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AAC26 Day 1 Seminar (Megastar) - Miles Toulmin (Catching A Vision For Your Life) — Transcript

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  1. 0:00Will you put your hands together for
  2. 0:01Miles Tumin as he shares about catching
  3. 0:03a vision for your life?
  4. 0:07>> Hey, good afternoon everyone. It's great
  5. 0:09to see you. Uh well done. You get like a
  6. 0:13special
  7. 0:15special holy points for being at a
  8. 0:17seminar. It's very good.
  9. 0:20Uh is it a bit dark?
  10. 0:24Uh let there be light maybe.
  11. 0:29Um, it would be great if we could turn
  12. 0:31the lights on, please. Um, so this
  13. 0:34seminar, yeah, is called catching a
  14. 0:36vision uh for your life. And now, there
  15. 0:41we go.
  16. 0:44I'm very yellow. There we go. Uh, it's
  17. 0:47been said that if you aim at nothing,
  18. 0:50you're sure to hit it every time. And
  19. 0:54that's pretty true for life.
  20. 0:56And I we're going to look at a passage
  21. 0:58together in Luke chapter 5 that I think
  22. 1:02is brilliant for getting a vision for
  23. 1:05your life to get a clear sense of what
  24. 1:09God is calling you to. Now, some of you
  25. 1:11may know what that is already.
  26. 1:14And I hope that as we look at this
  27. 1:16passage, it continues to clarify. I
  28. 1:19think that getting a vision for your
  29. 1:20life is sometimes uh a little bit like
  30. 1:24the way that old-fashioned photography
  31. 1:26used to work. You know, you take a photo
  32. 1:30and then you'd uh take the paper, you'd
  33. 1:33go into the dark room, you put it in the
  34. 1:35developing fluid and slowly the outline
  35. 1:38would begin to appear. But if you wait
  36. 1:42over time, more and more detail of the
  37. 1:45picture comes into sight. And maybe
  38. 1:48you've got a good outline already of
  39. 1:50what the Lord is calling you to, but
  40. 1:52today he might add a little bit more
  41. 1:54detail and texture to the picture. Or
  42. 1:57maybe you've just got a blank piece of
  43. 1:59paper and you're thinking, I have no
  44. 2:02clue. Well, today you'll start to
  45. 2:04hopefully get the outline.
  46. 2:08We're going to look at the miraculous
  47. 2:11catch of fish. Not the miraculous catch
  48. 2:15that pastor Mark spoke about from John
  49. 2:1821 after the resurrection when he
  50. 2:20recalls the disciples, but the first
  51. 2:23miraculous catch of fish that Jesus uses
  52. 2:26to call the disciples right at the
  53. 2:29beginning of his ministry in Luke
  54. 2:31chapter 5. So I'm going to read it to
  55. 2:34you. This is Luke chapter 5 beginning at
  56. 2:38verse one.
  57. 2:44One day as Jesus was standing
  58. 2:48by the lake of Guanesserat, the people
  59. 2:51were crowding around him and listening
  60. 2:52to the word of God. He saw at the wat's
  61. 2:55edge two boats left there by the
  62. 2:58fishermen who were washing their net
  63. 3:00their nets.
  64. 3:02He got into one of the boats, the one
  65. 3:04belonging to Simon, and asked him to put
  66. 3:07out a little from shore.
  67. 3:11Then he sat down and taught the people
  68. 3:14from the boat. When he'd finished
  69. 3:17speaking, he said to Simon, "Put out
  70. 3:20into deep water and let down the nets
  71. 3:24for a catch."
  72. 3:26Simon answered, "Master, we've worked
  73. 3:29hard all night and haven't caught
  74. 3:33anything.
  75. 3:35But because you say so, I will let down
  76. 3:38the nets.
  77. 3:40When they done so, they caught such a
  78. 3:43large number of fish that their nets
  79. 3:46began to break. So they signaled to
  80. 3:48their partners in the other boat to come
  81. 3:51and help them. And they came and filled
  82. 3:53both boats so full that they began to
  83. 3:57sink. When Simon Peter saw this, he fell
  84. 4:01at Jesus's knees and said, "Go away from
  85. 4:04me, Lord. I am a sinful man."
  86. 4:08For he and all his companions were
  87. 4:10astonished at the catch of fish they'd
  88. 4:13taken. And so were James and John, the
  89. 4:16sons of Zebedee, Simon's partners. Then
  90. 4:19Jesus said to Simon, "Don't be afraid.
  91. 4:24From now on, you will fish for people."
  92. 4:27So they pulled their boats up on shore,
  93. 4:30left everything, and followed him. Let's
  94. 4:35pray.
  95. 4:37Lord, as we begin this time together,
  96. 4:40we commit it to you. Thank you, Jesus,
  97. 4:42for this extraordinary way in which you
  98. 4:45called the first disciples.
  99. 4:48And we pray that through your word
  100. 4:51today, you'd call us your disciples.
  101. 4:57and help each person here, each one of
  102. 4:59us either get catch a vision for our
  103. 5:03lives or get a clearer sense of what it
  104. 5:07is you have and are continuing to call
  105. 5:10us into. And we ask all of this in the
  106. 5:14mighty name of Jesus.
  107. 5:18Amen.
  108. 5:20Now, it's worth noting
  109. 5:24that God was at work
  110. 5:27even before Jesus called the disciples.
  111. 5:31Jesus was teaching the crowds
  112. 5:35and there were so many of them. He saw
  113. 5:37two boats and these boats typically had
  114. 5:40a four-man crew. He saw two boats by the
  115. 5:44shore of Lake Guanesserat.
  116. 5:47that's also called the Sea of Galilee.
