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  1. 0:00I told her, "Oh mom, I remember you
  2. 0:02from when I chose you.""You know, when
  3. 0:04I came to see you." She looked at me
  4. 0:06and said, "Hmm, impossible, because
  5. 0:08you're born, you can't have come before
  6. 0:10being born." I said, "But yes, remember
  7. 0:12." I would go to bed telling myself,
  8. 0:14you're completely crazy. And I was even
  9. 0:16terrified that one day they'd take me
  10. 0:18to see someone. It was a real fear. I
  11. 0:20was afraid of becoming someone who
  12. 0:22loses their grip and falls into madness
  13. 0:24, or being judged, you know, burned at
  14. 0:26the stake. When there was a full moon,
  15. 0:28I would hold out my hands, and one day
  16. 0:30my mother said to me, "What are you
  17. 0:31doing? Are you turning into a werewolf?
  18. 0:33" I went home and I heard in my head, "
  19. 0:35Don't you understand yet that you have
  20. 0:36everything in your hands?" And I said,
  21. 0:38"But I have what?" And then, in one
  22. 0:39night, everything changed. If I can
  23. 0:41take away even a tiny, infinitesimal
  24. 0:43part of their suffering, then my life
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  33. 1:04I am delighted to welcome Julie Verron
  34. 1:06to the show today. Julie, thank you so
  35. 1:08much for being with me today.
  36. 1:10Thank you for inviting me.
  37. 1:14If it's okay with you, I like to start
  38. 1:15at the beginning and ask you what your
  39. 1:17life was like before you opened up to
  40. 1:18your extrasensory abilities.
  41. 1:20Yeah. Well, my life was the life of a
  42. 1:24very joyful little girl, a clown, very
  43. 1:26funny. Uh, but for all that, I was
  44. 1:30someone who was already very
  45. 1:32emotionally driven. I felt, I would say
  46. 1:35, everyone's emotions. It was something
  47. 1:38that was complicated for me to live
  48. 1:39with. But precisely my defense—
  49. 1:43because we all have a defense regarding
  50. 1:45our way of being—my defense was to
  51. 1:48always be joyful, always funny. I was
  52. 1:51the first to get up on tables, to dance
  53. 1:53, to make people laugh, to joke around.
  54. 1:56So my life was really the life of a
  55. 1:58very, very dynamic and very, very
  56. 1:59joyful little girl. You say little girl
  57. 2:04, so I imagine these abilities
  58. 2:05manifested very early on. What were the
  59. 2:08first signs for that?
  60. 2:10Yeah, yeah, yeah. For me, it manifested
  61. 2:13very early on because I know that many
  62. 2:15people aren't necessarily used to
  63. 2:18remembering moments from their youth.
  64. 2:21And for me, I have moments...the
  65. 2:23earliest moment I can remember, let's
  66. 2:25say, in terms of memories of somewhat
  67. 2:28strange phenomena. For me, we're in the
  68. 2:3280s, you see, I was born in '82, so I
  69. 2:36think we're around '84 or '85. I'm very
  70. 2:41small because I see myself on the floor
  71. 2:43, really sitting like you are when
  72. 2:45you're a baby, very close to the ground
  73. 2:47, everything seems very big, and I see
  74. 2:48my mother standing and I say to her, "
  75. 2:50Oh mommy, I remember you from when I
  76. 2:52chose you." You know, when I used to
  77. 2:56come and see you, and I really saw her
  78. 2:58face, you see Rémy, she looked at me
  79. 3:00and said, "Hmm, impossible, because you
  80. 3:02were born, you couldn't have come
  81. 3:03before being born." I said, "But yes,
  82. 3:06remember, do you remember, I used to
  83. 3:08come and see you and we knew each other
  84. 3:10before." She said, "No," and there you
  85. 3:12see, I remember, I'm very small, right,
  86. 3:14I'm really close to the floor, I'm down
  87. 3:17at carpet level and I think, "Oh blast,
  88. 3:19she doesn't understand what I want to
  89. 3:21tell her." I thought to myself
  90. 3:24and I really remember being a baby, you
  91. 3:26know, really crouched on the ground. So
  92. 3:29it goes back very, very far for me. I
  93. 3:30really remember strange phenomena...
  94. 3:33from very far back. And you say "little
  95. 3:37girl," and I say "little girl" because,
  96. 3:41in fact, even in my family, as far back
  97. 3:44as I can remember, I was already
  98. 3:47perceiving the emotions that others
  99. 3:49were thinking or feeling, and I
  100. 3:52perceived them without feeling that I
  101. 3:55had the right to verbalize my feelings.
  102. 3:59So I stayed a bit frozen with this
  103. 4:01impression that I was picking up
  104. 4:03everything from everyone. But at the
  105. 4:05same time, when you're 4, 5, 6 years
  106. 4:06old, well, it must have happened to you
  107. 4:08, it must happen to many people who are
  108. 4:10going to listen to us. You also think
  109. 4:12it's normal, you know, that everyone is
  110. 4:14made like us. It's finally when growing
  111. 4:16up a little bit that we say to
  112. 4:18ourselves, "Ah, maybe...maybe I'm all
  113. 4:20alone, or maybe there aren't many of us
  114. 4:22who feel that." So it's true that for
  115. 4:25me, I was...my first memories are, I
  116. 4:28think, around 3 years old.
  117. 4:30Hm.
  118. 4:30There you go. at an emotional level and
  119. 4:32regarding the vibrations of others,
  120. 4:35regarding the flashes I perceive about
  121. 4:37others and memories I may have uh that
  122. 4:40are not traditional. I have I have
  123. 4:42another small anecdote. Uh I remember
  124. 4:46being very little, I must have been
  125. 4:48just about ten years old and uh I go up
  126. 4:51to my father who was in our living room
  127. 4:53. We had a TV room and my father was in
  128. 4:57the room; he was watching TV and then I
  129. 5:00tell him, uh: "Oh well, you know, this
  130. 5:03earth, it's been built and
  131. 5:04deconstructed an incalculable number of
  132. 5:07times, we start over, we experiment, it
  133. 5:10doesn't work, we start from scratch.""
  134. 5:13And I don't know, I told him that, and
  135. 5:15it makes no sense to say something like
  136. 5:17that. Especially since I wasn't really
  137. 5:19into science fiction either. Anyway, it
  138. 5:21wasn't And my father says to me uh he
  139. 5:25says" Have you been smoking? "Laughing,
  140. 5:26since we had a lot of humor in the
  141. 5:28family, he says" Have you been smoking?
  142. 5:30"Uh I look at him, I say" What is he
  143. 5:32talking about? "And then I left and I,
  144. 5:33you see, I went back to my little girl
  145. 5:36activities. I loved the little toy cars
  146. 5:38, the Majorettes. I went back to my
  147. 5:40cars
  148. 5:40and I told myself" Well, it doesn't
  149. 5:41matter if he doesn't understand
  150. 5:42anything. "And then I didn't have any
  151. 5:44info. Those are memories you had back
  152. 5:47then when you were young. Do you still
  153. 5:49have them today? You see, typically,
  154. 5:52you were talking about your memories of
  155. 5:54before life, that you were also aware
  156. 5:56of the cycle possibly that the earth
  157. 5:58was in. Are those flashes you had at
  158. 6:00the time that you sort of lost over the
  159. 6:02years when you finally—if you finally
  160. 6:03—closed yourself off
  161. 6:05or are they actually still very vivid
  162. 6:07memories in your mind today?
  163. 6:09Yeah, that's a good question because we
  164. 6:12evolve with our abilities. You have to
  165. 6:15realize that when you are little, you
  166. 6:17don't have the same blockage, the same
  167. 6:20mental barrier. So the abilities can be
  168. 6:22there, we think they are normal, so
  169. 6:24everything comes through. And indeed uh
  170. 6:27yes uh closing yourself off, that's the
  171. 6:29right term because there is always a
  172. 6:31moment when you do shut down uh to fit
  173. 6:34in because you don't want to stand out
  174. 6:36from those around you. Uh, you can feel
  175. 6:41that the subject might be stressful;
  176. 6:43you feel that having memories, feelings
  177. 6:45, perceptions, is something that can
  178. 6:48make you pass or appear to those around
  179. 6:50you as someone different. And there,
  180. 6:54you can imagine, that must have
  181. 6:55happened to you. It must happen to
  182. 6:56those who are listening to us. No one
  183. 6:58wants the spotlight on them. No one
  184. 7:00wants people saying," Oh dear, oh dear,
  185. 7:02uh, he or she isn't, they're not
  186. 7:03ordinary, you know. "Of course, we want
  187. 7:06to fit the mold, to be the perfect
  188. 7:07child, to be the perfect classmate. So
  189. 7:10it's true that we will, as you say,
  190. 7:12close ourselves off, or at least during
  191. 7:15the day or in public, it's true that I
  192. 7:17didn't give off that appearance. So,
  193. 7:20even in my family, my loved ones could
  194. 7:22tell you—perhaps except, you know, my
  195. 7:25dad and my mom, really my little sister
  196. 7:28who is 6 years younger than me, who
  197. 7:30perhaps witnessed my evolution a bit
  198. 7:33more—I could tell you that those in
  199. 7:36my family, cousins, aunts, uncles, ah,
  200. 7:38I remained invisible. So, if I
  201. 7:44understand correctly, you closed
  202. 7:46yourself off a bit or in any case
  203. 7:47didn't explore that inclination and you
  204. 7:49lived a somewhat classic, traditional
  205. 7:50life for a few years. I would be
  206. 7:53curious for you to tell us a little bit
  207. 7:54about, well, precisely that aspect of a
  208. 7:55traditional life, a classic life. How
  209. 7:58long did it last and at what point did
  210. 7:59you reopen that inclination a bit and
  211. 8:01tell yourself:" Well, maybe I'll
  212. 8:02explore, "and to what extent was it
  213. 8:04your own initiative or something that
  214. 8:06just fell upon you?
  215. 8:09Uh, a bit of both. Because I am very
  216. 8:12much a fighter. Uh, I feel fear, but
  217. 8:15beyond the fear, uh, I'm the type to
  218. 8:18say," It's okay, you have to go for it.
  219. 8:20"So, I still have a lot of instinct.
  220. 8:22There you go, I rely a lot on my
  221. 8:23instincts. So, I lived a life, as you
  222. 8:27say, classic, uh, perhaps all the time,
  223. 8:30uh all the time already when I was in
  224. 8:35middle school, because for me, middle
  225. 8:37school was an ordeal. I didn't feel
  226. 8:39loved, I didn't feel like I belonged. I
  227. 8:43had a lot of trouble because, precisely
  228. 8:45, I perceived—I was going to say the
  229. 8:47malice of others—but I'll be honest:
  230. 8:49I mostly perceived the feelings, the
  231. 8:51painful emotions of others. Because
  232. 8:53positive emotions, it's as if my focus
  233. 8:55wasn't drawn to them because I knew
  234. 8:57them, I kept them in my heart and
  235. 8:59didn't need to look at them, but I felt
  236. 9:02everything that was wrong, if you know
  237. 9:04what I mean. So since it was difficult,
  238. 9:07since it was negative, well, it's
  239. 9:10certain that I controlled it. There, I
  240. 9:12would put it like that. I controlled
  241. 9:14what I received and I also controlled
  242. 9:16the image I might project. So I
  243. 9:19couldn't give the impression of having
  244. 9:21a connection elsewhere. And yet,
  245. 9:24despite that, I remember being told,"
  246. 9:26You're an alien, you're not like the
  247. 9:27others. "Yet I really did everything to
  248. 9:31be, but you see, I must have given off
  249. 9:34something because of which people
  250. 9:39perhaps felt comfortable coming to tell
  251. 9:41me their problems or letting them be
  252. 9:44expressed. In any case, I felt I was
  253. 9:46being tested, they were saying to me,"
  254. 9:47Are you going or not? Are you listening
  255. 9:49to your inner self or not? "And so I
  256. 9:50was at a time in middle school where I
  257. 9:52really ultra-controlled that. I
  258. 9:54absolutely did not accept having those
  259. 9:57energies in me. Uh, plus I was scared
  260. 10:00because it...
  261. 10:02To clarify, at that time we weren't
  262. 10:04talking about mediumship or all those
  263. 10:05more concrete things. It's much more in
  264. 10:08the subtle and in what is felt.
  265. 10:10It was already there but I didn't put a
  266. 10:12word to it and I would never have used
  267. 10:14that word because it's still a word
  268. 10:16that doesn't quite suit me. If we take
  269. 10:19it etymologically at the root, a medium
  270. 10:22means someone who makes the link. It is
  271. 10:25the one who creates the connection. So
  272. 10:26it's true that I am a person of
  273. 10:28connection in every way in my life for
  274. 10:30everyone, for people's wounds. I am a
  275. 10:33networker, I am always bringing people
  276. 10:35together. So, it's true that, let's say
  277. 10:37that in that sense, this word sticks to
  278. 10:39me, but I didn't use the term
  279. 10:41mediumship for it back then. Because
  280. 10:43for me, medium means psychic, it means
  281. 10:45fortune teller, it means reading cards,
  282. 10:48it means some wacky person out of their
  283. 10:50mind. So anyway, it was poorly
  284. 10:53experienced. And well, in the 90s, it
  285. 10:56must be said, we couldn't express
  286. 10:58ourselves on YouTube. We probably
  287. 11:01weren't even seen as what we were. So
  288. 11:03back then, it was less glamorous to be
  289. 11:05that. So you see, for me, these
  290. 11:07phenomena were a form of mediumship,
  291. 11:09because I perceived what wasn't being
  292. 11:12said, I perceived things I never could
  293. 11:14have perceived, that is to say, the
  294. 11:16problems related to the families of
  295. 11:18those students, of my classmates. I saw
  296. 11:21things that I shouldn't have been able
  297. 11:22to see. I didn't go to their homes. I
  298. 11:24couldn't have seen that the father was
  299. 11:26hitting my classmate's mother. Yet, I
  300. 11:29perceived it, you see, and I couldn't
  301. 11:31say anything. I wouldn't come forward,
  302. 11:34I wouldn't allow myself to say," well
  303. 11:35you know, I understand it's difficult,
  304. 11:37"I just stayed silent. So, all through
  305. 11:40middle school, I was really in a" I
  306. 11:42sense it but I don't show it "mode. And
  307. 11:46there were also the phenomena that I
  308. 11:48would experience, I'd say, more in the
  309. 11:50evening or at night at home. And that
  310. 11:53was very, very hard to live with,
  311. 11:56because when you first start connecting
  312. 11:58, you don't know how to connect well
  313. 12:00with the different layers, and you can
  314. 12:03easily be bothered by what we call
  315. 12:05today, what I know I can call the lower
  316. 12:07astral plane, but at the time, for me,
  317. 12:09it was just the living and the
  318. 12:11invisible. But what is behind this
  319. 12:13invisible? I didn't know how to master
  320. 12:16it yet—let's say" master, "it's
  321. 12:18always a complicated word because you
  322. 12:20never fully master it—but I didn't
  323. 12:22know how to feel or analyze what was
  324. 12:23coming to me. So, I was quite polluted
  325. 12:26at that time. I was bothered by noises,
  326. 12:29by presences, by messages in my head.
