do we
  2246. 1:58:10self-sabotage? It could stem from the
  2247. 1:58:12fear of the unknown, a fear of failure,
  2248. 1:58:14perfectionism. We talked about that. We
  2249. 1:58:16may set unrealistic goals, micromanage,
  2250. 1:58:19procrastinate, people please, or make
  2251. 1:58:21excuses. Overcommitting to tasks and
  2252. 1:58:24people can be a way of avoiding deeper
  2253. 1:58:26fears. And a lack of commitment often
  2254. 1:58:28keeps us stuck, afraid that asking for
  2255. 1:58:31help might reveal our perceived
  2256. 1:58:33weaknesses. Are you doubting your
  2257. 1:58:35abilities? Do you worry that achieving
  2258. 1:58:37your goals might bring changes you
  2259. 1:58:39aren't in control of? Are you delaying
  2260. 1:58:41tasks or decisions that need to be made?
  2261. 1:58:44Are you engaging in self-destructive
  2262. 1:58:46behaviors? Recognize patterns. Practice
  2263. 1:58:49open communication. Ask for help and
  2264. 1:58:52allow it. That was another message we
  2265. 1:58:54were talking about. Be mindful of your
  2266. 1:58:57actions. Tools like journaling. What did
  2267. 1:58:59I say about the swan
  2268. 1:59:02affirmations or having an accountability
  2269. 1:59:04buddy can break you free from
  2270. 1:59:06self-sabotage, your support system.
  2271. 1:59:10Reconnect with your true self by
  2272. 1:59:12investigating where you might be holding
  2273. 1:59:14yourself back. Self-sabotage makes it
  2274. 1:59:17difficult to experience harmony and
  2275. 1:59:19unity within yourself, let alone with
  2276. 1:59:21the rest of the world. By addressing
  2277. 1:59:23these behaviors, you create space for
  2278. 1:59:25growth, alignment, and deeper connection
  2279. 1:59:27with others.
  2280. 1:59:31Right.
  2281. 1:59:40That was weird how I was like, get a
  2282. 1:59:42different deck. I want this one. I want
  2283. 1:59:45this one.
  2284. 1:59:47I want this one.
  2285. 1:59:53Soulmates. It opened to soulmates.
  2286. 1:59:58Penguin
  2287. 2:00:09advice for you.
  2288. 2:00:16That's interesting.
  2289. 2:00:27You've got interesting energy showing
  2290. 2:00:29here
  2291. 2:00:31between worlds. So about to transition.
  2292. 2:00:35You've got by the book which is about
  2293. 2:00:38it's an 11. It's an 11.
  2294. 2:00:46I'm feeling called to look at that one.
  2295. 2:00:49Buy the book.
  2296. 2:00:59Getting along with others entails
  2297. 2:01:00understanding and respecting who they
  2298. 2:01:02have become as a result of their
  2299. 2:01:04environment. And I was talking about
  2300. 2:01:06they may tell you some anyway doesn't
  2301. 2:01:08matter. Find the middle ground that
  2302. 2:01:10allows the relationship to flourish
  2303. 2:01:12while honoring the individuality of the
  2304. 2:01:14other person.
  2305. 2:01:16Play things by the book instead of
  2306. 2:01:18trying to break rules or pressure others
  2307. 2:01:20to conform to the way you want to do
  2308. 2:01:22things. Your connection will deepen as a
  2309. 2:01:24result.
  2310. 2:01:29All right.
  2311. 2:01:34Very clear message of advice.
  2312. 2:01:39Clear message of advice.
  2313. 2:01:45We have happy happy.
  2314. 2:01:52What are you
  2315. 2:01:55unfinished symphony?
  2316. 2:02:10That's interesting.
  2317. 2:02:13Okay, that's weird. That's the card I
  2318. 2:02:16saw earlier. Anyway, it doesn't matter.
  2319. 2:02:24Unfinished business. I need to make
  2320. 2:02:26amends. Interesting.
  2321. 2:02:32Moving on is difficult when love
  2322. 2:02:33lingers. Things are left unsaid and you
  2323. 2:02:35haven't had the opportunity for closure
  2324. 2:02:37in your relationship and your heart. You
  2325. 2:02:40can still feel bound up by relationships
  2326. 2:02:42when closure is denied. Last row had the
  2327. 2:02:45music card.
  2328. 2:02:47Um,
  2329. 2:02:49it's important to achieve this for
  2330. 2:02:51yourself,
  2331. 2:02:53right? And I feel like whoever you are,
  2332. 2:02:54you've this is going to bring you
  2333. 2:02:57closure. I feel like you've been working
  2334. 2:02:58towards finding your own closure.
  2335. 2:03:02Anyway,
  2336. 2:03:04write that letter. Make that call. No,
  2337. 2:03:06I'm not saying to reach out
  2338. 2:03:09or have that conversation over a cup of
  2339. 2:03:11coffee. For peace of mind, accept
  2340. 2:03:13matters as they are. Make amends and
  2341. 2:03:16declare your feelings, even if only to
  2342. 2:03:18yourself. Be clear about what was left
  2343. 2:03:21unresolved, the loose ends.