  117. 5:49It's a huge lake,
  118. 5:52150 ft deep. So Jesus sees these two
  119. 5:55boats and he steps into a boat and he
  120. 5:59turns and faces the crowd on the shore
  121. 6:04and behind them are the hills providing
  122. 6:08like a a natural amphitheater to amplify
  123. 6:11his voice. And like any good rabbi, he
  124. 6:16sits down on the boat and he begins to
  125. 6:19teach. In other words, Jesus was already
  126. 6:24at work.
  127. 6:26And wherever you're from, whatever
  128. 6:28nation, whatever city or town,
  129. 6:32whatever your
  130. 6:35job, your family role, whatever you're
  131. 6:38studying,
  132. 6:40Jesus is already at work around you.
  133. 6:47In your city, in your family, in your
  134. 6:50place of work, in your school, Jesus is
  135. 6:54at work. But it so happened that day
  136. 6:59that Jesus stepped into the particular
  137. 7:02boat of a man that he would call
  138. 7:06Simon Peter.
  139. 7:08Coincidence?
  140. 7:10No. Divine appointment?
  141. 7:14Yes.
  142. 7:16And I believe it's no coincidence that
  143. 7:19you're in this hall right now
  144. 7:23as Jesus wants to step into the boat of
  145. 7:28your life again to give you a clarifying
  146. 7:32vision and calling.
  147. 7:35So how do we get such a vision? I want
  148. 7:38to pull a few things out of this
  149. 7:40passage.
  150. 7:42The first is this.
  151. 7:45Don't let your past determine your
  152. 7:48future.
  153. 7:50You see, Simon Peter says to Jesus,
  154. 7:52"We've worked hard all night and haven't
  155. 7:56caught anything."
  156. 7:59You could say the disciples were having
  157. 8:03what I like to label a no fish moment.
  158. 8:09We all have no fish moments in our life.
  159. 8:13I wonder what is your no fish moment
  160. 8:17right now? Is it a financial noish
  161. 8:22moment? Is it a relationship no fish
  162. 8:26moment?
  163. 8:28Is it a a work no fish moment? An
  164. 8:31academic no fish moment?
  165. 8:35Maybe
  166. 8:37it's a spiritual
  167. 8:39no fish moment.
  168. 8:41Maybe that's why you've come to this
  169. 8:43conference
  170. 8:45because you're you're desperate
  171. 8:48to catch anything from the Lord. That's
  172. 8:51why you're here.
  173. 8:53Or
  174. 8:55perhaps like the disciples,
  175. 8:58you think that because you haven't
  176. 8:59caught anything yet,
  177. 9:02then you never will.
  178. 9:05because maybe you think I haven't really
  179. 9:08been used by God so far, then he never
  180. 9:12will.
  181. 9:14Because you're not having success right
  182. 9:16now, then you never will. But I'm here
  183. 9:20to tell you that actually that's not how
  184. 9:23it works in God's economy. You see, the
  185. 9:26way it works in God's economy is like
  186. 9:28this. First of all, God gives you the
  187. 9:32vision.
  188. 9:34Then
  189. 9:36comes all the difficulties,
  190. 9:39all the no fish moments, and then
  191. 9:41finally comes the fulfillment of the
  192. 9:45vision. That's how it always seems to
  193. 9:48work. So Abraham, you'll father a
  194. 9:52nation,
  195. 9:53but it looks like he can't have kids.
  196. 9:56Joseph, a dream, your family bowing down
  197. 9:59to you. Then they sell him into slavery
  198. 10:03and he ends up in jail. That's a serious
  199. 10:05no fish moment.
  200. 10:07So if you're here today and you're
  201. 10:10experiencing some sort of no fish
  202. 10:13moment, then you're in really good
  203. 10:16company.
  204. 10:18And generally speaking, the bigger the
  205. 10:21vision, the bigger the no fish moment
  206. 10:24you'll go through.
  207. 10:27The writer GK Chesterton, he said that
  208. 10:31Jesus promised his disciples
  209. 10:34three things.
  210. 10:36That they'd be completely fearless,
  211. 10:39absurdly happy, and constantly in
  212. 10:42trouble.
  213. 10:45when uh the Lord called me and my wife
  214. 10:50Sarah to uh minister in Asia, it was
  215. 10:54actually back in 1996.
  216. 10:58And we had to wait and go through all
  217. 11:01sorts of things for 18 years before we
  218. 11:06finally stepped into the promised land
  219. 11:09that is KL A.
  220. 11:14If you're experiencing a no fish moment,
  221. 11:17it's actually part of the process of
  222. 11:20calling.
  223. 11:22Or or maybe you feel God won't use you
  224. 11:27because, as Pastor Mark said, you don't
  225. 11:30feel worthy or because you've messed up
  226. 11:33in the past.
  227. 11:35You see, when Simon Peter sees the
  228. 11:37miraculous catch of fish, what does he
  229. 11:40do? He falls at Jesus's knees and he
  230. 11:44says in verse eight, "Go away from me,
  231. 11:46Lord. I am a sinful man."
  232. 11:50I think this is one of the most
  233. 11:52encouraging verses of scripture in the
  234. 11:55whole Bible. Why? Because it means that
  235. 11:58God chooses to use sinners.
  236. 12:01And if that is true, then it means he
  237. 12:05can choose to use me and you.
  238. 12:09And back in Jesus's day, the brightest
  239. 12:12and the best, most capable young boys
  240. 12:15were chosen by the rabbis to follow them
  241. 12:19as disciples.
  242. 12:21All the rest that didn't make the cut,
  243. 12:23they had to find other professions like
  244. 12:26fishermen.
  245. 12:29So, and I'm implying this to myself now.
  246. 12:32Jesus chose those who had been
  247. 12:35overlooked, didn't make the cut, and
  248. 12:38written off by others or perhaps even
  249. 12:41written off by themselves.
