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2015 London Keynote - Martine Wright - A Story of Suffering, Recovery, Determination and Self-Belief — Transcript

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  1. 0:14the International Olympic Committee
  2. 0:17there's the honor of announcing at the
  3. 0:20games of the 38 Olympian 2012 awarded to
  4. 0:26the City of London
  5. 0:31we've been been celebrating in the
  6. 0:32afternoon that London and Romney olympic
  7. 0:34bid and which I saw was a good excuse to
  8. 0:36go out and have a few drinks ready to
  9. 0:39celebrate
  10. 0:44following morning my alarm went off and
  11. 0:48I'm usually very good in the morning I'm
  12. 0:49quite a morning person that morning I
  13. 0:53decided to have 10 minutes embed those
  14. 0:5710 minutes would come at a price on July
  15. 1:01the 7th 2005 Martin ride was just
  16. 1:04another passenger and the london
  17. 1:05underground until she sat next to a
  18. 1:08suicide bomber I just had a white flash
  19. 1:11in front of my eyes and I felt like I
  20. 1:14was being thrown from side to side and I
  21. 1:18remember consciously thinking what the
  22. 1:22hell is going on
  23. 1:24today the chilling sound I've son of
  24. 1:27totally guilty vehicles the pole shift
  25. 1:30out of birds a name
  26. 1:31encourages killing maiming suddenly it
  27. 1:37was just black devastation you know it
  28. 1:41did blackness
  29. 1:47I don't remember the pain I just do not
  30. 1:50remember any pain all I could see was a
  31. 1:55sort of metal going down into me I
  32. 1:59didn't realize that my legs were were
  33. 2:01caught up in it there was just an
  34. 2:03electrical sort of burning smell and it
  35. 2:06was getting a little quieter and quieter
  36. 2:07as well and I can only really equate
  37. 2:10that to in the beginning of people were
  38. 2:13dying and things
  39. 2:17I could see this figure coming down
  40. 2:20towards the door that been blown off and
  41. 2:24this was Liz Liz Kenworthy the off-duty
  42. 2:26policeman
  43. 2:28um I am basically this was the the lady
  44. 2:33that saved my life
  45. 2:42she that's why I just yeah I just think
  46. 2:48I'm so lucky just so lucky oh she she
  47. 2:55came through and I can't imagine again
  48. 2:59what she was faced with but because you
  49. 3:02know I was there and she and she saw the
  50. 3:04state of my legs and I remember seeing
  51. 3:09her and I just kept saying to her my
  52. 3:12name's montine right please tell my mom
  53. 3:14and dad I'm okay my name is Martine
  54. 3:16right on 77 2005 Martine rights began a
  55. 3:20quite extraordinary journey a very
  56. 3:22personal stories inseparable from
  57. 3:24London's public preparations for the
  58. 3:26games by 2007 as London's often
  59. 3:29embattled organizers were bruised by
  60. 3:31budget issues and battered by a hostile
  61. 3:33response to the games logo Martine began
  62. 3:36to reveal her irrepressible spirit
  63. 3:38learning to ski and fly then in May 2008
  64. 3:42as Boris Johnson became mayor of london
  65. 3:44the Beijing Games provided Martine a map
  66. 3:47for her own journey I knew that I had to
  67. 3:49do something as a result of losing my
  68. 3:51legs that day otherwise to me it would
  69. 3:53have been all a complete waste of time
  70. 3:55so I was actually looking at the
  71. 4:00paralympics in a very new light in a in
  72. 4:02a light of a disabled person and
  73. 4:06and thinking my god wouldn't it be
  74. 4:08amazing to do something like that so I
  75. 4:11started playing for a Sitting Volleyball
  76. 4:14Club what I did enjoy about it is that
  77. 4:17you're not in your chair you know you
  78. 4:19you move on on the floor it's very
  79. 4:22dynamic game very fast game I came into
  80. 4:26politics in 2010 Britain elected its
  81. 4:29youngest prime minister in nearly 200
  82. 4:31years with little experience herself
  83. 4:35Martine tried out for the first gb
  84. 4:37sitting volleyball team she was selected
  85. 4:39to play in the World Championships in a
  86. 4:43chilling coincidence they traveled to
  87. 4:45the tournament in the USA and she lie
  88. 4:47the seventh that's when I sort of
  89. 4:51realized oh my god I could be on such a
  90. 4:56special journey or not you know I could
  91. 4:59actually end up at the Paralympics
  92. 5:03as the mood turned roared you're in the
  93. 5:05riots of 2011 it was a tense time for
  94. 5:09Martine and her teammates who still had
  95. 5:11to persuade the british paralympic
  96. 5:12association they were good enough to
  97. 5:14appear at the games the news a dreamed
  98. 5:17of finally came in March 2012 I just
  99. 5:21think back and I actually can't believe
  100. 5:24the journey that has happened and is
  101. 5:28happening now that I'm on and you know
  102. 5:32maybe I was always meant to get up late
  103. 5:34that morning maybe I was always meant to
  104. 5:36run up the escalator and jump on that
  105. 5:39carriage that I got on you know maybe I
  106. 5:42was always meant to see this journey I
  107. 5:43don't know I can't I can't answer that
  108. 5:46all i can say is that i'm just lucky to
  109. 5:49be living this dream now
  110. 5:56good morning everyone you'll definitely
  111. 5:59sufficiently warmed up i feel choir did
  112. 6:02a great job that don't worry I'm not
  113. 6:04going to make you sing a sing a song
  114. 6:05although you didn't do very well hello
  115. 6:08ladies and gentlemen and let me start by
  116. 6:10saying thank you for inviting me in but
  117. 6:13you know what it's an absolute honor to
  118. 6:16be asked here today to be surrounded by
  119. 6:19healthcare professionals that make huge
  120. 6:22differences to people's lives every