  2344. 2:03:24Don't be afraid to bring up what you
  2345. 2:03:26need clarity on, right? Don't sweep it
  2346. 2:03:29under the carpet.
  2347. 2:03:33And if you have loose ends, this pro
  2348. 2:03:35this person probably has loose ends that
  2349. 2:03:37they need to tie up with you,
  2350. 2:03:40right? There could be some hard
  2351. 2:03:41conversations here. Be clear about what
  2352. 2:03:44was left unresolved
  2353. 2:03:47and close the door on the past so that
  2354. 2:03:50you can set yourself free so that this
  2355. 2:03:52can blossom.
  2356. 2:03:56And you have happy happy
  2357. 2:04:0326.
  2358. 2:04:11Joy and contentment, a sense of
  2359. 2:04:13fulfillment, a feeling that all is well.
  2360. 2:04:29This is a good sign.
  2361. 2:04:31There are moments in a relationship when
  2362. 2:04:33you just feel good about who you're with
  2363. 2:04:35and you know that your heart is wide
  2364. 2:04:37open to be friend, to love, to care for
  2365. 2:04:39another without wanting anything in
  2366. 2:04:41return. This is the kind of happy that
  2367. 2:04:44you just want to share.
  2368. 2:04:46The appearance of this card tells you
  2369. 2:04:48that joy and contentment are here right
  2370. 2:04:51where you are. Remember your worth.
  2371. 2:04:55Be grateful and delight.
  2372. 2:04:57This is in your relationship. And if
  2373. 2:05:00you're seeking one, be happy now.
  2374. 2:05:02Happiness attracts more of it like bees
  2375. 2:05:04to honey.
  2376. 2:05:10Why do I want to get one more?
  2377. 2:05:17Why do I want to get one more?
  2378. 2:05:23That's about to run out.
  2379. 2:05:28message.
  2380. 2:05:35That's pretty clear.
  2381. 2:05:42This came out the other day as well.
  2382. 2:05:4615.
  2383. 2:05:55Why can't I find it?
  2384. 2:06:01Communication.
  2385. 2:06:04You can expect someone to favor you with
  2386. 2:06:06positive news. This could be in the form
  2387. 2:06:08of a letter, phone call, or email. You
  2388. 2:06:10are the intended receiver of this
  2389. 2:06:12message. So stay open to what you learn.
  2390. 2:06:14Only good of it will come in the end.
  2391. 2:06:16The signs are all there.
  2392. 2:06:19I don't know what's going on with my
  2393. 2:06:20dogs.
  2394. 2:06:23Let me just get one more.
  2395. 2:06:27One more.
  2396. 2:06:29Round and round. Don't repeat a cycle.
  2397. 2:06:33Don't repeat that cycle.
  2398. 2:06:36Co-create.
  2399. 2:06:42Oh, there's a dog outside. That's what
  2400. 2:06:43it is.
  2401. 2:06:46Oh, I just sort of crash.
  2402. 2:07:00This is interesting. Co-create. And
  2403. 2:07:03we've got an owl and a cheetah, which I
  2404. 2:07:05love because the owl is so high
  2405. 2:07:07priestess to me.
  2406. 2:07:09Um, that cheetah can be masculine
  2407. 2:07:12energy, right? Not talking about gender.
  2408. 2:07:15Not talking about gender.
  2409. 2:07:18Connections of the heart serve to
  2410. 2:07:21inspire you, opening you up to new ideas
  2411. 2:07:23you never would have come to on your
  2412. 2:07:24own. You are looking in a mirror held up
  2413. 2:07:27by this experience experience and seeing
  2414. 2:07:30yourself in an unexpected way.
  2415. 2:07:34Who is this extraordinary being being
  2416. 2:07:36looking back at you? You were going to
  2417. 2:07:38be so happy that you kept your heart
  2418. 2:07:40open. Your love is a unique work of art
  2419. 2:07:42now. the very embodiment of beauty. And
  2420. 2:07:44you had that beauty card and the review,
  2421. 2:07:47the mirror card. Anyway,
  2422. 2:07:55just one more.
  2423. 2:08:07A
  2424. 2:08:14That soulmate card is sticking out.
  2425. 2:08:20Oh, you've got yin there. I feel like
  2426. 2:08:23that's important.
  2427. 2:08:27Hang on. I need to look something up.
  2428. 2:08:29Hang on. Okay, this really lines up with
  2429. 2:08:33the whole thing we were talking about
  2430. 2:08:35because when I looked at this card, you
  2431. 2:08:38have not for you in reverse.
  2432. 2:08:40And remember, you've relinquished
  2433. 2:08:42control over this.
  2434. 2:08:45Um, and this says, don't chase from what
  2435. 2:08:48flees from you. Don't obsess over what
  2436. 2:08:50eludes you. Don't bang your head on the
  2437. 2:08:52wall. There is nothing romantic about
  2438. 2:08:54what is unavailable. No prize given for
  2439. 2:08:58torturing yourself. Nothing to be gained
  2440. 2:09:01by refusing to see the red flags that
  2441. 2:09:04have been waving since you began your
  2442. 2:09:06pursuit. Now is the time to walk away.