  250. 12:45If you feel overlooked, undervalued, or
  251. 12:49written off, Jesus chooses
  252. 12:53you.
  253. 12:55In uh February this year, I had the
  254. 12:58privilege of um meeting a young woman
  255. 13:01and she uh grew up in Nairobi in Kenya
  256. 13:06and she shared uh with me some of her
  257. 13:08story. Uh as a little girl she was very
  258. 13:11bright and she was doing very well at
  259. 13:14school but tragically at the age of 14
  260. 13:18she was assaulted by her nextdoor
  261. 13:20neighbor and she fell pregnant.
  262. 13:24uh she gave birth to her son aged 15 and
  263. 13:28she had to drop out of school and her
  264. 13:31life seemed to be a mess and at that
  265. 13:34point she she thought God I don't think
  266. 13:39you're there but even worse if you are
  267. 13:43you clearly don't like me
  268. 13:46and that was her life until a number of
  269. 13:49years later as a young woman somebody
  270. 13:52invited her to an alpha course at
  271. 13:56Nairobi Chapel.
  272. 13:58And in that alpha, she felt accepted and
  273. 14:03loved by others. She wasn't judged. She
  274. 14:06was given the space to talk about why
  275. 14:10all these things had happened to her.
  276. 14:12But the moment came when on the Holy
  277. 14:16Spirit day she chose to put her faith in
  278. 14:18Jesus and she was filled with the spirit
  279. 14:20and immediately began to be transformed.
  280. 14:24She started to serve on Alpha then she
  281. 14:26ran Alpha and then she ran youth alpha
  282. 14:29for the young people and then uh a
  283. 14:32church plant was about to start and she
  284. 14:35went as part of the core planting team
  285. 14:38uh to run alpha as a church planting
  286. 14:40tool for them. And today she heads up
  287. 14:44alpha for youth right across subsahara
  288. 14:48and Africa.
  289. 14:50She knew a no fish moment.
  290. 14:53But it did not disqualify her.
  291. 14:57Now you might say, "Look, Miles,
  292. 15:00I get it, but you don't know what I'm
  293. 15:05like. I feel like a fraud.
  294. 15:09I know what that feels like.
  295. 15:12I had an interesting experience years
  296. 15:14ago before I was a pastor. I um worked
  297. 15:16in business and uh I was on a trip to
  298. 15:19China and one evening myself and my
  299. 15:23colleagues we uh decided to go out for
  300. 15:25dinner. It's this restaurant that
  301. 15:27everybody was talking about at the time
  302. 15:29and we sure enough we got there and
  303. 15:31there was this huge queue.
  304. 15:33So we joined at the back of the queue
  305. 15:36and then after a little while the guy on
  306. 15:39the door kind of peered in our direction
  307. 15:42and started to beckon us to come. We
  308. 15:45were like
  309. 15:47us. He's like come come li. So like
  310. 15:51okay. So we we sort of jumped the queue
  311. 15:56and then we were ushered in hying and
  312. 16:00sat down like whoa this is this is
  313. 16:03amazing service they clearly sort of
  314. 16:06know gravitas when they see it and we
  315. 16:09sat down the best table we had
  316. 16:11extraordinary food
  317. 16:14and then even at the end of the evening
  318. 16:17the owner of the restaurant came and sat
  319. 16:19down with us and he said to me can I
  320. 16:22take have a picture with you.
  321. 16:26Okay.
  322. 16:28And then he said, "Will you please sign
  323. 16:31the menu?" I thought, "This is odd."
  324. 16:34I said, "Well, why do you want me to
  325. 16:36sign the menu?" He said, "Oh, sir, it's
  326. 16:40not every evening that we have the actor
  327. 16:43Nicholas Cage come to our restaurant.
  328. 16:54Best regards, Nick.
  329. 16:59I felt such a fraud.
  330. 17:04Simon Peter, he felt a fraud.
  331. 17:08He said, "Jesus, you've got the wrong
  332. 17:09man. Mistaken identity. I am a sinner.
  333. 17:15Go away from me. Choose someone else.
  334. 17:19But Jesus simply replied,
  335. 17:22verse 10, "Don't be afraid."
  336. 17:28Jesus looks at you
  337. 17:31and me.
  338. 17:33He says, "Don't be afraid.
  339. 17:35Overcome your fears. Be yourself.
  340. 17:39I have chosen
  341. 17:42you."
  342. 17:43So that's the first thing. Don't don't
  343. 17:46let your past determine your future. The
  344. 17:48second thing is
  345. 17:50be obedient
  346. 17:52in the small things.
  347. 17:55Again, we see this next sort of dynamic
  348. 17:57in the kingdom of God. When we obey God
  349. 18:01in small things, he asks us to obey him
  350. 18:05in larger things.
  351. 18:07You see, the disciples, as I said, they
  352. 18:09had a no fish moment. Then Jesus says
  353. 18:12something strange.
  354. 18:14He asks them to go out into deep deeper
  355. 18:18water and lets down their nets again.
  356. 18:22What? Why is this strange? Well,
  357. 18:25firstly,
  358. 18:27it's daytime.
  359. 18:29You don't fish
  360. 18:31in the day because the bright sun forces
  361. 18:36the fish to go too deep in the water.
  362. 18:41Maybe it feels really like the wrong
  363. 18:44time in your life right now for God to
  364. 18:47give you a vision.
  365. 18:50But what to us often feels like the
  366. 18:53wrong time
  367. 18:55is often the right time with God.
  368. 18:59So it's daytime. Second reason it seems
  369. 19:01an odd thing request by Jesus is because
  370. 19:04they've just fished all night at the
  371. 19:07right time and they've caught nothing.