  121. 6:26minute of every day you go to work as
  122. 6:29you've heard from the video my name is
  123. 6:32Martine right and I'm proud to say that
  124. 6:35I'm now captain of the Great Britain
  125. 6:37sitting volleyball team
  126. 6:44and I did actually have the huge honor
  127. 6:47of taking part in the London Paralympics
  128. 6:52actually within this building here
  129. 6:54within the XL so so this this building's
  130. 6:57got very special memories for me and
  131. 7:00that was a dream i was working towards
  132. 7:02over the last few years but there hasn't
  133. 7:05always been my dream and there's as he
  134. 7:08heard from the film 10 years ago now i
  135. 7:10can't quite believe it is 10 years ago
  136. 7:12but 10 years ago I was on the way to
  137. 7:15work as an international marketing
  138. 7:16manager and I stepped on a Circle Line
  139. 7:20chew in London and it changed my life
  140. 7:23forever I was SAT just four foot away
  141. 7:26from one of the suicide bombers that
  142. 7:27decided to hit London that morning I was
  143. 7:32actually the last to be rescued from the
  144. 7:34Circle Line train i was i was down there
  145. 7:36for about an hour and 15 minutes
  146. 7:38something that i still can't comprehend
  147. 7:41but my family frantically searched for
  148. 7:44me for nearly two days again something
  149. 7:47that I can't quite get my head round but
  150. 7:49they finally found me at the Royal
  151. 7:51London Hospital completely
  152. 7:53unrecognizable I'd lost both my legs
  153. 7:56above the knee at lost eighty percent of
  154. 7:58my blood been resuscitated several times
  155. 8:01and was in a deep coma and after 10 days
  156. 8:05and came out this coma to look down in
  157. 8:08my hospital bed and to see that my legs
  158. 8:12were gone I can't really describe to you
  159. 8:16how I felt at that moment but I pretty
  160. 8:18much felt like my world had ended I just
  161. 8:22couldn't believe that out the millions
  162. 8:24of people that travel on the tube every
  163. 8:26day I was the most injured survivor it
  164. 8:30seems so unfair I i often thought back
  165. 8:32then i'd probably have more chance of
  166. 8:34winning the lottery than sitting where I
  167. 8:36was sitting that day but the medical
  168. 8:38staff and my family kept reassuring me
  169. 8:42but I remember that then all I all I
  170. 8:44kept saying was but I've got no legs
  171. 8:46I've got no legs and I remember this one
  172. 8:50day where as I was saying but I've got
  173. 8:53no legs my mum who is a fantastic
  174. 8:56and my inspiration she grabbed hold of
  175. 8:59my face and she said but Martine you are
  176. 9:03still here and you could have been
  177. 9:06paralyzed or you could have had a brain
  178. 9:08injury but you didn't so you survived
  179. 9:11you are still Martine and you can get
  180. 9:14new legs and I'm sure there's people
  181. 9:18here today who have been through
  182. 9:20something equally traumatic or obviously
  183. 9:24I know all of you in your daily working
  184. 9:27lives come across patients that have
  185. 9:29been through something like this and I'm
  186. 9:32sure that they would tell you that there
  187. 9:33was one thing that they were faced with
  188. 9:36and that was a turning point my turning
  189. 9:39point came on a day when I was actually
  190. 9:41supposed to be chief bridesmaid to my
  191. 9:43best friend Alex but instead I was I was
  192. 9:47strong enough at Royal London it was
  193. 9:48about two months after to go up to the
  194. 9:51video for the first time and I remember
  195. 9:55looking at round this room and seeing
  196. 9:57all manner of different people and I saw
  197. 10:00a girl who's won my very good friends
  198. 10:02now she lost both her legs and both
  199. 10:05their arms through meningitis I met
  200. 10:08other victims of the bombings who might
  201. 10:11not have been as physically injured as
  202. 10:12me but psychologically they were
  203. 10:15completely traumatized and this was the
  204. 10:18day that I found out how many people
  205. 10:20died that day 52 people innocent people
  206. 10:24on their way to work had been killed and
  207. 10:27I had no idea at all before this point
  208. 10:31so I think this was pretty much the day
  209. 10:34we're not pretty much this was the day
  210. 10:35that I sort of said to myself Martin
  211. 10:38pull yourself together you got two
  212. 10:42choices either you can feel sorry for
  213. 10:46yourself for the rest of your life and
  214. 10:47keep asking that question why me why me
  215. 10:51and decide never to walk again or to
  216. 10:55think ripe well life carries on and and
  217. 10:59yes it was it was an awful thing worse
  218. 11:01than anything I could have ever imagined
  219. 11:04but there are always people worse off
  220. 11:06than you
  221. 11:07I didn't die that day I had a choice and
  222. 11:12I had a choice to live my life whatever
  223. 11:14it may hold I also realized I was lucky
  224. 11:20that day not just because I survived
  225. 11:22that day and Liz Kenworthy the off-duty
  226. 11:24policeman saved my life but I was lucky
  227. 11:28because of the support I had around me
  228. 11:31and it would be this support that played
  229. 11:34such a huge part in my recovery so
  230. 11:38obviously that that support was was from
  231. 11:40my family from my friends but also all
  232. 11:43the emergency services the medical staff
  233. 11:46and all the health care professionals
  234. 11:49that put me back together again and
  235. 11:52saved my life so whether they were top
  236. 11:55surgeons doctors nurses physios OT
  237. 11:59psychologists or even back office people
  238. 12:02office some ward managers in fact just