  327. 12:32That was very, very hard to live
  328. 12:33through. I heard sounds that were
  329. 12:34physical, even. I heard footsteps,
  330. 12:36because we had, in our bedrooms, you
  331. 12:38see, the living area downstairs and the
  332. 12:41sleeping area upstairs in our apartment
  333. 12:43, and my dad had renovated everything.
  334. 12:46It was a more or less new apartment,
  335. 12:48but for the sake of aesthetics, we had
  336. 12:50decided back then to put down
  337. 12:51wood-imitation linoleum. It was trendy
  338. 12:54in the 90s, and well, my dad was a
  339. 12:56house painter, so he renovated the
  340. 12:58whole floor with nice linoleum. Yes,
  341. 13:01linoleum. So when you walked, there was
  342. 13:04a specific sound to the footsteps,
  343. 13:07because underneath, the carpet left by
  344. 13:10the builder was still there, if you
  345. 13:13want. So with the carpet plus the
  346. 13:16linoleum, you could hear a slight
  347. 13:17resonance, and that’s where I would
  348. 13:19get the sound of footsteps, and I heard
  349. 13:20the steps moving about. At first, I was
  350. 13:23the only one hearing them, and then my
  351. 13:25sister heard them too, which really
  352. 13:27encouraged me to listen to myself until
  353. 13:30the moment I started hearing who was
  354. 13:31next to me in my bed, wanting to talk
  355. 13:33to me. And it was a message that was
  356. 13:36intended for my mother. It was a person
  357. 13:38who had committed suicide, who was in
  358. 13:41my mom's circle, whom she had known for
  359. 13:43a very short time, but she had known
  360. 13:45this person who had, well, come in a
  361. 13:47somewhat malicious way, like out of
  362. 13:50jealousy, if you will. And I felt that,
  363. 13:52and that was very, very hard to live
  364. 13:54through. I could even feel the person's
  365. 13:56physical presence. So I described them
  366. 13:58and then I heard the name. So I won't
  367. 14:00say it here, but I heard the person's
  368. 14:01last name. And so my mother, oh yes. So
  369. 14:06you see, it was, it was full-blown
  370. 14:08mediumship.
  371. 14:08Hm.
  372. 14:09But I was putting
  373. 14:10Has it ever happened to you that you
  374. 14:12questioned your own sanity a little?
  375. 14:15Did you sometimes feel like you were
  376. 14:17losing your footing and say," Okay, is
  377. 14:18this really happening to me? "Or was it
  378. 14:20actually your reality quite quickly,
  379. 14:22and you told yourself," Well, I don't
  380. 14:24feel like I'm going crazy. "Uh, it must
  381. 14:26just be this way.
  382. 14:28Well, precisely, you should know, and
  383. 14:30it might sound completely crazy. So I'm
  384. 14:32telling everyone who is at that point,
  385. 14:34my message today is exactly that. It's
  386. 14:36to say, watch out, you can be born
  387. 14:38Cartesian—that's my case. I was truly
  388. 14:41born Cartesian. We were in an atheist
  389. 14:43family. To go back to the story before
  390. 14:46the little girl, we are in a family
  391. 14:48that has been atheist for at least
  392. 14:50since the grandmothers on both sides,
  393. 14:52it seems to me. So that's to tell you,
  394. 14:56in our home, we didn't talk about
  395. 14:58religion, we didn't necessarily talk
  396. 15:00about spirits or all those things, it
  397. 15:02was just...fine. And we weren't closed
  398. 15:06off, if you want, you see, I couldn't
  399. 15:08say we were in a closed universe. My
  400. 15:11parents always had a rather intelligent
  401. 15:13awareness, if you will, that something
  402. 15:15else could exist, but today, we don't
  403. 15:16know how to define it. So, we didn't
  404. 15:19venture there, if you want, and we
  405. 15:20didn't go into it. But on the other
  406. 15:24hand, questioning my inner thoughts,
  407. 15:26questioning my mental health, yes, at
  408. 15:29the very beginning when I really had
  409. 15:31perceptions, with those impressions of
  410. 15:34knowing things, understanding my
  411. 15:36classmates 'pain without them speaking
  412. 15:39to me. Yes, many times I came home. I
  413. 15:43remember not verbalizing it, but I
  414. 15:44would go to bed telling myself," You're
  415. 15:47completely losing it. "And I was even
  416. 15:49terrified that one day someone would
  417. 15:51make me see a professional. It was a
  418. 15:54real fear and for a long time I did
  419. 15:57interviews, well, I'm losing my words,
  420. 16:01in our local paper. I was interviewed
  421. 16:04several times, I was in the local paper
  422. 16:08and I said that I wanted to be an
  423. 16:11average person. And in the end, the
  424. 16:14fear I had behind that was that people
  425. 16:16would question my sincerity or my
  426. 16:18soundness of mind. So yes, I was very,
  427. 16:20very afraid of that. How far that could
  428. 16:23go, I was afraid of that. And because I
  429. 16:26was naturally Cartesian and I made fun
  430. 16:29of those who, you know, turned to
  431. 16:31religion, who prayed every week or,
  432. 16:34well, we had people around us who did
  433. 16:36that. And I remember it wasn't cool,
  434. 16:39but at the time, yeah, I was 8 or 10
  435. 16:40years old, I’d tell myself," You're
  436. 16:42clinging to something because you're
  437. 16:44afraid of living, that’s all. "And I
  438. 16:47remember telling them that, and looking
  439. 16:49back I think," Oh man, I hope I was
  440. 16:51punished. "So
  441. 16:54It's true that, on that point, I
  442. 16:55actually relate to you a bit. I was
  443. 16:58also quite critical, and so, now when I
  444. 17:00see critical comments, well, I tell
  445. 17:02myself: I can't be mad at them because
  446. 17:04I was, I was, I was in the same place,
  447. 17:06and I'm not against all criticism. I
  448. 17:09think it's important to be critical,
  449. 17:11it's important to keep your discernment
  450. 17:13. I think there's a way to get the
  451. 17:14message across, and sometimes it's not
  452. 17:16very...
  453. 17:17There are, well, there are words...
  454. 17:19Because for me, on the other hand, I
  455. 17:22would never have...I never hurled
  456. 17:24insults, but I just had a vision that I
  457. 17:27needed to get across. And I think deep
  458. 17:30down, to tell you clearly why I think I
  459. 17:33had that criticism, it's because I
  460. 17:35needed to experience moving from being
  461. 17:37a person who is square, disciplined,
  462. 17:41down-to-earth, because today I am still
  463. 17:43a medium and therapist who is
  464. 17:45down-to-earth. Actually, that's really
  465. 17:47my quality and I don't intend to
  466. 17:49deviate from it, is that I am capable
  467. 17:51of to capture what’s coming down, but
  468. 17:55I have a very stable material life. I
  469. 17:58don’t forget that we are on Earth,
  470. 18:00and that is precisely the danger, and
  471. 18:02it’s also a bit of my message. I told
  472. 18:06you earlier, I have a message to convey
  473. 18:09to the collective, which is really to
  474. 18:11say:" Be careful, it’s very important
  475. 18:14to be connected to yourself first,
  476. 18:16because connections enter us first; but
  477. 18:19what we mustn't lose sight of is that
  478. 18:22we chose to incarnate here. "That means
  479. 18:26that all this matter surrounding us,
  480. 18:28this house that I partly built with my
  481. 18:31own hands, well, it’s very important
  482. 18:33because that is where you realize your
  483. 18:36materiality and your existence. So, I
  484. 18:39think I needed back then to cling to
  485. 18:41something material because I was very,
  486. 18:44very afraid that, precisely, when you
  487. 18:46are someone who is connected, I was
  488. 18:49afraid of becoming someone who loses
  489. 18:51their footing and spirals into madness
  490. 18:53or gets judged, you know. Burned at the
  491. 18:56stake. I think I had that old fear
  492. 18:59still lingering. So I went from being
  493. 19:02that critical person, let's say, to
  494. 19:04this person who said to themselves,"
  495. 19:07Aha, okay, but could it be that... "...
  496. 19:11and then I slowly followed that
  497. 19:13instinct.
  498. 19:14Well, precisely, you mention" slowly, "
  499. 19:16so my question was: what was the
  500. 19:17turning point? What made you reopen
  501. 19:19that door and say," Okay, I'm going in
  502. 19:22100%. "Was it really a turning point at
  503. 19:25a specific moment, or was it more of a
  504. 19:27gradual evolution over several years
  505. 19:29for you to be......really more and more
  506. 19:32comfortable exploring those subjects?
  507. 19:34Yeah, that's a good question, because
  508. 19:37people think that the medium they
  509. 19:39consult at any given moment......the
  510. 19:44therapist we are has always been who
  511. 19:46they are. Well, of course, a part of us
  512. 19:49has always been who they are. But you
  513. 19:51remember that at five or ten years old,
  514. 19:54you weren't the same little boy as the
  515. 19:56man you are today. You know, you know
  516. 19:59your own thought process. You know that
  517. 20:01you went through several stages that
  518. 20:03allowed you to have levels of
  519. 20:04understanding, and you elevated
  520. 20:06yourself. And I wish for everyone to
  521. 20:08experience what we call levels of
  522. 20:10consciousness. So, for me, I
  523. 20:12experienced many levels of
  524. 20:14consciousness, but very early on
  525. 20:16already, and very quickly. So in middle
  526. 20:19school, I went through several levels
  527. 20:21of awareness, but especially back then,
  528. 20:23let's say in high school. When I
  529. 20:26started high school, uh, things really
  530. 20:29happened in stages for me. So it
  531. 20:33started, you know, aside from the
  532. 20:35noises, the presences, the things
  533. 20:38happening in the house, and my
  534. 20:40attraction to it. I remember back then
  535. 20:44—it's not really the case anymore—
  536. 20:46but I used to do something quite
  537. 20:48strange when I was little that made me
  538. 20:50even more afraid of myself. I remember
  539. 20:54that when there was a full moon, I
  540. 20:55would look at it, I was drawn to it. I
  541. 20:58knew it inside; something was telling
  542. 21:00me," Go see, "you know. I felt this" go
  543. 21:02, "so I would open the skylight in my
  544. 21:04parents' room to be as close as
  545. 21:05possible, you know, to the moon. And
  546. 21:08when it was a full moon, I would hold
  547. 21:09out my hands toward it. And one day, my
  548. 21:11mother said to me," What are you doing?
  549. 21:13Are you turning into a werewolf? "And
  550. 21:16you see, that's one of the things I
  551. 21:19completely shut away. I told myself,"
  552. 21:22Oh, well, never mind then. Yeah,
  553. 21:25you’re really losing it. "And you see
  554. 21:26, I shut that part down. It's one of
  555. 21:28those little things, but I don't know
  556. 21:29why I had to put my hands out. I just
  557. 21:31needed to feel the moon's radiance on
  558. 21:34my hands. And to describe it, I
  559. 21:38remember it would fill me up, like if I
  560. 21:41were tired, the moon's glow would
  561. 21:44replenish me, and I was just a little
  562. 21:46girl. And you know, back in the 90s, we
  563. 21:49didn't talk about that kind of stuff.
  564. 21:51There were no TV shows about it. So it
  565. 21:53was really something I did purely by
  566. 21:54instinct. So, there were stages; there
  567. 21:57was that, and then there was another
  568. 21:58very important stage. That one, I
  569. 22:02remember it being a bit of a starting
  570. 22:05point for the phenomena I began to
  571. 22:07understand through my body, realizing
  572. 22:10we could be something else beyond this
  573. 22:13materiality. So, I would go to bed at
  574. 22:18night, and I was a very anxious little
  575. 22:20girl, actually. I forgot to tell you
  576. 22:22that when you asked me the question. So
  577. 22:24I was very joyful and I think that was
  578. 22:26my weapon, you see, joy, because I was
  579. 22:28a very anxious person, especially
  580. 22:30because I felt everything around me and
  581. 22:32all the life experiences of my loved
  582. 22:33ones. And you see, that felt like a
  583. 22:35burden on my back. So in the evening,
  584. 22:39to feel better, I would breathe, I
  585. 22:41practiced breathing. And one day a
  586. 22:45friend gave me a—back then we had
  587. 22:46cassette players, so the younger ones
  588. 22:48won't understand. I put in a cassette,
  589. 22:52a friend told me," Here, play this,
  590. 22:54you'll see, it's sophrology, it'll do
  591. 22:56you good. "Well, being logical and
  592. 22:59without high expectations, I get into
  593. 23:02it, put on my headphones, start it, and
  594. 23:05the tape plays, getting us to refocus,
  595. 23:08breathe, become aware of the head, the
  596. 23:11jaw, the muscles, and all that down to
  597. 23:14the feet and from the feet back to the
  598. 23:17head. You see, all the muscles of the
  599. 23:21body, and I do this session that lasts
  600. 23:24about half an hour in my ears, and then
  601. 23:27I feel like I'm separating from my body
  602. 23:29. I can't explain it. I understood that
  603. 23:32I was separating from my body, even
  604. 23:34though, again, we didn't talk about
  605. 23:36that, and I feel myself separating and
  606. 23:37I say," What is this thing? "So I try
  607. 23:40to tell myself I need to get back into
  608. 23:42my physicality. So you see, I touch my
  609. 23:44bed with my hands like this and I feel
  610. 23:46like I feel nothing under my fingers. I
  611. 23:49want to move my arms and I feel nothing
  612. 23:51. So I feel like I am a little bit
  613. 23:54above. And that was a very disturbing
  614. 23:56experience. I had to breathe and feel.