  372. 19:10Experience suggests that there are no
  373. 19:14fish out there. Our past experience
  374. 19:18whilst useful
  375. 19:19is not always a firm predictor of what
  376. 19:23God will do in our future.
  377. 19:27And then thirdly, the advice it's coming
  378. 19:30from Jesus.
  379. 19:32Rabbi, yes.
  380. 19:35Carpenter, yes.
  381. 19:38Fisherman,
  382. 19:40no.
  383. 19:42But Peter, in spite of all of this,
  384. 19:46then utters five words that literally
  385. 19:50changes the course of history.
  386. 19:52Five words which if you utter will
  387. 19:56change the course of your life. He says
  388. 19:59this in verse five.
  389. 20:02But because you say so,
  390. 20:07I will let down the nets. But because
  391. 20:10you say so, Jesus, I will let down the
  392. 20:13nets. In other words, God uses no fish
  393. 20:16moments to lead us to but because you
  394. 20:20say so obedience.
  395. 20:23And but because you say so obedience
  396. 20:27begins a chain reaction in our lives.
  397. 20:30You see when we obey God in the small
  398. 20:33immediate things, he asks us to obey him
  399. 20:37in bigger things and then bigger things
  400. 20:40and then bigger things. And we see this
  401. 20:42in this story. Jesus asks them just to
  402. 20:45put out a little from shore. They do.
  403. 20:48Then Jesus asks them to put out into
  404. 20:52deeper water. They obey. Then Jesus
  405. 20:55asked them to cast their nets again.
  406. 20:59They obey. Then Jesus finally asks them
  407. 21:03to leave everything, follow him, and
  408. 21:05catch people. They obey.
  409. 21:09But it starts
  410. 21:11in the small little steps of but because
  411. 21:15you say so obedience. Don't as it says
  412. 21:19in Zechariah 4:10, don't despise the day
  413. 21:23of small
  414. 21:25beginnings.
  415. 21:26Small acts can have a big impact.
  416. 21:32Uh about a just over a year ago, we
  417. 21:35launched uh the brand new Alpha Youth
  418. 21:38series, which is the Alpha course uh
  419. 21:42designed for Gen Alpha uh young
  420. 21:45teenagers. And uh there's lots of
  421. 21:48stories in it. And I just want to share
  422. 21:51one of the stories with you to
  423. 21:52illustrate this point. Take a look at
  424. 21:54this. This is Dez.
  425. 21:57>> Hey, my name's Dez. And you may be
  426. 22:00wondering why I sound a little bit
  427. 22:01different. And that's because I'm from
  428. 22:03Scotland. And I love Scotland. Scotland.
  429. 22:07Scotland.
  430. 22:14Whoa. Whoa. Whoa. Whoa. Lads, that may
  431. 22:15be a wee bit too much.
  432. 22:20That's much better. That's a bit more
  433. 22:22real. When people look at me, they
  434. 22:25probably think I'm some kind of drug
  435. 22:27dealer or bouncer. And to be fair, I
  436. 22:31used to be.
  437. 22:33>> This is the deal. Come on.
  438. 22:36>> Everything changed for me when this girl
  439. 22:39who I had been trying to date took me
  440. 22:41along to a church that was running
  441. 22:43alpha. And I thought it was like a
  442. 22:45Christian brainwashing course and I
  443. 22:47definitely wasn't going to attend.
  444. 22:49However, they did sticky toffee pudding
  445. 22:52which is like a really awesome sweet
  446. 22:55dessert in Scotland and I love it. So, I
  447. 22:58had to go and get some. One of those
  448. 23:00nights, I had a really powerful
  449. 23:03encounter with the Holy Spirit. And that
  450. 23:05might set my life in a trajectory that I
  451. 23:07would just never have believed. I ended
  452. 23:09up marrying the girl, having a family. I
  453. 23:12became an ordained minister. I even met
  454. 23:15the Pope.
  455. 23:21There was one time I was in a grocery
  456. 23:23store and we were buying our groceries.
  457. 23:25We hadn't been married very long and we
  458. 23:28didn't have very much money. And I
  459. 23:30really felt like God was saying that I
  460. 23:32was supposed to pay for the woman behind
  461. 23:33me. And that seemed weird because she
  462. 23:35looked as though she could pay for my
  463. 23:37groceries.
  464. 23:40I was looking at the cashier who was
  465. 23:42looking at me. And it was this awkward
  466. 23:45moment. And I think he thought I was
  467. 23:47going to rob her. I think she thought I
  468. 23:50was going to do something crazy. But I
  469. 23:53just turned around and said, "I'm a
  470. 23:55Christian. I really feel like God's told
  471. 23:57me to pray for your groceries. I'd love
  472. 24:00to do that." And she immediately said
  473. 24:02no.
  474. 24:04And then I said to her, there's a story
  475. 24:06of a guy in the Bible called Jonah who
  476. 24:09God asked to do something and he didn't.
  477. 24:13And then he got swallowed by a whale.
  478. 24:16And I really don't want to be swallowed
  479. 24:17by a whale. So would you please let me
  480. 24:19pay for your groceries? and she said,
  481. 24:22"Okay."
  482. 24:26So, I paid for our groceries and I
  483. 24:28walked out the store. I didn't think
  484. 24:30anything about it. And the woman caught
  485. 24:32up with me and tapped me on the shoulder
  486. 24:34and she said I had to put some items
  487. 24:36back because I couldn't afford them. You
  488. 24:38have no idea how much this meant to me.
  489. 24:41Now, I've never seen that woman since. I
  490. 24:43have no idea how her life has turned
  491. 24:45out. But what I do know is in that
  492. 24:47moment I trusted in the Holy Spirit and
  493. 24:50I saw the Holy Spirit turn up. I saw
  494. 24:52God's love on earth in reality for this
  495. 24:56person. And it's those little moments
  496. 24:58that just allow us to see what God's
  497. 25:01love is truly like through the Holy
  498. 25:03Spirit.