  239. 12:06like people all of you here today
  240. 12:09supporting patients medically but
  241. 12:12providing so much more on an emotional
  242. 12:15and psychological level so with this
  243. 12:19support I decided right I am going to
  244. 12:21start to walk again and I went off to
  245. 12:23the Douglas body unit and quit i don't
  246. 12:25want pointing at you I'm assuming that's
  247. 12:27going to work the slides yes I went off
  248. 12:30to the Douglas body unit at Queen Mary's
  249. 12:32Hospital and started my rehabilitation
  250. 12:35and I first of all walked on these what
  251. 12:39he called rockers I'm sure there's quite
  252. 12:41a few health care professionals out
  253. 12:43there that have come across these I
  254. 12:44thought my physio was completely winding
  255. 12:47me up when she showed me these because i
  256. 12:49thought they actually looked like
  257. 12:49Douglas barda's legs from the 1940s they
  258. 12:53look so archaic but they turned out to
  259. 12:57be a very good tool to walk on and I'm
  260. 12:59not saying it was easy obviously for my
  261. 13:01facial expression it's what it was the
  262. 13:04hardest thing I've ever had to do but I
  263. 13:08did persevere and I finally got my sea
  264. 13:13legs C stands for computerized not see
  265. 13:18as in i thought i was going to put them
  266. 13:19on filler I was
  267. 13:20walking on water or something that C
  268. 13:23stands for computerized and after a year
  269. 13:26in hospital a long time and it was time
  270. 13:30for me to leave and I think for me as a
  271. 13:34patient this was the hardest time at all
  272. 13:37out of all of it I'd been in an
  273. 13:40environment where it's completely normal
  274. 13:42to have legs and arms missing and now I
  275. 13:46was back to normal life but not living
  276. 13:48in my flat in London and having to move
  277. 13:51in with my with my mom in in a house
  278. 13:53that I couldn't even walk out of and I
  279. 13:56remember this one day again it sticks in
  280. 13:59my memory where I just couldn't stop
  281. 14:01crying and my sister came to me and she
  282. 14:05said what's what's what's wrong I said
  283. 14:07all I want to do is walk out this house
  284. 14:10and go home all I want to do is walk out
  285. 14:12this house can go home and I think when
  286. 14:15you go through something traumatic and
  287. 14:17again obviously with what you do every
  288. 14:19day you come across this on on a daily
  289. 14:21basis but for me the hardest thing to
  290. 14:24deal with was the memories the memories
  291. 14:27of how I used to do things before you
  292. 14:30know one day you're one person the next
  293. 14:33day you're someone else so I decided in
  294. 14:36order to get over these feelings I had
  295. 14:38to make my life different and I had to
  296. 14:41grab every opportunity I could because I
  297. 14:44could because again I will always
  298. 14:45remember those people that day that
  299. 14:48didn't have that opportunity and I also
  300. 14:51knew I had to do something as a result
  301. 14:53of losing my legs otherwise I supposed
  302. 14:55to me it would have all been in vain
  303. 14:57being being involved in that in that
  304. 15:00awful atrocity so the third first thing
  305. 15:03I did literally and it was literally
  306. 15:05weeks after I left hospital I was off to
  307. 15:10South Africa to learn to fly planes as
  308. 15:13you can imagine told my mom and dad you
  309. 15:17know my mom literally sort of fainted on
  310. 15:20the floor yo you've just been in
  311. 15:21hospital for a year and you're going off
  312. 15:24to fly planes my my husband or my
  313. 15:28boyfriend the time Nick was really
  314. 15:31worried about the prospects of me fly
  315. 15:33the plane I've got no idea why although
  316. 15:35when I do look at this photo up here but
  317. 15:39sure it might might come up again I'm
  318. 15:41sure he might have been right because
  319. 15:45I'm sure I'm supposed to be facing
  320. 15:46forward was flying a plane instead of
  321. 15:48smiling into the camera but as well as
  322. 15:51the opportunity to fly plane completely
  323. 15:54on my own it also gave me my strength
  324. 15:56back and my independence back something
  325. 15:58that I'd lost when I when I lost my legs
  326. 16:01so I came back from there and again
  327. 16:03grabbed another opportunity to to ski
  328. 16:06again which was absolutely amazing but I
  329. 16:09still wasn't satisfied so a few months
  330. 16:12after this I had the opportunity to
  331. 16:15raise some money for charity and I'm
  332. 16:17sure there's many of you in the audience
  333. 16:19today that have done this yes I decided
  334. 16:22to jump out of a plane this was not a
  335. 16:26popular choice for my mom and dad's I
  336. 16:28mean literally it was you cannot put us
  337. 16:30through any more but obviously i did
  338. 16:34went up to 10,000 foot jumped when the
  339. 16:38most scariest things I've ever done in
  340. 16:40my life but absolutely brilliant and
  341. 16:43interestingly enough my family said they
  342. 16:47heard me before I appeared through the
  343. 16:50clouds which apparently was a first for
  344. 16:54my instructor so you know Rockwell more
  345. 16:59recently as well again within this
  346. 17:01building here the Excel I had the huge
  347. 17:04honor have been awarded the the helen
  348. 17:07rollason award at BBC sports personality
  349. 17:08of the year and then
  350. 17:18that was an amazing night and then more
  351. 17:23recently one of the huge highlights and
  352. 17:26the ladies might be slightly more
  353. 17:28impressed with this than the men i don't
  354. 17:29know but i took part in Sport Relief