  615. 24:00I heard, uh," is faith. "For me, faith,
  616. 24:06again, meant religion. You see, I
  617. 24:09associated it. Uh, faith equals
  618. 24:11religion equals priest equals you have
  619. 24:14to go take your communion. Besides, we
  620. 24:16aren't baptized at all in our family.
  621. 24:19So I close myself back up and suddenly
  622. 24:21I return to my body and I feel my bed.
  623. 24:24Ah, relieved. Phew, this matter is
  624. 24:26there, you see. And, uh, the next
  625. 24:28evening, uh, I started again, so I told
  626. 24:30my friend," I'll keep your cassette if
  627. 24:32you don't mind for a week, and I'll
  628. 24:34give it back to you. "And I started
  629. 24:36again every night, and this phenomenon
  630. 24:38happened to me every night, but faster
  631. 24:41and faster. After 15 minutes, after 5
  632. 24:43minutes. And after that, if I laid down
  633. 24:45, it's still the case. Now, I have kept
  634. 24:48this connection. If I lie down and tell
  635. 24:50myself I'm connecting with me,
  636. 24:52connecting with my soul, connecting
  637. 24:54with the other part of me, with my
  638. 24:55higher self to rest. If I’m not too
  639. 24:58stressed, if I’m not in an
  640. 25:00environment that has made me really
  641. 25:02anxious, I can get into that slightly
  642. 25:05detached state in 3 or 4 minutes. So
  643. 25:07that was a very powerful experience. It
  644. 25:09was almost the beginning of my
  645. 25:11understanding that the body, and the
  646. 25:14bodies, the invisible, something is
  647. 25:17going on. H
  648. 25:19After that, I had another very
  649. 25:21important step. I think I really need
  650. 25:23to tell you about this one. Basically,
  651. 25:27still in high school, I had some young
  652. 25:31people in my class. So we weren't kids
  653. 25:35anymore. We were already in a bit of a
  654. 25:38...we weren't in a vocational class,
  655. 25:41but we were heading toward more
  656. 25:43professional studies, so we had more
  657. 25:46professional courses, and the teachers
  658. 25:49were more relaxed, you see. It was, we
  659. 25:52weren't really in a strict school
  660. 25:54setting anymore. And it's true that in
  661. 25:56class, we would easily tell each other
  662. 25:57if we were hurting somewhere. We would
  663. 26:00talk amongst ourselves, and I actually
  664. 26:01liked that situation. I was already
  665. 26:03feeling more comfortable with my
  666. 26:05emotions, and I remember a young guy
  667. 26:07who had a lot of pain in his arm, he
  668. 26:09had some kind of tendonitis, and I just
  669. 26:11walk up like it's nothing. But I don't
  670. 26:14know how, I walk up and my hands just
  671. 26:15say," Oh wait, I'm going to take your
  672. 26:17pain away, "and I come over suddenly so
  673. 26:19sure of myself. Now, I hadn't really
  674. 26:21done it except for my little dog. I had
  675. 26:24a little dog, but apart from her, and
  676. 26:26she couldn't give me any feedback, I
  677. 26:28hadn't done it. And there, I arrive
  678. 26:30casually, I place my hands, and I
  679. 26:32concentrate. And then, the mechanism
  680. 26:35that took place was that I told myself,
  681. 26:37well, if something is okay for him,
  682. 26:40then may his pain disappear. And there,
  683. 26:44I felt things happening in my hands,
  684. 26:46but minimal. However, he looks at me
  685. 26:49and says," Are you serious? "He didn't
  686. 26:52have any pain left. So then, he tells
  687. 26:55everyone in the class about it. The
  688. 26:57teacher arrives. What's going on, Julie
  689. 26:59? What are you doing, acting like a
  690. 27:00witch? Are you a faith healer? He comes
  691. 27:04in just like that. Well, I was actually
  692. 27:07pretty happy that day. That was the
  693. 27:10first little step where I started
  694. 27:12feeling happy. On the other hand, I
  695. 27:14really paid for it afterward. I mean,
  696. 27:16two or three hours later, tendinitis,
  697. 27:18it was horrible. So, I ended up relying
  698. 27:21on anti-inflammatories to get through
  699. 27:24it. I didn't know how to handle it
  700. 27:25anymore. And then I thought," Ah, okay,
  701. 27:28there really is something in the
  702. 27:29invisible, but careful, it comes at a
  703. 27:31price. "You see, that's when I
  704. 27:33understood. So, it's one of those
  705. 27:35milestones where you become something
  706. 27:37or someone else, you see?
  707. 27:39Hm.
  708. 27:41And then there was the professional
  709. 27:42milestone. Afterward,
  710. 27:45what I find interesting about what
  711. 27:46you're telling me is that it feels like
  712. 27:48there are a few key moments where the
  713. 27:49memory came back almost automatically,
  714. 27:51and I'd be curious to understand. What
  715. 27:54is your understanding today of where
  716. 27:56that memory comes from? Like, where do
  717. 27:58those automatic responses come from,
  718. 28:00and what does it mean for your true
  719. 28:02nature?
  720. 28:04Well, uh, I have several
  721. 28:07interpretations today. I have one that
  722. 28:10is more advanced, deeper. I might allow
  723. 28:13myself to say it here because I figure
  724. 28:16if your audience is here, it's because,
  725. 28:18yeah. or at the very least, they want
  726. 28:20to be. And even in the worst case, it
  727. 28:23doesn't matter; I offer this with a lot
  728. 28:25of humility and simplicity. At the
  729. 28:27beginning, I didn't understand. I just
  730. 28:30thought I might have inherited
  731. 28:33something, because my father had used
  732. 28:36the word" bone-setter "to describe me.
  733. 28:42But today, I understand because I have
  734. 28:45a very deep connection with other
  735. 28:48beings who tell me they are cosmic
  736. 28:51beings and are my guides. There are
  737. 28:56several categories of beings, there are
  738. 28:58really those who help me work to heal,
  739. 28:59but I have some who only look after me
  740. 29:01and tell me I come from elsewhere. And
  741. 29:05so now, I understand that I am bringing
  742. 29:06this knowledge back from elsewhere. I
  743. 29:08know very precisely—I won't go into
  744. 29:11detail this time because it would be,
  745. 29:13yeah, well, it's a bit personal—but I
  746. 29:16really know where I come from and why,
  747. 29:18but for sure, this ability, I brought
  748. 29:20it with me. However, at the start of my
  749. 29:23life, that's what I really want
  750. 29:25everyone to understand. As humans, we
  751. 29:28conform to a mold and an image, within
  752. 29:30an ego. It's our ego that's terrified,
  753. 29:32you know, we have to be clear about
  754. 29:33that. Nothing else. It's our ego that
  755. 29:35doesn't want to disappoint our birth
  756. 29:37family, our parents, our cousins. And
  757. 29:39we haven't shown that side of ourselves
  758. 29:40. So, to come back nonchalantly and say
  759. 29:43," Oh well, I'm picking up on things,
  760. 29:45I'm seeing images, I'm seeing holograms
  761. 29:47, all of that showing up in my room,
  762. 29:49all of that telling me that I'm going
  763. 29:51to develop a talent, a gift. "Anyway,
  764. 29:53you know, I didn't know how to say it
  765. 29:54at first. Besides, I don't really like
  766. 29:55those words. I don't like it when
  767. 29:57people tell me I have a gift, you see,
  768. 29:59because I...I learned how to, how to,
  769. 30:03well, use it and especially put it into
  770. 30:05practice, not by distortion, but
  771. 30:07because I...I had faith, in fact, that
  772. 30:10famous faith I was asked to have. And
  773. 30:13there were these different stages, and
  774. 30:15in particular an extremely important
  775. 30:17stage which was a turning point, a very
  776. 30:20, very big one, it was that of the
  777. 30:22experience with my dad who was...So, I
  778. 30:24told you he was a house painter. So one
  779. 30:28day, he comes home from work, he had
  780. 30:30fallen, I don't remember from how many
  781. 30:33meters he fell, but he smashed into a
  782. 30:35scaffolding bar below, right in his
  783. 30:37ribs. So he was in a lot of pain. He
  784. 30:41had at the time, I remember, a kind of
  785. 30:42big elastic bandage that we had to wrap
  786. 30:44him in. We had to put some Nifluril on
  787. 30:46him, you know, and we had to wrap him
  788. 30:48in that elastic bandage. And one
  789. 30:50Saturday at noon, my mother was doing
  790. 30:52the dishes, he says to me," Hey, can
  791. 30:53you help me? I hold the bandage and
  792. 30:55then I turn and wrap myself in it to
  793. 30:57hurt less. "And I said," Well wait,
  794. 30:59let's put the Nifluril on first. "So
  795. 31:02you know, he gets into position, he
  796. 31:03waits for me to apply the Nifluril to
  797. 31:05his back. Except that there, something
  798. 31:07really happened, uh, I tell it every
  799. 31:09time, but it was yet another of those
  800. 31:11truly incredible stages. There, my
  801. 31:14hands began to perceive, uh, heat, cold
  802. 31:17, uh, magnetic sensations, tingling. I
  803. 31:21felt where the nerves were cut, and I
  804. 31:23had the info," the nerves are cut here.
  805. 31:25"" There's inflammation here, make it
  806. 31:27go away. "And I started using my hands
  807. 31:29to do things. And my father turned
  808. 31:32around, a bit like that other classmate
  809. 31:34, looking as if to say," Wait, this
  810. 31:36actually feels good. "" I feel like...I
  811. 31:40feel like I'm in less pain, you see. "
  812. 31:42So then, I remember being very scared
  813. 31:44because he called my mother." Patti,
  814. 31:47come see the kid, she's a bone-setter.
  815. 31:49"That was it. So for me, that was, I'm
  816. 31:52telling you, like Satan himself, I was
  817. 31:55terrified. At that point I really said
  818. 31:58stop, it's too much for me. H
  819. 32:01But I went upstairs to my room for a
  820. 32:03moment, and my father said," I promise
  821. 32:06you, it did me good, I'm in way less
  822. 32:08pain. "And I told him," Well, Dad, I
  823. 32:11had visions, I saw you fall from a car,
  824. 32:13well, some kind of van. "I had visions
  825. 32:16of what was blocked in my fingers. You
  826. 32:19know, I was being sent a signal that
  827. 32:21there were slightly severed nerves
  828. 32:23there. There, a blow had been struck to
  829. 32:26the muscle. You see, I could see
  830. 32:29through things, not with my eyes. I
  831. 32:33could see through a projection, in my
  832. 32:35understanding, there was a second
  833. 32:37version of myself seeing inside the
  834. 32:39body how it was built and where it was
  835. 32:40hurt. And right then, I thought, this
  836. 32:44is huge.
  837. 32:45And how did he react when you told him
  838. 32:47that?
  839. 32:47Well, he was actually really happy. I
  840. 32:49mean, to him, I was a bone-setter,
  841. 32:51period, because he had already met some
  842. 32:54. That's why I say that while we
  843. 32:56weren't in our family,
  844. 32:57I couldn't tell you that we were
  845. 32:59closed-minded, that we didn't believe.
  846. 33:00It would be a lie to say that. But
  847. 33:03there had also already been experiences
  848. 33:05with slightly strange phenomena in my
  849. 33:07family, with my maternal grandmother,
  850. 33:10things she told us about, saying she
  851. 33:12had experienced this or that which was
  852. 33:14extraordinary, or at least uncommon. So
  853. 33:18, you know, we would listen to that,
  854. 33:19but it hadn't happened to us. But my
  855. 33:22father had encountered bone-setters in
  856. 33:25his life. And I even remember
  857. 33:28afterwards, after that session where
  858. 33:30that happened in my hands, I realized
  859. 33:32that I myself had been in contact with
  860. 33:34a man who was a bone-setter, and who
  861. 33:36had put my heel back in place when I
  862. 33:37was little because I had hurt myself on
  863. 33:39a bike. So, actually, my parents
  864. 33:42weren't closed off to that. So my
  865. 33:44father immediately said," Hey, come see
  866. 33:45the girl, she's a bone-setter. "And
  867. 33:47it's true that for me, the word was
  868. 33:49actually terrifying. I felt like it was
  869. 33:51bordering on witchcraft, you know. So
  870. 33:53that just reinforced my fear.
  871. 33:55That's what I find, that's what I find
  872. 33:57quite funny, is that we often have
  873. 33:59these fears. I don't, I don't feel like
  874. 34:01I have any special skills. Uh, but on
  875. 34:04the other hand, it's true that this
  876. 34:06podcast is an opening, and it's true
  877. 34:07that for a long time I was, and
  878. 34:09actually before doing this podcast in
  879. 34:11French, I did a podcast in English that
  880. 34:13didn't work out, uh, because I was
  881. 34:15afraid of being exposed in French.
  882. 34:16Yeah. Exactly. But what's funny is that
  883. 34:19, a bit like you, I get the impression
  884. 34:21that the anxiety, we're pushed, but
  885. 34:23mostly the anxiety actually came from
  886. 34:25me. And once I started, I took the
  887. 34:27plunge and said to myself," Okay, this
  888. 34:28is my reality, I'll own it, uh, I'm
  889. 34:30doing a podcast in French, "but I
  890. 34:32realized that most of the people around
  891. 34:34me,
  892. 34:35not only were they not against it, but
  893. 34:36they were actually kind of open to it.
  894. 34:37Well, some were because they had
  895. 34:38perhaps experienced things themselves.
  896. 34:40And yeah. And what you're saying is
  897. 34:42true. And often, now that I talk about
  898. 34:43it more and more, actually, there are,
  899. 34:45there are many people, uh, who have had
  900. 34:47even more things happen to them than me
  901. 34:48, and I say, but...and people, they
  902. 34:50just brush it off. It's, well, it
  903. 34:52doesn't really fit into their system of
  904. 34:54thought, their belief system, so it's
  905. 34:56just info they tuck away somewhere in
  906. 34:57their heads and they won't dig any
  907. 34:59deeper.