  2443. 2:09:08right now. Spirit closed the deck,
  2444. 2:09:12but
  2445. 2:09:17I feel like this is symbolic because I
  2446. 2:09:19do feel like you walked away from this
  2447. 2:09:21and surrendered it, right?
  2448. 2:09:25And right under I think this is where
  2449. 2:09:27this is where the change began. This
  2450. 2:09:30change, a shift in the wind, hanged man
  2451. 2:09:32energy.
  2452. 2:09:33And then right underneath you have yin,
  2453. 2:09:36feminine energy.
  2454. 2:09:59change in the wind. Relationships go
  2455. 2:10:02through periods where partners seem out
  2456. 2:10:04of sync with each other and stormy
  2457. 2:10:05emotions and moods threaten to take the
  2458. 2:10:07ship down. Remember we talked about
  2459. 2:10:09stormy emotions.
  2460. 2:10:13These rough seas offer opportunities for
  2461. 2:10:16mutual growth, a way for you to
  2462. 2:10:18understand your own heart better and to
  2463. 2:10:20know what you need to be truly happy.
  2464. 2:10:22Rest assured that whatever is happening
  2465. 2:10:24now, good will come from it.
  2466. 2:10:27The air will be clear and everything
  2467. 2:10:29will be fresh and new again. This too
  2468. 2:10:31shall pass.
  2469. 2:10:34And then soulmate
  2470. 2:10:37which was upside down.
  2471. 2:10:40This is the kind of soulmate who comes
  2472. 2:10:42with a powerful gift. Your patterns and
  2473. 2:10:44old stories that don't serve your
  2474. 2:10:46well-being anymore enter this dynamic so
  2475. 2:10:48that you can heal them. This person is
  2476. 2:10:50called to a sacred task to help you
  2477. 2:10:52learn. Even if it seems uncomfortable,
  2478. 2:10:54sticky, or even inconceivable.
  2479. 2:10:57The question is not why did they do this
  2480. 2:10:58to me, but what is the gift in it? Look
  2481. 2:11:01in the mirror. You will be changed for
  2482. 2:11:03the better.
  2483. 2:11:05And then last one, I promise.
  2484. 2:11:18I should have taken it. So, I kept
  2485. 2:11:20seeing between worlds. I kept seeing the
  2486. 2:11:23between worlds card. I just peaked at it
  2487. 2:11:26cuz it's three empress energy.
  2488. 2:11:29Um,
  2489. 2:11:30this is a time to explore the new energy
  2490. 2:11:33between you and another. It's not meant
  2491. 2:11:36for certainty, but rather for discovery
  2492. 2:11:38and curiosity.
  2493. 2:11:41Allow yourself to explore who you are
  2494. 2:11:43and what is reflected back to you. This
  2495. 2:11:45relationship is meant to educate you
  2496. 2:11:47about yourself. What do you need? What
  2497. 2:11:49do you like or dislike? What values are
  2498. 2:11:51important to you? You are in a critical
  2499. 2:11:53phase of your relationship that is not
  2500. 2:11:55to be dismissed or hurried.
  2501. 2:11:58Right? And we spoke about speaking up
  2502. 2:12:00about your needs.
  2503. 2:12:05and not rushing it and letting it unfold
  2504. 2:12:08and being authentic transitional period.
  2505. 2:12:13Anyway, I'm going to stop now. I've been
  2506. 2:12:15going on for ages, but I'm sending you
  2507. 2:12:18guys lots of love and light. If you
  2508. 2:12:20watch to the end, it's your reading,
  2509. 2:12:21right? That's a long reading to listen
  2510. 2:12:24to, but
  2511. 2:12:26don't let your fear run away with itself
  2512. 2:12:28here, okay?
  2513. 2:12:31Anyway, I love you guys. I won't be here
  2514. 2:12:33tomorrow. I won't be here tomorrow. I'm
  2515. 2:12:35getting I'm getting part of my sleeve
  2516. 2:12:38done tomorrow. Um, I'm getting the Black
  2517. 2:12:42Panther on my arm.
  2518. 2:12:45Anyway, I'm really excited to have a
  2519. 2:12:47Black Panther on me cuz I love the Black
  2520. 2:12:50Panther.
  2521. 2:12:52Where is that little panther hiding? I
  2522. 2:12:54don't know. I love the Black Panther.
  2523. 2:12:58It brings havoc to our lives with the
  2524. 2:13:01ultimate intention of leading us towards
  2525. 2:13:04a more fulfilling future path, whatever.
  2526. 2:13:06Anyway, I don't know why I'm telling you
  2527. 2:13:07this. Anyway, I'm going to go. I'm super
  2528. 2:13:10chatty. I love you guys and I will see
  2529. 2:13:12you the day after tomorrow. Bye.

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