  499. 25:14little acts of obedience. I hope you
  500. 25:17could uh read the subtitles.
  501. 25:20Amazingly, he was actually apparently
  502. 25:23speaking English.
  503. 25:26I couldn't tell, but um I hope you could
  504. 25:28read the subtitles.
  505. 25:32But because you say so, obedience. Now,
  506. 25:35if you don't know where to start to obey
  507. 25:37Jesus,
  508. 25:39start
  509. 25:41where you are. Ask the Lord to redeem
  510. 25:45and use
  511. 25:47what you do or what you have. The
  512. 25:51disciples
  513. 25:52knew how to fish. That's what they did.
  514. 25:56And in verse two, however, we're told
  515. 25:59they were cleaning their nets.
  516. 26:02When the church stops evangelizing,
  517. 26:06it starts washing its nets.
  518. 26:09It's a good thing to do, but it's not
  519. 26:12what the nets are meant for. Jesus took
  520. 26:15what the disciples knew where they were,
  521. 26:18and he made them fishes of people.
  522. 26:22And when we obey at the starting point
  523. 26:25where we are, he will multiply.
  524. 26:29I told you earlier that um before I was
  525. 26:32ordained, I I worked uh uh in business
  526. 26:35and I remember when um I left
  527. 26:37university, I got my first job for a
  528. 26:40consumer goods company and I had to move
  529. 26:43right to the uh other end of the
  530. 26:45country. I was the new boy in the
  531. 26:48office. I didn't know anyone.
  532. 26:50And one day I was sitting uh at my uh uh
  533. 26:55at my desk. I just joined a local
  534. 26:58church. It had never run alpha before,
  535. 27:00but it was about to run its first ever
  536. 27:02alpha.
  537. 27:04And I was sitting at my desk typing away
  538. 27:07and I looked up and I saw a colleague by
  539. 27:11the water cooler. His name is Howard.
  540. 27:15And it was one of those rare moments
  541. 27:18when a very, very strong impression
  542. 27:21comes from the Lord. And I felt like God
  543. 27:24say to me, go and invite
  544. 27:28Howard
  545. 27:30to Alpha.
  546. 27:32And I was like, Lord, you know, I'm the
  547. 27:35new boy here. No, nobody really knows
  548. 27:38me. Hey, I got a better idea. How about
  549. 27:41I just keep my head down? I do my job
  550. 27:45well. I try to do it with an integrity.
  551. 27:48Therefore, I'll be salt and light for
  552. 27:50you in the office. And then once I've
  553. 27:52got some credibility, maybe that well,
  554. 27:55you can imagine I just felt the Lord say
  555. 27:57even more strongly, Miles, invite him to
  556. 28:00Alpha now. So I thought, okay, I better
  557. 28:04do it. So I stood up and I was walking
  558. 28:08to Alpha and I thought, do you know
  559. 28:10what? It'll be much easier when I invite
  560. 28:14him if Howard already knows what Alpha
  561. 28:16is. So, as I was walking across the
  562. 28:19office, I was praying, "Lord, please let
  563. 28:21Howard know what is alpha?" So, I I went
  564. 28:24over and said, "Hi, uh Howard, um I just
  565. 28:28wondered uh do you know what alpha is?"
  566. 28:31And he said, "Uh, no." I was like, "Oh,
  567. 28:35uh, well," I said, "It's, um, it's a
  568. 28:38great place to meet people, to have a
  569. 28:40lot of fun, and it's a space where you
  570. 28:42can ask the big questions of life, uh,
  571. 28:46meaning, purpose, and faith. Uh, I think
  572. 28:48you'll enjoy it, and um, there's free
  573. 28:51food, so do you want to come?" And he
  574. 28:54looked at me and went, "Uh, no." I was
  575. 28:58like, "Okay."
  576. 29:02And I was like, "Oh, Lord, that was so
  577. 29:05embarrassing. I've blown it now with
  578. 29:08Howard. What on earth was that about?
  579. 29:14I thought I'd obeyed.
  580. 29:16Maybe I got it wrong."
  581. 29:19Well, what I didn't know at the time was
  582. 29:21that evening, Howard went home after
  583. 29:23work
  584. 29:24and he got a phone call from his sister
  585. 29:28who was living and working in London.
  586. 29:33and his sister said, "Uh, oh, Howard, I
  587. 29:37just want to have a chat." She was going
  588. 29:38through a really tough time. Her job was
  589. 29:43very tricky and stressful. Her
  590. 29:46relationship had just ended and she was
  591. 29:48in a pretty low place. And in the middle
  592. 29:52of this conversation with his sister,
  593. 29:54Howard
  594. 29:56quite took himself by surprise, suddenly
  595. 29:58said to her, "Well, have you heard of
  596. 30:01Alpha?"
  597. 30:03She said, "No. What's that?" He goes,
  598. 30:05"Well, it's a great place to meet people
  599. 30:08and a lot of fun. It's a space where you
  600. 30:11can ask the big questions of life,
  601. 30:13meaning, and purpose, and faith, and I
  602. 30:16think you'll enjoy it." Oh, and by the
  603. 30:17way, I've heard they have free food.
  604. 30:20I think you should do it. Well, after
  605. 30:23that conversation that very night,
  606. 30:25Howard's sister Googled alpha course
  607. 30:28near me
  608. 30:30and up came the the alpha course at HTB,
  609. 30:34Holy Trinity Brmpton. So, she signed up
  610. 30:37there and then and when it started, she
  611. 30:39rocked up. She joined a small group, an
  612. 30:42alpha small group. And on that alpha,
  613. 30:46she put her faith in Jesus and was
  614. 30:49filled with the spirit. But one of the
  615. 30:52other guests in her small group was a
  616. 30:55guy who uh was from uh China and he was
  617. 30:59working in London at the time and he too
  618. 31:03put his faith in Jesus and was filled
  619. 31:06with the spirit.