  908. 35:01Today, you see, if you had, if we had
  909. 35:03known each other when I was little and
  910. 35:05you had asked me back then, uh, what
  911. 35:07job I wanted to do, I would have told
  912. 35:09you, uh, I remember very well saying
  913. 35:12this to everyone:" I want to be a
  914. 35:13businesswoman, I'll work in a big tower
  915. 35:16in New York and I don't want anyone
  916. 35:18bossing me around. "So I want to work
  917. 35:21for myself. And for me, the symbol of
  918. 35:24being free and working for myself was
  919. 35:26my little briefcase, I'm a salesperson
  920. 35:28or I am, and then I'm in a big tower in
  921. 35:30New York. I think we watched too many
  922. 35:33American shows back then, even though I
  923. 35:35wasn't really into TV, but it was my
  924. 35:37symbol. And you see, it was
  925. 35:39hyper-material. Well, uh, not financial
  926. 35:41, mind you, but material, meaning I do
  927. 35:43a job, I spend hours on it, I have an
  928. 35:44office, I have a computer, and that's
  929. 35:46the only way we can earn a living.
  930. 35:48Anything else isn't recognized by me.
  931. 35:50And ultimately, today, realizing that I
  932. 35:52went all the way to a BTS in sales, I
  933. 35:55must have left school when I was about
  934. 35:5721, I think. I had a very traditional
  935. 36:00academic background. I was very
  936. 36:02diligent in school. I wasn't
  937. 36:04necessarily an excellent student, I was
  938. 36:05more of a good student. But, you see, I
  939. 36:09didn't become what I trained for. It
  940. 36:13means that all those stages I went
  941. 36:16through, some of which were very
  942. 36:19impressive, served my true calling, if
  943. 36:22you will. But little by little, my fear
  944. 36:25also served me because, for me, it's
  945. 36:28healthy, and that fear means I'm
  946. 36:30grounded, I'm not some scatterbrain. So
  947. 36:33that's why I'm telling you, I'm a
  948. 36:35medium, I see things, I converse with
  949. 36:37the departed. Well, they're the ones
  950. 36:39conversing with me. I never call upon
  951. 36:42the dead. I really want to state that
  952. 36:44because we often get that kind of
  953. 36:46criticism when interviewed, being told,
  954. 36:48" Yes, you must leave the dead where
  955. 36:50they are. "But I actually completely
  956. 36:52agree. But they are the ones who come.
  957. 36:55They are the ones who come to me.
  958. 36:56Yeah. They are the ones who come to me,
  959. 36:58uh, when they do. Much more so the
  960. 37:01guides who help, quote-unquote, heal my
  961. 37:03consultants. But it's the dead who come
  962. 37:05to give us pointers. So, you see, I
  963. 37:09went through stages that mean today,
  964. 37:12being someone grounded also means
  965. 37:14allowing yourself at some point to have
  966. 37:17enough faith in yourself to take off
  967. 37:19higher and, precisely, open up to
  968. 37:22something. Because if from a very young
  969. 37:26age you're someone who isn't grounded,
  970. 37:28I think that, luckily, you might not be
  971. 37:30heading toward something less grounded,
  972. 37:33because you wouldn't have that
  973. 37:35foundation which I find is healthy and
  974. 37:37which sustains your daily life. So
  975. 37:40afterward, other quite impressive
  976. 37:42things happened to me. So, I had just
  977. 37:46had my daughter, who's almost 20 now,
  978. 37:51and I have this little story I like to
  979. 37:57tell. Uh. I met a man at a pharmacy
  980. 38:05because I was going to get some
  981. 38:07homeopathy, and this man, this man
  982. 38:09spotted me from across the room. There
  983. 38:14were several people working in the
  984. 38:16pharmacy, and one of the clerks or
  985. 38:18salespeople looked at me from afar.
  986. 38:21Well, there were tons of people in
  987. 38:22front of me. There was a huge line, and
  988. 38:23he was just staring at me from over
  989. 38:24there. He kept doing that, and I didn't
  990. 38:26even know him. I’d just been told I
  991. 38:28should go to that pharmacy because
  992. 38:29there was a man there who did
  993. 38:31homeopathy. So I was told to ask around
  994. 38:33once I got there, see who it was, and
  995. 38:35he could prescribe some homeo. Uh,
  996. 38:36another thing I didn't really believe
  997. 38:39in either, by the way. And the man sees
  998. 38:41me, spots me, and I think," What is his
  999. 38:44problem with me? "So I think," Yeah,
  1000. 38:46right, another creep, forget it. "And
  1001. 38:50finally, when it was my turn, I asked
  1002. 38:52one of the clerks who the person doing
  1003. 38:55homeopathy was. They said," Is it him
  1004. 38:58over there? "And I said," Oh! "Oh, okay
  1005. 39:01. Well, I thought," It's impossible for
  1006. 39:04him to have known I was coming because
  1007. 39:05the person who recommended it didn't
  1008. 39:07tell him. "Plus, I never said when I
  1009. 39:10would come, you see. I must have come
  1010. 39:12two months later, and to be honest, it
  1011. 39:13just wasn't possible, and I hadn't told
  1012. 39:15anyone. And he looks at me straight
  1013. 39:19from behind his little, his little
  1014. 39:22booth with all his products. Then he
  1015. 39:26tells me," You will be a therapist,
  1016. 39:28you're a medium, you're refusing it for
  1017. 39:30now because you're scared of what
  1018. 39:32people will say, but you'll have an
  1019. 39:35incredible number of patients. "" You
  1020. 39:37have to do it. "I was absolutely
  1021. 39:40stunned. I said," Are you the one who
  1022. 39:43does homeopathy? "" I'm here for
  1023. 39:45homeopathy. "I brought the conversation
  1024. 39:48back down to earth. I remember I had
  1025. 39:50the car seat with my baby in it, and he
  1026. 39:52sold me his homeo. But at the end, he
  1027. 39:55said," Give me your phone number. "And
  1028. 39:58I don't know why I did it. I never
  1029. 40:00would have done that before. And I gave
  1030. 40:02it to him, thinking it didn't matter
  1031. 40:04even if his intentions weren't pure. My
  1032. 40:07husband would be the one to get the
  1033. 40:09call, handle it politely, and set him
  1034. 40:11straight. But that’s not at all what
  1035. 40:13happened. That's when they came looking
  1036. 40:15for me. So one day, a Wednesday morning
  1037. 40:18, I remember, I was driving, I had gone
  1038. 40:20to have my coffee in the city center of
  1039. 40:22my town. I had my little one in the car
  1040. 40:25seat behind me. I was at the wheel. I
  1041. 40:28get a call. Now, that's not good. I
  1042. 40:31answered because I had the, I had the
  1043. 40:34wires in. So I wasn't bothered. I
  1044. 40:38answer. So there, it was 2006, the very
  1045. 40:40beginning of 2006, and I answer and
  1046. 40:42there's a lady, a charming lady who
  1047. 40:45says to me," Hello ma'am, I would like
  1048. 40:47an appointment. "" But I said, "An
  1049. 40:49appointment for what?""Well, aren't you
  1050. 40:51a therapist? Aren't you a magnetizer or
  1051. 40:53a medium, I don't know.""And there, I
  1052. 40:55swear to you Réy, I still remember, I
  1053. 40:57gripped my steering wheel in my hands
  1054. 40:59and I said," Ah, okay, well it's time.
  1055. 41:01"" And I heard, "Oh well it's time, I
  1056. 41:03have no choice anymore.""You see, I
  1057. 41:04heard, I have no choice anymore. And
  1058. 41:06there, I said to myself," Oh yeah, you
  1059. 41:07hear things, huh. "" And it took me 15
  1060. 41:09days to take this charming little lady
  1061. 41:11into care because I didn't know what I
  1062. 41:12was going to be able to do for her. And
  1063. 41:15everything happened that day. I sat her
  1064. 41:16down at my place on a little stool. Uh,
  1065. 41:19I told her a billion times, "It's free,
  1066. 41:21right, we agree?" It's free. "You
  1067. 41:23especially don't give me anything, I
  1068. 41:24don't know what I'm going to do, you
  1069. 41:25know." And as soon as I sat down next
  1070. 41:28to her, it's as if I had said yes to
  1071. 41:29the universe. I received something that
  1072. 41:33I almost felt like a duplicate of my
  1073. 41:35body settling over me. And there, I
  1074. 41:37felt that famous thing I say all the
  1075. 41:39time now. I feel the connection coming
  1076. 41:42and everything came. I saw her pain, I
  1077. 41:45saw her love life, I saw her childhood
  1078. 41:48history, I saw the illnesses in her
  1079. 41:50body and I was terrified. When I told
  1080. 41:53her, "Oh well, there's arthritis here."
  1081. 41:55Oh yes, yes, she told me it's true,
  1082. 41:57exactly where I touched, I was there.
  1083. 41:59Oh yeah, it's true. Oh, it's true, the
  1084. 42:01arthritis. She must have thought this
  1085. 42:03girl is completely out of it. But it
  1086. 42:05was my first experience. I truly
  1087. 42:07discovered myself there even more
  1088. 42:08strongly than with my dad. There,
  1089. 42:10everything really came with visions in
  1090. 42:12my eyes. So there
  1091. 42:14Funny, sometimes the universe has a way
  1092. 42:15of putting us back on the right path
  1093. 42:17when we aren't necessarily listening.
  1094. 42:19Well, I wasn't listening gently like
  1095. 42:21that, and sometimes it's a bit more
  1096. 42:23brutal.
  1097. 42:24Well, in this case, they sent it to me
  1098. 42:26pretty head-on, because this man told
  1099. 42:28me that 15 days earlier, took my number
  1100. 42:30, and gave my number to this person. So
  1101. 42:34, at the beginning, I started my life
  1102. 42:37more as a magnetizer because I quit my
  1103. 42:40job; I had a sales job at a local
  1104. 42:42newspaper where I sold advertising, ad
  1105. 42:45spaces.
  1106. 42:46And before we get into the story or go
  1107. 42:48back into the story, what is your
  1108. 42:50understanding of what you connect to
  1109. 42:52when this type of healing happens?
  1110. 42:55Where do you go to find this
  1111. 42:56information? Are you the one going to
  1112. 42:57look for it? Does it come to you? And
  1113. 43:00what is the
  1114. 43:01for the rationalists listening to us
  1115. 43:03who are trying to understand the logic
  1116. 43:05and mechanics behind these phenomena a
  1117. 43:07bit,
  1118. 43:07how do you understand these phenomena
  1119. 43:09today? Well, you have to understand
  1120. 43:13that everything I say here only comes
  1121. 43:15from my perspective, is only linked to
  1122. 43:17my experience, and I'm not trying to
  1123. 43:18convince anyone. If it can help those
  1124. 43:23who have questions or are afraid of
  1125. 43:26people like us, well, then that's great
  1126. 43:28.
  1127. 43:30It’s true that you've been very scary
  1128. 43:30since the beginning. I'm thinking, "
  1129. 43:32Yeah, I'm traumatized, and she seems so
  1130. 43:34unfriendly too." Yeah, I'm super
  1131. 43:38unfriendly. I'm known for that in my
  1132. 43:40region. Actually, to explain what we
  1133. 43:43connect to, we still have to say that
  1134. 43:45you shouldn't think we have mastery
  1135. 43:47over the invisible. Someone who tells
  1136. 43:50you tomorrow, "Yes, I know exactly what
  1137. 43:52my connection is, I'm sure of it." I
  1138. 43:55almost want to tell you that I'd avoid
  1139. 43:57them like the plague because we sense
  1140. 43:58what we're connecting to. But again, to
  1141. 44:02say that my piece of furniture is
  1142. 44:04furniture, I put my hand on it, I can
  1143. 44:06tell you that. But to assure you of
  1144. 44:09something in the invisible, you have to
  1145. 44:13be very careful, because that's where
  1146. 44:17you go from being, how should I put it?
  1147. 44:21An ethical person to someone who turns
  1148. 44:23into a guru, and that is what I don't
  1149. 44:25like. So really, I take care to say be
  1150. 44:28careful, we are connecting with things
  1151. 44:31that tell us, uh, often who they are or
  1152. 44:34what they are. Because sometimes, these
  1153. 44:37are truly vibrations, vibratory
  1154. 44:38entities that we do not encounter at
  1155. 44:40all on our Earth. But we also have a
  1156. 44:43feeling for these these entities beyond
  1157. 44:46beyond perhaps the fact that they tell
  1158. 44:48us who they are. For me, I feel—so I
  1159. 44:52say it through my own lens—I feel
  1160. 44:54guides who are next to me, often two or
  1161. 44:57three, sometimes four, who help me to,
  1162. 44:59I use the word heal, but let's not take
  1163. 45:02it in a medical sense, okay? I don't
  1164. 45:05want to draw the wrath of the medical
  1165. 45:06world. I say heal as in care, like when
  1166. 45:09we provide the right care to someone.
  1167. 45:12But for example, when consulting with
  1168. 45:14someone, I feel my guides, I feel the
  1169. 45:16person's guides, and I feel this
  1170. 45:18connection that happens. So sometimes
  1171. 45:21at several levels, at several layers,
  1172. 45:23there are beings who will, uh, make me
  1173. 45:25feel that they are of a cosmic
  1174. 45:27vibration. I have a hard time
  1175. 45:31understanding the difference for them
  1176. 45:33between what is cosmic and what is, uh,
  1177. 45:35Christ-like. Except that I feel there
  1178. 45:37are beings that are Christ-like. There
  1179. 45:39are some who tell me "We are
  1180. 45:40Christ-like." And I feel that their
  1181. 45:44luminescence is higher, whiter, more
  1182. 45:47more light. When it's cosmic, it's
  1183. 45:51often a glow because I also perceive,
  1184. 45:53as a result, a bit of the form and and
  1185. 45:55the vibration even in my body and then
  1186. 45:57in my head. The glow is more bluish and
  1187. 46:00they will often speak to me about the
  1188. 46:01stars. It has links with the planets,
  1189. 46:04with astrology. They will make links
  1190. 46:06for me. Uh, they will also tell me
  1191. 46:09sometimes it comes from Sirius, it
  1192. 46:11comes from Orion, uh sometimes from
  1193. 46:13planets I don't know. Uh so I sometimes
  1194. 46:16they speak to me in a language that I
  1195. 46:18don't understand by ear but that I
  1196. 46:21understand internally. Sometimes, I
  1197. 46:23will say words, sounds, or or types of
  1198. 46:25phrases that are not in my language
  1199. 46:27either and which are not a human
  1200. 46:28language. I don't think so, in any case
  1201. 46:31, not to this day. Huh.