  355. 17:34strictly and to be able to dance again
  356. 17:38with was was was huge for me but also it
  357. 17:41wasn't too bad being swung round by the
  358. 17:43lovely Ian wait for a few weeks training
  359. 17:46so you know things things aren't always
  360. 17:50bad so we all know that bad things do
  361. 17:54sometimes happen and we've got no
  362. 17:57control over certain things in life but
  363. 17:59what I've learned over the last 10 years
  364. 18:01is that good can come out of bad and all
  365. 18:04these things I've done I would never
  366. 18:06have done if it weren't for going
  367. 18:08through the most traumatic time of my
  368. 18:10life and we know life isn't fair
  369. 18:13sometimes and again I don't need to tell
  370. 18:16you this because you guys must see this
  371. 18:17on a daily basis illness affecting the
  372. 18:20nicest of people or people dying young
  373. 18:23before their time or families just
  374. 18:26having to deal with huge life-changing
  375. 18:28occurrences but we do have two choices
  376. 18:31and I'm not saying it happens overnight
  377. 18:33but we do have two choices we can you
  378. 18:37know either feel sorry for ourselves or
  379. 18:39we can get up and say no I'm not
  380. 18:41standing for this and be determined to
  381. 18:44get something positive out of it I
  382. 18:46believe anything is possible as long as
  383. 18:49you believe I think what is forgotten
  384. 18:53sometimes and again you guys I imagine
  385. 18:57this is you're in the forefront of your
  386. 18:59mind a lot of the time is when when
  387. 19:02something like this happens it doesn't
  388. 19:04just happen to the individual it happens
  389. 19:06to everyone around you so they've been
  390. 19:09positive to me but also positives for my
  391. 19:11family and my friends as well so for
  392. 19:14instance my husband realized the life
  393. 19:16was too short as a result of what
  394. 19:17happened and he followed his dream of
  395. 19:20running his own photography business my
  396. 19:23family discovered a strength in each
  397. 19:26other that we would never
  398. 19:28found if it weren't for going through
  399. 19:30the most traumatic time of our lives and
  400. 19:33my nephew well he could not believe his
  401. 19:36luck when I took into Euro Disney and he
  402. 19:40realized he didn't have to queue up for
  403. 19:41any of the rides because I'm in a
  404. 19:43wheelchair so again that's that that's
  405. 19:48favorite auntie material you cannot beat
  406. 19:51that one for favorite auntie material
  407. 19:54but yeah I mean as I said it's not it's
  408. 19:57not all that bad so I got I got married
  409. 20:00to my lovely Nick and we had our
  410. 20:03beautiful son Oscar and I think it was
  411. 20:06at this point we're about three months
  412. 20:08after Oscar was born but I realized i
  413. 20:11needed a goal again in my life and you
  414. 20:14know I really missed that ambition and
  415. 20:16drive that I used to feel at work so I
  416. 20:20was invited to go along to a Paralympic
  417. 20:23potential day and introduced to be mud
  418. 20:26by my physio a very a very special
  419. 20:28special lady who actually digressing a
  420. 20:32bit but when she came to my wedding I
  421. 20:34made sure that my surgeon the latent
  422. 20:36saved my life the policewoman that saved
  423. 20:38my life am I and my physio was at my
  424. 20:41wedding my physio said to me she wahood
  425. 20:43I know what to get to you I don't know
  426. 20:45what to get for you for your wedding st.
  427. 20:48Maggie you're not gave me anything you
  428. 20:50gave me a gift that no one else can give
  429. 20:52me and that is the gift of walking but
  430. 20:56anyway Maggie introduced me to sport and
  431. 20:59she took me along to a Paralympic
  432. 21:01potential date where I pretty much tried
  433. 21:04every single sport but I fell in love
  434. 21:07with Sitting Volleyball and I started
  435. 21:10playing for a club in London then in
  436. 21:12October 2009 I was asked to try out for
  437. 21:15the first-ever women's Great Britain
  438. 21:18sitting volleyball team and as you can
  439. 21:21see i'm at the front there number seven
  440. 21:23is on my shirt not a number because I
  441. 21:26chose it because it was David Beckham's
  442. 21:28know people think thats like no I chose
  443. 21:32it because I think being involved in 77
  444. 21:36could be seen as very negative in my
  445. 21:38life as well as other
  446. 21:39and I was and I still am determined to
  447. 21:43make it into a positive positive and
  448. 21:46what I love about sitting volleyball as
  449. 21:48you might be able to see from this
  450. 21:49picture is you don't play in a
  451. 21:51wheelchair it's quite liberating sport
  452. 21:53someone that's quite reliant on on a
  453. 21:55wheelchair we move constantly round on
  454. 21:58the floor on our bums it was actually
  455. 22:02first called bumble slightly unfortunate
  456. 22:08name I feel imagine that you know World
  457. 22:11Championships embalm ball I don't know
  458. 22:15why they always comes out in American
  459. 22:16accent so I apologize for that but
  460. 22:20thankfully they changed it to sitting
  461. 22:23volleyball although because we do move
  462. 22:25constantly round on the floor on our
  463. 22:27bums they've now adopt within our
  464. 22:29adopted the name floor cleaners which is
  465. 22:33in a lot better than bumble but they are
  466. 22:35right by the time we've finished a match
  467. 22:37the floor is absolutely gleaming and
  468. 22:40sport has become so important in my life
  469. 22:44as well as the opportunity to obviously
  470. 22:47represent my country in a sport I love
  471. 22:51in my hometown of London is given me so