  620. 31:08And then Howard's sister and this guy
  621. 31:10started dating.
  622. 31:13Then they got married
  623. 31:15and then they were able to share their
  624. 31:17faith and lead his parents to the Lord
  625. 31:21in China.
  626. 31:24And I tell you that story because
  627. 31:29it almost illustrates the point
  628. 31:32which is I could never have gone on a
  629. 31:36plane, flown to China and led his
  630. 31:40parents to the Lord.
  631. 31:42In fact, I could never have got in a
  632. 31:45car, driven to London and found two
  633. 31:48strangers and led them to the Lord.
  634. 31:52What could I do?
  635. 31:54I could walk from my desk to the office
  636. 31:57cooler and say, "Howard, do you want to
  637. 32:00come to Alpha?"
  638. 32:03And the great thing is that when we
  639. 32:04obey,
  640. 32:06God can even use our failures.
  641. 32:10Howard said, "No,
  642. 32:13but because you say so, all right, Lord,
  643. 32:16I'll do it."
  644. 32:19So obey in the small things and just
  645. 32:22watch. Start where you are and just
  646. 32:24watch what the Lord will do. The third
  647. 32:27thing we see is this.
  648. 32:30Watch out for new possibilities.
  649. 32:34You know, the disciples concluded that
  650. 32:36there were no fish.
  651. 32:39But Jesus said, "There's lots of fish.
  652. 32:43Try another way." So the disciples put
  653. 32:47out again and they dropped their nets
  654. 32:49again. And we read in verse six, when
  655. 32:51they had done so, they caught such a
  656. 32:54large number of fish that their nets
  657. 32:56began to break. In other words, God uses
  658. 33:01no fish moments to lead us to but
  659. 33:05because you say so obedience
  660. 33:08resulting in boat sinking abundance.
  661. 33:14boat sinking abundance. Such abundance,
  662. 33:17so many fish that the nets began to
  663. 33:19break and the boats begin to sink. So
  664. 33:22verse seven, they signal to their
  665. 33:24partners in the other boat to come and
  666. 33:27help them. That's the boat led by the
  667. 33:31sons of Zebedee, James and John. And
  668. 33:33they came and filled both boats so full
  669. 33:38that they began to sink.
  670. 33:40I love the way that Peter signals to
  671. 33:42partners to James and John in the other
  672. 33:44boat to come and help.
  673. 33:47Expect to have to ask for help and
  674. 33:52involve others in the vision that God
  675. 33:55gives you. Everyone has a part to play
  676. 33:58and we need each other.
  677. 34:02And verse 9 tells us that when they saw
  678. 34:06the abundant catch, they were
  679. 34:10astonished.
  680. 34:12Be prepared to be astonished at what God
  681. 34:15will do through you.
  682. 34:18Uh as Amos said, um we had the privilege
  683. 34:22of being part of the team that planted
  684. 34:25HTB Church here on the other side of the
  685. 34:29road. And um we'd not been going very
  686. 34:32long, just a few months.
  687. 34:35And um we just started a 5:00 p.m.
  688. 34:39service.
  689. 34:41And uh we had a morning service and we
  690. 34:43just started a an evening service. And I
  691. 34:46I remember one evening uh it was quite
  692. 34:48late on in the service. The sermon had
  693. 34:51finished and we were just moving into a
  694. 34:53time of prayer ministry out of the
  695. 34:55sermon.
  696. 34:57And from the front a word of knowledge
  697. 35:00was given.
  698. 35:02I remember it very clearly. The word was
  699. 35:06there's somebody here and you have a
  700. 35:09pain in your lower back to the left
  701. 35:14probably uh a slight slip disc. You've
  702. 35:18had it for a few months now and we
  703. 35:21believe the Lord wants you to be healed.
  704. 35:24If that's you, just make yourself
  705. 35:26forward to the front and someone will
  706. 35:29pray for you.
  707. 35:31Now, at that exact moment, there was a
  708. 35:34young guy. He'd never stepped foot in
  709. 35:36the church before called Hongqi.
  710. 35:40And Hongchi
  711. 35:41walked through the door of the hallway
  712. 35:44into the church at that exact moment
  713. 35:47that the word was being given. To this
  714. 35:49day, I have no idea why he was turning
  715. 35:51up so late.
  716. 35:53I I imagine he didn't even know what
  717. 35:55time the service was. Maybe he was
  718. 35:57passing by, but he walked for the first
  719. 36:00time into church
  720. 36:02at that moment and he heard the word of
  721. 36:05knowledge and went, "Oh,
  722. 36:08that's me."
  723. 36:10So, he just kept on walking all the way
  724. 36:14to the front. He didn't even sit down.
  725. 36:17And by the time he got down to the
  726. 36:20front,
  727. 36:21the prayer ministry time had already
  728. 36:23started and lots of people had come
  729. 36:26forward for other prayers. And because
  730. 36:28it was so early on in the life of the
  731. 36:30church, we didn't have a very large
  732. 36:32prayer ministry team. So you had to kind
  733. 36:35of wait a while to be prayed for because
  734. 36:37they they were so busy praying for
  735. 36:38people.