  1202. 46:33And then I feel well that I I also
  1203. 46:35connect with the world of the deceased
  1204. 46:38once again, uh behind what I call the
  1205. 46:40invisible. That's why I always say "the
  1206. 46:43invisible" in general, because it's
  1207. 46:44easier for everyone to understand, and
  1208. 46:46also because I don't really like
  1209. 46:48putting things in boxes to say: "Oh yes
  1210. 46:50, I connected with this, it was...it
  1211. 46:52was Christic energy, it was someone
  1212. 46:53talking to me about Mary Magdalene." I
  1213. 46:56don't really like to insist on that. I
  1214. 46:59say it to people who I sense, and I
  1215. 47:02mostly have, uh, 99%of clients who are
  1216. 47:05extremely open-minded, but my core
  1217. 47:07business is mainly connecting to the
  1218. 47:10origin of the wound to see where it
  1219. 47:13materialized. So it's true that I
  1220. 47:16explain all that, but I don't waste an
  1221. 47:18incredible amount of time explaining
  1222. 47:20which plane I'm connecting to. However,
  1223. 47:22when I receive spirits of the deceased,
  1224. 47:24when I'm in a connection and I detect,
  1225. 47:27for example, that a lady's
  1226. 47:28endometriosis or a man's cancer is
  1227. 47:30linked, for example, to the fact that
  1228. 47:32his dad used to hit him when he was 4,
  1229. 47:345, or 6 years old, well, sometimes I'll
  1230. 47:37have a deceased person who will say: "
  1231. 47:39Well, I'm his great-grandfather or I'm
  1232. 47:41his great-great, or he didn't know me,
  1233. 47:43or we only knew each other for a very
  1234. 47:45short time. But I need to have you
  1235. 47:47connect to his care because you'll be
  1236. 47:50able to heal something in him that I
  1237. 47:52experienced." So there, I do what's
  1238. 47:55called transgenerational work because
  1239. 47:57the client carries a memory linked to
  1240. 47:59this person. And you see, my job, if I
  1241. 48:03could really explain it, beyond just
  1242. 48:05connecting, because knowing who you
  1243. 48:08connect with is maybe not the most
  1244. 48:10interesting part, it's about being able
  1245. 48:13to effectively transmit what you
  1246. 48:15connect with. I've managed to clearly
  1247. 48:18feel when someone speaks to me, when it
  1248. 48:20comes from a deceased person, that's
  1249. 48:22very clear when it comes from a
  1250. 48:23deceased person, much more so, they
  1251. 48:25aren't in the same place. It's almost
  1252. 48:28as if I had them in, I won't say in the
  1253. 48:30room, but yeah, actually, in the room,
  1254. 48:32with a substance that's almost denser,
  1255. 48:34more physical. However, it's true that
  1256. 48:38when it's cosmic or when it's Christic,
  1257. 48:40or when I'm reading a past life, I
  1258. 48:42don't see it in the same way. A past
  1259. 48:45life, they show it to me on my left and
  1260. 48:47they make me see it as if I were
  1261. 48:49watching a movie. But I have a tendency
  1262. 48:53to turn to my left and look and say, "
  1263. 48:55Ah yes, in your past life," because I
  1264. 48:57see it on the timeline, you know, they
  1265. 48:59speak to me a lot through symbols. So,
  1266. 49:02by placing a timeline above my eyes,
  1267. 49:04it's almost holographic, you see, by
  1268. 49:06placing the timeline, they tell me, "
  1269. 49:07Well, you see, this is his present life
  1270. 49:09, this man is sick with this, but in
  1271. 49:11his past life, look, he was wounded in
  1272. 49:13that spot.""So, you have something to
  1273. 49:17clear in the past life, but you also
  1274. 49:19have a connection with his guide who
  1275. 49:22wants to show you how, in his present
  1276. 49:24life, this man has revived this illness
  1277. 49:27in an echo." Why did he choose those
  1278. 49:30parents? Because you see, his mother
  1279. 49:32carried that suffering. So this man is
  1280. 49:34managing that suffering for his mother,
  1281. 49:36and sometimes they'll tell me, "Well,
  1282. 49:37he is very connected to such and such
  1283. 49:39type of energy," like he is very
  1284. 49:41connected to water. So then I will have
  1285. 49:44other faculties to see that I can
  1286. 49:46reconnect him with the aquatic
  1287. 49:48environment. So, it could be someone
  1288. 49:51who says to me during the session, "But
  1289. 49:53this is completely crazy, because when
  1290. 49:55I was a child, I couldn't stop swimming
  1291. 49:56...But then, one day, I stopped because
  1292. 49:58of work, because of...And, in fact, I
  1293. 50:00keep telling myself that I need to go
  1294. 50:01back into the water, but I couldn't
  1295. 50:03anymore.""And I say, 'Well, you have to
  1296. 50:05reconnect.'""So there, in the invisible
  1297. 50:08, I reconnect, I do things with my
  1298. 50:10hands." I lay things back down, I clean
  1299. 50:12, I cut, I—oh, I sometimes think the
  1300. 50:14neighbors must wonder, what is she
  1301. 50:16doing? She's tinkering in the air.
  1302. 50:18Fortunately, I put up some opaque
  1303. 50:20curtains, but there you go, so there
  1304. 50:22are these things.
  1305. 50:23Precisely in relation to that, and it's
  1306. 50:25super interesting. I think we've opened
  1307. 50:27many doors and. And I think, and I find
  1308. 50:29it super interesting to lift the hood a
  1309. 50:31little and to understand that, well
  1310. 50:33actually, in this big pile that we
  1311. 50:35consider to be the subtle world, the
  1312. 50:36invisible world, well actually, there
  1313. 50:38is quite a lot of complexity, quite a
  1314. 50:40lot of nuances, and that it's full,
  1315. 50:42it's an aggregate of many different
  1316. 50:43things.
  1317. 50:44Yeah, that's it.
  1318. 50:45And what I understand from what you're
  1319. 50:46saying is that when you're in a session
  1320. 50:48, it's actually not a rigid thing, it's
  1321. 50:49something very fluid. It's actually
  1322. 50:51like you have a team that works with
  1323. 50:53you and lends a hand. You have the
  1324. 50:55person's team, you have helpers that
  1325. 50:56come and go, and in fact, it depends on
  1326. 50:58the person you have in front of you.
  1327. 51:00Well, every consultation is different,
  1328. 51:02but people consult me, for example,
  1329. 51:04because they have a repetitive pattern
  1330. 51:05in their life they can't seem to break
  1331. 51:07free from. It could be a couple, a
  1332. 51:10romantic relationship, it could be
  1333. 51:12because, well, they are in a treatment
  1334. 51:14process for cancer and they want to go
  1335. 51:15and understand something a little
  1336. 51:17deeper that is blocking them. It could
  1337. 51:21be because they have an eating disorder
  1338. 51:23, because they are dyslexic, because
  1339. 51:25they think, "Hey, I'm facing a life
  1340. 51:27change, I don't know what's happening
  1341. 51:29to me, I feel bad, I'm not sleeping, or
  1342. 51:31I'm terrified," and they consult me
  1343. 51:33really saying, "Well, look, I've been
  1344. 51:35in a relationship for 5 years, I don't
  1345. 51:37feel good, can you tell me what's going
  1346. 51:40on?" And that's when my team gets to
  1347. 51:43work, just like you said. So, I have
  1348. 51:45learned, however, to truly have faith
  1349. 51:48in myself. So that's the same, I'm
  1350. 51:49careful how I say it because I wouldn't
  1351. 51:51want to seem pretentious, but I really
  1352. 51:53have faith in myself. Meaning that no
  1353. 51:55matter who consults me, I listen to
  1354. 51:57myself, even if the person tells me, "
  1355. 51:59No, no, I want us to work on this
  1356. 52:00specific thing.""Yes, but what's coming
  1357. 52:04to me now is what happened to you
  1358. 52:05during your parents 'separation when
  1359. 52:07you were still in your mother's womb."
  1360. 52:11For me, as long as I haven't repaired
  1361. 52:12that, as long as I haven't returned to
  1362. 52:15that cellular memory, as long as we
  1363. 52:16haven't detached that, as long as we
  1364. 52:18haven't truly brought you back into
  1365. 52:20symbiosis with yourself, we can't move
  1366. 52:22forward. Because your whims or your
  1367. 52:25emotional difficulties come from there,
  1368. 52:27because there's a memory there. So, I
  1369. 52:29start from zero. And it's true that
  1370. 52:32it's very important to me. That's why I
  1371. 52:34laugh about the zero point. It's
  1372. 52:36because my work is to find the zero
  1373. 52:39point precisely, I always say the root,
  1374. 52:42the true beginning of things. So,
  1375. 52:45sometimes I find it in a past life;
  1376. 52:47sometimes I find it in utero for people
  1377. 52:49; sometimes it’s both in a past life
  1378. 52:51and in utero. And, right now, it’s
  1379. 52:53echoing and replaying because, as a
  1380. 52:55result, the person is reliving the same
  1381. 52:56pattern. She doesn’t understand that
  1382. 52:58the rejection she’s experiencing is
  1383. 52:59the same one she felt with her father,
  1384. 53:01which is the same one she encounters at
  1385. 53:02work because, on top of that, she
  1386. 53:04thinks she’s ugly. Since she rejects
  1387. 53:05herself, she only experiences rejection
  1388. 53:07. So I disconnect, if you will, into
  1389. 53:09many spaces, both on different physical
  1390. 53:11bodies and also into other space-times.
  1391. 53:14I always tell people, I warn them, "
  1392. 53:16Watch out, I’m going to open a
  1393. 53:18space-time door because I’m going
  1394. 53:19into space-time." So I verbalize it,
  1395. 53:22you listen to me, you let it happen,
  1396. 53:24and I go in, and then I describe what I
  1397. 53:26see. So I’m going to pick up on what
  1398. 53:28the mother was feeling when the baby
  1399. 53:29was in the womb. What did the fetus
  1400. 53:31feel? What happened? So often people
  1401. 53:34tell me, "Oh, well, actually, yes, yes,
  1402. 53:35I almost died.""I clearly see that
  1403. 53:37accident because my mother told me
  1404. 53:39about it." So I will perceive these
  1405. 53:41things, and then I disconnect into the
  1406. 53:43physical, but into an invisible
  1407. 53:45physical. And people often feel me,
  1408. 53:47very, very often people tell me, "Well,
  1409. 53:48it’s crazy, I feel you in my body."
  1410. 53:50So I am at a distance; I work through
  1411. 53:52telephone consultations. I don’t use
  1412. 53:55video calls, I don’t like video for
  1413. 53:57this because, you see, I’m in my
  1414. 53:59chair, I’m in my healing space, and
  1415. 54:01I’m with myself, you see. And it’s
  1416. 54:03actually very fluid, and it’s very
  1417. 54:06organized, very logical. And I am shown
  1418. 54:08things sometimes even physically in a
  1419. 54:10holographic way. I see patterns appear
  1420. 54:13before me to help me understand that
  1421. 54:15when the person arrived, they refused
  1422. 54:17their incarnation. So I am shown a
  1423. 54:19little pink meteorite that represents
  1424. 54:21the person. Then I see it bumping
  1425. 54:24against its mother’s uterus. And you
  1426. 54:26see, sometimes "her mother" is written
  1427. 54:28on it, you see, they send me diagrams.
  1428. 54:30It’s almost like Pictionary, you see.
  1429. 54:33It’s like playing charades, it’s
  1430. 54:35quite funny.
  1431. 54:35Yeah. Uh, what I find interesting in
  1432. 54:39what you're saying is that I feel it
  1433. 54:41aligns with a realization that
  1434. 54:43traditional medicine is starting to
  1435. 54:45understand: that when we have an
  1436. 54:47ailment, a symptom, well, there's often
  1437. 54:49a cause that's deeper than what we see.
  1438. 54:53You see, what you're telling me is that
  1439. 54:54sometimes it's even deeper than what
  1440. 54:56traditional medicine thinks. Meaning,
  1441. 54:58it's not necessarily just an emotional
  1442. 55:00shock, anxiety, and so on. But that
  1443. 55:02perhaps even that anxiety also has a
  1444. 55:04cause that can go back even further.
  1445. 55:06I’d like to make a quick aside about
  1446. 55:08your mention of remote healing. That is
  1447. 55:12something my rational mind still has a
  1448. 55:13lot of trouble with, which is telling
  1449. 55:15myself, "Okay," and maybe still
  1450. 55:18come on
  1451. 55:19in line with classical medicine, which
  1452. 55:21is that we are a machine.
  1453. 55:23We aren't going to go repair a broken
  1454. 55:25car from a distance, and for it to be
  1455. 55:26fixed, you have to take it to the
  1456. 55:28mechanic, and he'll change the part; I
  1457. 55:30think there's a bit of that thought
  1458. 55:31pattern that makes it hard for me to
  1459. 55:33I understand you
  1460. 55:33to understand
  1461. 55:34why it’s possible for you to actually
  1462. 55:37provide this kind of remote care.
  1463. 55:40Well, first of all, for example, how
  1464. 55:42could you go and repair what happened
  1465. 55:44in the life of my client when it
  1466. 55:46happened back in the Middle Ages? For
  1467. 55:50example, a hanging, a murder, or a
  1468. 55:52judgment, a judgment that shouldn't
  1469. 55:54have been, which then leads to a
  1470. 55:56complex experience with the justice
  1471. 55:58system. How do you do it, Rémy, at
  1472. 56:01your doctor's, or your psychologist's,
  1473. 56:04or your surgeon's, uh, or even at your
  1474. 56:06lawyer's, because you're at your
  1475. 56:09lawyer's because you have an issue that
  1476. 56:11isn't working out right now in your
  1477. 56:14legal affairs? How do you go about
  1478. 56:16repairing things if I am not in this
  1479. 56:18invisible realm? If I don't have the
  1480. 56:20capacity to repair, well, you see, we
  1481. 56:22would be stuck. And that was the case,
  1482. 56:25let's say, in past centuries; I'd
  1483. 56:27almost say that before, we had more
  1484. 56:29awareness of this invisible, but let's
  1485. 56:32say that the modern world has really
  1486. 56:34obscured this part of us that can go
  1487. 56:37and repair across space-time. And I
  1488. 56:40realize that it's very complicated to
  1489. 56:41understand, because you can well
  1490. 56:43imagine that what I told you earlier
  1491. 56:44about my rational mind—you can well
  1492. 56:46imagine, Rémy, that it bothered me
  1493. 56:47enormously. So, I started exactly, uh,
  1494. 56:50yes, it's because I didn't actually
  1495. 56:52explain the progression I’ve made.