  472. 22:53much more honor on a physical emotional
  473. 22:57and psychological level so for instance
  474. 22:59physically apart from the first time I
  475. 23:03played it the next morning not being
  476. 23:04able to remove my arms past this point
  477. 23:07and having to have a bucketload of
  478. 23:09sudocrem next to me to put on a part of
  479. 23:12my anatomy that was very sore it's gotta
  480. 23:15be fit again and I've discovered muscles
  481. 23:17in places that I never thought existed
  482. 23:20emotionally you know it gave me my
  483. 23:23confidence back and it built up my
  484. 23:25self-esteem and it got me out meeting a
  485. 23:28great bunch of people people that have
  486. 23:31been through something similar to me and
  487. 23:34psychologically for me this was and
  488. 23:36still is the most important thing it
  489. 23:39gave me a dream again it gave me a goal
  490. 23:41to work towards and I believe that it's
  491. 23:44taken me on a journey that I was always
  492. 23:47meant to make and I have learnt so much
  493. 23:51from being captain to a bunch of very
  494. 23:56strong independent people I was in the
  495. 24:00commercial world for sort of 15 years
  496. 24:02before before i got into sport and I
  497. 24:04thought my understood about team's
  498. 24:06realize I didn't know a lot at all see
  499. 24:11the thing about us is is is that we were
  500. 24:13all completely different and we still
  501. 24:15are different backgrounds different
  502. 24:17cultures just just different walks of
  503. 24:19life and we're also a squad squad of
  504. 24:23very different ages not too sure whether
  505. 24:26you can see from from this but from from
  506. 24:2813 years old to 43 years old and I'm
  507. 24:33obviously the younger end of the scale
  508. 24:35and you know one end of the scale their
  509. 24:38priority was to download the new you
  510. 24:40know one direction or Justin Bieber
  511. 24:42single before their mates at school I
  512. 24:44don't even know where they still do
  513. 24:45singles actually or and then the other
  514. 24:49end of the scale was was balancing you
  515. 24:51know a highly stressful career with an
  516. 24:53ever demanding home life and ever
  517. 24:55demanding training schedule and we knew
  518. 24:58that we were going to be facing some
  519. 25:00pretty uncomfortable and very high
  520. 25:02pressurized situations in order to
  521. 25:05embark on our journey to get to London
  522. 25:072012 we realized that we were only going
  523. 25:10to get there if we stuck together and if
  524. 25:13we agreed on some clear and concise
  525. 25:16values I suppose that we could all agree
  526. 25:19to we all know that we had one thing in
  527. 25:22common and that was obviously the dream
  528. 25:24to get to London 2012 so he came up with
  529. 25:27these values that we all agreed that we
  530. 25:29were going to follow and the first one
  531. 25:31of those was respect we needed to
  532. 25:34respect people's ability to make the
  533. 25:37right decisions and respect everyone's
  534. 25:40opinions we realized that we could all
  535. 25:43learn from each other and I believe this
  536. 25:46actually got us to the Paralympics
  537. 25:47because we learnt so much we needed to
  538. 25:50respect the position that we now found
  539. 25:52ourselves in you know we were
  540. 25:53representing our country in a in a sport
  541. 25:56that we loved the second one was trust
  542. 25:59this was a big one we needed to allow
  543. 26:02people to be themselves
  544. 26:04we were all very different people and we
  545. 26:08needed trust and believe that people are
  546. 26:10doing everything they could for the good
  547. 26:13of the team even though that might not
  548. 26:15be the same as you the third one was
  549. 26:19commitment but again before I mean you
  550. 26:23know we still follow these values now
  551. 26:25but these were really important for
  552. 26:26before getting to the Paralympics
  553. 26:28commitment that we were all committed to
  554. 26:30investing as much time as we could to
  555. 26:32the team so again very different
  556. 26:35circumstances I had Oscar he was one at
  557. 26:37the time we had people at university at
  558. 26:39school we had people doing 50 60 hour
  559. 26:42weeks so it was really trusting that
  560. 26:45everyone was doing everything they could
  561. 26:47for the good of the team we needed to
  562. 26:50commit to being wanting we were never
  563. 26:52going to get to London if we didn't
  564. 26:54stick together as a team and we needed
  565. 26:56to behave like a professional
  566. 26:58professional team and be resilient and
  567. 27:01stick together so again whether that was
  568. 27:04in training or in competition whether
  569. 27:07that was in front of the camera or
  570. 27:09behind of the camera we needed a
  571. 27:11commitment to stick together the fourth
  572. 27:14one of these values was huge for us and
  573. 27:16this was communication we needed to
  574. 27:20listen and reflect on what was being
  575. 27:22said by who and this was a massive one
  576. 27:27for us and this is what we adopted the
  577. 27:29sort of saying agreed preferences and
  578. 27:33this was all about identifying who you
  579. 27:35were talking to and how they wanted to
  580. 27:37be communicated with so for instance you
  581. 27:39know I'm on court it's match point I
  582. 27:41serve this doesn't usually happen but
  583. 27:44I'd do it straight in the net you know I
  584. 27:46don't mind one of my teammates using
  585. 27:48sarcasm using humor going you know
  586. 27:51you're sacked get off you know and using
  587. 27:55that sort of humor but we had certain
  588. 27:56people on the team that didn't want my