  736. 36:40and uh a young woman called Mabel had
  737. 36:45also come forward wanting to be prayed
  738. 36:47for at that time. Now, of course,
  739. 36:51Hongchi,
  740. 36:53it was the first time ever he'd stepped
  741. 36:56in. So, he didn't know the rules. He
  742. 36:58didn't know who was on team, who wasn't
  743. 37:00on team. He didn't know that in our
  744. 37:02prayer ministry, we say men pray with
  745. 37:04men, women pray with women. So he just
  746. 37:07walked up to Mabel thinking she was on
  747. 37:09the prayer team. So he just looked at
  748. 37:13her and she saw this is a bit awkward
  749. 37:16and sort of looked back at him and there
  750. 37:19was this long pause and then he said I'm
  751. 37:22the back guy. And she went oh I'm sorry
  752. 37:26to hear that. And then he said well are
  753. 37:29you going to pray for me? and she sort
  754. 37:32of looked around and all the prayers
  755. 37:33were busy. So she thought, "Oh no, I've
  756. 37:38never prayed for somebody before, but
  757. 37:40he's clearly wanting prayer."
  758. 37:43So, uh, she went, "Uh, okay."
  759. 37:46And he closed his eyes, which she was
  760. 37:49quite glad of because at that point, as
  761. 37:51soon as he closed his eyes, she just
  762. 37:52looked to see what everyone else was
  763. 37:54doing.
  764. 37:56Okay.
  765. 37:58Trying to listen in and then then just
  766. 37:59copy. Copy. Now, I'm not saying this is
  767. 38:01best practice. It's not.
  768. 38:04I'm just telling you what happened. So,
  769. 38:06she mumbled some prayer for healing in
  770. 38:08Jesus' name. Amen.
  771. 38:12Hongchi opened his eyes, said, "Thank
  772. 38:14you." Turned around, and walked out of
  773. 38:17the church. So, his first service lasted
  774. 38:20about, I don't know, four minutes.
  775. 38:25At the end of the service, Mabel came
  776. 38:26and introduced herself and said, "Hey,
  777. 38:28I'm so sorry. I just I'm not part of
  778. 38:29your prayer team. I just prayed for this
  779. 38:31guy with the back and we said, "Well,
  780. 38:32thank you for doing that."
  781. 38:35Next Sunday 5:00 p.m.
  782. 38:38in walks Hongchi on time this time
  783. 38:44and he comes and finds us at the front
  784. 38:46and he goes, "Hey, uh, I want to tell
  785. 38:50you what happened. I had the slip disc
  786. 38:54uh and someone prayed for me." I said,
  787. 38:56"Yeah, I know." And he said that night I
  788. 38:58went home and for the first night in
  789. 39:01months I slept. I slept all the way
  790. 39:04through and then Monday morning he said
  791. 39:07I woke up and got out of bed and I
  792. 39:09thought well that's weird.
  793. 39:13I don't have any pain.
  794. 39:15And then this really made me laugh. He
  795. 39:18said I thought before going to work I
  796. 39:21better test it just to make sure I'm
  797. 39:23healed. He said, "So I went for a 5
  798. 39:25kilometer run."
  799. 39:28And he said, "No pain.
  800. 39:31Jesus
  801. 39:33has healed me."
  802. 39:36And uh and then I said, "So wow, this is
  803. 39:40amazing news." Well, gee, what are you
  804. 39:42going to do? He said, "I'm going to tell
  805. 39:44people about it, and I'm not going to
  806. 39:47stop telling people about it." Well, our
  807. 39:50next run of alpha
  808. 39:53in walks Hongchi
  809. 39:55with six guys, his mates, and he told
  810. 40:00them all about what Jesus done, brought
  811. 40:01them along to Alpha. The next run of
  812. 40:04Alpha, he rocks up with seven friends.
  813. 40:10The next run of Alpha, he rocks up with
  814. 40:13eight. I'm like, Hongchi, how many
  815. 40:15friends do you have?
  816. 40:18And he just has kept doing it over and
  817. 40:21over again.
  818. 40:25Mabel, who by the way is still part of
  819. 40:27the worship team,
  820. 40:30she is astonished
  821. 40:34at all the fish that have been caught as
  822. 40:38a result.
  823. 40:44There are so many fish. But sometimes it
  824. 40:49requires for us to step out and do
  825. 40:51something new that we've never done
  826. 40:54before.
  827. 40:55To serve someone in a new way. Watch out
  828. 41:00for new possibilities.
  829. 41:04The theologian
  830. 41:06Francis Schaefer,
  831. 41:09he ran a retreat at a center called
  832. 41:12Labri in Switzerland.
  833. 41:15And what he'd often do after a few days
  834. 41:17of teaching students is he'd take them
  835. 41:20up a Swiss mountain, a particular
  836. 41:22mountain, and he'd get to what seemed
  837. 41:25like this insignificant
  838. 41:28small path, and he'd get them all to
  839. 41:31stand on this small path about halfway
  840. 41:34up the mountain.
  841. 41:36And he would say, "Look,
  842. 41:40when summer comes,
  843. 41:42the snow on this mountain will melt and
  844. 41:46the water will flow down. It'll come
  845. 41:48down. And when it gets to this very
  846. 41:51path,
  847. 41:52it has a choice.
  848. 41:55Either it trickles off to the right and
  849. 41:59joins rivers and riverlets and
  850. 42:02eventually goes into the river ran. And
  851. 42:05from there it'll eventually go into the
  852. 42:07warm Mediterranean Sea
  853. 42:10or on this path it decides to trickle
  854. 42:13off to the left. It joins rivers and
  855. 42:16rivlets and then eventually goes into
  856. 42:19the river Rine and from there into the
  857. 42:23cold North Sea.
  858. 42:26In other words, this path is the
  859. 42:30intercontinental divide and the decision
  860. 42:33made here affects the water and weather
  861. 42:37patterns right across the whole of
  862. 42:40Europe.
  863. 42:42And you know, we're here in KL.