  1496. 56:54It's, it's because we didn't explain
  1497. 56:56that, it's because I actually left a
  1498. 56:57rational career. I'm just going over
  1499. 56:59this loop so you understand why I'm
  1500. 57:01doing consultations like this today.
  1501. 57:03Because that wasn't the case at the
  1502. 57:04start and if you had told me, I would
  1503. 57:06have said forget it and your charlatan
  1504. 57:08stuff isn't for me. So I completely
  1505. 57:10understand that some people have
  1506. 57:11questions. And uh, to explain to you, I
  1507. 57:14left a rational career. So I was
  1508. 57:17telling you that uh, I was in sales and
  1509. 57:19then uh, I had my uh, my daughter and
  1510. 57:22so I was pregnant with my daughter uh,
  1511. 57:25but I intended to go back to my sales
  1512. 57:27job and uh, I really felt the calling,
  1513. 57:30I mean one morning I just couldn't go
  1514. 57:32to work. It was physical. Uh, I had
  1515. 57:37recurring gastritis, I had liters of
  1516. 57:39acid in my stomach, I was vomiting, I
  1517. 57:41was on the verge of fainting. In other
  1518. 57:43words, I couldn't go to that office
  1519. 57:45anymore. And yet, I got along great
  1520. 57:47with my colleagues, really. It really
  1521. 57:48had nothing to do with the job, really.
  1522. 57:49I, I loved my job, but not enough, it
  1523. 57:52didn't have any meaning, not enough to
  1524. 57:55stay, not enough to keep going in the
  1525. 57:57end. And uh, I, I get pregnant with my
  1526. 58:00daughter, but at the time, I don't know
  1527. 58:02it yet when I, when I decide to stop
  1528. 58:04everything, to leave my job abruptly
  1529. 58:06for pretty much, well, for nothing
  1530. 58:08actually. I left with a leap of faith
  1531. 58:10and I think they tested me up there for
  1532. 58:12that too. They wanted to see if I would
  1533. 58:14cling to material things and a salary
  1534. 58:16that was good, too, for the time
  1535. 58:18because I was, I was 23, 24 years old
  1536. 58:19and I had a very good salary and I left
  1537. 58:21it for nothing, telling myself this
  1538. 58:23isn't what I want to be. What I want to
  1539. 58:26do is what I do with my advertising
  1540. 58:27clients, it's spending time listening
  1541. 58:29to them and talking with them. I didn't
  1542. 58:31care about selling them advertising
  1543. 58:32because, in fact, I was only listening
  1544. 58:34to their heart problems, ultimately.
  1545. 58:35You see, I trained myself a little bit
  1546. 58:37without knowing it. If you will, life
  1547. 58:38worked out well, it led me gently
  1548. 58:40toward this. And then uh, so I left
  1549. 58:43just like that, with nothing lined up.
  1550. 58:47And that's when they very quickly
  1551. 58:49introduced me to this gentleman who
  1552. 58:50sent me that lady, that phone call. I
  1553. 58:52think I was, quote-unquote, encouraged
  1554. 58:55to continue. They saw that I had, that
  1555. 58:58I had let things happen. I was young, I
  1556. 59:01was 23 or 24 when I accepted it. You
  1557. 59:04see, it was 2006, you know. It was 20
  1558. 59:07years ago for me, that total shift
  1559. 59:09toward a job that seemed unreal. So at
  1560. 59:12first, I didn't know what I was
  1561. 59:13supposed to do with it. So I told
  1562. 59:16myself, well, I'll set up as a
  1563. 59:18reflexologist or, uh, I'll do
  1564. 59:20relaxation massage. I have to find a
  1565. 59:23label because I needed a label. You
  1566. 59:25know, to me, in this world, we exist
  1567. 59:27with an image, a label. So I said to
  1568. 59:29myself, I need a label. So I started
  1569. 59:30wanting to take courses, and the first
  1570. 59:32day of training, I would get sick. From
  1571. 59:35the day I went to the training until
  1572. 59:38the moment I got home. So I wasn't able
  1573. 59:40to do any of them. I went home and I
  1574. 59:42heard in my head, "Don't you understand
  1575. 59:44yet that you have everything in your
  1576. 59:45hands?" And I said, "But I have
  1577. 59:48everything, what?" And then, in one
  1578. 59:52night, it shifted, and the very next
  1579. 59:54day I said, "Okay, okay, okay, I will
  1580. 59:55take people." So there was that
  1581. 59:58experience with that lady, and after
  1582. 1:00:00that, well, I agreed to open up. And
  1583. 1:00:03that lady, in the meantime, told
  1584. 1:00:04everyone around her because she wasn't
  1585. 1:00:06in pain anymore, she was doing well,
  1586. 1:00:08and she told everyone around her, and
  1587. 1:00:10within a year, I was just swamped with
  1588. 1:00:12work. Today, I work in many different
  1589. 1:00:14countries. As long as they speak French
  1590. 1:00:17, sometimes I call Hawaii, I call New
  1591. 1:00:18Zealand. You see, it’s fascinating,
  1592. 1:00:22even the people's accents, I love it—
  1593. 1:00:23in Reunion, in Canada—and, you see,
  1594. 1:00:25it happens very fast, actually; when
  1595. 1:00:27it's in the right place, it develops.
  1596. 1:00:29And so at the beginning, I opened a
  1597. 1:00:31treatment practice in my home. I had a
  1598. 1:00:34treatment table, and I was doing,
  1599. 1:00:37let’s say, magnetism. But you can bet
  1600. 1:00:39they didn't get off my back up there.
  1601. 1:00:41They said, "She wants to do magnetism
  1602. 1:00:43because she wants to do things right.""
  1603. 1:00:45As you were saying, a body is a body,
  1604. 1:00:47so we're going to give her what she
  1605. 1:00:49wants." Oh, but don't worry, they gave
  1606. 1:00:50me exactly what I wanted. I had an
  1607. 1:00:52uncountable number of patients. To date
  1608. 1:00:54, I must be approaching 8,000 patients
  1609. 1:00:57today. You see, it’s huge when I
  1610. 1:01:00think about it in terms of...These are
  1611. 1:01:02also levels of experience, you see,
  1612. 1:01:04because every hour spent with a patient
  1613. 1:01:06, well, that's 8,000 hours, let's say,
  1614. 1:01:08approximately. uh, for me today, you
  1615. 1:01:11see, of lived experience and
  1616. 1:01:13understanding. So, you see, at the
  1617. 1:01:15beginning, I started in the physical
  1618. 1:01:16realm, but in that realm, well, I felt
  1619. 1:01:18things with my hands, incredible things
  1620. 1:01:20. I was setting things back in order, I
  1621. 1:01:22hadn’t learned anything, mind you,
  1622. 1:01:23but I already had the same vocabulary.
  1623. 1:01:24People would tell me, "Oh, that’s
  1624. 1:01:25crazy, I'm reading a book about
  1625. 1:01:26magnetism." It talks about this, it
  1626. 1:01:29talks about this chakra, and for me, it
  1627. 1:01:31just came out as if there was someone
  1628. 1:01:33there doing it with other hands, hands
  1629. 1:01:35that I sometimes even saw glowing as if
  1630. 1:01:37I had double fingers and I was placing
  1631. 1:01:39my hands. And so it was great, except
  1632. 1:01:43that, well, it was too physically
  1633. 1:01:45demanding. Actually, I had two children
  1634. 1:01:47, I had built my house, and set up my
  1635. 1:01:49treatment room in my home. Uh, I had
  1636. 1:01:52seven patients—well, I say patients
  1637. 1:01:54again, but clients. Seven clients a day
  1638. 1:01:57. I had a 4-month waiting list. Can you
  1639. 1:02:00imagine? It was awful. I had 2 hours of
  1640. 1:02:02phone calls in the evening to schedule
  1641. 1:02:04appointments. I couldn't handle it
  1642. 1:02:06anymore, really. I was a bit of a
  1643. 1:02:07victim of my own success, but I didn't
  1644. 1:02:09know what was in store for me. So
  1645. 1:02:11that’s also a warning I like to give.
  1646. 1:02:13Be careful, it doesn't come for free on
  1647. 1:02:16our physical body. So I had two
  1648. 1:02:18burnouts. I physically crashed. Twice.
  1649. 1:02:21Meaning one morning, I could no longer
  1650. 1:02:23stand on my legs. I couldn't get up
  1651. 1:02:25anymore, I couldn't receive my patients
  1652. 1:02:26. I was forced to cancel on people over
  1653. 1:02:29the phone. And, uh, the simple fact of
  1654. 1:02:32having allowed myself to do that, it
  1655. 1:02:34completely stopped. I, I came back into
  1656. 1:02:37shape that very same day, even though
  1657. 1:02:39for a month I hadn't been walking, I
  1658. 1:02:41was going down to work on my kneecaps,
  1659. 1:02:43really. My husband was helping me,
  1660. 1:02:45holding me under the arm, you know. So
  1661. 1:02:47it was really a horrible time. And so I
  1662. 1:02:50had a burnout, and then I wanted to
  1663. 1:02:52welcome my 3rd child. So there, I told
  1664. 1:02:54myself I'm taking a break because I
  1665. 1:02:56want to welcome a third child and I
  1666. 1:02:58want to give myself a break in my life.
  1667. 1:03:00Once again, life is well-designed. They
  1668. 1:03:02, they made me work, but differently.
  1669. 1:03:05So, I was doing a lot of supervision
  1670. 1:03:06for therapists. I had many doctors
  1671. 1:03:09because they don't say it, but they
  1672. 1:03:11consult, doctors do. So I had a lot of
  1673. 1:03:15doctors, a lot of people from the
  1674. 1:03:17medical field, and many therapists,
  1675. 1:03:19psychologists, psychotherapists, and
  1676. 1:03:21even people who were already mediums,
  1677. 1:03:23people who consulted in that field. And
  1678. 1:03:27those people, well, I didn't feel I
  1679. 1:03:29could tell them I was stopping because
  1680. 1:03:31they had a need that seemed very
  1681. 1:03:32important to me. So they would tell me,
  1682. 1:03:35"It's okay Julie, we're aware that
  1683. 1:03:37you're pregnant, we're aware you're
  1684. 1:03:38expecting your baby, so we know you
  1685. 1:03:40can't work with energy.""So no worries,
  1686. 1:03:42you know, if you just call me, I have
  1687. 1:03:44questions, I have fears, I have doubts,
  1688. 1:03:46can we, can we talk on the phone?" And
  1689. 1:03:49I started during my pregnancy and my
  1690. 1:03:51maternity leave to agree to answer them
  1691. 1:03:53at least over the phone to keep that
  1692. 1:03:55connection. And that's when I
  1693. 1:03:58understood that, in fact, this is how I
  1694. 1:03:59was going to work. And one day, a
  1695. 1:04:01medium says to me, "Well, that's it,
  1696. 1:04:02you've understood now that you were
  1697. 1:04:04changing the way you work?""Did you
  1698. 1:04:06hear that you could work differently?"
  1699. 1:04:08And I have to tell you, it multiplied
  1700. 1:04:09my abilities tenfold. I see things more
  1701. 1:04:11clearly because, in fact, the body no
  1702. 1:04:13longer gets in my way. The presence of
  1703. 1:04:16the material body, the physical person
  1704. 1:04:18is no longer there to speak to me and
  1705. 1:04:19overwhelm me. I'm truly in connection
  1706. 1:04:22with almost all of their deepest truth,
  1707. 1:04:25you see. I see the person in the
  1708. 1:04:28vibration of the sound, I see them as
  1709. 1:04:31they are with all their burdens, all
  1710. 1:04:33their wounds. They can't use their
  1711. 1:04:36physicality to play out another story
  1712. 1:04:38for me or tell me no, or the body can't
  1713. 1:04:40overwhelm me with a blocked chakra.
  1714. 1:04:43It's, I really go straight to the right
  1715. 1:04:46origin, you see. For me, it's more of
  1716. 1:04:48an evolution. Now, I'm not judging, I'm
  1717. 1:04:50not saying it's an evolution for people
  1718. 1:04:52who are still magnetizers or who always
  1719. 1:04:55will be, and that's great, fortunately.
  1720. 1:04:57But it was my own evolution, you see. I
  1721. 1:05:00felt that my way of working was to go
  1722. 1:05:02read the different layers of the
  1723. 1:05:03invisible and to stitch up the origin
  1724. 1:05:05of the wound in the invisible. And so,
  1725. 1:05:08if I understand correctly, the reason
  1726. 1:05:10why it works, according to you, is that
  1727. 1:05:12consciousness is not local, that we are
  1728. 1:05:14more than just our bodies, and that in
  1729. 1:05:16fact when you connect remotely or by
  1730. 1:05:18phone, it's
  1731. 1:05:20the higher part of you that connects to
  1732. 1:05:22the higher part of another in a plane
  1733. 1:05:24where space doesn't exist like we
  1734. 1:05:26understand it. That's what I was
  1735. 1:05:28telling you earlier, actually. So,
  1736. 1:05:30that's a good summary of what you're
  1737. 1:05:31saying. I find you very insightful.
  1738. 1:05:34Exactly, because I think you understand
  1739. 1:05:36things well, and it's nice because it's
  1740. 1:05:38not easy to make people understand who
  1741. 1:05:40we are and to come here, in about an
  1742. 1:05:43hour, and explain everything we are or
  1743. 1:05:45everything we feel. You see, it's not
  1744. 1:05:48easy to do that in a condensed way, to
  1745. 1:05:50think, "Hey, it would be good to tell
  1746. 1:05:52them what happened to me," but it's
  1747. 1:05:54impossible. It's so vast. Yeah, what's
  1748. 1:05:56also complicated is that it's not
  1749. 1:05:58linear. It's, I imagine, lots of
  1750. 1:05:59connected things that we have to
  1751. 1:06:01translate into a linear conversation of
  1752. 1:06:03this, then that, and then that.
  1753. 1:06:06Exactly. I'm trying to provide an
  1754. 1:06:08overview if it can help people, if
  1755. 1:06:10others can relate, if others can dare
  1756. 1:06:12to be who they are because of my words.