  589. 27:58humor they just wanted positive feedback
  590. 28:00so these are greed preferences were
  591. 28:03looking at who you were talking to and
  592. 28:05how they wanted to be communicated with
  593. 28:07so we had respect trust commitment
  594. 28:11communication and like many teams that
  595. 28:14you're in or many teams that you may
  596. 28:16leave
  597. 28:16running across all of these values was
  598. 28:20diversity as I said we were all very
  599. 28:23different and it's it's very rare for a
  600. 28:25team to have the same sorts of people in
  601. 28:28them and i believe it's those teams but
  602. 28:29tend to fail a lot of the time so we
  603. 28:32realized that our differences brought a
  604. 28:34uniqueness to us something that we would
  605. 28:36definitely build on on our journey to go
  606. 28:38to London but obviously we weren't there
  607. 28:41yet we had to prove to the to the BPA
  608. 28:44that we were good enough someone here
  609. 28:47from the BPA but we were good enough but
  610. 28:49we were strong enough to get to London
  611. 28:52and we had a look at our competition so
  612. 28:54we had a bit look at the Americans and
  613. 28:55the Chinese and the Ukrainians of this
  614. 28:58world they've got about 12 to 16 years
  615. 29:01experience we had to so we realized that
  616. 29:05we weren't going to beat him on a
  617. 29:06technical level but what we could
  618. 29:08control was our fitness so we had to
  619. 29:11make sure that we have a fitter faster
  620. 29:14than them and that way we could stay in
  621. 29:16the game we realized we couldn't do
  622. 29:19anything about the uncontrollables but
  623. 29:21what we could control was the
  624. 29:23controllable I'm not saying it was easy
  625. 29:26and it still isn't easy now we're
  626. 29:28ramping up to Rio you know that little
  627. 29:30competition this next year and you know
  628. 29:34training 30 hours a week before before
  629. 29:37London we're doing about 20 at the
  630. 29:39moment not being paid for it and there
  631. 29:41are sacrifices or choices needed to be
  632. 29:45made and there's a saying within the
  633. 29:47paralympic an Olympic world which is
  634. 29:49I've got talent where's my tracksuit
  635. 29:52well we all know that life doesn't work
  636. 29:55like that and I don't need to tell you
  637. 29:57this within within your your lives and
  638. 30:00your careers it's a balancing act so for
  639. 30:03instance when this photo was taken this
  640. 30:05was our first ever World Championships
  641. 30:07and I missed Oscars my son's first
  642. 30:11birthday but I knew that that was a
  643. 30:13choice I had to make in order to to
  644. 30:16pursue my dream and as I said you know
  645. 30:19how it is juggling everything life gets
  646. 30:22hectic sometimes and we all face those
  647. 30:26days
  648. 30:27there we do now you know training
  649. 30:30towards rio where you just think
  650. 30:32sometimes I can't take anymore I cannot
  651. 30:36do any more and again I'm sure you go to
  652. 30:40work and you get days where you feel
  653. 30:42like you're hitting your head against a
  654. 30:43brick wall you know on days when it when
  655. 30:47it got really tough for me before London
  656. 30:49I had an image of my son Oscar in my
  657. 30:53head and the image was a very simple
  658. 30:56image it was Oscar holding up the banner
  659. 30:58at the paralympics no idea what was
  660. 31:01going to say on it but it was just him
  661. 31:03in the crowd holding up a banner and and
  662. 31:06and that image that simple image really
  663. 31:08got me through those tough times where I
  664. 31:10thought I couldn't take anymore and then
  665. 31:14finally March 2012 was the day that we
  666. 31:19got a decision of yes from the BPA you
  667. 31:22are good enough to take up a host nation
  668. 31:24place huge mix of emotions but we knew
  669. 31:27that we were edging closer and closer to
  670. 31:29our dream but again we'd improved so
  671. 31:33much over you know the two years prior
  672. 31:36that we knew that our learning curve had
  673. 31:39to slow down and now improvements were
  674. 31:41going to be a lot slower a lot more
  675. 31:44marginal but as important so we realize
  676. 31:47that if we only improved one percent
  677. 31:50today after three months that would
  678. 31:54pretty much add up to one hundred
  679. 31:56percent now I say I think pretty much
  680. 31:58because I don't wave got any financial
  681. 32:00people here nothing against accountants
  682. 32:02or anything like that but i know i'm at
  683. 32:05healthcare conference don't worry i was
  684. 32:09sat in front of a bunch of accountants
  685. 32:10the other day said one percent today
  686. 32:13after three months that adds up to one
  687. 32:15hundred percent all these hands sore
  688. 32:17went out my now merilyn rs.100 zone
  689. 32:22you get my dear scare one percent today
  690. 32:25after three months that pretty much adds
  691. 32:28up to 100 stem so we're not talking
  692. 32:31about the big things talk about small
  693. 32:32things so for me it was it was you know
  694. 32:34going to the gym for one more session a
  695. 32:37week or getting that rest and recovery
  696. 32:39that I always used to find very hard to
  697. 32:41get you know staying away from from that
  698. 32:44pepperoni pizza or glass of something
  699. 32:47cheeky all small differences but
  700. 32:51consequences hi and then the tenth of
  701. 32:55jun 2012 was the day that we'd all been
  702. 33:00waiting for yes this was the day that we
  703. 33:02met Boris Johnson which was quite a
  704. 33:05unique experience in itself now this is
  705. 33:09the day that we found out who was