  864. 42:46In many ways, KL is an intercontinental
  865. 42:50divide. It's the place where so many
  866. 42:52cultures meet.
  867. 42:55And I believe that what we decide here
  868. 42:58in this room can reverberate across the
  869. 43:02region.
  870. 43:03Do you know the most important thing
  871. 43:05that Peter caught that day was not fish.
  872. 43:10It was a vision for his life.
  873. 43:13a vision which would begin and then be
  874. 43:18fulfilled three years later when he
  875. 43:21stood up on the day of Pentecost,
  876. 43:24preached to the crowd and 3,000 people
  877. 43:28were saved.
  878. 43:31today as a result of indirect result of
  879. 43:35that one man's but because you say so
  880. 43:38obedience
  881. 43:39onethird of the world are Christian
  882. 43:44but can you imagine today and tomorrow
  883. 43:47if 3,000 people here all said but
  884. 43:51because you say so to Jesus
  885. 43:55just how many lives could be impacted
  886. 44:01for him.
  887. 44:04Would you stand, please?
  888. 44:06I'd love us to pray for a moment. We're
  889. 44:10just going to take a moment.
  890. 44:12The Lord is here. And rather than going
  891. 44:15on, I just feel that we need to just ask
  892. 44:18the spirit to come and speak
  893. 44:25because whilst I've set out drawn out
  894. 44:27some principles,
  895. 44:30no fish moments, no fish moments leading
  896. 44:34to but because you say so obedience
  897. 44:36resulting in boat sinking abundance.
  898. 44:39Each one of us, each one of you needs to
  899. 44:41hear from the Lord.
  900. 44:44So just you might you don't have to put
  901. 44:46your hands out like this but I think
  902. 44:48it's helpful body language. This is Lord
  903. 44:50don't come anywhere near me. This is
  904. 44:52Lord I want to receive all that I have
  905. 44:56for you and we're going to pray for the
  906. 44:59spirit to come. Now of course the spirit
  907. 45:01lives in you already. Paul writes to the
  908. 45:05Corinthians in his first letter and says
  909. 45:07nobody can say Jesus is Lord and mean it
  910. 45:10unless by the spirit in them. The
  911. 45:12spirit's already in you. And this God's
  912. 45:16omni omniresent,
  913. 45:18he's everywhere.
  914. 45:22But when we pray, come Holy Spirit, it's
  915. 45:24really a prayer of surrender.
  916. 45:27It's saying we want to follow the plan
  917. 45:30that you have for our lives, Lord. Paul
  918. 45:35writing to the believers in Ephesus,
  919. 45:37Ephesians 5:18 says, "Be filled with the
  920. 45:42spirit." The verb there filled is a
  921. 45:45present continuous tense. In other
  922. 45:47words, he's saying to them, be filled
  923. 45:48over and over and over again. This is
  924. 45:52not a matter of our justifica
  925. 45:55justification and our salvation.
  926. 45:59It's a matter of our sanctification and
  927. 46:04needing more of him every day. I'm like
  928. 46:08a civ. I leak. I need filling up. So
  929. 46:13this is why we pray this ancient prayer
  930. 46:15of the church. Just utter it in your
  931. 46:18heart now. Just pray. Come Holy Spirit.
  932. 46:22Would you fill me? Rest upon me again.
  933. 46:39And Lord, would you begin to sketch out
  934. 46:43the outline of a vision
  935. 46:47for the picture of each person's life
  936. 46:49here right now? Just allow the spirit to
  937. 46:54take your imagination and to begin to
  938. 46:56sketch.
  939. 47:28Just ask for more outline, more detail.
  940. 47:30Lord,
  941. 47:33the Lord is calling.
  942. 47:37You won't get the whole picture all at
  943. 47:39once.
  944. 47:46But look for the first step.
  945. 47:49Think where am I right now? What has he
  946. 47:53placed in my hand?
  947. 47:59It's what he said to Moses. Moses,
  948. 48:00what's in your hand? Oh, a stick. Put it
  949. 48:04on the floor. A snake. Pick it up. Oh,
  950. 48:06it's a stick again.
  951. 48:09If God can use a stick, you can use
  952. 48:12anything that's in your hand.
  953. 48:18Come, Lord Jesus.
  954. 48:32And just receive the love of God. As
  955. 48:34Nikki said, the primary work of the
  956. 48:36spirit. Romans 5 verse 5 is God pours
  957. 48:40his love into our hearts by the Holy
  958. 48:42Spirit whom he has given us.
  959. 48:56Now take those ideas that the Lord is
  960. 49:00beginning maybe to place in your heart
  961. 49:04and dare to ask this question.
  962. 49:06Lord,
  963. 49:10do you want to stretch it?
  964. 49:23Lord,
  965. 49:25do you want to double it?
  966. 49:30Lord,
  967. 49:32should I put a zero on the end?
  968. 49:41Lord,
  969. 49:44is there a particular partner you want
  970. 49:46me to call for help to
  971. 50:06If somebody just before we worship, if
  972. 50:09somebody is here and you've got a um
  973. 50:13a bad back
  974. 50:15just like Hongchi,
  975. 50:18we just pray for you now. We just
  976. 50:21command your back to heal in the name of
  977. 50:24Jesus.
  978. 50:26We say receive your healing
  979. 50:31in Jesus name.
  980. 50:33Amen. Now, as we we're going to move
  981. 50:36into just a time of worship now. And as
  982. 50:38you do that,
  983. 50:40expect the Lord, he's not stop speaking
  984. 50:42to you. As you worship, expect those
  985. 50:45thoughts, those dreams to continue to
  986. 50:49clarify
  987. 50:51and to develop in your mind. But let's
  988. 50:54worship the Lord Almighty right now.

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