  1757. 1:06:15As I told you earlier, that's the goal
  1758. 1:06:18of my collective voice. And ultimately,
  1759. 1:06:20well, it works, so I can no longer say
  1760. 1:06:23that it doesn't work. I would have been
  1761. 1:06:25one of those people who said that none
  1762. 1:06:26of this could work. But I'm forced to
  1763. 1:06:28admit that it does work. And it works
  1764. 1:06:31because, effectively, we are not just
  1765. 1:06:33this body, we are more. Mind you, this
  1766. 1:06:36body needs you to take care of it, to
  1767. 1:06:38nourish it properly. It's the
  1768. 1:06:40foundation—that you sleep well, which
  1769. 1:06:42basically means you have love for it.
  1770. 1:06:45Because if you don't have love for your
  1771. 1:06:47body, you can't help others, consult
  1772. 1:06:48with others, and be a source of support
  1773. 1:06:50or healing for someone else if you're
  1774. 1:06:52not doing well yourself, you see. We
  1775. 1:06:54don't look for, how should I say, a
  1776. 1:06:58broken crutch to lean on, right? So, as
  1777. 1:07:02a therapist, you must have a healthy
  1778. 1:07:05lifestyle yourself first. So, I won't
  1779. 1:07:08lie to you by saying I don't drink
  1780. 1:07:09alcohol; that's absolutely not true. I
  1781. 1:07:12love to drink, but I'm careful, I have
  1782. 1:07:14a limit, I have a way of being good to
  1783. 1:07:16myself, of pacing myself, of moderating
  1784. 1:07:19. And actually, the way it works, if
  1785. 1:07:22you will, is because this consciousness
  1786. 1:07:24or this body we have today is not only
  1787. 1:07:26in the palpable, it is also notably in
  1788. 1:07:28several invisible bodies which are
  1789. 1:07:29located—we won't list them here, you
  1790. 1:07:31know. There is the emotional body,
  1791. 1:07:34there is the, let's call it the mental
  1792. 1:07:35body, the causal body, in short, uh,
  1793. 1:07:37it's laborious. And then once again,
  1794. 1:07:39that's not the point of the podcast, so
  1795. 1:07:41we're not going to—I actually
  1796. 1:07:43understood all that afterwards, too.
  1797. 1:07:45But me, I'm someone who works by
  1798. 1:07:47instinct. And what I—what I really
  1799. 1:07:49understood, what was told to me,
  1800. 1:07:51because now they speak with me in a
  1801. 1:07:52much clearer way: they explain to me in
  1802. 1:07:54the evening, sometimes, what I did
  1803. 1:07:56during the day, why I didn't understand
  1804. 1:07:58there was a planet, why they re-explain
  1805. 1:08:00to me...They take the time, you know,
  1806. 1:08:01because they understood that I was
  1807. 1:08:03rational. And uh, so they explained to
  1808. 1:08:06me that beyond the rational and the
  1809. 1:08:08physical, we have we have different
  1810. 1:08:10invisible bodies, but we have different
  1811. 1:08:13existences with space-times in which we
  1812. 1:08:15still exist and will exist tomorrow.
  1813. 1:08:19Right there, okay, I understood it, but
  1814. 1:08:21to say that I understand it perfectly
  1815. 1:08:23well, uh, no, it's complicated in fact
  1816. 1:08:26to grasp the idea that we might still
  1817. 1:08:28exist in that space-time 200 years ago
  1818. 1:08:30where we suffered from a rape. It's
  1819. 1:08:34complicated to explain why that
  1820. 1:08:36justifies endometriosis in someone,
  1821. 1:08:38uterine pain, or uterine cancer. You
  1822. 1:08:40know, it's complicated to explain. But
  1823. 1:08:42as a result, I understood that it's
  1824. 1:08:44like a loop. So, I have, uh, they
  1825. 1:08:47explained to me that they made me
  1826. 1:08:49navigate through space-time, through
  1827. 1:08:51the spatio-temporal, and that I don't
  1828. 1:08:53need to think, because, as soon as I
  1829. 1:08:55connect, I actually manage to do
  1830. 1:08:56something that I can't do for myself as
  1831. 1:08:58Julie Verron in my life as a normal
  1832. 1:09:00woman, you know, when I'm doing my
  1833. 1:09:02laundry, my grocery shopping, with my
  1834. 1:09:04three kids, work with my husband, uh,
  1835. 1:09:06I'm not at all, I have a hard time
  1836. 1:09:08disconnecting my mind. I am someone who
  1837. 1:09:11is very, uh, a bit more anxious and
  1838. 1:09:13very much in my head. And actually,
  1839. 1:09:16however, as soon as I am, as soon as I
  1840. 1:09:18sit in my chair to be in channeling for
  1841. 1:09:20people, it's like the other greater
  1842. 1:09:22self sits down with me. And she, she is
  1843. 1:09:25doing great. All of a sudden,
  1844. 1:09:26everything just settles down. She
  1845. 1:09:28wanders through space-time, her mind bl
  1846. 1:09:30.
  1847. 1:09:30Thanks for taking over. I'm taking over
  1848. 1:09:32.
  1849. 1:09:33Exactly. Exactly. You see, she does
  1850. 1:09:36that, she takes over, she comes down.
  1851. 1:09:38That's why I always say, I always do
  1852. 1:09:40this thing with my hands to say hop, I
  1853. 1:09:42feel it settling in and connecting
  1854. 1:09:44almost as if we’d plugged in a jack
  1855. 1:09:46here that connects. I think, well,
  1856. 1:09:49I’m a bit behind here. Yeah, the jack
  1857. 1:09:51plug, that's a long
  1858. 1:09:52what you shared speaks to me quite a
  1859. 1:09:54bit and it's one of the topics I'm
  1860. 1:09:56currently digging into, and I agree
  1861. 1:09:58with you that it’s very complicated
  1862. 1:10:00because it really goes beyond our way
  1863. 1:10:02of seeing the world. You see, it’s
  1864. 1:10:04already quite something to talk about
  1865. 1:10:05past lives, and I think that right
  1866. 1:10:07there, we're stepping outside of many
  1867. 1:10:08people's belief systems. Uh, more and
  1868. 1:10:11more, the people I invite and the
  1869. 1:10:12people I listen to, etc., talk about
  1870. 1:10:14parallel lives where, in fact, space
  1871. 1:10:16might not even exist, and that’s why,
  1872. 1:10:19by the way, we can perform remote
  1873. 1:10:20healing treatments. In fact, different
  1874. 1:10:23time
  1875. 1:10:24doesn't really exist either, and
  1876. 1:10:26everything exists in the present, and
  1877. 1:10:28it's just different presents existing
  1878. 1:10:31at different frequency levels. There
  1879. 1:10:33you go, that's what I'm exploring, but
  1880. 1:10:35it's true that it really goes very far
  1881. 1:10:36outside of the belief system. Yes, in
  1882. 1:10:38fact, we cannot explore it through
  1883. 1:10:39understanding. Right away, if we
  1884. 1:10:42approach it that way, we will surely be
  1885. 1:10:44afraid. And if the mind, if you don't
  1886. 1:10:48experience it, I want to tell you in
  1887. 1:10:50your life, either because you’ve had
  1888. 1:10:53a consultation with such a consultant,
  1889. 1:10:56or because it doesn't happen to you to
  1890. 1:10:58feel, precisely, that something strange
  1891. 1:11:01is going on, if you don't experience it
  1892. 1:11:04, I completely agree, as a good former
  1893. 1:11:06Cartesian and still a rational woman
  1894. 1:11:09today, I completely agree. Uh, you can,
  1895. 1:11:12you can not understand it at all, but I
  1896. 1:11:15manage now, if you will, out of love
  1897. 1:11:17for my neighbor. And it will, it will
  1898. 1:11:19seem extremely naive, uh, cliché what
  1899. 1:11:21I’m telling you, but you see, when I
  1900. 1:11:24sit in my therapy chair, the only Julie
  1901. 1:11:26that exists, the only part of me, is
  1902. 1:11:28the same one I had when I was a little
  1903. 1:11:30girl. It’s the one who is joyful all
  1904. 1:11:32the time. It’s the one who deeply
  1905. 1:11:34loves others and who feels everything
  1906. 1:11:39inside them, and outside of them too,
  1907. 1:11:41in their invisible side, in their
  1908. 1:11:44history, and who has the desire: "If I
  1909. 1:11:46can take away even a tiny fraction of
  1910. 1:11:49their suffering, then my life on earth
  1911. 1:11:51is justified." It's as if I always
  1912. 1:11:54needed to be sure that I'm useful for
  1913. 1:11:56something. You see, I'm a bit like the
  1914. 1:11:59baby who didn't arrive at the right
  1915. 1:12:01time or who maybe they didn't want to
  1916. 1:12:02keep. I know that, and I don't hold any
  1917. 1:12:05grudge against my mom for it. I've
  1918. 1:12:06understood the whole thing perfectly
  1919. 1:12:08well. I arrived, I landed a bit
  1920. 1:12:10unexpectedly, and so today, I'm left
  1921. 1:12:13with the desire to always have meaning
  1922. 1:12:15and an impact, and to tell myself: "
  1923. 1:12:17Well, when I leave this earth, I hope I
  1924. 1:12:20will have left something good for
  1925. 1:12:22others." You see, I want to go back up
  1926. 1:12:25and be with myself, telling myself I'll
  1927. 1:12:27be at peace because I will have always
  1928. 1:12:29loved, I will have tried to love as
  1929. 1:12:31much as possible, and I will have loved
  1930. 1:12:34with all my sincerity. And ultimately,
  1931. 1:12:37when I am channeling and I repair what
  1932. 1:12:39needs repairing in the invisible, in
  1933. 1:12:41the physical body, in people's minds,
  1934. 1:12:44in their psyche, in their
  1935. 1:12:45transgenerational patterns, in their
  1936. 1:12:48cellular memory, well, I repair with
  1937. 1:12:50love. And actually, I don't know how
  1938. 1:12:53that works, you see. I don't know, it's
  1939. 1:12:57like when you give a gift with a lot of
  1940. 1:12:59love, or when you give a gift because
  1941. 1:13:01you were told you had to buy a gift for
  1942. 1:13:03so-and-so. We agree that you yourself
  1943. 1:13:05know it in your emotions. If it's
  1944. 1:13:08someone you didn't like because they
  1945. 1:13:09weren't kind to you, well, you know
  1946. 1:13:11that the heart you give with won't be
  1947. 1:13:12in the same state of openness. Whereas
  1948. 1:13:15when you sincerely love something or
  1949. 1:13:17someone, you do something that comes
  1950. 1:13:19out in a powerful way, you see? Meaning
  1951. 1:13:23, effortlessly. Well, when I'm doing a
  1952. 1:13:24healing session, I'm effortless. I'm
  1953. 1:13:26sometimes a bit ashamed to say it
  1954. 1:13:28because
  1955. 1:13:30it requires me to be present between
  1956. 1:13:32two worlds for all the hours I'm
  1957. 1:13:34connected, and I connect for many hours
  1958. 1:13:36in a row. So it's true that I do this,
  1959. 1:13:39it's a physical exercise for me because
  1960. 1:13:42I have to be between several worlds and
  1961. 1:13:44several space-times. So, someone who
  1962. 1:13:47would just see me sitting in my office
  1963. 1:13:49could say, "Yeah, but she's not doing
  1964. 1:13:51anything." But actually, nobody can
  1965. 1:13:55imagine the energy consumption, if you
  1966. 1:13:57will, that it can have to be connected
  1967. 1:14:00to different worlds, space-times, and
  1968. 1:14:03frequencies with different beings. And
  1969. 1:14:06at the same time, I would say that I
  1970. 1:14:08don't make an effort, however, to
  1971. 1:14:10connect and receive the info. I just
  1972. 1:14:12need to say, could you, so, OK, thank
  1973. 1:14:15you Marie-Thérèse. So you are coming
  1974. 1:14:18for your cancer. So, uh, could you tell
  1975. 1:14:20me what is happening for
  1976. 1:14:21Marie-Thérèse? And then I'll
  1977. 1:14:23immediately start to have visions,
  1978. 1:14:25words, phrases, and—hop! And it will
  1979. 1:14:29follow a sequence, and I will clearly
  1980. 1:14:31explain to the person throughout the
  1981. 1:14:33consultation the origin, the "why," and
  1982. 1:14:36the relationship to the present. I like
  1983. 1:14:39for it to have a logic. The person
  1984. 1:14:41leaves my place having understood why,
  1985. 1:14:43how they can work on themselves, and
  1986. 1:14:45how they can continue in their daily
  1987. 1:14:46life. "Work on themselves," that's the
  1988. 1:14:49same, it's a word I don't like much,
  1989. 1:14:50but how can they, in their daily life,
  1990. 1:14:52continue to materialize something
  1991. 1:14:54better for themselves? You see, they
  1992. 1:14:56understand how they are replaying an
  1993. 1:14:58echo here and how, by stepping out of
  1994. 1:15:00the vision of that echo, they can look
  1995. 1:15:02at it. I really give keys because I am
  1996. 1:15:04told how to do it.
  1997. 1:15:05H
  1998. 1:15:06There you go, you see.
  1999. 1:15:08How do you feel the collective is
  2000. 1:15:10opening up to these subjects? Do you
  2001. 1:15:13feel that, indeed, over the years, it
  2002. 1:15:14is becoming more and more accepted? And
  2003. 1:15:17according to you, what is that due to?
  2004. 1:15:20Well, uh, yes, I feel that it is more
  2005. 1:15:22and more accepted, but when I started,
  2006. 1:15:24uh, I had to, I was going to say, do
  2007. 1:15:26myself violence. I entered at a time
  2008. 1:15:28when we weren't expected, you know. As
  2009. 1:15:30I told you, in 2006, we weren't there
  2010. 1:15:32yet. Uh, it wasn't necessarily as
  2011. 1:15:35well-regarded as it is today. We didn't
  2012. 1:15:38dare say it either. So what I did hear
  2013. 1:15:41many times, however, is that the
  2014. 1:15:43collective was going to open up because
  2015. 1:15:46of the, quote-unquote, Covid period. In
  2016. 1:15:50fact, people were going to suffer
  2017. 1:15:51enormously. They were going to be
  2018. 1:15:53wounded in their interiority, in their
  2019. 1:15:55instinct, in their convictions. And
  2020. 1:15:58this wound was going to force them to
  2021. 1:16:00choose themselves, you see, in terms of
  2022. 1:16:02who I am, in my identity. So, I worked
  2023. 1:16:06tremendously while everyone was on
  2024. 1:16:08break during Covid, and I was told: "
  2025. 1:16:11You must support this period of great
  2026. 1:16:14suffering, because people are about to
  2027. 1:16:17experience something very paradoxical."