  706. 33:10selected to go to London and I think for
  707. 33:13us as individuals and as a team was the
  708. 33:16hardest day we'd ever had to face you
  709. 33:20obviously had half of the team so
  710. 33:22excited so elated that you know all
  711. 33:27their hard work had got them you know to
  712. 33:30their dream they were going to go to
  713. 33:32London and then obviously you have the
  714. 33:34other half of the team but for them they
  715. 33:36got the decision that we were all
  716. 33:38dreading and for them the dream was over
  717. 33:43so full-time training started up in the
  718. 33:46in the glamorous love bruh whoever says
  719. 33:48that life of a professional sports
  720. 33:50person isn't glamorous we went up to
  721. 33:53luffa and and the pressure was building
  722. 33:55and building and building but we just
  723. 33:56had to keep in mind our values and you
  724. 33:59know just keep keep talking to each
  725. 34:01other and then suddenly annotate come
  726. 34:04around suddenly 20th of august we were
  727. 34:07in we were in the Paralympic village and
  728. 34:11there have been so many amazing memories
  729. 34:14from that time as i said within this
  730. 34:17building and i'm sure many of you have
  731. 34:20had your own but there was there's one
  732. 34:24memory one night that really sticks out
  733. 34:27for me and that was the opening ceremony
  734. 34:30of the Paralympics and
  735. 34:33it really reminded me of the journey
  736. 34:36that I've been on and it reminded me of
  737. 34:38mighty mean we all have a team me and
  738. 34:42we're part of someone else's team e
  739. 34:45mighty me is made up of me and I my
  740. 34:48family and my friends and my teammates
  741. 34:51and you know all the volunteers that
  742. 34:54help us do our sport and and things in
  743. 34:57life but you know all the health care
  744. 35:00professionals that put me back together
  745. 35:03again and have supported me over the
  746. 35:05last 10 years so when I was rolling
  747. 35:09around in not rolling around on the
  748. 35:11floor rolling around in my wheelchair
  749. 35:12and in front of 80,000 people that night
  750. 35:16going going absolutely mad I was doing
  751. 35:19it for me but doing it for them as well
  752. 35:21and doing it for anyone that's been
  753. 35:24through adversity in their life and got
  754. 35:27over it and this is some of my team me
  755. 35:31here and I remember that first game as I
  756. 35:36said in this building just just stop the
  757. 35:38corridor 30 first of August biggest
  758. 35:42crowd we've ever played to was about 500
  759. 35:44people we were now walking out into an
  760. 35:47arena out of the tunnel in front of
  761. 35:499,000 people huge mix of emotions you
  762. 35:54know nervousness excitement but proud I
  763. 35:59felt so proud I remember coming out that
  764. 36:02tunnel when I get goosebumps now think
  765. 36:04about it come on that tunnel and I
  766. 36:06looked over to my left and I saw this my
  767. 36:10team me and look there's my son with
  768. 36:14that banner that the banner the image I
  769. 36:17had in my head and with it saying go
  770. 36:19mummy go and I knew at that point that
  771. 36:22all the blood sweat and tears had all
  772. 36:25been worth it interestingly enough the
  773. 36:30top left-hand pitcher you can't actually
  774. 36:33see my dad through the size of his
  775. 36:35banner yeah I had friends saying to me
  776. 36:39after the first game we made the mistake
  777. 36:43of sitting behind your family
  778. 36:46as I won't they really loud there ain't
  779. 36:49no we just couldn't see anything through
  780. 36:51your dad's banner but yeah that will
  781. 36:56that work but that's the morning that
  782. 36:58will always always stick in my head but
  783. 37:01we obviously had a job to do our first
  784. 37:06game was against the Ukrainians number
  785. 37:08one in Europe and they're now bronze
  786. 37:11medalists and we we did well we actually
  787. 37:15nearly for our first game we nearly took
  788. 37:16the second set but the inevitable
  789. 37:19happened and they ranked top their
  790. 37:21technical skills and they were just the
  791. 37:23technical skills are just better than
  792. 37:25nails and but we did we did the best we
  793. 37:28could and and this was pretty much what
  794. 37:30happened throughout the whole of the
  795. 37:31Paralympics not saying it was easy it
  796. 37:34wasn't you know we were suddenly in the
  797. 37:36highest performing sports environment
  798. 37:39and and we were winning sets but we just
  799. 37:42couldn't convert them to games but as
  800. 37:45the old saying goes rome wasn't built in
  801. 37:48a day and we had to balance our
  802. 37:51expectation with our experience and we
  803. 37:55just had to keep in mind what we were
  804. 37:56building towards that was to pick up as
  805. 37:59much experience as we could at London
  806. 38:02but to build on to be able to go off to
  807. 38:05that very small competition next year of
  808. 38:07Rio 2016 but you know we we we cannot
  809. 38:13forget the huge successes that we have
  810. 38:15done and we are actually the first ever
  811. 38:19team sport it's been done on an
  812. 38:22individual sport level before within
  813. 38:24within the olympics and paralympics but
  814. 38:26not never on a team sport level but
  815. 38:28we've gone from a program being set up
  816. 38:31just two years before to then performing
  817. 38:33at the at the paralympics that's never
  818. 38:36been done before so that's something
  819. 38:37that we're really proud of and obviously
  820. 38:40now with training is is is ramping up
  821. 38:43you know we came back from the World
  822. 38:47Championships we've got more