  2028. 1:16:20Because as much as things are shifting
  2029. 1:16:22towards computing—they used that word
  2030. 1:16:24to avoid saying artificial intelligence
  2031. 1:16:26, because I don't think I could have
  2032. 1:16:28truly grasped it yet. I was told at
  2033. 1:16:31that time that a more computer-based
  2034. 1:16:33intelligence would want to take over,
  2035. 1:16:36and simultaneously, a whole group of
  2036. 1:16:39people would mostly open up their
  2037. 1:16:41instincts and inner consciousness. And
  2038. 1:16:44that's the goal of what we're living
  2039. 1:16:45through. You'll see people like us who
  2040. 1:16:50dare to speak up and be seen physically
  2041. 1:16:53, in who we are, even if I am known
  2042. 1:16:55today. So, there will be more and more
  2043. 1:16:59people who dare to show themselves. And
  2044. 1:17:02actually, because we're told: "Don't be
  2045. 1:17:04afraid, things are opening up, you must
  2046. 1:17:05provide support, but you must not lose
  2047. 1:17:07sight of what you feel inside." In fact
  2048. 1:17:09, people will dare to be themselves
  2049. 1:17:11more and more, but it doesn't come for
  2050. 1:17:13free for them, either! They're going
  2051. 1:17:15through it because they're losing jobs
  2052. 1:17:16they didn't like, because their
  2053. 1:17:18financial situation is falling apart,
  2054. 1:17:20or because someone becomes seriously
  2055. 1:17:21ill. You see, everything is becoming—
  2056. 1:17:24the funnel is tightening, the pressure
  2057. 1:17:26is mounting so that you have no choice
  2058. 1:17:29but to be yourself. Which is a bit of
  2059. 1:17:32why you're here too, speaking in French
  2060. 1:17:33, and you see, you felt the same
  2061. 1:17:35calling. Do you see what I mean? I
  2062. 1:17:37think that's what's funny, and what you
  2063. 1:17:39shared resonates quite a bit: when
  2064. 1:17:41you're on the right path, everything
  2065. 1:17:42flows easily.
  2066. 1:17:44Exactly. Conversely, when it's not the
  2067. 1:17:46right path, well, you see, there's
  2068. 1:17:47friction, it's hard, you're struggling,
  2069. 1:17:49you can't get up, you're in pain
  2070. 1:17:50everywhere.
  2071. 1:17:51For the English podcast, I had recorded
  2072. 1:17:52, I think, 35 episodes, and it was
  2073. 1:17:53super interesting. I had great guests,
  2074. 1:17:55but the videos just didn't work out. It
  2075. 1:17:58was around 100 to 150 views per video,
  2076. 1:18:00and yet at the time, I was already very
  2077. 1:18:02happy with my 100 or 150 views.
  2078. 1:18:03Yes, for sure.
  2079. 1:18:05Uh, but it was when the first video I
  2080. 1:18:06launched here in French, even though I
  2081. 1:18:08thought the audience would be smaller
  2082. 1:18:09because the Francophone community is,
  2083. 1:18:11after all, smaller than the Anglophone
  2084. 1:18:12one. Well, the episode was a huge hit,
  2085. 1:18:15I told myself, okay, well maybe it’s
  2086. 1:18:16an exception, and then the episodes
  2087. 1:18:18kept performing well,
  2088. 1:18:19and in fact, while thinking, because
  2089. 1:18:21actually, you were accepting yourself.
  2090. 1:18:22It’s you, it’s you who accepted
  2091. 1:18:24yourself with yourself.
  2092. 1:18:26You see, when you accept yourself and
  2093. 1:18:27you are in the right place
  2094. 1:18:29with yourself, once again, it always
  2095. 1:18:30starts from within. If you are in the
  2096. 1:18:32right place with yourself and you do it
  2097. 1:18:34with sincerity, you tell yourself, well
  2098. 1:18:36, too bad about the judgments, too bad
  2099. 1:18:38for everyone I hadn't warned, that I
  2100. 1:18:39also had this openness or this
  2101. 1:18:41curiosity, because it can start with a
  2102. 1:18:42simple curiosity. And well, actually,
  2103. 1:18:44all of a sudden the doors open, and I
  2104. 1:18:46mean they open wide, and you have the
  2105. 1:18:48wind at your back, it blows, and it
  2106. 1:18:49leaves you no choice. People call you,
  2107. 1:18:51they want a session, they want a
  2108. 1:18:53consultation, they want this, or, well,
  2109. 1:18:55you don't really have a choice anymore.
  2110. 1:18:57You are, you are obliged to go for it.
  2111. 1:18:58You see, when you are in the right
  2112. 1:18:59place, you are forced to go for it. So
  2113. 1:19:01this will speak to all those who
  2114. 1:19:02perhaps are hesitant or are still
  2115. 1:19:04afraid of disappointing Mom or Dad or
  2116. 1:19:06being judged by a husband. I have many
  2117. 1:19:08women who consult me because they are
  2118. 1:19:11actually lonely in their relationship.
  2119. 1:19:15So, their relationship isn't going well
  2120. 1:19:17, but they don't leave because,
  2121. 1:19:18precisely, uh, maybe, uh, well, the
  2122. 1:19:20children are there, you don't want to
  2123. 1:19:22lose a home, you don't want to lose
  2124. 1:19:24sometimes a financial resource that
  2125. 1:19:26supports you because the person is on
  2126. 1:19:28maternity leave. But, at the end of the
  2127. 1:19:32day, uh, she has talent, she might have
  2128. 1:19:33what we call a gift, but she doesn't
  2129. 1:19:35put it to use because her husband
  2130. 1:19:36doesn't believe in it. So it happens a
  2131. 1:19:40lot that I am able to go and turn on
  2132. 1:19:42the taps everywhere so that the person
  2133. 1:19:44can experience it. Afterward, she
  2134. 1:19:47experiences it to the extent that she
  2135. 1:19:49decides to, but when there are
  2136. 1:19:50prohibitions, I am made to cut those
  2137. 1:19:51prohibitions. And so the prohibitions
  2138. 1:19:53are often the fear of judgment, and the
  2139. 1:19:56judgment of a husband, a father, or
  2140. 1:19:58neighbors, or, or
  2141. 1:20:00what I find funny is that it is often
  2142. 1:20:01self-imposed. I had quite a few fears
  2143. 1:20:03like that when I left my very
  2144. 1:20:05traditional job at a tech company. It
  2145. 1:20:07was well-paid. Well, I thought, well,
  2146. 1:20:09my wife specifically too, I thought
  2147. 1:20:10that’s kind of what she signed up for
  2148. 1:20:12. And not only did she not care when I
  2149. 1:20:14quit, but she was actually happy
  2150. 1:20:16because it meant I had more time to
  2151. 1:20:17spend with her and I was more attentive
  2152. 1:20:19.
  2153. 1:20:20There you go. Well, it’s
  2154. 1:20:21so, in fact, there are many stories we
  2155. 1:20:23tell ourselves that are sometimes just
  2156. 1:20:25stories we tell ourselves. They were
  2157. 1:20:28stories we tell ourselves, but it’s
  2158. 1:20:30the same for our clients too
  2159. 1:20:32because somewhere they too, uh, every
  2160. 1:20:35time they consult me, I, I, I dislodge
  2161. 1:20:39a fear, I dislodge, uh, sometimes even
  2162. 1:20:43past-life memories. So we can’t
  2163. 1:20:45necessarily say that the person is
  2164. 1:20:47making it up either. It correlates with
  2165. 1:20:49a memory as well. If you’ve been hurt
  2166. 1:20:52, rejected, or judged in the past,
  2167. 1:20:53it’s certain that it will be much
  2168. 1:20:55harder for you if you want, uh, to face
  2169. 1:20:57this fear of rejection. You might
  2170. 1:21:00really go into it dragging your feet,
  2171. 1:21:02you see. Whereas in reality, uh, it is
  2172. 1:21:06often linked to a fear, a fear that has
  2173. 1:21:08re-anchored itself in your physical
  2174. 1:21:09life. Uh, either you had a very
  2175. 1:21:12conventional family and you are very,
  2176. 1:21:14very afraid of disappointing them, but
  2177. 1:21:16it woke up something that had often
  2178. 1:21:17been within you for a long time. Do you
  2179. 1:21:20see what I mean? So
  2180. 1:21:22it positions itself on many levels and
  2181. 1:21:24in many space-times, as I tell you. But
  2182. 1:21:26it is often, in any case, something, uh
  2183. 1:21:29, that starts from a fear we have, a
  2184. 1:21:31fear that materialized in your present
  2185. 1:21:34life first. Now, I always start from
  2186. 1:21:36your present life, and it takes me to
  2187. 1:21:38the root where this fear resonated. But
  2188. 1:21:42this present life, as you consulting me
  2189. 1:21:45, is what somehow brings about the
  2190. 1:21:47consultation and the answer to the
  2191. 1:21:49consultation, you see. Julie, thank you
  2192. 1:21:53so much for everything you shared today
  2193. 1:21:55. We covered an enormous number of
  2194. 1:21:56topics, it was super interesting, and
  2195. 1:21:58we were able to go into detail.
  2196. 1:22:00I have three little questions I ask all
  2197. 1:22:01my guests at the end of an episode. The
  2198. 1:22:04first one is, what does living a
  2199. 1:22:06fulfilled life mean to you?
  2200. 1:22:10Well, precisely, a fulfilled life for
  2201. 1:22:12me is when you are truly who you are.
  2202. 1:22:16There you go. When you are who you are,
  2203. 1:22:17when you don't reject who you are, when
  2204. 1:22:19you accept being who you are. Well, I
  2205. 1:22:22find that everything is simpler,
  2206. 1:22:24everything is easier, the physical body
  2207. 1:22:26feels better and we find pleasure. We
  2208. 1:22:29are happy to wake up in the morning to
  2209. 1:22:31do what we have to do. There you go, in
  2210. 1:22:33fact, we are true to ourselves, so we
  2211. 1:22:34are true to others. It avoids a lot of
  2212. 1:22:36turmoil
  2213. 1:22:36and being angry. It avoids being angry.
  2214. 1:22:39It brings you joy and then all the
  2215. 1:22:41doors open. That doesn't mean we don't
  2216. 1:22:43have trials to go through, but there is
  2217. 1:22:45still something that is simpler when we
  2218. 1:22:46don't tell ourselves stories.
  2219. 1:22:48Hm.
  2220. 1:22:48There we go. Great. And if you had one
  2221. 1:22:51piece of advice for the 20-year-old
  2222. 1:22:52Julie, what would it be?
  2223. 1:22:56Uh, well, that she shouldn't be afraid
  2224. 1:22:58of who she is really going to become,
  2225. 1:23:01and to be certain that she will do good
  2226. 1:23:03by doing that. Because that was really
  2227. 1:23:06the fear I had, the fear of not serving
  2228. 1:23:08others, and of not being useful, and of
  2229. 1:23:12not doing the right thing. So I would
  2230. 1:23:14tell her now, don't worry, no matter
  2231. 1:23:15what happens, you will be in the right
  2232. 1:23:17place. Yes, to not judge myself because
  2233. 1:23:19, in fact, I was judging myself. I was
  2234. 1:23:20hard on myself, harder than on anyone
  2235. 1:23:22else.
  2236. 1:23:23That's often the case. Exactly,
  2237. 1:23:25we always set the bar very high for
  2238. 1:23:27ourselves and less so for others.
  2239. 1:23:29Exactly.
  2240. 1:23:30Uh, perfect. And finally, where can
  2241. 1:23:33people learn more about you, your work,
  2242. 1:23:34and get in touch with you?
  2243. 1:23:36Yes. Well, I'll give a little, so you
  2244. 1:23:39have to be patient because I have many
  2245. 1:23:41requests and my schedule is very far
  2246. 1:23:43ahead. So as I was telling you, I am
  2247. 1:23:46answering your questions, not to get
  2248. 1:23:49more work, I already have plenty, but
  2249. 1:23:51really to share my story. But if
  2250. 1:23:55someone relates and is in need, they
  2251. 1:23:58can send me a text or a WhatsApp at 06
  2252. 1:24:0110 55 68. There you go, I'm not afraid
  2253. 1:24:06to give my number because it's always
  2254. 1:24:08...wait, you might get a wave of people
  2255. 1:24:09. They will be patient, I ask them, if
  2256. 1:24:12these people listened to this podcast,
  2257. 1:24:14it's because somewhere they will be
  2258. 1:24:15aware that I will manage as best I can,
  2259. 1:24:17I will do everything I can. And so,
  2260. 1:24:19send me a text or a WhatsApp. Uh, you
  2261. 1:24:23can find a few short videos of me, but
  2262. 1:24:24I haven't really taken the time yet to
  2263. 1:24:26speak to the collective. I've done a
  2264. 1:24:29few conferences and interviews, I
  2265. 1:24:31haven't really made the time, but you
  2266. 1:24:33can listen to, well, I have a YouTube
  2267. 1:24:36channel I started but I can't seem to
  2268. 1:24:38find the time to nurture, called
  2269. 1:24:40Quantum Keys. And then I answered
  2270. 1:24:43various interviews, you know, with a
  2271. 1:24:45gentleman who has a channel called John
  2272. 1:24:47Cochet. So we talked about dyslexia, we
  2273. 1:24:49talked about cellular memory on that
  2274. 1:24:51gentleman's channel. So you can also
  2275. 1:24:53possibly find some traces there.
  2276. 1:24:55Great. Listen, I'll put all the links
  2277. 1:24:57in the description as I do every time.
  2278. 1:24:58There we go.
  2279. 1:24:59Julie, thank you so much for being with
  2280. 1:25:00me today and for sharing everything
  2281. 1:25:01you've shared, it was super interesting
  2282. 1:25:03.
  2283. 1:25:03Thank you.
  2284. 1:25:05I'm Réy, you're watching Point 0, and
  2285. 1:25:06I'll see you in the next episode. Bye!
  2286. 1:25:09Thanks for being part of the adventure,
  2287. 1:25:11and if you feel like something is
  2288. 1:25:13shifting inside you right now, I
  2289. 1:25:14created the Point 0 assessment. It's
  2290. 1:25:16free, it takes 3 minutes, and you'll
  2291. 1:25:18receive a personalized reading on where
  2292. 1:25:19you are, what's holding you back, and
  2293. 1:25:21your next step.

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