  823. 38:48competitions this year and we're ramping
  824. 38:51up for Rio in the and the pressure is
  825. 38:53building and building and there have
  826. 38:55been huge amounts of change over the
  827. 38:58last
  828. 38:59few years you know funding management
  829. 39:02team members and it's it's not been easy
  830. 39:04to deal with but like any change in life
  831. 39:07I believe it's made it into a stronger
  832. 39:10more focused team and I think that we
  833. 39:15can ignore what happened at the
  834. 39:17paralympics with in this country within
  835. 39:20any country what happened at the
  836. 39:21Commonwealth it had a huge impact on all
  837. 39:25of us and I truly believe that we can
  838. 39:28use sport in our society yes it to keep
  839. 39:32people fit but I believe it's all about
  840. 39:34this it's all about the mind and I think
  841. 39:38you know we can make people fitter but
  842. 39:41we can make them more confident and also
  843. 39:43create fantastic social change and for
  844. 39:48me well I believe I was always meant to
  845. 39:52make this journey there's too many
  846. 39:54connections between the 7th of July tube
  847. 39:58and bus bombings and the Paralympics and
  848. 40:01Olympics you know I'm sure many of you
  849. 40:03remember the sixth of July day before we
  850. 40:07were all celebrating that London had won
  851. 40:09the olympic and paralympic bid you know
  852. 40:12that was the whole reason why I was late
  853. 40:13that morning on me on the 7th of july
  854. 40:16and i remember getting on that too that
  855. 40:19morning before the explosions happened
  856. 40:22and I remember picking up my paper I
  857. 40:24remember you could not turn the page for
  858. 40:27something being written on the olympics
  859. 40:30and paralympics and I remember thinking
  860. 40:34actually on that tube for the explosions
  861. 40:37happened I'll go get tickets this go get
  862. 40:40tickets I'm a Londoner oh god get
  863. 40:41tickets to this and now what I see now
  864. 40:44is a journey that I was supposed to be
  865. 40:46on and maybe a part of fate that I've
  866. 40:49actually come back from taking part some
  867. 40:53people say things happen for a reason
  868. 40:54and I can only believe that that is true
  869. 40:57people say to me but aren't you angry
  870. 40:59with what happened and I can truly say
  871. 41:03no hand on heart I'm doing things now I
  872. 41:07never ever thought possible
  873. 41:11but ladies and gentlemen it's people
  874. 41:14like you that have enabled me to
  875. 41:17experience this amazing journey so
  876. 41:21please never ever ever underestimate the
  877. 41:24industry you all work in and all the
  878. 41:27work you do and the huge support and
  879. 41:30huge differences you make to your
  880. 41:33patients lives and I know that you've
  881. 41:37probably been told this before but I
  882. 41:39don't think you're told enough there's
  883. 41:42always you know so much news sometimes
  884. 41:45turn TV on you watch paper you get Union
  885. 41:48you get on the internet and you know so
  886. 41:51much news about failing targets and
  887. 41:53money cutbacks but I think people forget
  888. 41:57what health care is all around is all
  889. 42:00about of course we live in a world where
  890. 42:02where money makes the world go round but
  891. 42:05it's not about number crunching it's not
  892. 42:08about head counts it's about people like
  893. 42:12you and the relationships you build with
  894. 42:16your patients in the I word according
  895. 42:19the I word inspiration I felt that's
  896. 42:22bounding it sounded about a lot and I
  897. 42:26believe it's not about people like me
  898. 42:28it's it's about people like you so I
  899. 42:33want you to look around the room ladies
  900. 42:35and gentlemen and realize that every
  901. 42:37single one of you are the inspirations
  902. 42:40you are the strength you are the courage
  903. 42:44you you you are you know you your people
  904. 42:48that put people like me back together
  905. 42:51again and there is no question at all
  906. 42:54but I would not I wouldn't be talking to
  907. 42:57you today if it weren't for people like
  908. 43:00you you enable your patients to rebuild
  909. 43:03their lives but also conquer new dreams
  910. 43:07and as the lyrics that the choir sang
  911. 43:10this morning stand by me you've
  912. 43:12definitely stood by me and I want to
  913. 43:16thank you for that
  914. 43:18life changes doesn't it things happen in
  915. 43:23our lives good and bad and we need to
  916. 43:25accept these changes and we need to
  917. 43:28adapt so we can become stronger from
  918. 43:31them someone once said it's not what
  919. 43:35happens to you that makes the difference
  920. 43:37it's what you do with what happens to
  921. 43:41you so I believe each and every one of
  922. 43:45you does enough in your daily working
  923. 43:48lives but i suppose question to say
  924. 43:51where does your own journey star and
  925. 43:54what differences can you make so make
  926. 43:58today the day you choose to be the best
  927. 44:01you can make today the day that you
  928. 44:04choose to work together to achieve
  929. 44:06better patient care and make today the
  930. 44:10day you believe that anything is
  931. 44:14possible as long as you believe and I'm
  932. 44:17just going to finish with a short film
  933. 44:19now that I believe you know illustrates
  934. 44:23that point which is anything is possible
  935. 44:25as long as you believe
  936. 44:57just
  937. 45:38so
  938. 46:17haha
  939. 46:20girl star in
  940. 46:22thank you ever so much ladies and
  941. 46:25gentlemen

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